#did u guys see the loser lover reference lolz

[eternallyhyucks]

jaded | choi yeonjun

requested by anon <3

pairing: friend! yeonjun x gn! friend! reader

word count: 913

genre/warnings: angst/fluff , light swearing

summary: in which yeonjun confesses his feelings for you, but you dont believe in love

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“hey do you wanna go get food tonight?” you heard yeonjun say through your phone speaker

“sure, what time?”

“is 6 okay?”

“yup i’ll be ready, can you pick me up?”

“of course, love”

“yeonjun please dont call me that”

“oh.. um okay sorry”

you hung up the phone and sat on your bed. ‘love’. why would he say that to you?

why does he keep saying these kinds of things to you? you liked yeonjun, you really did. the two of you had been friends for almost 2 years and yet, a single word was tripping you up again.

shaking your head, you assume you made it all up and began getting ready. about 20 minutes later, you finished and laid on your bed, waiting for yeonjun to call you.

soon enough your phone buzzed as your screen lit up to your friend’s name. you pick up and begin gathering your things

“im on my way down!”

“alright see you”

you thought you heard disappointment in his voice, but once again, you chose to believe that you had made it all up in your head.

the second you settled yourself into yeonjun’s car, the air felt tense. it felt like he had something on the tip of his tongue, but he couldnt bring himself to say it.

not being able to handle it anymore, you speak up. “yeonjun is something wrong?”

as if he had been waiting for you to ask, he immediately responds with, “no. why..”

“there’s definitely something up, what is it??” you say looking at him

he scoffed and turning his head to look at you for a second. “are you serious y/n? havent i made it obvious enough?”

confused, you reply “what? what have you made obvious??”

“oh my god, y/n, i like you. a lot. i constantly flirt with you because i like you. i give you flirty pet names because i like you. i do so many things because i fucking like you. and yet you choose to ignore it. if you dont like me back, just tell me. i wont be butthurt about it, all i want if for you to talk to me about it.” he sighed before quietly adding “do you like me back?”

you did. you really liked yeonjun and you always have but the idea of love scared you so much that you pushed your feelings down. you had pushed them down so low that the thought of it sounded like a joke to you. love was a joke to you now.

taking a second to collect your thoughts, you turn to yeonjun and look him in the eyes. “no. i dont like anyone and i never will. i dont believe in love, yeonjun. it doesnt exist to me.”

yeonjun knew you too well to believe a single word you had just said to him. he pulled the car into a parking lot, smiling as he took your hand in his and replied “y/n stop lying to yourself. i know damn well that you believe in love. i also know you want it and i want to give it to you”

“you dont understand, yeonjun, ive watched my friends get their hearts broken and i dont want to go through that” you say staring at your shoes

carefully lifting your head up, yeonjun looked you in the eyes. “i wont break your heart, y/n, i promise. i would never, ever do that to you. i care about you too much to even think about doing that”

“you’re saying that now, but you never know, you could end up hurting me later.”

“do you really believe i would hurt you?” he said sadly

“well .. no? yes? maybe? i dont know yeonjun”

“y/n, give me a chance, give US a chance! if you dont want to be with me after some time i’ll be okay with it. it’s all up to you.” he pleads

should you do it? should you give into him and try being in love with someone? would he really hurt you? your thoughts were going crazy, but in the end you made a decision.

“okay.. ill give it a chance”

“really???” yeonjun said shocked. “you must really like me then😩” he said teasing you

“i could change my mind right now since you did say it was ‘all up to me’”

“DONT USE MY WORDS AGAINST ME Y/N”

“YOU DID THIS TO YOURSELF CHOI” you say giggling

there was a small pause before yeonjun spoke up again, “so .... are we like together or ....” he says awkwardly

“why are you so awkward lol,, yes we are. why else would i give you an emotional speech? and stop being a loser smh”

“you said like six words, y/n?? also, you’re the lo$er here🙄”

“me ????? i still have the upperhand in this relationship right now, remember that”

“oh yeah how could i forget ! ” he said rolling his eyes “well since you have the upperhand, you can pay for the food today, right?”

“of course, yeonjun!! how about instead of sushi we have some ice cream! specifically some mcdonalds soft serve!!” you say smiling extra wide

“Y/N YOU ARE SO CHEAP”

the two of you continued to bicker on the way to the mcdonalds, (in which you bought ice cream, but yeonjun still ended up buying sushi afterwards) but you were glad you decided to be with yeonjun. he made you happy and you were okay with that.

©eternallyhyucks

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