daonuea's love language: words of affirmation.
he needs them like a confirmation. perhaps, he wants to know if his feelings are validated. if he can still harbour this hope, this love, for someone that has been a constant in his life, heart. if he can.
he needs them like a sign. if kluen is frank with him, about his feelings, he won't be so puzzled. won't be so confused and messed up with everything they shared behind the curtains. when there's only them here, there, everywhere, anywhere. just the two of them. audibly happy and visibly in love. even though, maybe, he did notice those tender, fond advances from kluen– but still, it's not enough to make him believe that kluen feels the same way. it's not enough to silence the demons in his head— he's just being nice. not enough.
khabkluen's love language: acts of service.
he shows. he never hides them. the way he gently holds onto nuea. his little, i'm in love with you smiles. i don't have anything prepared for today. keeping him company when everyone else was gone home. attentive to nuea's needs. acceptive of nuea's interest. paints with him– something that nuea truly adores. doesn't really question nuea's words but he listens. he listens. because nuea has so much to say and he has so little– he absorbs everything and let them steep into his skin. an old flame. because it's daonuea talking to him. his precious, precious, northern star.
he's bold with his actions. a kiss. he went for it. more and more. even when nuea showed discomfort, confusion, my feelings aren't a toy for you to play with! even when nuea pushed him away. because his love runs deep in these little actions. so lost without clear direction. because kluen doesn't know how important these words mean to nuea. because he doesn't understand if words can ever convey how much he loves nuea. words aren't enough for kluen— no.
and their love is– somehow– represent them both; northern sky and waves. they are each other's reflection. and what better way for them to find closure than kluen being nuea's northern star and nuea becomes kluen's waves?
for love is a complex thing between two people. and love is– destructive almost. kills and heals. mends and breaks.
but if one tries to hold on, perilously, foolishly, the other— don't let go. not yet.
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this is me putting all the thoughts i had while watching star in my mind for the first time into one post, because originally i reblogged the same post over and over again adding new thoughts and it takes a million years to scroll past, so yeah. here they all are, in one place, and i can finally delete all of those posts.
also, if you’re curious about the timeline, this was all posted on the 5th of march within 8 hours. and i had like a solid three, maybe four hours in the middle there where i didn’t have my laptop to watch it. so... yeah.
anyway, press the keep reading if you dare, good luck.
finally binging star in my mind, wish me luck
#technically i can only watch a bit of it cos im going out in a little over an hour#but im starting it and i might get super invested and finish it tonight
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WINNY??? WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?? I DIDNT KNOW HE WAS IN THIS ONE
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*asdf voice* hEy! you two should kiss!
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THIS INTRO IS BEAUTIFUL OMG
i already know im gonna cry watching this
gosh darnnit
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S A T A N G
ILY SATANG
WITH ALL MY SOUL
GJRGNKTRHTUIOHUTH
#he hasnt even had any lines yet but im ready for him to become my favourite character
(this is future me here and, yes, past me, he did in fact become your favourite character)
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no wait am i gonna get attached to these two
#i didnt ask for a side couple#low-key hoping they aren't actually a ship just for the sake of my mental health
(future me here again: THEY ARE BUT THEY ARENT AND I KIND OF GOT WHAT I HOPED FOR BUT ALSO WHYYYYYYY)
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HI SATANG ILY
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at least one of them is a lesbian. surely.
#if theyre not canonically then they are in my mind because women
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SATANG’S CAHRACTER’S NAME IS SEAN AND I CANT STOP LAUGHING
#something about it is just so funny to me#funny in the same way that all the msp actors' names#you've got awesome names like gemini and ford and satang and captain#and then theres just. mark.
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PLS HIS SMILE IS SO FUNNY
did you just fracture your skull? :DD
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BRO I GET THAT YOU’RE WHIPPED BUT THERE WAS NO REASON TO GET THAT CLOSE TO HIM
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arE YOU TELLING HIM THAT BECAUSE YOU’RE JEALOUS??
#gosh darnnit im already invested in these two#at least the soundwin brainworms will have some company
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BECAUSE HE’S FREAKING JEALOUS I KNEW IT
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BRO YOU’VE ALWAYS GOT YOUR ARM AROUND HIM
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wHAT
THAT WAS FREAKING QUICK??
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“just when he appears to be drowning, the waves wash him to shore. he survives for a brief moment before the waves sweep him back into the ocean. no matter how hard he tries, he’ll never be able to swim well. he cant even resist these little waves. he just never can...”
BRO THIS MATCHES SO FREAKING WELL WITH MY SOUNDWIN WAVES-WIND ANALOGY THINGY THATS AWESOME also im crying
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HELL YES
what the flip does that mean
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NEVER FEAR, THE OISHI ICE TEA IS HERE
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hEy! you two should kiss!
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HE’S SO WHIPPED THIS IS AMAZING
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HIS FOND LITTLE SMILE- I CANT
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hEy! you two should kiss!
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“have you been my boyfriend before? how do you know im a sh***y boyfriend?”
IS THAT A CHALLENGE
ARE YOU ASKING HIM OUT
PLS LET THAT BE YOU ASKING HIM OUT
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BRO
AND NUEA IS SO FOCUSED ON DRAWING HE DOESNT EVEN NOTICE WHATS HAPPENING
BRIUGRUGRBGR I LOVE THIS
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is this an indirect kiss i see
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hey man you’re on the wrong bed
also THATS A REALLY FREAKING GOOD DRAWING OH MY GOODNESS HES SO TALENTED
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HE FREAKING KNOWS
(gaydar coming in clutch)
#side note: satang's dimple means literally everything to me
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friends, enemies, and everything in between, we have found our captain
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he knows what hes doing and i love him so much for it
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let the man ship in peace
also you’re wrong btw
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THE COMPETITION HAS ARRIVED
(hi, future me here again, im deeply ashamed with what ive said here, im pretty sure all of us were initially under the impression that fah was some kind of romantic interest. i didnt have the slightest inkling of knowledge that they were brothers, and knowing that now, id just like to apologise for, uh. this.)
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he’s never backing down
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this is such a mood
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HAH
HAH
HAH
and sean pretending he didnt see anything is pure gold omg i love him
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CALLED OUT BY THE MOTHER
also welcome to part 9768 of Mothers I Would Like To Adopt Me Please
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HE’S SO WHIPPED I LOVE IT
also i love her
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IM OKAY IM OKAY IM OKAY IM OKAY
#maybe if i say it enough times itll come true
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GIJRKRKHBR SEAN SEEING KLUEN GIVE HIS FLOWERS TO NUEA IS FREAKING HILARIOUS JBEHGBRHRGB I LOVE HIM MORE THAN I CAN EXPRESS
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this show is as bad as merlin
every single character in merlin has had a crush on merlin, gwen, or both
every single character in this show has had a crush on nuea, kluen, or both
#mostly nuea but still
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ive just realised, we’ve reached the obligatory beach episode!
#yayyyyy
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HE’S SO ATTENTIVE GJRNHGBRHBG I LOVE HIM SO FREAKING MUCH
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IM CRYING HER REACTION IS SO FUNNY
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SEANS BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYYYYYY
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okay so ive finished the show now
final thoughts:
I LOVE THE SUNFLOWER THING RHJBFHRJB
theyre so happy and fluffy and sweet and cute and good vibes and ghfghgfbhf i love them
i cant wait to binge fah and prince’s show soon
IM SO MAD THAT THEY DIDN’T MAKE SEAN AND MAITHEE A CANONICAL COUPLE. THEY GOT SO CLOSE. THEY WERE VERY CLEARLY TEASING IT. ILL GIVE ALL MY EVIDENCE IF I NEED TO (i doubt i will tho cos someone definitely already has, im nearly a year late to this show lmao), BUT IT WAS SO CLEAR THE WHOLE TIME THAT SEAN IS WHIPPED. ILL FREAKING TAKE THIS TO COURT IF I HAVE TO
conclusion: that was a good show and i would probably rewatch it if i needed a short one to take up my time on a boring day, but it wasn’t quite as good as bbs or msp (but honestly what is?)
i did like it tho and im excited to consume fan content over the next couple of days
#its not gonna take over my life tho#not nearly as bad as msp or bbs in terms of brainworms#but i did enjoy the episode#im gonna go to bed now
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wELL. that was exhausting.
i managed to keep the tumblr spamming to a low as i got through the last few episodes, but thats only because i was spamming my friends.
im glad ive done this, its been bugging me for a while
okay buh-bye now, have a good day, if anyone actually read through this, uh. wow. i want to give you a hug for suffering through all that, jeez
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