#dyzphoria

[ithisatanytime]

(DYZPHORIA)

[tranz-regent]

i have talked abt it but aisha. aishaz power iz Terrifying

What’s a scary power in Worm or Ward that you feel isn’t talked about enough?

[canines-alter-creation]

heiio again :) i waz wondering if you couid make me a zcene/2000z core aiter with the job of dyzphoria / dyzmorphia hoider / dezperateiy trying to get back to the 2000z

- 🧸✨

We+ had a lot of fun with this one! Also this is one of I+ think two left that are non-dsmp for Us+ to do! As soon as We+ finish the other one, We're+ gonna go back and work on the dsmp subsystem request We've+ had for a few weeks, and then We+ might reopen our inbox to all sorts of requests!

Anyway! Scenecore below cut!! As always, not all beings based off these packs are gonna turn out the way they're written but I hope this helps anyway!

> Name(s): Cyan, Indigo, Blue, Blu, Blur, Fetch, Finch, Fish, Pin

> Pronoun(s): exe/kandi/rainbow/star/gir/grr/rawr/stripe/checker/fluff/brite/fur/3x3/<3/:D/:p/ r@wr/g!r/g1r (may not prefer any “binary” pronouns)

> Age: perma15 (doesn’t age with body)

> Gender: stargender, starbeadcoric, stargrapegender, starlemongender, aurapastecoric, partygender, rainbowtoxicgender, clownbeing, cringeXDcoric, funhoardic xenogender

> Sexuality: contradicting labels most preferred

> Role: dysphoria holder / time capsule 

> Source: alterblogic, aestheticoric

> Faceclaims:

> Song theme:

> Front triggers(pos/neg/neu):

+ Hyperpop, scenecore/breakcore music, raves, flashing lights, rainbows

/ Kandi & kandi jewelry, Homestuck, other scene kids

- Their job, feeling dysphoric, especially forms of like, ���otherhuman dysphoria”, people making fun of “cringe”

> Likes/dislikes:

+ Fast music, kandi, leet speak (may have a typing quirk), fnaf, ddlc

- being called a poser, being called an ���emo” (exe is SCENE !!), people making fun of people for being cringe or bringing up “cringe” things

> Personality: Is very loud and talkative, a bit “randomcore” but doesn’t like to admit it. Tends to send eye strainy images and loves BRIGHT colors. Primarily uses Kamojis or traditional emojis, doesn’t care for the discord emojis very much. Curating furs online identity is one of the main ways zee chooses to cure the body’s dysphoria. 

> Ways they do their role: exe primarily holds dysphoria or feeling out of place, gir isn’t good at coping or even has any coping mechanisms, rawrs entire job is just holding the feelings. 3x3 may also be a “time capsule” of sorts, an alter that stepped directly out of the 2000s and will always preserve the ideals and feelings of that time. Grr will never age, and will likely never be able to truly process the passing of time. 

> Inner world occupation or behavior: Loves to spend time with other people, but struggles to make friends, may feel close with other alters that are “cringe” in nature, like South Park introjects, 2020 introjects and other subcultures more on the fringe. 

> Possible outerworld behavior: pretty similar to inner world behavior, may really like spending time with online friends because that allows exe to control how 3x3 is perceived. 

[tranz-regent]

you! perzon who wantz to write zomething involving tranz characterz! pleaze remember that zome of uz haz thiz little known thing called dyzphoria. and zo having wordz azzociated with ciz people of our agab uzed about our bodiez would make uz Very Fucking Mizerable!!!

[tranz-regent]

op. thank you for tagging thiz

I have written 28,766 words in the last five days. Well I've actually written something like 35k but the 28k are on ao3 and published already

All for Alec from Worm/Parahumans

A few hours ago:

https://www.archiveofourown.org/works/62514907

Alec and Brian are tied up in their underwear by miscellaneous bad guy of the week. They take care of the bad guy but remain tied up. Alec won't stop moving so Brian's dick accidentally slides into his cunt. Panic is had, overcome, and they fuck nasty about it.

Favorite line:

“We should absolutely kill that guy as soon as we’re free.” Alec panted. “Oh, yes, just like—mon force do you need me to pretend I don’t enjoy this? I can’t… I can’t tell what you need.”

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Yesterdayish:

https://www.archiveofourown.org/works/62462317

Alec and Brian get hit with a drug that makes you act on any impulse you have. Alec is resistant to it, Brian is not. It's all going great until he makes the mistake of looking at Alec's mouth. Alec is actually fine with being held down for a blowjob, but he thinks Brian will hate him for it later/be disgusted. Brian is kinda stuck on the "raped my teammate" part.

Favorite line:

Alec lifted his head, eyes somehow bleary: “Don’t lecture me about blowjob etiquette, I’ve given more blowjobs than you’ve had… I don’t know, something you’ve had a lot of.”

Hot dinners, maybe.

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23rd

https://www.archiveofourown.org/works/62439139

Alec gets hit with sex pollen. The team offers to take care of him.

Favorite line:

A hand on his jaw again, these people were going to give him a complex, and Alec did not resist as his mouth was tipped up into another kiss—Taylor, this time, lips shy and soft.

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22nd

https://www.archiveofourown.org/works/62410363

It's a 5+1 fic but only the first chapter is uploaded so far. Alec can feel what other people are feeling, and he feels Lisa masturbating like it's his own hands on him (ha I should have made a joke like Master-baiting)

Favorite line:

He traced his bottom lip, intensifying the feeling, wanting to be kissed, wanting—he pulled two fingers into his mouth slowly, over his tongue, moaning into it.

AND

Lisa, holding him down, straddling him, smirking as she played with his mouth, did she like how he looked, did she want him—

-

https://archiveofourown.org/works/62361976/chapters/159570229

Alec/Amy fic. They were in Bakuda's murder basement together and bonded. it's 12k so far. Alec is way to suave in this and flirts constantly. I love that for him. Background polysiders.

Favorite line by popular demand:

“How do you say that with a straight face?” She demanded.

“Well, first of all, I say it with a bisexual face.” He told her factually.

/ versus /

My actual favorite line(s):

She slams the button down, or whatever wonky ass fucking lever situation is over there, and leaves the current on for excruciating minutes; much longer than the quick jolts of before.

“How do you like that, huh!?” She screams, hysterical with the need to see him break.

Alec comes down laughing, blood in his mouth, body carved from agony.

“Ahm-a—” He coughs, spits blood on the floor, grinning. “Amateur.”

The shriek he earns is music to his ears.

/ AND /

Obligatory shout out to the line "Striker 12 fuck around, Master 8 find out.”

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Anyway it's a lot of Alec stuff please go read it <3

[ask-eric-the-disposable-demon]

Eric! I.. do believe I made zome miztakez in zhe pazt. I hope you forgive me. Alzo… where did you get zhat jacket? I do believe it would alleviate zome dyzphoria.

-🪰 [Beelzebub, ze/zem. I‘m getting tired of people who do it wrong.]

Hey boss! Nah, you're fine. Shax keeps killing me way more than you ever did.

I think I pulled it out of a dumpster?? I don't quite remember, there were a lot of me on that trip to Earth. I could bring one to Alpha Centauri for you tho!

[margokesses]

9 and 99!

Can't relate by dyzphoria

Monster by Irene and selugi

Send me a number 1-100 for my spotify wrapped songs

[lostinthehubbub]

Deadcrow & DYZOHORIA - You

[gottagolisten]

DYZPHORIA - Witchlove

[thereal-zico93]

(DYZPHORIA)

[stark-eye]

sτΔrκ002 Mix

Track Listing

Jonatan Leandoer127 - Hotel in Minsk Barnacle Boi - Floating CVRL - Rodljus Nevaeh - Night Talks BROKEN. - Afterlove hyperforms - Surreal ft. Planet V MISOGI - Saint Kosmonavt - Awake haruno - Gray and Light kyddiekafka - isolated DYZPHORIA - Eternal LIL SAD - Submerged Hayward - Loving You Ishome - Grade

[eightsixxx]

XXX

[kuraikami]

Listen to all my friends are dead by DYZPHORIA #np on #SoundCloud

https://soundcloud.com/dyzphoria/all-my-friends-are-dead-instrumental

It's sooo goood

[gurji]

(DYZPHORIA)