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fic search #17

here are some of the recent asks that we haven’t been able to answer :-(( if any of our beloved readers/followers can identify the fics that these asks r asking for pls let us know :-)) much appreciated!! thank u >< 

1. anonymous asked: I’m trying to find this fic where its an soulmate au and one gives the other energy through kissing. Chanyeol recieves the energy and Baekhyun provides it. Originally, Chanyeol is cold towards him but soon ends up in love with him. Idk if you can find it but I would be really grateful if you could! Thank you 💞💞

x You Got That Power by soubiish 

2. anonymous asked: heyy ,, do you know where I can find a soulmate au chanbaek where drawings/phrases come up on the other’s skin. I remember that Chen used to work in a coffee shop and that one of them thought he was the soulmate because of the drawings. There was a lightning bolt, Cheshire Cat smile, and a p*nis that of them (I think baek) had doodled on a napkin.

x signal lost (& found) - kaisoo fic

3. anonymous asked: Helloooo. firstly thank you so much for this account its the most useful thing everrr. secondly, i was looking for this chanbaek fic on aff. its alpha chan and omega baek, so basically chanyeol is at work but he starts having a rut so he rushes back home through the rain and hes super needy and whiny on his rut. and then "fun" stuff ensues. also at the end kaisoo try entering chanbaeks apartment but hear them going at it from outside and theyre just traumatized and leave.

4. anonymous asked: Hello! So there was this fic, and it was recently released (like I’m pretty sure it was released AT MOST six months ago). It involved Baekhyun who worked at a gossip site and his boss gave him like a case(?) to stalk Chanyeol(who is famous) to find more details about rumors around him. The description said something like “this fic was intended for bottom!chanyeol fest but got dropped cuz of guidelines”. I really liked the first chapter I hope you find it! The fic had chapters and had Kjd/kjm too

x if i could take you away by fadetomorrow

5. anonymous asked: hello! do u know the fic where b lost his memories when he woke up in a bus? it wasnt specified how he lost his memories but just did when he woke up after hours of travelling in the bus then c was waiting for him at the bus station? i remember a scene where cb went to b’s parents house who actually disowned him?

6. anonymous asked: Hello, I've been looking for a fanfic about chanyeol having cancer, I remember that all the chapter had the names of the tempo songs as title and that baekhyun didn't know that chanyeol had cancer and he was going to marry taeyeon, there was chankai too, I can't remember the title of the fanfic so it would be a great help if any of the admins know ><, thanks for all the hard work!

x What I'll do for more time (with you)

7. anonymous asked: Hello! Same person who asked for Ablaze here, thank you! Anyways, I am in search of this fic that I can't seem to find. My memory of it is very vague, my apologies. Alright, so I think Chanyeol is this sweet nerd best friend of Baekhyun. Baekhyun, I think, is dating Taeyeon here. On prom night Baekhyun escapes it and somehow ends up with motorcyclists, and they have a contest in which Chanyeol wins? He's a biker too. I remember someone quoting "Park's in for a treat" and that's it, sorry!

x you belong with me by hyunchanee_exo

8. anonymous asked: Hello! I was looking for an ABO Fic, where Baek and Yeol were roommates but B hates alphas, so alpha!Chanyeol hides the fact that he is one so he could be around Baek. I remember he even used a perfume, but that almost killed B. Also, he helped B during his heat, letting his alpha out, but B got mad. Thanks for all the hard work <3

x Sweet Lies by baekyeolshipper_28 

9. anonymous asked: Hello! I am looking for a college au fic where chanbaek is broken up and chanyeol realises that he misses baekhyun after sleeping around so he tries to court baekhyun after that. what i remember is that when baekhyun came over to chanyeol's apartment he sees traces of chanyeol sleeping aorund and gets upset, throws away all his makeup and at one point made chanyeol a lunchbox but the food was too salty. i think its either on ao3/lj. thank you!!!!

10. anonymous asked: Hey!! Love you 💕 Do you know this fic about Chanbaek being neighbors but chan hates baek cuz he's not over kyungso but baek easily fell for chan? Baek has pink hair color 💕 thank you!

x do you know where your heart is? by mychogiway

11. anonymous asked: hiiiii first of all just wanna say lovely blog ❤ so ive been searching for this fic and i cant find it anywhere idk perhaps i just imagines reading it lol so its abo soulmates mpreg au the plot is like cb is from the same pack they were best friends but drifted apart when cy became alpha of the pack only omegas can know whoe their intended is bh knows its cy. there was dubious consent bc cy basically forced bh, he had to leave the pack with yx bc cy is a manpain having idiot please help

Thank you  @fanficaholic5 @sang-hyogi @i-ship-chanbaek @baekhunny @bakeyolked @exootpfan  for the help!!

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have a Lot of feelings about andrew’s relationships with the foxes and especially in relation to physical touch and reassurance?? so buckle up for some friendship my dudes 

Bee is probably the one who starts it, like she low-key suggests that touch can be good and reassuring and friendly 

“I am not friends with them Bee”

but andrew had been thinking about it for himself for a while by that point, mostly because of neil bc an annoying amount of his thoughts appear to be connected to the junkie these days

but the point is that his nothing with neil is something Good and andrew is not used to good things but he thinks that maybe he could be, and maybe he could collect a few more

but their relationship has also gotten to the point where they are even more comfortable around each other and with touching each other (most of the time, they both still have bad days but even they are becoming less Bad) 

it took a while for andrew to get used to touching just because thats what they felt like it, not so that it could go further, just casual touching that makes them both feel grounded and safe and doesn’t go anywhere near any boundaries 

its things like linking pinkies when they’re lying on opposite sides of the bed, sitting practically on top of each other during mandatory movie nights, andrew shoving his freezing toes onto neil’s legs first thing in the morning, neil having a bad day and picking up andrew’s hand to place it in his hair so that he’ll thread his fingers through it, neil doodling fox paws on andrews hands, forehead kisses before games bc neil insists they’re lucky, and andrew lying with his back exposed while neil traces patterns across it with his fingertips

anyway, the point is that touch is becoming something Good for andrew, something thats grounding and that he chooses

and he thinks that maybe he could choose it some more, with the other foxes, the ones who he trusts

renee is the first one (obvs) bc they are already close, and spar together and have ridiculous meandering conversations about dinosaurs and zombies and last night’s episode of Elementary and if andrew considered himself to be he sort of person who had best friends, maybe she would be his

he decides that if he is going to try casual contact with anyone, it should definitely be her

so next time they spar, when he manages to land a particularly solid blow afterwards he reaches out a hand to haul her up and rather than letting her deal with her own injuries like they usually do, he holds out a hand and takes the antiseptic cream from her and carefully and gently patches her up 

renee knows this is a Big Deal for him but she also knows him well enough that she knows acknowledging it is not the best option, so instead she keeps still and lets him silently take care of her, the only thing she does do it slowly, giving him time to pull away if he wants, cover his hand with hers and squeeze just a little, so he knows that the significance was’t lost on her 

and andrew feels p good about the whole thing, he successfully cared for his friend and that is some major fucking progress

the next one is nicky (I’m a firm believer that despite nick’s flaws andrew trusts him, bc nicky was the first adult who was willing to give up something to be there for andrew and never demanded anything in return)

also nicky rlly likes hugs and has been trying to get one from andrew for about 5 to 7 years at this point 

so when they’re all at the airport to drop nicky off for his flight back to germany for christmas, and nicky is giving hugs to everyone there, (all the monsters are, as much as they loathe to admit is, they miss their idiot when he’s away) and nicky is working his way down the line of them, when he gets to andrew and is ready to give him the smile and wave they’ve gone for for p much the entire time they’ve known each other, andrew says “alright, you get one hug, maximum three seconds, don’t be fucking weird about it” like he’s commenting on the weather and not making all of his cousins dreams come true 

nicky gives the best fucking hugs okay? and he knows that this is important so he’s careful but still gives one of those all encompassing hugs and count to to three seconds exactly before letting go and trying to hide the fact that he’s maybe crying just a little but bc holy shit he’s always kinda known that andrew cared about him, but this is undeniable proof and just Holy Shit

nicky cries on the plane and tells erik about it and erik just smiles bc he loves nicky and nicky is happy so he is also happy by extension 

aaron is next on the list bc although he’s an annoying shitbag he’s also andrew’s brother and he’s been actually trying to be less of a shitbag lately 

it’s the end of their weekly session with Bee and it’s actually gone pretty well, they’re actually working shit out without attempting to tear each other apart for once

they’re having an almost joking argument for once, about who’s older (no one knows the actual answer, but now that they’re,,, not friends but maybe they will be someday so they try to annoy each other in less lethal ways)

“andrew, admit it, we both know I’m older, just accept it”

“in your fucking dreams, shitbrick”

“that is mean and hurtful, and as your older brother I do not have to deal with it”

“awww little brother’s feelings got hurt” 

and then andrew reacher over and ruffles aaron’s hair just a little, super casually, as if this is something they do all the time 

aaron bats his hand away and continues their petty argument but there’s a teeny tiny smile on his face that was definitely not there before, and a matching even smaller upwards quirk to andrew’s lips 

andrew’s quietly proud of himself for all of this, it feels like a shit tonne of progress (neil is also v proud but knows better than to vocalise this ever)

Kevin is hard just bc andrew doesn’t want to give him the satisfaction of admitting that they are actually close enough for that 

so all kevin gets is that when he’s drunk and tripping all over himself trying to navigate back to their dorm, rather than letting him face plant the ground or walk straight into lamppost, andrew offers him an arm and half drags keying home 

he has plausible deniability and claims that it was just because kevin would be a pain if he hurt himself and was deprived of his beloved exy practices, but they both know that a few years ago he would have let kevin walk into traffic without so much as rising an eyebrow 

kevin pretends he doesn’t care at all but we all know he was so fucking happy he almost died alright, this boy needs positive affirmation like oxygen 

Matt is unexpected, bc they’re not close, they get along and both despair over how easily neil gets himself into near death experiences but thats about it usually 

but one day during a game andrew pulls of the sickest, most rad save maybe ever (don’t ask me to describe it, i don’t sports, but it was v sick and mega rad) 

and matt is kinda in awe as he pulls off his helmet and turns to andrew holding out his hand

“minyard, just this once okay, you have got to give me a high-5”

and andrew, much to everyone’s surprise, does

with way more force than is ever necessary in a high five honestly but it still counts 

matt’s hand really fucking hurts but he’s got the biggest grin when he turns to neil and gives him a thumbs uo 

neil grins and returns the thumbs up

Dan is probably Andrew’s favourite one of the upperclassmen after renee bc he actually respects her even though he never shows it, he likes that she has never backed down from any of them even when they were being particularly Difficult 

so to show this he always clacks their sticks together after games with somehow everyone misses, its weird bc he point bank refuses to do it with everyone else, despite it being a Sports Thing

and at the end of her last game with the foxes, he takes off his gloves and takes her hand in a proper handshake and says “good game” in a tone just barely more expressive than his usual apathetic drawl but she gets the message and clasps his hand harder and says “you too”

Allison is the one everyone assumes Andrew gets along with least our of all the foxes tbh, they seem like chalk and cheese

But they’re still foxes and they’re there for each other when shit it really tough 

But anyway, it’s the anniversary of Seth dying and Allison is putting on a brave face like a champ but it’s the foxes can see she’s not doing so great and everyone’s trying to cheer her up which is nice but not doing much 

They’re gathered for movie night in the girls room and Neil and Andrew are on one side of the couch while Allison takes the other

And when Neil get up to go her more popcorn and everyone else it distracted by the movie Andrew makes eye contact with her and grasp her shoulder and gives her a nod which says “it’s gonna be okay” and Andrew is a lot of things but definitely not a liar so she nods back and they go back to pretending the hate each other for the Brand™

So andrew decides that casual, friendly contact is okay, when he can control it and only on good days but its good, it probably isn’t something he’s ever going to be 100% comfortable with and definitely never with strangers, but the foxes aren’t strangers and they know his boundaries so maybe they’re okay after all