#dontdothistome

[fyorina]

(uh, this is rlly long im so sorry qwq)

OMG THAT LAST CHAPTER HAD ME FEELING SM CARINA U CANT DO THIS TO ME !!!! LITERALLY THE FIRST FEW PARAGRAPHS IN I HADTA WALK AROUND BC I WAS SO OVERWHELMED I LOVED IT SM !!! N THOSE LAST FEW LINES. DONTDOTHISTOME I S A W THE "BEAST AU COMPLIANT" TAG ON UU IM GONNA SOB MY EYES OUT DURING IT I JUST KNOW !!!

gonna leave some of my fave few lines n my thoughts abt them from this chapter (ok these arent all of em, bc if i put all of em it'd be the whole 50k words of this series SO ITS JUST THIS CHAPTER)

"because how could he possibly belong amongst people who are so unfailingly good that it makes his tainted heart stick out like a sore thumb?"

STOP NO DONT DO THIS TO MEEEEEE throughout the whole fic u perfectly captured his thought process n how he denies his own capacity for change n how he HAS changed from when he was 18 BUT THIS LINE MADE ME TEAR UPPPPPP

"He is so completely and irrevocably in love with you that Dazai doesn’t think he’ll ever be able to live in a world without you. The thought alone makes his skin crawl and his chest cave in."

self-explanatory

“Are you calling me ugly?” 

u gorgeous, gorgeous man ilysm yes you look like a rat but i'll swaddle u up in blankets n clean u up

the whole graveyard scene. DO YOU WANT ME TO CRY HELLO

“You were a kid, Osamu. You’re not some incarnate of evil for ending up where you did, you were failed by all of the adults in your life,”

ok nvm crying this hit me like a truck

"Humans cannot live without a heart, so if he’s to give you his, it’s only fair that you give him your own—though realistically, yours has already been his for a long time."

i feel like this mightve been ur fave line, but if it wasnt IT STILL IS MINE BC OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD QWQ

ranpos lil rant was so funny he's literally me frfr

“Yeah… ha, look at us, in jail at the same time! Couple goals, huh?” 

i giggled

PLS READER INVITING EVERYONE JUST TO AVOID GETTING INTERROGATED UMMM RELATABLE LMFAO

these are just some of them BUT JUST IN GENERAL, UR WRITING IS JUST MAGICAL ITS EVERYTHING IVE EVER WANTED TO READ N I LOVELOVELOVEEEE THIS SERIES N ALL UR WORKS (n u /p) SM !!! I CANT WAIT FOR UNREAL UNEARTH, I JUST KNOW IT'LL BE AMAZING !!!

RED HOW MANY TIMES MUST I TELL YOU NOT TO APOLOGIZE I LITERALLY ADORE YOU IM GOING TO WEEP OMG

honestly the first scene of dazai’s pov was one of my favs to write because it pisses me off so much whenever he’s excluded from the ada panels in the manga fjsjdjsjjd so i NEEDED the opportunity to hit home that that is his FAMILY idc what asagiri says the ada is that boys family and he deserves it 🥹🤞

UGHHHHH STOP BECAUSE WHENEVER I WRITE CANONZAI ITS SO HARD TO KEEP ON THAT THIN LINE OF HIS INABILITY TO ACCEPT HIS OWN GROWTH WHILE ALSO HAVING HIM ACKNOWLEDGING ODA’S LAST WISH FOR HIM SO I REWROTE SO MANY OF HIS POVS SEVERAL TIMES BECAUSE I FELT LIKE I WASNT GRASPING IT ALL PROPERLY

the graveyard scene was one of the 3 scenes i started writing for 🥹 i literally was weeping when i finally got to it

AND ALSO THE YOU WERE A KID LINE UGHHHHHHHH BRO when i tell you that’s something that i literally want to scream at him and shake his shoulders like he was FOURTEEN WHEN MORI BROUGHT HIM IN AFTER HIS ATTEMPT !!!!! FOURTEEN !!!!! HE WAS A BABY IT MAKES ME SO SAD WHEN HE FRAMES HIMSELF AS SOME IRREDEEMABLE MONSTER WHEN HE ONLY TURNED OUT THE WAY HE DID BECAUSE HE HAD NO ADULTS IN HIS LIFE SETTING HIM ON THE RIGHT TRACK ugh im gonna weep again i will always be dazai’s #1 defender, i will fight him himself idc he was only a lil baby :’)

oh my god fun fact i actually almost deleted that line about the heart, i don’t even know why like i was rereading it right before i post and i second guessed myself because i was like ‘i don’t think it rlly flows’ but then i decided against removing it because i liked the line in general SO IM WEEPING AGAIB

bro ranpo needs a promotion for real the headaches this man must get because of people not listening to him 💀

HDOSJDJSJDJJD THE COUPLES GOAL LINE WHEN I TELL YOU I SNORTED WRITING IT HELPPPPP I WAS GIGGLING SO HARD

RED ILYSM IM BUNDLING YOU IN THE SOFTEST BLANKETS AND GIVING YOU A FOREHEAD KISS

i’m so excited for unreal unearth like honestly it’s my pride and joy, i’m so pleased with how my beast!dazai characterization has come out so far and i’m hoping everyone else is going to like it too 🥹 if not ill simply die HAHAH JK JK JK no but really i’m so very excited for it

[sunnyfucks]

hiii sunnyyyy 🫶🏻 how's our favorite writer doing?? -🫧

hi 🫧 anon, im doing fine! im currently working on my wips (i have a lot of ideas and all of them are clashing but i like it this way, it motivates me more to write and really start stuff) how are you, bubble? i hope you’re doing fine!

(and omg fav writer, dontdothistome i love you so much really 🙈)

[ddatalost]

Ayo you like being called dork? Degradation kink??? <_< /jjj

abisviwgiagaugwuwgugwigaa dontdothistome

[yellowcurtajns]

me: awww okay so they’re still okay and sander even said i love you, they’re strong together.

also me: WHY THE FOCK WAS THAT THE WEIRDEST FT CALL EVER WHATS HE HIDING WAS THAT BRITT?? why no cops?? W H A T

[shipit7w7-blog]

:(....

[bearrepublicnetwork]

Okay, now this is always bound to happen in a record store with no actual record player station with multiple players to take the record on a test drive before putting your hard earned duckets down for a purchase. I know, but sometimes record hunting is like hunting in the wild. You don’t know if you’ll like the meat until you eat it. Contrary to popular opinion, they don’t all taste like chicken, by the way. Well, I saw this and was like, “Fania All Stars?!?! Here?!?!” Johnny Pacheco, Ray Barretto, Bobby Valentin, and I was already like, (pushes his chips into the pot) “I’m all in.” Then I put the record on the turntable and knew right away that I should’ve know when I saw “special guest star, Steve Winwood - guitar,” that it was a losing bet. If I were really playing poker and betting my life savings, I’d have ended up broke and dead in a gutter with a bottle of Old Grand Dad next to me. It was the worst disco shit I’d ever heard. In fact, I suspect it was the inciting incident that sparked the “disco sucks” movement in the late 70s. #discosucks #faniaallstars #why #dontdothistome #igotbeat #recordhuntingjapan #shigaprefecture #滋賀県 #日本 #音楽 (at Wanitakashiro, Otsu-shi) https://www.instagram.com/p/CHsfPGmJEo3/?igshid=154g2lt1m6sqd

[zenlanda]

Happy March 973rd or whatever day it is🤦🏾‍♀️🤷🏾‍♀️ #dontdothistome #ialwaysneedTasha&Kumba #ialreadyburnedmytoplip #qurantine #help #imgoingtotheyhouse (at Vinings, Georgia) https://www.instagram.com/p/B-W-ud_FnBL/?igshid=421tfg115e46

[ragebunny07]

Danganronpa v3 just destroyed my life

[girasoleperla]

V Route & Saeran

Spoilers Hidden Beneath The Cut

That moment when you realize saving V is a severe lesson in equivalent exchange. I am heartbroken. Saeran deserves so much more than I’m ever able to give him. And Saeyoung... the idea that he’s never even told... I just cannot. 

[essygie]

When you realize your week includes a trip to the vet and the groomers #toughweek #dontdothistome #englishcockerspaniel #cockerspaniel #cutedog #doglover

[thisrunlife]

Disrespectful watch! #thisrunlife #runnerproblems #dontdothistome https://www.instagram.com/p/Bt8nQcjFvz7/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=9m1xuryigl4m

[ncitiies]

hes so rude:,,,)

but so adorable :)))

[andunepella]

Secret project....? WHAT DOES THAT MEAN SARAH

[nyanggk]

heeseung down bad FR

DID YOU SEE THE AIRPORT PICS??? I CAN'T BELIEVE IT SUNGHOON IS SO HOT. i can't be bias wrecked rn #loyaltoheeseung #dontdothistome

YES I DID HUHUHU ((BRB CRYING IN THE CLUB,, they're all so pretty oml i cant even function anymore WHO AM SUPPOSED TO BIAS IN THIS GROUP????? LIKE. IT. IS. SO. HARD !!!!!

[salty-caramels]

mom i’m really overwhelmed with everything dont do this to me

[indoboard]

Take it to your next level, INDO BOARD Fam! Tom Netzmann - takes it to the Danger Zone! 😱😍💪🤙🌎✌️Georgette . . #omg #indoboardhero @tomnetzmann.at Weighted Boxjumps meets @indo_board #indoboard #boxjumps #weightedboxjumps #fitboy #tomnetzmann #tominieren #trainerohnemitleid #ttzlinz #sprungkraft #linz #fitness #stability #dontdothis #dontdothistome https://www.instagram.com/p/BzivSk6HHru/?igshid=9pilt8uyxkq6