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Pairing: Dark! Stucky X Ex-HYDRA! Reader

Word count: 2414 words.

Summary: Bucky's memories are confusing, what will he and Steve be able to do to make you pay what HYDRA did to Bucky even if you hadn't been responsible?

Warnings: Angst, Obsession, stalker, dub-con, non-con, kidnapping, punishment, torture, violence, abuse, knife play, bondage, coercion, edging, degrading talk, double penetration, oral (male receiving), if I miss a warning, please let me know. IF YOU ARE UNDER 18, DON’T READ IT.

A/N: This is my entry to the @nsfwsebbie ‘s Nsfwsebbie’s Dream Fic Challenge, is the @opheliadawnwalker3’s fic dream, I hope you like it and was everything you wanted.

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2014

You looked up when you heard Steve speak through the Triskelion's speakers, the truth had finally come to light; you suspected that sooner or later it would happen.

For a few weeks, you considered the idea of leaving HYDRA, however it seemed impossible, they were not going to let you go so easily, most likely they would kill you first to accept it.

It was not the first time that the feeling of guilt invaded you, as much as you tried, you could not remember the reasons why you had joined the infamous Organization

A huge commotion started when Steve's speech ended, maybe it was the only opportunity you would have in your whole life to leave HYDRA, you didn't have much time to think, you left your office and started walking as fast as you could trying to go unnoticed.

In one of the corridors you got to see Brock, you cursed, none of your colleagues had to see you, you managed to reach the service stair, with so much confusion people seemed to have forgotten the existence of these stairs, and you ran down, you were going to run away as it were. However, you never realized that the Soldier had seen you.

At first, you hesitated to go to your house, but you needed the savings and false identifications that you had stored there, you went as fast as you could, you took everything you needed, you did not stop to think exactly what to do, if you did, you would lose valuable time. There were only two options with what had happened, one was that HYDRA had won, the other that had lost, neither of them benefited you.

You managed to go to another country, there you would start a new life, you got a job in a school as a secretary; you do not earn the same, but that did not matter, at last, you could get away from all that.

Actuality

Bucky entered the refuge excited, finally, he would have what he had been searching for all these years.

"You're very happy," Steve said when he saw him.

“I have found her!” Bucky exclaimed with singular joy.

"Buck, are you sure it's her?" Steve questioned somewhat skeptically.

"I would recognize her beautiful face anywhere," Bucky replied.

"I need you to be completely sure, we can't make any mistakes," Steve said.

"I'm completely sure," Bucky alleged annoyed.

"Okay, I believe you, now we just have to plan how we'll get along," Steve said.

Steve sighed, he couldn't allow his friend to lose control, and he didn't want to attract attention, not to mention that nobody knew what the pair had planned through these years.

That day you went out a little later than normal, it started to get dark, whenever the new course was about to start you had a lot of work.

When you left the school you turned to both sides in the street, you felt watched over, for a moment in your head the idea passed that one of your ex-colleagues from HYDRA had found you; you went back to school, you could wait a little longer in there until you felt safe.

You walked the hallways until someone pulled you, you struggled, but your captor was stronger than you.

“Doll, did you miss me?” Steve whispered in your ear.

“C-captain!”

"I'm not coming alone, I'm bringing a friend, you know, we have a few questions that we want you to answer," Steve commented without releasing you.

Bucky appeared in the shadows, your face reflected surprise.

“Do you think you could escape so easily?” Bucky questioned.

The first time you would see the Soldier was when you studied in HYDRA’s Academy you had heard a lot about him.

He sounded like he was a monster, definitely terrifying; however, when you saw him, a feeling of pity washed over you, the torture he was subjected to seemed terrible to you.

But they had taught you that he was nothing more than a HYDRA weapon, no feeling towards the Soldier was valid.

That day you wondered what was really under the facade of the Soldier, was there still a vestige of the human he had been before?

The memories in Bucky's head were hazy, he wasn't sure if you had helped him or not if someone asked him he just couldn't identify all the people who tortured and hurt him during all those years as well as who had been gentle with him even if they were HYDRA.

"No, I just ...”

“You just what?” Bucky asked, approaching menacingly.

You swallowed hard, you were almost sure you were seeing the Soldier after they brainwashed him.

"Please leave me, I no longer have anything to do with HYDRA, I left the organization a long time ago," you pleaded.

You kept struggling as Bucky got closer and closer.

"I had nothing to do with what they did to you, please remember… remember me," you pleaded.

Steve saw his friend, who nodded, so with a quick movement Steve knocked you unconscious in one fell swoop.

"You always seemed very beautiful to me," Bucky commented taking your face in his hands.

"You're right, Y/N is very beautiful," Steve said.

They took you to the vehicle they had prepared with everything necessary to kidnap you, they tied your feet and hands in case you woke up, you could not escape, they also gagged you.

The mission was getting out of control, you looked for more ammunition, you no longer had, and you cursed under your breath.

One of the enemies realized your situation, he was going to attack you when the Soldier saved you, with great ease eliminated your attacker.

“What…?”

The Soldier easily lifted you and led you to the ship so that nothing bad happened to you.

“Thank you.”

He did not answer, just watched you.

“I guess people aren't very nice to him,” you thought.

You saw him and you smiled at him, you noticed something on his face, a trickle of blood. You reached out to remove the mask that covered half of his face, he stopped you.

"You're hurt, let me see, I need to heal you," you explained.

He released you and let you check his wounds.

“It hurts? “You asked.

He didn't say anything, without that thing, he was very handsome, you cleaned the wound.

As soon as they arrived at the place they sat you in a chair although you were still unconscious, they tied your hands to the back, Bucky kept you against the immobilized chair while Steve passed the rope between your breasts.

"Look at how her tits stand out, don't you think she looks beautiful?" Steve commented.

"She is very beautiful," Bucky said.

Steve proceeded to attach each foot to a leg of the chair, you began to complain, and your head ached for the blow that Steve had given you.

"The bitch is already awake," Steve said.

“Who gave the orders to freeze me?” Bucky questioned.

"I guess Pierce, I was just following the orders."

“Where’s Rumlow?” Steve asked.

"I don't know, I ran away when the chaos began in the Triskelion."

Both men looked at each other not very convinced, they believed you were lying.

“Where are the other members who were double agents?”

"I don't know, I have no idea what happened to the others."

They turned to look, if you did not confess for good, then they would use another method, Bucky stroked your boobs over the clothes, reached down one hand to your leg, put it under the skirt and fingered the inside of the thigh, then removed your hand and took out your knife and ran it over your face, you immediately opened your eyes scared, you didn't know where you were or what had happened; then he passed the knife around your neck, you were paralyzed with fear, he kept going down to where the neckline of your blouse began, you did not dare move because of the fear that he would cut you, you recognized that look, it was that of the Soldier.

He proceeded to cut your blouse, put the knife aside and with his hands finished breaking the blouse with his hands, pulled the tatters, your breathing was uneasy, you did not know exactly what was going to happen or perhaps if you did, but you did not want think.

He took the knife again, cut the straps of your bra.

“What are you doing? Why did you bring me here? What do you do? What does this mean?” Your voice was shaky.

In response Steve slapped you so hard that brought tears to your eyes, Bucky took off your bra and carelessly massaged one of your breasts, smiled and pulled away from a little.

Then Steve put his hands on your tits so tightly that your nipples made you scream, then released you and pulled away again.

Bucky took advantage, took the knife again and passed it between your breasts, you held your breath, followed the path to your belly, there he stopped.

“Why are you so scared? If you enjoyed making me suffer, you all loved to torture me, now we're just going to punish for everything you did,” Bucky said.

“What? No, I never...”

He slapped you several times, tears streaming from your eyes.

“Don’t fucking lie, bitch!”

He put one of his hands on your neck and started handing you until Steve stopped him.

"Buck, drop her if you keep doing it you're going to kill her, aren't you supposed to want us to enjoy her?"

Bucky obeyed his friend, Steve approached you, he passed the knife through one of your thighs, a small trickle of blood appeared on your thigh, you made a gesture of pain, then cut your fault, you screamed for the impression, Bucky covered you your mouth and you bit it.

That enraged him, he looked at your panties and smiled to destroy them with his hands, with a quick movement he untied you from the chair and before you could react you had your hands tied to one of the posts of the bed and you were standing with your back to them.

Bucky lashed the whip against your butt and your back, you started screaming and crying, it was one of the worst sensations that you had ever experienced in your life.

"Bucky stop, enough, is enough," Steve ordered, practically snatching the whip from his hands.

Bucky was going to claim him when Steve shot him a threatening look, then released you and dropped you onto the bed.

“Do you have something to say, darling? Think what you gonna say,” Steve said.

You sobbed a little, you’re back hurt, and you would not achieve anything if you tried to defend yourself they were much stronger than you, you took a breath, and you knew you would hate yourself for what you were going to say.

"Forgive me, you're right, I deserve to be punished."

Both men looked at each other with satisfaction, Bucky turned to you while Steve grabbed your hair and raised your face.

"Suck it," he ordered, putting his dick in front of you.

You opened your mouth, he put it in and started shaking your head, sometimes you tried to push it away because you felt you couldn't breathe, but he wouldn't allow it. Suddenly you felt the other man's hands on your thighs and tried to push him away with your legs, however, he took them and put inside one finger into your pussy, then another began to move them.

"So wet," he said.

Steve put the vibrator against your clit, you twisted and moaned, Bucky had one of your legs grasped while with the other hand he continued to caress you, his body in the middle of your legs to prevent you from closing them, and every time you tried he slapped you in your pussy. Steve came in your mouth.

On the other hand, Bucky continued to masturbate until you felt your orgasm approaching, and it was then that he stopped stimulating you, you groaned while you felt desperate.

“Please I need…

"The bitch wants to come," Bucky scoffed.

Steve laughed.

"I think it's about time," Steve said.

Bucky lay down and put you on top; he lined up and entered you slowly, once inside he waved at Steve and Steve approached you and entered you through your other entrance. You felt like they filled you up.

"It's a lot… please stop," you asked.

"You know you deserve it, that you must pay what you did," Steve whispered in your ear.

“Don’t you think she looks so beautiful like that?”

“Indeed, she was always walking the corridors, you don't know but I want so badly do this for a long time.”

They started moving, they knew exactly how to do it, you started moaning, the sensations were confusing, you didn't even know if you wanted what was happening to be happening.

"She was made for us, she takes us so well."

"She's a good girl, from now on she's going to ask us for permission like the good bitch she is, right?"

You agreed, you were sure that if you did what they told you, they would not kill or torture you as you now believed they were capable of.

“Can I come?” You asked.

“No, you can’t.”

You sighed in frustration, you knew you weren't going to take long. Steve put one of his big hands on your neck, the sensations had increased, it was not long before you arrived, and you felt how the two came inside you, left and dropped you on the bed.

Bucky raised your face and saw you.

"So beautiful, although you still have a long way to pay for everything."

“Do you know what is the super-soldiers’ advantage? Steve asked.

You swallowed, you were afraid the answer you were thinking was true, so you shook your head.

"That we don't need to rest as long as someone normal, we can continue as many times as we want," he continued.

"No one is going to look for you, and as we told you if you behave well and answer our questions honestly, we don't have to punish you," Bucky stroked your breasts.

Your gaze was a mixture of terror, confusion and excitement, you hoped you could convince them that you never hurt Bucky while he was under HYDRA's control.

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