#favorite part of the night is when everyone ✨goes home✨

[indecisive-dizzy]

I have more ideas because yes

Daisey still had three evil exes that consist of Holly and two other ocs of mine (Andreas and Kiko) but I think Howdy just scares the three of them

Holly is kind of a bully character at the start but she warms up to the other neighbors (mainly the girls, she hates men relatable)

Eddie and Howdy experimented with each other in high school, that’s how Howdy figured out he was bi (my hc ofc)

They didn’t work out romantically but they’re still super close

Daisey can carry Howdy. I just think that’s funny considering Howdy is almost twice their height

Howdy moved out of his parents’s house when he was barely 18 because his parents kept treating him like trash for not being as “accomplished” as his siblings. The only reason he still talks to them is for his siblings’s sake

Howdy stayed at Eddie’s place after he left home, he bunked in the guest bedroom and helped with chores around the house while he looked for a job to pay rent (it wasn’t required, but he still wanted to pay because they were super sweet to let him stay)

Howdy took care of Lizzy the most, even suggesting the nickname Lizzy to begin with. Everyone just called her Ellie before that and she hated that nickname. That’s why she stayed with him after the whole turning into a butterfly thing

Howdy drives Lizzy to school and embarrasses her like an dad plying loud music to annoy her when dropping her off at the school

Holly is an ice skater, she wins local competitions all the time. Wallace is a photographer, his portfolio is full of pictures of Holly performing. He just liked taking photos of his sister being happy

Daisey cries when wintertime comes around. They just can’t stand to see all the plants die because of the cold. They legit cry over every little flower they see dead and covered in snow on the ground. They get cuddles as a form of consolation

Frank knits in his spare time, he makes scarfs for all his neighbors

Sally and Holly are besties. Sassy besties/gfs maybe?? 💅

Wallace might or might not have a crush on Barnaby, Holly judges him immensely for it because she thinks Barnaby is stinky and weird and very annoying(she’s half true), but whatever makes her brother happy I suppose

Andreas and Howdy don’t get along. Andreas reminds Howdy of a very specific brother of his and he wants nothing to do with it

This is random but everyone does karaoke

Again, I put too many :,>

Also I’m just gonna put it here, if you have any ideas or questions or just anything you want to share with me, don’t be scared to send an ask! I like hearing other people’s ideas :D

Howdy scaring anyone is hilarious to me, with what? His insane scamming- I mean Business techniques?

Ah yes Eddie and Howdy having dated at some point is great. Howdy would rather it Not be mentioned I imagine while Eddie is just proud of himself for being Howdy's Bi Awakening pfff

And just everything about Howdy staying with Eddie's family, just,, yes. Love it

Howdy being the extremely embarrassing dad/older brother checks out lol

I feel like Holly would threaten someone with her skates,, and mean it. Sally is very impressed and encourages it haha

I also cry when my favorite tree loses it leaves/flowers so me too Daisey

Frank and Poppy get together to have tea, knit, and gossip. It's canon I was there I promise

Wallace go get your dog, don't let anyone stop you lol

hell yeah karaoke. Sally gets really into it. Frank and Julie are dueting. Wally is just reading the lyrics.

[illyrianbitch]

-ˋˏ MASTERLIST ˎˊ-

✨ indicates smut ♡ indicates a series ✰ indicates a one shot ↯ installment of series but can be read as stand-alone ☼ indicates a drabble ❥ are personal favorites last updated: 9/13/24 helpful links for palestinian aid

Azriel

♡ . —One Summer✨ (On-going)

One beach house, one festival, one summer to fall in love.

♡ . —An Education in Malice✨ (On-going)

With the sharp tongue of your notorious family, you are Azriel's most tantalizing challenge yet. It only takes one small meeting before you both realize that the line between hate and desire is dangerously thin.

♡ . — The Anatomy of Dependence (Coming soon)

You and Azriel are drawn together by an unbreakable bond, encountering obstacles and triumphs across the centuries and finding your way back to each other again and again.

✰. —Death and His Reaper ❥

After suffering a devastating injury in battle, Azriel finds himself on the brink of life and death where he meets you, The Mother's reaper.

↯. — Back to Our Roots

With the Acheron sisters out of town, you and your family plan for a quiet night in— just like old times.

✰. —Where I Left My Lover

After a brush with death, Azriel makes a difficult decision to protect you.

✰. —What We Make of What We're Made

When Azriel overhears Feyre's concern about your transition to fae life, he agrees to check on you.

✰. —When the Heart is Still Longing ❥

Azriel thought you were the one. Now, he can’t move on

✰. —Pretty Little Shadowsinger

Cassian walks in on you dressing Az in one of your dresses.

✰. —An Evening Reunion

Azriel comes home from a mission. You talk to him about your day, but he’s far more interested in you—and your silk nightgown.

✰. —Memories

While packing some boxes, Azriel is overwhelmed by memories of your relationship.

✰. —What Lies Between Us (On-going)

Azriel has spent years trying to escape the ghosts of his past, retiring into a self-imposed exile despite a promising career as a talented detective. When you turn up at his door asking for help on a recent case, his world is disrupted.

✰. —Body Count

Anxious about how your lack of experience compares to Azriel's, you ask him about his body count. Unfortunately for him, he misunderstands the question gravely.

✰. —Safe✨

Azriel's night is troubled by a nightmare. He finds a soothing remedy in the arms of his mate.

✰. —Winner

You and Azriel are both sore losers. But when you cheat in a game of cards, winning takes on a whole new meaning.

Cassian

♡ ↯. —And I'm Thinking About Your Lips ✨ ❥

You and Cassian have been best friends since you were teenagers-- just friends. But one night at Rita's changes everything and now you cant breathe when you're around him and he can't stop imagining how you'd taste. ↯ Part One, ↯ Part Two

↯. — A Hobby for Two ❥

Cassian surprises you with a small gift. You spend the night teaching him how to properly enjoy it.

✰. —A Place For Dying

A mission with Cassian goes terribly wrong.

✰. —Words of Affirmation

Even the Lord of Bloodshed gets insecure sometimes. As his mate, you always know the right words to say.

☼. —Tender

Cassian cuddles with you when you have a migraine

Rhysand

✰. —Insatiable ✨

There are countless reasons why you and Rhysand don’t work… but those reasons don’t seem so important when you’re tipsy in a bathroom with him inside you.

♡ . — Lights, Camera, Love! (On-going)

Rhysand, Hollywood's hottest heartthrob, has everyone smitten—everyone except you, his co-star. But when rumors of your feud begin to affect the show's ratings, your producers propose a last-ditch solution: a fake romance to salvage your public image and reignite fan interest.

Lucien Vanserra

♡ . — Hidden Things (Coming soon)

Following a cryptic vision from Elain, Lucien finds himself seeking out an enchanted artifact at your shop in the heart of the Day Court. What he finds instead is a profound connection with you—and a version of himself he believed he had lost.

Eris Vanserra

♡ . — A House of Hunger (Coming soon)

Every Autumn court citizen is hungry for something; beasts starved for influence, desperate for control, ravenous for power. Your tastes are no different—albeit a bit specific. It's a deep craving that boils in the pit of your stomach, hot and heavy, all consuming. You’re hungry for revenge.

✰. —Blessed

Angered by Nesta's actions, the Cauldron turned you into a fae different than your sisters— a lesser one that resembled more animal than human. Now living in Autumn, Eris shows you a new perspective on yourself.

✰. —Of Our Own Devices

Desperate to reunite with Lucien since his exile to Spring, you find yourself paying an unexpected price to his older brother. Part Two | Part Three | Part Four | Part Five | Part Six

✰. —Handsome as Life and Poison

Defying your father’s sacred command, you wander to the grove where Spring and Autumn blend, only to encounter a sinfully divine figure with glowing amber eyes.

Bat-Boys (Reader x BatBoys)

✰. —Worth It

It can be hard to remember why you’ve put up with your best friends for centuries-- until they remind you why they're worth it.

✰. —A Helping Hand

Even most powerful males in Prythian need relationship advice from their best friend.

Mini-Series

♡ . — Mirthroot Mini-Series

Between dodging death and saving Prythian, its always nice to make time and enjoy one of The Mother's greatest creations: mirthroot. Reader x ACOTAR Characters

[sturniolo-rat]

✨Matt Sturniolo Headcanons✨

For True And Certified Yapper Girls🗣️

🤍 Matt loves talkative women

From what I gather Matt isn’t naturally a loud person with paragraphs and paragraphs to say. He thinks a lot and says things in a very efficient so he doesn’t use so many words. I think he would absolutely love to have a yapper girlfriend that’s really engaging and asks tons of questions. He’d never have anxiety about being boring or sounding awkward because you’d carry and direct the conversation. He would worry about how to respond to statements because you’d ask him questions to direct his thoughts to.

🤍 You always make sure he’s included

You tend to dominate and lead group conversations. It’s easy for his voice to be overshadowed by yours so you’re always keeping an eye out for him. When you notice he’s making a face like he wants to say something you make everyone listen up. “Thank you, Baby. I wasn’t sure they heard me before.” Sometimes depending on the crowd he’ll get really anxious whisper to you his thoughts. You immediately redirect your attention and start yapping away loudly to him so the group is interested in what he has to say.

🤍 He likes watching you be outgoing

Matt doesn’t always want to be a part of conversations but he does like to watch you when you’re in your element talking up a storm and telling fun stories it’s and silly jokes. He’s happy to see you being yourself. It even turns him on a little bit. If he’s been watching you talk all night at a party he’s definitely railing you when you get home. He slips his hands into your panties and pulls you onto him. “Come sit on my lap and talk to me, Baby. Tell me if you want it rough or gentle.”

🤍 He listens to you really closely

The boy isn’t a yapper but he’s a damn good listener. He’s quite possibly the only one of the triplets who reads so he loves a good story. He’s always asking you to tell him story stories about your childhood and before you met him. “I swear to god you’re the most interesting woman in the world” “I know I am. Now sit and listen.”

🤍 He gets really concerned when get quiet

Matt does NOT like when you get quiet. God forbid you become deep in thought about something and go silent. If he hasn’t had a debriefing about your day whenever you come home he’ll notice and come up to you with your favorite snacks. “Tell me what’s wrong, Sweetness. I brought treats and we can talk shit about whoever upset my baby.” Even if you’re not actually upset you take the opportunity to talk shit anyway.

🤍 He loves getting voice memos from you

You’re his safe person and your voice is so calming to him. He’s always so excited when you’ve had a day that’s so interesting everything that happened can’t be said in a text. He listens to your messages like it’s a true crime podcast. When he misses you or if he’s on tour he goes back and listens to the messages he’s saved. Sometimes if he’s having trouble going to sleep he calls you and asks you to talk to him until he falls asleep.

🤍 You make sexy audios for him

Yes, your voice is calming but to him it’s equally as erotic. He most definitely gets bricked up to your voice. One day you send him a voice message along with a text that says “LISTEN WITH AIRPODS!” He does and it’s just you touching yourself while moaning his name. He gets hard at the family function and has to punish you when he gets home.

Masterlist

@rafecameronsbitch @daddyslilchickenfingers2 @mrsmiagreer @lovergirl4387 @gdsvhtwa @ashley9282828 @j-worlds-blog @stephanienwf @achrisgirly @draculaura123 @abbypost @Cind2224 @crazychrisl0v3r @ryli3sworld @bkwrld @pinkishpearls @pepsienthusiasts @stunza @chrattstromboli @sturnssmuts @angelic-sturniolos111 @69isabella69 @maryx2xx @sturniolo04 @bigbeefybitch @klaus223492 @r93339 @sturnzsblog @spotconlon55 @robins-scoop @junovrsmp4 @sturnlover4eva @blahbel668 @lilahnowheretobefound @luxy-nyx @tuffsturns @m0r94n @sturnstvs @pepsicolapussy333 @maddyslifesstuff @dogblof @honeymoonxxz @xplr-sturns-e-m @hayhjelmstad15

[dontirrigateme]

HELLO my dear!!

look you said you would give a lecture and i am ALWAYS here for it so please!! ramble to your heart's content if you so wish!!!

3, 12, 16, 19 for that bob ask game?? 👀👀

anyways anyways, i hope you're having a good day/night/evening/any time of day that vibes!! 🥰✨

HELLO HELLO 🙃 lol i say lecture, but when I'm all set to do it my mind goes blank, you gotta say "just short answers please" and then i won't be able to shut up for days! I'll give it a shot though, soooooooooooo

3. I wouldn't say there's a single episode that wrecks me, but there are two moments that stick out. The first is when Smokey gets hit (otherwise known as The Moment My Favorite Trooper Leaves the Story), the guy that cheers everyone up and makes them laugh is shot and scared and can't feel his legs, and then Lipton is holding him...it's a lot in such a short amount of time. The other moment is when Jackson dies in the Last Patrol - between his yelling and the faces on the guys in the room (especially Ramirez, that guy knows how to Sad Face).

12. I think I was more shocked at the things that were true than the things they got wrong (like Speirs shooting the sergeant and the POWs and his run through Foy, or the saga of Alton and the Photo Album), especially since they're going off the memories of guys recalling events that happened 50-60 years before they told their story. But I'd have to say Blithe's death surprised me the most. What surprised me first was that it said he never recovered from his wounds, but he died four years later...I was like "that's a hell of an injury if he was in the hospital for four freaking years COME ON." I figured it was a typo or an overlooked error - little did I know...I was also surprised that they decided to just be like "welp, whoopsies" and leave it. And Blithe was just like

16. This one is hard to choose, everyone gets so much love on here lol. But Skinny probably. The poor guy just wants to paratroop and go home, and then people show up and turn it into a Big Thing, and then there's fighting and arguing and he's like "dude, this is just my day job" because it somehow always gets him stuck in the middle. Even getting wounded, he had to go get blood on Perconte (really inconsiderate, honestly, contain your fluids, you human blood pitcher). He deserved more screen time. And Perconte deserves a new pair of pants.

19. I want to see either Luz, Bill, or Babe pet sit my bengal cat, and not because I think they'd be good at it. Because I think it would be hilarious. He's a needy, extroverted, talkative pain in the ass (the cat, not the characters) that literally hangs from doorframes like he's straight out of the exorcist or something (seriously, I looked down the hallway, and he was nearly to the ceiling with his paws on either side of the doorway...there's nothing to hold onto on either side). One of them would probably wind up calling an actual exorcist. Oh, and he meows when he drinks. Not between sips of water, AS HE DRINKS. It sounds like a cartoon sound effect of a cat underwater (think of a meow, then add gargling and bubbles and that's what it sounds like). And one time he took a flying leap from a table straight into the garbage can, which freaked him out so he knocked it over scrambling to get out. I'm not sure what the plan was there, because I watched him aim for it and prepare to jump. I'd like to see Luz in charge when something like that happens.

Here he is when I had to evacuate for Hurricane Florence

Anyway, if you read all of them together instead of separately, it's definitely more lecture length lol. but thank you so much for the ask! I hope you have an excellent part of whatever part of the day it is for you! 🙃���

[strscrossed]

high school reincarnation au hcs: summer lake house edition ✨

though i'd talk go into depth about their summer. i might do something with this later.

against all odds, mikasa is convinced to come with everyone to historia's lake house over the summer. the reiss are filthy rich so they can afford all these teens being there with them

mikasa starts to come out of her shell a little bit. but she also brings a bag of books and she's basically reading the whole 3-4 hour car ride to the lake country. eren sits next to her and she sort of leans against him

she goes into the water with a long sleeve, ratty old t-shirt when everyone decides to go skinny dipping on the first night. her excuse is that she doesn't feel comfortable and everyone respects that

sometimes, mikasa will read out on the dock and eren will join her. they don't talk but she does like his presence there. she's reading one of the books that he got her that he thought that she might like.

one day, while everyone else is doing their own thing, eren suggests that they go swimming and she agrees to go. they start splashing around and swimming. she's having a genuinely good time. and they have their first kiss when he catches her at one point.

at some point there's a barbecue and everyone gets split into teams and it's a cook-off. it's a girls vs boys thing and naturally the girls win because eren's the only one out of the boys that actually learned out to use a grill

they all do nature walks, hikes, scavenger hunts, etc. during that time, eren and mikasa get closer physically. kisses turn into make outs, and those turn into more

eren plans little surprises for her that he knows that she'll like. like a picnic, or a hike to the tallest point in the area so that she can see everything, or a surprise to tiny local bookshop

mikasa on her part does small things for him too. like she'll bake his favorite treats and she gifts him a small painting of the two of them at the dock. he absolutely treasures that.

eren hurts himself at some point and mikasa nurses him back to health. he actually overdoes it because he likes being doted on and loves hogging her attention

the teens all stay in a guest house. it's a giant slumber party sort of but the girls have their own room and the boys have their own. eren and mikasa will sometimes sneak upstairs where there's a pullout bed and that's when they do stuff, eren's favorite being going down on her

mikasa genuinely smiles and laughs. eren's so happy to see it. he wants to ask her out officially when they get back home

everything comes crashing down when ymir, historia, and connie are hanging out with mikasa and they break out the booze. mikasa relapses because she realizes that she's been too happy and gotten too comfortable with it. so she drinks.

eren and the others were out, going to the next town over to get dinner and when they come back, they found these four piss drunk, mikasa included. no one understands why eren gets so pissed. a lot is said before he takes mikasa upstairs

mikasa goes back to her quiet self and all the progress made over the summer just vanishes. it's worse, because she stops talking to everyone. but eren also realizes that this is beyond him and that's devastating.

aaaand that's all i can think of for now

[alby-rei]

I created 37 posts in 2022

Given how busy this year was for me (graduating uni), I'm pretty happy about that :3

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@namine-somebodies-nobody

@ana-thedaydreamer

@readerinsertfanfiction

@nad-zeta

Most frequent tags in 2022

#ikevamp art - 147 posts

#ikevamp leonardo - 120 posts

#ikevamp writing - 94 posts

#leo for comfort - 65 posts

#ikevamp comte - 52 posts

#ikevamp arthur - 52 posts

#😂😂😂 - 51 posts

#😍😍😍 - 48 posts

#ikevamp theo - 35 posts

#ikevamp vincent - 34 posts

Longest Tag: 90 characters

#also also the i hope he goes easy on me / i won't go easy on you made me chuckle hueheuheu

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

Late Night Lullaby (Mozart x Reader)

a/n: In which a sleepless MC stumbles upon the equally sleepless resident composer, Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart. Requested by @celmanics once upon a time ❤ Happy reading~!

Wordless ‘I Love You’ Prompt #15: Calming them down when they have a bad dream.

[Characters]: MC, Mozart                                               

[Genre]: Fluff, Comfort

[Word count]: ~900 words

110 notes - Posted February 5, 2022

#4

Whatever It Takes (Leonardo x Reader)

a/n: Remember when Leonardo’s family was a major obstacle in his route? Me neither! So now they’re a problem. It’s about time we brought it up with Leo. Different from my usual, which is all about the ✨ UwUs ✨ but I thought I’d give it a shot hehe. Inspired by @xxsycamore’s and @chaosangel767’s Be My Valentine, Prompt Feb. 14: “No matter what anyone says, you’re perfect for me.” 

[Characters]: You, Leonardo, Comte

[Word count]: ~1200 words

[Tags]: Hurt/comfort, marriage, family, drama, anxious reader   

121 notes - Posted May 18, 2022

#3

Arthur’s Pillow (Arthur x Reader)

a/n/: In which the resident mystery writer discovers his new favorite pillow... but at what cost? (Ans: MC’s patience)

[Characters]: MC, Arthur

[Tags]: Sleepiness, Comfort, Fluff

[Word Count]: ~1000 words

147 notes - Posted February 21, 2022

#2

The Scent of Home (Leonardo x Reader)

a/n: written as part of @xxsycamore’s and @chaosangel767′s Be My Valentine event! I’ve been watching way too many cat videos lately :3 Happy reading ❤

[Characters]: MC, Leonardo, Lumiere     

[Prompt]: “Again with my clothes?” / “They smell like you”

[Genre]: Fluff, naps

[Word Count]: 470 words

177 notes - Posted February 12, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

Ikemen Vampire RPG [Fan-made]

Hey friends, I decided to challenge myself in June to create a short game, and what better way to do that than to bring our favorite mansion to life! This challenge was a learning experience for me to learn the basics of game dev, which I enjoyed tremendously and hope to do more of!

✨ Play as the housekeeper of le Comte de Saint-Germain's mansion, who is left alone to do as they please. But there is work to do, and the residents have left notes in their respective rooms of their requests! 

✨ Finish them all to gain access to entries from Sebastian's 'Oh no, they didn't!' journal and learn something new about the boys we know and love. 

✨ For more info, head over to this link! (And do let me know what you thought of the experience!) 💕 💕 💕

362 notes - Posted July 14, 2022

I'm so so happy with how well-received my little game was!! Thank you to everyone that played it, reblogged, liked, and sent me feedback 🥺🥺💕💕💕💕 I hope to return to the RPG workshop again sometime!!

Get your Tumblr 2022 Year in Review →

[chocolatechimsugakookie2]

What BTS songs remind me of each 4Town member☺️

(if they were based in now a days)👀

Jesse- He definitely gives me ‘Film Out’ and ‘Life Goes On’. There is just something about him that’s very smooth and home like which is why I chose ‘Life Goes On’, but for ‘Film Out’ I just have a feeling he would like it🤷🏽‍♀️. Now for upbeat, this man definitely seems like he would like ‘Mic Drop’ and yes he knows the choreo😌. He sings Taehyungs (V) ‘Sweet Night’ very very well✨

Robaire- ‘Pied Piper’ for sure!!! This is definitely his all time favorite song no doubt. This man is a heartthrob to manyyy fans so the lyric “I’m taking over you” is something he takes serious! He lovesss the song ‘Like’ he feels cool when he sings it! He is also a big ‘Dynamite’ fan and has the choreo down packed!😁 He also sings Jungkooks ‘Still With You’ beautifully.✨

Aaron T- He absolutely loves the upbeat ones so ‘FIRE’ is this mans favorite song and choreo to do!! (And he nails it everytime he does it with Tae) (Also throughout the house you can definitely hear him yell the first part of the song “불타오르네 (bultaoreune) FIREEEEEE OH!!”). Don’t even get me started for the love he has for the rap line!! He loves every single ‘Cypher’ they have and he knows all the words to ‘Ddaeng’ and ‘UGH’. T slays every time he sings Taehyungs (V) ‘Singularity’ and ‘Stigma’.✨

Aaron Z- ‘Black Swan’ is definitely something he gives off!! It’s cool and sleek definite music to his ears! He also really gives ‘Just One Day’, the way the song flows just matches him (if that makes any sense). This man and Tae absolutely loves ‘ON’ and they do the choreo together all the damn time and leaves no fucking crumbs!! So there is something I’ve been thinking of for a while and that is Z Sings and performs Jungkooks ‘My Time’ effortlessly! This performance is so sexy but with lyrics so meaningful and Z takes it and run with it!!✨

Taeyoung- Baby can tear up ‘Idol’!!! No don’t about it! The moment he hears the instrumental in the beginning and then the famous “They call me artist. They call me idol” this man is up and ready to kill! ‘Boy With Love’ is definitely one of his top tier and does the choreo with old man Jesse every time it comes on! The song also just really matches Taes aura to me. I don’t care what anyone say but this man eats up ‘No more Dream’ and ‘War of Harmones’ choreo. When ever people see him do Jimins part in ‘No More Dream’ jaws are absolutely dropped. Tae sings and performs Jimins song ‘Filter’ extremely well! Tae is the definition of duality because everyone thinks he is the adorable youngest, but his body language and facial expressions when he performs is hardcore and when ‘Filter’ comes on he puts on a show!

A quick little scene 😆

(As I said before, this would be if they were based nowadays!!)

A normal day in the 4Town household.

Everyone just winding down in the living room.

Jesse: *scrolling through YouTube on the Tv*.

T: *on his phone waiting patiently for Jess to find something on YouTube*.

Robaire: *flops on the couch with a bag of chips*

Tae: *eyes glued to the screen helping Jess find something to watch*

Z: *slightly dozing off due to boredom*

Jesse: Passes by a BTS video.

T: “HEY LOOK TAE ITS YOU AND YOUR SECRET OTHER GROUP BTS!”

Robaire: *chuckles while eating his chips*

Z: *Stops dozing off to watch the whole ordeal*

Taeyoung: “Stop saying that’s me T!” *with an eye roll*

Jesse: *egging it on* “Yeah T stop, you know that’s just his long lost brother”

T, Robaire, and Jesse: *starts cackling hysterically*

Z: *slight smirk on his face but stays silent*

Taeyoung: *fed up with everything and takes Ro’s chips and throws them at everyone* *yes including Z since he is just there*

T and Jesse: *not caring and still cackling*

Robaire: *mouth dropped and quietly says* “My chips”.

Z: *with chips stuck in his hair* “Bruh I ain’t even do shit”.

[thebunnyspace]

✨ The Boyfriend ✨

In middle school, I didn’t even think I was noticeable other then my height. I didn’t even know at that time people we’re allowed to have voices even at that age but what I did know one day this cute handsome boy would walk by me and my best friend talking at the lockers, to be honest I’m use to everyone picking my friends over me, I didn’t expect the cute one who has all the cool friends would walk up to me and say hi to me of all people, the short kid who was just considered the bully cause I stuck up for the weird kids. Every day since that day you stopped at my locker and if you’re reading this hopefully you’re an adult you’ll understand what I mean when I say how the cutesy middle school love goes, it didn’t take long. It wasn’t long after that you got me motivated to walk home or ride my bike home to jump into the pool or jump on the trampoline with him and my favorite people. What I didn’t know being so young is that he was going through so much at such a young age that when randomly I didn’t see him anymore I knew it was over and it couldn’t be explained why.

After a few years has gone by some pretty massive changes happened to me and also him. I dropped out of high school by the next time I seen him. My boyfriend takes high pride in the fact that he handles his own and doesn’t feel the need to talk to anyone about his issues he just fixes them. But me when I seen him again and I’m not even sure he knows this even to this day I was fresh out the psych ward and just speaking to my best friend again that summer. Me and my best friend during her summer break of high school we were crashing from time to time at a friends house just so we can have fun, ironically enough we were for the most part good kids. When he showed up it was like my problems went out the window for that time being as we were sitting on the ground outside of our friends house smoking hookah while I’m trying to forget I’m fresh out the ward for mental, physical and sexual abuse and the fact that I’m just now speaking to my best friend again. To this day, I don’t think he knows the importance of that moment of just sitting around that hookah laughing, goofing off because for the first time in years I felt completely safe and I think that was also the day I truly realized that he wasn’t just a middle school fling, he was my one that got away. But of course once our fun was over I didn’t see him again for awhile and when I did I was 21 I believe living it up with a new group of friends at a hookah bar after my friends just went through a break up I turn my head to see him, again after years later. To be honest with you writing this out I feel like I’m writing something that should go on tv but I promise you for me this was and is real life. Our friend stood up and said his name and he walked over to our table after ironically enough telling my friend about my one who got away was now standing in front me telling me how he’s married and a step dad to two boys, I think a part of me that day felt like it died but to be honest I was really happy for him cause that is all I ever want for people is a happy ending like that. But I didn’t find out the truth till later. After we left the hookah bar, we went to nationals and I won’t lie I walked into the bathroom with one of my friends and I cried because at such a young age you can’t truly appreciate another human enough to love them like you need to keep them around because we’re young, we want to go do dumb stuff with out being tied down, I was just too late. But after I pulled myself together and walked out of the bathroom I went on having fun with my friends that night till we went home. Which was also the last night I went out to the hookah bar with them for a year or two I can’t fully remember. At this point I was hanging with a whole new crowd of people which they absolutely felt like family at the time and some of them still is family to me. But one day I’m sitting on my brother’s garage and he out of no where while we are smoking gets a text after ironically again just talking about my boyfriend and he says to me “you aren’t going to believe this, but he’s coming over and he’s getting a divorce.” And when he got to my brother’s house my heart was racing from how different he looked from the last time I seen him but either way, I was just happy to hear his voice. After having fun, catching up and smoking he gave me his new number and gives me a text asking me to be his again and since that 5 years later he’s literally been my rock and world since. This is the story of how a weirdo blonde blue eye pampered princess met her strong, tall and handsome prince and I am absolutely head over heels in love with him.

These pictures is of us, when we were younger. Enjoy.