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Stage 1: using your native language's idioms in English out of habit/lack of knowledge

Stage 2: using English idioms as much as you can to prove that you're good at English

Stage 3: using your native language's idioms in English because they fuck actually

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I will totally do that, random popup that's Definitely not a virus (sarcasm)

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Ok time for confession before I’m too chicken to say it.

When I first started reading Ennead in high school I remember being oddly disappointed that Bakura was a woman. In retrospect I think it might have been because I had never seen a lesbian couple in Yu-Gi-Oh before and really wanted to see some kind of romance between the two that had a good chemistry I liked. I had never seen that kind of relationship before in the other female Yugi stories and writing.

I remember my surprise when the chemistry I was hoping for started to reveal itself as the story progressed and finding myself almost surprised by the romantic history later on. But at the same time not as surprised as I should have been if I wasn’t expecting it.

Now, nearly a decade, many many stories, and self exploration later, Ennead has been a source that had helped me understand a lot about myself and my own personal sexual orientation.

Thank you for that.

Your writing has always influenced me in ways that I can’t always explain. And I just wanted to share that with you.

Thank you for such awesome stories. Please know you have helped me understand myself better with your writing and I am happier for it.

Thank you!

I am honored to have been able to help you and that you have been with me for this ride as long as you have. I know it's been a long journey, and we're only about halfway through, so the fact you're still here makes me so happy.

Hearing stories like yours and knowing that im making a difference is the only thing that's kept me going for the last 12 years.

There have been many times when I've been tempted to give up. Just leave it where the last written chapter lies and walk away. I promise I will do my very best to finish so I can keep helping people.

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@ashoutinthedarkness bisexual pride flag heart for your bisexual needs. :3

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If you see this on your dashboard, reblog this, NO MATTER WHAT and all your dreams and wishes will come true.

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Yes, Ao3 is down because of a cybersecurity attack.

Yes, the group is claiming to be Sudanese Muslims (Sudan Anonymous). No, this is not true.

This group has been identified as a Russian hacker group intent on sowing dissent between the world under the guise of “strengthening Middle East relations”. They targeted Ao3 because of its pro-LGBTQIA+ stories. Again, they are Russians sowing anger.

Do NOT be Islamophobic. Do NOT use this as an opportunity to whine about how you didn’t have time to finish reading a fic.

Ao3 is run by volunteers who are currently under siege by Russian hackers. Take this time to step back from the site, appreciate their work, write your own fics, or read a physical book.

If I see ANY Islamophobic rhetoric by any of my followers, I will pop your dumbass into my shit list and block you into the high heavens.

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Does anyone who sees this know if there is a ko-fi account for the ao3 volunteers? I’m sure they wouldn’t mind a hot drink right now.

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This is extra funny because this character has a completely colorblind younger sibling

is this orange or yellow.

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What's happening to AO3 right now?

As you may have noticed already, Archive of Our Own is currently down. This is temporary, but unfortunately.. we now know that this is much deeper than we thought.

Why? Because AO3 is home to thousands of LGBTQIA+ content and lots of NSFW content. They're doing this as an Anti-LGBTQ+ attack. If they're doing this for or from America specifically, we're not sure. But this is what AO3 is facing at this time.

What can we do?

Spread the word. Spread the fucking word. I'll be providing updates to my Tumblr page directly from the r/AO3 subreddit. I know that not everyone here is comfortable using Reddit, so I'm taking the blow for you. I cannot access Twitter though. And please, whatever you do...Stop using the Archive of Our Own website at this time.

The moderators, showrunners, and service providers all need to repair the damage done by this group. The amount of data flooding in from people trying to log in will cause more problems. Keep yourselves off of the website.

Credit for original post: @somnolent-scout

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Now for the hard question: in your top 10 movie franchises list add in ALL of the Star Wars and Lord of the Rings movies in order of favorites.

Oh you have to ask the hard questions! Ok, let me see...in order for Star Wars:

Empire Strikes Back -- it is just such a good movie with some iconic Luke looks and Daddy-Son moments. It's so good and him with grandpa-Yoda is so cute. I also love how we see this lead up into Luke's change of perspective with everything.

Return of the Jedi -- Also great Luke and Daddy-Son moments. I think it barely inches over New Hope simply because I got to see it again on the 40th re-release in theaters and I was feral over how Luke looked. Also, loved the fighting scenes and we get Lando. I also happen to love the Ewoks.

New Hope -- May actually be in second place once RoJ-theater release gives me peace (need another few months). But this Luke is just so pure and whiny and I want to put him in my pocket forever and ever and ever. (let me throw this Luke at Din omg)

Revenge of the Sith -- UGH just UGH so god. Anakin is so hot in this and so messed up and this lead up is just fantastic and wonderful and absolutely tragic.

Rogue One -- I mean, how could I not adore this? It is absolutely AMAZING. Just heartbreaking with amazing graphics, awesome characters, and is only getting better thanks to the Andor series.

The Force Awakens -- Honestly, I adored this movie so much. It wasn't perfect, it needed more Luke and the original trio, but it had so much potential. I just thought it was leading up to something amazing and the memes Mark gave us after left me excited and laughing for a long time.

The Phantom Menace -- Part of this is spite-love for young Anakin and Jar Jar Binks; both deserve better. But honestly, I have rewatched this a few times recently and was all "this is actually great? why the hate?"

Attack of the Clones -- Honestly, I need to rewatch this again. It's just here cause I haven't rewatched it in a while and i don't know why. We get Jango! We get the Clones! Baby Boba! The SAND-QUOTE! Obi-Wan's mullet! The lead up to the Clone War series! Badass Yoda! Yeah, gotta do a re-watch.

Solo -- Again, i actually really enjoyed the movie. It wasn't the best but it wasn't bad. Honestly, there were just some weird choices for some story movements and character interactions but other than that? It was good. I need to rewatch it honestly.

The Last Jedi -- I hate, hate, hate what they did to my Luke. If they were going to go this route with him I'd understand 100% because it would make sense for him to to have so much PTSD and just be burnt out and so hurt (still, i think we have enough of this and deserve older heroes that are still full of hope and silly and are kind). But the execution and how he is made to be a loser is just wrong. There were also some other scenes and interactions that were "uh...no?" but the fight scenes were great, Po was great, I loved Rose, I loved Finn's story and realization. It was just really wonky, disjointed from what we were getting before, and I will keep my head-cannon Luke in my claws.

The Rise of Skywalker -- I...didn't like it. I saw it twice and actually checked the time till I could go home often (only have done that with like two other movies). It was so awkward, the dialogue was poor, the actors seemed done, there was so many random new stories thrown in at last second, characters were thrown away, "Palpatine somehow returned?" like...what??? It was just lame. Such a lame, lame ending. The OT-trio and the new trio deserved so much better. It needs a re-do.

Now for the Lord of the Rings!:

The Fellowship of the Ring -- Even though it wasn't the most action packed, what it sparked, how good it was...just AUGH perfection. I adore this movie so much.

The Two Towers -- Incredible, amazing, also perfect. Great action, all the characters are given their due-time (with Legolas making faces). I love it.

Return of the King -- AMAZING ENDING. The wraps up is just...the moments of suffering and the release. The HAPPINESS. How ever gets what they deserve (tho RIP Boromir) just adore it so much.

The Desolation of Smaug -- PERFECT. Except for maybe some off CGI, this movie was amazing. So much Bagginshield, the intense cliffhanger, the Arkenstone....it was so good. I adored this movie so much!

An Unexpected Journey -- I adore Bilbo. I love him so much. And how this opened up Bagginshield just how could I not adore it??

Battle of the Five Armies -- I didn't like it the first time I watched it. But a few more times I was "huh, actually, it's not bad!" It honestly should've been loads better. There were so many wonky decisions and everything that happened did not feel like it met up with the end of a trilogy. But the end....how everyone survived! Can you believe that there was absolutely NO HEARTBREAK WHAT'SO'EVER??

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no wayy i just saw a twitter thread complaining that tumblrs “algorithm” sucks and its too hard to get followers

boy do i have news for u angel

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Going from being an introverted lurker on reddit to trying to post my own stuff here is so wild. I keep typing out a post, deleting it, then retyping because I think it's not good enough but then I look at other posts and why am I so worried?

It's like I'm at a fancy Italian restaurant and keep glancing around the room to see which hand people use to pick up the forks. But then I realize that everyone is shoveling spaghetti into their mouths using their bare hands and I'm like ah okay so I'm clearly overthinking this

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Question I have been holding in for a while but now that Sunburst is talking a short hiatus I feel comfortable asking…

I asked you previously about revamping old stories and you had some really interesting ideas that I would absolutely love to see would those be included in your future work? Or what could we expect? From the other updates?

Are there any story ideas you want to start but are too invested in another story to start?

I absolutely love all of your stories! I’m just interested in what’s coming next?

Hello!

So! The ones I have planned are updates and nothing new yet. My hope is that once Sunburst is done, I'll get Untimely Business finished, start the next installment of the Sunburst series and get a new Dinluke more romantic multi-chapter story going on at the same time. Just since I don't quite have a story mapped out like I mentioned in the other ask, I don't know which project that would be just yet. Got some potential ideas but none are really clear on which route I'd go.

For the next few weeks as I get further on the final leg of Sunburst we'll hopefully get an update of The Untimely Business of an Office Engagement (chapter two is almost done but man, this story is being difficult :/ ), a new smutty one shot within Fruitful and Twisted, and (potentially) a new smutty one shot with A Taste of Something Sinful (or it'll be in Fruitful cause it can be read with a little dubious layer--it'll depend on if I do many edits with it before updating; and is a special Boba/Luke smutty story)

Most of these items are written with the exception f some editing and the Untimely Business one that I wanna punch in the face. So it'll give me time to get the next few chapters of Sunburst written so I can stay ahead and not be rushing to finish the chapter the day of updating XD

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I know ppl go wild for king/knight and king/jester relationship dynamics on this website but I do want to pitch: knight/jester. Loyal warrior who's not been known to suffer fools and the fool who wants nothing more than to be suffered by them, working under the same leige. Think about it and get back to me

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That does answer my question! Thank you!!!

To preface this ask I NEED to emphasize that the newest chapter of Sunburst was amazing and I love it!!

What exactly were your ideas for a lothal arc?

And exactly how far into writing it were you before you realized what you were doing?

Hello! Thanks a ton! I am always happy to hear about the enjoyment of Sunburst XD The thing is a project for sure, so any time i hear that it makes me so excited!

Honestly, not 100% sure as I only felt the desire to write it when I wrote that Lothal moment. But, it would've probably been him on Lothal in the streets where he meets another street-kid with Force-abilities and they find the temple together. Luke would try to train him but then, in the end, he would have to leave because they are found by the Inquisitors. He'd allow himself to be taken so Ezra could escape, leaving the other unsure what to do now that he has all this knowledge of the Force but, unlike with Din, neither of them had connection in the future so Luke would not be able to tell him to wait for Kanan. So, he'd potentially get his pathway very changed as well.

Now, for the second question, are you asking in general for Sunburst?

In most cases of my multi-chapters, I have a good chunk of the story done in my head. I normally do not post a story unless I have a beginning, a potential twist, a middle, a big scene, and the ending done. I'm always willing to let things change but for the most part that is how I am able to select the stories I upload is because I have the ideas all written out on where it's gonna go. Like with Sunburst, there are times things change or are tempted to change and depending on things I either decide to go with he change or keep to the story as originally planned.

I already have some ending scenes of the saga of Sunburst written out because, for the most part, I already see where I want it to go.

But things do change a lot. Like, originally, there wasn't going to be a Mandalorian Arc. It would've been maybe a moment of interaction between Luke and Din before we went to Vader--but then I realized that the things I want to happen in future chapters and stories in the series wouldn't make sense without them having a far deeper connection.

So...I dunno if that answered your question XD I hope it did. if not, let me know and i'll be happy to answer it again!!

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redrew this panel from clone wars battle tales #3

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So fun fact about me: I am a fan of Miraculous Ladybug. I find it to be a fun show and the concepts to be intriguing. Writing isn't anything ground breaking and it can be down right frustrating at times but yet I find I still get some enjoyment out of it. Just one of those unique scenarios of "Yeah I know this isn't great but it's interesting to watch to see what happens." Plus it's inspired me to want to give my hand at making something like it at some point but that project is still in early development. I'll talk about it once I have more stuff figured out. 

For now, I wanted to do a fun little AU with Atem and Lotus where they were the Chat Noir and Ladybug of Egypt. Or in this case, Khem Mau and Ruby Scarab. It's pretty straight forward what they did. Fought against the forces of evil, got some escapism from their regular lives (Atem liked being able to be himself more at Khem Mau than he was in his normal life as a prince and Lotus got to do more than just be a performer. She loved the fact she could help people.) and eventually developed a relationship. (And unlike Chat Noir and Ladybug, these two didn't keep their identities a secret forever. It took time since both were scared how the other would judge them but after awhile, they finally went through with it and it made their bond even stronger.)

So just something fun. Designing these two were interesting since I'm putting them in colors I usually wouldn't. Especially Atem who I don't generally dress in silver or green for that matter but he doesn't look too bad in it. Lotus was a little harder because polka dots can be a bit tough to make look good but I think I pulled it off alright. 

I plan to do some refined art pieces later so this piece was just nailing down their superhero outfits.

And... Yeah! Hope you enjoy!