#everyt time i think i've bared it all.there's always something else
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#mine#writers of tumblr#poetry#spilled ink#writing#okay to rb#poem#spilled words#tw: trauma#tw: csa#tw: abuse#tw: dv#i'm sicker every day#i think i was so focused on my oldest brother & dad's friend that everything else seemed not worth mentioning or nowhere near as bad#but then i casually mentioned to one of my friends some of what my youngest of my older brothers used to do#and i realised as i was saying it that it wasn't normal#it just felt like the realisation i had about my oldest brother all over again#it feels like there is always more for me to process#everyt time i think i've bared it all.there's always something else#first dad's friend. then my oldest brother. now the youngest.#dad overlooking it all#i just want none of it to be real#i don't understand how all of this happened to me without anyone doing anything about it#i keep wishing i'd done something to stop it to save myself.#and i know i saved myself the only way i could#but it wasn't enough.#anyway#i hope you're as okay as you can be
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