#even though mr. v said it's not my responsibility anymore. that i don't havta do it if i don't wanna & he won't get angry | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

kindacreepy-kindaugly · 2 years

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On the larger scale I don't know if I'm happy or not but he's bein so so so sweet n good to me it's overwhelming

Silk's been much nicer to me than I expected too, I guess he doesn't see me as competition anymore? Idk but it's nice. Sharing my spot & the responsibility n rewards that come with it has been workin out pretty well, I'm thinkin maybe we managed to find an arrangement that works for all of us.

#doll #i think maybe cause he got some of the aggressive energy out with silk?#it's okay silk's the only one of us that actually likes it #i got to join in for the cuddles after too so i'm happy with that #i...don't know how to feel about the way i've felt much happier and more stable when silk's been handlin those responsibilities #my feelings around s*x are way too complicated with how needy i am but also the way it feels like the only way to get his affection #so silk handlin it really helped i guess. i didn't havta feel guilty about avoidin my responsibilities #even though mr. v said it's not my responsibility anymore. that i don't havta do it if i don't wanna & he won't get angry #that my new job is just takin care of myself as well as i can...eatin things i like & tryin to broaden my comfort zone & doin my crafts #not sure if i believe him but i guess there's no harm in tryin. at least he usually likes it when i remember to eat n stuff.#spdrvent

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