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NO BODY, NO CRIME | TIM ROCKFORD

No Body, No Crime | Tim Rockford x Fem!Reader

Summary: You investigate a series of murders and the disappearance of your friend, Este. Suspecting Este's husband, Adam, you take matters into your own hands, orchestrating a scheme to frame him for the crimes as you hide the truth from your boyfriend-Detective Tim Rockford.

Paring: Det. Tim Rockford x Profiler Fem!Reader

Warnings: Violence, Crime Stuff, Angst, FLUFF, Kissing, Established Relationship, Swearing, PTSD, Depression, Anxiety, Crying, Suggestive content, Flirting, Flattery, Blood, Character Deaths, Awkward, Plot Holes,

Word Count: 1.3k

A/N: This is for @beskarandblasters drabble challenge! Thanks for letting me participate in the Taylor Swift Drabble Challenge, I had so much fun writing this. I’ve never written for Tim Rockford before, so I hope I did him some justice.

Song: no body, no crime by Taylor Swift (feat. HAIM)

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WILLOW’S CREEK – EVENING

The faint drone of the TV news reporting a surge in local murders filled the room, but you quickly drowned it out, lowering the volume. Seated on your couch, legs tucked in, you and Este cradled glasses of wine. "You look like you’ve been losin' sleep," you observed, noting Este's tired eyes and lack of color in her complexion.

Este sighed heavily, her voice tinged with frustration. "My husband's actin' different, and it smells like infidelity," she confessed. "That ain't my Merlot on his mouth. That ain't my jewelry on our joint account. No, there ain't no doubt, I think I'm gonna call him out."

Concern furrowed your brow as Este voiced her suspicions. "I think he did it, but I just can't prove it," she added, her words heavy with uncertainty.

At the station, you found yourself immersed in a case alongside Detective Tim Rockford, the FBI had sent you, a profiler to collaborate with him to work on the case. Together, you were tackling the investigation into a chilling serial killer plaguing the area.

"All similar-looking... died the same way too," you remarked, studying the evidence on the board. Tim nodded grimly. "I reckon the unsub might strike again soon."

A shiver ran down your spine as you surveyed the photos of the victims, their hauntingly familiar faces unsettling you to your core.

"You alright there, sweetheart?" Tim's voice broke through your thoughts as he approached, wrapping an arm around your waist. Weary, you leaned into his embrace, finding solace in his warmth.

He pressed a gentle kiss to your temple, his concern evident. "Is it about the case or somethin’ else?" he inquired softly.

Meeting his gaze, filled with understanding, you began, "Remember when Este came over last Tuesday?"

Tim nodded, a knowing look in his eyes. "Had your girl talk?"

You affirmed with a nod. "Este suspects that her husband is cheating on her."

Tim let out a low whistle. "Shit."

"Yeah," you agreed, worry etched in your features. “I might message her later, try and meet up with her at an Olive Garden next week on Tuesday or something.”

Tim nods, “I can drop you off.”

“You don’t have—” He cuts you off before you can finish, “I’ll drop you off, sweet girl. I know how stressed you get when you drive.”

You grumble with a small pout, “Some people shouldn’t have a license.”

He plants a kiss on your cheek before gently turning you to face him, his lips meeting yours in a tender embrace. "Let’s go home, darlin’, and we’ll tackle all of this in the mornin’," he murmurs softly.

Friday, 8:34 PM

You: Olive Garden next week, Tuesday?

Este: Sure, see you soon!

Tuesday, 7:38 PM

You: Hey, got us a table. Let me know if you’re on the way! <3

8:34 PM

You: Are you running a little late?

WILLOW’S CREEK – THURSDAY, MORNING

Este was nowhere to be found—neither at Olive Garden nor at her workplace.

You're on the phone, dialing Este's number for what feels like the hundredth time, only to be met with silence. Suddenly, Este's husband, Adam, strides into the station to report her disappearance to the sergeant.

Fury bubbles up inside you, and you're on the verge of lunging at him when Tim intervenes. His arms encircle your waist, guiding you away from Adam and into a nearby conference room. With a gentle touch, he pulls you close, kissing you until the world spins a little less wildly, calming your frayed nerves.

"He did it, Tim. I know it. All the murders, Este missing, it’s him. He did it," you whispered, your voice trembling, as Tim held you close, his arms a comforting shield.

"What do you mean?" Tim inquired, his brow furrowing in concern.

"All the women, they were surrogates for Adam to perfect his crime. To get rid of Este. And I noticed when I passed his house, his truck has got some brand new tires," you explained, determination shining in your eyes despite the fear gnawing at your insides.

"Let’s get to diggin’ then, darlin’," Tim declared, pressing a reassuring kiss to your temple as you swallowed down your nerves. You knew facing Adam would be dangerous, but you were willing to risk it for justice.

"His mistress moved in, sleeps in Este's bed and everything. No, there ain't no doubt. We gotta catch him," Tim remarked grimly as you both surveyed the evidence board, the weight of the unsolved case heavy on your shoulders.

Weeks had passed, and still, you hadn't found a body.

"No body means there’s no crime," you murmured, your voice tinged with frustration. "We need reasonable cause to detain him, evidence to bring before a judge. Without a body, he can't be tried for murder."

"I think he did it, but I just can't prove it," you admitted quietly, your words echoing the frustration of your fruitless search.

Another week slipped by, and as Tim slept soundly beside you, you meticulously planned your next move. With wide eyes and clenched teeth, you gazed up at the ceiling, every detail of your scheme playing out in your mind.

Thank the stars your daddy insisted on that boating license when you were just fifteen. And all those years cleaning houses? They taught you exactly how to cover up a scene. Then there's Este's sister, willing to swear she spent the night with you for a girl's night. And let's not forget the icing on the cake—the mistress and her hefty life insurance policy.

With a smirk, you loaded the boat with the evidence of your carefully crafted plan. After all, taking out a life insurance policy shortly before someone's demise raises more than a few eyebrows. It's a motive so strong, it practically screams guilt. And that policy? It's as circumstantial as it gets, proof that the suspect knew the end was near.

THE STATE COURT

WILLOW’S CREEK – AFTERNOON

You sat beside Tim as the trial reached its climax. Despite the defense's best efforts, they couldn't shake the suspicion surrounding you. But proving it? That was a different story altogether.

As the jury delivered their verdict, condemning her to a lifetime behind bars, you stood outside the courthouse, watching the chaos unfold. Cameras flashed, reporters clamored for a statement, but you remained composed, a smug smirk playing at your lips. Tim stood steadfast by your side, his arm draped protectively around your waist, a silent testament to his unwavering loyalty.

Then she saw you, desperation flashing in her eyes as she lunged forward, restrained by the police. "You did this! It was you!" she screamed, her accusations falling on deaf ears.

Arms folded across your chest, you merely smirked as she was ushered into a patrol car. She may believe you're guilty, but without proof, her words were nothing but empty threats.

Tim pressed a tender kiss to your forehead, and you leaned into his embrace, knowing that together, you were untouchable.

#tim rockford x reader #tim rockford x you #tim rockford fanfiction #pedro pascal characters #pedro pascal fanfic #tim rockford xfem!reader #tim rockford #taylor swift

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mishasminion360 · 1 year

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Det. Tim Rockford undercover as the world’s most intellectual Chippendale’s dancer.

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katareyoudrilling · 7 months

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Hi Kat!

Just a Monday thought over here. Do you ever think about adding any other characters to the vasectomy kink list? Like maybe… Det. Tim Rockford?

Have a great day 💜

I do!!

I think about it quite a lot actually. I would love to have every character put their spin on it. I just need the right inspiration.

I hadn’t considered Tim Rockford yet and now the wheels are turning…

Thank you so much for asking!

#answered asks #vasectomy kink

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ktwritesstuff · 7 months

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Dig Too Deep (a merge mansion inspired tale of intrigue)

Title: Dig Too Deep Fandom: Merge Mansion Rating: Explicit Characters & Pairings: Det. Tim Rockford x Maddie!reader Word Count: ~2,000 Summary: When you find yourself under suspicion of murder, you do what you have to do to protect your family.

Content Notes: tw for dubious consent situations and some @beefrobeefcal inspired bingeing (if I can rally myself for a part 2, it'll get more intense X_X)

Dig Too Deep

You watched intently as the detective stabbed his fork into the pie, scooping flaky pastry, seasoned meat and vegetables into his mouth, making lewd, satisfied sounds as he chewed and swallowed. The cheap fabric of his white shirt was already stretched tight across his broad chest and with every bite the buttons seemed to squeal with the effort of containing him.

“This is incredible,” he said, wiping his still full mouth with a napkin. “I don’t think I’ve ever had lamb like this before.”

You were seated at the small kitchen table beside him, clutching a mug of herbal tea that had long-since gone cold. It was a little past noon when Detective Tim Rockford had arrived at your doorstep and your Grandma Ursula had just put a pie into the oven. But of course it would have been rude to let the detective go hungry once the delicious smell filling the house prompted him to admit he had been living on diner coffee and takeout. So you had warmed up the shepherd’s pie for him and sat down at the kitchen table to discuss Roddy’s disappearance.

“It’s an old family recipe,” your grandmother replied with a tight smile. “Just took the blue ribbon at the Hopwell Bay Faire. Maddie grows the vegetables herself, you know.”

“Is that so?” The detective turned to you.

You tried to appear as relaxed as possible, given that there was a real detective from the city sitting at your kitchen table, even as you tried to parse his every move. People only ate when they felt comfortable. Certainly if he suspected you of murder he would not be tucking in to his second piece of pie in your grandmother’s cottage. Then again, he was a homicide detective. Perhaps he was accustomed to staring down murderers without losing his appetite. There was certainly a hungry look in his eye as he fixed his gaze on you.

Detective Rockford scooped the last crumbs from the plate into his mouth and finished the glass of milk your grandmother had set down in front of him in a few large gulps. He leaned back in his chair, legs spreading to accommodate his swollen paunch.

“More?” your grandmother asked. The uninitiated likely would have missed the annoyance in her tone.

“Thank you,” the detective shook his head, rubbing his belly contentedly. “I couldn’t eat another bite. And I shouldn’t take up any more of your time.”

Detective Rockford sat up straight, adjusting the waistband of his pants and retrieved a small notebook from his pocket.

“I had just a few more questions if you don’t mind.” Despite his obvious over-indulgence, you could have sworn there was something hungry, almost predatory, about the way he looked at you. “You said Mr. Took left here around 11?”

“Yes,” you nodded. “11 or 11:30.”

“You see,” Detective Rockford rubbed his chin. “According to the city planner’s office, he never arrived for his next meeting. So you may very well be the last person to have seen him alive.”

The detective looked up from his notes to stare across the table at you with his keen, dark eyes. “Besides the murderer, that is.”

You reached for your throat out of nervous habit, fingertips grazing your bare collarbones. You struggled to keep your face neutral as a knot of panic caught in your chest.

“That’s just awful,” you said, moving your hands to stroke your arms through your wooly sweater. “It’s all so awful. You really think he was killed? You said you found his truck. How can you be sure?”

“Blood,” the detective said, matter-of-factly. “The amount of blood and the pattern of the splatter was, well, contra-indicative for survival.”

You grimaced and covered your mouth.

“To think they can tell all that after pulling the car out of the water,” your grandmother said. “Technology today, it’s really astounding.”

You watched in horror as Detective Rockford fixed his gaze on Ursula. His eyes narrowed as he crossed his arms over his chest. It was like a slow-motion trainwreck you were powerless to stop.

“Where did you hear the car was underwater?”

“Oh, I just assumed,” your grandmother said, removing a hot apple pie from the oven without missing a beat. “Our neighbor Julius mentioned seeing a crane pulling a truck out of the reservoir. If it's meant to be a secret I won’t mention it to anyone else, but I’m afraid news travels fast in a small town.”

Detective Rockford looked unconvinced, but he returned his attention to his notes without further comment.

“Now Maddie,” he said. “You understand it’s very important you tell me exactly what happened. Just as you remember it.”

“Like I said,” you repeated. “It was nothing remarkable. I met Roddy up at the Big House, Bouton Manor, that is, at 9 in the morning. We did our walkthrough and he gave me a list of everything we still need for the permits. He drove me back to the cottage and I haven’t seen him since.”

You watched him writing in his notebook. He had large hands. Worn and marked by a web of thick veins. You imagined–despite yourself– what it would feel like, having those big hands searching the curves of your body, roughly twisting your wrists behind your back, bending you over the kitchen table.

“You didn’t notice anything unusual? No indication of where he was headed next?”

“No, I’m sorry,” you said, snapping out of your reverie. “I know that isn’t very helpful. I just can’t believe he’s gone. He was such a sweet man. Who would want to hurt him?”

“Who indeed?” Ursula added. “There are too many sick people in the world these days. Of course you hear about these things happening in the city. I just never thought it could happen here.”

“If you think of anything else,” Detective Rockford took a business card from his pocket and slid it across the table to you. “I’m staying at the Motor Lodge on Church Street–”

“Of course,” you said, accepting the card.

“If that’s all, Detective,” your grandmother said, beckoning him toward the door with a polite grimace.

“Now that you mention it,” the detective said, adjusting his tie as he rose from the table. “I sure would love a slice of that apple pie for the road.”

You closed the door behind him, watching through the window as the car pulled out of the drive.

“You said too much,” you warned, practically throwing the detective’s plate into the sink.

“And you barely said anything at all!” Your grandmother shook her head, wrapping what remained of the apple pie and placing it in the ice box. “No wonder he was suspicious, the way you were shaking like a leaf.”

“A man is dead, Grandma,” you said, sinking back into the chair at the kitchen table. “You saw how he looked at me; he thinks we have something to do with this! Maybe we do need a lawyer–”

“Nonsense,” your grandmother said. “A lawyer would only make you look more suspicious!”

“You watch too many cop shows, grandma,” you rolled your eyes, holding your head in your hands.

“And you listen to too many podcasts.” Grandma Ursula placed her hands on your shoulders comfortingly. “You did nothing wrong. You have nothing to feel guilty about. Try not to worry so much.”

But you couldn’t stop worrying. If the police were sure Roddy was dead, having only recovered the car, there was no telling what other evidence they had. There had to be something you could do, some way to win the detective over.

You went to the Motor Lodge with a basket of Ursula’s cinnamon rolls. You knew Becky would be working the desk and she was more than happy to gossip about the detective in room three–keeping odd hours, ordering late-night takeout, and leaving messes for housekeeping.

You knocked on the door; it took him so long to answer you thought he might be out. The door swung open and the detective looked you over, leaning against the door frame. His jacket was off, exposing his shoulder holster and the service weapon tucked under his left arm, his tie was loose and the first two buttons of his shirt were undone.

“There’s something I didn’t tell you,” you said.

“You’re damn right there is,” the detective said.

“Can I come in?” you said.

“Why? So you can lie to me some more?” the detective said. “In fact, maybe you should get a lawyer–a real one–not that Julius character.”

You held the basket out in front of you as a peace offering. The detective looked it over, lifting the cloth napkin and nodding appraisingly at the contents.

He stepped back, allowing you inside the room. Becky hadn’t been kidding about the mess, there were papers spread out across the desk and dresser with crumpled up notes filling the waste paper basket. Every other available surface was littered with used napkins and half-empty takeout containers from the side table to the unmade bed. The room had a distinct odor of the metallic tang of stress and sweat and msg.

The detective snatched a photograph off the bedside table and held it out in front of you. A locket, the chain broken and tangled under the seat of Roddy’s truck.

“What happened in that car?” the detective said

“We fought,” you admitted, sinking onto the bed.

“About the permits?” Detective Rockford took his phone from the dresser, starting a new recording. “The department of public works said they had scheduled to move forward with the demolition.”

You nodded, sniffing and wiping your eyes as the detective held out a box of tissues from the bedside table.

“Roddy said the storm water mitigation plan didn’t meet the drainage requirements. That we’d never get the new permits within the timeframe the city gave us before demolition, unless…unless I did something for him."

The detective looked you over, sizing you up. In his eyes, he had you exactly where he wanted you.

"I tried to let him down easy, but he just flew into a rage. I had never seen him like that. He grabbed me. I hit him. I managed to get out of the car and I ran back to the house. That was the last time I saw him.”

“When you got back to the house, your Grandmother was there?” The detective probed.

“Well yes.”

“You told her what happened?”

“No–”

“But she knew,” Detective Rockford said. He took a seat beside you, the worn mattress sagging, still holding the phone between you.

“Can I have this back?” you said, handing him the photograph. “It has pictures of my parents, sentimental value.”

“It’s evidence.” Detective Rockford said.

It wouldn’t take much to confirm the locket was yours, that horse was out of the barn. For all you knew he had your fingerprints, DNA, it was too late to back out now, but you could paint a picture, explain it all away. If there was one thing the Boultons excelled at it was concealing hard truths.

“Evidence of what?” you asked. “That we fought; that I hurt him, had motive. You think I–”

Your voice broke, and the detective placed one of his large hands on your bare arm.

“Stop,” he warned softly, his eyes fixed on your plush, pink lips. “Don’t say another word.”

“You knew it was mine,” you said. “Even before I came here. How?”

The detective brushed your hair back from your shoulder gently.

“There’s a mark on your neck, from where he ripped it off of you,” he explained. “You must have been scared.”

“Yes, of course, but I would never hurt him–”

“Are you scared now?”

The detective leaned in so close, you could see your silhouette reflected in his shining brown eyes.

“Should I be?”

When the detective didn’t respond, you moved toward him, your lips a mere breath away from his, just to be sure you hadn’t miscalculated.

The detective lunged at you, pressing his mouth into yours with ravenous desire. His hand holding your face and moving to grope your breasts, your waist, your thighs. Your elbow connected with a half-eaten carton of lo mein as he pushed you back onto the bed. You knotted your fingers through his salt-and-pepper hair, gasping at the sudden assault as his tongue prodded past your teeth.

You let your head fall back as his mouth traveled to your throat, sucking and biting. His large hands pulled at the neck of your sweater, exposing the tops of your breasts.

“Can’t stop thinking about you,” he murmured. “How soft you’d be, how warm squeezing my cock with that tight little pussy. Since the moment I laid eyes on you–”

You saw the phone on the pillow beside you. You experienced a moment of clarity between waves of desire. He hadn’t stopped the recording; probably figured he could delete it later, but everything went straight to the cloud these days.

“No,” you moaned as his hands drifted down, prying open the button on your jeans. “Stop. We can’t–”

“Don’t worry, baby girl,” he moaned against the skin of your stomach, pulling your pants down around your knees. “Gonna make you feel so good. ‘S all I can think about–if you taste as good as that pie.”

You whimpered with relief as he pressed his mouth to you, tongue lapping at your folds and circling your clit. His satisfied moans sending shockwaves through your wet heat.

“No,” you sighed again, turning your head away as he gripped your hips harder, nose buried in the soft flesh padding your hip bones. “Don’t–don’t–”

You moaned loud and long as your womb clenched and thighs shook, braced against the detective’s broad shoulders.

“That’s my good girl,” he coaxed, pushing himself upward, his face coated in your arousal as he shucked his pants down. “Keep being good for me.”

He was so big, bigger than you had guessed. He worked into you with long, deliberate strokes, face contorted with arousal. Your swollen, eager pussy engulfing him, drawing him in, devouring him. He came hard, painting your inner walls, rolling off you with a guttural moan.

Before you could even sit up, he seemed to have fallen into a deep sleep. Without another word you straightened your clothes, and slipped back out of the room into the crisp, autumn air.

#tim rockford x reader #merge mansion fanfic

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timclymer · 4 years

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morallyinept · 8 months

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A list of all my favourite DET. TIM ROCKFORD Fic Recs, with the writers tagged. Includes fics I am currently reading/want to read.

PART 1

Please show some love to the writers by re-blogging and commenting on their work. 🖤

⚠️ Please ensure you check the triggers/warnings etc... on the stories themselves as some of them may not be suitable to your own particular tastes.

Black Days Series - @something-tofightfor

Tim Rockford - @boliv-jenta

Rockford & Roan Series - @littlemisspascalwrites

Belladonna - @galactic-basic CatBurgular!F!Reader

Your Hero - @ninebluehearts Nurse!Reader

Methodical Series - @popcornforone

To Catch A Thief - @coulsons-fullmetal-cellist Featuring The Thief

Cracking The Case - @absurdthirst

Apology Won't Cut It - @l0ngschl0ngking

Under His Skin, Sir & A Sight For Sore Eyes - @ozarkthedog

A Hard Bargain - @toomanystoriessolittletime

Anything You Say Can And Will Be Held Against You - @jksprincess10

The Outfit - @starlightmornings Dieter Bravo Playing Tim Rockford

The Detective & The Thief - @musings-of-a-rose Featuring The Thief

Focus & Overtime - @odetodilfs M!Reader

Midnight Alley Series - @prolix-yuy Dieter Bravo Playing Tim Rockford

Second Chances & The Perfect Match - @apenny4thots

Press Play - @thosewickedlovelies AFAB!Reader

The Big Tug - @theredwritingwitch Soulmates AU

No Body, No Crime Series - @morning-star-joy

Private Dick - @wardenparker

Detected - @oonajaeadira

An Inspecteur Calls - @ladamedusoif

The Impaler - @kiwisbell Featuring Max Phillips

Kinktober Anonymous Sex/Noncon/Somnophilia - @absurdthirst

Captivity @chloeangelic

Steep Is The Mountain - @sin-djarin

Sexfiles.MP3 - @beskarandblasters

Smutsgiving 2023 - Apple Pie - @something-tofightfor

The Rockford Files Series - @bluestar22x

Undercover Series & Under Water Cleo's Story - @secretelephanttattoo

Hold Tight - @sin-djarin

Pause - @trulybetty

Apollo Is Dark - @theredwritingwitch

Mean & Bitter - @iamasaddie

Hold Harder - @sin-djarin

Cookies - @ladamedusoif

Don't Remember Me - @5oh5

Reminder - @criticallyacclaimedstranger

Hangry - @iamasaddie

Tim's Squad Car - @ozarkthedog

Birthday Kiss - Tim Rockford - @something-tofightfor

Don't Know What You Mean - @nerdieforpedro

Silvered - @ladamedusoif

Rockford & Roses - @morallyinept

Godspeed - @magpiepills

Closer - @ghostofaboy Featuring The Thief MxM

Roc & Doc Series - @nerdieforpedro

Wired - @secretelephanttattoo

Coffee & Whiskey - @wraith-posts

#pedro pascal characters #fic recs #detective tim rockford #tim rockford #det tim rockford #merge mansion #tim rockford merge mansion #pedro pascal fan fiction #pedro pascal character stories #pedro pascal universe

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morallyinept · 7 months

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I love how this fandom has adopted Frankie Friday.

Got me thinking about the other days of the week...

Marcus Monday - (both)

Tovar Tuesday

Whiskey Wednesday

Tim Rockford Thursday

Frankie Friday

Special Agent Ortgea Saturday

Shut-up-and-just-let-me-have-them-all Sunday. (Which also includes: Joel, Dieter, Dave, Javier, Ezra, Javi, Max, Din, Maxwell, Oberyn, Veracruz, Silva, The Thief, Omar, Juan, Nathan, Kyle, Liam, Dio, Pietro, Mr Ben, Charlie, Mario, Mrs Flores, Waiter Guy, Lisa From Temecula Guy, Zach, Jay, Ed, Ricky, Eddie, Steve, Tito, Noah, Billy, Steve (the other one), Paulino, Agent Greer, Frederick, David, Lucien, Reggie, Oscar, Greg, Kevin, Gregor New, Santos, Claude, Twin Peter, Mr Stone, Charlie Happy Socks, David, Goth Guy, Maitre 'D Paul De Santo, all the Theatre roles, Sia Video dude...)

You know, Sunday is my favourite day of the week.

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morallyinept · 7 months

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Question time. Who is the Pedro Boy you enjoy writing for the most?

This could be because they are your favourite, or because you find their character easiest, or the most interesting/inspiring to write.

I'm keen to delve into your thoughts... or thots. 😏

Feel free to add a comment elaborating further as to why.

For me personally, I really enjoy writing Joel Miller the most. Especially a hot n' bothered, angsty Joel. Plus, I find writing his inner thoughts flows easier for me. Just wanna wrap that old man up in a blankie and give him a head kiss. (Which head, I'll let you decide🥴)

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🌶️ - Contains smut 🖤 - Dark Themes ☁️ - Fluff 😭 - Angst 🌈 - GN/M!Reader 🎄- Seasonal

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Rockford & Roses One Shot • 5k words • Tim Rockford x F!Reader ☁️😭 Tim's coming home to you on Valentine's night with a heavy heart and secrets that threaten to tear you apart. Can your love for him survive the ghosts of his past that still haunt him? More importantly, are you willing to make room for them in your already strained marriage?

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Boxed In - Tim Rockford x F!Reader 🌶️

#pedro pascal x reader #pedro pascal #detective tim rockford #tim rockford x reader #pedro pascal characters #det tim rockford #tim rockford merge mansion #merge mansion #tim rockford x f!reader #tim rockford x you #jett's writing

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BADGES UPDATED & ADDED TO HERE!

So, Ive been on a designing spree, and decided to make some badges for some of the Agent/Forces Pedro Boys:

Frankie Morales - Private Pilot License & Delta Force Service ID Card & Certificate

Javier Peña - DEA ID Card

Dave York - FBI ID Badge (*Dave was actually in the DIA, not FBI - my bad! I'll re-do his badge at some point.)

Marcus Pike - FBI ID Badge

Det. Tim Rockford - LAPD Detective Badge

I've tried to keep them as true to the character's as possible with photos/age at time of joining Delta etc..., & referenced real ID badges out there to keep them as authentic as I can with fonts etc... I'm not an expert, but they were super fun to make.

☝🏻Please feel free to use these in your stories/edits if you want to. If you do, tag me as I'd love to see what you do with them. You can even print them out and make yourself a keepsake! 🖤

Happy Holidays! 🎄

#pedro pascal #pedro pascal characters #javier peña #javier pena #frankie catfish morales #francisco morales #frankie morales #dave york #marcus pike #detective tim rockford #narcos #triple frontier #the mentalist #the equalizer 2 #merge mansion

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Rockford & Roses - A Detective Tim Rockford One Shot 🌹

Summary: Tim's coming home to you on Valentine's night with a heavy heart and secrets that threaten to tear you apart. Can your love for him survive the ghosts of his past that still haunt him? More importantly, are you willing to make room for them in your already strained marriage?

Pairing: Det. Tim Rockford x Wife!Reader (No name or physical description of reader. It’s you, bub.)

Word Count: 5k-ish

Scoville Smut Rating: None, it's fluff. Mostly angst. Definite angst. You're safe. Kinda.

Check out my Scoville Smut Ratings here.

Warnings/Triggers: Alludes to smut, nothing detailed/mentions details of a case involving the murder of a child, nothing too graphic/alcoholism/A N G S T in abundance/some dark themes in the sense that Tim is self-destructing. Tim is very a broken man, poor lamb. Give him a hug, will you?

I write for me, and I share with you. If this story isn't to your taste, that's fine. Just slip quietly out the back door. No need to make a fuss. It's just a work of fiction.

Author’s Note: This story evolved massively from the direction it was going in originally, and I'm actually kinda pleased about that... It's something different from your typical, "schmoozy" Valentine's Day story, but I hope you enjoy it nonetheless.🌹

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Detective Tim Rockford had been sober for almost a year when it all fell apart completely on that terrible night.

But it wasn’t until the winter was in its latter stages, that he would tip fully over the edge into regular, almost daily, bouts of oblivion to keep himself from falling off the ledge completely.

To keep the nightmares and sense of guilt that he drowned in on a near constant basis at bay.

He unscrews the cap from the bottle of dark amber liquid he’s craftily been hiding under the seat in his car, and swallows it all back letting it slip down his throat.

Without him giving it permission to, his mind replays over the events from that fateful night, four years ago, and is brought back to the little girl lying at the bottom of the ravine just off of the ridge.

A call had come in about a missing child on the morning in question, and he and his partner Peter ‘Petey’ Harman went over to the home of the parents to talk to them about it. You know, do the initial questioning; worker bee stuff. Try to suss out if she was a regular runaway or if in fact one of them had stuffed her under the foundations and was crying wolf.

The family home was nice; an average run-of-the-mill house, in an average run-of-the-mill neighbourhood. Tim was presented with a photo of her from her mother and he remembered thinking that he’d missed his chance to be a father, to watch your belly swell and witness the miracle of life forged from your love, and it left a bitter taste.

She was cute as a button; all brown hair and freckles, and she had this blue, silk princess-dress, with lace collars and cuffs, wearing a gonky smile that was missing a tooth or three.

‘Find my baby, please Tim.’ Her mother had begged him whilst Harman took down the notes - he was good with that stuff - and Tim promised her that he would - knowing that a detective should never promise that - if it was the last thing he ever did. Not knowing that he would actually make good on that word further down the line.

Looking again at the picture, he learned it was her favourite dress, her mother had said it through the red eyes that she wore that pretty dress everywhere, and that she turned into the spawn of Satan himself when she tried to get her out of it so it could be cleaned.

It was also the same dress Tim had found her wearing when he discovered her remains.

The search had been dragged out as much as it could be, but there was no trace of her. Leads had been exhausted; those pulled in for questioning were found innocent and their alibis solid.

It was as if Rainie Thompson had vanished off the surface of the planet in a click of a finger.

The search efforts began to die off around the four week point, mostly due to the heavy snow settling in and it pained him to know that everyone was giving up on finding this little girl - a little girl that he was convinced was still alive - she just had to be; he could feel it in his gut.

Some perverted bastard had her and he was determined to make them feed from a tube for their rest of their life when he found them.

Tim was determined to find her, despite his colleagues and even Harman at times, convincing him it was a lost cause. He’d been spending most of his time - including down time - combing the woods, the parks - everywhere and anywhere he could think to try and find her.

Where are you, baby? She consumed him wholly.

She was what kept your husband away from you.

Left you sat at the dining table alone, with an uneaten plate opposite you and a creeping draft settling into your bones. The creaky sounds of the house seemed louder when you were alone, and soon they were your only companion; their creaks soon turning into words of comfort at an absent husband.

Tim left the space in the bed vacant, crease-free and cold beside you.

Tim’s whole world had come tumbling down when he’d picked Rainie up and cradled her small, cold body to his chest and wailed like he had lost his own beau.

No, baby... no.

He cursed up to the sky, as though having it out with God himself - God, who had allowed this innocent, beautiful child to die.

Tim wasn’t exactly devout or the God-fearing type. He’d been to church only a handful of times in his life; to marry you being the most notable, but after that day he’d especially not been back to a church since.

This is how faith dies in a person; violated and fractured. Altered and hollowed out from the inside and everything pure and good is obliterated by the poisoning fingers of the darkness in the world, wrapping their hands tightly around its neck and simply snapping it in two.

Fuck you, God! Damn you, you son of a bitch!

She had been thrown down in there like a puppet whose strings had become entangled with themselves; she was six-years-old.

Rainie Thompson was six-years-old and she had a little, blue dress and played Hopscotch and liked drawing pictures of red roses, and eating chocolate ice-cream until her tummy hurt.

Rainie Thompson was the one who killed him.

Tim cried through the drinking, mourning her like his own and mourning the part of him that was dying with her; a hollow husk of a man soon to be filled by the familiar numbing void that alcohol had to offer.

It would make him forget the horror; forget the depravity, although the nightmares would never relent, he would be certain of that - they never do.

To date, he hasn’t found the killer and it’s been four years. A one-off, grisly murder that hinted at possible cannibalism, but later was discovered she’d been partly eaten by a wild animal scavenging; it left very little in the way of clues or evidence, because there was very little of her left.

Most of his team concluded it absolutely was an animal of some kind, a cougar happened upon her perhaps, or a bear after she'd wandered off? But Tim did not quite believe that - they didn’t see her.

It’s changed him, changed something within Tim to see the world for what it is. The band-aid has been ripped off and once you see that shit, you can never unsee it again.

And Tim's seen some pretty fucked up shit in his career.

He closed up, closed off and began unknowingly cementing the spiralling destruction that was to be his life. He’s fifty-eight and has nothing anymore.

Well, that’s not entirely true, he has you.

Despite the distance that has grown between you, evolving from carnal desire to ships passing silently in the night, you remain steadfast in your love for Tim, silently supporting him as he battles the demons that threaten to consume him wholly.

Yet he can’t help but feel that he's condemned you already in some ways. Watching as those demons hold you down and tear pieces from you until, one day, they'll be nothing left.

The wife of a gritty detective doesn't bode well in a happily ever after.

His decades long career is the reluctant third wheel in your marriage, and at first you admired his dedication; his passion to solving mysteries. Getting excited yourself when he'd use the dining room walls to gather his thought maps, pinning up mug shots, red thread lines linking people and place and circumstance. Weapons of choice like an elaborate game of Clue.

And he'd talk to you about them in those early days, the tamer cases he had. Mugs of coffee and thoughtful kisses exchanged as you offered your opinion and challenged his thinking.

Now it's getting harder not to resent that damn gold badge.

He swigs again at the bottle. It feels good; the warm, numbing sensation flooding through his veins down both his arms and legs. The giddy onslaught of amnesia begins to twinkle around the edges of alert thinking as he slowly succumbs to the light buzz.

He closes his eyes and lets himself teeter on the edge of it, welcoming the calmness like an old friend.

His first heavy session had led to his first blackout and it had scared him; scared him that he could lose a chunk of time that was unaccounted for out of his life - waking up at home fully clothed in the armchair, sometimes the kitchen floor, knowing he'd driven severely under the influence, and equally amazed and relieved that he hadn’t killed anybody in the process. They would take his badge for that recklessness if they knew.

No-one knew. Or if they did, they never mentioned it.

But it wasn’t enough to stop him. It got him through the paralysing fear of handling those dark days, which were particularly brutal, and the other fucked up cases he’d had to solve since.

They tell you; tell you that it will be difficult and bad, but you’re never prepared for it.

His father never prepared him for that shit and was right when he said he hadn’t got the cajones to be a police officer all those years ago.

His father headed up the ranks of Chief in a suburban precinct elsewhere and eventually made Commander, like Tim knew he would, probably just to spite him. He also told Tim in no uncertain terms that he wasn’t "Commander material." Hell, he wasn’t even Detective’s material, and for a while, Tim believed sincerely that he was right.

Although, he’s six feet under now, so what the Hell does he know? Shot in the back during a supermarket raid gone awry when he’d popped out to buy a newspaper and a some smokes. Commander John Rockford shot by a drugged up lil’ pipsqueak looking to get cash for his next score - what a legacy!

His death left a nice, fat pension for his mother who squandered most of it on a gambling addiction that she’d always had looming in the background of his childhood; the root of many a ferocious argument witnessed between his parents when they thought he was tucked up in bed, and he could literally hear the punch from his father’s fist make contact with his mother’s jaw.

But that didn’t stop the fact that his words clung to Tim like a bad shadow most days, even now, long after his theatrical send off like he was a Goddamned hero or something. He wasn’t; he was a mean little asshole with a bad temper and Tim had been glad to see the back of him, too sloshed to remember much of the funeral at all and cutting his no good mother out of his life soon after.

Tim swigs from the bottle once more, the sting dying out slowly and melting into an alkaline that soon tastes of nothing. It’s all nothing; emptiness and voids that are getting harder to fill. Disassociating himself from his shitty past life; from his first wife and her erratic behaviour, which took him years to figure out, was probably his erratic behaviour that had pushed her away and out of their home for good, not that he’d truly cared to notice.

Work all but consumed him. And he was happy to let it.

Of course, he’d gone to AA; out of town where nobody would know who he was - an upstanding pillar of the community, yeah right - talking about your problems, laying them all out there in front of a bunch of strangers who were just as fucked up as you were, was difficult because, up until that point Tim had never recognised or considered that he had a problem; just a mechanism he relied upon that helped him cope.

Having to take a moral inventory of himself and dig into the suppressed emotions he was hanging onto, and using them as an excuse to inebriate himself through the day, was hard.

The hardest thing he'd ever done, doubting he was strong enough to climb those twelve steps - and he wasn’t even really sure that he wanted to.

But he did; was sober for a while, until Rainie Thompson obliterated him.

He takes another quick swig after spotting Harman coming out the Gas n’ Guzzle and shoves it back under the seat covertly.

Harman finds Tim sitting as he left him, squeezing the steering wheel inside of his deft hands, over and over, trying to make sense of everything and when exactly the world had become such a terrible and unforgiving place - but is coming up short.

Gas stations are the most uninspiring places to get a decent cuisine that won’t make you shit ten tons the next day, but it's late; Detective Petey Harman is tired and hungry for just about anything right now, no matter how crappy it would taste or make him feel in twelve hours’ time as it burns through its exit out of his anal passage.

Once back inside the car, Tim scrutinises the large brown paper bag filled to the brim that Petey rifles around in, before pulling out a dire looking sandwich and handing it to his senior.

“You planning a sleepover with your girly friends or summin’?” Tim questions him.

There are several boxes of microwave pizzas, a bag of extra-large puffy marshmallows, various microwaveable meats in packet sauces that look questionable in their paleness, a jar of chocolate dipping spread and a large bottle of orange and pineapple Cactus Cooler.

“Nah... No girly friends for me.” Petey says, sombrely. “Weekly shop.”

“Well, watch your damned cholesterol.” Tim tears into the plastic packaging to be met with disappointment the moment he puts the sandwich in his mouth.

Petey can smell the waft of alcohol lingering in the car but he doesn’t mention it. Just like all the other times he's smelt it coming out of Tim’s mouth when he speaks, making his eyes water.

Petey was not long into being a newbie; a junior ranking officer in the department and up until a year ago or so now, had been making pretty good at busting low-level criminals successfully, to the point that he hadn’t really taken the gig that seriously, thinking at times he was invincible.

So much so that he had his thumbs in his belt loops and his shooter on show proudly like they do in Miami Vice as he and his reluctant mentor Tim, solved bleak mysteries together.

They’d stopped in for a burger break at Lafferty’s Grill on the day of Rainie being reported missing; talking about the pretty waitress giving Petey a lingering smile, and Tim trying to persuade him that he actually had a pair of balls and should use them to go and talk to her.

Instead, Tim was mirthed with disappointment as Petey's cheeks flushed a crimson red as he stared into his laminated menu, tacky with barbecue sauce residue, and tucking said balls firmly inside himself.

Petey had to grow up fast; he knew that the moment he’d heard Tim yelling at him crazily when he’d found the child’s remains whilst they scouted around for her aimlessly one night after Tim was trying for weeks to hold it together.

It was an image that still gave Petey nightmares, and the sounds of Tim sobbing still made his blood run cold when he thought about it, but it was far less frequent now.

He’d been promoted since to Detective, taking the job more seriously and knuckling down; his life coming up roses whilst Tim’s fell out the bottom of his ass.

Speaking of roses, Tim looks up mid-chew on something that the label assures him is tuna fish, and spots something red and velvety clustered in the window of the gas station.

He spies the date on the radio and sighs out heavily, tossing the sandwich back in the plastic packaging.

“Shit.” He mutters.

“You good? I got a BLT if you want that instead?” Petey asks.

"No. Fuck no. Wait, you gave me the shitty tuna when you had bacon?" Tim frowns.

"Was gonna save it."

With that, Tim exits the car, the driver side door squeaking on his beaten Pontiac and his trench coat billowing in the wind as he makes his way inside the gas station.

The fluorescent lights flicker overhead, casting a harsh glare over the rows of snacks and drinks lining the shelves. His weary eyes fall upon the sad display of the florals. A few wilted roses, their once vibrant petals drooping with neglect, sitting haphazardly in a cheap plastic bucket.

Tim grimaces, knowing they’re far from the bouquet you deserve.

His mind flashes back to the drawings of roses on Rainie Thompson's bedroom wall and how, for a time, they engulfed him, tracing his fingers over the waxy ridges of their messy circles.

Tim was sitting on her bed, clutching a stuffed bear with a plaid neckerchief that smelled of talc and her mother informed him the bear's name: Tim. Or Timmy. Timmy the Teddy.

He remembers squeezing that damn bear tightly as he took in the surroundings of the little girl's room, trying to work out where she was - where are you, baby? - When he spotted the drawings.

He kept one, pulling it off the wall and folding it neatly into squares until it fit in his wallet. A reminder that she would be with him, crying in his ear for him to bring her back home to her mommy and daddy.

She never stopped crying and wailing in his ear; the pitch growing until he drowned it out with the booze.

He remembers the pictures, full of clumsy scribbles, bulbs of red crayon petals and skinny green stalks. Kind of how the roses look now in the bucket staring out at him; a sad little gift from beyond the grave in their macabre despair.

He hears it again now, that crying, right beside him. He squeezes his eyes shut, a few moments of forcing it into white noise.

With a resigned sigh, he plucks a handful of the least wilted roses from the bucket and makes his way to the counter. The clerk eyes him curiously as Tim approaches, a knowing smirk playing at the corners of their lips.

Tim ignores the silent judgement, focusing instead on paying for the flowers and grabbing a bottle of wine from the shelf by the counter. The wine selection is vastly limited, but he purchases a bottle of red without giving it much thought and hoping it won't taste like sharp vinegar.

He pays for his thoughtlessness, and hurries back to his car, the weight of his guilt and exhaustion pressing down on him like crushing lead.

“Get out,” he gruffs to Petey as he starts the engine.

Petey gulps down his sandwich with a splutter. “What?”

“You’re walkin’ home tonight.” Tim announces with eyebrows knitted, and Petey rolls his eyes, fumbling with his shopping and splitting the bag in the process.

"Aww man. You're kidding me?"

"I gotta get home. You didn't tell me it was fuckin' Valentine's." Tim scowls.

"Big deal. It's just another day." And Tim can hear the bitterness of being single and alone awash in Petey's mouth with stale bread, lettuce and bacon.

"Out." Tim presses.

“Roses won’t cut it this time, Tim.” Petey whines, as Tim reverses before he can even shut the door.

He’s right. Despite his bumbling ineptitude, Petey’s right - it won’t cut it.

Tim can’t even believe the sight of the wilted roses sitting on the passenger seat, mocking him and reminding him of all of his failings to you. It wasn't always like this, he's sure of it. Somewhere in the recesses of his tempestuous mind, he knows you were happy; he made you happy at some point, right?

He remembers how happy you were when you exchanged vows and gold bands, gorgeous in your little lace smock dress, beaming up at him. Fuck, it seems like a lifetime ago.

Burgers and beers on the bonnet of his car, he had a chevy back then, and watching breathtaking sunsets, and going to the movies when he was off duty.

He would bring you roses then. Fluffy, sumptuous blooms that almost guaranteed him a bigger helping of your cherry pie with the perfect, sweet crust, and extra kisses that led to him detaining you in the sheets, reminding you that you had the right to remain loud, to scream his name when he made you come.

He brought you real roses back then. Not these... weeds.

It’s late, almost midnight which ironically, is the earliest Tim has been home in a long time.

With a deep breath, he gathers the roses in his arms and makes his way to the front door. As he pushes it open and steps into the warmth of your shared home, the scent of your perfume catches his nose making it twitch.

He remembers that scent, like a sucker punch to the jaw. As he inhales deeply, the memories come flooding back, transporting him to a time when life was simpler, when the weight of the world hadn't yet settled upon his broad shoulders.

He can almost feel the warmth of your hand in his, your laughter echoing in his ears like sheet music. The feel of his cock inside your wet tightness as he fucked you into the mattress and you clawed at the expanse of his back leaving red welts on his skin from your nails for days after.

You couldn't get enough of each other once, and now you're barely strangers.

He steps into the deep bellows of the house searching for you, and finds you on the couch, wiping frantically at swollen eyes that have obviously been crying.

And the guilt drowns him instantly, crushing him like a tsunami as he sees you there, small and withered, worse than the roses he dared to bring home to you.

Looking down at them and frowning, Tim is disgusted with himself. He tosses them onto the table wanting to be free of the wretched things.

He longs to spend time with you, his darling wife, but the relentless pursuit of justice consumes every waking moment, pollutes every free thinking thought.

You can only watch from afar as Tim pours himself into the work, and pours himself another glass to compensate for the scars it leaves.

You know he’s haunted by the very vestiges of unsolved cases stacking up on his desk that he never talks to you about anymore. Closes the files of grisly crime scene photos before you have a chance to see them.

He protects you from his work now, but consequently, and unwittingly, protects you from him, too.

Each night, you would leave a warm meal on the table and wait anxiously for his return, hoping that he’ll come home early to eat with you, your heart heavy with worry and your hair turning whiter in the process.

More often than not, you dine with bitterness and disappointment.

Often, you’d wake in the early hours of the morning to find Tim slumped in his armchair, surrounded by case files; his brow furrowed in comatose concentration, glasses almost fully sliding off the bridge of his nose.

An empty bottle always rusticates beside him on the floor.

You can’t remember the last time Tim slept in your bed with you. The last time he held you in those strong, broad arms of his that you know he has hidden under that trench coat.

You can't remember the last time Tim made love to you and whispered how beautiful you are in your ear with whimpering grunts as he filled you up.

Tim is crestfallen as he steps forward, the faint glow of something flickering on the dining table pulls his sight.

A candle, close to being exhumed by the deathly kiss of its barely remaining wick, and unopened boxes of now cold Chinese take-out litter the table.

“I ordered your favourite. Number seventy-three with a side of nineteen.” You sniff. "I got extra twenty-two because they always give us an odd number."

“Darling, I...” Tim stops, for he knows nothing he can say can absolve this. On the most romantic night of the year, Tim has failed you, yet again. “I’m so sorry-”

“Don’t, Tim” you raise your hand shaking your head despondently. “Just don’t.”

"I didn't mean to be late. Not tonight.”

A small ghost of a smile evaporates on your lips. “You never mean to be late. Yet you always are.”

“The case-”

“It's not about the case, Tim," you say, your voice foggy with emotion. "It's about us. About the fact that you're always putting everything else before me."

He notes the roses again, bearing witness to his shame; their haggard state mocking him once more and he curses inwardly.

“I’m so, so sorry,” he approaches as you stand, arms wrapping around yourself and glass cutting tracks down your cheeks.

“I packed a bag…” You say as his eyes follow yours to a small suitcase in the hall that he didn’t even notice when he came in. passed right by it, oblivious. And he suddenly wonders what else he's been missing all these years, as it registers in his gut.

“No.” Tim states with a croak in his throat. He shakes his head vehemently. "No, darling."

Tim steps forward, the suitcase filling him with terrific dread. "You're leaving me?"

You're surprised that he's surprised.

But you shake your head, tears falling freely now. "I can't do this anymore, Tim," you say, your voice barely a whisper. "I can't keep waiting for you to come home to me. To open up to me and tell me what’s eating at you. I know it's something bad, something terrible. And I want to help, I do, I'm your wife. I want to make it better. But you make it so difficult. You push me away."

“To protect you.” He says with a low voice.

“Who's protecting you, Tim?"

"I don't-"

"I don't know who you are anymore. The man I fell in love with, he's... a ghost.”

“I…” words fail him as you look at him with a deep sadness that will stay etched on the thin fibre of his soul forever. A stain that won't wash out, no matter how much he scrubs.

You were the one. You're his one. And he's fucking losing you.

“Tell me, or I’m leaving... for good.” You warn. "If you ever cared about me at all, you'll tell me what's killing you. Please..."

You shake your head in despair, wiping your eyes harder now, when he doesn’t say anything. Just swallows the lumpy constriction in his throat and stares at you with hollow eyes.

"Goodbye, Tim." You sniffle.

“Rainie Thompson, she loved roses...” Tim mutters thickly as you approach the hall.

You stop, turning to face him.

"Who's Rainie Thompson?" You ask fearing the immediate worst.

You expect him to reveal to you that he's been unfaithful. That's he's not just been putting the hours in solely at work. That he brings roses - roses that are alive - to another woman. He eats her cherry pie now, fucks her into the mattress.

That he drinks because of the guilt of hurting you. But what he says instead alters a part of you that you don't think you'll ever get back.

“They look just how she drew them.” Tim says, his voice breaking, until his face caves in fully, features drowning in the onslaught of emotions, and for the first time you witness this unwavering man crumble completely.

And it terrifies you. For if he, the strongest man you've ever known, can break like this, what hope is there for you?

You rush to him as he collapses to his knees with a heavy thud, and wraps his arms around your waist, sobbing into the softness of your tummy.

You shush him and stroke your fingers through the greying curls, matted with sweat at the back of his neck. He holds onto you tighter than he’s ever done and you're afraid to let go of him.

Afraid that he won't ever stop bawling, as he mumbles incoherently and snottily into your abdomen.

Hours pass by, Valentine's Day gone in a blink of an eye, and you listen carefully and woefully as Tim recounts the haunting tale of Rainie Thompson, and how she's slowly killed the man you love.

You sit at the dining table with his thick, gun-calloused hands inside of yours, stroking over the ridges of his knuckles and listening to him swear to you that’ll get help with the drinking.

That he’ll take some leave and the two of you can go to the beach, or the lake, or somewhere where it can just be the two of you for a while.

Away from his cases, away from the horror of it all. Hell, he even mentions early retirement in his pertinent desperation, until you pat his hand gently and ground him with a stroking cup to his grizzled cheek.

You smile lightly as you gather the roses, and try to push aside your cynicism and wonder if you’ll regret not actually leaving tonight. Wonder if all what Tim has fed you is more empty promises when he'll eventually slip back into that expected monotony.

But you can see some swill of sincerity and regret inside the brown muddy pools of Tim’s tired eyes that you've never seen before.

He silently watches you pull the dead outer petals from the roses before placing them in a vase with fresh water.

“They’re already dead.” He mutters apologetically to you, shaking his head at the sight of them.

“Some things can come back to life, Tim, with some love.” You smile softly and Tim wants to just die in your arms right now.

“I don’t deserve you, darling.” Tim says, reaching for you.

He hasn’t yet taken off his trench, and you help it from his shoulders, the smell of worn leather from his holsters greeting you this close.

You've forgotten what he smells like as you inhale deeply. The scent of the leather leads a rugged and slightly musky undertone to his familiar aroma that’s swilled with coffee, cedarwood and sweat underscoring the gritty, primal edge to him.

You lick your lips as you graze your nose against the warmth of his neck, allowing him to finally crush you close to his broad chest, before the handle of his gun digs you uncomfortably in the breast.

He braces to kiss you, sweeping his lips delicately against yours, but you flinch. A reaction that slashes at Tim’s gut.

“Just hold me tonight, Tim.” You plead to him.

He nods, a solemn heaviness in his eyes as well as on his shoulders.

“I’ve missed you so much.” He admits.

Hearing him say it offers some vindication, but you know that these wounds need layers of bandages to be changed daily, and not some flimsy band-aids.

"I've missed you too."

“I’m so sorry for pushing you out. I don’t wanna lose you. I can’t. I’ll do whatever it takes. I promise.” He takes your hand and presses it to his mouth, the soft scruff of his facial hair feeling like gossamer, and you'd almost forgotten the feel of that too. “I love you.”

And when he says it, your emotions hiccup out of you and the tears fall again.

“I love you, Tim,” you whimper.

He takes you in his arms, those big, strong arms, and leads you upstairs to bed where he makes good on his word and doesn't let go of you all night.

You fall asleep listening to the steady thrum of his heartbeat as he rubs your back gently, soothing you into sleep whilst he stays awake well into the night, staring up at the ceiling and trying not to listen to the dark thoughts urging him to finish that whole bottle of cheap wine downstairs.

He came so close to losing you today, on Valentine’s Day of all days, and he knows he has to do better. For all his faults, you love him and he spends the night pondering on that. Pondering when it was that he last slept in the bed with you, until his eyes fall heavy and he succumbs to a short, stunted sleep.

In the morning, he rises, stiff and aching from laying in the same position all night with you curled tightly in his arms. Amidst his back cracking and feeling stuffy in his slept-in crumpled button up and vest, Tim silently leaves the bedroom, careful not to wake you.

After pissing for what feels like an age, Tim catches sight of his face in the vanity mirror. White-gray stubble spreads across his chin and top lip, and the weary look of a man of the law that’s seen too much and knows too much weighing heavy around his sullen eyes, greets him.

He rummages in the vanity for some Tylenol and pops two in his mouth, swallowing them down without water. He re-shapes his oil slicked hair and tries to avoid the face looking back at him.

It knows all his terrible secrets, and now, so do you.

In the beginning the alcohol wouldn’t let him remember all the details, but its dropped its guard. The dreams were real; too real and he would find himself reliving the events each time he tried to get some damn shut eye.

He wasn’t supposed to keep seeing these things or to remember - it wasn’t part of the deal. Inebriation was supposed to wipe that shit out, but it'd failed to serve its purpose, instead serving as a beguiling wedge that expanded between you and him.

After descending the creaky stairs towards the kitchen, Tim passes the dining table en route to make some coffee; his tongue washing around dry, tight gums.

He spies his mobile and checks it out of habit; a message or two from Harman, one about a lead on one of their minor cases, and the other enquiring about his 'night of passion with the Mrs' and if it went well, and Tim simply scoffs. He makes a mental note to kick Harman when he sees him next. Preferably in the balls.

But out of the corner of his eye, Tim notices the vase of dead roses and stops to take in how they're now fully alive.

Overnight, their wilted petals have straightened and regained their vibrant colour, as if infused magically with a newfound vitality. The once drooping stems now stand tall and proud, their green leaves unfurling to reveal a lushness that seems to defy their previous state of neglect. Shades of crimson glow in the stale morning light, their hues deepening and intensifying the longer Tim takes them in.

Tim reaches for one, revelling in the soft velvet as he rubs it delicately between his finger and thumb. His eyes widen in disbelief at the transformation before him. It’s as if the flowers themselves are reaching out to him, a silent reminder of the resilience of your love and the power of forgiveness.

Some things can come back to life, Tim, with some love.

And Tim swears in that moment he’s never loved you more.

He swallows back a choke as he glances the wedidng photo of you both on the wall. Fuck, you looked so happy and beautiful that day.

Feeling a new sense of budding rejuvenation settling into his tired bones, a tiny bud, but one still seeding nonetheless, he turns towards the kitchen and then freezes, feeling it as his blood runs cold over his skin.

Prickles shoot down the back of his neck as he hears the sound, as clear as day. But it's different this time.

The haunting, yet wonderfully brilliant sound, of a little girl playfully giggling beside him.

Rainie Thompson isn't crying in his ear anymore, and Tim Rockford can't help but smile, closing his eyes as he listens to that sweet melody.

I found you, baby.

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