#chwenotchew

[sshushayla]

can i ask you a question?

"vernon, baby." you lightly whispered, trying to wake him up but not wanting to jolt him scared.

it's four in the morning, you have stuffed your brain with enough instagram reels to have sufficient understanding that this should not be the reason to wake up your boyfriend yet you just cannot stop wondering what vernon would say. he has his own insightful ways of expressing his . . feelings or well, answers.

you had laid your head on his arm, tossing and turning while he was peacefully sleeping. this made you feel slightly guilty on waking up vernon while he had a morning class within a few hours.

before you paused your action to stop shaking him and simply, ask him once he is awake in the actual morning, he had already been rubbing his eyes. "hey, yes. are you okay?" he said with his raspy voice that let you have a wider smile knowing this man, you were in the arms of, is completely utterly yours.

such realization caused you to forget the reason why you woke him up at the first place as he glanced at you, waiting for you. "hi baby," you pecked his lips once, twice and again not being able to resist his cute swollen face. "i was . . just missing you." you confessed, you did not lie about that.

you had been missing vernon since he had piled up assignments and refused to do it in your dorm as it will be less doing assignment and more doing each other, and he could not afford to retake courses if he does want to graduate this year.

"you woke me up . . to say you miss me?" he mumbled, pressing open-mouth kisses on your neck trailing down your shoulder. you bit your bottom lip to not choke a moan out for his pleasure. "do you want to go again?" he mumbled against your shoulder, his hand already dancing around your naked back, teasing his fingertips causing you to give a nervous chuckle.

you shook your head, not missing a single beat of that. "i love you but no." you laughed, slightly pushing him off from you, to lay on top of his chest where you heard his heart pacing. you closed your eyes hearing his heartbeat, feeling drowsy suddenly.

"don't go back sleeping after waking me up?" he argued, moving you to the side to spoon you from behind.

"well . . it's kind of your fault, your heartbeat feels safe." you mumbled softly, not opening your eyes.

you felt his body shake, you smiled giving yourself brownie points for making him laugh.

vernon have grown a home in you the moment he asked for your tote bag to rescue a cat from the edge of the balcony in your university. there was mixed love, concern and determination in his face that you had completely fallen in love with.

at that moment, he lightly creeped into your heart but you will not lie on how easy you made those threads in your heart to pull for him.

"vernon . ." you whispered, as you are not facing him, you felt the smooth pace of his heartbeat, he might fallen asleep, you wondered. in your surprise, he hummed softly.

he combed his fingers through your hair, moving it away to kiss your neck again. with each pecks, you felt the intensity of your heart pace back up again, clenching your hand. "you need to stop, i swear." you laughed, jokingly hitting him with your shoulder blades.

"well, you need to stop being attractive at the odd hours of the day." he fought back.

there was those witty remarks, and smile in his tone that gave you a warm feeling.

oh, oh to be in love like this.

"it's a hypothetical question, baby." you started, pulling his hand closer to your chest. vernon settled his leg over your body, enveloping your whole body.

"no, oh my god no, not those questions." he expressed, sighing out loud.

"what do you mean not those type of questions, did someone ask you before?" you narrowed your eyebrows, interrogating the man. vernon chuckled, "do you not know how popular these questions are?"

you shook your head. "do you know what i am about to ask you?"

he nodded, "of course i know."

you aggressively turned around, taking full offense on how simple and predictable he thought you were.

"no, you don't." you smiled sarcastically.

he returned the same grin back, raising his eyebrows "oh yes, i do."

"you are about to ask if i will still love you if you were a w-" he confessed only for you to cup his mouth to shut him up.

"wrong." you winked.

he was right, but you will not let him win.

"was i?" he mocked you, his words inaudible with your palm, his eyes danced around your face till it fell on your lips before kissing your palm.

"vernon, what the fuck." you screamed.

before you started fighting back, he pinned you down on the bed, caging you underneath him. there was a glimpse of mischievousness in his eyes and the cocky grin.

"oh god," you giggled, "i said no bestie."

within that, vernon attacked you with kisses pressed against your cheek, neck as it trailed down your naked cleavage.

you only throw fits of giggle along the way on how each breath of his hit your skin.

you are so, so in love with the man in your arms.

[victorianera]

Happy birthday Vernon ❤️

[sw1mmingfoolz]

"I didn't think you'd fall in love with me"

"Neither did I"

花樣年華 : HYYH : Golden Years

synopsis: when vernon and y/n realise their partners are cheating with each other, they strike up an unlikely friendship trying to figure out how it all began.

pairing: vernon x fem!reader

format: sm!au with some written parts

content warnings: cheating partners, swearing, depression

genre(s): college!au, angst, fluff, eventual roommates!au, somewhat slow burn, smau :)

taglist: closed <3

playlist: here

start: 07/03/2022 | end: 28/03/2022

episode list + a/n :

profiles:

the y/n squad | the vern squad

scenes:

prologue

act 1 scene 1 : restless moment

act 1 scene 2 : head lowered

act 1 scene 3 : come closer

act 1 scene 4 : lack of courage

act 1 scene 5 : turn and walk away

act 2 scene 1 : excuse to go back (part 1)

act 2 scene 1 : excuse to go back (part 2)

act 2 scene 2 : notice things (part 1)

act 2 scene 2 : notice things (part 2)

act 2 scene 3 : pay attention

act 2 scene 4 : still lonely

act 2 scene 5 : wonder how

act 2 scene 6 : order for me (again)

act 2 scene 7 : sesame syrup

act 3 scene 1 : everything changes

act 3 scene 2 : doing well on your own

act 3 scene 3 : not enough

act 3 scene 4 : don't brood

act 3 scene 5 : the drunken master

act 3 scene 6 : that era has passed

act 3 scene 7 : vanished years

epilogue : everything he sees

A/N: hello and welcome to today's showing - i hope you enjoy it! it's my first time doing an smau literally ever (i just did text reactions before like years ago lol) but i'm happy to be back into writing so please let me know what you think :) this au is based on my favourite film ever; "in the mood for love" by wong kar wai. you don't need to have watched it to understand and enjoy the au but i recommend it anyway as it is incredibly beautiful even though it is very sad. this isn't just a direct copy paste of course and the ending is very different but i recommend it nonetheless! feedback is always appreciated! thank you for coming, enjoy the show! <3

[victorianera]

Jay, Vernon & Jungwon x Bite Me dance challenge

[ldhsky]

chew vernon.

[gyusite]

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[rhodantheskies]

10 things i hate about vernon

I hate you in the most adorable way possible because, in fact, i could probably never loathe you in this lifetime or any other. 

1. wearing your heart on your sleeve has been mapped out as difficult, and i hate how you’re proving me wrong. your straightforward nature, when you mean what you say and your actions are braced with purpose— i hate how you make it seem easy. 

2. in this society of black and white people i get jealous of how you’re seeing with color; how you respond calmly and without judgment, how you try to uplift and make this world better. even your smallest efforts will not be left unrecognized. 

3. and with the talks of colors, i hate how you stopped wearing your colorful tie-dyed shirts. that visual of yours is more than enough to turn a few heads back but i can picture you walking into a room and people focus their eyes on your brilliance, like the diamond that you are, shining splendidly.

4. That laugh— gummy cheeks, smiley eyes, and sometimes your nose even flaring. the way you express with your whole face how ecstatic you feel; i hate that. i hate how you make my insides flutter with the expressions that you make,

which leads to the fifth reason.  

5. you never cared whether you looked too improper for the camera, you always smiled goofily and make expressions i could not fathom. and my thoughts lead exactly to this: how can one still look good with their meme face on? I hate to admit that, for not many has that privilege, not even myself. 

6. aloof and easygoing as you might be, i hate that you are. there’s a mysterious charm you exude when you keep your words short and your expressions a minimum but I have always wanted to travel your mind— all its curves and crevices, raw and unfiltered. 

7. but i can never do that, can i? seeing you beneath the surface— it’s outright impossible. you are the sun, shining from afar. I hate that it would burn me to come closer to you, and i would have to content myself by looking up at your form. 

8. as the same way that you are the sun then it may as be that i am the moon, the moon that gets its shine from the morning star. I somehow hate it, that as much as the light is my source of strength, you are also my weakness. 

9. are you even real? i hate how i can relate to your daily experiences of awkwardness and the mundane and yet your life seems to be set on a different universe, or maybe a much more appealing version of mine. like a coming-of-age movie. 

10. i hate how you only boast of your members but never yourself; how you simply nod at every compliment thrown at you. that is why I never miss the chance to brag about you. I take pride in your medals and number ones and merely the fact of adoring your existence has made me a vaunter of me.

it has been a humbling experience to be able to love a person such as you, and as these words stay and never fade, i will my love to do the same. 

[theselfishkid]

최한솔🐻‍❄️

I’m on my way to whatever’s waitin’, Whatever happens go straight, Fuck what they’d be talkin’ ‘bout, Their opinion doesn’t count!

Vernon - Lotto (feat. Don Mills)

[baebeez00]

This specific Vernon & nothing else.

[dreamcowrt]

⛓ vernon layout ¡!

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[sw1mmingfoolz]

花樣年華 : HYYH : profiles 2

synopsis: when vernon and y/n realise their partners are cheating with each other, they strike up an unlikely friendship trying to figure out how it all began

pairing: vernon x fem!reader

vernon's friend group:

vernon: music major who sits by jihoon but barely ever talks to him because he finds him intimidating. dating hyungseo - and every girl is jealous of her. very easygoing and chill guy, mostly expresses his feelings through his lyrics, would absolutely take a bullet for kkuma though

seungcheol: vernon's best friend. film major with mingyu who found vernon's stuff on soundcloud before realising he went to the same college as him. basically vernon's #1 fan. has a dog named kkuma that he's gaining a slow steady following online for. eternally busy as he's in both friend groups, but he mainly hangs out with vernon's. manager at the diner near the campus.

jeonghan: seungcheol's childhood friend and roommate. semi professional model who is gaining popularity fast after a photoshoot he did with kkuma lol. doesn't even go to college, just likes hanging around with the guys. either sleeping 20 hours or working out all day, no in between. plays a lot of football and badminton with seungkwan and chan.

joshua: was introduced to vernon as a fellow american by seokmin because his korean wasn't great when he first arrived. secretly sick of the sunday morning jokes but since everyone keeps making them he just goes along with it. became close with jeonghan as they're both very quiet sweet looking types who are actually incredibly chaotic. med school student who isn't around much in person but is in the chat probably too much.

seokmin: in med school with josh, wants to be a pediatrician because he loves children. basically walking sunshine. runs a positivity account on twitter aimed at people struggling with depression and low self esteem that has been gaining a bit of traction lately. best friends with seungkwan; they absolutely light up the room when they're together. quietly enthralled by soonyoung and often goes to get coffee (which he doesn't like) so he has an excuse to talk to him - he doesn't seem to realise they sell other drinks too?

seungkwan: very dramatic lit major who should probably be doing film. doesn't know if he wants to be a teacher or a variety show host just yet. always had everyone laughing very hard but is also usually the target of jokes and teasing. karaoke king, badminton master and girl group dance extrodinaire - when seungkwan is around you know it's gonna be a good time. also a very supportive friend! seokmin's bestie (they are not married it's just an inside joke) and jeonghan and chan's sport's partner :)

chan: dance major who would rather be a professional footballer, michael jackson fanboy #1, drinker of too much monster energy. secretly listens to all vernon's music and leaves encouraging comments and feedback anonymously. sassy maknae, loved by his hyungs in spite of their incessant teasing. plays with jeonghan and seungkwan a lot.

+ vernon's priv :)

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a/n: the others' profiles! i have the series all planned out and as it stands i plan to update every tuesday but we'll see how it goes :) as always feedback is appreciated, onto the next scene!

[serenityseventeen]

Vernon (최한솔):

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“Desperately”

While on a call with your friend Vernon, he notices the tired tone in your voice and immediately asks you if your okay. That question brings you to tears.

Genre: hurt/comfort fic

friend!vernon x reader

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Vernon stared at his phone, seeing that you missed both of his calls.

He tilted his head with a worried look in his eyes. He just couldn't get his mind off of you. Something felt off, and his heart couldn't rest a single bit.

He gave you another call, waiting for you to pick it up. Vernon could hear his heartbeat pounding out of his chest as he waited for you to pick up the phone.

“Hello?” Your voice replied through the reciever. Vernon gave a relieved sigh.

“Why weren't you answering?” He asked, finally able to walk with a destination instead of just pacing back and forth.

“I didn't take my phone with me in the bathroom.” You replied on the other end. Vernon let out another breath of relief.

“So I wanted to ask you something, you know that hat store we went to last summer? I wanted to know what the name of it was again?” Vernon asked, walking to his bedroom and putting on a pair of socks.

“I'm not sure about the name, but I think it was nearby that row of shops. It was right next to that restaurant we went to...”

Vernon gave a small chuckle, his phone pressed against his shoulder and ear. “We've gone to so many restaurants though?”

“Right…” Vernon finished putting on his socks and took his phone into his hand, still pressed against his ear.

“Maybe- I think... I think it was by the Italian restaurant.” Vernon listened to your voice. He went silent. Your voice seemed so tired, empty, and emotionless. Your voice, made him feel a sharp pain shoot through his chest.

“Hey… are you okay?”

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Those words that you were waiting to hear pierced through you like a knife. Your eyes and throat began to fill with tears, as you tried to keep it in.

You covered your mouth with your hands, sitting against the wall with your knees up to your chest and your phone on speaker. The room was completely dark with the curtains drawn, blocking out the light. Yet, even a little bit of light broke through those drawn curtains.

Tears began to fall uncontrollably.

“Are you okay? Are you there?” You could hear Vernon ask. “I'll come over. Don't hang up, please. Please don't hang up.”

You didn't even have the strength to reach for your phone and press the END CALL button. You were too busy battling the painful and cruel loneliness that was building inside your nearing empty and lifeless body. Everywhere just felt numb. You didn't know how long you were waiting because like always, you lost track of time; through all that time you waited, you just wanted desperately for someone to share their warm embrace with you. If someone didn't hug you, or talk with you, you knew you would completely lose it, screaming and crying with the biggest pain you could bare.

Then, you could hear the small beeps of someone entering the passcode to your apartment. After that, the little click of the door unlocking.

“Y/N?” It was Vernon's voice. His voice was filled with worry and possibly even frustration.

Sitting in a lonely corner, you saw Vernon approach the doorway to your bedroom. Upon spotting you, he ran. He ran to you immediately, cradling you into his arms like it was the last day you two would ever see each other.

The feeling of his comforting embrace seemed dlik it could save the world. With his hand carressing the back of your head ever so gently, you just cried. You cried in his chest, you cried everything out, desperately wanting and wishing for it to all just go.

“I hate it!”

He just held you closely, not wanting to let you go.

“I hate being alone!”

Vernon just wanted to hold you. He was afraid that you were going to be a butterfly, flying away the moment he lets you go. At the same time, he was afraid that the world would break your fragile wings.

“I hate that I always cry alone just to feel emotionless after!”

He patted your back, where no wings were found.

“I hate that I don't know why I'm going through all this!”

Vernon just let you cry. On such a bright and sunny day, the apartment was filled with darkness. Vernon didn't want to see any light or darkness, so he just held onto you tight.

“I hate all of that too. I hate that it's all happening to you who's just trying to live a life.” Vernon said, his voice immediately calming. It had been so long since you heard some words of comfort. “I'm sorry I didn't realize it. I'm sorry I didn't notice your pain sooner.”

Though his voice was calm, it was like the missing pieces of your life had finally collide. The emptiness and loneliness inside was gone temporarily.

You held Vernon closer, desperate.

“Please save me, please save me.”

With a soft breath, Vernon leaned back against the side of your bed, holding you tightly.

“I'll do everything and anything.” he spoke softly.

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-serenityseventeen

I hope anyone who's hurt or suffering will find genuine joy. You guys did well today =)

[jjyong1004]

'Left & Right' @ The Kelly Clarkson Show

[dkakapizzaboy]

The Duality of Seventeen (Part 11/13 hopefully): Vernon Edition

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[svttism]

oof SPILL THE TEA BESTIEEEE

[saksukei]

vernon as your early 2000’s boyfriend

masterlist

You both have matching chain chokers, beanies and snapbacks

you two go skate boarding when the sun is setting,,,, you remember when he first taught you how to skateboard and you fell and he laughed his butt off before helping you up

watching the stars late at night in your backyard and then he lends you his hoodie leaving him in a tank top

fake matching tattoos and you two have and colored nails,,,, with that glitter nail polish

bubblegum perfume and linking pinkies

vernon has secret cache of lollipops and strawberry cigarettes

you both watch mtv together and have matching sneakers

you would share your headphones with him and listen to music on your ipod

msn messenger days when you stayed up talking to him late at night and then you finally bought phones but you guys talked on msn anyway

you even remember the first time you went with him to a disco and he watched you dance and he couldn't stop smiling

he loves it when you give him chest kisses

you guys go to the arcade together and play videogames vernon always beats you at pac-man and you beat him at street fighter

but after he got the PlayStation you guys played final fantasy and mortal kombat without even understanding the stories

hours playing crash bandicoot,,, trying to beat each other's high score

you two have so many badges on your bags and vernon once gifted you a pack of silly bands that you loved

cherry cola was the best thing ever

you two have also gotten matching piercings that neither of your parents know about

watching friends and fresh prince of bel-air on days you guys didn't feel like leaving the house

cuddling while watching scream and vernon chuckles everytime you hide your face in his chest

watching a shit ton of anime especially studio ghibli

you two have posters of nsync, 50 cent, gwen stefani, simple plan

vernon's gummy smile every time you wear his clothes,,, he presses kisses to your wrists every time

you both love neon colors and you guys have an unhealthy obsession with glow sticks

he absolutely loves the taste of your cherry lipgloss which is why he loves kissing you so much,,,,, aside from the fact that he's so head over heels in love with you and thinks that you're the best thing that ever happened to him