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#cuz i cant look at it in the platonic light it actually looks like it is
azrielsdove · 4 months
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Ive really been loving all that you post. I've had this idea rattling in my head. It's a Azriel x best friend Reader. Where their friendship has mostly been platonic. Azriel and Elain were an item before she eventually left him for lucien, causing Azriel to spiral outta control. Azriels getting blackout drunk like every night, crying his eyes out saying how much he loved Elain, getting into fights hes just a mess and although readers there helping him shes fucking hurt that her friends suffering. I picture reader coming to help Azriel again one night dressed really nice and drop dead gorgeous, shes getting him into bed or whatever and hes just staring at her, like really looking at her. The bond snaps for him that instant and hes taking her in and asks her why are u wearing a gown? And she tells him she was on a date with Eris but ended it early to come help him. Breaks his fucking heart that shes dating someone (Especially Eris) but he then realizes shes always been there by his side. I imagine her not knowing about the bond or ignoring it cuz she just can't be Azriels 2nd choice ( but also cant hurt him) when shes been there the whole time and she feels she deserves someone who actually loves her not just cuz the mother said they should be together. Angst with maybe open ending? Or sad ending idk. Lol. Happy ending? I cant chooose. Lol.
Dearest Friend: Azriel x Reader
Warnings: Angst, Alcohol, Brief Mentions of Violence
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You sighed deeply, knowing it was going to be another long night with your dearest friend. You hated that Azriel was hurting, but you were growing tired of the constant drinking and fighting. You dragged the large male out of the alley you found him in, calling out to Rhys to send someone to check on whoever he had been pummeling to a pulp when you found him.
“M’fine,” Azriel grumbled, pushing himself off of you to stumble down the road.
“I know you are. I am just helping,” you explained, used to the difficult task of getting him home. You brought him to the townhouse, as he was in no state to fly the two of you up to the House if Wind. He got angry when he was here, remembering the early stages of his feelings for Elain.
“I want to go home,” he protested, stopping in the doorway. You grabbed his hands and pulled him gently inside, shutting the door behind him.
“We can go home tomorrow, Az. Tonight we are going to stay here, closer to the ground.” He mumbled under his breath something about hating you and this place, but you just rolled your eyes and continued pulling him up to the room he typically stayed in.
You felt an air of sadness wash over you, looking to see Azriel staring at a door near the end of the hall. You knew that was Elain’s old room, before she moved to the River House with Rhys and Feyre. You reached up and placed a hand on his face, prompting him to look at you. “She’s not here,” you soothed, heart breaking at the anguish in his eyes. He nodded, head leaning into the touch of your hand. “Come on.”
You brought him into his room, sliding off his dirty clothes. He didn’t fight you as you slid warm, clean sleepwear onto him, the anger exhausted for the night. You pulled the blankets over him and tucked him in, pressing a light kiss to his forehead. “Get some sleep, Az.”
His hand on your arm stopped you, the pleading look in his eyes already telling you what he wanted. “Stay,” he whispered, pulling you down next to him. You took in a deep breath before sliding under the blankets with him, allowing him to hold you close. You had been sleeping like this a lot lately, your back pressed tight to his chest while he held you like you were his lifeline.
You wish he knew how true that was.
You had learned the shove the pull of the mating bond down long ago, realizing that Azriel would likely never feel it. The two of you had been friends for a few hundred years, and he had never made any inclination that he knew in all that time.
He pushed closer to you, burying his face in your hair. “Why wasn’t I enough for her?” Your heart broke just a little more, understanding the feeling all too well. You ran your fingers over his hands, shushing him.
“Enough of that, Az. She has a mate, that wasn’t a bond you could fight with. It has nothing to do with you.” You felt like you had said the same things over and over, constantly reassuring your friend that he did nothing wrong. Elain had tried to fight the bond with Lucien, making her own choice to go after Azriel. Unfortunately, the Mother creates bonds for a reason and even Azriel wasn’t enough to keep her from her mate.
Your countless failed relationships proved that as well.
“I wish she had been my mate,” he mumbled, sleep beginning to take over. You ignored the pain in your chest at his words, knowing he had no idea his mate was here in his arms. His mate he had no interest in.
“Go to sleep, Az.”
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You smiled at the male across from you, raising your glass to your lips. With the now-accepted mating bond between Lucien and Elain, along with a growing alliance with the Autumn Court, Eris had taken to visiting Velaris often. You had arrived at the River House to ask about the male Azriel had attacked a few nights prior, not knowing he was there. You couldn’t deny the slight uptick of your heart whenever you saw him.
He had asked you to accompany him out to dinner that night, an invitation you gladly accepted. For the first time the attention of another male overrode the underlying pull of the mating bond. You had rushed off to get ready, forgetting the reason you even went over there.
Perhaps it was foolish, agreeing to a date with the Autumn Prince. You were tired of being alone, tired of waiting for the bond that will never snap for your mate. Eris was handsome, charming, and kept your attention full on him. You’d never met anyone quite like that.
“You look,” he spoke, surveying you over his whiskey glass, “divine.” You couldn’t hide the slight blush at his words, heat coursing through you. No other male had ever been able to affect you with such few words.
“I’m sure no different than the ladies you court in Autumn,” you responded, a teasing lilt to your voice. Eris chuckled, sipping his drink.
“Truth be told, I cant say i’ve ever had the interest in courting any of them.” You swore your heart stopped, mind going temporarily blank. “No one has ever caught my attention quite like you did.” He was looking at your curiously, as if trying to find some invisible string that tied you to him.
“I could say the same about you,” you got out, taking a mildly too large drink. Eris smiled back,
opening his mouth to say more when Cassian burst into the restaurant. He caught sight of you immediately, striding over to the table.
“He’s bad. He won’t accept any of us, he’s requesting you.” He looked apologetic, awkwardly glancing between you and Eris. You sighed, unable to hide the slow anger rising in you.
“Fine. Where is he?” You asked, standing from the table. You looked over to Eris, halfway ready to tell Azriel to screw himself so you could stay here. “Im so sorry. Our friend is…not well,” you explained, knowing he already knew the situation.
“Of course,” he said, waving you to go. “I just expect you to take me on an extravagant make-up date when he’s better.” The wink he gave you had color racing up your neck, a small smile on your lips.
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Cass brought you to the townhouse, a sure sign that Azriel was wasted again. “I didn’t want to interrupt your date,” he began, “but he’s losing it in there. Crying and screaming about Elain, destroying everything he can get his hands on. Rhys can’t even get into his mind to calm him down.” You knew how dire this situation must be if Rhys was willing to infiltrate his friends mind without consent. You prepared yourself as the door opened, peering in to the damage he had caused.
It was bad. Very, very bad.
“Az?” You called out, stepping into the ruined home. “Are you in here?” You heard a low sob from the living room, turning to Cassian behind you. “You should stay out here, for now. I’ll yell if I need you.” He agreed, willing to do anything you thought may help his brother.
You made your way into the living room, finishing Azriel tucked into the farthest corner. His shadows were going wild, racing around the room in a chaotic show. You carefully walked over to him, being sure to not trip on any of the debris. You knelt down in front of him, running your hands up and down his arms.
“Hey, Az. I’m here now. What do you need?” Your words were quiet, soothing. He slowly lifted his head off his knees, eyes bloodshot. You clicked your tongue at the deep circles under them, the sunken skin of his cheeks. He was destroying himself.
“Let me help you up to bed, okay? I’ll bring you water, do you want me to send Cassian to pick up some food?” He shook his head as you pulled him up, looking almost small. You gently lead him upstairs, an area he had thankfully stayed out of during his rampage. You once again changed his clothes and tucked him into bed, heading downstairs to get him a glass of water.
You opened the front door to see Cassian sitting on the steps, waiting for you. “He’s in bed,” you said as he stood, “you are good to go. I’ll stay with him.” Cassian nodded, shifting on his feet.
“I’m sorry again. We may have had disagreements in the past, but Eris is proving to be a decent guy. I think he’d be good for you.” Your heart fluttered at his words, that small smile coming back onto your face.
“Yes, well, I suppose we will see.” He bid you goodnight and you closed the door, locking it behind you. You retrieved the glass for Az, bringing it up to him.
“Drink,” you commanded, pushing the water in his hands. He did so greedily, needing the cool liquid after his actions that night. You took the empty
glass from him, setting it on the nightstand. “Anything else?” You asked, voice missing the normal warmth it had when he was in this state.
Azriel looked at you closely, eyes slowly taking in your appearance. “You look…nice.” You rolled your eyes and crossed your arms over your chest.
“Yes, thanks for noticing. Are you good?” You were growing impatient.
“Why are you wearing that?” His question held a small tone of accusation, clearly unhappy that you were out while he was struggling.
“Honestly Azriel, do you take me as your mother? I was on a date, a very lovely night until you had to ruin it.” You couldn’t help the anger pushing out of you, years of being there for him piling up inside you.
“A date? With who?” He sneered, focused on the elegant but tight dress you had on.
“If you must know, I was with Eris. Now, do you need anything else?” You stared him down, focusing every emotion into that gaze. He began to shake his head, body suddenly stilling.
“Azriel?” Your anger began to be replaced by concern, the unblinking look on his face scaring you.
“You’re my mate.”
Oh. That. You couldn’t help the laugh that bubbled out of you at the injustice of it all. Centuries you longed after him, dreaming of this very moment. The very night your heart begins to long for another, the bond snaps.
Snaps while he’s drunk due to thoughts of another lover.
He states you down, unsure as to your laughter. “Azriel,” you sighed, “I know. I’ve known.”
He stood off the bed, the sudden realization sobering him. “This is great! You are my mate! This whole time, you’ve been right in front of me.” He raised a hand to your face, brushing your hair back lovingly. “My dearest friend, my mate.”
It was too much. You pushed back from him, shaking your head. “No, Azriel.”
“No?”
“I won’t be your second choice. Not when I have finally found someone I could be happy with, without the thought of you ruining it.” Your eyes filled with tears when you looked up at him. “You don’t want me, Az. You want her. You said it yourself, you wished she was your mate.”
His eyebrows furrowed, shadows becoming agitated again. “No that’s not what I meant, I-“
You cut him off. “Stop, Azriel. In the hundreds of years we’ve been friends, you’ve never once treated me as more than. You don’t want me, not like that. You never have.” Your heart squeezed tight at the devestaed look on his face.
“You can’t reject me,” he said, voice quiet.
You ran your hands over your face, a frustrated groan falling from you. “I’m not. I just don’t think this is truly what you want.” You looked up at him, standing tall. “I need you to want me for me, not because the bond has told you to.”
His shadows were swirling around, staying far away from you. The anger and hurt in his face broke you, but you stood strong. You would not be with a male you loved so deeply if he could not love you the same.
“Goodnight, Az,” you said, leaving his room and the destroyed townhouse before you broke any further.
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I hope you like this!! I left the ending open, I feel like I always do HEAs so I wanted to try not not resolve the issue yet 🫣. Let me know what you think and thank you so much for liking my writing enough to request something ❤️
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vrisrezis · 3 years
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My mcu favs w/ crush and relationship hcs (pt 2) (not proof read)
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- gonna be honest she’s not familiar with romantic feelings, takes her awhile to even realize what she feels for you
- you make her heart all melty and soft, you make her face heat up, you make her question everything she does
- you make her feel even giddy and overly happy and it kinda annoys her tbh
- she thinks you’re out to get her or something and have casted some spell but when she asks thor he has no idea what she’s talking about until she describes what she’s feeling and he just laughs and thinks she’s joking
- she’s like no. I’m serious ?
- to which thor would tell her what it is, he has a bit of an idea because of Jane
- tbh loving somebody romantically, caring about somebody to this extent scares her
- she’s lost so many people and because of it became a raging alcoholic
- if she lost you she doesn’t know what could happen
- she tries to push you away but quickly realizes she doesn’t like doing that to herself or you
- asks you to go out drinking with her often if you’re up for that
- she’d find it funny how easily you get drunk but has no problem taking care of you, in fact she would probably drink with you more often so she can take care of you because it’s the closest to intimacy she feels she can have with you (no she is not taking advantage of you or anything, it’s more just the thought of taking care of you feels intimate to her)
- also you’re cute while you’re drunk
- trans with you so you can be tougher if you’re not that tough already
- tbh asks thor to do the same with you, whether it be cuz she’s not around or because you need the extra training
- eventually Thor’s at the point where he’s like you gotta tell em and she’s like no 🖕
- but she does eventually
- she’s kinda awkward about it but she tries to sound confident with it ^^
- dating you is very different than just being her friend tbh
- like you might’ve been surprised at her asking you out, even if it’s kinda obvious to anybody that knows her well
- to any stranger you just seemed like friends with a strange rivalry relationship but that’s really not the case
- she’s much more flirty in a relationship, since she’s confident you’re with her for a reason.. she’s not the type to doubt your relationship, you’re with her for a reason
- much more protective in battle though
- she doesn’t say she loves you enough, but she shows it through her actions
- asks thor about the romantic stuff but he has no idea really so she goes to Bruce who kinda has more of a grasp on it
- tries to take you to like normal restaurant dates... kinda awkward since she had no midgardian clothes at that point
- lotsa quick kisses on the cheek or forehead
- likes cuddling as she finds it just.. kinda intimate ?
- still likes to take care of a drunk you
- quick pecks on your lips are very often
- doesn’t like the idea of going on a lot of Thor’s saving the world shits unless you’re on board with it
- thor jokes about how she’s all badass and “I don’t give a fuck about saving the world or anyone else” until it comes to you
- she kicks his ass
- but he’s not wrong
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- when she likes you she’s a bit like wtf
- like she doesn’t realize it for a moment until jane explains it
- before she was her usual talkative self but there was a lot of nervousness and stuttering at times, just unusual awkwardness that made Jane raise a brow
- it makes more sense now
- since she’s aware she likes you now she often asks you to hang out, to help her out, whatever it is
- the gal is clingy af what can she say
- lotsa hugs she loves giving you hugs often does them for a greeting
- just an excuse to hold you though tbh
- at times will get tongue tied
- she tries to flirt but it just makes you confused she’s not good at it you’re not even gonna know she’s flirting
- eventually grows impatient about it and is just like “I LIKE U DUMMY! DATE ME!”
- and now you date
- she gets into things a bit quickly so if it’s too fast tell her, hopefully not a dealbreaker
- dates are often because she’s got a lot of creative ideas for dates ^^
- still hugs you as a greeting but a lot longer and intimate and a kiss follows after
- speaking of kisses she LOVES to kiss you and she does so very often
- very needy
- big cuddler
- just like “CUDDLE ME”
- so demanding
- often talks about you and how much she loves you she can’t help it
- but if anybody did the same she like “shut up nobody cares”
- even with you though she’s blunt, but much nicer about it
- likes going on just good dates, restaurants , picnic, whatever
- she eats all the food
- tries to impress you so she might say she was best friends with thor at a point
- and that she’s helped him out before and .. yeah etc
- she likes buying you clothes tbh
- especially if you don’t dress good let her dress you up pls
- would be sad if you didn’t get along with Jane
- it would be a dealbreaker actually
- she knows she’s a bit much so she feels happy you love her anyways
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- vision of course will not understand his feelings
- he understands you definitely make him feel something, that something being good
- for a moment he might think he feels like this is how best friends feel towards another, or even thinking he sees you in a familial light
- tony quickly tells him that is not the case
- once vision understands what he really feels he’s not sure how to go about it, he can be quite oblivious
- he’s aware of this but still .. what does he do?
- asks tony for advice, he tells him to flirt and see how it goes
- but tbh that doesn’t work, you don’t even realize he’s flirting gonna be honest
- he’s just bad at it
- so he tries to just simply state his affection, that doesn’t work because he doesn’t know how to word it without it sounding platonic, or getting too nervous about going too far
- he doesn’t wanna overstep boundaries
- tony is in pain watching this btw
- tony eventually is just like “he wants to know if you would like to go on a date” “w- I.. yes?”
- in a relationship he is very sweet
- kinda cliche though, since he doesn’t have a concept of romance at all
- looks up a lot of the things he should know about romance he doesn’t want to ask you that
- while he has no problem protecting you, he doesn’t feel the need to be overly protective unless needed
- he’s logical, reasonable, he only gets protective if he has to, even with how he feels towards you
- but do you distract him? Yes absolutely
- he’s okay with living comfortably and normally for once with you, unless it’s something you don’t want or are not ready for
- once you’re conditioned to a certain lifestyle, even if it isn’t a good one it can be uncomfortable to get out of and he understands that
- he loves to kiss you, often initiates kisses or forms of affection
- you were the first to kiss him, it made him so flustered but so happy and now he’s addicted to kissing you
- loves kissing your hands
- if you have any insecurity he will do anything in his power to prove you wrong and that he doesn’t see you in that light
- he understands he has responsibilities but other than that, loves spending his time with you
- he understands you’re a distraction so he tries not to fight with you, he wants to prioritize the people when it comes to this kinda thing
- which you of course understand
- once you teach him what dancing is, his love language is dancing with you
- you two just stay up talking about nothing and everything
- having kids with him isn’t an option, but he isn’t opposed to adopting children
- after all, all he’s ever wanted was to be a normal significant other to you
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- do not have a huge concept on her character so forgive me 🙏
- she can be a bit flirty, not that you mind though right ?
- she just loves spending all her time with you
- probably met you before wandavision
- so you’re probably already together
- even then in wandavision you two were “roommates”
- doesn’t explain all the flirting girl .
- agathas fall would be letting Wanda find out she had a soft spot for you my god
- while she’s all confidence and flirty in general, she’s a bit softer with you
- like she genuinely means the things she says when it comes to you
- eventually asks you to date her, you don’t have much room for dates outside of wandavision
- you two are always together btw
- loves dancing with you
- she has a good grasp on romance so she has no issue with it
- she is full of confidence when it comes down to it tbh
- holds your hand often
- your relationship ain’t official till like the 70s probably
- might joke after wanda has kids that you both should have kids too
- while she’s causing her mischief you back her up to make her look less suspicious
- seriously in the mist of all this she’s grateful for you
- especially when you get her out of the hell that Wanda puts her in once again
- to which she will actually confess she loves you, and cares for you
- you aren’t just like.. some person to date
- she’s not the most vulnerable obviously
- so the fact she finally is.. it’s just a lot
- “idk I just love u a lot hun . Cant I show I love u 😊”
- she’s just so overly sweet with you
- she’s so awful to everyone else at times that she just likes being .. with you and being a softie
- likes you playing with her hair
- she loves a good cuddle
- cute nicknames like hon, or hun, or just teddy bear
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- with a crush quill might try to act overly friendly
- and probably flirts a lot
- he’s very like obvious with the flirting so you’d have to be oblivious not to notice it
- he can be quite protective as well
- like not just in fighting but even with just others like even before dating he’s very jealous
- if he makes a joke you’re always in on it somehow
- he tries for form a close bond with you just cuz he likes you so much
- it’s likely he likes somebody that can easily protect themselves doe
- probably has some dumb handshake with you
- honestly he acts like a close friend to you
- people might mistake you for a sibling like relationship if it weren’t for his flirting and him staring at you like you’re his entire universe
- seriously Sam says Bucky has a staring problem, quill is fucking awful
- it’s constant and rocket is always like “you’re staring”
- and he’s like “nO” and then continues to stare
- has you listen to his favorite music of course
- especially the love songs ;D
- will just dance with you to the music he puts on
- one time you guys are dancing to the music he put on like normal but it’s a slow love song, so hes like let’s so dance bae
- and then he tells you how he feels for u
- now u date <3
- lots of forehead kisses
- cuddle bug absolutely
- still a jealous boyfriend though tbh he will try to seem all tough in front of any man he thinks might be better or something he will do anything to show off
- your relationship doesn’t change just lots of kisses and hugs now and I love yous
- you’re totally the relationship that’s like “I love you more” “nooo I love you more” and the guardians hate y’all so much
- he uses nicknames like hun, honey, love, sweetheart
- let’s just say you slow dance more often, and kiss while doing so ^^
- he flirts with you still but it’s a lot more sweet rather than before where he might’ve just flirted with you in terms of like it being kinda like calling you sexy and shit like that, now it’s more like wow u look beautiful I luv u 😊🙏
- would do anything for you, even if he wouldn’t like it
- doesn’t mean he wouldn’t hesitate tho
- going on separate dates isn’t really an option since you guys fight left and right and are always with the guardians, but he decided every once a couple months you guys go on a date together and have some fun
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- Loki doesn’t get crushes, so this is a new thing for him
- and tbh he doesn’t know how to take it either, especially when he realizes how strong those feelings actually are
- he hates the idea of being vulnerable in general, especially when it comes to you
- over time it just... happens
- but if there’s any indication he likes spending time with you he will try to lie his way through it, he’s a good liar of course so it probably works
- however he shows he at the very least cares about you, he shows a sign of protectiveness when it comes to potential enemies.. enemies that happen to be dangerous for you
- plus he’s around you like constantly and claims he has nobody else to harass
- he claims he doesn’t care about you at all, but even thor can tell through this lie
- the way he looks at you makes it obvious
- the way he doesn’t try to get you involved in his more dangerous schemes
- and if you do, and you get hurt he feels guilty and tries to help you feel better
- he claims he just owes you one for getting you hurt though
- eventually thor bothers him enough to get him to confess feelings, which takes a lot for Loki to even go through with
- he acts confident, even moreso after you say yes, but deep down was extremely nervous
- the male is good at making you feel important, after trying so hard to hide his feelings he is tired of it and just wants to be more honest about how he feels about you
- no issue being vulnerable, he trusts you but sometimes it can be hard
- he goes to you for a lot of his problems, even if you cannot help, just venting and you listening helps
- he was already with you a lot but now there’s no excuses and it’s even moreso
- “what? I just wanted to visit my beautiful s/o” “we literally just saw eachother 5 minutes ago can I please go to bed”
- likes pressing your foreheads together, he finds it sweet
- jealous of thor? Absolutely. Pls comfort him and tell him you’d never leave him for thor
- he’s so used to just not being as good as him, he wants to be good enough for you
- deep down there’s just so many insecurities he has
- so it causes him to worry like all the time
- having a reassuring and patient s/o is so good for him ^^
- flirting becomes a thing in your relationship
- it makes him feel more confident pls give him this
- protective, he feels like he has to be tbh because he never gets anything good in his life and if he does he loses it, he’s scared to lose you too
- if for some reason he can’t see you he makes an illusion of you to talk to
- when he fake dies you’re the first he goes to see so you don’t think he’s dead, he loves you he wouldn’t want to do that to you =(
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- finally
- gonna be honest bucky with a crush is cute
- first of all he smiles at you a lot, Steve is the first to notice how much he smiles around you, it’s the most he smiles like ever
- just has a lot of nice conversations with you about anything and everything
- also whenever you’re around even if other people are around you he’s just like “hey y/n :)”
- heart eyes for you, just can’t help but stare all the time
- he has a staring problem but with you? Yeah 10x over
- Sam always has something to say abt it also
- his idea of flirting with you is really just saying hi to you, just being overly friendly which is noticeable for a guy like Bucky
- eventually would ask you out, he tries to ease into it but he gets a bit impatient
- he was also nervous asking you out but yk
- when dating him he becomes very protective
- one of the most protective bitches on the list tbh
- he gets nightmares about you dying like all the time it breaks him everytime though
- lots of cuddles, whether it be from a rough day, he’s just tired, or had a nightmare
- he likes his hair being brushed by you and played with, even when he cuts it
- he’s scared of killing you and turning into the winter soldier again
- has dreams about when he’s hurt and fought you as the winter soldier, he keeps thinking about if Steve wasn’t there to help, he really could’ve killed you and that terrifies him
- even when you tell him it wasn’t him, he appreciates it but still feels horrible about it
- touch that metal arm, but like gently Yknow . Nobody’s ever touched that arm with such kindness and it makes him soft and feel lucky
- speaking of soft Bucky is very soft, there’s many soft moments with Bucky and vulnerability
- it’s easy to be vulnerable with you but not others
- lots of handholding
- he loves hugging you for long periods of time
- still has a staring problem but now Sam openly makes fun of him
- just big dumb smile on his face as he looks at you
- especially when you’re dealing with kids, seeing you be around them makes his heart warm
- maybe he does wanna be normal, settle down and have kids
- though the thought scares him it is something he desires
- we all know he calls you doll
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makelemonade · 3 years
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I was watching one of the tinkerbell movies (the one with the gigantic beast that looks like a raccoon) and one of the songs that played reminded me of Scaramouche for som reason so i started listening to the lyrics and i was like "...chile wait omg"
here's the song btw:
I started thinking more abt it and it can actually work for Diluc, Albedo, Scaramouche, Xiao, Rosaria, Diona (platonically ) and any genshin guys/girls that are distant and hide their feelings.
like these exact lyrics reminded me of them (mostly scara):
You have a cold heart You're reckless and distant But I'll be persistent I will understand you Strange How I'm drawn to the danger I'll reach out my hand to you
Do you long to be left all alone? Set apart with a heart made of stone Let me help, let's begin Let me learn, won't you let me in? All the light, let it show
it kinda reminded me of the reader just trying to connect with one of the guys or girls who are distant and hide their feelings and now i cant stop listening to the song while imagining one of the characters s/o try to connect with them.
and when it comes to diona it could be someone who is an older sibling figure to her and said figure is tryna connect with diona cuz they see her as a little sister
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darkestdesired · 4 years
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Bumbling Badger~✨
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@diana-24-world
An:hhhh i needed some cute fluff and I'm quite happy with how this came out! I really hope you like it and sorry for taking so long!😭
Weasley twins x hufflepuff!reader
(Platonic)Hermione x Huffle!Puff reader.
It was just another average day in the hufflepuff house,i was currently deep in thought as i wrote in my diary.Hermione,my best friend,sat leaning against my shoulder with a book of her own.
Glancing at my diary her eyes grew wide as she saw me write 'I Love Weasley.' In a heart. "Sooo..Which weasley are you crushing on? I know it's not ron cuz he's like a little brother to you,same with Ginny,and you've told me charlie percy and bill are too serious for you.So which twin is it?" I felt my heart leap into my throat."I-I..um..Who said anything about the twins,why cant i be writing this in a platonic sense?"
She smirked."Because we're best friends and I've known you long enough to know when your flustered.Is it Fred?" I shut my book and covered my face with my hands while she turned her body to face me."I don't want to seem weird.." Her teasing ceased,"(Y/n) weird can be a good thing.I mean look at Luna,She's weird but we all love her for it." I gulped.
"Fine but you have to promise not to tell anyone,the last thing i need is for rumors to spread around."
She held out her pinky to which i smiled and linked mine with. "Ok...i have a crush on them both..i just couldn't decide which one i liked more because although their twins they are both unique and special in their own way.They just get me so shy and flustered just from the sight of them."
As i ranted i noticed Hermiones proud smile."You should ask them out,i promise they will accept.They both are madly in love with you,why else do you think they never prank you as bad as everyone else. I mean they dyed your hair (F/c) while you slept because you said you've always wanted to but were too scared to do it yourself.Normally they dye people's hair the most ugliest colors."
She had a point,the twins pranks probably couldn't even be called pranks because they always worked in my favor.I mean for example it's like someone giving you a puppy to keep and saying 'get pranked',i mean it's a free puppy! But george and Fred always showed how much they actually listened when i talked,it was honestly the sweetest thing.
Taking a deep breath i nodded,"Y-You're right..i should just ask them out already,and if they turn me down then I'll just suck it up and continue on with the contentment of friendship." Hermione pulled me up,"That's the spirit! Now come on it's time for dinner."
Hermione sat me down across from her at the Gryffindor table next to ron,which was quite common.
I picked at my food as i thought of what i could possibly say when i saw the twins that wouldn't make me sound like a bumbling idiot,"You seem deep in thought badger,Dreaming of us?" I heard a familiar voice tear me away from my thoughts,i looked up just as Fred and George sat beside me,trapping me between them. "O-Oh..um..i was just thinking about a potion i have to make in class tomorrow."
Great going (Y/n),way to sound interesting.
Hermione smirked as she tapped her nose,i rolled my eyes at her before taking a deep breath."Um...actually i was wondering..and you guys don't have to if you don't want to..but would you both want to..go out tomorrow?"
George raised a brow and glanced at Hermione."Of course badger,But go out where?"
Hermione did everything in her power to refrain from facepalming,'they all deserve eachother.' She thought while Shaking her head.
Fred stared at my nervous fidgeting for a moment before smirking,"Oh brother of mine i think our little (Y/n) is asking us to 'go out''." He air quoted with a devilish look in his eye as i covered my face to hide my blushing (S/c) cheeks.
It clicked in George's mind finally what i had meant and both twins squished me between them in a tight hug,"I think that's a lovely idea, (Y/n)." He winked.
Oh god just what am i getting myself into?
So that brings us to the present where i was now being poked and stuffed into a yellow (Type of outfit) for my 'date',if that's what you would call it.
Hermione stepped back and smiled as she looked over my full look,"You look amazing!Their gonna love it." I fought the blush that heated up my cheeks. "Are you sure it isn't too much,i mean we're only going to the lake for a picinic."
She rolled her eyes playfully,"I'm telling you they'll love it,speaking of the pranksters." She said with a smile when she heard a knock.
Sending me a thumbs up she pushed me towards the door,after a deep breath i opened it revealing my two handsome ginger twins.
They stared down at me in awe before uttering "Wicked." In unison,It caused a light chuckle to bubble out.
"You look so cute!" Fred exclaimed.
"Like really cute!" George agreed.
Waving goodbye to Hermione they took my hands and began leading me down to our date.
To say it was fun would be an understatement,we spent most of it laying back on the checkered blanket with Fred's laying his head on my stomach while george laid against my side resting his head on my shoulder.
We watched as the lightening bugs danced over the lake,the only sounds around us where the calming sounds of nature,not the busy hustle of other students.
"It feels nice,just the three of us.We need to do this again." I sighed,filled with contentment.I played with freds long ginger locks causing him to hum in delight.
George peaked his head up,so close that i could feel his breath fan on my cheek. "We could.Do this again i mean.I think i can agree for the two of us when i say we love being around you." Fred hummed his agreement,"Though I'm sure you know that's not the only thing we love (Y/n)."
Both twins chuckled as i covered my face,sure that it was on fire from embarrassment. When they finally managed to pry my arms away they stared at me for a moment before smirking wickedly,before i could even react they both leaned in and kissed my cheeks.
"I..I love you guys too." I said sheepishly.
Goodness Hermione was going to have a feild day when i told her about this.
They both returned to their positions now knowing that all of our feelings were mutual.
Let's just say Snape nearly docked us housepoints for coming back to the school after curfew.
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tartagliaxx · 3 years
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hi lei!! how are you? i'm hungry and it's late but i don’t feel like going to sleep so i'm basically just waiting for breakfast also i wanna know more about the haunted retreat you mentioned :0
i haven't been anywhere haunted but the one time i thought was at a mutual friend's house and the two times i've been she pulled a prank on me she would excuse herself then all the lights in her house would go out and scary music would start playing on her alexa and i would always go with a friend eventually we started to look for her she would be in her room closet and jump at us once we walked in the second time it happened i forgot what specifically happened but i got so scared i ended up crying ㅠㅠ she didn't seem sorry nor try to comfort me and while i'm not upset anymore i look back on this and add it to the collection of weird stuff she's done over our relationship i saw her about a month ago when i used to go out for my school club i passed by her on the sidewalk not realizing it was her and she cursed me out because i didn't say anything and made me give her a hug,,,,,,,
sorry to ramble about her i've just been thinking about how quarantine gives me the chance to talk to the people i actually want to- 🍰
its not good to let hunger pass but ig its also not good to eat so late at night? lmao either way i sound like a hypocrite so won’t comment too much on that. hope your breakfast will be twice as fulfilling to make up for the trouble tho!
we had to go to the retreat house and it was very old and lowkey looked like it was about to fall out. tbh i dont think it was haunted but my roommates did and honestly? i cant blame them. there was this big, antique, wooden wardrobe that keeps creaking open while we were talking while we had a window that keeps getting shaken by the wind. did i mention that the window had a clear view of an ill-maintained forest that looked spooky and dark at night? well yea. the other three i shared the room with all fought for who’s gonna sleep nearest the wardrobe and bc i was so sick of it, i volunteered to do it. guess nothing was in there cuz im still here 🤧
your friend sounds very chaotic lmao. my friends are also very chaotic but in a different way so i somewhat relate? although tbh, im impressed at your self-restraint bc if i was in your shoes i would’ve punched my friend out of spite and just deal w the hospital bills later /hj
i feel you! im not the most openly affectionate friend irl (i would never have the courage to be as platonically flirty and soft for people even if its in my head all the time) but the first thing i’ll do when this is all over is give them a big hug. i rlly miss them sm even if we talk everyday. like,, its just different seeing each other and spending free time together. i hate how ive become so soft for those assholes (read affectionately) but ig quarantine does that to you.
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theclash · 5 years
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I was gonna say do all of them but that’s a fucking lot so do all the evens
okay babeeeeey I’m finally getting around 2 it!
2: What’s your dream pet? (Real or not)A RACCOON 
4: What was your favorite video game growing up?Animal Crossing, Mario Kart, Sonic and Tails 2
8: What is your Greek personality type? [Sanguine, Phlegmatic, Choleric, or Melancholic]just had to take a quiz for this, I got melancholic 
10: Are you allergic to anything?penicillin, msg, pollen, various food dyes and random other things
12: Do you prefer tea, coffee, or cocoa?COFFEE
14: Would you rather be a vampire, elf, or merperson?vampire
16: How tall are you?5ft 8in
18: How much do you weigh? [Only ask this if you know the user doesn’t mind!]116lbs
20: Do you like space or the ocean more?space
22: Pet peeves?loud chewing, tapping, background noise that’s repetitive 
24: Favorite constellation?leo cuz im a leo 
26: Do you like ball-jointed dolls?this is such a weird question ghfjdkhgkh uhh idk!
28: Do you think global warming is real?duh
30: Favorite movie?the wall or yellow submarine
32: How many pets have you own in your lifetime?3 dogs, 2 cats, probably about 60 different chickens, 20 or so fish, a cricket, a spider
34: What is a color that calms you?blue
36: Where were you born?Tacoma, WA
38: Introvert or extrovert?Extrovert
40: Hugs or kisses?both but only for my gf
42: Who is someone you love deeply?gf :)
44: Do you like tattoos and piercings?yea but its not like OOGOHHH TATTOOS PIERCINGS SO SEXY its more like I like them but I dont have a preference whether someone has them or not
46: Talk about your crush, if you have one!her name is Em and she’s strong and cute and soft and fun and i wanna see her Right NOW
48: A sound you really love?seagull noises
50: Can you do the splits?nope
52: Favorite movie?it already asked this ghfjkd
54: What color would you like your hair to be right now?i like it brown but like if I didnt have to have it look decent/’appropriate’ at work then silver or something would be cool idk sometimes I feel like I wanna bleach it too
56: Something that calms you down?watching soap carving asmr videos honestly LMAO. & being held by gf obv
58: What does your URL mean?i like the clash and joe & I’m a lesbian
60: Do you believe in evolution?Yup
62: What makes you follow a blog?pure clout
64: Favorite animal(s):raccoon :)
66: Favorite emoticon:��
68: What is your MBTI personality type?ENTP
70: Can your dog roll over on command, if you have a dog?mine couldn’t
72: Post a selfie or two?I’m on computer snzzz 
74: What is one random but interesting fact about yourself?i’m sexy
76: Do you like birds?DUH
78: Is swimming or ice skating more fun to you?I’ve never been ice skating cuz I’m too clumsy but swimming isnt very fun either idk I cant see for shit when I’m in the water
80: Some thing you wish did exist:lil wayne
82: Something you really enjoy doing:being swaggie 
84: What was your first impression of Tumblr?god I have no clue I joined it within its first year of existence 
86: Can you run a mile within ten minutes?yea my avg is/was around 7
88: Can you touch your toes and keep your legs straight completely?no
90: If you were an animal, which one would you be?raccoon but im not a furry
92: A store you hate?ummm. idk. hollister I guess fuck hollister lives (sorry paul simonon)
94: Would you rather be able to fly or read minds?fly (2 gf)
96: Winter or summer?summer
98: Least favorite person?god
100: A store you love?local record store
102: Where do you live?house
104: What is your favorite mineral or gem?stevens universe. idk any of the blue ones are epic
106: Do you like bugs?not the ones that fly constantly (ie pine conifer bugs are my fav and they fly but like I hate flies, gnats, moths, etc)
108: Something you get paranoid about?oh boy lol
110: Nosiest question you have ever been asked?i have no clue who tf keeps track 
112: Ever been bitten by a spider?most ppl have?????
114: Do you prefer cloudy or sunny days?sunny
116: Favorite cloud type:sick clouds xD xD xD XD
118: Do you have freckles?no
120: Fruits or vegetables?vegetal
122: Is the ocean or sky prettier?do you love the colors of the sky
124: Bright or dim lights?dim usually cuz I often have a headache but I also cant see for shit when its dim
126: Something you hate about Tumblr:mclennon shippers
128: What do you think about the least?bro how are we supposed to just come up wth what we thinkg about the least. what I think about the least is Whatever it is that I think about the least
130: Who would you like to punch in the face right now?some men.
132: Do you smile with your teeth showing for pictures?not usually I’m really self conscious about my mouth in pictures I usually try to cover it honestly lol except in selfies cuz I can actually see how it looks
134: Do you like roller coasters?yes but not the ones that do loops
136: Are your ears lobed or attached?i looked up the two for a comparison so I could give an answer and apparently that whole concept is a myth
138: On a scale of 1-10, how attractive would you say you are?usually like a 7 
140: Did you have any pretend or imaginary friends?nope
142: Would you say you are a good or bad influence to others?good? idk
144: What makes you angrymen. thinking in both a broad and specific sense
146: Do you prefer boys, girls, and/or non-binaries?im a lesbian
148: Favorite physical thing about yourself:eyes
150: Name three people you would like to talk to right now in person.Em, Greg Hawkes, Roger Waters
152: Do you like BuzzFeed?
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154: Do you like to kiss others’ foreheads or hands for platonic reasons?I have never platonically kissed anyone lol I’ve literally only kissed my GF 
156: What embarrasses you?not much
158: Biggest lie you have ever told:once I was questioned whether I cheated on my math by using a calculator and I said no which was a lie then I got detention
160: How many posts do you have on your blog(s)?29,551 
162: How many likes do you have on your blog(s)?17,329
164: Do you have long or short hair?medium?
166: Why do you like, dislike, or have neutral feelings about religon?mmmm dont make me get in to it
168: Do you like to wear makeup?only sometimes
170: Did you answer the questions you were asked truthfully?yes
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lecliss · 3 years
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I just love Xillia so much. Good or bad, parts that dont make sense, or that annoy me, or whatever dont matter. It means a lot to me and I love everyone in the cast and the journey throughout the entire game and it really is my fave in the Tales series but of course I love Xillia 2 so much that I cant separate them. They have to be grouped together, lol. Its just one of my fave games ever and it makes me really emotional to beat it again cuz that means its over 😭😭😭😭
#time to go to the sequel and cry over ludger next lol#but god just. i mean. this time around milla really grew on me and i learned to appreciate her and now i really like her#but the thing is. the romance between her and jude is SO noexistant despite the game trying to tell you otherwise#like i get jude having a crush on milla. and its clearly the game is trying to say at a certain point milla reciprocates#but at no point does it feel real. at no point does it feel like any romantic love they have for each other plays a part in anything#aside from blushy fanboy moments jude has#like if it was turned from an idolization crush to jude realizing later on that crushing on her was part of his childishness and naivete#and he grew out of it and learned to respect her as someone to look up to and follow#and milla never developed feelings for jude but instead came to rely on him as a trusted companion like HOW IT LOOKS#then it would be so much better#there doesnt need to be a disclaimer at the bottom of the screen saying 'remember: this is supposed to be romantic'#cuz thats what it feels like in the later half of the game#i think jude crushing makes senses but if it evolved and matured starting when milla 'died' it wouldnt be bungled#there shouldnt have been romance between jude and milla and it really makes me unable to appreciate good moments in their relationship#cuz i cant look at it in the platonic light it actually looks like it is#its like 'aw! look at their bond!'#*bamco whispering in my ear* 'this is romance and they are in love! dont forget!'#'oh... okay now thie just feels awkward'#like. ya know?#anyway. i feel like its one of the top two games that always feel like home to me. i can play it and literally feel like it is my home#i never get tired of playing it and the fact that the sequel exists brings me so much joy cuz i get to see everybody living their best lives#......until ludger's life starts to go to shit tho.....#oh ludger. you really shoulda stayed home.#personal
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