#channelling the inner beomgyu

[ppoppokari]

Hello my love! Thank you so much for returning and requesting! I still really appreciate you and your everything, so again ahhhh thank you so much!

I tried to vibe match with this theme so Idk but I like how it turned out <3.

Btw you get a pass, I am an honorary member of the awkward selca club and your visuals carry you just fine lol. I am skyrocketing all the love and good vibes back to you tenfold <3 <3 <3

~Ateez~ Seonghwa

Although, I can 100% confirm that you also suit Yunho and Yeosang too, this was such a hard decision bro😩

~Seventeen~ Vernon

The hardest decision of my life, I'm just convinced that you look good with every idol that has ever existed. So I also ship you with Hoshi, Minghao, Jeonghan, Dino and Woozi

~Stray Kids~ Felix

I could never be selfish with my bias so take him and my two other biases Hyunjin and Seungmin

[sungbeam]

𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐫

choi beomgyu x gn!reader

0.5k words, comfort

a/n: for the ones who feel like they're drowning

It was late. You knew that. It was late especially for your standards; usually you were in bed by ten and out by eleven, the typical difficulty to sleep waned out by your exhaustion. But here you sat on the front porch of your house, your body curled in on itself. Usually there was music—you couldn't quite handle music tonight. 

And then there came the dull bumps in the night, spaced out to the rhythm of the cracks in the sidewalk. Choi Beomgyu hopped off his skateboard as he approached your house, his foot stomping on the end of the board to pop it up into his grasp. 

His chest seized at the sad, sad sight of you. You stared at nothing in particular, said nothing at all. All of your energy was being channeled toward trying to control the trembling of your fingers, the racing of your thoughts… internalizing all of your trauma and inner turmoil, just as you always did. 

Beomgyu could read the room. Sometimes he would crack a joke to lighten the mood, but he could feel the deafening quiet tonight. It was different. 

He lowered himself down beside you, elbows propped on his knees as he followed your gaze to nowhere. His voice was low and quiet, "You're gonna be okay."

You began to nod your head, but he stopped you. 

"Don't just silently agree with me when you think differently right now." He leaned back onto his hands, a sigh tumbling from his mouth. "You know the truth, hm? But right now, that pretty, little head of yours is going on a run, huh." 

He gently settled his hand on top of your head—heard the barely audible shakiness in the breath you let out. 

Oh god, it must be bad. He knew you were breathing, that you were trying to keep your head above water. But there wasn't much you could do when you'd been shoved into deep waters, suddenly forgetting how to swim even if you'd known how to tread water your entire life. 

He wanted to save you. The trouble was that he didn't know if he could simply swim out to you or if he needed to bring a raft with him. How heavy did your shoulders weigh today?

His hand atop your head made its way down to your opposite shoulder, and he used that to anchor him to you, pulling you in close. "I know it's scary now, but you don't have to face it alone. You can hurt, scream, cry, curse—but don't do it alone. For as long as you remember me, I hope I can at least share your burden."

He pressed his lips to the crown of your head, long and hard, until he all but engraved his purpose into your soul. 

Your hands clenched his shirt and he felt the material dampen. And it was at the moment when he felt your body finally give way to violent sobs like the rocking of the ocean, that he knew he got through to you. 

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[wildernessuntothemselves]

HELP?!¿ Beomgyu!!!

wait i'm so confused i don't get it. why is he calling tyun his master? 😭

also not him being a hoe for money lmao channeling his inner oc

[beomgyushighlights]

Circus {H.K}

Day 2 (XI)

"all eyes on me in the center of the ring just like a circus"

in which the first words Nari's soulmate says to her are "free britney"

or

in which two idols find their soulmates in each other after thirteen days of little comments without knowing who the other was

-a short story soulmate au-

©beomgyushighlights 2021

do not translate or repost without permission

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   As the five boys start arriving for choreography learning, the youngest member, Huening Kai, decides he wants to channel his inner Demi Lovato to warm up his vocal chords. "Gonna let the light shine on me." He sings. "YUH, GET INTO IT!" Someone yells, running past the studio.

The boys look at the door in confusion before Huening Kai jumps up and runs over to the door, throwing it open with all the force he can muster. Looking both ways down the hall, he sighs as he doesn't see anyone. "What just happened?" Taehyun asks. "My soulmate just ran past us." He shrugs.

"What?!" Soobin asks. Yeonjun looks at him in shock. "Yuh, get into it." Kai repeats the words, showing his wrist to his band mates. "Good, their legal, also XI?" Beomgyu asks. "It was XII yesterday so I think it's days." He says.

   "Oh, yesterday I went to H.O.N.E.Y's dorm and the person who opened the door said that two Tuesdays from now at two pm we can go over to their dorm and they'll give us any advice we need." Taehyun says. "There's five people in H.O.N.E.Y, what color hair did the person have?" Beomgyu asks. "It was blonde but her roots were black." He answers.

"What length? That could've been Osamu or Nari." Beomgyu asks. "Long, like waist length." Taehyun replies. "That's Nari, she has a kitten." Beomgyu smiles. "What breed and color?" Yeonjun asks. "It's a tabby and it's orange." He answers. "That's fun." Soobin says. "How long until you other two meet your soulmates?" Yeonjun asks.

"I've kept track since I turned sixteen and it's gonna be two more months for me." Beomgyu says. "Another year." Taehyun says. "You two are so lucky to have been soulmates." Kai sighs, his comment directed at Yeonjun and Soobin. "Yeah." Soobin sighs blissfully, a small smile gracing his face. "Anyways, we should get back to practice." Beomgyu says.

The five practice for a long time before they have a break for lunch. Kai takes the boys orders before grabbing a mask and a hat and walking across the street to a restaurant to buy the food. Choosing the building across the street from the company is slightly risky but he doesn't expect to stay long enough to get noticed. After placing the order he walks away from the counter to sit and wait. "Gyuri?" The wait staff calls.

Recognizing the fake name he chose, Kai stands up and grabs the food, thanking the staff and turning to walk out. After stepping out, he's immediately stuck in a group of people. Fans, they recognized him and spread the location. He sighs and takes pictures with them, trying to get away but the crowd keeps growing. Nari having noticed from the building calls for security.

  "Hello, a bighit idol got noticed across the street and it's turning into a mob." She says to the nearest guard. The guard nods and calls for backup. Nari watches as they crossed the street and start working through the crowd. Kai notices the people moving some and looks to find out why, seeing the four security guards from bighit coming to save him.

He smiles discreetly, not wanting to upset the fans. "He has to go back to practice." The guards address the fans, walking Kai back across the street to the building where they badge in and he heads upstairs after thanking the guards. When he gets back to the room his band mates are in he places the food bag down and lays on the floor with a sigh.

"What happened?" Yeonjun asks, noticing the fatigue that wasn't there when the boy left. "Somehow, someone noticed me and spread my location and it was just about twenty fans at first but it kept growing but security came and helped me." Kai explains. "Oh wow, that's rough." Beomgyu says, passing everyone's food out. Kai sits up and gratefully accepts the food from his friend.

After eating they all scroll through social media for thirty minutes while they let their food settle before they resume practice. On their way out of the building after practice Taehyun is carrying Beomgyu, Soobin and Yeonjun are holding hands, and Kai is almost falling asleep standing up. As the boys exit the elevator to go to their dorm, Kai runs into someone, making them drop the binder they were organizing.

"I'm sorry." He apologizes, bending over to help the person pick up their belongings. After everything is back in the binder, Huening Kai apologizes again and rushes off to catch up with his band mates. When they get inside, Taehyun drops Beomgyu on the couch and Yeonjun goes to shower.

"I'm hungry." Beomgyu whines from the coach. "Starve." Taehyun says, also walking away to take a shower. "I'll order out, same place as usual." Soobin says, taking his phone out to place an order.

Kai plops down on the other couch, rolling onto his side and curling up slightly. After Yeonjun gets out of the shower he notices that Kai fell asleep on the couch, Beomgyu is off showering, Taehyun is still showering, and Soobin is out picking up their food. He grabs a blanket and covers Kai up, grabbing his phone from his grasp and plugging it in.

He walks to the kitchen and sits at the dining table to wait for his boyfriend and the rest of his band mates. Taehyun gets out of the shower and joins Yeonjun at the table. Soobin is the next to arrive, entering the dorm with food. Beomgyu sits as Soobin passes out the food.

"Should someone wake Kai up?" Beomgyu asks. "Let him rest, he worked extremely hard today." Taehyun says. Today was probably the hardest Kai had ever worked, struggling to get the choreography down and be able to do it without demonstration as well as the fans at lunch and the stress of everything happening takes it's toll on a person.

   Once everyone finishes Yeonjun goes to wake Kai up. "Hyuka, wake up, you need to eat and shower then you can go lay in your bed and sleep." He says softly. Kai mumbles something and rolls onto his stomach, face buried in the coach cushions. "Come on, everyone else already ate and you've slept for an hour." He says. Kai lets out a sigh and sits up.

He stretches and Yeonjun moves back to the table. Everyone sits there as Kai eats, just sharing little memories of their childhoods so that Kai isn't alone at the table before Soobin and Kai go take their showers and everyone heads to bed, whether to sleep or watch funny cat videos is to be debated.

[wildernessuntothemselves]

"I'm going to give you a present. After I raise my armies and kill your man beomgyu, I'm going to give you his head as well."

imagine lord taehyun saying this to oc when they will meet again

taehyun channeling his inner Joffrey lmao