I haven’t been able to stop my weight creeping back up over the past few months and I totally underestimated the effects of the holidays when I’m not lazed focused on staying slim. Completely unintentionally I’m now now at my heaviest weight ever and was officially recorded as overweight by over 2 lbs at an impromptu doctor’s visit this afternoon. We chatted about my alarmingly strong family history of obesity and diabetes and it was so affirming to hear about since being overweight is a new diagnosis for me.
This video is of me earlier today getting excited that just tapping my heel in between sets at the gym now means showing off how my belly jiggles for anyone to see. Fuck. I know I need to lose weight but I can’t seem to find the slightest motivation 😩🐷
it’s so funny seeing myself try and cover that tiny little starter belly especially seeing what it turns into!!
I’m addicted to growing, I find myself genuinely disappointed to see the scale go down or even stay the same.
I’m addicted to the attention from feeders, the teasing and humiliation, encouragement and praise. Anything I can get.
I’m addicted to how unfit i’m becoming, out of breath from the smallest walk, the noise I make to stand up and the way my thighs burn after one flight of stairs.
I’m addicted to feeling heavier, feeling my body jiggle and my surroundings rattle with each weighty step.
I’m addicted to porn, the hypnosis videos, captions, flashing visuals and pure unbridled degradation for the world to see.
I’m addicted to feedism, evil feeders, growing and becoming the best piggy I can be!
I desperately wish there were more feedist spaces in real life. Like a gay bar but fat 4 fat. The basic options for meeting people like that usually just wind up feeling alienating to me.
God i was soo hungry and i just couldnt help myself, i just had to stuff myself eith as much food as my chubby piggy body could handle hehe. The feeling of pigging out n getting fatter is just so addicting...i just cant stop myself from falling to my gluttonous desires and flabby desires...
I can feel my frame swell up little by little each day as my body grows steadily with soft lard just begging to be squeezed and played with... My fat belly getting more and more soft just like my cute plump thighs and squishy ass bot to mention my plump suckable moobs... I may have made a resolution to get fatter but i know I'll gett fatter no matter what... Just like a hood fatass should...
Fatty new year to all ya fattys and chubby chasers hehe
Went to the doctors today, they recommended me a nutritionist. So the second I left I ate chick fil a 😊. I’m so massive for 18, can’t wait to clog these arteries 🥵. (DM’s open)
I think i have a problem. Every waking second i have free I spend on here, or smoking and stuffing myself. It was fun and hot when I was reading mind melt, bimbofication and dumbification posts but I never realised I would actually condition myself to feel this way.
I am obsessed with the concept of weight gain and getting fatter, it consumes every waking second. I am messaging strangers for encouragement and humiliation for hours at a time when I should be working.
This is a genuine problem and I don’t think I can make it go away.
There's something about just gorging your face full with all sorts of food, just pigging out like a good hog gives me such a buzz, its just too hard to resist. I always end up stuffing my face, desperate to be fed like a good piggy...
Guess i shouldn't be suprised that some of my work clothes have already started to get a bit tight especially with how much of a lazy, gluttonous lardass ive been... Though im sure they've just shrunk somehow...God the thought of being stuffed and my fat belly and body bursting through my clothes is such a hot thought tho ngl... Got it makes me want to be a greedy piggy all the more and makes me want to be fed by doting feeders so bad 🤤
🤭🐽 just wanted to share how my pathetically flabby and jiggling body was filling my brain as I climaxed this morning ✨ knowing that I genuinely need to diet is 😫😳🍆🍆🍆