#cherry chats 🍒

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on one hand, them banning tiktok is yet again another means to control and silence ppl from sharing real-time information on situations such as Palestine. Not to mention all the people who are losing their income (this is why Patreon and supporting creators externally is important) but on the other hand?….good riddance. it’s been fuck that app for a while now.

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sorry i saw someone talking roman angst and remembered im obsessed with this guy

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lemme quit bullshitting and go put this server together 😭😭

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be honest with me, would y’all ever eat ass? like would y’all be out here eating man’s butt ironically?

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𝔠𝔬𝔪𝔢 𝔬𝔫𝔢, 𝔠𝔬𝔪𝔢 𝔞𝔩𝔩!….𝔱𝔬 𝔞𝔫 𝔢𝔫𝔠𝔥𝔞𝔫𝔱𝔢𝔡 𝔩𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔣𝔬𝔯 𝔱𝔥𝔬𝔰𝔢 𝔰𝔢𝔢𝔨𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔞𝔰𝔶𝔩𝔲𝔪..

── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ.─── ── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* : ── ･

✨ are you a writer looking for a safe space and community to help grow, share ideas and meet others?

✨ are you a reader looking for new authors to support or tips to get into writing?

✨ are you someone looking for an inclusive environment in fandom?

whatever your heart desires, we have it all here. welcome to…

𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔞𝔪𝔢𝔱𝔥𝔶𝔰𝔱 𝔤𝔞𝔯𝔡𝔢𝔫

𝖺𝗆𝖾𝗍𝗁𝗒𝗌𝗍: 𝗄𝗇𝗈𝗐𝗇 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗋𝖾𝗆𝗈𝗏𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖻𝖺𝗋𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗋𝗌 𝗍𝗈 𝖼𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗏𝖾 𝖿𝗅𝗈𝗐 𝖻𝗒 𝗌𝗈𝗈𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖺𝗇𝗑𝗂𝖾𝗍𝗒 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗊𝗎𝗂𝖾𝗍𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗈𝗏𝖾𝗋𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗄𝗂𝗇𝗀, 𝗆𝖺𝗄𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗂𝗍 𝗂𝖽𝖾𝖺𝗅 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝖺𝗋𝗍𝗂𝗌𝗍𝗌, 𝗐𝗋𝗂𝗍𝖾𝗋𝗌, 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝖼𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗍𝗈𝗋𝗌 🪻🟣

rules: simple…no drama, no one under 18, no bigotry or hatred. We are all adults, act in such a manner and don’t ruin things for others. 🫶🏾

what to expect: join us for an abundance of festivities! Meet up in The Tavern to converse with fellow authors, readers and fandom enthusiasts alike. Looking to sell your art/writing commissions? Maybe even promote your small business or mutual aid? Set up shop in the Merchants Hall. Maybe you’re looking for something a little spicier…😳 join us in The Dungeon and see what lies in store. All that and more awaits you on your journey.

ready to enter? then step right up . Feel free to message as well for more info! 🫧 if you are interested in becoming a mod, please let me know. We need 2 more spots.

[chrollohearttags]

meg baby, I promise we’ll all look the other way if you decide to strangle that chimera ant built bitch. I promise we won’t say nothing.

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so I ran across this VA’s audio of him basically stealing the listener from her bf and overstimming her and towards the end, when he’s talking her through ✨it✨, he starts speaking German and I—

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you ever get the feeling that you’re not really liked but just kinda tolerated?…like you don’t really belong anywhere and you’re just kinda always on the outside but you don’t fit in or wtv.

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me looking at y’all send every black aot writer on this platform the same recycled ask in a different font but then saying you’re tired of the same plots from us + that we all perpetuate toxicity with blk women when we actually answer 🌚

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y’all hear me out rq…a black!fem country singer with southern boy!jean as the love interest in her video and the tension is brazy cause he finer than a bitch and you finer than a bitch too..y’all touching all over each other so he handles it once y’all are done shooting—

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thigh riding eren with my arms around his neck and my face buried in the crook of it would fix me. I just know it.

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happy Halloween from Morticia Sukuna 😭🌹🖤🩸 (might be the dumbest cosplay I’ve ever done but it’s cute)

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y’all won’t be satisfied until you run every black writer off this app and I’m so serious. Yes, I’m being rude to anybody that takes time out of their day to post some dumb ass remarks (a recycled one at that) and uses it to disrespect black writers of any capacity. Sitting up screaming about wanting more representation and the black reader fics being nonexistent but y’all get mad about everything. Yes, I’m cussing y’all out everytime I see it and I’m blocking idc. Free, FREE content that people took time to create, y’all are being nasty about it. We don’t owe y’all grace or kindness. Especially when we can see the hypocrisy. Go to hell with gas undies on and leave us alone. And please write whatever y’all want and fuck these people. Thanks for coming to my Ted talk

[chrollohearttags]

thank you all for your well wishes and love, I really appreciate it. I didn’t exactly plan to go on hiatus or leave. Honestly, I was just fine, nothing major even happening in life (at least I thought so) but I ended up having an unexpected mental break of sorts. School and work has always been manageable but work has began its busiest season and this last class was a little trying so I’m guessing it became too much. I started isolating from everyone and hadn’t been very social lately. Not to mention, I’m preparing to have surgery in a few months. Truthfully though, I think I just became exhausted with this app and its nonsense..or the clock app I should say. Like I said, I’ve been working on being less combative and confrontational on here bc it’s not who I am and as I stated in my post a couple months ago, if I have to be in defense mode, I don’t want to be here. Although I’ve gotten no anon hate recently, I can see posts. I can see anons being sent by proxy of my friends and I can see screenshots of my name being mentioned in comments on apps I don’t even use. I’ve always been very passionate about my writing and I try my best to pour as much of myself into it as I can. I know people say ‘passion project’ or ‘magnum opus’ but that’s what I strive for with each of my works. I never wanna give bare minimum, hence why I deny certain anons or don’t write certain tropes if they don’t align with that purpose.

Again, I’m perfect by no means and my fics are not for everyone. However, having these straw man fics about baby mamas and drug dealers attached to me is infuriating (not bc I have an issue with them, but bc it shows some of you don’t truly read my work) With that being said, I’ve got the next two weeks off from school and I’ve been working on some stuff I’m really excited to share. My only request is that y’all start spreading more love to ur writers..show ppl that you love their works. The energy that you use to critique and throw hate, use it to be reblog and show appreciation. I’ve seen so many great writers leave this app and I hate to join them, but I’m just not going to burn myself out for mediocre feedback and diet lite racist commentary. I have Google Docs and my drafts, I’m good. Be blessed everyone <3

[chrollohearttags]

long winded ass post I contemplated not writing but did it anyways. read if you’d like or ignore lmao.

so I feel as though this kind of goes without saying but a lot has changed on tumblr and the vibe has shifted a lot, sadly, not for the better either :/ I thought about this for a while and although last week, I was not posting any new content due to the strike, I’ve decided to step away from writing in general after this month. I could sit here and go on a tangent about how it’s the ‘algorithm’ and ‘dying fandoms’ but to me, this boils down to the fact that I refuse to exhaust myself to be unappreciated + disrespected. That’s not to say I’m ungrateful to everyone who reblogs and comments on my works all the time because I am incredibly grateful! I love each of you and I look forward to reading your tags/thoughts. However, it’s not lost on me that the anime fandom in general is becoming shrouded in toxicity and many of us are being pushed away. We’re in an age where people are seen as content machines and not humans so others feel entitled to their art and feel no need to be kind, understanding or empathetic to that person’s feelings. I’m not wasting my time trying to teach people manners that they should’ve learned a long time ago. I refuse to share my craft with people like that. And to say the quietest part out loud: y’all don’t want black writers around, PERIOD. One scroll through the dash shows that much. As someone who’s written primarily for AOT (not changing btw) and specifically the black side of the fandom, it’s almost laughable at the extreme lengths that ppl have gone through to see it be erased. And I don’t mean getting fics hit with labels or reporting (that failed so they switched to plan B.) since I began back writing in 2020-21, it was obvious that it was the most popular among black girls and I remember ppl telling me to write for them. Hell, it’s the sole reason I even watched. Needless to say, I fell in love with the show and it holds a special place in my heart. However, I realized I didn’t need any of the original material. Not only that, in all the years I’ve been writing, it’s the first time I’ve seen so many black girls resonating and happy with a group of characters. It was the first and only time I’ve seen stories where I didn’t feel as though them being a black character was a hidden secret or toned down to appeal to others (no shade). It was in my face and proud, even if I didn’t personally resonate with the reader or concept of the story. It still felt good coming from a fandom where I was literally the ONLY black writer in it. Fast forward and I clearly see that now, it’s not welcomed. We could sit here and blame it on non-blk (yt) having the problems but that’s a load of bullshit and the only enemies we have are one another. It’s been other black writers who have littered the tags with discourse abt the same stupid topic to avoid new fics being seen. It’s been other black writers who have switched fandoms when they were no longer the ONLY ones bc coexisting is just too damn hard apparently. It’s been other black authors who have made it blatantly clear that they are only interested in seeing and creating stories that are palatable to other races so they won’t be perceived in a negative light or to be seen as one of the ‘good ones’. Even down to not using black reader tags or avoiding coded language. So much so, they are comfortable laughing at anti-black rhetoric being pushed on other apps so as long as their new favs are not the brunt of the joke.

I’m not here to tell anybody how or what to write. I’m not here to say you ONLY have to like one show but what I am saying is that i will NOT be spending hours and days agonizing over a fic for it to be minimized to a joke for a bitch on TikTok. I will not spend the little free time I have trying to crunch and finish a fic for it not do well but watch y’all pile in my mentions to argue over nonsense. And I won’t sit here and watch y’all purposely try to run other black writers away bc they don’t fit ur aesthetic. Fiction is fiction and whether you resonate with it or not, it’s expression. I’m a boring ass country bumpkin from the middle of nowhere, Florida who’s got social anxiety, chronically ill, neurodivergent and is in bed by 10:00. I don’t smoke, never had sex and I literally never leave the house unless I’m grocery shopping. I never have and never will live the life of any of my characters, even the most tame ones. But I write for EVERY black girl and want everyone of them to be seen. The one space where that seems to be allowed is obviously not welcomed anymore. Arguing and trying to defend ourselves against people who are committed to misunderstanding us is pointless. Minimizing us down to ‘baby mama’, ‘hoodrat’ fics, simply bc you no longer like certain characters (many of which you all were writing for not too long ago) is quite frankly clown and coon ass behavior. Watching y’all become enraged by tropes that are used by ever race, every fandom, etc but turning the blind eye bc it suits ur narrative is fucking hypocritical and laughable at best.

I’m not insecure in my writing. Never have been and never will be. I know I pour everything I have into creating the best work I can and it’s for that reason that I won’t allow it to be treated like trash. I have over 250 drafts in my Google docs and best believe, that’s where they’ll stay until I see fit. Although I know it’ll probably mean leaving the last place I have any sense of community and social interaction in general, it’s not worth coming on here angry everyday in defense mode. Its not worth getting out of my character over and I rather just not be around if it means I have to play mean girl. My mind may change and all of this will just have been me getting shit off my chest but as of right now, this account will be archived come February 28th. Thank you to everybody who’s supported me this far and gave me a safe space. I love all of you so very much and hope that we can enjoy the rest of this month together 🫶🏾 🤍

[chrollohearttags]

🌹 𝐕𝐀𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐄’𝐒 𝐃𝐀𝐘 𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐂𝐈𝐀𝐋 𝐕𝐎𝐋. 𝟏: 𝐆𝐑𝐎𝐖𝐍 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐒𝐄𝐗𝐘 𝐄𝐃𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 🌹

𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑡𝑢𝑛𝑒𝑑 𝑖𝑛…….🎧

🌹 14 DAYS OF SENSUAL, SPICY FICS DEDICATED TO YOUR FAVORITE CHARACTERS……fandoms included: attack on titan, demon slayer, one piece, tokyo revengers, jujutsu kaisen

a collection of love songs from the 90’s and 00’s come to life!

🌹 before you press play…. ┊ ⇄ ◁◁ II ▷▷ ↻ ┊

• no minors allowed. My content is intended for adults only + all works will feature mature and sexual themes.

• this is a set list, I won’t be accepting any requests for this event but let me know if you’d like to be tagged.

• best read in dark mode and there will be a Spotify playlist attached if you’d like to listen while reading. Once the event ends, all fics can be found in the masterlist!

• although this is a valentines themed series, many of the stories will be posted afterwards and throughout the month!

┊ ⇄ ◁◁ II ▷▷ ↻ ┊

TRACK 01: ride • somo x jean kirschtein

TRACK 02: kissing on my tattoos • august alsina x eren jaeger

TRACK 03: perfect strangers • august alsina x chrollo lucifer

TRACK 04: skin • rihanna x portgas d. ace

TRACK 05: burnin’ it down • jason aldean x reiner braun

TRACK 06: pu$$y fairy • jhene aiko x ken ‘draken’ ryuji

TRACK 07: f*ckin wit’ me • tank x levi ackerman

TRACK 08: cum get it • tink x onyakopon

TRACK 09: jam • kevin gates x connie springer

TRACK 10: talk dirty • daniel di angelo x armin artlert

TRACK 11: my body • LSG x nanami kento

TRACK 12: feel it • jacquees x ryomen sukuna

TRACK 13: morning • teyana taylor + kehlani x mikasa ackerman

TRACK 14: hrs and hrs • muni long x kyojuro rengoku