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clambuoyance · 8 months

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this may be silly but i really really miss the feeling of being able to draw whatever i wanted without any stress at all T^T i spend hours thinking about what i want to draw and then i get stressed because it shouldn't be my focus and then i end up doing neither what i should be doing (school, work, being a functional member of civilization) or want to be doing (hunched over my drawing tablet scribbling my faves) and it sucks so bad </3

#with each passing year and the more professional or academic responsibilities i gain the more i struggle </3 #and its not like i can avoid it. avoiding these responsibilities would have real consequences and sometimes not even the fear of that is #enough to spur me to action T-T even though i have the foresight to realize i should get a headstart #i dont have any patience but also no sense of punctuality #which is why i rely on to do lists with every hr planned or else ill die fr #UGH ill prolly delete this later i randomly was overtaken by the overwhelming need to Rant.

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