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nightsidewrestling · 1 year

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D.U.D.E Bios: Ulysses May

The First Price of Hell Ulysses May (2020)

The only child of Damian and Linda, the permanently injured Ulysses. He would prefer to never talk about his father and would rather keep his business and his father's separate.

"A successful business man knows when he makes foolish mistakes."

Name

Full Legal Name: Ulysses Montague May

First Name: Ulysses

Meaning: Latin form of Odysseus, which is derived from Greek 'odyssomai' meaning 'to hate'

Pronunciation: yoo-LIS-eez / YOOL-i-seez

Origin: Roman Mythology, English

Middle Name: Montague

Meaning: From a surname meaning 'pointed mountain' in French

Pronunciation: MAHN-ta-gyoo

Origin: English

Surname: May

Meaning: Derived from the given name 'Matthew’, which is the English form of 'Matthaios’, which was a Greek form of the Hebrew name 'Mattityahu’ meaning 'Gift of Yahweh’, from the roots 'Mattan’ meaning 'Gift’ and 'Yah’ referring to the Hebrew God

Pronunciation: MAY

Origin: English

Alias: N/A

Reason: N/A

Nicknames: Uly, Monty

Titles: Mr

Characteristics

Age: 38

Gender: Male. He/Him Pronouns

Race: Human

Nationality: British

Ethnicity: White

Birth Date: April 18 1982

Symbols: Walking canes

Sexuality: Straight

Religion: Christian

Native Language: English

Spoken Languages: English

Relationship Status: Married

Astrological Sign: Aries

Theme Song (Ringtone on Vi's Phone): 'My Sacrifice' - Creed

Voice Actor: Arthur Darvill

Geographical Characteristics

Birthplace: Barnstaple, Devon, England

Current Location: Barnstaple, Devon, England

Hometown: Barnstaple, Devon, England

Appearance

Height: 6'4" / 193 cm

Weight: 180 lbs / 81 kg

Eye Colour: Heterochromatic, one blue, one green

Hair Colour: Ginger

Hair Dye: None

Body Hair: Sparse

Facial Hair: Clean shaven

Tattoos: (As of Jan 2020) None

Piercings: None

Scars: Surgical scars on his back and knees

Health and Fitness

Allergies: None

Alcoholic, Smoker, Drug User: Social drinker, uses an 'E-cigarette', doesn't use drugs

Illnesses/Disorders: Limp caused by trauma

Medications: Pain medication

Any Specific Diet: None

Relationships

Allies: N/A

Enemies: N/A

Friends: Vasco Romero, Desmond Grady, Ulliam Rhydderch, Wyn Rhydderch, Neifion Rhydderch, Mostyn Rhydderch

Colleagues: N/A

Rivals: N/A

Closest Confidant: Kestrel May

Mentor: Linda May

Significant Other: Kestrel May (39, Wife, Née Coy)

Previous Partners: None of note

Parents: Damian Lum (61, Father), Linda May (59, Mother)

Parents-In-Law: Norman Coy (62, Father-In-Law), Octavia Coy (63, Mother-In-Law, Née Gore)

Siblings: Viola Nye (41, Half-Sister, Née Lum), Wanda Ott (35, Half-Sister, Née Lum), Tristan Lum (32, Half-Brother), Xavia Lum (29, Half-Sister), Sullivan Lum (26, Half-Brother), Yasmine Lum (23, Half-Sister), Roger Lum (20, Half-Brother), Zella Lum (17, Half-Sister), Ourania Fenn (35, Half-Sister, Née Fear-May), Noah Fear-May (32, Half-Brother), Monica Fear-May (29, Half-Sister), Luke Fear-May (26, Half-Brother), Kelia Fear-May (23, Half-Sister), Jonah Fear-May (20, Half-Brother), Irene Fear-May (17, Half-Sister)

Siblings-In-Law: Quentin Nye (42, Viola's Husband), Heath Ott (36, Wanda's Husband), Gardenia Lum (33, Tristan's Wife, Née Day), Jett Fenn (36, Ourania's Husband), Ireland Fear-May (33, Noah's Wife, Née Gibb), Perry Coy (42, Kestrel's Brother), Roseann Coy (43, Perry's Wife, Née Gray), Sylvan Coy (36, Kestrel's Brother), Topaz Coy (37, Sylvan's Wife, Née Grey), Vera Haig (33, Kestrel's Sister, Née Coy), Winton Haig (34, Vera's Husband), Arthur Coy (30, Kestrel's Brother), Bristol Coy (31, Arthur's Wife, Née Hale), Crystal Coy (27, Kestrel's Sister), Dunstan Coy (24, Kestrel's Brother), Euphemia Coy (21, Kestrel's Sister), Fulk Coy (18, Kestrel's Brother)

Nieces & Nephews: Glory Coy (22, Niece), Humbert Coy (19, Nephew), Ione Coy (16, Niece), Jesse Coy (13, Nephew), Kelda Coy (10, Niece), Lucius Coy (16, Nephew), Mona Coy (13, Niece), Norbert Coy (10, Nephew), Ottoline Haig (13, Niece), Paxton Haig (10, Nephew), Rosalind Coy (10, Niece), Adam Nye (21, Nephew), Paulette Nye (18, Niece), Benjamin Nye (15, Nephew), Olivia Nye (12, Niece), Charles Nye (9, Nephew), Magnolia Ott (15, Niece), Laurence Ott (12, Nephew), Naomi Ott (9, Niece), Humphrey Fenn (15, Nephew), Grace Fenn (12, Niece), Fulton Fenn (9, Nephew), Daisy Lum (12, Niece), Vance Lum (9, Nephew), Eve Fear-May (12, Niece), Durward Fear-May (9, Nephew)

Children: Earl May (18, Son), Jane May (15, Daughter), Flint May (12, Son), Imogen May (9, Daughter)

Children-In-Law: None

Grandkids: None

Great Grandkids: None

Wrestling

Billed From: N/A

Trainer: N/A

Managers: N/A

Wrestlers Managed: N/A

Debut: N/A

Debut Match: N/A

Retired: N/A

Retirement Match: N/A

Wrestling Style: N/A

Stables: N/A

Teams: N/A

Regular Moves: N/A

Finishers: N/A

Refers To Fans As: N/A

Extras

Backstory: Ulysses grew up as an ill child, constantly getting sick or injuring himself. He irreparably damaged both his spine and knees in a car crash at the age of 18. His wife Kestrel found him a job at her father's business and he worked his way up the ladder with her support.

Trivia: None of note

#D.U.D.E #original character #May #Family. Not a Wrestler

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kwdaebin · 2 years

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hi everyone! i’m miya and PSYCHED to be here with bill nye the science guy, kwon daebin :’) click the read more for some of his info & plots below + feel free to like this post if you’d like to plot and i’ll hit you up!!! you can also feel free to add me on d*scord @ 국밥boi#8158 🚀

born july 17, 1996 (25)

country bumpkin from good ol’ gyeongsangnam-do, so if you love a man with a thick country accent... here u go

parents met in a cult so they’re low-key cray cray and his ambitiousness & drive to be smart and successful are what helps him keep distance from them lmao (they’re flat earthers)

was always that kid growing up that won first prize for his volcano science project

everyone kinda knew he was destined to be the successful scientist... he’s crossing his fingers

physics graduate student & has a minor in astronomy

president of the astronomy club but honestly he’s so f*ckin busy with his graduate work that he’s not very good at keeping the club active :’( he was super active as an undergrad tho

dream is to work at nasa (resume is currently in the works)

typical hot nerd in the streets

same typical hot nerd in the sheets (just give him a little liquid courage)

literally always wearing his glasses. he’s blind as a bat and refuses to wear contact lenses unless he absolutely HAS to… he’s that guy from that episode of twilight zone who is the last person on earth and ends up breaking his only remaining pair

basically daebin in a nutshell

ps DON’T mention harry styles to him or else he’s going to tie you down and force you to listen to harry’s place from start to finish and will actually yell at you if you try to talk over his music

you didn’t hear this from me buttttt he likes girls with big hoo-has & boys with… height

is actually pretty social, you just have to talk to him for a little bit to warm him up ♡

he hates astrology so much so don’t ever mention that around him either. he’s a cancer btw

textbook smart but fucking stupid with shit you’d think he’d have a better handle on ie. is bad at day trading, struggles with fitted sheets, and has poor spelling

some plots that might be fun:

a. ya boy likes to party sometimes when he needs to relieve stress; normally he doesn’t like to go too hard because he’s sort of an old man and his body can’t really tolerate drinking ‘til 3am anymore 💀 maybe your muse is a bit younger (20-23) and convinces him to stay out and something he regrets happens, ie. y’all kiss because ur both too drunk, he ends up getting too wasted in front of you and you take care of him and now he’s embarrassed to face you sober, etc b. i’m sorry i just have to put this one here but he’s your hot TA and all you want to do during ur seminars is jump his bones... and somehow at some point u get ur way c. someone to proofread his cover letters for his internship and job applications (his spelling and also his grammar kinda sucks so he rly needs a 2nd pair of eyes!!!!) d. planetarium “date” but all daebin does is explain everything to you and ruins the entire experience e. dummy forgets his glasses somewhere and even tho he looks like a complete snacc without them he literally cannot see a THING and please he’s begging you to help him bc he’s so screwed

#intro.

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the-tigr0u · 2 years

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【𝐾𝑙𝑎𝑟𝑜 𝑆𝑙𝑖𝑣𝑒𝑟】

♔〘IƊƐƝƬIƬƳ RҼƇƠRƊ〙♔

F U L L N A M E

-Klaro Adam Sliver-

N I C K N A M E S

-The Golden Jackal-

N A T I O N A L I T Y

-Canadian-

G E N D E R

-Man-

S P E C I E S

-Human-

A V A T A R

-Anubis, Funeral and Embalming God, companion of the Kings in the Duat-

-Has been his avatar for 8 years-

A G E

-23 y.o.-

B I R T H D A Y

-29 of April-

A S T R O L O G I C A L S I G N

-♈︎ Aries ♈︎-

F A M I L Y

-Adam Sliver (Father)-

-Brooke Sliver (Mother)-

-Klara Sliver (Twin sister)-

R E L A T I O N S H I P S T A T U T

-Single-

-Easy to access as a sex-friend-

-Needs more time for a serious relationship-

P R O F E S S I O N A L S T A T U T-

Singer, actor and model on the American continent-

-Quite rich-

-Uses his fortune to make journeys and adventures in ancient and sometimes forbidden places-

" - D i r t y , d i r t y b o y -

- Y o u k n o w e v e r y o n e i s t a l k i n ' o n t h e s c e n e -

- I h e a r t h e m w h i s p e r i n ' ' b o u t t h e p l a c e s t h a t y o u ' v e b e e n -

- A n d h o w y o u d o n ' t k n o w h o w t o k e e p y o u r b u s i n e s s c l e a n - "

♔〘 lƠƠƘՏ 〙♔

H A I R

-Black-

-Shaved on the sides-

-Tied in a ponytail-

-Can wear a bang-

E Y E S

-Brown-

-Deep and piercing gaze -

S K I N

-Pale and matte-

H E I G H T

-1m88 (6,1 ft.)-

W E I G H T

-88 kg (194 lbs.)-

C O R P U L E N C E

-Muscular-

-Tall-

-Well built-

S C A R S / M A R K S

-Scar on the left calf, because of a dog bite-

T A T O O S

-Wings in the back-

P I E R C I N G S

-Labret-

-Industrial on the left-

-Lobe from both sides-

-2nd lobe on the left-

-3 Helix on the left-

-3 Helix on the right-

-Conch on the right-

-Snug on the right-

-Arcade on the left-

-Nose on the right-

C L O T H I N G S T Y L E

-Classical and relaxed, shirts, pants and jeans-

-Costumes with a tie for great occasions, usually with the jacket on his shoulder-

-Likes to wear atypical clothes, such as corset-jackets, croc-tops, etc-

-His costume has been completely redone according to his will, because it was too old according to Klaro. His torso is bare, and he wears many jewels, piercings, chains and precious stones-

-The predominant colors of his costume are blue, black and gold. He wears a large Egyptian breastplate and gold claws-

-He’s wearing make up, and he wears golden canines-

-The mask represents a jackal's head with white eyes, black and gold, and covers only the top of his head, accompanied by a large Egyptian headdress-

" - I ' v e b e e n d a n c i n g a t m y f u n e r a l -

- W a i t i n g f o r y o u t o a r r i v e -

- I w a s h o p i n g y o u ' d l o o k b e a u t i f u l -

- D a n c i n g w i t h t e a r s i n y o u r e y e s -

- B u t n o b o d y c a m e , w h a t a s h a m e , s h a m e , s h a m e - "

♔〘ƤՏƳƇӇƠlƠƓƳ〙♔

S E X U A L I T Y

-Pansexual-

P E R S O N A L I T Y

-Refuse to get dominated-

-Franc, he doesn’t hesitated to say things as they truly are-

-Can easily become vulgar-

-Clear and direct-

-Provocative and playful-

-Clever, even though he mostly uses his muscles, he’s far from being an idiot-

-Can be serious and compassionate-

-Once you get to know, and if he likes you back, he’s a very nice guy-

-Can become violent, usually punch before talking-

-Can be a real b-word if he doesn’t like-

-Caring and attentive-

-Seductive, but always respectfully-

F E A R S

-Agoraphobia (Fear of not being able to move anymore)-

-Cynophobia (Fear of the dogs)-

-Claustrophobia (Fear of tiny spaces)-

P A S S I O N S

-To sing and music-

-To play guitar-

-To travel-

-To cook-

-To act and theater-

-To explore-

L I K E S

- Music - Cat - Forests and mountains - Sex - Enjoy his life - To sing- To fight - Action and adventure movies - See/Find legendart artifacts -

D I S L I K E

- Strenght inequality - Lack of respect - To be held when he wants to figt - Not doing anything when something needs to be done - Cowards using people around them to survive - Cinnamon - Dogs -

C I G A R E T T E

-NYes-

D R U G S

-No-

A L C O H O L

-Yes-

" - F - y o u , a n d y o u , a n d y o u -

- I h a t e y o u r f r i e n d s a n d t h e y h a t e m e t o o -

- F - y o u , a n d y o u , a n d y o u -

- T h i s t h a t h o t g i r l b u m m e r a n t h e m -

- T u r n i t u p a n d t h r o w a t a n t r u m - "

♔〘ƠƬӇҼRՏ〙♔

E X T R A S

-He owns a cat he found in the streets, named Onyx-

-His weapon is a scepter, the scepter of Ouas, and contains a bluish sphere, giving him great powers coming directly from the Duat, his claws are also nice weapons, and he is an excellent hand-to-hand combatant, even before meeting Anubis, he had great knowledge of martial arts and parkour-

-Bladed weapons and bullets can't hurt him as long as Anubis is on his side, the bullets pierce his skin, as sand flows out of the wound, not blood. However, he can be susceptible to divine weapons and avatar weapons-

-The ultimate power that Anubis offers him, in a case of extreme emergency, is to allow him to open a door, summoning the army of Anubis, back from the world of the dead-

-He happens to help Taouret, whom he knows well, when new souls come to guide, he generally tries to provide moral support when necessary-

-He can control the sand at will-

-He is a fan of YUNGBLUD and Machine Gun Kelly-

-His voice : Jonathan Young-

-His avatar : Mitchell Wick-

P O S S I B L E S C E N A R I O S

-It is possible to reproduce or use the scenario of the movie The Mummy. Klaro would be looking for the Book of the Dead (It’s also possible to make Ciara appear, looking for the Book of Amon-Ra)-

-Maybe visiting a museum, or a tourist spot-

C R U S H S

-Steven Grant-

-Steven Grant/Marc Spector/Jake Lockely-

-(when there's for one of them, there's for three of them, right ?)-

O T H E R P O S S I B L E R E L A T I O N S H I P S

-Anubis-

-Mentor, friend and confident even though their relationship is mostly based on sarcasm-

-Layla El-Faouly-

-Good friend, confident-

P L A Y L I S T

youtube

F U L L P L A Y L I S T H E R E

#Klaro #Klaro Sliver #OC #RP #RolePlay #Marvel #MoonKnight

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solardick · 1 month

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Russian is all ya nye ya nye nye.

Nigerian is all ba bo bo abo bo.

Its funny.

But when it burns after you ejaculate. Your know somethign is wrong. Ibs? Im not so sure. Thought there was a sense of relief, absence of illness. For a while anyway.

Back to the alphabets. First letter russian, second letter english.

1. А,A 2. б,B 3. В(v),C 4. Г(g),D 5 .Д(d),E 6. E(ye),F 7. Ё(yo),G 8. Ж(j),H 9. З(z),i 10. И(е),J 11. Й(y),K 12. К,L 13. Л(L),M 14. M,N 15. Н(n),O 16. О,P 17. П(p),Q 18. Р(r),R 19. С(s),S 20. T,T 21. У(oo),U 22. Ф(f),V 23. Х(kh)(h),W 24. Ц(ts),X 25. Ч(ch),Y 26. Ш(sh),Z 27.Щ(shsh),&? 28. Ы(oi) variants 29. Э(e)(a) 30. Ю(yu) 31. Я(ya) 32. Soft sign Ь (added non-vocalized) similar to the english ‘ marks. 33. Hard sign Ъ

ЙQ-11,15 / ЦW-24,23 / УE-21,5 / КR-12,18 / ЕT-6,20 / НY-15,25 / ГU-4,21 / ШI-26,9 / ЩO-27,15 / ЗP-9,16 / X-23 / Ъ-33 / ФA-22,1 /ЫS-28,19 / ВD-3,4 / АF-1,6 / ПG-17,7 / РH-18,8 / ОJ-16,10 / ЛK-13,11 / ДL-5,12 / Ж-8 / Э-29 / ЯZ-31,26 / ЧX-25,24 / CC-19,3 / МV-14,22 / ИB-10,2 / ТN-20,14 / ЬM-32,13 / Ъ’-33 / Ю-30 / Ё-7 /

Something to consider if overlayering letters inside the common type set arrangement of letters built inside the minds of the populace and thus bearing influence upon the collective unconscious.

Switched to an IBS diet. Well whatever thats supposed to mean. Like you can look up anything on the net and not find conflicting information. Of lots of yogurt, oatmeal, none concenteated juices. Apples, olives and then to krill oil. Touch and go i guess then to lots of pizza and mushrooms. Oh and unfiltered apple cider vinegar. Good stuff. want to wake up? Take a shot of that or Mix with your juice. Instant alertness. Its great. And the abcense of marijuana. Though, there goes the magic with the tarot and those types of thoughts. It bends towards pure logic instead.

For example on to the tarot. The letter Ж will be used. The letter used to start the words woman and wife. Though mother and father seem to be unilingually the same between english, french, german and russian. Mama. The same is true for father. Being papa. Off point. The letter Ж is found, solely, on number 8. Along with letter H. We’ll take a look a Waite’s famous switching of the cards. In tarot the letter 8 is justice, a woman, or waites strength as harmony. Letter H, is bilingual though differs in its pronunciation between english and russian. H is the lovers card. As its pronounced as N in russian connects it to the strength card. Justice/strength/lovers.

To continue on with association and connection. The letter H, is found on number 15. Along besides letter O. HO. Number 15 is the devil card. The devil

Catd used isnt waites or the french version. And isnt aolely connected to enslavement and despair but the desire and sex. Though letter H is also paired by typeset to letter Y. The final judgement card.

Though i mist be said again that the strenght card combined with the justice card is found connected to patriotism. And connected to unification of the natural state. As is the pledge of allegiance.

To leanr as we go the russian national holiday is on june 12. To tarot, this is number 18. The moon card. And letter Р(r). Temperance and the hanged man. As june 12th 1991, is the day russia declared its sovereignty from it’s former soviet union. On the type set overlay the Cyrillic letter Р(r) is paired with the latin letter H(n). The persecuted hangedman tied to death sees “the light”. As the year is divided into two numbers by the norm. When one says their dtae of birth its usually the last teo numbers of the year which is said. Or even written on forms. Thus one may deduct that 1991 and mirrored date. Shares both cards of the sun or the wheel and the same by deduction to the wheel card and by cyclic repetition, 91 may be given to card 7. The chariot by tarot. As can be viewed, the new state of the russian “empire” ties perfectly with the meaning of the date by tarot.

The only significant problem here is the lack of fitting images to be read in relation of the russian language and available cards. Letter Ю being the example chosen does not pair with any other number or letter. Save for numerological deduction and cyclic repetition. These two being number 3 and number 9. Outside the english alphabet and solely on the tarot numbers equals to the empress and the hermit. Though with the english overlay, is the high priestess and the vowel card i. Extent joy and innocent expression. As for the card i’ve chosen for i or better said chosen for me by practical divinational method of intuitive guess work. Or magic.

Though curiously enough. The images for i and U were originally reversed. And switched after the fact to fit personal definition. As “i” seemed a better fit to me, atleast as waite’s sun card over waites strength card, which fits better as a projection of you. The curiosity here is that the russian cyrilic letter Ю is pronounced as “yu” (you). And the fallowing letter Я (ya) which, being a one letter word means i, as in me or self. Though this does fit the type set and not the alphabetical numbering. Я being the last letter of the alphabet. The switch may be returned back without much difference. And the projection and meaning of i would be tied to the strength/ harmony card and you(U) would becoming the projection of happiness and fulfilment as apposed the self and would be bi-gendered, fitting the gendered of the person reading. Bias plays huge here. Though this doesnt help much in deciphrring what the image of Ю is. Except that it is the last letter of the type set compared to the alphabetical numerological numbering sequence. Irony. And of course this was done long before learning the russian alphabet. And now being realized. Such is my everyday reality. Which is difficult on the sanity.

To make it easier. The images would be switched back to the original answer. For the child may be of either gender. And the strength card would be given a choice depending on the person reading. Identifying with either the woman or the lion. And “it’s”/ “his” pride and joy. Being her. It could be argued that the arrangement above is correct, this depending on the person. Except that U(you) is projected outside the personal onto an external reality of union of two other people while the self is left singular. Again depending on the person and preference of solitude. Since the rest of the script plays on royalty and the king(emperor)/czar or царь in russian. When if one ignores the reality that царь is a past tense reality no longer in effect. And the horse, is rarely, or commonly associated as a poetic embodiment of a person. Though there are exceptions. Just not to seemingly so in tarot. This belonging more to the centaur than not.

Seeing how the letter Ц as a strong affinity to the emperor. And has connections to both the moon and sun cards. Shows a lesson for the nature of these two bodies. The moon being a negative card and the sun being a positive card. When the nature of the Царь belongs dominantly to the moon displays an ugly omen. The alphabetical overlay of number 24 pairs letter Ц to letter X(sun). But this is just one point of view, perhaps toon opinionated or biased. But this does connect the strength as harmony card, of Waite’s card to number 24. And the numerological deduction of 24 to the tarots lovers card, number 6 or by english overlay to the F card of the emperor. Which is a step preceding the hierophant or pope cards.

The russians in media are always villainized. Or. Brushed off. Save perhaps for the recent film I.S.S. Where the spoiler ending with a protagonist female American and a protagonist male russian. While the “villains” are equally from both nations. One would have to watch to understand the deeper significance in rapport in relation to this discourse.

Well, guess, it’s been accomplished. Heres to spending the rest of my life alone. As i’ve always been. So much for love. There has only ever been despair. And there always will be. We’ll see what happens agter im done smokim g. Byt there really isnt any point talint care of myeelf. And im three times more likely to hurt myself on these new metal step tables they’re bring in than not. Indint want ot load a van with thise.

Ugh mornings. Another thought that comes to mind is the power of letters C and S. on the typeset of jcuken and qwerty, a writer said, opinionatedly, that it was redundant to place both latin and Cyrillic letters C on the same key. Cyrillic letter C is pronounced as a latin S. the curiousl thing about latin C is that its pronunciation is variant. It all depends on the vowel fallowing it on how it is pronounced. For example. Sent vs. Cent. These two words are indistinguishable by auditory phonemics. C+A = K. C+E = S. it is not so far fetched as a redundancy to place them on the same key. The other curiosity is when it comes to the tarot images. Is that C = the high priestess and S equals the devil. The devil it is said speaks only the truth. Or is the bearer of truth and information. Not so different from the high priestess. The devil card from the broken mirror tarot, author anonymous, shows this devil holding a scroll. I image to the foreign tongue this is a difficulty in the efforts of learning the language. And will question which letter to use.

Numbers 3 and 19. Cyrilic B(v) is paired to latin C. But, cyrilic letter C(s) is paired to latin letter S. together by rule, 3+19=22. This is an experienced reality for me. The allure of the devil and “the restitution” of the star card. For number 22 by latin tarot overlay is letter V.

Bilan négative. Clean bill of health. No STD’s. Considering i haven’t had any relations in years. Most likely just tissue damage from inflammation. Apparently it can last several months to fully heal. Or so the internet says. Can’t tell if my diet is the result of lesser symptoms. Or if it’s healing. But now it’s the weekend. And i have nothing to do. With the motovation or energy to do just that. So the next couple days are going to suck. But when the foreigner ask me how to use a gum-ball machine. I knew he was full of shit. And im never eating popcorn again. Oh well, one gets used to tolerating being treated like a fucken moron by people less intelligent then you. What wasnit they used to say to me on davebook all the time. “Sometimes you got to play the fool to fool the fool who thinks their fooling you”? Of some dumb shit like that. Just dont inderstand how people take pleasure from that. Guess im too stupid .

The amount of peoples lives i affect is astounding. Considering i keep to myself and dont speak to anyone. 39 years of this shit. Its just reality. For more negativity, why would i help a bunch of foreigners, fucken with me. Who come from an english country that dont understand english? Englishnis a dumb language anyway. It doesnt distinguish an inamimate object from a person and has a wors that replaces every other word in the language. A gramatically correct sentence; the fuck is fucken fucked. Might as well buy a bif fucken blue dildo and pretend its a smurff.

Now if i had a wife. Or was even introduced to a woman whom wasnt fucken’ with me. I wouldnt be having these thoughts. Istead if be like everyother asshole out there procreating and not parentally guiding PG motion pictures. Because id be an idiot.

The complications of russian grammar

As we can see мужик, isn’t an essential word and can be ignored. Chelovek, can be translated as mankind. And should be synonymous with womankind. The fact that that distinction exists promotes imbalance in the “collective being”. And shouldn’t exist. It should be replaced with humankind, that term should be a sanctioned ban. Save for the bs of freedom of speech. With is synonymous with the freedom to drive as one wishes to drive. Criminal. One of the many hypocrisies of libertarian government.

The fact that english has evolved into the degeneration of proper speech with the absence of terms such as thus, and hath and thee proves the path of least resistance is supported. Wich is synonymous with the path of the moon. And the predominance of unhealthy alternates that plague every street corner. And then one can antagonistically say “well, its your own damned fault” or on the other said of the argument, even say it’s not a choice. You were born that way. Even though the human mind is a blank slate and it all depends on the conditioning of association to “personal disposition” or circumstance from the earliest point of the external on the impressions of development. Genetic anomalies are exceptions to the rule. But these are far and few in between. As are midgets are born. Or albinos are born. Are a rarity. In these cases a proper humankind has a choice. Of throwing this subjects out into the wild to be eaten or accommodate their disposition. But it doesnt or it shouldn’t go out of its way to purposefully conditioning the rest of humanity to be become midgets or albinos. Which sadly isn’t the case for all conditions.

The Russian language is apart of the slavic languages which originates from the slave races. And it accommodates and is a blend of several languages, ethnicities and religions into one “race”. Though they have much stronger affinities to a “dictatorship” or communism is akin to conservatism. Its more of a war between liberstism vs. Conservatism which is what the russian ukrainian war is impressing to be about. I wouldnt say that the Americans or the U.N. Are antagonist or that even the russian “empire” are antagonist either. Save that for all the help being given to Ukraine has resulted in rhousands of more deaths than would have been makes me question loyalties to the human race. Even the pope. Pope Francis who leans more towards accommodating the modern world vision, as compared to the previous popes, asked Ukraine to give in. But they said no to peace. Ive read plenty of news articles that completely trash the russian people.

And one doesnt find any russian keys on their keyboards. Not so for the russians having english on theirs….. ugh. Another point of communism is the Chinese and the vast majority of chinese products being sold and bought by the “american” nations. Uhm.

Though the degenerated form of english does make easier for a foreigner to learn. Because the language has been severely dumbed down.

#tarot #tarotblr #qwerty #jcuken

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So... it’s 2023

Wow. It’s actually 2023. It means that I am 22 years and a month old. I will turn 23 years old later in the year. I know that I am still young, but time flies. My twenties will end in a blink of an eye. I thought that I would spend NYE or New Years with my friends or a “boyfriend”. To mention, this is my 22nd year of being single. Can someone this year seriously stop this streak? Anyways, I am just in the house alone and writing this Tumblr post on the New Year.

I wanted to write a journal entry about my Seattle trip while it was happening. I didn’t have my laptop with me, so I shall write it right now.

I landed in Seattle on Christmas Eve. I stayed at Kimmy’s apartment for a week 12/24 to 12/31. There is a Korean dude named Louis, which I matched on Hinge back in October 2022. We had our first video call after the League of Legends Worlds. While I rooted for T1, he rooted for DRX. To make it interesting, we did a bet. T1 unfortunately lost, so Louis was given the opportunity to wish for anything when I am in Seattle. However, he was curious what I was wishing for, so I told him. I wanted him to go on a Christmas date with me. He smiled and happily agreed to it.

So... it’s Christmas. I wore my sock heels, skirt, a white long sleeve top, a cute gray jacket, and my gold Madewell earrings. We planned to meet up at 6:15 pm at La Vita E Bella restaurant in Downtown Seattle. I was holding his gifts (Ralph Lauren Coffee cup and coffee beans) in a Nordstrom paper bag while carrying an umbrella. The tips of my sock heels were very wet, and the paper bag was ripping apart. I was able to arrive at the destination two minutes early. I called Louis, and he told me that he was already inside. I entered the restaurant, and the server asked me if I reserved a table. She told me that there was no reservation under the name of Louis. Then, Louis came up to me because he heard his name being called. So, that was my first time actually seeing his face in real life.

We sat down and ordered our pasta and appetizers. I got this mushroom pasta, and he got carbonara. He asked me what my first impression of him was. I told him that he was cute. I genuinely thought he was cute. Then I asked him what his first impression of me was. He said, “I looked outside the window and saw a girl. I wasn’t too sure if it was you, but I was certain when I heard my name at the entrance.” I was not really sure if that was actually first impression. Then, he said, “Oh, I am not finished. I thought you were cute.” Okay, so at least we both were not catfishing. We had our talk, and he suggested that we should walk around downtown to check out some Christmas decorations. We see bunch of Christmas lights and this huge teddy bear. I remembered that I haven’t taken a BeReal that day, so I pulled out my phone and opened the app. I was hesitant to ask him if he wanted to be in picture with me, but I still asked because I have big balls. Louis said, “Yeah. I was actually getting ready to pose a selfie with you.” I was surprised and gladly took the photo with him.

After that, I really wanted to hold his hands. He promised that he would warm up my hands when I was in Las Vegas. I ended up mentioning what he promised, and he took my left hand and held it. I was happy, but I was not too sure if I really liked him or not. The moment we held hands it started to rain.

We walked over to the Link station, and we were standing there until the Northgate link arrived. I asked him if he had fun, and he said yes. Of course, I said the same. We planned our second date at Nana’s Green Tea at 6:30 pm.

I went back to Fifi’s house to eat some hotpot and tell them what happened. I had fun during the date, but the important thing was if I really liked him enough to start a long-distance relationship. I couldn’t say yes exactly. I always think about William, my first ever crush. He is a frat Stanford dude that has so many red flags. And yet, I still like him. The biggest reason why I like him is because it is so comfortable to talk to him. I don’t try to be cute or anything. I talk to him like a friend, and my heart gets flustered. It is something I cannot control at all. I thought Louis would help me forget William, but it definitely didn’t.

So, the next day was our second date. Louis bought me this matcha latte float. It was delicious. We talked, but I was lowkey getting bored. The talk was very trivial, and I wondered if he felt the same way. I wanted to test the Platonic Effect again with him. I asked him if we could walk outside. We held hands. I confirmed that I didn’t like him. He took me to the Link again, and we didn’t talk anything about our third date. It was complete silence. Someone had to end our relationship. I asked him if he had anything to say, and he finally told me that I was like a younger sister to him. I was not hurt AT ALL because it wasn’t like I liked him either.

The train arrived, and I gave Louis our last hug. I walked into the train station feeling indifferent. In fact, I took a BeReal there. It takes around 15 minutes to walk over to Kimmy’s house from the Roosevelt station. I called my best friend Carmen while I was walking. I started crying. It wasn’t because of Louis or William. It was because I was disappointed in myself. Why can’t I find a guy that I really love? Am I just being desperate for a boyfriend?

After the call, I was thinking alone. Although I didn’t like Louis, I was curious to why he saw me as a younger sister. Like I previously mentioned, our conversation was very small talk/trivial. I tend to avoid talking about my future and long-term goals because I still do not know what I wanted to do after I graduate. I don’t want the guy to see me as a girl who has no future. I want to be ambitious, but I am not motivated to go to med or dental schools. Therefore, I assumed why this was how Louis perceived me.

Today, it is January 1st 2023. My best friend Carmen will get a full time job in Massachusetts after she graduates. Kimmy is already working at Deloitte. What will I be doing after I graduate? I still don’t know. But I know for a fact that I do not want to go to med/dental school. I want to do something related to business, specifically product management. I want to prove to my friends that I am capable of something. I have realized that I have low confidence/self esteem. 2023 is the year where I need to grow and prioritize my future before getting a boyfriend.

I had stayed at Seattle for a week and didn’t feel homesick at all. I didn’t call my parents once. I would also intentionally have my phone on Do Not Disturb mode because I didn’t want to get any notifications from my parents. The biggest reason why I didn’t call them was because if I hear their voice, it feels like I am back home. The biggest reason why I went to Seattle was to get out of this suffocating home and to avoid their nagging.

Therefore, in 2023, I want to stay strong and really accomplish something that will help my career. I can always find a partner anytime. Hopefully, I can find someone organically, not through dating apps.

If I am still alive in 2024, I want the future Su to read this tumblr note.

Dear Future Su in 2024,

Hey it’s me but in 2023. I wanted to let you know that you have accomplished many things, even if you still haven’t landed a job. You probably have graduated by then. You are still young. You are only 23 years old. You have amazing friends that will talk to you when you need them. Just keep on trying, and don’t give up. You are doing a great job... One day, you’ll find a job and someone who will make you happy. And if you are currently employed and/or dating someone you cherish, congratulations. Regardless, I am proud of you.

Sincerely,

Su 1/1/2023

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