#cmurphy

[tetragonia]

Cillian for Versace 2024

[mymomhatesmyguts]

Budweiser (connor murphy x fem!reader)

Scenario: You're one of Connor's best friends- his only friend, in fact. You snuck through his window as you do every Friday, only to find him drunk and sobbing.

A/N: i wrote this in 2nd person but is 1st person preferred? idk, its my first time writing fanfics on tumblr :)

"Con..." You say, gently reaching out to touch his shoulder, to offer some sense of relief, even though you can tell he's far beyond hugging it out at this point.

"No, just-" He cuts himself off with a drunken hiccup as tears roll down his face. "Just leave me alone." He buries his head in his hands, his back shaking with sobs. You wish you could take him in your arms, kiss his pretty face until he stops crying, but you're just friends. Thats all. Thats all you'll ever be.

"Connor, please? Tell me what's wrong?" You coo, your voice soft enough to mirror the voice of a mother speaking to her child. He just shakes his head, flinching slightly as you rub his back gently. "Connor..." You coax, finally getting him to look up at you with his reddened, tear filled eyes.

"You don't love me." He says with a sniffle before bursting into sobs once more.

"I... what? Of course I love you." You say, almost incredulous. And it's true, of course it's true. You love him more than a dog loves his master, crave him more than a flower craves the sun, need him as much as a starving man needs a warm meal. But how can you tell your best friend that when he's drunk and sobbing on his creaky mattress at one in the morning?

"No!" He says, suddenly raising his voice as he stands up abruptly. "No, no, no, you don't love me the way I love you!" The tears roll of his cheeks like raindrops in a thunderstorm. He hiccups dryly, slurring his speech as he continues. "I... I want to kiss you and I want... I want you to be my girlfriend-"

"Connor, you're drunk." You cut him off, almost numb with shock.

"But that doesn't mean my feelings arent real!" He says, shouting now, without any regard for his sleeping sister and parents.

"Con..." Your voice is soft again, kind, the honey-sweet voice he's come to crave every night. "Believe me. If you were sober I would... I would kiss you right now, but you're drunk. I don't want this to be a drunken regret, and I don't want to take advantage of you." You say sternly, but not unkindly. Connor sinks to the bed, smiling goofily now.

"Yeah?" He says, grinning ear-to-ear like a fool. He giggles, then hiccups again, which makes you laugh and then you're both laughing and trying to shush each other at the same time, for fear of awaking Zoe, or worse- Cynthia and Larry.

"Yeah." You whisper, smiling at his dumb grin as you stand, dusting off your jeans. "Text me in the morning if you still feel the same when you're sober, yeah?"

"M'kay. G'night.." He slurs, falling backwards onto his bed.

"Sweet dreams," You whisper as you slide open the window, but as you turn back to check on him one last time, he's already snoring into his tear-stained pillow.

A/N: AAAHHHH i'm scared this is really bad but whatever ig?? i looooove connor sm i think we should actually get married. feedback in comments pls? 🥺🥺

[jerseyshores]

cillian murphy do be a lil scary to look at sometimes but it’s ok bc he’s kinda an acquired taste. like steak tartare but human form ig

[wyllzel]

i can't believe full armor sebastian got flagged but not fish swim trunks cmurphy LMFAO

[tinselgossip]

Saw Cillian and Karen chatting by the bar. Something might be going on there.

@cillianmurphytt @kgillantt

[ckare]

May you be in heaven a full half hour before the devil knows you’re dead.

[makimacult]

ohh oppenheimer is not actually b&w...you coward nolan

[weekendcuckdate]

connor: jared is homo.

jared: connor you've been to my house i'm not homeless.

[vanessacarlysle]

Cillian Murphy's filmography; Aloft (2014) dir. by Claudia Llosa

[madeline-kahn]

Colin Farrell

👍 who doesn’t tbh

[cllianmurphy]

URL GRAPHICS → cmurphys

[scriddler]

@cmurphys me me big boy

Scarecrow A2

Both

[cillixnmxrphy]

CMurphy: It's one am and currently the night consist of Whiskey, smoking and listening to true crimes.

[tom----hardy]

tomhardy: Kids are in bed. @panderson, @HarryKirton & @cmurphy are watching the fight. Lets go @Tyson_Fury LETS FUCKING DO IT!

[ckare]

[makimacult]

im so used to tom hardy and cmurphy always being in the same movie that it genuinely surprised me when i checked the oppenheimer cast....like who is cillian gonna have homoerotic tension with then? matt damon?? rdj??? rami malek ur my only hope