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strawberrymatchawhore · 11 months
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exbf!jungkook x exgf!reader
“you wrap around me and you give me life… and that's why night after night i'll be lovin' you right”
summary- after seven long years of the breakup between you and jungkook, he randomly decides to show up and tries to prove that hes really a changed man.
warning/s- DUBCON. rough sex under the influence (both sides), hesitant y/n, choking, fingering, messy sex, lovebomb/confession, nutting inside (a/n also sorry for not posting for a while n this was kinda rushed soo i do apologize in advance LMAOOO)
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you loudly groaned and smacked your hand around the couch to look for your phone, who the hell calls at this hour ? you took a hit of the joint youve been smoking for the past few minutes and then clicked the answer button.
“hello ??” you lazily say and roll your eyes and take another hit.
spam callers are so fucking annoying.
“y/n…” the voice says, it was deep and husky… even almost sounding like..
“huh ?!!! jungkook ??” the call abruptly ends until a loud knock can be heard from your front door. you get up confused and take a peak through the window and see your ex boyfriend leaning against the porch chair.
fuck what now
you open the door and take a second to figure out what to say.
“what are you doing here ?” you said in a monotone voice, trying to hide your interest as to why he decided to show up after so long.
“i need to talk to you y/n.. please.” he slurs gently pushing you aside to go inside your house, the smell of alcohol and expensive cologne accumulating from his body.
“jungkook..” you tried slowing his pace down and pushing his chest but he wouldnt budge.
“jungkook !! you cant just randomly show up to my house like this and expect me to welcome you with open arms !!” you dragged him to the couch and made him sit down you stood in front of him and examined his state.
“y/n you smoke now ?” he picked up the joint and tossed it back down.
“yeah that doesnt matter right now, why are you here ?”
“look.. i just wanted to say.. i just wanted to say that im sorry for everything that ive done to you in the past. i know words cant fix the damage ive done but after all this time i never forgot about you and i realized all of my faults.. i really really have changed for the better, and i hope you can let me back into your life again y/n.” he slurred, it was almost funny how desperate he sounded. like the roles of the past were now reversed.
you tilted your head, jungkook was never one to own up to his mistakes or even apologize. the sinking feeling in your stomach rises when he briefly mentions the past. but even drunk, maybe he really has changed. it has been 7 years. you stood in silence as jungkook made himself at home on your couch.
“look jungkook, its been a while im gonna have to think about it. and youre drunk, just lay there and i’ll get you some water. you can spend the night.” you softly said, damn it. he was good.
he nodded in response and you went to the kitchen to get water and meds, this also gave you time to collect your thoughts. you said you would think about forgiving him but could you really believe that he’s changed after the relationship you were in with him all those years ago ?
you put the stuff for him on the coffee table and sit down near him, trying to keep a distance. closing your eyes and opening slowly feeling the high more. you look over to jungkook and laugh. this didnt feel real at all.
he then sits up and scoots closer to you, leaning his body onto yours. his mouth was now near your ear and you could feel his hands gently massage your waist. he pulls you to his lap and you let out a low gasp from the sudden movement.
“jungkook. we really shouldnt be doing this…” you say using his thighs to try to get up. the grip he has on your waist tightens, almost bruising even. you wince and move around his lap more to try to get free.
“what do you mean ?” he lowly says he keeps one hand on your waist and massages it his other hand makes it way up to your neck and squeezes.
“you’re basically grinding on me.” he chuckled, you could feel his bulge pressing against you. you whine and dont respond. only the music playing from your tv could be heard. what situation did you just get yourself into ? he lets go and his hand slides down to your pj shorts touching the wet spot on your panties.
“s-stop.” you moan, sounding extremely unconvincing. the both of you knew that you were just saying bullshit, your legs basically open wider for him to continue further. his pushed your panties to the side and gently rubs your clit, and teases it before dipping a finger into your pussy.
“you sure you want me to stop ?” he adds another finger and speeds up, his palm stimulating your clit. you moan and grab his hand.
“…your pussy is just so fucking wet.” jungkook whispered in your ear. you know you shouldnt be enjoying this but you honestly missed him and wanted more. not that you would admit it. even though he most definitely knows by now.
“fu- all f’ you.” you mewl biting your lip, it felt too good.
“yeah all f’ me ? does it feel good baby ?” he teases nibbling your ear. you moan incoherent words and close your eyes.
“course it does just listen to how youre taking my fingers.” you could hear the wet slick sounds of his long skinny fingers going in and out of your pussy. his rings adding more to the package. you could feel yourself about to cum and jungkook slows down.
“you gonna cum ?” you whine and nod yes grinding on his hands to try to get back the lost stimulation. he removes his fingers from you and roughly shoved them into your mouth, you automatically suck and swirl you tongue them licking them clean of your juices. seems like you still have some muscle memory.
he guides you off his lap and maneuvers you face down ass up. giving him a full view of your ass, he gives a few hard smacks before you feel him move his tip up and down your pussy. already antsy and wanting more, you try to reach back and put it in yourself but he grabs your arms and pins them to your back, forcing you to arch it even more.
“uh uh youre not allowed to touch, just lay there and be a pretty little thing for me.” he says before pushing his dick inside of you. your mouth opens into a silent o and you push your hip against his.
“ah-h feels so good kookie.” jungkook leans forwards and uses your arms to thrust faster and harder. your ass bounces from the force.
“fucking missed this pussy.. missed you. ah- fuc-” he breathily whimpers, your moans synching with his.
“youre the only one that makes me feel like im enough and i- fuckkk- im sorry.. oh my- god.” he rambles and moans completely pussydrunk, your cream forming rings at the base of his cock. disappearing and reappearing with his thrusts. he lets go of you and rest his hands on your hips, guiding them towards his big cock.
“you got nothing to say y/n ?” he mocks knowing that youre fucked out, your head rests on the couch cushion and drool covers your chin. you could only moan in response, tears filled your eyes as you felt yourself about to cum.
“no-gonna cum ahh!” your eyes squeeze shut and you grip the couch, your body starts to shake and you expect jungkook to slow down. but no, this man is evil. in fact he speeds up and fucks you through your orgasm.
“jungkook.. jungkook thats too much !!” you whine and reach back to push on his abs. but he chuckles and grabs your arms again. lifting you up against his chest with one arm. the other wipes your tears and rests against your neck.
“gonna fill you up nice n deep.. wanna see that shit leaking from your tight pussy.” he squeezes your neck, if his arms werent holding you up. youd fall right down, the pleasure he was giving you was intense. he was fucking you stupid.
“fuck jungkook, please cum inside please please.” you could feel your second orgasm come when jungkooks first arrives with it. his thrusts gets sloppy but he tried keeping his pace. you were met with a warm sticky feeling inside you when jungkook gently lets you go.
“so pretty all filled up with my cum baby.” he coos and drags his leaking cum back inside you with his fingers. you whined from the overstimulation and he laughed in response. making sure all of it went back inside you, he leans next to your figure and brings you into the little spoon position.
“i love you so much y/n i promise to never hurt you again.” he kisses the top of your head and cuddles into you tighter. you dont respond and just lay back feeling your high come down. this was gonna be a long and hard night of thinking, who the fuck did you let back into your life ?
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moondustaeil · 5 years
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⠀⠀ ➳  “Wanna go grab a drink?”
⠀⠀ ➳ exbf!Jungkook 
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⠀〔 4 : 33 pm 〕
It had been more than 6 months ago when you last saw Jungkook: it was the day you two broke up over an argument. And as you could see him now, the memory still replayed in your mind.
You watched as he walked around in the convenience store with the other members, they looked as if they were busy filming something but you didn’t pay any attention to that. You tried to get on with what you were supposed to get, even if it was hard to focus.
Jungkook had seen you there but he acted as if he didn’t, simply because they were shooting and aside from that, if he approached you then he needed to say something normal and not just stand there like a fool because he was still in love with you.
“Hey” He said first as he approached you by surprise, his legs had taken him to you before he even was able to realize it. So both of you were speechless and surprised once standing opposite each other. After a few seconds, you smiled a little bit, mumbling out a soft “hi” back to him.
“Wanna go grab a drink?” He asked, trying to keep things casual even if he nearly jumped up from happiness when you said yes.
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chocominnie · 3 years
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One Last Time 06 —  Pjm. (M)
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⇢ pairing: Jimin X Reader
⇢ Genre: Idol!Jimin, Exbf!Jimin, model!reader, sad au, fluff, tons of smut, angst
⇢ Synopsis: Your idol ex boyfriend Jimin cheated on you. You two have been broken up for a while now and the media has been keeping track of you and him. You’re trying to get over him, but the things that happen inbetween makes you re-think the entire breakup, and so does Jimin…
⇢ Song : xxxxx
⇢ Word Count : 3k
⇢ Warnings: dominant jimin, makeout sessions, this is honestly a sad angsty au, cheating, pregnancy, unprotected and protected sex, a bunch of sex, no really a LOT of sexual themes too, I know I’m forgetting some but sorry in advance!
⇢ Copyright: please do NOT repost, translate, or modify my works in any way, shape or form, on any platform. If found doing so , it is considered as plagiarism and appropriate LEGAL action will be taken
⇢ Authors note: This is my mini series for the summer! Get your tissues, things to take your anger out on, and sit back and watch the drama unfold. Shall we begin?
‘‘ I swear I am going to have someone beat your ass Park Jimin!’’
‘‘ It’s not my fucking fault! I broke up with her but you lead her to the apartment  knowing she’ll follow!’‘
‘‘ Damn it Jimin im going to kick your ass!’‘
Your eyes pop open just in time to see Jungkook on-top of Jimin hitting him repeatedly on the face while Jimin manages to push him off of him and begin his fist fight against him. He straddles Jungkook to the floor and punches are thrown left and right. Now the sudden headache of seeing the two brothers fight has began in your head and you cannot stand hearing the groaning and yelling between them. Bringing your hand up to signal them to stop, you realize they don’t even know you’ve awakened.
 Jungkook on the other hand is not having it so he throws Jimin off of him harshly making Jimin groan. The way he grabs Jimin’s collar with venom fast strength finally gives you the courage to yell out to them.
‘‘ Stop! Damn it, you two are like literal fucking teenagers. Act your age!”
The both of them turn their heads toward you slowly. Jungkook drops his fist, which was going to connect with Jimin’s face. You take a good look at them. Freshly bruised from each-other. Great.
‘‘ You think fighting is going to solve this problem huh? Get over here now.” You say, eyebrows furrowed in anger.
Jungkook gives Jimin a death glare before rushing to your side and feeling your forehead. You slap his hand away and pull him down by his shirt only for him to recieve a harsh slap to the forehead.
‘‘ Shit!” He stumbles back and rubs his forehead. He shoots you a glare, wanting to yell at you but doesn’t.  You motion for Jimin to come to you too. He raises his eyebrows in amusement.
‘‘ I don’t think it’s necessary for you to do that..” He says, as if your death glare towards him isn’t enough to tell him you aren’t joking whatsoever.
He gets the memo when you disregard his comments before hanging his head low and bending down a little to your height. One slap against the forehead and two across the wrists.
‘‘ That’s for you fighting He was only looking out for me. The last two were for having a psychotic girlfriend who almost killed me. Look at my wrist!’‘
You hold them out to see two I.V’s, one for blood transfusion and the other a regular for nutrients on your right wrist. Both of them bandaged up which does need to be changed because of the old blood.
‘‘ I know and I’m sorry. I didn’t know she would be this upset.’‘ Jimin says, hanging his head low. Jungkook rolls his eyes at him out of annoyance.
‘‘ Whatever. I already called my lawyer for your case. Since Isabel tried to attempt murder to you, you will win this case for sure.’‘ He proudly leans against the wall hoping to atleast crack a smile from you.
You don’t smile though. The last thing you need is another scandal. If this were to make the news and blogs right now then it could be a bad thing. You’ve just started your modeling career again and right now would be the worst time to have something like that. 
Jimin leans on the wall with his hands in his pockets, still avoiding locking eyes with you which is something he usually does. Something tells you that he’s hiding something. Something that you just can’t put your finger on.
‘‘ The police will come shortly for witness statements and your statement. Then they’ll call for a court date as soon as possible.’‘ Jimin’s voice low, illuminating with a hint of sadness.
Out of curiosity you want to say something more. To ask him whats going on and why he’s acting rather like this. It’s really not like him. He’s hiding something for sure and you just cannot put your finger on it. You just agree and pull out your phone. A missed call from Ryan. You try texting her and she almost always responds immediately. This time she doesn’t. What’s really going on?
You don’t know but Ryan took it upon herself to pay Isabel a visit. Usually visitors aren’t allowed for people in holding but with a little sweet talk of hers she got to get atleast 10 minutes to talk. That’s all she needs. When it comes to you, her bestfriend, she never messes around. Hearing the news from Jungkook yesterday she almost went luncatic. Throwing things at him, calling his brother every disrespectful name in the book. Oh she hates him now for sure.
Jungkook had to stop her from going over to the hospital to beat his ass into a bloody pulp for causing you pain and getting together with that crazy girl just to break up with her. Ryan was heated. 
But now she can take this heat and serve some to Isabel right now. She walks with confidence into the room. Nothing and nobody can stop her and if they even try, she’ll chew them up and spit them out. Catching a glimpise of Isabel sitting at the table with her hands cuffed and security next to her, Ryan shoots her a devious glare.
‘‘ What brings you here? I expected my boyfr-’‘
A harsh slam from her hands hit the table as she bends a little to her seated level, ‘‘ He’ not your fucking boyfriend. You were lucky I wasn’t there to beat your fucking ass.”
The guard tenses up at the sounds and sudden movements. Ryan notices, and decides to take her seat to calm down before she’s the one sitting behind the jail bars too. 
‘‘ Ryan.. I thought we were friends?’‘ She frowns, pouting her lips while fake wiping tears away. 
Ryan scoffs,shaking her head ever so slowly with a devilish grin on her face. “ We aren’t. Don’t let me catch you un-attended without your manager or body guard.. Isabel.’’
Isabel laughs one of her evil laughs, throwing her head back then coming back up, “ Oh how cute. Is this a threat from little ol’ you? Me and Jimin were doing just fine before your bestfriend had decided to enter his life again. I’m not the only bad guy here. She should know boundaries for taken men. Ex’s aren’t supposed to be firendly and lovey dovey. Spending nights and going everywhere with each other. Especially when one’s a famous idol with another idol girlfriend. Do I make myself clear?”
“ Maybe you should take that up with your hoe of a boyfriend. He’s the one who can’t leave her alone.” She yells, inches away from Isabel’s face. The two stare at each other long and hard. Isabel is no match for Ryan though.
The guard clears his throat to break the two’s glares. The tension is thick in the air.
“ If you ever touch yn again, I’ll make sure you’re the one in the hospital this time around.”
‘‘ You’ll all see. I’ll win this court case. Trust me… there’s things you do not know.” 
Ryan rolls her eyes, strutting her way out the room with the sound of her heels clicking right behind her. Consider the message recieved. 
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It’s been one week after the situation. In which in between those days you were dismissed from the hospital and have been in at Jimin’s house ever since. You didn’t want to be here. You want to be at home with your cat, Clara. Jungkook’s been going over to feed and play with her. Jimin kept pleading for you not to return home just yet because it could be a danger to you. It makes sense. You never know what Isabel has up her sleeve. 
So you’ve been sitting here doing the same old thing everyday. Eat, watch movies and netflix tv shows,  sleep, and repeat.
Jimin would come in and out of his home studio to check in on you. He still has to work on producing and singing his songs. He’d bring the food and your medicine he prepared per usual,  kiss your forehead, and go right back out to producing his highly anticipated album.
It all seems fake to you. Something is off. Something is not being told to you. You can feel it in your gut but can’t put a finger on it.
‘‘ This is so cliche.’‘ You murmur to yourself, switching the flat-screen T.V off.
And as if on cue Jimin comes inside your- well his room with a glass of water and prescribed pain killers for you. The slight smile on his face makes you want to smile but you don’t.
‘‘ Smile for ocne yn. Do you not like staying here?’‘ He says, sitting next to you on the side of the bed and places the glass in your hands.
You furrow your eyebrows at him, taking the two pills out of his palm. “ No.. but be honest with me Jimin okay?”
His face turns a quick shade of pink then pale as if you had said the wrong choice of words at the wrong time. As if he had seen a ghost at this very moment. That’s not a good sign at all.
‘‘ Are you.. hiding something from me?’‘
The atmosphere is thick and silence fills the room. You don’t say anything and he doesn’t either. Your eyes meet his and for once they don’t pull away first. 
Jimin doesn’t know how to break it to you though. It’s now or never.
‘‘ She will never leave me.”
You bite your lip hard, “ What do you mean?”
“ That she said that she’d do everything to ruin our relationship if we continue to persue one. She’d spready rumors about you to Dispatch. Make a scene whenver you’re near me. Anything she can do, she will do it.”
You don’t know how to take this all in. You knew Isabel was possesive but not this possesive. The thought of her doing things on purpose for you to make everyone hate you makes you want to cry. To just bawl your eyes out right here right now. You can’t.. you won’t do it. 
You won’t give in because thats what she wants. To make you cry. To ruin your reputation and work. Jimin came back into your life and of course you don’t know what to do or how to deal with it. But this is what you wanted right? You’ve been longing for you and him to get a second chance. It’s you. You’re the one who’s been putting things off and not letting things go with the flow. Maybe he came back to you because he realized how wrong he was for cheating on you. For leaving you behind. For not seeing things for truly how it is. 
You knew Isabel was bad luck from the beginning. Now is the time to try and take back what was originally yours. That will hurt her more than ever. 
“ She needs to have a reality check. Not everything revolves around her.”
‘‘ I agree. Putting her behind bars might give her a reality check. It should serve her right for harming people.” Jimin sighs. 
The silence is thick. You both don’t know what to say and it’s sure as hell awkward more than ever right now. Until that silence breaks. 
‘‘ I feel like you aren’t being your true self to me. If we are getting things out now.” 
His sudden comment makes you lift your head up from playing with the comforter. “ What do you mean?’’
‘‘ You.. don’t want to take actions on what you feel, say, or want to do with or about me. It’s killing me inside.”
He’s right. You do try to push your feelings aside no matter what the cause is. It’s just you trying to not set yourself up for hearbreak again. You do want him. You do want everything to do with him. Considering the things that happened in the past, it’s no doubt theres a fence guarding your heart from intruders. 
You exhale out heavily, “ Im just.. scared.’’
‘‘ Of? “
‘‘ Being hurt again.”
Dead silence again. This time he’s the one trying to come up with words to redirect your view of him. Yes, he broke your heart in the worst way possible. He wants you to see he’s changed. 
Jimin bites his lip, voice shaky when he begins talking again. ‘‘ How can I show you that i’m not the same anymore. Im not I promise you. I want you to see I have changed. I know it’s my fault. I destroyed you but let me fix it.”
It’s all come down to this. You’ve wanted this and now is the chance to get it. Now is the chance to have what was once yours. But the feeling of doubt had taken its course on you at the worst time.
‘‘ Jimin.. how do I know that for sure?’‘ You say, unintentionally fluttering your eyes at him. To you it’s to prevent from letting tears fall. 
Jimin see’s it as that specific thing you used to do when you wanted him. When you craved him and would drop hints. To be completely honest, you do crave him. You do want him. Make-up sex was something you two used to do often. It was your toxic way of saying im sorry. 
Somehow you want to put that toxic thing into action right now. As fucked up as it is, that’s how you two know you’re sorry towards each other. Actions speak louder than words. 
He closes his eyes for a quick second before clenching his jaw to contain himself. Your weak spot.
‘‘ Stop doing that. Unless you want to start something you don’t want to finish.” 
You smile just a little, hoping he’d get the memo. “ What if I do want to start and finish it..”
As if a car alarm went off, Jimin’s eyes pop back open with a suprised look. That’s the last thing he’d thought he’d be hearing from you. “ Are you sure about that? I mean we don’t have t-”
You lean in closer to where you guys are inches apart, his lips softly rubbing against yours. “ I’m all for it.”
Within seconds, Jimin’s shirt is removed off of you only revealing your blue panties which have became a little soaked with your wetness. He takes in the scent of you before his mouth connects with your thighs, slightly sucking to leave bruises on you.
‘‘ Jimin.. don’t tease me.”  You sigh, laying fully down to spread your legs even more. He hums against your skin making you catch chills up and down your spine.
‘‘ That’s my specialty baby. You know that.” He trails a kiss with each word all the way down to your core where he dips a finger inside. You tense up attempting to close your legs. He doesn’t allow it, spreading them open harshly again. 
‘’ Jimin-’‘ You barely utter before he begins to move his fingers in and out of you slowly. You let out a whine to try and make him go faster but it doesn’t work.
He comes up to your mouth and plants a wet, sloppy kiss. “ No whining. You’re gonna get what you want. Just relax baby.”
Is all he tells you before he goes back down to your core to tend to your desires.
The first lick between your legs is ever so gentle. Too gentle for you right now considering that you want release badly and Jimin knew exactly that. He opens his mouth and swirls his tongue up and down your slit. A groan leaves his mouth once he gets a taste of you which sends a vibration to your sensitive bud.
Each time his tongue laps against you your body jerked and shook but that only makes his tongue go faster. Sending you into a moaning and groaning mess as you tug on his hair.
“Mmh you even taste the same like always.” He moans with a smirk.
“Jimin please-” you cry out, locking your fingers into his hair when a finger is inserted into your dripping wet hole.
‘‘ No whining babygirl.’‘ His voice gentle as ever when he removes the finger inside of you making you pout a little. But that pout soon turned into your eyes becoming wide when he starts to take off his shirt, then grey sweatpants, then his underwear where his thick cock springs up.
Your eyes can’t leave his body. God it’s been a while. He looks pretty damn good. You wan’t to take all of his length in your mouth right now. To hear him praise you about how good your mouth feels against him. God you want it right now. 
He gives it a few strokes before walking over to you. Just before hovering over you, he gives you a passionate kiss while lifting up your legs and positioning them to his liking. Missionary.
The tip of him pokes at the entrance of you, teasing in and out. Soon enough he enters you slowly making both of you moan together.
You still wrap and fit around his member smug as ever, and he could not believe it. The feeling of familiarity of being inside you sends him into a moaning mess with each stroke. You can’t contain your moans and screams. He feels way too good. 
Jimin begins to deep-stroke you by pulling all the way out and slamming back in. You scream his name out in pleasure as your nails scratch up his toned back. Wet sounds fill the room with him picking up his pace. You take a glimpse of him only to admire his figure right now. Forehead forming sweat beads while he groans and moans biting his plump pink lips.
Your breathing becomes faster when that familiar feeling soon starts to take over. You turn your head to the side and let out a string of moans. Jimin isn’t having that though. His hand grabs your face gently and makes you make eye contact with him. Your legs start shaking as your head tilts back moans getting more faster. You finally let out one last one in sync with him, his hot sperm shoots inside of you.
Jimin pulls out, breathing heavily and collapses ontop of you. You let out a small grunt with the sudden extra body upon you, then giggle at him when he lays his head lays against your chest. This is what you wanted. He’s true. He’s sorry. 
‘’ I love you.”
That word surprises you. You weren’t prepared for it. Somehow though, you enjoy the fact that he’s said it to you. Love. Jimin’s love. Your love. 
‘’ I love you much more Jimin.’’ 
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darkmulti · 4 years
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𝐁𝐓𝐒 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐨𝐧 𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 (𝟑)
-> mix of dub con, yandere and non con.
Daddy!Yoongi fucks kitten!reader
Sadist!Hobi + degrading
Taehyung lines- praising
Mafia!Jungkook forcing reader to be his wife and ends up breaking her
Yoongi + corruption kink
Hubby, mafia!Taehyung punishing reader for flirting with guard (dub con)
Creepy!Taehyung x popular!Y/N
Cold hearted neighbor!Taehyung being horny for you (dub con)
Idol!Jungkook x dancer!reader (DUB CON)
Yandere!idol!Jungkook switching your birth control with vitamin pills while being fwb
Jungkook fingering you
Hoseok gets angry because you keep messing up the choreo in front of him (DUB CON)
Maknae line x kitty hybrid!Y/N
Ceo Seokjin
Hybrid!Jungkook x nipple sucking
Giant!Jungkook x human!reader
Taehyung taking care of reader when they’re on their period
Rough sex with hubby!Jin
Hate fuck with Jungkook (dub con)
Demon!Jungkook x Angel!reader (dub con)
Yoongi + Spanking
Demon Yoongi with obedient sub
Ghost!Jungkook x reader
Vampire!Taehyung drinking too much blood from reader while fucking them
Bully!demon!Taehyung (dub con)
Arrange marriage with exbf!Jungkook (dub con)
Sweet!Taehyung making love with reader
Vampire king!Taehyung (dub con)
Jungkook and Jaehyun threesome
CEO!Jungkook adopting hybrid, bunny!Y/N
Bad boy Yoongi watching you defend yourself
Taehyung escaping prison for his obedient little
Brat!Y/N x prof!Jungkook
Yandere!Taehyung finding your plan to escape
Yandere!Jungkook when he’s jealous
Saliva kink with Taehyung
Lactate kink - Jungkook
Goofball!reader x Yandere!Jungkook
Breaking up with Yandere!Jungkook (NON CON)
Daddy!Yoongi x little!reader
Werewolf hybrid!Jungkook (NON CON)
Daddy!Namjoon x little!reader
Sub for Taehyung
Brat!Reader x Daddy!Taehyung - ddlg
Taekook + size kink (NON CON)
Forcing reader into ddlg - (DUB CON)
Jungkook blowjob
Yandere!werewolf!taehyung (NONCON)
Pirate!taekook kidnapping rich!Y/N (NON CON)
Taehyung, Jungkook, Baekhyun foursome
Taekook adopting hybrid puppy!y/n
Jungkook torturing you at the gym after you reject him (NON CON)
Angry daddy!Jungkook gagging you with your panties
Namjoon using you for sex
Spanking + choking = Taehyung
Mafia!Jungkook getting injured and Y/N takes care of him
Jungkook punishing reader with soap
Jungkook getting rejected by an older reader (NON CON)
Professor!Yoongi x unbothered reader
Jealous Jungkook x submissive reader (NON CON)
Hybrid bunny!reader x Kinky!Jungkook
Hard dom!Yandere!Taehyung punishment
Getting married to Yandere!prince!jungkook (NON CON)
Demon taehyung fucking you in the bathroom
Forced Ddlg with Taehyung (NON CON)
Step dad! Jungkook (NON CON)
Bestfriend!Jin (NON CON)
Yandere!Husband Jungkook (DUBCON)
Taehyung x Felix x reader (NON CON)
Yandere!Taehyung x intern reader (NON CON)
Rough fuck w/ Jungkook (NON CON)
Jealous!idol!Taehyung
Running away with Jungkook’s child
Having an affair with neighbor!Jungkook (NONCON)
Manipulative!Yoongi switching your birth control pills (semi NON CON)
Taehyung knife play
Mafia!Jungkook kidnapping reader (NON CON)
Yandere!Jimin overstimulating readers breast (?)
Taehyung and Felix (Stray Kids) catching Y/N playing with herself (NON CON)
Y/N x (Stray Kids) Hyunjin x Jungkook (NON CON)
Yandere!Husband!Jungkook jealous (NON CON)
Tutor!Jungkook (DUB CON)
Yandere!Jungkook punishing you for not waking up for your online class
One night stand with Jungkook (NON CON)
Jungkook eating you out while you’re in a zoom class
Nipple sucking kink with Taehyung
Jealous Jungkook railing you
Forced marriage with Jungkook and forced pregnancy (NON CON)
Jungkook forcing you to be their surrogate (NON CON)
Part 2 ^
Riding Jungkook’s arm
Vampire Taehyung forcing love on you (NON CON)
Yandere!Jungkook finding out Y/N has a boyfriend so he fucks her to claim her
Giving Cold!CEO!Jungkook a blowjob
Taehyung’s darkest fantasy about Y/N (NON CON)
Little!Y/N sucking on daddy!Tae
Having twins with Jungkook but running away (NON CON)
Demon Jungkook fucking you in his true form after you piss him off (NON CON)
Bullies!Taekook x Y/N (NON CON)
Yandere!Jungkook ignoring safe word (NON CON)
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jeonxxk · 4 years
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Hoodie II JJK one shot
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♡Synopsis: OC finds Kook’s hoodie in her closet and has a trip through old memories...
♡Pairing: exbf!Kook x reader 
♡Genre: sad, fluff/ v cute, infuriating ending 
♡Word count: 1.4k
♡Warnings: smol grinding scene
♡Song Inspiration: Hoodie by Hey Violet
♡Author’s Note: Something I wanted to write in dedication to the birthday boy! I hope y’all enjoy :). I also haven’t edited it, whoops. 
It was already sunset when you decided to get out of bed. You groaned as your fleece blanket falls off your body, all while your feet touch the cold ground. The rain was still pouring outside, hitting your window every few seconds. The low rumble of thunder occasionally follows with a flash of lightning. You didn’t let it stop you from going into the bathroom and washing away with sleep and sadness that stained your face. 
It’s been 9 months already since Jungkook broke up with you. It wasn’t a messy break up at all. You understood that his job required him to travel aboard a lot and that just meant less time spent with you. 
“Just tell me not to leave and I won’t. I love you. It’s you over any job.” 
As much as you wanted to become selfish within that moment, you couldn’t let the love of your life regret the choice he wanted to make that day.
“Take the job. Please. I want you to take the job.”  
After giving him one last kiss and smiling through your tears that have already fallen, Jungkook left your apartment. That night and every night afterward, you couldn’t sleep without crying to the through of him. You lean your head down against the sink counter, trying to wipe that memory away from your mind, at least for now. Giving yourself one last look in the mirror you muster up a smile and say, “It’s time to be productive.” 
Your closet has been a mess ever since the break up happened. Giving him back every piece of clothing that he lent you resulted in your closet looking like a tornado ripped through it. As harsh as it sounded, you didn’t want to be reminded of your worst heartbreak, didn’t want to be reminded of him. As you begin to fold up your shirts that have been carelessly tossed, a black hoodie catches your eyes. 
You pull it out of a pile of other random clothing and suddenly get hit with the nostalgic smell of vanilla. The image of Jungkook suddenly appear in your mind and your eyes’ automatic response was to become watery…
“This is such a cute hoodie,” you said, shifting through his infinite black hoodies and white tees. Luckily for you, he knew enough to organize the only two articles of clothing that seem to take up the most space in his closet. 
“Try it on,” he suggested, turning around in his gaming chair to take a quick look at you before returning back to his game. 
“You don’t mind?” you questioned, walking up to his chair, casually looking at his game and him. 
He becomes a little startled to now find you next to him to which you giggled at but he quickly reverts his attention back to the game. “Why would I mind?” 
You’re already putting the hoodie over your head as you meekly replied, “My last boyfriend hated when I wanted to wear his clothing.” 
Jungkook paused his game to which you didn’t think could be pausable and then pulls you onto his lap. You fall with a little oomph that leaves your lips that has Jungkook grinning from ear to ear. He shifts your position so now you’re straddling him with your arms wrapped around his neck and your fingers twirling at the ends of his hair. The black hoodie provides you warmth in his cold room and Jungkook doesn’t fail to compliment you on how nice you look in his hoodie. “I want you to wear all my clothing. Forever.” 
Smiling, you leaned down to kiss him. Jungkook’s hands fall to your hips and he squeezes it a little too roughly. You jolt up against him at the surprise pain and he instantly moans into your mouth. 
“Easy tiger,” you teased, gripping the amount of hair that was already in your hand, pulling it so his mouth falls off yours. 
“I can’t help it when you look this good.” 
“I’ve worn sexier clothing, Kook.” 
“Nothing’s as sexy as seeing my girl in my clothing.” He reaches up to grab your face and pulled you back into a stomach curling kiss. 
The pain in your heart is ongoing as you remember how it felt to kiss Jungkook. The way his lips fit into yours like it was a match made in heaven. The peppermint taste on his tongue. How it just felt... right. 
You clutch the hoodie a little closer to your body, the tears now rapidly falling down like the rain outside. Gathering up the depleting energy you have, you put on Jungkook’s hoodie. The arms falling a little bit longer than your arm length, but it was perfect for wrapping around your body. You engulfed yourself in his warm vanilla scent, pretending it was him hugging you for the last time, and wishing he was actually there with you and not just a piece of clothing. 
“Baby?” From your bedroom, you can hear the front door closing and shoes being dropped onto the ground. 
“Babe?” 
You let out a groan and Jungkook tracks the sound to find you curled up in bed with his black hoodie. He let you take it back to your apartment because you loved it so much, and evidently, he loved seeing you in it. But seeing you at this moment made him worry. You were in the fetal position, your arms wrapped around your stomach, trying to stop the internal pain. 
“Are you okay, baby?” He rushes to get into bed with you, pulling your back to his chest so that he was big spoon. His face falls into your hair and his hands wander towards your stomach to rub circles. 
“I’m fine,” you whined. “Just cramps.” 
Jungkook’s circles seem to work as you start to straighten out your legs and your breathing slowly returns back to the normal. 
“I knew it was happening this month. I should’ve bought you chocolate or something,” he said. 
You turn your head to see Jungkook looking at you. His doe eyes shiny even if it was midnight and the only light source in your room was from a lamppost outside. You tilt it up a little further give him a kiss. He reciprocates by leaning down, meeting you halfway so you don’t hurt yourself. 
“I didn’t know you tracked my period.” You flipped over so that your face was planted into his chest. You inhaled the vanilla scent that he carries with him and suddenly you felt all better. 
“Of course I do. Every time you act out, I gotta know if it’s because of your period or because of something I did.”
“What if it’s both?” 
“That just means extra chocolate.”   
You giggled as Jungkook pulled you closer to his body. Being in his hoodie and his arms became insufferably hot for you, but it helped with the cramps so you didn’t want the warmth to leave. 
“Kook?” Your eyes slowly begin to droop. The grip of Jungkook’s arms around you loosen, signaling he was also tired and on the verge of sleep, but he manages to reply with a grunt. His chest rumbles a little and you smiled. “I love you so much.” 
He leaned down to kiss the top of your head. “I love you more, princess.” 
You opened your eyes to find yourself staring into the darkness of your room. Your arms still wrapped around your body for comfort, not Jungkook’s. With little energy left, you managed to fold up the rest of your clothes. Feeling satisfied with doing something today in comparison to doing nothing at all the other days, you return back to bed, feeling lonelier than normal. The thoughts of Jungkook cloud your mind once more as you close your eyes to drift away. 
Your phone reads 6 am when you accidentally tapped it flipping over on the bed at the sound of someone knocking on your door. Still a haze of confusion but slightly more awake, you get up from your bed to see who it is. Their knocking continues as you trudge past your little kitchen to the front door. Opening it up, you couldn’t believe the person that stood in front of you. 
“My girl looks so good in my black hoodie,” he said, causing your breathing to stop, accelerating your heartbeat, and allowing your lips to form the biggest smile that hasn’t seen the light of day ever since Jungkook left. 
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bearxgyeomie · 4 years
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Fic Recs For BTS
❤︎ - Smut ✿ - Fluff ◉ - Angst ✰ - Personal Favorite
yes this is still being actively updated!
Jin
Pink Panther - (one-shot) ❤︎ hybrid au
Bad Kitten - (one-shot) ❤︎ hybrid au 
No Pain, No Gain - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ strangers to lovers au 
In the Dead of Night - (one-shot) ❤︎✿ vampire/friends to lovers au 
The IKEA Test - (one-shot) ❤︎✿ established relationship au 
Flowers That Speak Poetry - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ alien au
The Pretenders - (one-shot) ❤︎ wolf au
In Need of Orders - (one-shot) ❤︎ kingsman au
Yoongi
Diss-Trackt Me - Yoongi x Reader x Taehyung (completed series) ✿◉ social media au
Destruction of a Muse - (completed series) ❤︎◉ college au
Please Be Naked -  (completed series) ❤︎◉ rebound au
Away From You - (ongoing series) ❤︎✿◉ divorce au
Slayer: Forever For You (ongoing series) ❤︎◉ buffy au
Forever, We Are Young (completed series) ✿◉ social media au
Desolate - (completed series) ❤︎✿◉ hybrid au 
Do It Again (completed series) ❤︎◉ social media au
Somebody Else - Yoongi x Reader x Taehyung (one-shot) ❤︎◉ post breakup au
From Eden - Yoongi x Reader x Hoseok (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ greek god au
King Cobra - Yoongi x Reader x Taehyung (one-shot) ❤︎ hybrid au
Boogie Business - Yoongi x Reader x Taehyung (one-shot) ❤︎ 80s au
Legato - Taehyung x Reader x Yoongi (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ orchestra au
Blossom - Jungkook x Reader x Yoongi (one-shot) ✿◉ mafia au
No More  - (two-shot) ❤︎✿◉ one sided love au 
At Your Service - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ hybrid au
Book of Beasts: From the Ashes - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ shifter au 
So I Heard You Like Bad Boys - (one-shot) ✿✰ friends to lovers au
A Bit Much - (one-shot) ❤︎◉ enemies to lovers au
Stay High - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ exes au
Havana - (one-shot) ❤︎✿ travel au
The Guardian - (one-shot) ◉ hybrid au
After The Honeymoon Fades - (one-shot) ❤︎◉ established relationship au 
A World Alone - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ vampire au
Nine Months From Now - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ pregnancy au
Off The Deep End - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉✰ mermaid au 
Sunday - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉  poly au 
Mundane - (one-shot) ❤︎◉ established relationship au 
Covet - (one-shot) ❤︎ werewolf au 
Hug-o-gram - (one-shot) - ✿ college au 
Late Bloomer - (one-shot) ❤︎✰ wolf au 
Darkmist - (one-shot) ❤︎◉ supernatural au 
Finding Bigfoot - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ camping au
The Way to Your Heart - (one-shot) ✿ office au 
Upgrade - (one-shot) ❤︎ friends with benefits au 
Little Monsters - (one-shot) ❤︎✿✰ unplanned pregnancy au 
Open Up - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ established relationship au 
The Honeytrap - (one-shot) ❤︎ hybrid au
Strike a Chord - (one-shot) ❤︎ strangers to lovers au
Catharsis - (one-shot) ❤︎ impregnation kink au 
Punch Drunk - (one-shot) ❤︎◉✰ boxer au 
Heart Haunting - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ established relationship au 
My Time - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ established relationship au 
Dreamcatcher - (one-shot) ✿◉✰ supernatural au 
The Redmail - (one-shot) ✿◉ college au 
Dark Side of Your Room - (one-shot) ❤︎◉ supernatural au 
First and Last and Always - (one-shot) ◉ christmas au 
Next Door - (one-shot) ❤︎✿ neighbor au 
Sleep Tight - (one-shot) ❤︎ established relationship au 
Namjoon
Miss Communication - Namjoon x Reader x Jungkook (one-shot) ❤︎ poly au 
Hard, Harder, Hardest - Namjoon x Reader x Hoseok ft. Taehyung (one-shot) ❤︎ poly au 
Bitten & Knotted - Hoseok x Reader x Namjoon (one-shot) ❤︎✿✰ vampire and werewolf au 
Hot Fuzz - Namjoon x Reader x Hoseok (one-shot) ❤︎ poly au 
Anonymous - (text au - completed series) ❤︎✿ idol au 
A Nascent Thing - (one-shot) ❤︎ pregnancy au 
There Was A Bug - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉✰ friends to lovers au 
Bellissima - (one-shot) ❤︎✿ established relationship au 
Kits N Cubs - (one-shot) ❤︎✿ hybrid au 
You Talk Too Much - (one-shot) ✿ friends to lovers au 
Dream a Little Dream of Me - (one-shot) ❤︎ long distance relationship au 
Tender - (one-shot) ❤︎✿ established relationship au 
To Tame a Fox - (one-shot) ❤︎✿✰ established relationship au 
Power - (one-shot) ❤︎ bodyguard au 
Give Me Love - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ established relationship au 
The Stand-In - (one-shot) ❤︎✰ friends to lovers au 
My Only Wish - (one-shot) ❤︎✿ enemies to lovers au 
Dichotomy - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ underground fighter au 
Good to Me - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ dating service au 
Little Red - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉✰ werewolf au 
Invasion - (one-shot) ❤︎ alien au 
Unwind - (one-shot) ❤︎ established relationship au 
Thou Shall Not Harm - (one-shot) ❤︎◉ exbf au 
Lost in the Funhouse - (one-shot) ❤︎ prison au 
Underground King - (one-shot) ❤︎ boxer au 
Yeouiju - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ dragon hybrid au 
The Body Through Time - (one-shot) ❤︎◉ exes to lovers au 
Saudade - (one-shot) ❤︎✿ supernatural au 
Embrace - (one-shot) ❤︎✿ friends to lovers au 
Give and Take - (one-shot) ❤︎✿ mechanic au 
Safety - (one-shot) ◉ soulmate au 
The Truth Untold - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ friends to lovers au 
Tigerboy  - (one-shot) ❤︎ hybrid au 
Two Hours - (one-shot) ❤︎◉ established relationship au 
Half a Heart - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ friends to lovers au
All Aboard! - (one-shot) ❤︎ office au 
Blood Bound - (one-shot) ❤︎◉ werewolf au 
Castaways - (one-shot)  ❤︎✿ shipwrecked au 
Better Angels - (one-shot) ❤︎ vampire au 
Photobooth - (one-shot) ❤︎✿ college au 
Baby, You’re Wondrous - (one-shot) ❤︎✿ pregnancy au 
Tear - (one-shot) ❤︎◉ breakup au 
Hoseok
Hard, Harder, Hardest - Namjoon x Reader x Hoseok ft. Taehyung (one-shot) ❤︎ poly au 
Bitten & Knotted - Hoseok x Reader x Namjoon (one-shot) ❤︎✿✰ vampire and werewolf au 
Friendly Fire - Hoseok x Reader x Jungkook (one-shot) ❤︎ threesome au 
From Eden - Yoongi x Reader x Hoseok (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ greek god au
Hot Fuzz - Namjoon x Reader x Hoseok (one-shot) ❤︎ poly au 
Blue Side Next Door - (one-shot) ✿◉✰ friends to lovers au 
Bump In The Night - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ monster au 
Suncity - (one-shot) ❤︎✿ travel au 
Heat - (one-shot) ❤︎◉ street racing au 
Blue Kiss - (one-shot) ✿◉ friends to lovers au 
Covenant - (one-shot) ❤︎ werewolf au 
A Holly, Jolly Crisis - (one-shot) ❤︎◉  best friends to lovers au 
Trust Me - (one-shot) ✿◉ hybrid au 
Studio - (one-shot) ❤︎✿ established relationship au 
Feral - (one-shot) ❤︎ werewolf au 
Sulit - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ fake dating au 
My Soul To Reap - (one-shot) ❤︎◉ reaper au 
Midnight Rendezvous - (one-shot) ❤︎◉ established relationship au 
Jimin
Love, Secret Santa - Taehyung x Reader x Jimin (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉✰ friends to lovers au 
Baby, Baby - Taehyung x Reader x Jimin (completed series) ❤︎✿◉ surrogate au 
Ragdoll - (completed series) ❤︎✿◉ hybrid au 
Sanctuary - (completed series) hybrid au 
Kiwi - (completed series) ❤︎✿ social media au 
Slayer: Call It Magic (ongoing series) ❤︎◉ buffy the vampire slayer au 
Instincts - (one-shot) ❤︎✿ hybrid au 
Florezco - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉✰ travel/roommate au 
Kiss the Girl - (one-shot) ✿ disney au 
Make Me - (one-shot) ❤︎✿ ceo/boss au 
Lovebug - (one-shot) ❤︎◉✰ hybrid au 
Call Me Baby - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ fake dating au 
Changeling - (one-shot) ❤︎◉ supernatural au 
Blue Blood - (one-shot) ❤︎◉ royalty au 
Ignorantly Yours (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ werewolf au 
The Midnight Pack - (one-shot) ❤︎ werewolf au 
The Evolution of You and I - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ hybrid au 
Everything Is Nothing Without You - (one-shot) ◉ college/exes au 
The Devil’s Own Luck - (one-shot) ✿◉ demon au 
Only You - (one-shot) ❤︎✿ friends to lovers au 
The Dark Side of the Moon (one-shot) ❤︎✰ werewolf au 
Snow, Don’t Tell - (one-shot) ❤︎✿ friends to lovers au 
Taehyung
Love, Secret Santa - Taehyung x Reader x Jimin (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉✰ friends to lovers au 
Hard, Harder, Hardest - Namjoon x Reader x Hoseok ft. Taehyung (one-shot) ❤︎ poly au 
Somebody Else -Yoongi x Reader x Taehyung (one-shot) ❤︎◉ break up au 
Diss-Trackt Me - Yoongi x Reader x Taehyung (completed series) ✿◉ social media au
Dulce Periculum - Jungkook x Reader x Taehyung (two-shot) ❤︎✿◉ hybrid au 
It Takes Two To Make a Thing Go Right - Taehyung x Reader x Jungkook (two-shot) ❤︎ hybrid au 
Everything Goes - Taehyung x Reader x Jungkook (one-shot) ❤︎◉ fuckboy au 
Baby, Baby - Taehyung x Reader x Jimin (completed series) ❤︎✿◉✰ surrogate au 
A Piece of You - Jungkook x Reader x Taehyung (one-shot) ❤︎ cam couple au 
Tattooed Two - Jungkook x Reader x Taehyung (one-shot) ❤︎  tattoo artist au 
Blacklisted - Jungkook x Reader x Taehyung (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ ceo au 
King Cobra - Yoongi x Reader x Taehyung (one-shot) ❤︎ hybrid au 
Sugar & Spice - Taehyung x Reader x Jungkook (one-shot) ❤︎◉ baker au
Boogie Business - Yoongi x Reader x Taehyung (one-shot) ❤︎ 80s au
Once Bitten, Twice Shy - Taehyung x Reader x Jungkook (mini series) ❤︎✿◉ werewolf au 
Nyctophilia - (completed series) ❤︎✿◉ zombie au 
Collide - (text au - completed series) ❤︎✿◉ artist au 
Colour of Your Shirt - (completed series) ✿◉ social media au 
Only Roommates - (completed series) ❤︎◉ social media au 
Chism - (two-shot) ❤︎◉ god au 
All I Want For Christmas Is You - (one-shot) ❤︎ best friends bother au 
Shelter (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉✰ friends to lovers au 
To Hold a Dragon’s Heart - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ dragon au 
Baby I - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ dad au 
The Half-Lycan - (one-shot) ❤︎◉ werewolf au 
In Bloom - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ established relationship au 
Holi-Date - (one-shot) ❤︎✿✰ fake dating au 
Play Date - (one-shot) ❤︎✰ friends to lovers au 
Pushin’ Limits - (one-shot) ❤︎ roommates au 
Birthday Surprise - (one-shot) ❤︎✿ established relationship au 
Kingdom Come - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ royalty au
Lubricious - (one-shot) ❤︎ established relationship au 
Rupture; Rapture - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ exbf au
Let Love Be Enough - (one-shot) ❤︎◉ ex-husband au 
Say My Name - (one-shot) ❤︎ roommate au
Apartment 512 - (one-shot) ❤︎✿ neighbors au 
Upstream Colour - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉✰ travel au 
Broken Rings & Queens & Kings - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ arranged marriage au 
Where It Hurts - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ roommate au 
Much Better - (one-shot) ❤︎✿✰ rebound au 
Fools - (one-shot) ❤︎◉ friends to lovers au 
Imitation of Art - (one-shot) ❤︎✿ friends to lovers au 
Dichotomy - (one-shot) ❤︎◉ arranged marriage au 
Champagne Popsicle - (one-shot) ❤︎✿ wedding au 
Fish Are Friends - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ hybrid au 
Four Weeks - (one-shot) ✿◉✰ enemies to lovers au 
Love Me or We Both Go Down - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ enemies to lovers au 
The Snow King - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ prince au 
Heart on Fire - (one-shot) ❤︎◉ demon au 
Bijoux - (one-shot) ❤︎✿ established relationship au
The Devil Is In the Sacristy - (one-shot) ❤︎ supernatural au 
By Chance - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ hybrid au 
The Crimson Prince - (one-shot) ❤︎◉ vampire au 
Toxicity - (one-shot) ❤︎◉ ex bf au  
Get You The Moon - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ college au 
Wanderlust - ❤︎✿◉ roadtrip au 
Baby, Oh Baby - (one-shot) ❤︎✿ established relationship au 
Seven Seas - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ atlantis au 
So I Can Have You - (one-shot) ❤︎ demon au 
The Bedtime Contract - (one-shot) ✿◉ roommate au 
Sehebon - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉✰ alien au
Picking Flowers - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉✰ friends to lovers au 
Underground - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ detective au 
Helping Hands - (one-shot) ❤︎✿ friends to lovers au 
More Than Us - (one-shot) ❤︎✿ college/roommate au 
A Sacrifice in the Temple of Apollo - (one-shot) ❤︎ greek god au 
Paper Cranes - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉✰ friends to lovers au 
Heart Is Where the Home Is - (one-shot) ❤︎✿ strangers to lovers au 
Moon Breaker - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ werewolf au 
Papillon - (one-shot) ✿◉✰ pregnancy au 
Jungkook
One Thing Right (completed series) ❤︎✿◉ sheriff au 
Miss Communication - Namjoon x Reader x Jungkook (one-shot) ❤︎ poly au
Dulce Periculum - Jungkook x Reader x Taehyung (two-shot) ❤︎✿◉ hybrid au 
It Takes Two To Make a Thing Go Right - Taehyung x Reader x Jungkook (two-shot) ❤︎ hybrid au  
A Piece of You - Jungkook x Reader x Taehyung (one-shot) ❤︎ cam couple au 
Tattooed Two - Jungkook x Reader x Taehyung (one-shot) ❤︎ tattoo artist au 
Blacklisted - Jungkook x Reader x Taehyung (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ ceo au 
Everything Goes - Taehyung x Reader x Jungkook (one-shot) ❤︎◉ fuckboy au 
Sugar & Spice - Taehyung x Reader x Jungkook (one-shot) ❤︎◉ baker au
Once Bitten, Twice Shy - Taehyung x Reader x Jungkook (mini series) ❤︎✿◉ 
werewolf au
Blossom - Jungkook x Reader x Yoongi (one-shot) ✿◉ mafia au  
Blackjack - (completed series) ❤︎✿◉ mafia au 
Wanted - (completed series) ❤︎✿◉ alien au 
Bitchin’ - (completed series) ❤︎◉ fratboy au 
Ungodly Beast - (completed series) ❤︎◉ devil au 
Cream & Sugar - (completed series) ❤︎ barista au 
Flesh & Blood - (completed series) ❤︎✿◉ zombie au 
I Won’t Stop You - (completed series) ❤︎✿◉ vampire au 
Just Friends - (completed series) ❤︎ friends to lovers au 
Navy Blue - (completed series) ❤︎◉ hybrid au 
The Crimson Shell - (completed series) ❤︎◉ mermaid/yandere au 
Into the Woods 1: The Grove (completed series) ❤︎✿◉ goblin au  
Breathe - (text au - completed series) ❤︎✿◉ fuckboy au 
Bloom (text au - completed series) ✿◉ idol au 
Stealing Your Flowers (text au - completed series) ✿ roommate au 
Paralian - (two-shot) ❤︎✿◉ pirate au 
Lake of Fire - (two-shot) ❤︎ werewolf au 
Shield - (one-shot) ❤︎✿ bodyguard au 
Orange Tulips - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ soulmate au 
After Dark - (one-shot) ❤︎ vampire au 
Melomaniac - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉✰ friends to lovers au 
In Bloom - (one-shot) ❤︎ werewolf au 
Lonely Hearts Club - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ tattoo artist au 
Under The Bridge - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ hybrid au
Press Start - (one-shot) ❤︎✿ established relationship au 
Piss Off Your Parents - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉✰ bad boy au 
Euphoria - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉✰ time travel au 
Blue Orchids - (one-shot) ◉ soulmate au 
Sugarplum Elegy - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ college au 
Life’s Blood - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ vampire au
Life Eternal - (one-shot) ❤︎◉ fantasy (fae) au
Deal - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ demon au 
Angel of Death - (one-shot) ❤︎ supernatural au 
Edacity - (one-shot) ❤︎ established relationship au
Bulls Eye - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ friends to lovers au
It Takes Two - (one-shot) ❤︎ fake dating au 
La Luxure - (one-shot) ❤︎◉ bartender au 
Cookies and Cream - (one-shot) ❤︎ established relationship au 
Inkling - (one-shot) ❤︎◉ tattoo artist au 
Can You Feel Me - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ best friends to lovers au 
Southpaw - (one-shot) ❤︎◉ friends to lovers au
Long Time No See - (one-shot) ❤︎ werewolf au 
Sate - (one-shot) ❤︎◉ vampire au 
Switch Lanes - (one-shot) ❤︎◉ friends with benefits au 
Second Chances - (one-shot) ❤︎✿ established relationship au 
Tiger Lily - (one-shot) ❤︎✿ established relationship au 
Kiss It Better - (one-shot) ❤︎ college au
Lifeline - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ witch/shifter au 
My name is 01001010 01001011 - (one-shot) ❤︎✿ alien au 
Grain of Sand - (one-shot) ❤︎✿✰ established relationship au 
Anpanman - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉ friends to lovers au
Everything In You - (one-shot) ❤︎✿◉✰ friends to lovers au 
Overprotective - (one-shot) ❤︎ friends to lovers au 
Room 109 - (one-shot) ❤︎ werewolf au 
The Young Wolf - (one-shot) ❤︎◉ game of thrones au 
Cardboard Castle (one-shot) ❤︎✿ hybrid au
The Dating Plan - (one-shot) ❤︎ enemies to lovers au 
Blizzard - (one-shot) ❤︎✿ roommate au 
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kissedby-me · 7 years
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Fear Pong
Pairing: kim namjoon and reader
Genre: fluff | exbf! namjoon
Word Count: 2.4K
Summary: A somewhat “innocent” game may get you back together with Namjoon
(This video is purely based on this: https://youtu.be/-fAbjBM6phY. Literally one of my favourite videos on the internet)
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Your eyes immediately locked with his as soon as you walked in. Namjoon stood on the other side of the room, currently being miked but as soon as he saw you, he stopped talking to the sound guy and focused all his attention on you. You were the first to break eye contact and continued following the lady in front of you.
Namjoon gulped and he felt his palms become sweaty. This was the first time in ten months that he has actually seen you in person and not through your social media posts. You had blocked and unfollowed him in attempt to try get over the breakup but he didn’t have enough strength to do the same to you. Namjoon kept your notifications on and your name still had a heart next to it in his phone. Some can say that he wasn’t fully over you.
As you were being miked, you began to question your decision of participating in this game. You were over him, right? So why is your heart fluttering because of the thought of seeing him? And why do you still find him incredibly attractive when all he’s wearing is a plain white shirt, grey sweatpants and Timberlands? Oh, you were going to regret this.
Your friend works in this video company and asked if you could participate in this game called Fear Pong. It was basically like beer pong but under each cup, there was dare. If you were to do the dare, you leave the cup as is and if you don’t do the dare, you have to drink the beer. The winner gets $200. The only catch was that you had to do it with you ex. Your friend begged you to do it and so you had no choice. You got Namjoon’s number back from Jimin and was suprisingly at his quick response to the message and even more surprised at the fact, he agreed to it.
Once your mike was on, you were welcome to go on set. Namjoon was there already. He was just scrolling on his phone, waiting. Your heart was beating beating out of its chest as you approached him.
“Hey you,” You said, a little shaky. Namjoon looked up from his phone and smiled. He walked towards you with his arms slightly open but he immediately dropped them, seeing that you weren’t going in for hug.
“Hey, how are you?” Namjoon smiled and showed off his signature dimples. Your stomach did back flip when you saw them.
“I’m good. I’m good. Thank you for doing this by the way, I know it was a bit of a late notice.”
Namjoon shook his head. “No problem. I had an off day anyways.”
Before it got any more awkward, the director told us that they were ready to film. “Okay, so, we’re gonna let you guys play but the thing is, we want to limit the amount of no’s you say to the dares as we have been receiving some complaints about it but if you truly are uncomfortable, you can say no. And we’re gonna ask you some questions as you go.” Namjoon and I both nodded. “Okay so, why don’t you start of by introducing yourselves.”
Namjoon turned to me and gestured for me to go first. “Okay, I’m Y/N.”
“And I’m Namjoon.. And today we’re playing beer pong.”
We went to our places behind the ping pong table, did rock, paper, scissors to see who starts- Namjoon and started the game.
“ I have horrible aim and you know this, so I may suck.” He said before throwing the ball. He had hit the side of the first cup and swore under his breath when he did so.
So, how long ago has it been since you guys broke up?
“I think it was 10 months ago.” Namjoon answered, watching you aim for the cup but also end up missing. “Are you seeing anyone?”
He held his breath for the answer. “I was seeing someone but it didn’t last.” Your answer made him miss once more.
“Have you?” You asked him, before dunking the ball into one of the cups. You celebrated little and watched Namjoon took the toaster from under the cup.
“Let your opponent pie you in the face.” He read and looked up at me. “I’m okay with that.”
He shrugged and stepped up to the front. A producer handed you a pie and you smiled at Namjoon just before smashing the pie on his face. You couldn’t help but laugh his now ruined face. He shook his head and grabbed the towel from the producer. He wiped off the frosting off his face.
“First dare done,” Namjoon smirked. “Now you’re going down.”
“Bring it!” You taunted, and as soon as you said that he had dunked a ball into a cup. You rolled your eyes. “Let your opponent do a body shot off your body.”
I looked up and smirked. Namjoon returned the smirk and shrugged. “I’m okay with that.”
“Okay then.” You shrugged. “Go lay on the table then.” You grabbed the alcohol, lemon and salt from the producer and turned around to have Namjoon laid on the table, with his shirt lifted. He wiggled his eyebrows at you and rolled his eyes.
Namjoon bit the lemon and allowed the salt to be sprinkled between his pecs and let the tequila sit in his bellybutton. “This is the weirdest thing that has ever happened to me.” He laughed.
“Okay, go!” The director signalled.
You licked the salt, nearly gagging, managed to slurp some tequila from his belly button and took the lemon from his mouth. Namjoon laughed as you made a disgust face.
“I barely got any alcohol from that.” You said, spitting out the lemon. “All I taste is salt.”
“Well done though.” Namjoon comended. “Such a good sport.”
You threw your next ball which managed to land in the cups despite being so distracted. Namjoon read his dare, “Allow your opponent to rip your shirt off.” Namjoon laughed and looked over to you. “This is my favourite shirt thought.”
“No, it isn’t.” You laughed. “And you can get a new one from Jungkook.”
Namjoon sighed in defeat and stepped up. “Go ahead then.” He spread his arms in front of you. You took the scissors from the producer and went over to him. “Just don’t cut out the nipples.”
You groaned. “Aw. You already knew what I was going to do.” You managed to locate his nipples and cut up little holes to show them off. “Sexy.”
Namjoon laughed at your comment and laughed even harder when he saw himself on the monitor. You laughed along with him and handed back the scissors.
“Let’s see if I can just rip it by hand.” You cracked your knuckles and grabbed the collar of his shirt. You held it tightly and pulled it apart with force. You suprisingly both yourself and the people behind the camera. His chest was now fully exposed and you quickly took a glance at it. He had worked out more as his were now more defined but other than that, it was still the same body you knew so well. “That was easier than I thought.”
“Well, this isn’t the first time you’ve done it.” Namjoon smirked. You rolled your eyes and pushed him away. You both then went back to your sides of the table.
Why did you guys break up?
“A lot of miscommunication. We didn’t get hang out a lot because we were both so busy and because of it, we fought a lot.” You explained. “He spent a lot of time in his studio.”
Do you regret that, Namjoon?
Namjoon sighed. “Yeah, I should have put more effort into it but at the time, I didn’t realise how much time I never spent with her.”
If you had the chance, would you go back and change it?
“Most definitely,” Namjoon looked at you in the eye but you quickly looked away. You quickly threw the ball, causing you to miss. Namjoon caught the ball, aimed and shot the ball inside one of the cups.
You rolled your eyes and took the dare from underneath the cup. After reading it silently, you sighed and couldn’t believe you had to do this.
“Call any of your friends or family and tell them that you’re getting back together with your partner.” You read it out loud. Namjoon raised his eyebrows. “I’m sure my mom will be ecstatic.”
“Are you being sarcastic or..?” Namjoon asked
“Not at all. My mom loved Namjoon and still does, and I think she was more heartbroken than me when we broke up.” You took your phone from the producer, unlocked it and tapped on your mom’s contact. The phone began ringing and your heartbeat grew louder.
“Hello?” Your mom’s voice coming out of the speaker, caused you to panic a bit as you now actually had to do the dare.
“Hey mommy, how are you?” Your voice cracked a little and you hoped that she didn’t notice it. Thankfully, she didn’t and just carried on with the conversation. And so, you were able to slide the comment in as if it was normal. “So, mom, the reason I’m calling is because I wanted to tell you something.”
“Which is?”
I took a deep breath and turned back to Namjoon who was biting his fist, preventing himself from making any noise. “I’m getting back together with Namjoon.”
Her reaction was from anything you had expected. She screams into the phone out of pure excitement and you can see the people behind the camera laughing their heads off. “Are you serious? Are you serious? Your getting back together with him?”
“Yeah..”
“Oh that’s wonderful! Oh please invite him over again! He is such a lovely person and much better than any of the other boys you dated in the past. He is husband material so you better not make the wrong decision again this time.”
You held in your laugh but you felt true embarrassment. “I have to go now, mom. I’ll chat with you later.”
You ended the call before she said anything else and handed your phone back to the producer before taking your place behind the table. “I don’t want to disappoint her now. I feel so bad and she was so happy as well. She’s gonna be so disappointed.”
“She’s still adorable though,” Namjoon tried to lighten the mood.
“My mom’s always adorable.” You grabbed the ball and aimed. This time, you had landed a ball into his cup. Namjoon rolled his eyes and took the dare underneath the cup.
“Undress your opponent to the their underwear with your teeth.” He read out loud. He looked up at you.
You were already defeated. He had five cups left and you had 3, your were bound to lose. So why why the hell not?
“Let’s go!” You stepped forward again and lifted your arms. Namjoon stepped up, held his hands behind his back and began. He went as slowly as possible, trying not to actually bite you.
He managed to take off the shirt, with some help and he unbuttoned your shorts because they were way too hard to open with his mouth. Namjoon the slid off the shorts down your legs with his teeth and you heard him quietly gasp when he did so.
“I’m glad I wore nice underwear today.” You said, talking about the plain black, kinda lacey piece you had on.
“I was hoping that you wore your Frozen underwear today.” Namjoon teased.
“And get even more embarrassed? No thanks.”
The game carried on. You attempted to distract Namjoon by showing off your assets and it did work a couple of times, but Namjoon was a focused man therefore it didn’t work as much as you wanted. When you dunked one into his cups, you couldn’t help but celebrate as it had been a long time you actually shot one in.
“Apologise to your opponent for the worst thing you’ve done to them.” Namjoon read. He gulped and looked up at you, slightly embarrassed. “I am sorry for not spending enough time with you. I should have tried harder to spend more time with you, plan more dates and even be more romantic. I’m also sorry for letting you go that easily, I should’ve fought harder.”
Do you guys ever regret breaking up?
I turned to Namjoon and shrugged. “I did for a long time actually. I missed him a lot but, I kinda got used to it in the end.”
Do you think you’ll ever get back together?
Namjoon looked down at the floor. “Maybe, if she gives me one more chance. But we may never know.”
“Okay, let’s finish the game then, seeing as I’m going to lose.” You tried to avert everyone’s a attention to the question asked. You aimed for the cup but you fell to short. It was game over for you, he had one target and to no one’s surprise, Namjoon sunk it.
You took the dare from underneath the cup. “French kiss your opponent for one minute.” You looked at Namjoon who looked a bit apprehensive.
“Let’s just do it, but only for a minute.” You stepped forward. “I’m already in my underwear and am tipsy. How about a kiss to top it off?”
Namjoon stood in front of you and slowly put his hands on your exposed waist while you wrapped your arms around his neck. You were caught off guard by how close you were standing and the fact that you hadn’t been this close in so long.
And with the signal of the staff, you two began. It felt awkward in the beginning but you both grew more into it, getting into a rhythm that you were both familiar with. Namjoon rubbed your waist with his thumb, signalling that you’re doing well and you pulled him closer with your arms.
And in the middle of it, you felt something. Cheesy, yes. But you felt something. There were butterflies in your stomach, something that hasn’t happened in a long time. There was a spark that was reignited and you knew that Namjoon felt it too. It had been so long and you didn’t realise how much you missed him. And for the first time in a long time, you felt loved.
You stopped when the minute was over and you heard the alarm. But you stayed in that position, stating into his eyes. The same brown eyes you fell in love with and left in tears ten months ago.
“Maybe we should get back."
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chocominnie · 3 years
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One Last Time 01  —  Pjm. (M)
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⇢ pairing: Jimin X Reader
⇢ Genre: Idol!Jimin, Exbf!Jimin, model!reader, sad au, fluff, tons of smut, angst
⇢ Synopsis: Your idol ex boyfriend Jimin cheated on you. You two have been broken up for a while now and the media has been keeping track of you and him. You’re trying to get over him, but the things that happen inbetween makes you re-think the entire breakup, and so does Jimin…
⇢ Song : xxxxx
⇢ Word Count : 4.3k
⇢ Warnings: dominant jimin, makeout sessions, this is honestly a sad angsty au, cheating, pregnancy, unprotected and protected sex, a bunch of sex, no really a LOT of sexual themes too, I know I’m forgetting some but sorry in advance!
⇢ Copyright: please do NOT repost, translate, or modify my works in any way, shape or form, on any platform. If found doing so , it is considered as plagiarism and appropriate LEGAL action will be taken
⇢ Authors note: This is my mini series for the summer! Get your tissues, things to take your anger out on, and sit back and watch the drama unfold. Shall we begin?
The winter’s coldness is hardly enough for you to bear. Even though it’s just the beginning, Seoul is known to just go from season to season without a fucking warning. Not only that, but the first snowfall is going to come soon. The weatherman has been talking about it non-stop for the past few days. It’s going to be a brutal one he says but he says that every year so why believe?
Turning off your alarm, you take a few minutes to collect yourself and stretch. Barely any sleep once again but that’s an everyday thing now.. without Jimin. It’s been some rough months not having his body wrapped snugly onto yours. These days you long for his touch, but completely dread at the same time for very good reasons.
Your kitten greets you with small licks on your thigh in which in return you pet her head softly with a smile.
‘‘ At least I still have you babygirl. You keep me company. “ You coo softly while grabbing your phone off the charger. Texts from your best-friend just spamming you with love and apparently she’s coming over. Great. That’s normal.  But one text catches your eye. Jeon Jungkook.
You furrow your eyebrows as your finger slides to open it after typing in your password. In relief, he’s just checking up on you as always. Rolling your eyes, you muster enough strength to actually pull yourself out of bed. The cold tiles hit your feet like icicles. You jump from from foot to foot cursing yourself for not turning on the floor heaters as you walk out the room. Clara, your kitten, follows you out purring nonchalantly with a few meows here and there.
‘’ Alright Clara I hear you. Im getting your food now.’’ You chuckle, grabbing her food from the bottom kitchen cabinet right under the sink and pour her half a cup of cat food and a whole bowl of water.
After snacking on your morning granola bar you prepare yourself for your morning routine. Shower, brush teeth, skin care, get dressed, clean. Your phone dings once more just before stripping yourself of your clothes. You don’t bother to look it’s probably just a social media notification.
Drying your hair with a towel as you get out the steaming hot shower, you head straight for the mirror. Dark circles remain under your eyes from months of barely any sleep. You sigh, and gently rub under them. Jimin is the cause of this. Why would he do this to you. Surely enough he would not like to see you like this at all. The worriedness he would have over you is huge. But he has moved on and you just have to accept it no matter how in-love you still are with him.
As you clean up around the living room, another ding from your phone occurs. A groan escapes your lips as you place the pillows back as they should be. In hopes of it just being your manager giving you some good news, you let out a sigh and plop yourself down on the grey suede couch. Three new messages. Jeon Jungkook, who has text you twice, and Ryan your bestfriend. 
‘‘ Damn it Ryan why must you consistently text me twenty four sev- “
“ Beause I need to know if you’re okay.”
You jump and drop your phone onto the hardwood floor from the voice that comes from around you.
“ Holy fucking shit you scared me! “  You whine, turning around to face your best-friend. She smiles and holds out her arms for a hug. You roll your eyes and open yours waiting for her embrace.
“ Oh i’ve missed you so so so so so so so-”
“ You just seen me yesterday..” Your voice sarcastic and bland as you let go of her. You sit on the couch first followed by Ryan sitting right next to you.
She looks good today, the navy blue coat she has on suits her very well. Although, you cannot figure out why she decided to wear leggings today. It’s going to rain a bit later but you disregard that seeing as though she’s the fashion deisgner and not you.
You. The model and seemingly ex girlfriend of one of the biggest solo idol in the world right now. Thats what they call you in the news, headlines in magazines, and real life as if you don’t have a real name and just was his acessory. Your modeling career had taken off way before dating him. The world, or Seoul to say the most, didn’t acklowledge you to that point yet. 
“ Okay but still. You know we should be roomates. It’ll be easier for me to watch over you. “
Your head turns towards her quickly shaking no, “ I don’t need to be looked over im 20 years old.”
Silence takes place for the next few seconds. You know what she’s going to say next but pray she doesn’t. Those words will just make you even more upset. It’s already enough you have that constant reminder in your head. 
You watch her fiddle with the rings on her index and pinky fingers. “ But you know… you haven’t been the same since you and Jimi-”
“ Don’t fucking say it. I don’t want to hear it.”
She sighs harshly and stands up, “ Im just worried about you Yn”
“ Don’t be. Im fine. “ That lie escaped your tongue way too easily. 
Truthfully you haven’t and won’t be fine. Everyday there is something new about that girl and Jimin on twitter. Gossip pages, twitter fanpages, and online entertainment pages just always talking about them. They did this, they did that today. Oh we caught them going to this and that restaurant. That used to be you and him.. but now everyone has forgotten about you and focused on them.
Ever since you’ve told reporters and paparazzi repeatedly that you will not be holding or going to any interview they just stopped. A few calls here and there to your manager about scheduling one but she knew you didn’t want to do them so every request is denied. Although its been a year and some change, they still seem to want your side and your opinion to weigh in on. I guess that’s what happens when you date an Idol.
“ The door.. Y/N the door somebody is at the door.” Ryan says, tapping you over and over. You shake your head interrupting your thoughts for the time being. A few more knocks come through.
Finally up onto your feet you harshly walk to the door with each step making noise. It’s to early in the morning for someone to actually be knocking at the door right now. Whoever it is better be dropping off some sort of package, or they’ll surely get a piece of your mind.
Your frail hands grab onto the doorknob and swing it open. Your eyes almost pop through your sockets. How? How did he know you were here? You certainly did not tell him your knew address.
There he stands, his tall frame looking down on you. Lips formed into a tiny pout along with his eyebrows scrunched slightly. His brown eyes forming an ungodly stare into yours with his specs on.
“ Yn! Do you know how worried I was about you? Why did you not answer my messa-”
“Jungkook how do you know where I live?” You pace your hands on your hips, raising an eyebrow at him. To your knowledge, you never gave Jungkook your new apartment address.
Jungkook swallows slowly and puts on his best innocent face on. Oh please like that would work in this moment right now. The only person who has this address is Ryan because she’s the one who helped you move. Even if you had the choice of not giving it out to Ryan you would of but you couldn’t do that to her. She would of been so upset.
Ryan’s voice blares in the background full of excitement. Here we fucking go. “Jungkook! Come in Come in.”
“ Ryan says I could come in.” He says quickly, brushing past you and removing his shoes.
You heavily sigh and slam the door shut. What is this a family reunion? On your way back to the couch you notice them laughing and giggling like two five year old children. They don’t even notice you when you sit right across from them.
You study their expressions. Their chemistry is something so strong. The way their eyes light up when they meet, the way that Jungkook smiles and scrunches his nose more often when she’s around. You miss that. You miss doing that.
“ So are you both coming along this afternoon?”
Your attention focuses back on them. Of course you weren’t paying attention once again.
Your eyes slowly meet with theirs, “ Huh? Where are we going?”
“ Kookie finally bought a house! He wants us to come tonight for chicken and beer. You’re coming right?”
A sharp pain goes through your heart. If the both you you guys go then theirs a possibility that Jimin was invited too. After all, that is his brother. If Jimin comes then he’s most likely going to bring Isabel. A recipe for disaster. Your poor heart, that most likely could not bare the sight of them infront of you, would shatter into a million pieces.
Jungkook’s expression is ready to burst into happiness or to turn into a pout awaiting for your answer. If you let him down he’ll surely be mad at you. But putting yourself before him this time would be the right thing to do right?
“ Listen Jungkook I.. don’t think I can go.” You start off, playing with your hair with your head down.
“ I’ll space you two apart.”
Your face automatically lifts itself up in shock. Somehow, that little confirmation of Jimin being there, gave you some hope. Hope for what though?
 “ Wha-what do you mean?”
Jungkook sighs heavily with his hand going up to his brown hair running it through lightly. “ I’ll make sure you two are distanced apart. You don’t want to come because of Jimin but I’ll make sure I’ll invite more people to keep you company and away from him. Okay?”
“ Please Yn. I’ll be there too.” Ryan begs, laying her head on Jungkook’s shoulder. Jungkook smiles a little, caressing her cheek with his other hand upon waiting your response.
Weird. When did they get so close?
The first thing you want to say is that you really could not go. But they already know the excuse now. You might as well just give in.
‘‘ Fine. What time tonight? “
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Skincare and makeup products are scattered everywhere on your vanity. You needed the perfect look for tonight that says ‘Yes im doing fine without you’, but in reality you’re doing worse. This is the night where you’ll actually see him. Damn it’s been a while.
After you apply your highlight you step back and take a look at yourself. Not bad at all. You smile to yourself and start cleaning up the mess of products you had  distributed across the vanity. A new text appears on you phone as soon as you gather everything up and put it back in it’s place. Grabbing your phone, it’s Ryan giving you the address to Jungkook’s new house.
You sigh and mentally prepare yourself, ‘‘ Okay Yn. You can do this. It’s just one night of conversing among people. Who knows, maybe you’ll meet someone new.”
Before heading out you grab your coat and scarf. Clara follows you all the way to the door letting out her little meows once again. You bend down to pet her head lightly with a smile. “ Clara im coming back. I’ve put food in your bowl babygirl.”
She purrs under your touch then walks away to settle herself in her bed. You take one last final look at your decent sized apartment before heading out.
The subway ride was agonizing pain for you due to it being 30 minutes long. Well, at-least you can ride the subway now. Your mind wouldn’t even of thought of that when you were with him. Everybody would have noticed you and bombard you with questions.
The outskirts of Seoul is peaceful and quite. Not many people live over here. Mostly famous actors and idols. The taxi takes a few minutes to get to the fairly clean subway station. Once you’re inside you take a good look at the driver who seems to be eyeing you in suspicion. You pull out your phone and read the words to the address exactly to him. The taxi man pulls of into the empty streets of god knows where.
All it took was a ten minute ride and then you’re there. The taxi man pulls up to a security guard booth. Just beyond the gates is more street but  by squinting your eyes you can make out just a few newly built houses.
‘‘ Who are you here to see?” The taxi driver says.
“ Jeon Jungkook.?
The driver talks to the man for a few seconds before you see the security guard pick up a phone and start dialing. The security is extremely uptight, thats good. After a few moments of speaking the security guard finally opens the gates to be let through.
As you pull up to the house you’re automatically mesmerized on how big and beautiful it is. There’s fresh bushes and some white roses growing in the front of it complementing the white modern style home. The roundabout is full of luxurious cars, in which might be all the other guests.
‘‘ 10 dollars’‘ He says. You give him the ten, thank him, and grab your purse, closing the door behind you.
Your eyes meet face to face with the expensive house. Behind you is the tire wheels backing up and running off back down the roundabout. The time on your watch reads 8:15. Only fifteen minutes late, not bad right?
With each step you take fear quivers inside of you. What if he opens the door? What if that girl opens it instead? The wind blows harsh-fully hitting your cheeks making them turn slightly colored. You raise a small, shaky fist to knock on the door. Your blood turning cold, and face turning pale already. Your anxiety already taking its place inside of your body.
The door swings open revealing Ryan smiling from ear to ear. She pulls you inside without even a greeting. You kick your shoes off in a hurry as she pulls you more and more inside. Scanning the area around you, its a nice huge place. First the both of you pass the entrance, then the chef sized kitchen, which then leads you to the spacious living room where everybody seems to be sitting.
All eyes are on you now with some familiar faces and some not. They smile and greet you one by one and you slightly bow your head with a fake smile.
‘‘ Ah Yn, nice to see you again huh.’‘ Hoseok, the smiley one says, getting up from his seat to greet you once more.
‘‘ Nice to see you to Hoseok. Is Chae-Yeon here? I’ve baked the cookies she likes.’’  You say, holding up the big tuba-wear of freshly baked cookies. Nobody can resist those.
‘‘ No she had to work sadly, but I will enjoy them for her.’‘ He chuckles, bringing the tuba-wear out of your dainty, cold hands.
A very familiar voice booms from behind you causing you to turn around. “ Yn! You actually did come!’’ Jungkook, the owner of the voice exclaims. He wipes his hands with a napkin just before pulling you into a hug.You pat his back just before letting go.
Ryan smiles and shakes her head, “ I told you she would come.’’
Only one hour and 30 minutes into the festivities and half of the people here are drunk or nearly there. You on the other hand do not drink at all. Staying sober throughout this whole party is a must. Who knows what would happen if you start drinking and saying things.Ryan seems to be doing good with Jungkook who’s laying on the floor laughing and cracking jokes with her head laying on his stomach giggling along with him. The others have casually invited themselves into the guest game-room to play some pool.
You just sit there on the couch, munching on a cookie and smiling and laughing here and there at one of Seokjin and Jungkook’s back-to-back jokes that seem to never leave the air.
Only for a knock on the door to interrupt  their flow of jokes.
‘‘ I got it I got it.” Seokjin stammers, placing a beer bottle down and stumbling towards the door. You freeze, face turning pale once more. It’s them. It could be them. Your teeth find their way to your lips and you begin to chew on it excessively.
Ryan notices it and automatically gets up from Jungkook, ‘‘ Come Yn, lets go see if the game of pool is interesting.’‘
You nod your head slightly as you get up from the couch. What are you worrying for? You look extravagant tonight. No need to worry yourself.
Just before taking your first few steps you stop, that voice. That oh so familiar voice begins to inch closer and closer. The famous laugh that he always tries to stifle by putting his hand over his mouth, that you’ve always thought was so fucking cute, fills the air.
You don’t know what got over you, but you sit back down dragging Ryan down with you. “ Yn? What are you doing I thought you wanted to avoid him.’’
‘’ No it’s okay. Im going to be fine.’‘ You say, awaiting upon his arrival into the room.
The footsteps are haunting you with each step they take.
one..two..three..four..five..si-
‘‘ Everyone, Isabel and Jimin are here.’‘ Seokjin stammers, smiling wide clearly drunk from all the beer consumed.
Your eyes go directly towards his. The pit of your stomach flutters with nervousness as you hold the long stare with him. His facial expression shocked but not showing it at all. His partner, who’s arm is linked with his, smiles brightly at everyone bowing her head slightly to them including you.
‘‘ Sorry we are late. Jimin didn’t want to come out of his home studio but I’ve made him come along with me.’‘ Her voice gentle and soft.
‘‘ Yn I forgot let me show you my new painting i have received.” Jungkook says quickly, trying to escape you from the awkwardness.You can bare it though its not as bad as you thought.
‘‘ Maybe later Kookie. I’m going to grab some juice.”  You say, getting up from your spot. You brush past Jimin lightly with Ryan tailing along with you.
The spacious kitchen was perfect for you to escape for just a moment. Silence is golden. Ryan sighs, pouring you and her a glass of juice. Nothing is to be said yet. But you know she really wants to have her input.
Raising the glass to your lips, you take a sip letting the tanginess run across your tongue and down your throat. ‘’ Say it Ryan.’’
She puts her cup down and looks at you with your eyebrows furrowed, ‘’ You aren’t fine. Please just avoid them for the night.’’
You knew it was coming but you have to face the fact that they area couple anyways so why avoid it? Maybe your mind will finally accept it to see it in person.
‘‘ I have to face it one way or another so why not now?’‘
She shakes her head in disapproval, finishing the rest of her juice. “ No you don’t. You’re making yourself suffer and I don’t like it.’’
‘‘ Yn.. did you make these cookies?’‘ A voice says behind you. Ryan’s eyes go wide and then looks at you signaling for you to not turn around. But you do it anyways.
Isabel. How dare she call you by a pet name? You don’t even know her like that and she’s doing this. Anger wants to get the best of you but you remain humble and calm.
‘‘ Yes. Is there a problem though? Are they not good?’‘ You say, putting on your best innocent act.
She smiles as she moves a piece of hair of her perfectly framed face, ‘’ No they are great! I was wondering if i can have the recipe.. for Jimin’s purpose of course.’’
You breathe through your nostrils with your eyes closed. She knows what she’s doing. She likes seeing you suffer huh? ‘’ You can follow any recipe online. I just add almond extract and substitute white sugar for brown.’’
Ryan shakes her head slightly while sticking her cup into the sink. ‘’ I’m going to be back I have to use the restroom.’’
Once she leaves Isabel’s smile drops.’’ Almond? Im- Im allergic!” She says, semi yelling at you. You’re shocked more or so at the sudden outburst that you can’t speak. You had zero knowledge of her being allergic, it’s an accident for sure.
 “You did this on purpose!’’ She says, tears filling her eyes as she goes into a coughing fit.
Shit. You didn’t know if anyone was allergic to nuts here but you had put it in anyways because that was the secret ingredient
‘’ I- I didn’t know im sorry is there anything I can do?’’ You say, guilt taking over you while you rush to her side patting her back. 
‘‘ Get off of me! You did this on purpose! You never liked me anyways. Jimin! Jimin!‘ She scream’s, coughing and wheezing making her face red.
Multiple footsteps rush into the kitchen. You don’t know what to do at this point so you just back away and let whoever take over. All the commotion going on and yelling is starting to give you a slight headache. All of the boys surround her, bombarding with questions and asking each other what to do. 
‘‘ What’s all the yelling about? What happened! “ Jungkook exclaims rushing towards her hunched over body.
‘‘ What’s going on? “ That voice that haunts you everynight finally comes inside the kitchen. When he see’s Isabel he automatically rushes towards her side. It pains you to see him rush to another woman’s body. But that figure is no longer yours so he has every right to do that.
‘‘ She-She put almond in the cookies on purpose! She’s trying to–to-’‘ She manages to wheeze out before another coughing fit.
Jimin’s eyes meet yours full of rage but then taken over by concern. He knows your hurt. Still hurt from the past and from this very situation now. You don’t manage to keep eye contact, so the floor is your eyes’ bestfriend right now.
‘‘ Yn. is this true? Why would you do that?”  He says, eyes never leaving yours and voice soft.
You shake your head quickly, “ I didn’t know she was allergic. I always put almond extract an-’’
“ You knew better than to put any type or form of nut in a dish when bringing it to ones house. You never know if someone has an allergy to it.’‘ Jungkook scolds you, eyes furrowed in shame.
‘‘ Don’t blame her. She didn’t fucking know.” Ryan’s voice enters the room in madness. She comes to your side with her arms crossed. Your own personal savior. Without her, you’d still be feeling guilty and taking the blame.
‘‘ Besides, you knew better than to invite him if you knew he was going to bring the girl he cheated on her with.. right?’‘ She says, cocking her head to the side as her attitude takes over.
The room is silent again. Good girl Ryan. 
Isabel lifts her head in disbelief along with Jimin. “ Listen that’s beside the point. Just don’t do it again.” Jimin says, focusing his attention back on Isabel. He reaches into her purse to grab her Epi-pen.
His scolding is enough to send your eyes into tears. You shouldn’t of agreed to come. This is a disaster. You take the tuba-wear of cookies from the counter on your way out of the kitchen and dispose of them. Your vision is blurry and you don’t know where your going but you just need some air. You make lefts and rights down long and short hallways till you reach a room that has a balcony.
You slip on who-ever’s house slippers and open the sliding door revealing the winter’s cold harsh air. You lean on the railing and close your eyes breathe in and out heavily.
Wiping the tears away, You open our eyes and look straight ahead. The whole city is lit up such a beautiful view for a sad moment. The sad moment is cut short by the sliding door opening and closing. You don’t bother to turn around it’s probably just Ryan checking on you again. When are people going to stop doing that?
“ Yn.”
Thats the last voice you wanted to hear.
‘‘ Are you happy? Happy for scolding me infront of everybody.”  You sniffle, wiping away your leaking nose.
You hear some rustling before something is placed on your shoulders. You look down at the material and shrug it off of you.
‘‘ Give it to your girlfriend.”
‘‘ I can’t let you be cold. Put it back on.’‘ He sighs, picking it back up and coming closer to you. You both stand side by side. Jimin puts his jacket around you once more and before you could re-do your action just before, he speaks.
‘‘ Shrug it off again and I’ll scold you. Do you understand?’‘ He says firmly.
You don’t bother to speak. Silence is golden.
‘‘ Listen.. i know you still aren’t over the fact that we are through but-”
‘‘ Shut up. I don’t want to hear it. Please go tend to your dying girlfriend.’‘ You say, sarcastically.
He huffs, “ She’s resting right now. She wouldn’t have to be if you wouldn’t of put-’’
You turn towards him slowly and meet his eyes daring for him to finish the rest of his sentence. ‘’ Don’t you fucking dare Park Jimin.’’
‘‘ Honorifics.’‘ He says, slightly looking down at you due to the height difference.
‘‘ You’re right Jimin-ssi.’‘
Jimin’s expression is taken a-back. You knew that one honorific word would hurt him.
‘‘ If we are done speaking I will take my leave now.” You say, eyes never leaving his as you take off his jacket and toss it to him, leaving him outside in the cold
This night was one of your worst mistakes. You thought you could handle it, but couldn’t. So maybe Ryan and Jungkook were right. Maybe you can’t handle it at all..
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One Last Time  —  Pjm. (M) Preview
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⇢ pairing: Jimin X Reader
⇢ Genre: Idol!Jimin, Exbf!Jimin, model!reader, sad au, fluff, tons of smut, angst
⇢ Synopsis: Your idol ex boyfriend Jimin cheated on you. You two have been broken up for a while now and the media has been keeping track of you and him. You’re trying to get over him, but the things that happen inbetween makes you re-think the entire breakup, and so does Jimin...
⇢ Song : xxxxx
⇢ Warnings: dominant jimin, makeout sessions, this is honestly a sad angsty au, cheating, pregnancy, unprotected and protected sex, a bunch of sex, no really a LOT of sexual themes too, I know I’m forgetting some but sorry in advance!
⇢ Copyright: please do NOT repost, translate, or modify my works in any way, shape or form, on any platform. If found doing so , it is considered as plagiarism and appropriate LEGAL action will be taken
⇢ Authors note: This is my mini series for the summer! Get your tissues, things to take your anger out on, and sit back and watch the drama unfold. Shall we begin?
It’s not like you wanted it, it’s his fault. You guys weren’t careful enough is all. But you seen it coming. The late nights coming home, the no response text messages.. all of it. Whoever was occupying his attention was doing a damn good job because that breakup came out of no where. How could he? After almost two years together why would he want to end it all? One thing had lead to another and a scandal has been pronounced.
That day can never be forgotten. It was all over the internet.
Breaking News! Bts’ Park Jimin was seen leaving his studio with another girl with his around her shoulder. Insiders say that this non other than the female collaborator for his new single, Isabel.
That night you had just sat there on your couch sipping on a glass of white wine, thinking what did you do for him to loose interest in you. How did this all go down hill. He had told you multiple times before that they are just collaborating for each others benefits. Nothing major at all. He’d texted you the same night of the so called scandal. Telling you goodnight and that the only one he had loved was you.
Lie. Caught in a lie.
The conversation the next day didn’t go good at all. Yelling over each other, things being thrown it was a total mess. But then the words that hold pain escaped his mouth.
We should end this now.. it’s gotten too messy for the media and us in general.
One year, two months and counting. But you still cannot get yourself together. The nightmares you wake up with ends up making your insomnia worse. Jungkook, his brother, texts you here and there making sure you’re doing fine but you want nothing but a text from the love of your life telling you that he’s messed up and wants another chance.
Just One Last Time.
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chocominnie · 3 years
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One Last Time — 05
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⇢ pairing: Jimin X Reader
⇢ Genre: Idol!Jimin, Exbf!Jimin, model!reader, sad au, fluff, tons of smut, angst
⇢ Synopsis: Your idol ex boyfriend Jimin cheated on you. You two have been broken up for a while now and the media has been keeping track of you and him. You’re trying to get over him, but the things that happen inbetween makes you re-think the entire breakup, and so does Jimin…
⇢ Song : xxxxx
⇢ Previous : 00 01 02
⇢ Word Count : 3k
⇢ Warnings: dominant jimin, makeout sessions, this is honestly a sad angsty au, cheating, pregnancy, unprotected and protected sex, a bunch of sex, no really a LOT of sexual themes too, I know I’m forgetting some but sorry in advance!
⇢ Copyright: please do NOT repost, translate, or modify my works in any way, shape or form, on any platform. If found doing so , it is considered as plagiarism and appropriate LEGAL action will be taken
⇢ Authors note: This is my mini series for the summer! Get your tissues, things to take your anger out on, and sit back and watch the drama unfold. Shall we begin?
The scent of vanilla with a hint of cinnamon is what wakes you up from your sleep. Hair and body tangled in-between the blankets, which lets you know you you had tossed and turned once again. The frizzball on your head is definitely going to be a challenge to work with. Stretching your limbs, you let out a small yawn only for your hands to drop back down and feel nothing but cold emptiness.
Was it a dream? Dream? You didn’t even have one of your night terrors for the first time in a year. The dream to you seemed rather pleasent. Jimin tangled up in your arms as he holds you tight while you breathe into his bare chest. The warmness is something you had longed for once again and it all felt surreal.
‘‘ You awake yet?’‘
The voice startles you, making you drop your phone onto the comforter and turn your head towards the bedroom door where it came from. His blonde hair and small smile peep through the door, hoping to atleast get a better reaction out of you. 
So it is real.
“ You’re really here? Did I bump my head too hard to where im imagining things?” You pull the covers close to you for security. Just as in your dream, there he is barechest and all.
He lets out a squeaky laugh followed by a smile as he comes towards your bed, tapping them to give you a signal to open. You raise an eyebrow but oblige, spreading them a bit only for him to sit inbetween them. It feels as if you’re heart might explode with the sudden flirtacious moves from him. Something you have been wanting but still aren’t used to.
‘‘ You slept so good that you don’t remember last night?”
You look at him eyes wide and then down to your body, “ Please tell me we didn’t-’’
‘‘ As much as I would of love to, No.’‘
A shot of relief flows through you but sadness soon comes over. He isn’t yours to be thinking these sorts of things. He isn’t yours in general. It wouldn’t be right for him to say things like that to you, while still entangled with another female.
‘‘ Why so sad?” His hands comes to your face to caress your cheeks. You shake your head softly then grab his hand to slowly lower it back down.
Jimin sighs, “ Baby just tell me whats wrong.’’
That word. That word you know always messes things up with your thoughts. Your emotions, hell everything in your body too.
You slowly make your way off of the bed, not interested in the conversation anymore. It’s not like you don’t want to continue, you do, but the guilt of everything that comes with it is enough to stir you away.
‘‘ Jimin don’t use that word. You technically still belong to Isabel.”
‘‘ Is she here at this very moment?” He cocks his head to the side with a smirk. You roll your eyes in response to his cockiness.
‘‘ No. That doesn’t change the fa-”
‘‘ Alright then. Now are you going to tell me what’s really on your mind or do I have to force it out?” He raises his hands and scrunches them with grabby motions. You don’t fall for it though. 
You make your way to the doorway, “ That’s all Jimin. I promise. Just call me by  my real name okay?’’
But that’s not what you want. What you want you know you can’t have. It’s not because you can’t have it because you want too. It’s just that it would make you feel like a terrible, horrible person. The look on his face when you say those words almost make you give in. Those puppy eyes caught yours and for a split second you almost consider it but don’t. It’s hard for you, it really is. Having something dangling in your face but you’re too concious to have it.
He’s still not yours. 
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With the morning being spent eating a good breakfast Jimin made your favorite pancakes. You watched him carefully, the way his hair bobbed up and down a bit while his right arm whisked the batter quickly. He seemed so natural and comfortable as if he was used to doing this for you. With your elbows on the island counter and head in your hands while you’re seated, you can’t help yourself to stare at the back of him and let the memories float in your mind.
Memories that never fade from you. It’s cute of him to steal glances of you here and there when pouring the batter into the pan. The small winks he gives you makes your heart flutter and the blood rush to your cheeks. It feels rather good to you to have his presence here. Despite the guilty feeling in the pit of your stomach.
 The rest of the day you two decide to lounge around. Endless movies and tv shows throughout the day as you’re cuddled up next to him with a pink colored blanket for the two of you to share. Clara seems to enjoy her time with him too since she won’t let him put her down. She meows loudly with every movement of him. Such a drama queen.
‘‘ Jimin it’s getting late..” You pause, looking up at him. He gives you a small frown when he sits up in hopes you won’t finish your sentence. “ She might begin to worry you’re not home yet.”
Jimin ignores your comment only to latch onto your body a little more rougher, arms not wanting to let go. You giggle before running your fingers through his hair as his head lays softly onto your chest. You wan’t him to leave mentally, but your body wants to hold on to him for way much longer.
‘‘ Your heartbeat is soothing to me.”
It always has been. Anytime he just wanted to talk when you were in a relationship, he would lay you down and then lay himself on you with his ear pressed against your chest. Some days he would have been happy to talk, others, he just wanted to lay there to fall asleep.
‘‘ Seriously Jimin. You should leave.” 
He shakes his head, ‘’ Shhh. Jungkook is coming soon and I would love to sit here and have you to myself.’’
You raise an eyebrow is confusion, “ Why is he coming here?’’
‘‘ I kind of sort of lost my keys to my home. Isabel came yesterday to give the copy’s she went and made when we were at Ryan’s office.  I left the house key with Jungkook while going after you instead of putting it on my keychain right away.”
So that explains why she came. It also would of been better to have touch pad, or even facial recognition to enter the home. Anyone can just copy the key to your home. The fans are already crazy enough after that time you two saw one trying to follow you into your used-to-be shared apartment. It didn’t end so well either.
“ Why don’t you have touch-pad?” You say, sitting up with a disappointed look.
‘‘ Funny story. When the house was made I thought keys would be better than touch-pad on the outside because any paparazzi who manages to get through the front could snap pictures of the code. So why not use a key right?’‘
You just sigh and shake your head in disappointment, not even wanting to explain why that would still be a dumb idea. “ Whatever makes you happy.”
‘‘ But if you were there you would of stopped me.. right?”
Your eyes shoot down to him only to see him staring right back up into yours. The butterflies in your stomach begin to flutter once more. It’s been so long since you felt those.
‘‘ Yes. Yes I would have told you it was a dumb option because nobody can make it past security without calling you first.’‘ You whisper, both of your faces inches away from each other.
‘‘ I thought so. Can I make another dumb suggestion?’‘ His voice says, faint enough for you to hear making the hairs stick up on your neck.
You swallow slowly as chills run down your spine out of anxiety, ‘‘ What?’‘
‘‘ This.’‘
It all feels surreal to you. His lips against yours moving in sync together it’s all just surreal. Within seconds his tongue is swiping against your lips begging for entrance in which you comply. The way his hands rub up and down your thighs is sure to make you moan against the kiss, grabbing them to lead it to your core. He obliges and traces the outline of it outside of your clothing, laying you down gently on the couch in the process.
Until that painful doorbell rings loudly causing you both to groan. Jimin pulls away with a plop noise and give you a wink before lifting off of you to go see who is at the door. Your clothes are ruffled up a bit and that small wet spot between your legs seems to not too noticeable when you fix yourself up quickly.
Sex with Jimin. You almost had sex with Jimin. You feel wrong about it but at the same time you want nothing more to have him make you a screaming moaning mess. You miss him, the way his stroke game is, and everything about him dominating you in the bedroom. 
He’s still not yours though.
‘‘ Who is it?’‘
You sit up and fix your hair to at-least look presentable. That kiss meant everything to you. Your feelings and body enjoyed it but your mind did not. It slipped your mind that you should of pulled away. Nothing can replace how it felt to have his lips on yours again.
The door opens revealing Jungkook who’s face is a little red and breathing hard. He runs inside and shoves Jimin out the way before slamming the door shut and locking it with his back against the wall. You furrow your eyebrows and get up from the spot you’re sitting in.
‘‘ Jungkook what’s happening? Why are you run-”
Bang! Bang! Bang!
‘‘ Open the door now! I know you guys are in there! Jimin get your ass out here now!’’
Bang! Bang! Bang!
Your eyes go wide. That voice. That oh so familiar voice is standing right outside your apartment door. 
‘‘ I tried telling her you went to practice with Seokjin for some new choreography but she knew I lied. Im sorry I tried to run as fast as I could to my car to get away from her. She followed me here in her car and then I had to run some more up to your apartment.’‘ He breathes hard, handing the new set of keys to Jimin.
Shit! You have no words to say. This wouldn’t of all started if you wouldn’t have been so stubborn yesterday to just take a taxi. You wouldn’t of passed out, he wouldn’t have been here with you all day today.
That doesn’t excuse the fact that this girl is batshit crazy for following Jungkook and showing up at your actual fucking apartment. Jimin looks at you with sorriness in his eyes. You look at him with anger and cross your arms to prove your point as to why he should have left in the first place.
 ‘‘ Im going outside to talk to her. I’ll be back in a couple of minutes.”
Jimin’s hand pushes down the handle to the door and as soon as he cracks it open, the force of the door pushes open harshly hitting the wall next to it, making him stumble back a little.
‘‘ So you think it is okay to go to your exes apartment? I would never disrespect you like that Jimin, you know that!”  Rage has taken upon her, face red and it doesn’t already help that her facial expression is beyond pissed.
Slap!
You watch in horror as her hand connects with his left cheek. Jungkook’s eyes go wide, but then frown into anger before walking over to her. Stomping with each step he takes.
“ Watch what your fucking doing okay? That’s my brother and I certainly do not hit girls but with one click of a button Ryan will be on her way to beat your ass got it?’’ 
‘‘ Jungkook stay out of this! This isn’t your battle. Now you, you have some nerve letting him inside here. Obviously you were not enough for him to go cheating on you.” Isabel says, stepping away from Jimin and leaving him there at the door.
That one hurt. She does have a point though, you should of made Jimin leave regardless of what he said to you. You got caught up in the moments that weren’t meant to be yours. Its true, she has every right to be mad.
‘‘ I don’t appreciate you being around Jimin..” She inches closer to you, hands on her hips. You begin to back up, eyes to the ground of guilt. If only things wouldn’t have unfolded like this.
‘‘ Your relationship to him is starting to be inapropriate.” Isabel’s eyes make contact with yours when you look up. She looks at you as if you’re disgusting, and you can’t blame her.
‘‘ Isabel..’‘ Jimin warns, coming behind her.
On the heel of her feet, she turns around shaking her head. “You don’t deserve to talk. You care so much about her, but did you forget we are a couple? We may just be cooling things off between us, but you are still mine as I am to you.’‘
Jimin sighs, stopping just behind her, ‘‘ Isabel look..”
“ Jimin..” Jungkook starts, uneasy of what his brother is to say next. You know what’s coming and you know that tone of Jimin’s voice all too well.
The same one he used when breaking up with you. You see the tears well in her eyes. Some part of you feels bad for her because you know those words well. You know that feeling all too good.
‘‘ Are you really breaking up with me because of her? We were doing just fine until she showed back up in the picture. Are you seriously doing this?” Her voice cracks on the last words. That made your heart sting a bit. This isn’t right.
Jimin sighs looking at the two of you back and forth. You are the one for him, it’s no doubt. It was a stupid choice for him to cheat on you. It was a stupid choice for him to leave you in the dust like that. You gave him everything. A loving relationship, a home, happiness, you are the highlight of his days. He misses you just as much as you miss him.
“ Isabel we are through. I’m sorry I couldn’t be the man to your expectations. It’s my fault. All my fault and I shouldn’t have let you belie-”
“ Fuck you. Fuck you Park Jimin.” Her words slice through the air, piercing Jimin right in his heart. It hurt for him to hear that, but he deserves it.
Jungkook doesn’t look so shocked, but he does wish Jimin would have did this else-where other than your apartment. Isabel looks at you with envy, reaching into her small chanel bag for something. Jungkook gives her a warning look to just leave before grabbing your arm to make you stand behind him.
“ Isabel I’ll walk you down. It’s best to just leave it be. Please.” Jimin begs from behind her. You watch the tears roll down her eyes and you still can’t help but to feel guilty.
You are the cause of their breakup. Maybe you really should have minded your business about Jimin. Maybe you shouldn’t have entertained his charming ways at all. Looking back down at her hands, you see a small pocket knife she grips tightly. You tap Jungkook and point which makes him push you behind him even more. 
“ It’s a bad idea. You can hurt me but you wont hurt my brother or her.” He says, daring her to make any type of movement towards you. 
Jimin comes behind her and attempts to grab the knife in which she slashes his palm on accident trying to push him away. In that quick second, Jimin hisses in pain while pulling away giving Isabel all the time she has to get to you while Jungkook is already across the room for his brother, forgetting you hiding behind him.
‘‘ Shit! Jimin are you okay?” He asks, but then quickly turns to you, “ Quick! Go hide! Hurry! “ Jungkook screams.
‘‘ Isabel this isn’t what he wants. He wants you to be happy and getting back at me will only upset him more!”  As if your words would even convince the crazy girl in the slightest. 
She just laughs as your words, fastly walking to you who’s, running towards the living area thinking it would cut time shorter if you cut through there to your bathroom.
You aren’t fast enough. She tackles you to the ground where you two rumble around trying to get away from her until she putting all her weight on you as she sits directly on your chest making it hard for you to breathe. 
“ Maybe a little mark on your face will tell you to stop home-wrecking people’s relationship.” She raises the knife up high and you watch in horror before she raises it back to in attempt to make a slash on your forehead.
You block each attempt at her trying to slash anything on your face. Your dad always told you to protect your face in self defense and fighting and thats what you do. Only until with one last thrush, the knife connects with your forearm, making a nice sized gash on it.
‘‘ Fuck!”
The voices in your area fade in and out. You look to your left to see Isabel being dragged out by a pair of cops. But the puddle of blood forming around you rapidly sends you into panic. Only you cant panic. You cant speak. Your vision is slowly loosing faith in you.
Open.
Close.
Open.
Close.
Open.
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One Last Time 04  —  Pjm. (M)
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⇢ pairing: Jimin X Reader
⇢ Genre: Idol!Jimin, Exbf!Jimin, model!reader, sad au, fluff, tons of smut, angst
⇢ Synopsis: Your idol ex boyfriend Jimin cheated on you. You two have been broken up for a while now and the media has been keeping track of you and him. You’re trying to get over him, but the things that happen inbetween makes you re-think the entire breakup, and so does Jimin…
⇢ Song : xxxxx
⇢ Previous : 00 01 02 03
⇢ Word Count : 4.7k
⇢ Warnings: dominant jimin, makeout sessions, this is honestly a sad angsty au, cheating, pregnancy, unprotected and protected sex, a bunch of sex, no really a LOT of sexual themes too, I know I’m forgetting some but sorry in advance!
⇢ Copyright: please do NOT repost, translate, or modify my works in any way, shape or form, on any platform. If found doing so , it is considered as plagiarism and appropriate LEGAL action will be taken
⇢ Authors note: This is my mini series for the summer! Get your tissues, things to take your anger out on, and sit back and watch the drama unfold. Shall we begin?
Last night can’t get out of your mind. It’s not like you to do such a dumb thing. Kissing Jimin... you didn’t know what had gotten into you last night. The last thing you’d ever want to do is have someone go through the same thing you did with Jimin when he had cheated on you. Your mind raced all night thinking if that kiss, that one sole kiss, would make you the bad guy? Make this whole situation worse? 
Wrong.
Both of you were vulnerable and just not the same. Of course you’re still tender to the subject of and about him, and forever will have have a soft spot for Jimin. You didn’t expect that to happen though. 
‘‘ Yes.. Yes.. Okay.. I understand.”
You drone on for the millionth time today. Only 9 am and calls are making their way to you. You’ve been caught. Someone spotted you and Jimin last night walking to your apartment. Luckily the pictures were only garage scenes of you and him. Jimin’s head hanging low trailing a distance behind you while you hold your sore arm. Thankfully, by the looks of the new articles every damn hour, they think that you had hurt yourself and Jimin was supposedly there for you for comofort.
The fanpages are going to have a field day with that.
Your manager continues to lecture you about how this could start a scandal, how you should of been more careful, and finally that those words everyone has told you before. He wasn’t good to you, move on.
‘‘ Listen im just going to be with Ryan today and she’s bringing Jungkook. We are heading over to Ryan’s office to discuss things and what not.’‘ You sigh into the phone, wanting to hang up already.
Your manager on the other line is hesitant for you to go, but gives in once you say you’ll only be an hour in and out. That’s the only way you’ll get to go out today. Whenever small scandals like this brew up, the management company would make you stay low for the next three days. 
You both say your goodbyes and then hang up. Finally. Somewhere in the room Clara lets out one of her tiny meows making you smile to yourself. The day planned ahead is way more exciting than you worrying to yourself
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‘‘ Baby please. I have to go’‘
Isabel smirks lowly while shaking her head. Jimin watches her intensively as her hands roam all around his now bare chest, that was covered with a shirt two minutes ago.
‘‘ Jimin, you and I both know that we haven’t had much time to ourselves lately.’‘
Her dainty fingertips trace over his forming abs one by one staring him straight in the eyes. He bites his lip hard just before letting out a useless groan with his head thrown back in the chair. It’s true. With all the celebrity show appearances they’ve had, the quality time together has been cut short.
He ries to pry her hands away from his jeans but it’s no use. “ I have to leave, Jungook wants me at Ryan’s office in twenty minutes.”
Her face turns into a pout, lifting her hands from his jeans.  ‘’ So he’s more important than your girlfriend?’’
‘‘ Well I mean he is my blood broth- Fuck!’’
It’ was quick enough to where he didn’t feel it coming. Before he knew it, his jeans were unbuttoned and her mouth glides across the imprint of his shaft hiding behind his boxers. “ We can stop and you can leave.. if you want..” She knows exactly what shes doing by making sure her voice is low and those round eyes meeting his. 
His groans only become louder when she takes a long, slow lick from the base to the tip. There’s no way on hell he’ll miss this opportunity to get some head. Jimin’s craving for sex has been high lately and with no time to recieve pleasure, he damn sure wasn’t gonna let up this offer. “ Fuck that. Keep going my love.”
Grabbing a fistful of Isabel’s hair, he yanks his boxers down revealing his thick, hard member hat springs up to his belly button. Isabel smirks at him just before taking the whole thing down her throat making Jimin moan out louder in pleasure. The sound of sucking, wet noises fill the studio’s ambiance.
Jimin watches her intensely while letting out low groans and growls as her bobbing head becomes quicker. This isn’t what he wants truly.  What he wants is you. You is who he wishes who’d be pleasuring him right now. The way you’d sometimes gag on him when his dick filled your mouth completely was something he’d always enjoyed seeing. The way your eyes water with him stuffed in your mouth but determined to go on was a major turn on for him. He wants you and only you. Right now in this moment Isabel doesn’t mean shit to him but you do. 
He can’t help but to lean back in his chair and close his eyes waiting to chase his high, all with the thoughts of you and your guises past sexual encounters turning him on even more with the lost track of time in the back of his mind.
You on the other hand, wait with Jungkook and Ryan who are getting a bit anxious waiting for the boy’s arrival. You of course didn’t want him to come. It’ll only make things more complicated than it is right now. Essentially you were going to leave when Jungkook said he’d be inviting Jimin.. yet again. 
Seeing as though when you were on your way to the office, you had glanced at the clouds and could see a big thunderstorm brewing. You’d rather not take your chances of being rained on while walking back to your apartment.
‘‘ Geez where is this guy? He’s always late ever since he’s been with Isa-”
A shove by Ryan shuts him right up before finishing his sentence. Ryan gives him a glare and a few utters of words to him before turning back to the giant window that gazes over the bright nightlife of Seoul.
One part of you wishes for Jimin not to actually show up but the other does. Just to see his face and reaction too you ever since yesterday. But just for the sake of it, you won’t bring it up. Play it off like it never happened.
‘‘ Was it really necessary for us to come at night? We couldn’t of just come during the day?’’ Jungkook says, walking over to her.
He snakes his arms around his waist placing gentle butterfly kisses around her neck. The reflection off the mirror shows her facial expression, a slight smile as they sway from side to side. A ping of happiness shoots through you at the sight of them. It reminds you of you and Jimin. That happiness quickly shuts down.
You smile to yourself, “Well i’m a model, Jungkook and his brother are idols, and you’re an upcoming fashion designer dating said Idol. ”
Jungkook clears his throat before placing his arm gently around Ryan, “ Yeah she’s MY girlfriend.’’ He says proudly. Ryan shakes her head while playfully rolling her eyes. 
You giggle along with her. It’s only been a short while since he’s asked her and he seems so happy and proud with her. Something you wish that Jimin wouldn’t have ruined for you two.
‘‘ Nobody knows we are dating and If paparazzi catches you coming to my office it’s going to stir up something rather it be little or not.’‘ Ryan sighs, sitting down next to you on the white couch.
Jungkook pauses to be silent for a second but continues on, “ That would happen regardless because paparazzi comes out at any time of day. We just so happen not to get caught.’’
Your frail hands begin to play with the sleeve of your shirt at the wrists. Something you do when anxious but trying to keep calm. You’re starting to get annoyed with this couple talk. You’re happy for them but rubbing it in is starting to hurt a bit. Where is he at?
‘‘ You know what im tired of waiting. If he comes he comes. If he doesn’t oh well we already knew he’s an asshole because of that girl now.” Ryan scoffs.
She folds her arms as she leans onto Jungkook who’s now sitting on the arm of the couch. He chuckles at her pouting and sudden anger just before giving her a kiss on the forehead.
You take in the sight of them. Two love birds that mean the world to each other. You wouldn’t dare want nor try to break them up. You knew Jungkook has been waiting for that moment to ask her. When he did on that day Ryan couldn’t of been even more happier.
And if as on cue, that familiar face comes in quietly with two large brown bags in his hands. You choose not to make eye contact with him when he stops infront of the couch, glancing at you.
‘‘ Im sorry im late. I bought food for us..” He pleads for forgiveness. If it was up to you then you wouldn’t have forgiven him. Hell, you still don’t want to forgive him for that act last night. Yet you can’t be a hypocrite because you’re just as guilty.
Jungkook takes the bags from him due to the way to familiar scent coming from them. Jajangmyeon. His favorite noodles of all time. A quick way to earn his forgiveness of anything.
‘‘ You are forgiven don’t let it happen again,”  He says, smiling ear to ear as he pulls out his serving of noodles.
Ryan hands you a pair of chopsticks and your serving of noodles. You thank her and look down at the bowl. If you did eat it that means you forgave him, if you didn’t that means you wont. Your mind doesn’t know which one to pick.
While everyone sits there talking amongst themselves you sit there with chopsticks in hand zoned out. You seen the hickies when he had came in. When he had tilted his head announcing his arrival, thats when you saw it peeking from under his scarf. that The dark bruises peaked up and back into hiding whenever he moved.
‘‘ You don’t like the noodles?” Jungkook says, taking a big bite of noodles then slurping them up.
Ryan gives you one of your guises code looks but you give one back to say you are fine. ‘’ Im sorry I was just zoned out.’’
You don’t engage on any of the conversation instead you sit there eating your noodles quietly until they’re gone. That is until the real reason why you are here is brought up.
‘‘ We are here because me and Jungkook have thought about you guys.” Ryan glances at the boy who’s now wiping his face free of sauce.
Great. When are people going to stop doing that though?
‘‘ Ryan come on now, I honestly don’t care. He’s happy with her and I am with myself. Im serious. Please stop thinking about things like this. Im happy can’t you see that! ‘‘ By this point you know you’re all worked up.
It isn’t the truth, but you just want everyone to stop worrying so you could move on. Bringing the whole situation up all the time is draining for you and you’d rather not be reminded of Jimin and what he does and how he’s doing.
Jimin keeps quite with a stare that’s intense on you. You stare right back at him with an emotionless expression. The both of your eyes never leave each-other but you knew it had hurt him. Saying that you’re fine but he knows you’re bothered a lot.
Jungkook sighs heavily, “Baby-Cheeks don’t get all upset now. We are just worried solely on you. Even Jimin is and we all came to an agreement to have this civil conversation right here and now because all of it needs to be addressed.”
You cock your head slightly to the side not leaving Jimin’s eyes. You knew for a fact that this entire conversation is his doing just by Jungkook saying that last sentence. 
“ I told you to stop worrying about me. I really meant it. I’m fine. I am F I N E .’’ You spell out the words, then shake your head clearly pissed off. 
‘‘ But you aren’t. You constantly lose focus and don’t talk as much. Im worried for you so much that it pains me to even see you like this.” Jimin bites his lips to prevent from breaking down. You know that expression all to well.
That still doesn’t mean he should be worrying about you. You two are no longer together and no matter how many times you scream it to the top of your lungs each time, nobody listens to you.
‘‘ I am fine. I promise you guys. I’ve just had a comeback and they set me on a strict diet for the next few months and I go to the gym more than I used to because that’s what us models do. Since I have been absent for a year now my break time is over. The reason I zone out is because I have a busy schedule and sleep is whenever I can get it so that makes me tired often. I am fine.”
Your explanation is partially true and you do feel bad for lying on some of the parts but knowing them they will keep doing whatever to make things right. It’s time for you and them to stop worrying about Jimin and your relationship with each other.
The group doesn’t say anything after that. You tried to keep the best serious tone you had to explain that to them. Luckily they fell through and believed it. All except Jimin.
‘‘ Now can we move on? Is everything okay now?”  You ask, looking at both Ryan and Jungkook. They both shake their head slowly still unsure of what to think.
‘‘ Well since that is over with, lets all take our leave yeah?” Ryan sighs, collecting everybody’s trash from the food. You nod your head and begin to help her while the boys go somewhere in the room to talk privately together.
You don’t care enough to want to know about what they’re saying. As long as they don’t bring anything of worriedness about you again then it’s okay. Soon after the room is all cleaned up you grab your coat and scarf. Jungkook grabs Ryan’s and helps her into hers, zipping it all the way up.
‘‘ My baby can’t catch a cold.” He giggles before placing a kiss on her forehead. Ryan turns a deep red in her cheeks as he continues to dress her properly for the snow outside.
‘‘ Can we talk privately again?’‘ A quite voice says behind you. You knew it all to well. But you don’t turn around at all while slipping your coat on.
‘‘ I’ve thought I made myself clear. I don’t need to say it again. Please just accept it.”  The maroon colored scarf is gently placed around you from behind.
You grab his hands to stop him but he’s quick enough to come in-front of you and begin to wrap it for you. “ You lied. You can fool them but not me.’’
You break his hands away from the scarf, making sure to glare at him before you storm out of the office. All of the pressure and just concern in general is getting to you. It’s not like you to get worked up to this point. You hate making scenes and you knew that when you left like that it’s going to spark more curiousness.
The heel of your black suede thigh high boots click down the hallway fast as tears feel the brim of your eyes. Why wont they just leave it be?
After taking the long way out and going down three flights of stairs from the emergency exit, you make it down to the lobby and out the rotating doors.
When you do you almost choke out a whimper at the sight at Jimin greeting Isabel with a hug in which she pulls him down to a deep passionate kiss while waiting in-front of his car.
He was just upstairs dressing you properly, but kissing on her a few minutes later. Typical Jimin.
You bite your lip hard enough for the taste of blood to fill your mouth to prevent from crying right then and there. You can’t show her any sign of weakness. This is what she wants you to do. Cry and breakdown in-front of her to gain victory. She can’t have it. She wont have it.
You slip your hands into the coat pockets and begin your journey down the street. Catching a taxi would be no use. The cold harsh wind mixing with the hard drops of rain feel euphoric but numb to you.
‘‘ What are you doing? You’ll catch a cold for walking in this type of weather!” A voice yells far from behind you.
You don’t bother to look back at him. You up your pace just by a little to get that voice far away from you as possible. He kissed you last night, but kissed her right infront of you. The lump in your throat is sore and your heart hurts with each step you take.  Is this how the game goes? It hurts. It hurts a lot. 
 The wind blows harsh and the rain blows on your face making your makeup wet but not smeared. The mascara running down your face doesn’t matter from your wet tears.
 The stop lights turn yellow, red, and then green a couple of times. You count the number of changes before walking past it. Three times total.
Yellow
Red
Green
then back again.
The thunder roars causing you to jump a bit, but you’re numb to any noise around you anyways. You sniffle repeatedly to stop your nose from running but why not just let it run? Why not just let everything go. Let yourself go. Yeah that sounds about right. Let yourself g-
The blackness of your vision is sudden. No chance to react when the sound disappears from it. To the ground your body goes, laying there in a puddle of water. Your eyes blink slowly when you wince in pain upon bringing your hand up to your head. Vision goes in and out, in and out. You can’t hear the disorted person above you screaming and shaking you just before blacking out again.
The look of horror on his face and adrenaline runs through his body as soon as your eyes close. He thinks it’s his fault. His fault for wanting to keep talking to you. His fault for kissing you last night. His fault for stressing you out to your limits for you to walk home instead of asking him for a ride.
Running his hand through his hair, he slowly picks up your limp body. He saw that fall, and that fall was hard. You slipped on a decent sized amount of a dirt and mud mixture from not paying attention. Tears roll down his eyes when he places you in the passenger seat to buckle your seatbelt where your chest rises up and down. A sign of life.
The ride to your house is hell for him. Constantly hitting the steering wheel out of anger from himself and crying loudly wishing for you to be fine and okay. The hospital wasn’t an option right now. If paparazzi saw him taking you in unconcious right after the small scandal, he’d be sure that he’d be on the news for the next two weeks for supposedly abusing you, which isn’t the case.
It doesn’t take him long to arrive, considering he was tokyo drifting through the streets of Seoul. Laying your body on your bed, he sees the bottom of your outfit is dirty with mud. At first he hesitates but keeping muddy clothes on you wouldn’t be right of him.
After picking out some sweatpants, he moves on to your hoodie collection and spots one in the back of the drawer folded into a ball. Jimin lets out a small laugh when he realizes its one of his. It must of ended up here in transit when packing from the old apartment.
Nevertheless, he decides it’s that one you’ll be wearing and not anyone of the others. When it comes time to undress you, he looks away when taking off your clothes and putting the new clothes on. He tucks you in when done, planting a small kiss on your forehead just before going to get an icepack for you to place it on your head.
The sound of cartoons playing in a distance wakes you up. Your eyes stir open until full view. The throbbing of your head makes you wince a little. You’re just as more confused as to when you made it into your apartment let alone your room.
‘‘ You’re awake?’‘
He places the icepack on the back of your head but when he goes to grab your hand to make you secure it, your heart skips a beat when his soft hand touches yours. It’s been a while since you last had his warm touch against yours. 
The thoughts in your head stops when he lets go of your now cold hand. ‘‘ Why are you here?”  You say, finally looking at him.
‘‘ You fell. You fell on a puddle of mud while crossing over to the next sidewalk.” He sighs, eyes staring at you with anger yet relief. Instead of fighting back for the sake of your throbbing head, you just look down.
Thats when you notice the new set of clothes on your body. You certainly weren’t wearing this hoodie before. In fact you knew for a fact that this particular hoodie was balled up in the back of your dresser drawer. It’s his. 
 “ You undressed me?” You yell, furrowing your eyebrows at him. You pull the cover closer up to your body out of embarassment but Jimin doesn’t care. He’s more worried about the fall than the undressing.
“ Do you fucking know how got damn worried I was?” Jimin walks over to you with his arms crossed and jaw clenching. You want to hide right about now. “You’re more worried about if I was a pervert or not but news flash, I didn’t even look at you while undressing you. I’m not the asshole you think I am.”  
Silence is golden.
‘‘ We all shouldn’t have been out there with a storm coming, but we came to the office for your sake. You keep putting yourself at risk, just stop!‘‘ He semi-yells at you. 
You know he’s correct but that doesn’t stop you from forming the lecture into an arguement.
‘‘ Risk? I don’t take risks unless necessary. I was just minding my business and walking home. I guess I wasn’t mindful for that the weather wasn’t suitable for walking. Thank you for tending to me.’’
The boy scoffs with a sarcastic smile on his face backing away from your bed. You close your eyes knowing you shouldn’t of said that. ‘‘ Wasn’t mindful? Really? Why can’t you just listen to me whenever I need you to?”
‘‘ You were with Isabel. I don’t have anything to do with your guys relationship at all. I didn’t want to seem like a threat to her. ‘‘
Jimin sighs and rubs his temples, ‘’ You know you’re hard headed right? Do you think I give a flying fuck if she was there or not? You health and you yourself are important to me. ‘’
Here we go again.
‘‘ I said don’t worr-’‘
Jimin raises up quickly with anger and sadness written all over his face, ‘’ I don’t care what you say. Fucking listen to me when I say so! I’m going to worry about you until the day I die and cannot breathe anymore! Accept it okay?’’ He semi- yells, chest heaving up and down fast.
You keep your eyes away from his. You knew it would happen. You knew he would blow up somehow today.
‘‘ Im not going to accept it. Want to know why? I’m not your girlfriend anymore. I have to accept the fact that you no longer are in a relationship with me Jimin. You need to too.’‘
Jimin sighs, pacing back in forth across the wooden floor while running his fingers through his hair repeatedly, “ I was hoping it wouldn’t have to be like this. I’m not letting it happen anymore. From now on I will be checking on you everyday. Understand?’’
‘‘ No I don-”
‘‘ Understand?’‘ He growls, head whipping towards your direction.
There it goes. Pissed off Jimin. The side of his dominance that he dares anyone to overpower.
‘‘ Jimin you cannot come he-”
He shoots you a glare wanting his question answered now. You bite your lip making sure to shut the fuck up at this point. Anything you say after you know would do damage. ‘‘ Do you. Fucking. Understand?’‘
You nod your head. When he becomes like this there isn’t any way to stop him or change his mind.
‘‘ Good. Im not leaving for the night.”
You furrow your eyebrows, “Woah Jimin. Okay that’s too far. That’s considered cheating on Isabel.”
‘‘ It’s not. Not if im not with her anymore.’‘
Your heart jumps at those words. Not with her anymore?
‘‘ You honestly didn’t have to break up with her for me.”
You know you’d honestly feel very bad, but not as bad because she honestly deserves it for being a homewrecker. Then again, what does that make you?
‘‘ We technically are on a break. Im planning to break up with her in a couple of days.” He says, turning the blaring hot heater that was turned on prior to you waking up, onto it’s low settings.
You decide that’s enough of questions and to just enjoy his company there while it lasts. Putting the cover back down, you pick up your phone from the nightstand. A few texts from your manager, a missed call from Ryan. By the looks of it they both don’t know what happened and that somehow relieves you. 
Looking back up at him, you notice him turned around about to take off his shirt. His back muscles are evident and flex whenever he moves. You miss those. The way they’d feel under your hands and nails when he used to be ontop of you giving you the best nights of your life.
You hadn’t known he had turned around because you’re too deep in thought recalling those nights. “ Im assuming you like what you see?”
So you’ve been caught. “ No. Put your shirt back on.” Its a lie but you can’t admit to daydreaming about him.
‘‘ Hush im just changing into new clothes.’‘
You watch him go to your bottom left dresser and it all clicks to you. Back when you both shared an apartment Jimin kept extra clothing for emergencies always in the left bottom drawer.
You don’t know why, but you felt that it was tradition to put his extra clothing inside the bottom left drawer when you moved into here. Jimin had left the box of emergency clothing, on accident, with you as the both of you moved out.
When things had arrived here and you started unpacking you had seen what was inside the box. Instead of calling him to retrieve it, you just placed them in the bottom left drawer of your dresser in case something had ever happened where he was in need.
And that scenario just so happened to play out today.
You close your eyes as he casually slips his pants off in front of you. You want to peak but choose not to. ‘‘ Why are you covering your eyes? You’ve seen all of me before.”
And you want to see it all again.
‘‘ Yeah whatever. Im sleepy.’‘
 You rub your eyes and let out a quite yawn. You can feel his eyes staring into you so you turn to face him while getting comfortable under the covers.
Jimin turns out the lights first and then the t.v. Pitch black just how you like it.
‘‘ I forgot how cute you can be.’‘ He shakes his head, pulling you closer to him to where you’re laying on his chest with his arms wrapped around you.
His heartbeat is relaxing to you. So relaxing that soon enough, the both of you are fast asleep tangled in each-others love.
Once again, you fell for his sweet-talking and little white lies. All because you want another chance, one last time.
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chocominnie · 3 years
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One Last Time 03  —  Pjm. (M)
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⇢ pairing: Jimin X Reader
⇢ Genre: Idol!Jimin, Exbf!Jimin, model!reader, sad au, fluff, tons of smut, angst
⇢ Synopsis: Your idol ex boyfriend Jimin cheated on you. You two have been broken up for a while now and the media has been keeping track of you and him. You’re trying to get over him, but the things that happen inbetween makes you re-think the entire breakup, and so does Jimin…
⇢ Song : xxxxx
⇢ Previous : 00  01 02
⇢ Word Count : 4.2k
⇢ Warnings: dominant jimin, makeout sessions, this is honestly a sad angsty au, cheating, pregnancy, unprotected and protected sex, a bunch of sex, no really a LOT of sexual themes too, I know I’m forgetting some but sorry in advance!
⇢ Copyright: please do NOT repost, translate, or modify my works in any way, shape or form, on any platform. If found doing so , it is considered as plagiarism and appropriate LEGAL action will be taken
⇢ Authors note: This is my mini series for the summer! Get your tissues, things to take your anger out on, and sit back and watch the drama unfold. Shall we begin?
Being  a model isn’t as always what people view it as. It’s not all just fun and prancing around in clothing that’s either revealing or not. It’s about business and fun but you mustn’t mix pleasure in. Every model knows that. But you, you took advantage of that. You decided you wanted to know what would happen if you had did that. And that is how everything went wrong.
You had actually met Jimin through Jungkook. But, BigHit staff did a casting call for one of their music videos. You had gotten chosen and while at the shoot Namjoon had sparked in interest for you. He spoke fluent english that glided of his tongue ever so breathlessly. But his adorable, cheeky dimple smile had put the icing on the cake for you. You two had been friends ever since.
They needed two girls, the protagonist and the antagonist. You were the protagonist while another was the antagonist but the role did fit you well. You aren’t the type to cause trouble and when your manager explained the script and concept to you, she thought it was a perfect match to your real life personality.
You and Jimin had hit it off right then and there. You loved his smile, his way of talking, and his cute little English phrases he would slip in then and there to you on set. It was the most adorable thing ever. He was a smooth talker too. Then Bam! You didn’t know what had gotten into him. Well.. the acting was for the concept music video, but you’ve never seen someone go from adorable to to a dominant personality so quickly. The entire switch up from the persona had fooled you good. Way.. too good.
That was how it hit you. You knew that he had to be yours.
But then yours.. became shared.
Then sharing became permanent.
Now you are single and heartbroken.
“ Long time no see! How have you been?”
You smile and take in his huge bear hug. He smelled so divine. Namjoon has always carried himself like a mature man, but in the inside you knew he’s a child at heart.
‘‘ Im fine. How are you? I’ve been on a little hiatus.” You nervously chuckle, assuming he already knows why. Namjoon nods his head and guides you further into the set.
It’s the inside of an apartment. They’ve set it up so pretty for it to seem like it’s a  real apartment. The LED lights are beaming but not enough for it to be too bright. Just perfect. You take a glance at all around the set you would be soon using.
The bed is a modern day king size in the colour schemes of black, white and grey along with a matching dresser and nightstands. White Jasmine flowers, sit on top of the nightstand along with the book milk and honey sitting next to it.
‘‘ I seen your pictures when they had dropped yesterday.” He pauses, glancing up at you to see your reaction. The way your breath hitches for a moment humored him. “ You looked very good. You did a great job. Welcome back to the business!”
Only if the business was so welcoming at all. Pictures of you had been posted on all your platforms and the comments came rushing in. Some good, but majority bad, only because the people of the world thought your comeback was revenge for Jimin’s comeback. Turns out, he had a comeback three days before you. You didn’t know, because you don’t keep up with him anymore. His fanbase was actually the ones commenting to the bad comments to leave you alone and that you moved on.
If only you made it that far to move on. 
Namjoon leads you to the hair and makeup station that’s been set up for the both of you. Each of you greet them and take a seat in the two black director’s chair with your name on it. As you sat in your chair you let the stylists and make-up artist do your thing while you read the concept script of the music video.
It’s going to be Namjoon rapping about his first love and how she broke his heart repeatedly. The hazy white flashbacks are of you and him symbolizing a couple doing things of what he had did with her.
“ So you and um.. Jimin did you guys sort things out yet?’’
You lift your head from the script instantly biting your lip. You most definitely don’t want to be reminded of him at the moment.
“ No. I like the way things are now. We shouldn’t see each other anymore.’’ You roll your eyes and look back down at the white sheets of stapled paper that holds your acting skills.
“ Im sorry if I offended. I didn’t mean to it’s just that. It’s been a year and a couple of months since-’’
He means no harm at all, and you know that because its Kim Namjoon you’re talking to. This right now though, isn’t a conversation to be held right before rhe video-shoot. You shake your head letting him know not to continue on. The last thing you want is for the makeup and hairstylists gossiping. Also for your emotions to spiral all the way down again.
The hair, makeup, and clothing stylists does a very good job on you. The make up stylists did a sort of natural look to your face which made your skin look light and dewy. The natural makeup complements the oversize, long t-shirt that is supposed to symbolize Namjoon’s.
The first scene you are going to shoot is the bed scene where you will be straddling a sleepy Namjoon’s lap wearing nothing but his t-shirt and your underwear underneath. Which really isn’t your underwear but just some black shorts that you put underneath the shirt.
You spot Namjoon and the director conversing so you decide to make your way over to the bed by them. As you walk over, his manager glances and goes back to talking. You pay no mind to it but then, he does a double take with his eyes wide looking at your outfit and beauty. You cant lie, you do feel a little more confident than usual with this bedroom look. 
‘‘ My goodness she looks stunning!’‘ His manager smiles, holding his hand out to greet you. You take his hand and do a courtesy greet due to the fact he’s older than you.
Namjoon eyes you up and down, smiling showing his deep dimples and pearly whites. Since when is he all flirty? Where is all this coming from? What’s getting into him?
‘‘ Yes she does. Are you ready?’‘
You nod your head, glancing at the properly messy bed. The director gives you guys one last look before heading over to his place right next to the cameras. Namjoon grasps your wrists as you both make your way to the bed, letting your ears listen to the instructions.
Namjoon gets into the bed first and then motions for you to sit on his waist. You bite your lip subtlety with your eyes not leaving his as you climb carefully over onto his lap. Your core almost inches away from him member, you don’t mean to brush a little too hard against him like that. The way he hisses and stifles his groan makes you feel apologetic.
Oh Namjoon, what is going on with you?
‘‘ I need you to try waking him up with little kisses on his cheek then down his chest.’’
Glancing down at his bare chest, you almost gasp at the muscles he has. Your mind completely had ignored it when you two were chatting with the director.  Namjoon isn’t the kind to work out as much but he definitely prepared for this music video.
You nod your head just before Namjoon closes his eyes to fake his slumber. Leaning down after the director gave you two the green light, you smell his cologne which smells pretty good to say the least. The butterflies in your stomach flutter like no other when you start to leave butterfly kisses on his cheeks, making sure to kiss his dimples then trailing over to his neck.. then chest.
‘‘ Namjoon wake up smiling… right about now.’‘
His eyes flutter open with a smile landing onto yours which makes you smile right back at him.
‘‘ Interlock your hands and hold them up high.’‘
Both of you smile ear to ear and giggle at the awkwardness almost nearly as a real couple except you guys aren’t, and this isn’t real.
It was easy for you to act like you were in love with Namjoon due to the friendship you have with him. Ever since the boys were together in a group, you had connected easily with Namjoon. He has this friendly yet funny aura about him. He’s the sweetest guy you ever met, just before Hoseok. Namjoon was the one who made you feel welcomed and comfortable upon meeting the members for the first time, while you had dated Jimin. 
His eyes roam over your body intimidated by the lack of proper clothing you have on. Soon his hands take over and start to roam your body from shoulders to waist. Namjoon often bit his lip as if was thinking of saying something, but doesn’t.  At this point you didn’t know if the acting was real or not.
A day’s worth of shooting and this was it. You’ve moved locations just for this scene which is supposed to be in the middle of a vacant two way road surrounded by nothing but dust and a few trees. The last major scene. You had seen Namjoon rap his part repeatedly in different sets for him that did not include you. The dark clothing and light colored hair suited him just right.
The closing scene is the one left and ironically, it’s the make-out scene.
To your left, someone had started a bonfire to keep the staff warm as they converse about the scene and read through the scripts. You huff lightly as you get out of the chair instantly regretting it as the cold air hits your nearly exposed legs.
They’ve dressed you into a maroon skirt and a grey knit sweater that is fairly itchy paired with a knit infinity scarf. Your hair was let down to compliment your face.
‘‘ Yn!’’
You turn your head immediately over towards the direction of that voice. To your luck it’s Jungkook holding a big brown bag and two canisters of god knows what. But who trails after him makes your smile drop.
Jungkook smiles jogging towards you, almost slipping from being excited too see you. You open your arms fully to embrace his figure in which in return he provides.
“ Are you still mad at me?’’
You inhale the scent of him with a smile making sure to make eye contact with the one standing further away from him, “ No Jungkook.”
He lets go of your intertwined bodies and gives you one of his bunny smiles making you giggle at his excitement. “ I bought Namjoon and you some hot chocolate and plenty of rice-cake dumpling soup since you are working hard.”
‘‘ Thank you we will eat after this last scene okay?”
The cameras and lights are beaming down on you and Namjoon. It’s all or nothing at this point. The camera crew and director murmur a bit just before calling out that word. Action.
Namjoon looks slightly down at you with his glossy eyes. You challenge him back while not saying a word at all.
“ Are you comfortable with this?” He whispers. No, truth is you aren’t and have no desire in kissing him. To you, you feel like the kiss would make things a bit awkward for the both of you.
He’d been subtly flirting all day with you and of course you pick up on it everytime. It’s not like yourself to do such things with people you don’t have feelings for in a romantic way. Let alone, flirt with your ex’s band brother.
“ Yes.” It’s not like you have a choice to say no to it. You signed the contract, so you have to complete the entire scenes. Just your luck, Namjoon’s song begins to play in the background.
 He leans in for a kiss with your face inches apart from each other. So close that you can feel his eyelashes brush against yours. He’s stalling you, making you try to be the one to start the kiss. A small smirk on his face when you oblige taking him into the kiss. Your lips move in sync with his with his hand on your face caressing your cheek. He thinks your lips taste like strawberry chapstick, but you think his tastes like mint. 
Soon his tongue slips into your mouth to deepen the kiss. You can’t help but to let out a small whimper on accident resulting in Namjoon’s hand traveling to your waist and pushing you closer to him gently.  Excitment takes over you, you haven’t felt like this in a long time. Maybe it’s the lack of dating or all the couple like things you did today, but you feel loved.
And cut! That’s a wrap everyone, please pack and get home safely.
You break away from Namjoon’s lips and chuckle at the sight of him with his eyes still closed and waiting for something to happen again.
“ Joonie we are done shooting.”
Namjoon’s eyes pop open with a smile, cheeks turning coloured from embarrassment. “ Ah really? Im sorry it’s just that i was too into the moment.”
The both of you thank all the staff for their hard work of day. While bowing to another staff, you make sure to look directly in the eyes of the friend that tailed along with Jungkook. Just as expected he looked pissed off. The sight of him biting the inside of his jaw gave you satisfaction. He fucking deserves it.
“ Can we all eat now? I brought thermal blankets and the bonfire the staff lit is still going..’’ Jungkook says, sitting onto one of the logs and placing the bag onto the ground.
“ We need to speak first.”  You say, firmness taking over your tone. You aren’t going to let this slide. Why would he bring him here? After all that happened that night, you’re sure he told Jungkook. 
He sighs and motions for Namjoon to start serving while he’s going to be gone. Namjoon gently smiles and approves just before going to sit next to Jungkook’s friend and starting a conversation.
The two of you, Jungkook and you, start walking away from the small gathering slowly. The moon shines bright down upon the both of you creating black silhouettes from behind.
‘’ I didn’t invite him. You know I wouldn’t do that after that whole situation-’’
You purse your lips and stop walking, “ So he just magically came? I didn’t tell him and I doubt that Namjoon told him.’’
‘‘ He found out Namjoon was having his video shoot and came to support him. He came late due to Isab-”
You shake your head, “ Don’t say anymore. Let’s just go back and not bring anything up. I don’t feel like speaking to him or causing drama Jungkook.”
Jungkook can tell that you’re disappointed but does not say a word all the way back. You keep eye contact away from Jimin as you sit next to Jungkook. The atmosphere is awkward for you but you know it isn’t for them.
You munch on a rice-cake dumpling not making a sound as the three boys talk amongst themselves.
You take this time to think. Why would Jimin come here if he possibly knew that you were the main girl? He just set himself up to be mad at this point. Why didn’t Isabel stop him from going, after all you are his ex.
“ Why aren’t you eating?’‘
You look towards that soft voice, plopping your dumpling down into your bowl of soup. The truth is, you actually aren’t supposed to be eating this at all. Seeing as though your modeling and appearance schedule is getting full you have to maintain a healthy figure once again.
‘’ I guess im not as hungry. I’ll make sure to take it with me if I don’t finish.’’
‘‘ Eat.’‘ Jimin says, not lifting his head up but voice firm.
You roll your eyes out of annoyance, “ Im not hungry Jimin.’’ You were, but you say it just to piss him off even more.
His chopsticks drop his dumpling into his bowl as he raises his head slowly. Anger is written all over his face but you over-power it by keeping a straight face. Part of you is mad that you said that but it’s the truth.
‘‘ Oppa. Im Oppa to you.” His eyes meet yours. You can’t help but notice that his are darker than average. You hated calling him that and he knows it. It’s cringey to you, but respectful in their culture.
He didn’t use to make you say it even while in a relationship, so you know he’s playing along with your little game.
Namjoon rubs the back of his head,‘‘ Hey guys let just eat okay? Yn you should eat more.’‘
‘‘ Rather not. My appetite is no longer here.”  You shrug as you place the lid onto the container of your food.
Jimin rolls his tongue in the inside of his cheek while keeping a death glare on you. You don’t bother to pay it any mind at all. Jungkook lets out a breathy sigh as you gather your belongings to leave.
‘‘ Im taking my leave.’‘
You give Namjoon a hug first then walk over to Jungkook who hugs you really tight. You smile and give a peck onto his cheek.
‘‘ Text me tonight.’ He whispers into your left ear before letting his grip go. You nod your head and glance at an angry Jimin.
“ I’ll take her home.”
That sentence makes you stop dead in your tracks. What the hell does he think he’s doing? 
“ I can get a taxi..”
Jimin finishes his food and throws it into the paper brown bag. Namjoon and Jungkook stare at him in disbelief. The veins on his neck are very noticeable as he makes his way over to you.
You watch in disbelief but angry with your eyebrows furrowed because they all seem to not be listening to you. “ I said I can get a tax-”
“ Yn just go with him. I will feel safer if you went with somebody you know.” Jungkook sighs, throwing him and Namjoon’s remaining trash into the bag.
“ Me and Jungkook have a lot of catching up to do. We’ll be at my house.” Namjoon catches onto Jungkook’s memo.
You roll your eyes as Jimin grabs your arm rougher than expected, dragging you along the vacant two way street to his parked Lamborghini.
You jerk away from him not wanting to be in his grip anymore. Jimin doesn’t say anything as he opens the car door for you. You stand there with your arms crossed refusing to go.
“ Yn you have until the count of three because honestly you are pissing me off. “
Your eyes land onto his with your eyebrows still furrowed in anger.
“ 1.”
You scoff at him. What are you a toddler?
“ 2.”
Yeah right. What could hap-
“ 3 ” Jimin grabs your arm tightly making sure to leave it red as he pushes you into the passengers seat. His cheeks turn a deep shade of red. slamming the car door behind you.
He doesn’t bother to put his seat-belt on before pulling off with Namjoon and Jungkook following behind him. You wince at the throbbing pain where he had marked you red. The soreness is already settling it’s way in.
“ Look..” He sighs, “I didn’t mean to.”
Tears fill the brim of your eyes. This isn’t the same Jimin you knew. He would never even think of hurting you like that.
“ Shut up just take me home.” Your voice cracks, tears slipping down your cheek as you try and massage the pain away.
You don’t say a word to him all the way there to your apartment building. The air is as thick as a slice of home-made cake yet neither of you decide to speak. That is until he decides to follow you out the car and up to your apartment, most likely to make sure you are safe getting in. You stop at the welcome mat that holds your home just beyond the door.
“ Jimin. Leave.” You whisper, audible enough for him to hear.
“ I don’t want to.”
“ I know you’re sorry. Just leave.”
You punch in your code, the date that you and him started dating.  You open it enough for just your body to slip in but that doesn’t work. Jimin pushes the door open wide, letting himself in right behind you.
You don’t say anything at all. You remove your shoes as well as he does to. Clara greets you by rubbing her body against you. You don’t bother to pet her you walk past her and into the kitchen.
Pulling out your phone, you text Jungkook letting him know you got home safely. He immediately responds with a selfie of him and Namjoon with Soju in their hands. You can’t even laugh at the two silly boys.
A harsh cold object is placed on your right arm. You quickly look down to see Jimin’s hand holding an ice-pack against the area he harmed.
“ You didn’t tell me you would be the lead girl in Namjoon’s video.”
‘‘ We aren’t together anymore. I don’t have to tell you anything.”
That’s the truth. You two shouldn’t even be in the same apartment, let alone yours, right about now. His business isn’t yours anymore. Yours isn’t his anymore.
Jimin scoffs, “ You know I will always look out for you and look after you. I’ll be there anytime for you.”
‘‘ I feel as though that’s inappropriate. You have a girlfriend don’t cheat on her like you did me.” You remove his hand and hop onto the white counter-top.
“ How many times are you going to say it huh? I was wrong I know that. But why remind me of it?”
You look him dead straight into the eyes, “ Until you suffer for a year and some months don’t say shit to me.’’
There was a silence for a couple of minutes. Your eyes wander around your fairly neat apartment until he says something again.
Jimin sighs, coming in-between your legs placing his head on your lap. ‘‘ I don’t like this.. us.”
“ Clearly you didn’t because you cheated.” You snap back, pushing his head away from you only for him to go right back. “ That’s not what I mean and you know that.” His voice is soft, just barely above a whisper.
So what does he mean?
‘‘ Im saying that.. I don’t like you being this way and distant from me. I don’t like when you kiss other people. I didn’t like when you had to make-out with Namjoon. I don’t like not being able to talk with you. I don’t like all this anger and tension between us.”
Your mind is telling you this is a red flag but your heart aches for him to go on and say what you want him to say. Could this really be it?
“ The truth is, I do miss you. I miss us. I miss everything about us. I fucked up bad and I have to pay the consequences.” His hands snake around your waist tightly. 
This is it. Finally.
You bite your lip and run your fingers through his hair softly. Small sobs can be heard from him and the wetness of your leg lets you know he finally broke down.
‘‘ Jimin stop that. Don’t cry.’‘
He shakes his head, ‘’ You don’t understand. She’s not like you but I like her. My heart is with you but my mind is with her. I don’t know what to do.’’
“ You can’t love two people at once. You know that. I refuse to get hurt again by you.” You keep your voice low making sure not to get angry with him. His head lifts up showing you his red face and puffy eyes.
You can’t help but to want to kiss the tears away. So thats what you do. You kiss all over his cheeks slowly one at a time. Yes you don’t want to get hurt again, but you want him to realize that what he did is still taking a toll on you all the while you crave him and his love more and more.
‘‘ Yn..” He whimpers, sniffling.
You shake your head to hush him up and move on to his lips. His sweet, soft lips connect with yours. He opens his mouth to deepen the kiss. Both of your tongues fight for dominance making you hold your breath to stifle your groan. This is wrong. He has a girlfriend. You kissing him would make you a hypocrite, so you break away the kiss though you don’t want to.
You sigh, lifting his head up again. Those brown eyes stare back up at you full of tears and sadness. Yet you can’t be fooled by your own mind. “ Jimin go back to Isabel. She’s probably waiting for you.”
You take his arm and lead him towards the door. He slips his shoes on without taking his eyes off of you. It hurt. It hurts a lot seeing him leave out the door each time he comes over. But you still need to face the fact that this isn’t your man anymore, he’s someone elses.
“ What if I don’t want to go back.”
You unlock the door for him and hold it open. ‘’ You can’t love two people at once.’’
“ Baby, just one last time..’’ He says, referring to the kiss you’ve shared earlier.
You shake your head no. Another kiss would surely lead to something more of a messy situation. “ When you make up your mind, you know my apartment well enough.”
And with that you shut the door behind him as your back slides down the door. You bring your hands to your hair and slip them in.
Maybe, just maybe, there could be a one last time with him.
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