#demiboy fanboy

[bastardofodin]

Greetings and salutations.

Asks are open!!

My name is Corvos, but you can call me Hemlocke as well. I am a demiboy. I use they/he pronouns, or the neopronouns xe/xem/xyr. I am asexual/pan demiromantic/polyamorous with a heavy male lean. I am happily engaged to my wonderful non-binary partner. I'm a fictophile who is obsessed with tall, attractive, buff animated men, games or anime, I love all the big buff beauts. I'm an artist, I make animated wallpapers, I compose music, do makeup... If it's artsy, I likely have or do dabble in it. I am also autistic, and kind of weird. WEIRDNESS INBOUND!!!!! This blog will likely be full of thirst, headcanons and just general fanboying over hot men and their stupid pretty faces. You all like stuff. Here's my stuff. Oh, and please ask before DMing me at all. Unless I know you already, of course. Link to my Ao3 works... 90% of which are darker... It's an escape.

ANY BIGOTRY OF ANY KIND WILL BE BLOCKED AND REPORTED! THIS IS ABSOLUTELY AN LGBTQIA+ SAFE SPACE! I WILL NOT TOLERATE ANY SORT OF HATE SPEECH HERE!!

Side note, my page is NOT a place for minors. I am over 25 years old and frankly have no interest in interacting with anyone under the age of 21. Not saying you can't follow me, but I will say I will not follow/interact with/respond to minor individuals at all. If that bothers you, sorry but I'm really not.

[hauntingmesostunningly]

marvel headcanons pt. 2

hyperspecific headcanons for (more of) my favorite marvel characters!

!! TW: trauma , bipolar disorder , anxiety , ptsd , neurodivergence , alcohol

Valkyrie :

lesbian

they / she

addicted to monster energy drinks

hates animals and thinks pets are for the weak, but then they were gifted a black kitten named soot and soot has her wrapped around his paw.

spoils her adventure cat, soot, to the extreme

has a massive collection of vintage knives

wears black doc martens everywhere she goes

has had a girlfriend for a weirdly long amount of time and is in a very healthy, stable, and committed relationship and she doesn’t get why this seems to surprise everyone

very short but will kill you if you bring it up

top and is VERY protective over her sub

when she was on earth she tried axe throwing and got a bullseye on the first try and doesn’t get why people think its so hard.

deadlifter

can bench more than captain america, they’re gym bros and always compete to see who can lift more.

occasionally drags her girlfriend to the gym to torture her with labored breathing, sweaty biceps and tight bike shorts.

when she first went to earth and discovered target was when she found the true love of her life

Pavitr Prabhakar :

genderqueer , pansexual , polyamory

they / them

has a big crush on hobie

has adhd

is a huge extrovert but is closeted to most of their friends

wants to open a cafe as their job

has a secret passion for baking

uses humor to cover up their trauma

experiences extreme adhd burnout and will neglect spider duties for days on end when they have burnout days but is really hard on themselves for letting things get out of hand

their extended family is toxic and has a lot of issues with eachother so Pavi turned into a bit of a control freak because of their childhood trauma

is closeted to their whole family except their mom, who loves and supports them and uses their correct pronouns

has divorced parents

bipolar

chai fanatic and constantly is reworking their own unique recipe

is a massive fanboy over iron man

America Chaves :

bisexual

is best friends with Kamala Khan and has a crush on her

because of her childhood trauma from losing her moms so early, she struggles with commitment and getting close to people

chatterbox

tries pizza in every universe and is a firm believer that pineapple does belong on pizza

hops around the multiverse but usually crashes at Kamala’s house or at tonys compound

gets severe panic attacks

allergic to dogs

hardcore swiftie

hyperfixates super easily and likes to spew niche details about whatever she’s currently obsessed with to whoever she’s with

she had doctor strange claim himself as her legal guardian and file her as ‘independent study’ so she doesn’t have to go to high school.

only hangs out with other enhanced teens because she’s scared of regular teenagers

Miles Morales :

trans ftm

he/him

has a speech impediment and a lisp

close friends with peter parker (tom holland version)

often forgets that he shouldn’t bind and swing

he’s not formally out to his parents but they suspect it

has dyslexia and struggles in spanish class

obsessed with jurassic park

sometimes gets panic attacks while swinging in a binder because he can’t breathe

gwen is like a sister to him and she’s seen him cry more times than he wants to admit

he’s technically in an after school tutor group for kids with learning disabilities ever since he was diagnosed but he always skips it to go swinging

secretly works at a corner store to save up money for his top surgery and to help pay for testosterone

he hopes to be accepted into tony stark’s grant that supports trans kids and provides funding for their transitions called “the parker project”

Bucky Barnes :

demiboy + gay

has severe ptsd from his time as the winter soldier but eventually agreed under the advisement of his (many) therapists to get a ptsd service dog and is much happier with Radar at his side

is married to steve rodgers

eventually begrudgingly agreed to have 1 kid with steve (using a surrogate) and they ended up having twin girls, Sophie and Claire. and bucky admittedly loves fatherhood and would do absolutely anything for his girls.

lives in a small town in arizona with his family, away from the smelly city.

every month or so, him and his family flies out to visit the avengers at the compound

battled severe alcoholism for years prior but after the blip steve and the avengers held an intervention and sent him to rehab and he as stayed sober since

has taken up a part time position at a brewery despite being sober

Loki Laufeyson :

genderfluid + aromantic asexual

they / she / he

hates all kids except for steve and bucky’s twin daughters, sophie and claire, which she spoils rotten with presents whenever she’s in town

travels full time

shape shifts their appearance depending on the day and what their gender is feeling like that day

will kill anyone who misgenders them

will brutally critique every cafés cold brew black coffee in every town she visits

thinks anyone who doesn’t drink straight cold brew black coffee is weak

is cautious about monetary expenses but eventually caved and got a cat and now refuses to go anywhere without their cat, goldie

doesn’t let any strangers pet goldie when they’re out and about together, instead choosing to pick his precious baby up and say “if you want to pet a cat go and get your own. she’s mine” and then glare until the onlooker goes away

they love going onto wikipedia and editing thor’s page to include all the tea about his poor brothers sex and dating life and to upload horrendous photos of thor onto the page

occasionally stops by and visits Valkyrie so they can go knifing together (competing to see who can throw knives with the most accuracy)

is a january capricorn

has expensive taste and only wears name brands

[yantubby]

Togo Atatsuma Headcanons!

!! This is based off my AU where Senpai is Togo Atatsuma, and there are only three rivals !!

- He’s a bi demiboy who uses he/they!

- They like wearing baggy clothes!

- He’s a SEGA fanboy!

- They love rock music and punk aesthetics!

- His go-to weapon is a baseball bat!

- They’re antisocial, but still hangs out with the other delinquents. They’re like family to him.

- He absolutely loves candles!

- Friends: Shichiro, Taichi, Saburo, Seishiro

[starboygothick]

Introductory post cuz I never fucking use this blog

Heya! I'm Ace! I'm a trans demiboy and use he/fae pronouns.

My main, or as I call it, my everything blog, is @just-a-queer-fanboy ! Check me out if you want more chaotic antics.

BYI (before you interact):

If you aren't cringe, you aren't allowed here. /s

Please use tone indicators when necessary. Usually I can pick up on tone, but sometimes I fuck up.

I curse. A lot. Be wary if that makes you uncomfortable.

I don't control the hyperfixation. The hyperfixation controls me.

I block liberally. If you display an ounce of bigotry you're outta here.

[lovesick-students]

Shuichi Saihara

Name: Shuichi Saihara

Talent: Ultimate Detective

Gender: Transmasc Demiboy

Pronouns: He/They

Sexuality: Omniromantic Omnisexual

Personality: Typically very shy and introverted, Shuichi is known for being... overall odd. The other cast members know just how twisted and demented he truly is. Once they've sunk their claws into you, they'll never let you go. You're his until the day you die. However, that sweetness isn't a facade. Happy to be noticed, he'll follow you everywhere and do anything and everything just to watch you even doing the most menial of tasks. You'll always feel as though you're being watched, because you are. He loves to stare at the person he loves, and doesn't care if they know it's him. If they tell him to stop, he'd be devastated, and unwilling to give up such a crucial part of the relationship he's built with you in his mind. He'd "punish" himself upon angering them or facing rejection, those being depriving himself of sleep, food, or even self-harming. Not to manipulate, but because he feels like he must. He'll do anything for his beloved, even things that would harm him, and any wish they have is immediately going to be granted as soon as he humanly can. He'll listen to their every word like gospel and absolute truth, and he'll always be that same devoted fanboy, no matter what...

Relationship Status: Single

[fenartoftheserotonin]

Modeus Headcanons!

Let's begin with the soft boi, but sometimes angy, younger twin Modeus! Parts of this will apply to my fanfic Sparda's Legacy but most of it is general canon.

Modeus is very empathetic.

Modeus is more soft spoken and calm. Pretty much an introvert. But he can’t really control his anger as well as his brother.

After Sparda chose him as his successor, Modeus was gifted Sparda’s wisdom, teachings, and a fraction of his power.

Aka Modeus can use summoned swords and stuff

Modeus may have fanboyed when Sparda chose to train him and his brother

Baul liked to tease him about that.

Modeus squeaks when he is caught off guard in safe areas.

E.g. hugs from behind or someone entering the room without knocking.

Modeus specializes in combat that is more for speed and agility. He makes up the strength that his brother has for speed.

Modeus doesn’t like it when his chest is exposed, ESPECIALLY DURING TEMEN NI GRU. Mostly due to seeing Dante getting stabbed a bunch back during Temen Ni Gru. protection you know?

He has a clear aptitude to learn about magic.

He loves learning about human mythologies. His personal favorite is Norse mythology.

He finds it ironic that there is a deity named Modi and his nickname is Modi

Assuming Asmodeus exists in the DMCverse, Modeus actively avoids any mention of Asmodeus because he doesn’t want to be mistaken for Asmodeus.

Modeus, after years of figuring out who he is and finding the words to describe him while in the human world, identifies as non-binary, specifically demiboy. He feels masc but doesn’t feel it all the time. He uses he/they pronouns and will let everyone know which pronoun to use depending on how he feels. He knows demons generally don’t care for these things but this revelation is important to him.

He often wears dresses because it helps him feel pretty.

He also looks for any androgynous designs to check out.

Which is also inspired majority of his outfits 

Modeus sometimes would steal one of Dante’s magazines to look at the fashion sections to see if there is something that may interest him

Men’s fashion? Yes. Women’s fashion? Also yes. :)

Baul will-again- fist-fight anyone who insults Modeus just because he’s wearing something that makes him happy.

*okay it seems like Baul likes to throw hands for Modeus

When Baul asked what he should call Modeus, Modeus clarified that he was comfortable with Baul calling him brother.

Patty made special bracelets to show which pronouns Modeus is using currently.

Modeus likes soft things like soft beds, soft plushies, and soft blankets. Patty got him into collecting Squishmallows. (Dante stole one and Modeus got angry)

Modeus when Dante steals one of his Squishmallows: >:T

Modeus is the twin most likely to cry.

Modeus rarely gets angry but when it comes to Baul or his friends/family getting hurt by demons or humans alike, Modeus will unleash his wrath upon them

Modeus is a force to be reckoned with while he’s angry

Baul immediately blames the person who angered his soft brother.

His hair tends to puff up when he gets angry. Like a cat

He likes to try different braids. His favorite is the fishtail braid.

Patty, Lady, or Trish (or all three) will do make-up with him if he asks and if they’re at DMC.

He likes getting his nails painted and getting eyeshadows done.

Modeus has an emergency fund for Dante if they are behind on bills and such.

Dante is not allowed to touch the fund.

Baul defends said fund

Won’t hesitate to bite Dante’s hand off.

Modeus absolutely will only fight when it becomes necessary. He’s a bit of a pacifist.

Before Baul did not like that but now Baul respects his decision.

When he came to the human world, Modeus wanted to blend in with the humans because he preferred being ‘human’ over being a demon.

Some demons thought Modeus’ emotions were too ‘human’ for a demon.

After spending some years with Dante, he slowly developed more personality.

Modeus is ambidextrous

At some point, Modeus had helped Alan Lowell seal away Abigail. Which is why Sid used him in the unsealing ritual.

There are faint scars/outlines from the runes that marked his skin while he was connected to the portal. But it is very very faint.

Modeus is a tea person; jasmine tea is one of his favorites

Modeus doesn’t mind Dante’s choice in music, most of the time when it’s the louder rock music, he just tunes it out.

He tries to introduce Baul to memes but gave up when Baul took them too seriously 

He sometimes visits the park to see the Sparda-inspired statue to reminisce his mentor

He wishes to destroy the fortuna depiction of Sparda statue.

Fortuna especially annoys him

Modeus does not like being abandoned.

When Modeus was younger, he was a menace. Years later, the menace side comes out once in a blue moon.

[bearsinpotatosacks]

Dawn of a New Day

On a simple morning after the mission, Natasha mentioning going to pride causes a spiral that makes Maverick realise a few things about Goose and Carole.

Words: 3307

Demiboy Goose and Fanboy, Demigirl Carole. Fanboy uses he/they pronouns in this. Also mentions goose x slider.

Late morning had set in around the hangar. Most of the crew, both teams, were milling around either fixing things, staring at things or continuing their mario kart tournament from their last day off.

Phoenix rolled her eyes as Rooster beat Hangman for the fifth time in a row. Hangman collapsed against the sofa in mock anger, or real anger, they weren't sure. She raised her eyebrows and got up, announcing something to the group.

"Did you know San Diego Pride is next weekend?" She looked down at her phone again. "We could get the time off? I haven't been to pride in ages."

Bob, who'd managed to make himself invisible to the group again, said, "I've never been to pride," he placed his hands over his ears. "Too loud."

"We could go," she suggested. "All of us? With earplugs in."

The group pondered it, checked their calendars and began to plan. Bob seemed more up to the idea when Phoenix assured that she would stay at the sides with him for however long he wanted to. 

Mav emerged from his trailer with a fresh cup of coffee. They'd stayed up late educating him about video games. They all managed to still be up bright and early but his old bones needed a little time to recover.

"You kids have fun," he said, having overheard them.

Rooster placed down his controller and turned to Mav. He had the same look Goose would give him whenever he did something stupid. It gave him shivers.

"You're coming with us, you know that right?"

He placed down his coffee. They were all looking at him expectantly. But he didn't want to impede on their time to experience their lives. He'd had his youth and didn’t want to take up time they couldn't get back. However, that could also be his excuse for feeling apprehensive about having a family again.

"You don't want me there," he laughed.

"Yeah, we do," Phoenix said.

The room got hotter. He was never open about this kind of stuff, not with anyone but Goose, Carole, Ice and Slider. He knew he'd have to tell Penny eventually and he knew she’d be fully on board with his bisexuality. But his sentimental nature stayed true even when it came to his sexuality, the prejudice of the Navy in the eighties still clung to him like smoke.

"Even if you're just there as an ally, I've seen plenty of people there giving dad hugs to people whose parents didn't accept them," She said. "You really should come, Mav."

"What's an ally, again?"

The group laughed. Was he really that out of touch? When he was young there were two options, three at a stretch. Now there were so many words for things. He loved that, loved that people could find themselves and feel the warm embrace of validation. But he didn't even know where to start. Perhaps this was his chance.

"Someone who's not LGBT but is supportive,"

"Shouldn't that just be everyone?"

More laughter from the group. 

Hangman spoke up, "Yeah, but people don't like to hear that."

He hummed and took a sip of his coffee. Times had changed so much. He felt like a dinosaur.

"Okay, I'll go, but I'll need your educating before we do, I don't want to say the wrong thing and hurt someone,"

Their faces went soft. The group shuffled and collected around him. Their eyes bored into his head. He took a long sip of his coffee and settled his gaze between Phoenix and Rooster.

"What do you know?"

"Well, there's gay, when you like the same gender as you, there's lesbian, which is when a woman likes another woman," he stopped himself. "But I saw something about that being just not men liking women, so I'm not sure?"

No comments. That had to be a good sign.

"I know the term bisexual well, I would do, I've known I am bisexual since 1980." He looked at Rooster. "So did your parents."

He opened and closed his mouth. Mav knew Rooster had history with Hangman, and something with Phoenix. But given their long break from each other, he didn't feel it was right to ask about that department yet.

"I always knew mum liked Dolores O'Riordan from the Cranberries a little too much to just admire her singing," Rooster joked.

Mav continued, "I know that people can not identify as what they were given when they were born," he scanned the room. "And that's called transgender, right?"

Collective nods gave him a glowy feeling.

"But that's it." He added.

"Well, you know the iconic letters," Phoenix said. "But there's some things you missed."

She shuffled forward. Phoenix took the lead often. She had a calm atmosphere but was also stern when the time called for it.

She explained more terms to him, with others pitching in with their own takes or explaining more themselves. He found that Hangman was pansexual, that Halo was a lesbian, that Phoenix was asexual, and his suspicions about Rooster being bisexual were confirmed.

Mav had finished his coffee. The group lay around on the various rugs as he got his head around all the new information.

"And there's more than one gender?" 

More agreement. His head was spinning with all the new information but he wouldn't have it any other way. He saw how their faces lit up the more questions he asked, the more he understood and encouraged.

"Well, society makes man and woman so separate, it only makes sense that there's a lot of things in between," Fanboy explained. "Kind of like cheese."

Finally, their attention drew away from Maverick. Payback shuffled to Fanboy with a cocked eyebrow.

"Cheese?"

"Yeah, there's mozzarella on one end, and halloumi on the other but there's a load in between and some that aren't even between, they're their own thing and some are similar in flavour to halloumi but are also close to mozzarella in a different way, you know?"

Payback was the only one to reply, "Have I been hanging around you too much or did that make perfect sense?"

Phoenix laughed and collapsed backwards, leaning on Bob's legs, "No that does make sense."

"I would know, I think I'm the only person under the non binary spectrum here," 

"So that's what the in-between is called?"

Fanboy nodded, "Yeah, I identify as a demiboy."

"Demiboy?"

"Yeah, I only partially identify as a guy, sometimes I feel like something else entirely," his voice went quiet. "It took me a while to figure it out but I got there."

Mav tried to listen but the sound of his pounding heart filled his ears. Everything went distant as he was transported thirty-seven years into the past. His head began to swim. They all sounded far away.

"Mav?" 

It was Rooster. He looked at him and saw Goose. His voice was so similar.

"Mav? You okay?"

He took a few deep breaths. They all looked so concerned.

"I didn't know there was a word for it," he mumbled.

Rooster approached him slowly, laying a hand on his shoulder with care, "Did we help you figure something out?"

He shook his head. He met Rooster's eyes but all he could see was Goose. Goose's quivering lip and tears, his uncomfort when Admirals told him to man up or at the culture of hyper-masculinity he was surrounded by at all times, the comfort he found in Carole's arms.

"Not me, your dad."

Rooster stepped back a few steps. His concern changed to shock. Should he be telling him this at all?

"There wasn't a word for it back then, I mean, we felt rare for all being bisexual," he looked at his lap. "I had some bad experiences just because of that, girls not wanting to be with me because I'd been with guys, guys not wanting to be with me because I'd been with girls,"

"But your dad, well apart from admitting he had a thing with Slider back in high school-"

Rooster was even more shocked. Someone spat out their drink, it was Bob.

"Wasn't he Admiral Kazansky's backseater?" Bob exclaimed.

"Uncle Slider?"

Mav scratched the back of his head. He seemed to be admitting too many things for one conversation.

"They both ran track in high school, both had their sights on being Naval Aviators, I think at one point he planned to be Slider's RIO, before they both became RIOs themselves." He decided to just admit everything, Bradley always wanted to know his dad, this was part of him. "They were horny teenagers in southern America in the seventies, they didn't have a lot of options and wanted to explore things."

He gulped, probably needing another coffee, or something stronger.

"Anyway, your dad had his own struggles he was dealing with," he then added. "Your mum too."

Rooster mouthed the words 'my mum' as Mav carried on. He sat down next to the sofa. They were all looking up at him like children wanting a story.

"I should do this properly, give me a second,"

He hurried off to where he kept all his memorabilia of the past. Deep in a box somewhere was a polaroid he was looking to find. And after a few minutes, he found it. 

Returning to his seat, he stroked their young faces. Carole wore one of Mav’s white t-shirts, his aviation jacket and sunglasses with his cocky grin on her face. Mav wore one of Goose's obnoxiously bright shirts with a fake moustache to boot. And Goose wore a red floral, strappy dress with white tennis shoes on, holding Bradley in a pumpkin outfit close to his chest. 

"It was Halloween, 1982, you were almost 4 months old," he said, looking at Bradley. "We managed to get the time off to visit your mum in Texas and decided to take you trick or treating, although with you still being breastfed, I don't know how much of the candy you could’ve actually eaten."

A laugh rippled through the small crowd.

"And we decided to go as each other, Carole was me, I was Goose, and Goose was your mother," 

He gave him the polaroid. For a moment, he took in his expression as he gazed at the faces he'd probably started to forget, he had and he hated it.

"Of course you were in the obligatory baby pumpkin outfit,"

Hangman snatched the photo from him, "Wow, you really pulled off that pumpkin well, Rooster, you still got it?"

Rooster gave him a deadpan laugh and yanked the photo out of his hand. He handed it to the rest of the group and looked at Mav to carry on.

"Anyway, your dad got some comments, with it being Texas in the eighties, people gave him looks and told him he was a guy and shouldn't be wearing a dress, of course he just said back that he wasn’t a guy," he gazed into the middle distance. "I guess I should've known it wasn't just a joke."

Bob handed the picture back to him. He looked back at Goose. There was a look of satisfaction on his face, like he was happy to have an excuse not to behave like the macho guy the Navy expected him to be. He should've realised sooner. So many what ifs.

"Then, a few days later, Goose had gone for a shower but it had been way too long, so Carole and I went to check up on him." He clutched the wrinkled photo tighter in his hand. "He'd been acting off for a few days, he almost didn't go to church, which he never did"

"And we walk in and he's holding the same dress he wore for Halloween in front of him, when he saw us he immediately dropped it like it was on fire, looked like we'd caught him with a dead body or something,"

He remembered the look of absolute shock on his face. Guilt flushed high on his cheeks. He hadn't been able to meet their eyes nor look at himself in the mirror.

"Carole made some joke, something like 'Halloween ended a few days ago', but immediately took it back when she saw how heartbroken he looked. She asked him what was wrong, comforting him and encouraging him to tell us but it was like there was a mental block stopping him,"

He could see how Carole caressed his arms and face now. Their love was so strong. It always broke his heart to think about.

"He started apologising, said it wouldn't happen again and that we should all forget about it but we both insisted he talk about it," he said. "We made sure he knew we weren't judging or hated him, we just wanted to understand"

"So he started to cry as he talked about how he realised he sometimes didn't feel like a guy but didn't want to be a woman either. He always put it down to growing up in the seventies where men had thick chest hair and low buttoned shirts and were really sexual when he had pale blond hair all over and liked his shirts buttoned up a lot more than all the big heart throbs did."

Fanboy had shuffled closer now. His eyes glimmered with understanding. They looked entranced by Goose's story, his face glowing but also slightly sad in a way that could only come from feeling the same feelings as Goose had.

"And then when that didn’t work, he said he explained it to himself as navy guys being all defined abs, strong jaws, high cheekbones, you were expected to be thick with muscle and have so much testosterone they could smell it on you,"

He scanned the room. How times had changed. Yes, most of them were muscular but there was less of a stigma now. And when his eyes landed on Phoenix, he smiled.

"But he met me, and Cougar and Merlin and so many others that also didn't fit the mold and he sorta ran out of excuses," 

That Halloween had been magical. They had a home together, at last, and were getting to do normal things together. It meant so much to Maverick. He couldn’t put it into words but those days with Goose and Carole had made him know what a home felt like. 

"We asked him what he meant, what he felt like if it wasn't just him being insecure with his masculinity," he looked at Fanboy again. "He said that some days he felt like a guy, but others he just didn't. He didn't feel strong or cold or durable or protective enough to be a guy."

Fanboy nodded, "I get what he was on about, sometimes things just feel soupy, like one day you're solid like ice, but there are days when you feel like water when everyone's telling you that there's only ice and water vapour, but there's no one there to explain it to."

Maverick smiled at him. He often wished Goose was here with him, even as a ghost. Because he knew he'd have that wonderful smile of his on his face upon hearing that what he felt was real.

"That does sound like what he was trying to say," he said. "By this point, things had calmed down, Goose felt a little bit less like talking down an anxious dog and more like having a normal conversation again.".

He closed his eyes, "If I remember correctly we'd sat down by this point, he was telling us how there were some days when naval life really grated on him. Every time he got told to man up or that he wasn’t manly enough or got called a pussy for not being hyper-masculine like he was expected to made him want to be sick and tear his skin off." He sighed. "I don't know how he survived it sometimes."

He opened his eyes again and turned his gaze to Carole. 

"Then your mum decided to surprise us too."

Rooster's face had settled into shock, he must have appreciated him mentioning it before. He didn't know how much he knew about his parents, how close he felt or how much he missed them. They'd fallen so out of touch that he sometimes felt that he didn't know him at all.

"She went all shy and bashful and started talking about how she felt the same but in terms of being a woman, how even when she was pregnant with you-" he met eyes with Rooster again. "She didn't feel entirely like a woman, she just didn't think about it a lot, thought it was insecurities but hearing what Goose said made her realise that she wasn't just kidding herself."

He could see Carole in Rooster's face. He may look like his dad but he behaved in a weird combination of himself and his mum. When he was irritated, his nose scrunched like hers. His eyes glimmered with her sparkle, he saw her in his smile and could feel her ghost in his hugs. She’d raised him so well.

"But from there, we were stumped, we had no idea if there was a word for what they were feeling." He gestured vaguely outwards. "I think they were just glad to know they weren't making it up."

Just as Fanboy went to speak up, Mav thought of something else from that night. He felt sick when he realised his memories were fading. He was glad that Goose and Carole took so many photos when they were alive.

"But then Goose says that the only way he could put it into words was 'I feel more goose than guy', so that's what we went with, more goose than guy, more goose than gal," he said.

His smile returned, "I know it sounds stupid but it worked, because Goose couldn't be open about those feelings ok deployments and Carole knew the dangers living in Texas brought."

The group laughed too. He looked at Fanboy again. They were the only one with the same heartbroken understanding that Carole had when Goose opened up about his feelings to her. Maverick always tried to but knew he couldn't understand the intricacies of gender that they had.

"Well, it sounds like Carole was a demigirl," Fanboy said. "But you can't really say because-"

"We can't ask them."

The mood soured again. Maverick sighed. There was so much he wanted Goose and Carole to know about. 

"But they'd be happy to know it’s a thing," he mulled. "I'll have to tell them next time I'm in Texas."

He bowed his head. The others rustled around him. The conversation felt over, it had been harder than he thought it would be, but Fanboy spoke up again.

"Well, there's been non binary people for centuries," he shifted his gaze between Rooster and Maverick. "They're not alone, never were."

Rooster breathed a thank you. His eyes were full of tears.

"They would've liked you," Maverick said to Fanboy.

He scanned the room, noticing their forlorn faces, "They would've liked all of you."

He held back a sob. In moments like this, not the quiet ones in the middle of the night, but the warm ones, he truly felt the ache of their loss. He could live without them, he’d had to, but he still wanted them back. Sometimes he wished he could see ghosts.

Snapping out of his trance, he noticed Rooster approaching him. He jiggled him by the shoulder.

"Come on, old man, enough sadness," he let himself be pulled to the sofa. "You're playing against me in this mario kart tournament."

Maverick chuckled and dropped the pictures he held in his hand. Yet, Goose and Carole's faces stayed eternally happy. Both happy in the comfort of truly being able to express who they were.

I've had this idea for a while and am so glad to get it finished. I hope I portrayed demigenders right, I did do some research beforehand but am not a demigender. I really liked the line "clung to him like smoke". I hope you enjoyed this!

[whereiswere]

Personal Fnaf Headcanons:

FNAF 1:

Freddy: Male, Optimistic but slightly manipulative, probably bi

Bonnie: Male or Nonbianary, Slightly depressed and probably Freddy’s main target for manipulation, either gay or bi

Chica: Female or Nonbianary, maybe Demigirl, Optimistic but hates baking and dislikes pizza, most likely lesbian

Foxy: Male, Wants attention, attention hog, acts like a dog sometimes, gay or bi

Golden Freddy: Male or Nonbinary, Depressed and hates everyone, Freddy constantly seeks his approval and he hates it, aro/ace

FNAF 2:

Toy Freddy: Male or Demiboy, A little nervous but happy all the same, afraid of Withered Freddy, gay for days

Toy Bonnie: Male or Demiboy, Loves music and thinks Withered Bonnie is cool, totally gay

Toy Chica: Transmale, Hates his body, most of the time wants to slap fanboys, wants everyone to feel happy despite all this, loves cake, hates pizza, bi

Toy Foxy/Mangle: Genderfluid or Male, Working on his self confidence, loves hugs, annoyance to others, rather dislikes Withered Foxy, pan probably

Balloon Boy: Male or Demiboy, Actually only an annoyance to Nightguards, everybody else love him, a bit over confident, either aro/ace or gay/ace

Marrionette: Male or Nonbianary, Loves music, don’t disrupt their lullaby, prize counter boss, judges everyone silently, either aro/ace or bi

Withered Freddy: Male or Nonbianary, Thinks his toy version is adorable, actually thinks everyone is adorable, just wants a hug, either straight or bi

Withered Bonnie: Male, Loves singing and music, shuts himself off from most others, gay but maybe demi

Withered Chica: Female probably, One of the only Chicas who actually likes food and cooking, tries to be optimistic, thinks Toy Chica is stupid and needs to like pizza and actually do his dang job for once, lesbian or bi

Withered Foxy: Male or Demigirl, Thinks very lowly of himself and is really depressing, always goes on and on about the ‘good days’, annoyance to pretty much everybody, either straight or bi

FNAF 3:

Springtrap: Male, Hates that he is the host to William, Talks to the phantoms a lot, sometimes talks to himself too, gay or bi

--Phantoms came to be of the rage felt by the ghost children at William being active again, they all came to life at different times, with P.Freddy being the last to form

Phantom Freddy: Nonbianary, Male, or Demigirl, disliked Springtrap at first but actually kind of likes him now, probably straight

Phantom Chica: Nonbianary or Demigirl, thinks everybody is cool, wants to make everyone happy, rather shut off from the others, bi

Phantom Foxy: Nonbianary, Wishes that they could be of more help to stopping William, one of the first to realize that Springtrap also hated William and become his friend, aro/ace most likely

Phantom Balloon Boy: Male, Hates pretty much everyone, actually an annoyance to the others, strangely befriends the nightguard, aro/ace

Phantom Marionette: Demiboy or Nonbianary, Actually one of the last to come to existence, one of Springtrap’s best friends, has imaginary friends and acts like a child, aro/ace

Phantom Mangle: Genderfluid or Demigirl, One of the first ones to form, dislikes Springtrap but tolerates him, lesbian

FNAF 4:

--The nightmares were created by William to track down his children along with targets, their main focus was on Michael

Nightmare Freddy: Male, Acts like a father to the Freddles, probably actually is their father, is hostile towards the other nightmares, gay

Freddles: Multiple, N.Freddy’s children, act like such

Nightmare Bonnie: Demigirl, Genderfluid, or Nonbianary, Is the most aggressive, despite that they pretty much adopted Nightmare Balloon Boy, either aro/ace or bi

Nightmare Chica: Female, Makes Michael sandwiches for lunch and jumpscares him whenever he refuses to take them, the most jumpy of the Nightmares, bi or gay

Nightmare Foxy: Female or Demigirl, The first to rebel against William, loves enclosed spaces like the closet, She likes to watch TV, gay

Nightmare Fredbear: Male, created by William just to spite Michael’s love of Fredbear, actually helped the others rebel, became pretty much a true father to Michael, aro/ace or bi/ace

Nightmare: Male or Nonbianary, The last to rebel, but became pretty much the best father to Michael, easily annoyed, aro/ace or gay/ace

Nightmarionette: Male, Is a bit short, hates people commenting on it, quick learner, scary dad but fun dad, gay all the way

Plushtrap: Nonbianary or Male, small but will fight you, rude and sassy, pretty much Michael’s older brother, talks to the other stuffed animal and thinks that they’re alive too, bi/ace

Nightmare Balloon Boy: Male or Demiboy, loves teeth, has a small crush on Plushtrap, anyone who defies him gets bite, can’t bite very hard, gay/ace

Nightmare Mangle: Genderfluid or Demigirl, The weird mom, also the ‘can I speak to your manager’ type of parental unit, has the best understanding of human culture things, lesbian

FNAF SL:

Baby: Demigirl, the mom friend, a demon to her enemies, brags about ripping out Michael’s organs, very smart, gay

Ballora: Female or Nonbianary, Eyelids don’t work and it annoys her, rather aggressive, will kick anyone in the nuts, gay

Bitybab: Multiple, Baby’s main minions, will steal your kneecaps

Minirina: Multiple, Ballora’s adoptive children, won’t attack very often but will steal your snacks

Funtime Freddy: Male, Loves to party, clumsy, rather unintelligent, aro/ace, gay, or bi

Funtime Foxy: Genderfluid, Will stab a bitch for no reason, follows others blindly, rather unintelligent, bi

Bon Bon: Female, Loves her wife, F.Freddy is her son, very math smart, gay

Bonnet: Female, Loves her wife, F.Freddy is her son, very social smart, bi

Ennard: Nonbianary or Male, makes vore jokes, lives with Michael, intimidated by the nightmares, aro/ace or gay/ace

Funtime Chica: Female, loves attention, claims to be using others but wants to be their friend, gay

Lolbit: Female, steals stuff and sells it back to their owners, a bit of a hoarder, loves money above all else, aro/ace

FNAF PS:

Rockstar Freddy: Nonbianary or Female, will throw a mic at anyone who talks during their performance, bi

Rockstar Bonnie: Male or Demiboy, Embarrassed by the other rockstars, likes to hang out with the salvages, gay

Rockstar Chica: Genderfluid, Likes pizza but likes tacos better, will bite, lesbian

Rockstar Foxy: Male or Nonbianary, Loves music, loves animals, won’t bite, gay

Lefty: Male or Nonbianary, doesn’t talk much, has a small crush on anyone with even a small resemblance to a bear, pan

Molten Freddy: Male, loves climbing on the walls and ceilings, partially deaf, aro/ace

Scraptrap: Male, Springtrap but William has almost total control, Scraptrap tries to talk to the Phantoms whenever he can, gay or bi

Scrap Baby: Demigirl, has no friends to be the mom friend to, barely talks to the other salvages, focused on making everyone’s life a living hell, gay

Nedd Bear: Male, doesn’t talk much, dislikes the Freddys, straight or bi

Happy Frog: Female, talks a lot, especially to Nedd, straight or bi

Mister Hippo: Male, talks way too much, husband to Orville, annoys most everyone, gay

Orville: Male, only talks a tiny bit, talks mostly to his husband, gay

Music Man: Male or Demiboy, very loud, doesn’t talk a lot actually, partially deaf, bi

El Chip: Demiboy, the best cook ever, outclasses the Chicas, very overconfident, bi

Candy Cadet: Nonbianary, a troll, tells you they’ll do things but they never do, aro/ace

Pigpatch: Male or Demiboy, steals other’s eyes, hoarder of the odd, somewhat formal, aro/ace or bi

Helpy: Male, very helpful, despite that will indeed stab a bitch, insults others rarely but is amazing at insults, aro/ace or gay/ace

Security Puppet: Male, loves people too much, interested in humans, has a collection of random things, gay

Glitchtrap: Male, William’s fursona, actually a different being than William but shares his ideas and murderous tendency, merged with Vanny, aro/ace or straight/ace

Humans:

William Afton: Male, a bitch, that’s all you need to know, straight

Henry Emily: Male, a pure cinnamon roll, probably has autism, fidgets a lot, bi

Michael Afton: Male, also a pure cinnamon roll, honestly just wants this all to stop, adopted by the nightmares and then adopted by the funtimes and then adopted by the rockstars, has way too many parents but at the same time not enough, crying child, gay for days

Elizabeth Afton: Female or Genderfluid, died too early to tell, haunts Baby but is a bit disturbed by her actions, aro/ace

Older Brother Afton: Male or Bigender, regrets almost killing Michael, almost killed by the nightmares, fear of robots, straight or bi

Mike Schmidt((Michael Afton)): Just Michael but with his mother’s maiden name, if not then

Mike Schmidt: Bigender or Demiboy, stubborn as all hell, was one of the masked bullies to Michael, demi gay

Jeremy Fitzgerald: Male or Nonbianary, just wants the fucking pay check, befriended the toys and was then adopted by them and the withereds, has no clue what’s going on, demi

Fritz Smith((Older Brother Afton)): OB but married a woman and changed his last name to hers, if not then

Fritz Smith: Male, one of the masked bully’s older brother, long hair probably, absolutely fabulous, straight or bi

Frightguard: Transfemale, raising money for her transitioning surgery, determined and has punched Springtrap more than once, bi ((Don’t have a name for her yet))

Phone Guy: Male, nervous, pure cinnamon roll, maybe Henry’s nephew, gay demi

Phone Dude: Male, over confidant, Frightguard’s best friend, thinks that she’s joking until he somehow befriends P.BB, actually the one to give the phantoms different names, straight or bi

Vanny//Ness: Female, didn’t want to join William at all, accidentally merged or whatever with Glitchtrap, can’t escape from his grasp, gay as fuck

Tape Girl: Female, nerdy lesbian book lover, she attacks when frightened, wants to save Vanny, lesbian

[alexanndrite]

Sanders Sides Teen Struggles AU?

YES-

Virgil Jackson is a “flower of the universe” gay demiboy (he has flowers growing out of him that represent how he feels at that moment; flowers grow quicker when he sings; he’s prone to Hanahanki) (I made this up)

Dee (Dylan Jackson) is his adoptive aspec part snake bro that can literally see souls

Their parents are Dot and Larry (cuz I said so)

Patton and Roman are biological werewolf bi disaster siblings

Logan is a demi-ro wizard (again, cuz I said so-)

Remy is Virge’s adopted kid. Emile is Patton and Logan’s.

Let me explain (Studios):

When a child is unwanted by their parent(s), they are given another parent(s). Their “destined” parent(s). When its one parent, they have one string around their wrist corresponding to their parent’s soul. When they have two or more destined parents (that arent already togther), they have multiple ‘strings’ that are seperated. When said parents get together, the strings fuse and are now one string that shows the parents’ soul colors fading into one another.

Oki.

Dee does parkour, music and dance. Same with Virgil, but he also does singing. Roman does acting and dance. Patton plain performs and Logan plays classical.

I’ll finish this later, im tired-

Im bacc- Alright. Virge and Dee hang out in the same park as Ro, Lo and Patt, but they dont know. How they find out? One day, someone starts playing P!ATD songs. Dee and Virge obviously are fanboying and wanna perform but hold back. Until.... THE DEATH OF A BACHELOR~ (album) Again, they hold back. Then Victorious plays. No more context is needed. Patt also decides to join in. Lo lets it happen and ends up being a gay disaster along with Ro. After that, Dee goes home while Virge goes to pick up Remy from the daycare. Turns out, Ro went to go pick up Emile for Patt at the same daycare!! They have a gay bonding moment and exchange numbers. They bond a lot more after that and eventually had a play date/sleepover with everyone else. Emile is already asleep, but Remy wants a lullaby from his dad. It also happens that Ro had to use the restroom and overheard. Virge complies and damn, if Ro didnt already like him, he definitely was in love now. Once Virge wraps up, the following insues (I cant write): "That was...beautiful, Virgil." He whispers. Virgil squeaks a little in surprise and turns around to see the fanciful jock in the door frame. He lets out a slight sigh of relief. "Roman! I could've woken Rem up!" He whisper-yelled. "Sorry! Not my fault my bladder decided to run the waterworks." Virgil laughs and puts Remy in his crib. "Welp, sorry you had to hear that." A sad smile appears on his face. Roman is confused and worried. Did Virgil really think that? "What do you mean? Virgil, that was lovely!" Virgil, still not convinced, shakes his head. Roman narrows his eyes. "Virgil. Do you think I'm lying?" Said stormcloud looked down in shame. He heard footsteps approaching him and felt a hand tilt his head up. The emomade eye contact with the other and blushed once he saw how close him and Roman really were. It only grew when said teen wrapped his arm around his waist and pulled him closer. "Why would I lie about the truth?"