#cuz last year i felt i was in a runt and didnt know what to make and could feel the lack of drive

[hellishgayliath]

Shoutout to the rottmnt fandom for curing my depression ✌✌✌

[tabbytiger]

I’m going to explode if i keep these ideas in ny head none of yall know anything abt my dnd characters but its okay this is mostly for me before i fucking combust

Me thinking abt the seperation of koda and fran and also what their reunion would be

Cuz they didn’t say goodbye to each other it was open ended and to both parties it felt like too much was unsaid and it was not at all a satisfying parting bc they’re stupid and gay

Koda basically was delivered the news that like, he’s being sent off and that he has to leave and be on his own. Dude only got like half a day to get his shit together and get out so he doesn’t even time to process his feelings or the news. Nettle (Fran’s bird that is co owned by both of them. Who often just keeps an eye out for koda) Picks up the news and she flies back to Fran who drops literally everything on her fucking plate and rushes to intercept Koda before he can even leave the forest. My guy is so disoriented he’s just walking and he ends up at the one place they had together and she’s there.

Rip to this bitch bc He’s the only person that has never asked anything or expected anything of her other than to be his friend. And he’s the one person she can breathe arnd or feel comfortable bc back w the pack she has so much responsibility and expectation on her shoulders while at the same time none of her pack mates treat her w much seriousness or respect because she’s the runt of the litter. But one of the heads of the pack saw some like real potential in her and started training her to eventually become part of the council as well. Koda’s literally just a stupid himbo and the longest closest friend shes ever had and shes stupidly in love with him. This is like earth fucking shattering news bc he’s leaving and theres nothing either of them can do abt it.

So their last ever conversation, She can’t even like show her face to him, the entire time she keeps her skull mask on, partly bc she left so fast she didnt think abt it since its like a dress code thing. And the other part is she doesn’t want her emotions to betray her so she’s putting back up her cold front, the front she puts on when shes with the pack. Bc she has to, no one takes her seriously unless she came off as cold and stand offish. She always has to walk arnd and command respect and it just ends up w her not having any sort of personal connections to anyone of her kind. Bc they just see her as someone to follow, and the pack mentality is strong. So shes like always feel alone and like an outcast with her entire family (which ykno is super extended werewolves are fucked huh) She’s also just so like distraught that shes going to lose him and has no idea if they’d ever see each other again, all she can do to cope with the moment is to push him out. Koda is also like distraught because she hasn’t been this cold towards him since their first initial meeting years ago when they first met as kids. And he’s upset because he knows she’s not just pushing him away but to him it feels like shes shutting the door. All he wants is to hold her or feel some sort of last closeness, he wants to reach out and pull off the stupid mask, actually like say goodbye on a good note but he’s so afraid to upset her even more that he just stands thhere helplessly in the situation. He’s telling her the news and all she says is “I know.. I heard”, just short and matter of fact responses. and eventually after much more strained silence he just defeatedly says “I have to go” and really to twist the knife even deeper in this situation the only thing she says is “So go then” and so koda leaves and nettle flies out after him as far as she can before she stops and recalls. And then they just never send each other any correspondence bc the whole thing is so painful both of them just pushed it aside and focused on their seperate like adventures and shit. They’re both stubborn in that respect and they refuse to write each other anything bc hes still holding onto the unspoken goodbye and she’s terrified that shes going to actually lose him so they’re both just blindly hoping its not the end of it.

I think when and if they reunite again the first thing Fran and koda would do is just hold each other bc they’re both people that really communicate best with each other through silent and sometimes subtle gestures. They’ve never been a couple to express love out loud through words. But i think the sheer relief would be so immense she probably can’t help but breathe out something like “I’ve never stopped thinking of you” and he’d be stupid and stutter out something so stupid like “I-W-did you get a little taller than we last saw each other?” and then they’d kiss. He doesnt even have to ask how she knows he was back in the forest bc she never stopped looking out for him. Her bird over the entire time has always been out surveying the whole forest because of course she’d know. She’d always be the one to be there for him like how he’d always be there for her. Koda would 100% get the party to his village in like a daze and sneak off in the middle of his own welcome home party and disappear for like 3 days and then probably ask her to marry him or something.