#efficiently and relatively quickly or that allow me to solve my philosophical questions. basically they're production-based
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Just remembered that according to doctors I'm literally always dissociated lmao.
#like my results from a diagnosis i had done some years ago literally read#'appears to be in a constant state of mild to moderate dissociation'#I'm the dissociation king i can't be beaten.#this is not a good thing. don't be like me kids.#yes you can a get a good grade in dissociation but side-effects include uuuh. no emotions. an omnipresent feeling of unreality.#the inability to feel positive emotions about hobbies (i literally find it surreal that people actually ENJOY hobbies)#(like it's apparently an emotion and people feel it when engaging in their hobbies???)#(for me hobbies have always been things i do to fill my time and that are tolerable enough)#(i don't really feel anything about them except for stress and sometimes anxiety but i tolerate my hobbies more than eg#playing football because my motor control is piss poor and I'd embarrass myself. my hobbies are things i am capable of doing#efficiently and relatively quickly or that allow me to solve my philosophical questions. basically they're production-based#and problem-solving based. can't say i enjoy them but they either produce things or help me solve stuff.)
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