#cus tbh consistency is irrelevant..

[wackywatchdotcom]

my desire to draw the cast in an increasingly different way than theyre designed in canon because its fun to play around vs my desperate desire to be as canon compliant as possible

[whiteobsidian]

so i've been trying to manifest this girl for about like .. idk since july and ive made a lot of progress with my self concept in regards to how i feel about myself and not putting her on a pedestal. and ive also made progress in regards to not giving af about signs cus i know everything happens from within. but i'm still having trouble manifesting her, i know that behind the scenes she loves me and wants to be with me cus of the amount of times ive affirmed that, but ive affirmed for action too and i got ziltch. i think ive been wavering without knowing it but can u give me some tips? i know ive had opposing thoughts and i've combatted thoughts but also like im getting tired 😭

i've also been putting a lot of importance on time and tbh i don't get it when ppl say time doesn't exist

thank u so so much btw 😚😚

hi anon ^^ !!! it seems like you've already got the gist of manifestation, but I'll be glad to give you some tips!

If you having trouble with wavering I suggest, to stay consistent with you affirmations, don't focus on the 3D, remind yourself that your assumptions/thoughts are true(because they are).

detach from the how, know that your assumptions have unfolded and will be reflected in the 3D, no matter what.

realize negative thoughts/doubts have no effect over manifestation, let them come and go. Don't dwell on it, after it passes focus on your assumptions/affirmations.

when we say 'time doesn't exist, we mean it is not permanently in place, especially with our outer world. By deciding/affirming that something is true, we skip the 'time' we need to get it. Time is irrelevant because when we assume we have something now, it has to materialize. Which makes it impractical to wait, when we assume we have our desire now, we do. Why would we wait? That would go against the laws of assumption.

hope this helps!! <222

[besarelcielo]

Just wanted to say I completely agree with you on what you said on your voice recording. Tbh I don’t think it’s weird to be off put by the disingenuous way people seem to interact these days. It’s especially frustrating if you’re a person who values others for more than just what they can give you in a business sense. Being that person is sorta rare now so it’s valuable. Community and genuine connection are still valuable and definitely not naive but I get why it can be scary being the genuine one in a world where a lot of people take advantage of that. As far as unfollowing goes, even people with lots of followers get unfollowed and it can sometimes be for no other reason than the unfollower wanting less stuff on their feed. The attention economy is weird af. You’re right for not valuing followers as heavily. I know it’s hard cus it’s like a form of currency these days. But honestly there are some mega talented artists that don’t have many followers cus the algorithm is cruel lol. Needing to bring more to the table than followers is def important too. I know someone who has quite a few followers cus they have famous friends but tbh their work is not super impactful (doesn’t mean they can’t improve just saying). Sorry this is long, what you said just resonated. Don’t beat yourself up, stay consistent. The right people will value your work AND you.

hi :)) i am so sorry for leaving this in my inbox for so long! when i get a nice message i like to keep it for a bit and really absorb it before i respond. anyway, i do hope you see this even though some time has passed. i appreciate u reaching out to tell me that my words resonated with u. and i am very grateful for your words of encouragement too! this message validated my thoughts, and that is always a warm feeling. i also know/have seen a lot of people who are very popular online but don’t exactly…well im trying not to talk shit about other artists especially because im trying to divorce myself from competition mentality. but what i will say is some people with huge followings don’t necessarily have super interesting or impactful bodies of work (like u said)..and sometimes it’s a matter of knowing the right people, or playing the algorithm exactly right, or maybe mediocrity being rewarded a little bit too lol. but it is grounding and reassuring a bit to remember and be reminded that follower count is not always a measurement of talent. And that many talented artists often slip under the radar due to no fault of their own. i think honestly, i have a fear of slipping under the radar. I think a lot of us do. i think that specific fear is especially prominent now, in that none of us want to be forgotten or deemed irrelevant. but i have to remind myself that even that is based in ego! and that as long as i keep being myself in my most true form eventually that has to be rewarded in some way…even if the reward is just me feeling pride for remaining true to my heart haha. it might take more time to do things organically it may be more difficult to continue to remember who i am but since i feel so much discomfort doing it any other way, i know that im meant for this version of my life’s journey. i kind of went on a tangent at the end .__. but i really appreciate your message, and i don’t mind the length of it at all! i love a long message with substance. thanks for sending and thanks for reading this.