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#comfy/calm late night walks! n talks! or silence 🤍
noxtivagus · 2 years
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#🌙.rambles#just let me express some self love since i've been feeling insecure n putting down my worth lately#comfy/calm late night walks! n talks! or silence 🤍#i like my voice#i'm smart n responsible ✨#though i do have insecurities abt how i look#if i don't care abt what others think#then i do think i'm pretty enough#personally i do like how i look but it's in a way that it's harder for me to believe that others think that way abt me too#yk i shld really love myself more the way i want to be loved#love letters to myself? yes. spotify playlists? yes. i shld buy myself flowers n bake cookies too#i love being an adolescent honestly#10 years from now i know i'll definitely miss today#but that's how it always goes :') for all the regrets n struggles i have#i ultimately love life. i love myself#i love th​e way i love. the way i care. the way i always try to be better#n how i try to be kind to myself. my own best friend#i know the things i value n the things i want (to achieve) in life#i get lost n uncertain at times of course but ultimately i know who i am#n so in the end i'll always be proud of myself. for all i've done n many more i'll do#i love my depth. n my self-awareness#wah i'm rambling again i wna do that less in the future ;; but while i'm sick rn i'll just let myself free#i love my creativity!#i hate the pain my mind gives me but i ultimately still love the way i think#maybe i really don't belong in this world but that's alright.#back to adolescence tho i want this to last as long as possible ofc. as any other part of my life#it is irreplaceable.#i like imagining how i'd be in the future though#maybe i'd find love. maybe i'd be able to write that book or develop that video game as i've always wanted
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