#convo: brianne

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❝A GIRL LOVES A LITTLE ROMANCE WITH HER GORE. ❞

CHARACTER’S NAME: UTP  AGE & PRONOUNS: 21, she/her POSSIBLE FACECLAIMS: Alisha Boe, Brianne Tju, Suki Waterhouse, Emily Alyn Lind, Zion Moreno CHARACTER’S JOB: Student at East Mount Academy  HOMETOWN: Lakewood, California

THE SOCIAL BUTTERFLY 

The Social Butterfly thrives in social interactions and favors them over personal alone time. Their days nearly always include plans to see, or at least talk with, the people in their lives. They love going out to events, have no problem meeting new people, and often, these butterflies will find themselves flying between multiple friend groups. Along with having no problem meeting new people, social butterflies also tend to be skilled conversationalists. Things like chatting it up with a stranger, networking at a professional function, or keeping a group discussion engaging come easily for the social butterfly. Hardly shy, these folks can keep a convo going as long as they want to.

ABOUT

From the outside, they have no visible problems or challenges in their way. They maintain a powerful strut, excel in all their classes, look fashionable, and have friends everywhere. They come across as very content and have major plans to go far beyond their limits and this town. However, despite what people are made to believe, they hide an entirely different version of themselves at home. Their parents are very strict and downright abusive. Their father is a plastic surgeon with a short fuse and their mother runs a five-star luxury hotel. The pressure they apply on them is so suffocating they began experimenting with drugs to stay upbeat and full of enthusiasm. But what started as a few pills here and there, just to keep themselves from cracking, gradually turned into a full-blown addiction with ongoing consequences. 

CONNECTIONS

THE TROUBLEMAKER — The social butterfly never meant to fall in love with their drug dealer, the Troublemaker. He’s everything she’s been warned to stay away from and maybe that’s part of the appeal. He’s defiant, covered in tattoos, smells like bad habits, and has a smirk the devil would be envious of. She thinks she can “fix” him and he leads her on to think that she can. But he’s been cheating on her with multiple girls and getting her to engage in his own brand of proclivities that leaves her a little more damaged each time they hang out. 

THE BAD BOY —  The Bad Boy and The Social Butterfly clicked instantly. He respected the fact that she beat to the sound of her own drum. But they really established their unbreakable connection when he helped her come down from an overwhelming high. She thought she was going to die and he held her hand through the entire thing and made sure she felt safe. They’re so close they consider each other family and know all of each other’s secrets. She’s the only person from their old clique (the mean girl, the loveable alpha bitch, and the jester) who knows he’s still alive. Everyone else thinks he’s dead after he was stabbed by Ghostface two years ago. 

THE ROLE MODEL — The Role Model and The Social Butterfly have become best friends this year. They hit it off over the summer and started the new school year attached at the hip. The Role Model is against The Social Butterfly’s relationship with The Troublemaker. Every time he makes her cry, The Role Model has to pick up the pieces and remind her that she would be better off without him. The Social Butterfly wishes she could be more like The Role Model. So strong and authentic. But while The Role Model is who they say they are, The Social Butterfly hasn’t come out of her cocoon yet and therefore doesn’t know who she is. 

THIS CHARACTER IS CURRENTLY TAKEN AND PLAYED BY ZOE 

[bertram--aubrey]

where: Outside the Ancient Runes Classroom when: February 10, 1978 who: Bertram Aubrey, Brianne Frazer ( @cheesyfrazer​ ), and Dirk Cresswell ( @cresswelld​ )

“Tell me again why we’re doing this?” Bertram’s knees started acting like noodles as he thought about what he was about to do. The truth is, he knew exactly what the answer was to his question. He agreed, hoping that it would help cheer Brie up, or at least, take her mind off the whole Peter situation.

Brie managed to convince him to ask Dirk out for Valentine’s Day. It was a toss-up between Xanthus and Dirk since they were the two crushes of his that he had classes with. However, Xanthus was already Bertram’s friend. Well, kind of... And for some reason, Bertram found the thought of asking him out to be more dreadful and awkward. He didn’t want to make things weird between them in the future.

The problem was... he didn’t even know whether Dirk liked boys. And by choosing him, Bertram will probably find out soon. Either to his horror or his delight. 

His fellow Gryffindor was already waiting outside the classroom when the class had ended. Bertram had been one of the first people to leave and now, it was just a matter of waiting for Dirk to come out.

[amos-depulso]

where: The Quidditch Pitch when: January 20, 1978 who: Amos Diggory and Brianne Frazer ( @cheesyfrazer )

It’s been a few days since Amos’ fight with Avery and the bruise on his jaw has started turning into a sickly shade of yellow with slight hints of purple. Isobel has fixed him quite well, (gave him an earful about it too,) but he didn’t want her to magic away his bruises. Amos would proudly wear them to show that he wasn’t afraid of standing up for himself and others. 

That’s why he would get weird looks when he walked down the hallways. Amos liked to offset that by carrying his cat, Miles around. His cat made for better company than most people nowadays anyway. Miles was comfortably cradled in his arms when he started squirming about. Normally, Amos wouldn’t let the cat out of his grasp outside the common room but he realized who it was that Miles wanted to go to.

Miles slipped from his arms and leaped towards Brie’s feet, purring as he rubbed his head on her socks. “Looks like he misses you. Or Cappucino. Where is that little critter anyway?” 

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hi bestie it's fi !! 🎰 for the meme thingy <33

honey hewlett and jay dalal ( sydney sweeney and avian jogia )

lmaoooo it is very much giving honey being unhinged and refusing to acknowledge jay in public. maybe eventually turns into a maeve/otis from sex education thing where she’s determined to give them a make-over to fit in with her group. love that for them tbh 

eamonn farren and caralyn drake ( tom holland and brianne tju ) 

 they make.... so much sense to me DHDSOSH like deffs the most wholesome besties to lovers. caralyn brings eamonn on lil supernatural trips and he’s chill as long as he can play pokémon go and smoke 

rose farren and avery adams ( lily collins and lili reinhart ) 

this face combo is enough to make my gay heart flutter. NEVERTHELESS i think they’d be weirdly good besties ?? i feel like they’re both very idealistic and avery would help rose come out of her socially awkward shell a lil. obsessed ! 

harry julien and adam balan ( evan mock and seb stan ) 

hmm. either harry would piss adam off by joking about his trauma because that’s how harry copes with his own or they’d be a weirdly co-dependent duo who are definitely in love but too sarcastic to admit it........ 

cassandra moore and darcy grey ( samantha logan and jessie mei li ) 

omg cassie DEFINITELY finds them intimidating and has so many google tabs open during all of their convos trying to figure out what. the fuck. she is talking about. i feel like they’re a tinder match who can’t get each other out of their heads. which frankly i’m a bit obsessed with 

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[love-actually-is-allaround]

Sometimes you just gotta vent

I am so unbelievably frustrated with my best friend right now. Obviously I adore her, but that doesn't mean she isn't selfish AF sometimes, and this isn't even for my benefit it's for her poor boyfriend's. So Brianne and Kyle have been going out for 6 years, a long time yes, but unsure if this includes the month or so they broke up in their second year because Brianne doesn't like to think about that because it doesn't fit in with her fairytale romance, yes that's my girl. Keep in mind they are both older than me (Kyle just turned 30 and she'll be 26 in a few weeks), but ya...they've been together long enough that Kyle has started saving for a ring. Now obviously I know this because I'm the best friend and kind of Kyle's only friend in like a 30 mile radius, but did I find out from him telling me? Nope...I found out cuz my crazy best friend has already found his money envelope multiple times and has clearly counted the money because a few months ago he reached about a grand in savings. N mind you they live together on their own, so this is money he's been saving while paying for his half of the rent, his car bills, his debt, fun stuff for them to do, and whatever other amenities they need. And he'd only been saving for a month or so, so yeah, he was proud. What does my beautiful, spoiled best friend do? She picks up the envelope and goes, "Honey, I'm so proud. You're about a 4th of the way there!" Good. Freaking. Lord. Now don't get me wrong, I'm not one of those girls who's all "NO DIAMONDS, GIVE ME A TWIG WOVEN INTO A BAND N ILL BE HAPPY" like no. It's supposed to symbolize your love, you're supposed to wear it forever, and you want it to last and be good quality. So yes, it should be probs the nicest ring you own, but this is not what you say to your BF who's been busting his ass off. First of all, it shouldn't be anywhere that she can count it (I yelled at him about that) but honestly Brianne's kinda crazy n if really it's in their place she probably would have found it. But oh lord, so this sets them off into a fight cuz he's like "wtf how much do u want me to spend?!" And she's all "do you think I'm not worth that money?!" Uuugggghhhhhh. I've gotten this from both sides now and as per usual, it's a simple miscommunication as are like 96% of normal couple fights, and so naturally they both freak out to me and I have to calm them down and translate what the other person means. I placate them, brianne agrees to stop harping and Kyle continues to save. But it gets worse when she hangs with her mom. Again, I freaking LOVE Brianne's mom, but she like Brianne seem to have this whole "more money = love" mentality which is super fucked up. They start looking at potential rings to get an idea of what she'd want, fair. She also discusses how they have a family friend that can get them better quality rings for cheaper prices, awesome. But then when she comes home from that convo the price for the ring is now 5 grand and to make matters worse, a month later, Kyle texted me today to say now it's 6 grand. What the actual fuck?!? So I will talk to her about this and tell her to back the fuck off, cuz here's the thing: she never needs to know nor should she ever know the god damn price of her ring. Why does it freaking matter?!?!! If it's what she wants and what Kyle wants and it's gonna last however long, WHY DOES THE PRICE MATTER?! And here's where my best friend makes me wanna rip my hair out. In her head, that money = love thing, is real. She's so much about labels and I don't get why. I was shopping for her birthday today but I'm low on funds so I looked around charming Charlie's and target thinking "maybe I could get her a cute dress or nice shirts for work". But then I think, when have I ever seen her wear any of the clothes or accessories I've bought her? The answer: never, unless it's a label. It's sad that it's her mind set, but it seems to be. Idk who the fuck she's trying to impress, but it seems to be rubbing off on her poor boyfriend and I'm frustrated. This is not the way for them to start off a marriage and I cannot be there to couples counsel them every step of the way. An engagement ring is supposed to symbolize a promise to be together forever, a symbol of your love and devotion to one another, not a way to wave your hand around and be like "look how fucking loaded my boyfriend is!!!" I've legit heard her say stuff like "your ring / wedding are going to be so much better than mine" LIKE WHAT?! I'm no where near to that level! No one has ever liked me enough to be with me that long!! I haven't fucking been on a date since high school!!! Why would you compare a 6 year theoretically good relationship to my pathetic lack there of love life?! Clearly she's insecure, but I don't like why. Kyle has his faults, for sure, but he loves the crap out of her...he wouldn't have stuck with her for so long if he didn't. But fighting over how expensive a ring is doesn't bode well at all. What are you going to do when it's a house? Or kids??? This fundamental lack of understanding and communication within a relationship can doom it. Now they are not the kind of ppl who'll walk away, they're more the sweep our problems under the rug and complain to others kind of people. But that's worse!!! Those feelings can only bottle and fester until they explode and no one wants to be there when that happens, I just hope they grow the fuck up and actually have adult conversations and try to hear each other out and fix it. I just wish she knew how freaking good she has it. I'd give anything for some fucking affection. Like I don't need 5 or 6 grand anything, I'd just like a kind, fun boy to go do stuff with and really just snuggle up. I'm so fucking lonely it's not even funny! I have fantasies about fictional characters cause that's all I've got. The last real life boy I had a semi crush on is gay as the Fourth of July. So really, I just wish people would stfu and be grateful. I try to, but then I gotta deal with this. I'm exhausted and need to get up for work tomorrow, but this is the bullshit that is plaguing me. Le sigh, maybe one day she'll listen to me. Sorry for the rant, needed to happen.

[deeply-unhappyy]

a – age: 20 😄

b – biggest fear: death by far idk I'm afriad to not matter my entire life

c – current time: 1:03am

d – drink you last had/are having: carmel iced coffee, 2 cream 1 sugar

e – easiest person to talk to: idk I don't really have anyone I tell everything to. No one really likes to listen to me they always cut me off or walk away in the middle of the convo

f – favorite song: rn it's "Without Me - Halsey" but it will probably change in the next week

g – ghosts, are they real: YES

h – heritage: Irish, native american, African american

i – in love with: a guy who I've been with forever that will never love me the way I need and a girl that's probably straight and has probably never thought about me once.

k – kissed someone: yes, but not like I've wanted to in a long time. I want a good like high school makeout sesh and my bf hates me and no one else thinks I'm attractive so I don't see that happened anytime soon

l – last time you cried: today

m – middle name: Brianne

n – number of siblings: 2

o – one wish: I was desireable. I wanna be the skinny pretty smart mysterious girl everyone wants to know

p – person who you last called: my mom

q – question you’re always asked: why do you always look mad

r – reason to smile: my puppy

s – song last sang: my boy - Billie Eilish

t – time you woke up: 10am

u – underwear color: black like my heart

w – worst habit: binge eating

x – x-rays you’ve had: chest, knee, hip, ankle, back, ribs

y – your favorite food: mashed potatoes

z – zodiac sign: Cancer

[ohchelsealynn02]

Tonight we planned on hammocking up the canyon but, well, this was what happened instead. First, Fresca and I helped Brianne start on the gallery wall in her bedroom. We realize it's too late to go hammock and decide to get food. Off to Even Stevens we go. It's such a cute establishment and their Bahn Mi sandwich is to die for! Next, we got to the Beehive Bazaar, a little makers market. I wanted all of the things. I bought a couple prints for my wall. On our way there we had driven by this festival so on the way back curiosity got the better of us and we stopped to check it out. It was a Latin Festival and it was so cool! Then I went home and started working on my own gallery wall. I'm pretty proud of how it turned out. Carsten, Lindsay, and I had a pretty awesome convo about Romans 8 among other things. Not the day that was planned, but a good day nonetheless. #100happydays | DAY 78