#for Numb mainly

[fatedroses]

When a test of a prince's taste backfires horribly. Or, how Alisaie gave herself psychic damage for not realizing this man may not act like how she imagines and she's suddenly being thanked for giving the worst food on the star to him.

(or, even, indirectly giving Meteor and Tsukiko psychic damage as Meteor refuses to let Zenos eat that god forsaken bread and has to hold him back like a misbehaving cat away from it.)

[pinkyjulien]

Gettin' irritation from your rugged man's stubble is WORTH IT 😌💛

🎨 ADORABLE piece from juliangelart on twitter! 🥺 Go check out them out 🤏

[jalajalapeno]

One thing I feel like the average game enjoyer doesn't understand about the process of making games, especially people who cry "but the modders did it so fast!!!" is man, do you know how many eyes see each and every thing you make for the game and that thing gets approved by like, several different groups of people? And then it comes back for addressing feedback? Do you know how much time is spent just making sure you get the OK that the thing you just made is good to go and ready to be shipped? Nothing we make is made in a silo. When you work on your own, making your own decisions on your own time and don't have meetings or an 8 hour work day, you can get things done very fast. Not to mention modders aren't usually following best practices and break a lot of things to get things to work that would never be allowed at scale. And god forbid you have a very strict company that needs to approve of the majority of decisions made in a game.

[meatriarch]

gonna be a random thought to set down but just one thats been bubbling for a couple days so bear with me if you actually read thru this lmao but -

know theres always those posts that go around that say to not be afraid of setting boundaries or curating your space for yourself etc. and while those little reminders are always nice it is always an entirely different thing actually putting that into practice. and especially in cases where theres alot of entanglement with certain aspects of connections made ooc & ic in relation to yknow, rp and everything - makes things difficult to even consider unraveling just bc of how many layers and sometimes people or muses or plots that can be affected by setting & enforcing personal boundaries or looking out for yourself & your own best interests when it comes to how things may be affecting your mood or mental state.

august for me has very much been a sitting myself tf down and re-evaluating some things on a personal level and particularly with what im willing or not to tolerate or look past, and generally just focusing mainly on being at ease and not being so anxious with shit. and part of that is deciding to be actually more firm when it comes to what makes me uncomfortable or that tugs on a trigger etc rather than brushing it off. and for me at least the little stepping stones have been nice to see myself navigate towards in the last couple weeks and im proud of myself for that, considering ive habitually chosen for years to bite my tongue when things boundaries or thoughts/feelings are pushed or disregarded etc.

august ive been mainly focusing on just being a little more at ease & at peace for the most part and, it feels generally not so stifling or uncomfortable being in my little spaces again as it kind of has been for a while. easing back into things slowly so the burnout on a few fronts ive been dealing with dont get overwhelming but its just feeling nicer in my spaces again & rekindling that fun & love with things too.

sometimes things are simply necessary for your own well-being, even if it seems & feels mean or cruel or isolating to do. sometimes you do need to consider yourself first, and thats okay.

anyways.

good morning & have a good day everyone, im sending you all kind vibes & kisses to the sky <3

[brudiza-spudnik]

SLIGHT possibility i did permanent nerve damage to the tip of my thumb by playing ultros on a controller for too long

[thaminho]

I just really, full on cried for the first time in a very long while; just sobbing quietly on the floor for half an hour:

On one hand, I'm exhausted of playing pretend with my parents in my own home and jumping through hoops to discover myself more. I just wish, I had someone to help me through all this, through the small banal steps, someone who'd take me to buy my first skirt, or helped me put on make-up, someone to be here more often than my friends who also have to work full-time, or don't even live in my city anymore. Always having had to please my mother's wishes in academia and sports and now my parents' attitude making me feel unwanted or unseemly has isolated me so much.

But on the other hand, I talked to some old friends and one very new friend this week about being trans, and the support I got and the platonic love I'm feeling is almost equally as overwhelming as the pain! I can only hope how amazing my future will be!

[guiilttripping]

soooooo nervous for my tattoo appointment in 2 hours >.<

[sunny-m00n]

THEM!!!! <3

[nururu]

I'm at the advanced stage of burn out where it's just full on trauma and I truly don't think many ppl can understand what it's like. and what it does to your brain and your ability to live normally. it's unexplainable.

[misfit-among-the-angels]

So depressed that it's making me antsy

[gregmarriage]

tripped and fucked up my foot. i am truly cursed

[mrfoox]

Uh. Like month... 4... Without an big breakdown and im 😳 what.... Wha

[sunkingwrites]

going to help out at the school my mum teaches at- yahoo!! :D

[systemakhaosu]

Our cat LuAi (pronounced Loo-eye) died a couple days ago, and we’re still pretty messed up about it. He was our cuddly, dramatic, sweet fluffy fluff cat

RIP Louis Armstrong “LuAi” Robertson winter 2004 - 30 December 2022

[yumenosakiacademy]

slow damage: this entire area of japan is in extreme poverty. ppl r dying constantly. in the winter, the alleys become like graveyards as ppl freeze 2 death. theres children prostrating themselves n being sold. there’s so much crime n violence tht ppl hav gotten used 2 seeing corpses. yakuza r in control n debt collectors freq kill ppl. togainu: death game where theres constantly violence n dead bodies around him. his encounter w 1 of the charas is of the boy standing over 2 bloodied bodies. he could b killed at any moment n he has 2 kill. theres drugs going around too n hes involved in fucked up stuff. 2 executioners run around n slaughter n fight ppl. sweet pool: protag was forced in2 the life of being biologically different n now has 2 undergo passing blood n living meat daily n he’s fated 2 b sought out after by mesus n be assaulted. the town is somber n only a few locations r used. the town bell chimes in the distance as a mutilated boy writhes in pain in the school bathroom. lamento: the country is being plagued w a sickness thts spreading deeper n killing more ppl n causing more land 2 become darker n the protag’s town is starving n is resorting 2 sacrificial cannibalism. dmmd: candypop cyberpunk city tht has digital pkmn battles (w occasional gang violence) go brrr. protag has cool voice powers n a Puppy :3

[necrowizard]

very awesome sudden debilitating knee pain in the middle of tha grocery store