#everybody wants queue

[skyloftian-nutcase]

Wolf Link wants everyone to share easy recipes so we can all make sure we eat! Uli will ensure the house doesn’t burn to the ground 👍🏻

[sylvies-kablooie]

i sigh deeply and for a really extended period of time, to the point where you're like wow, where are they getting all of that air to exhale in such a dramatic fashion from? i mean, lungs can't really hold that much... can they? you try to subtly google the capacity of human lungs but i'm still sighing so extensively i don't even notice. and i wouldn't be offended if i caught you either way, because i am just as surprised about the whole thing.

[cflight]

since it’s been a very long time since I popped my head on here, I’ve gone ahead and cleared the inbox (aside from a few more recent messages from this month.) gonna try n’ reblog some more memes to get back into the groove, or if you’re wanting to plot something, just hop into my dms!

[respondedinkind]

@ssolessurvivor finally gets that thing that I have wanted to write for a long time now lol

The moments after utter bliss has been reached, when the frequence of both their heartbeats slows down inside their ribcages, sweat starting to evaporate on their skin - prompting one of them to reach for the blanket and cover their frames - are always filled with the most sense of calm, the most comfort and deepest intimacy; At least to Khan it feels this way, and he's sure that Logan will agree.

Logan, the man who currently rests within his embrace, face against the crook of his neck, with Khan's nose burying itself into the soft, blonde strands of hair in return. The man who has managed to rip Khan's heart open and crawl inside, where he's destined to stay for forever - to never leave again. The man who is more wonderful than everything else Khan has ever seen - and felt - in his entire life.

Blue eyes flick open, stare into the darkness of their bedroom as the seconds pass; He inhales, exhales, watching the bright light of the moon spilling inside through the window, listening to the sounds of their breathing, feeling the naked skin of his beloved against his own frame. He's thought about something for a while now, wondered when the perfect moment would be - and perhaps this moment isn't it, not if one were to judge it based on how special it is...

But it feels right. It feels like as if the right time has arrived, the one where Khan will open his mouth and---

"---If you could have even more of me..." His voice is low, deep and vibrating as he speaks; A mixture of velvet, honey, lavender, a hint of smoke and something raspy that melts into semi-sweet chocolate. "...more than I already give you, more than you probably could ever expect to get of me... ---would you want it?"

No, he does not look at the blonde, does not move; His mouth and nose stay buried within that hair, eyes continuing to glance at the light, arms wrapped around that frame that has went through so much and yet is still here - fought to survive, so that Logan, in the end, could end up with him, of all people.

Khan's heart skips a beat, then stumbles before it continues with its usual, slow pace. A thing that rarely happens, but does now, for a lot of different reasons.

[alwaysanangcl]

❛ i'm sorry, i had no idea. ❜

Blue eyes are fixed on the ceiling as she recounts the things the Capitol had done to her, done to others within earshot. . . It was funny, Jessica and her family had never really been fans of the Games. It was cruel to pit children against one another and for what? Sure, they always started with videos about the terrible war that had led them all to this life but how important were those memories, truly? No one cared about the war. They cared about betting on lives for a bloodthirsty dictator. It really shouldn't be a surprise that once they'd served their initial purpose a waste not, want not mentality was taken towards the fallen.

"I don't think I noticed it in Games before mine." She offered in a soft reply to her former Mentor. "If they did the same to others, they hid it better." Her head lulled toward the window that Johanna was sat behind. The redhead still hadn't managed to control herself fully around others. This was safer for them all yet it was a stark reminder of how far life had gone wrong. "All of the rest of it wasn't a shock after I realized what they'd done to us."

[loveriotss]

h-o-t-t-o-g-o ‼️ you can take me hot to go ‼️

do you guys think hawks would play chappell roan on full blast while he takes a shower and does his 14 step skincare routine after that

that is such a random thought anyways

[dnangelic]

poses. i haven't actually eaten yet so i'm gonna do that

[sidesteppostinghours]

4 + 5 + 8 + 40 + 34 and I) G) F) for Cyrus Becker my beloved 🧡

afternoon idle!! oh my god questions galore *cracks knuckles* cyrus get your ass over here youre up

4. How easy is it to earn their trust?

Very difficult, and at the same time easier than youd think. he definitely doesnt entertain everybody, but hes not unreasonable. hell hear you out if you give him enough reason to (or if he thinks its beneficial to get to know you. do you see why he gets attached to people hes supposed to be manipulating so often). ortega and mortum required him to establish a relationship, which is how they got so close to eachother so quickly. herald got by because cyrus thought hed be a useful contact in the rangers. chen couldve earned his trust a long time ago, they had to work with eachother a lot back when he still ran with the rangers, but chen squandered it on his suspicions and its been too long for cyrus to have any interest in patching up their relationship. argent has largely flown under his radar, she hasnt piqued his interest more than the passing curiosity of why she wanted the regenerator.

5. How easy is it to earn their mistrust?

the default is mistrust. sorry yall, hes not taking any more chances than necessary. hes a telepath, he knows all too well what secrets other people hide, and hes not interested in giving people a chance to prove his suspicions wrong. but after hes grown to trust somebody? its... embarrassing how difficult it is to lose it. even though his trust is much shakier nowadays, you still need to have fucked up Majorly to get him back to mistrusting you. if you somehow manage to do that,,, uhhhh. what do you want on your tombstone? (ig its technically its possible to not die and even earn that trust back??? ortega managed, but thats ortega and hes statistically more likely to kill you or ruin your life. depends on how badly you fucked up. id say theres a good 5% chance youll survive the experience without the need for intense psychotherapy)

8. What were they told to stop/start doing most often as a child

listen. follow orders. be exactly who we need you to be. cyrus was a deeply rebellious regene, but he wasnt stupid about it. hed go against the mission in secret, and just enough that nobody wouldve been able to trace any problems back to him. that doesnt mean he was never caught, but he was too competent of a regene to be scrapped, which saved him multiple times before. those few times did cause handlers to keep a closer eye on him though, just in case. handlers would usually keep a harder grip on cyrus, hold him to stricter standards. it contributed a lot to his own self talk. SPEAKING OF WHICH:

40. How sensitive are they to their own flaws?

you must imagine me holding him and looking lovingly into his eyes while i dump a gallon of insecurity and perfectionism on him. hes a proud man, he thinks hes better than what other people are capable of, but that arguably makes things worse when he does make a mistake. he of all people shouldnt be like this. add the puppetmaster scar on him and its a hefty load of 'i need to make sure every single step of my plan goes exactly right Or Else." the worst thing about him is that a lot of the petty flaws he thinks apply to him arent correct. AND HE CANT EVEN NAME HIS ACTUAL FLAWS. cyrus you are so smart and walking around with zero self awareness, its the best. please consider stepping into acid.

34. How hard is it for them to shake a sense of guilt? 

hohohohoho. well. the first step is to get him to feel guilty in the first place. traditionally immoral actions arent going to get to him, obviously. the thing that springs up guilt for him most often is themmys death. he has. a Lot of survivors guilt about that. especially because hes convinced himself he couldve done something and *gestures to the ask above*. guilt will haunt him for life if it doesnt get resolved in a healthy way, but hes gotten good at burying his emotions a long time ago. even when he feels like that, he reserves a specific time to think about it, otherwise itll impede on his plans in the long run. that designated time is. usually when hes supposed to be sleeping. his sleep schedule is just a little bit messed.

I) Do you prefer to keep them in their canon universe?

oh dude i Love putting cyrus in aus. its so fun to poke him with a stick and see what happens. the first one i put him in was a band au, it helped me figure out how he would interact with herald. basically cyrus was a masked guitarist (for backstory reasons) for a band daniel happened to be a fan of, except the two of them managed to meet at just regular old work, with cyrus not realizing daniel was a fan and daniel not realizing cyrus was from one of his favourite bands. it led to fun, mlb-esque shenanigans between the two lmfao. the second one i put him in was the becker siblings au, which i still have thoughts and emotionsTM about. that au let me indulge in the 'cyrus is an older sibling' headcanon and i will forever be in debt to it for the amount of protective cyrus i got. third and current au im obsessing over is a 'cyrus survives hb' scenario, where ortega managed to stop him before he jumped out the window. i am getting! so much ortega x cyrus content out of that au! and so much survivors guilt cyrus. cyrus 'using' ortega to forget about heartbreak my beloveddddd. he also says 'i love you' to ortega in this au and canon ortega is SO jealous. also x2, hes an alcohol vice step in this au. heartbreak hit hard and the tequila hits different.

aaaand i still like his canon version better. its just so very much him. out of every step ive got, hes the one i get to stay closest to how i envision based on the choices the game offers. plus he caught me completely by surprise suckerpunching me with an obsession over him and i cant Not respect that.

G) What trait of theirs bothers you the most?

not sure whether this means on a character creation level or as a person, but ill answer for 'as a person' because im overall pretty satisfied with how he turned out! but like. god what is there to not be bothered about. my manipulative little shit of a son. ig the trait that frustrates me the most is his self destructive tendencies. like. Sir. are you at all aware of the fact that people care for you and want you safe? and that you can respond to that concern with something other than "i can use this", "sucks to be them", or, "no theyre not"? sir. sir answer the question. hes so empathetic and also literally a telepath but somehow cant compute genuine concern at him. as frustrating as it is though, i cannot deny that it is deeply funny to watch him fumble so badly.

F) What do you feel when you think of your OC (pride, excitement, frustration, etc)?

normal. the ones where people look at me and think "wow, that is a person who is having (a) regular thought(s) about their character! very cool!" you will never see a person who is more normal about their guy than i am (i am grabbing him by the teeth and shaking him like a dog with a very strong kill instinct).

truly though, thinking of him gets me buzzing. hes like a puzzle, i keep breaking him apart and putting him back together again to see how everything works. i have this thing where ill often think about showing character analysis to the characters themeselves, just to see how they would react, and i undeniably do this the most with cyrus. i want to explain step by step (hah) why he is the way that he is now, like the whole timeline is plotted inside my head and its so!!!!! i am!!!!! chewing on him!!!!!

questions from here!

[ereborne]

Song of the Day: May 6

"Everybody Loves Me" by OneRepublic

[wildskissed]

What Does Your Heart Look Like?

an open door, a burning hearth Your chest is wide open, and your heart is a home. Others are welcomed in readily and asked to stay. You are comfort and love, everything you were never given but so desperately want to provide for others. You have built this welcoming hearth with your own two hands and won’t see anyone else left out in the cold. Be careful to not burn yourself out trying to keep everyone else warm.

tagged by stolen from: the dash tagging: @storyhaven, @waterdepths, @taleswritten, @seluniite, @ode-of-odr, @cavaris, @dxnse-macabre, @moontouchd, @refabled, @vampiheir, @unfortunatedarling, and literally everyone else. Yes, that means YOU!

[thesundowncrew]

"You've got a whole lifetime ahead of you. You'll find out, sooner or later." 🌸

I was super inspired by the many illustrations of @litarnes ♥️ You guys should really check them out, they're wicked talented 👌😩✨

Nightshade is always so bubbly & chipper but she does get sad & upset just like everyone else. One thing that weighs heavy on her mind is disappointing the person(s) she looks up to the most. In this instance, she's thinking of Samhain. Though he's never put any sort of pressure on her to be some sort of super-witch, she still doesn't want to burden him & is always trying to make him proud. Samhain always reminds her never to compare with anyone else but her past self, and that she still has time to be the best version of herself that SHE wants to be - not what she THINKS Sam wants her to be ♥️

[dxllhcuse]

🎎 Aksncndijss :( || Crack

🎎 out of the dollhouse || OOC

🎎 Everybody please like my art || Toon’s Art

🎎 Tired of wishing I was ditching || Kimetsu Academy AU

🎎 She is a child and a mannequin and death || Ishimatsu

🎎 I am not the type to faint When things are odd or things are quiant || Karakuri

🎎 Children shouldn’t play with dead things || Kokeshi

🎎 Spinning all around and now we fall || Iki

🎎 What an unusual view! || Dash Commentary

🎎 If I show my fangs will you tell me that they're cool? || Headcanons

🎎 ghouls and ghosts inhabit dolls || Aesthetic

🎎 Throw on your dress and put on a doll faces || IC

🎎 I see things that nobody else see || Musings

🎎 it’s queue time || Queue

🎎 something’s gone seriously wrong || Promo

🎎 As the children laugh, the children play || Ask meme

[respondedinkind]

@nursc asked: bad ideas make the best memories. [Memes I recently reblogged | always accepting]

The words being spoken out by her is what surprises Khan about them, not necessarily the context; He has to admit, though, he does wonder about it, about how bad ideas can form memories one considers the best.

Has he ever had bad ideas in his life? Certainly so. Perhaps even acted out on them, at some point in his existence. However, with most of those bad ideas having led to some kind of punishment and memories that still haunt him to this day, he wouldn't consider them to be good - or best ones, for the matter.

Perhaps it's different for humans. Maybe their bad ideas are not the ones Khan used to have. He takes a breath, a gentle albeit deep one, before exhaling it through his nostrils - blue eyes focus on the woman's form, letting her scan him, head tilting to the side ever so gently.

"Mine did not.", is what he finally decides to reply, voice soft, deep. "---And the memories they created... I prefer those to leave me alone."

Khan wonders if his chosen words might be a bit too honest, too direct - but he cannot take them back, so he'll leave it at that.

[thegeminisage]

well

[whatevers-inconvenient]

will my partner break up with me due to my covid 'overcautiousness' yes or probably yes