#for Saya uwu

[mahou-shoujo-kemono]

@moonlitsorceress liked a starter call!

An upside to being a magical girl, Megumi has found, is being able to sense high amounts of magical energy nearby. Not necessarily magical girls specifically, but she can tell if someone has a lot more energy than the average human being. Such is the case with this mysterious stranger she'd just bumped into. In fact it was such a high amount that she couldn't help but ask.

"...Are you a magical girl?" Could have made a less weird introduction, but she was used to being weird, and figured this wouldn't make much difference.

[katyperiwinkle]

20240125.

— ang saya pala magprepare ng food before pumasok no? lagi ko kasing excuse na kulang sa time pero every other day na ko nakakapag-exercise + cook ng food which feels amazing!

— bakit ang mahal ng cornedbeef? lately into cornedbeef talaga pero nasa bucketlist ko pa din magsamgyup mag-isa so nagpapacrave lang talaga ako ng malala 😋

— may realization ako lately, i'm always in that group na ngayon ko lang narealize, i still appear azza girlie with impenetrable walls. like lagi silang mas close and mas open, mas natural sa other person and not me. nakakatuwa na nakakalungkot, yknow what i mean? it took me this personality na feeling nila hindi open pero i wish to be that friend that's your first go-to 'di ba? kaya sobrang natutuwa din ako kay Se when he sent that notepad with all his bank accts and everything but with a password. hahahaha at least i have that someone.

— i made it a deal to myself wag makisabay pag pauwi this shift. i want to give them the driving home at 2am feels while i romanticize life and moon and commute at 2am, oha, gaano ka-emo.

— i've been on reddit hole lately. ang daming opinion na helpful naman unlike X. Tapos im back to reading, How to Hug Your Porcupine ba yon pero syempre ebook ebook lang.

— looking forward sa ganaps ko next week azzan introvert with araw araw ganaps. UwU social energy charge ⚡️

[ramshacklestar]

@mycsotis sent || “ you look gorgeous. purple makeup suits you ! ” saya @ yuu uwu

Starter Prompts || Accepting

"Do you really think so? I don't normally wear makeup so still getting used to the concept really."

Distant memories of a place far from here flooded her thoughts for a moment, she had told someone else the very same thing that she had rarely to never worn makeup. In that moment she feared she might have given the person whom she told a heart attack as he insisted he taught her own to properly put on eyeliner and eyeshadow and apply a proper portion of lip gloss at the very least.

But that was all in the past now, and those days were no more than distant memories Yuu had convinced herself she dreamt up, as thinking of them left her feeling lonely.

"I'm afraid I'm still not very good at the more complex stuff but I was able to pick up on eye shadow fairly quickly in the very least. I must say though you look much better and much more gifted in the art than myself."

[sophinoid]

Marriage is (literally) not for everyone.

Setelah kembali ke Tanah Air dan menikah, hidup saya berubah 180 derajat. Jika ada yang bertanya, "Apakah menikah itu enak?", saya akan jawab bahwa menikah itu tidak mudah. Tentu saja ada banyak hal-hal menyenangkan dalam pernikahan, tapi jangan salah, cobaan dan hal-hal menyebalkannya pun tidak kalah banyak. Bayangkan saja, dua manusia dengan latar belakang yang berbeda, setelah akad diucapkan, secara tiba-tiba tinggal dalam satu atap, bertemu setiap hari untuk sepanjang sisa hidupnya. Jangankan berbeda visi dan misi, berbeda cara memencet pasta gigi saja bisa jadi masalah.

Maka saya katakan, marriage is not for everyone. Bagi orang-orang yang tidak punya tujuan dalam pernikahan, menikah hanya akan menambah masalah. Karena romantis dan uwu-uwu hanya bumbu saja, sisanya adalah saling memahami dan kerja sama dalam menggapai tujuan dari ibadah terpanjang dua insan.

Tujuan kami sudah jelas: menyempurnakan separuh agama dan memperbanyak umat Nabi Muhammad SAW. Terdengar template dan klise, namun sejatinya kedua tujuan tersebut bukan lah tujuan yang mudah untuk digapai. Maka ketika bahtera rumah tangga kami dihantam ombak besar, kami sadar bahwa tujuan besar akan memiliki banyak rintangan besar. Setidaknya, keyakinan itulah yang akan terus menghidupkan asa kami dan melindungi kami dari kata menyerah.

Ya Allah, semoga setiap jerih payah yang kami tuangkan untuk mempertahankan rumah tangga kami berbuah ridha-Mu. Amin.

NB: tulisan ini ditulis dengan penuh kesadaran oleh @sophinoid yang baru menikah 4 bulan dan akan diperbaharui secara berkala sesuai pengalaman yang bersangkutan dalam dunia pernikahan hihihi

Sleman, 7 April 2023 M | 17 Ramadhan 1444 H @sophinoid

[shenashygans]

THE SUNDAY CURRENTLY -27-

work hard, party harder :)) i'm back! i'm sorry i haven't done any TSC last sunday because we were preoccupied slash busy with stuffS. sabi ko babawi nalang ako next sunday, but the jowa is adamant (wow big wurd + am i using it right? lol) so here's another TSC (on a tuesday) from yours truly~

CURRENTLY

Reading

my twitter timeline. kanina pa ako scroll nang scroll. it's nostalgic to see old posts from my current & old fandom. reminiscing yan~ hehehehe

Writing

TSC 27 on a tuesday. again. because i ctrl+z something. ugh.

Listening

when i look at you by miley cyrus #lss

Thinking

of what to pack next? hmm i've pack some of my (tops) clothes na. so what to pack next? :)) bottoms? and sheets? my shoes? thinking of what to buy next, too. mirror, computer table, another shelf, side table? hahaha. hindi madali mag bahay-bahayan please~ ang daming naiisip na bilin, or ayos ng room. hahahaha

Smelling

amethyste. i need to buy a new perfume

Wishing

that time moves faster. pwede bang 26 na? kasi i still need to make ayos my stuff and make lipat pa. i wish it'll be easy. the packing part. i really don't like the hassle part of moving hahahaha wishing to find all the stuff we need in our room din.

Hoping

for better days to come. peaceful & healthy days, too. hoping we settled to our new home sooner, rather than later. hoping for a smooth transition~

Wearing

semi-complete uniform lol

Wanting

to just lay in bed and sleep all day. parang pagod ang katawang lupa ko. o ang productive lang talaga namin ng jowa ko last weekend? wanting to stay in dxb last night, too. my heart breaks a little pag nagsasabi jowa ko ng, "wag ka na umuwi (sa auh)" uwu onting tumbling nalang~

Needing

we need to catch up on some ZzZ's :)) paano. party pa more :)) we need to buy more stuffS for our space, too. time & money nalang kulang. we need more time & money!!! :)))))))

Loving

our little get-together last sunday! group of six turned into eight, then ten. buffet dinner kami sa rocky's kasi may lechon kawali + bar na siya, so direcho na for happy hour. we ate, drank, laughed, danced, sang all night! the longest time i've been inside a loud establishment. so many firsts with this one. i love the fact that i'm experiencing so many first with this one <3 ang saya lang din ng bonding with her friends + new friends. it's nice to unwind. tumatanda na kami. pero ang saya :)

Feeling

happy & contented. contentment! sabi 'yan sa homily nung nagsimba kami last sunday. you need contentment in your life (+pansit daw for long life. hahaha) be happy with what you have. i couldn't ask for more ;)

loved din.. sa mga simpleng bagay na simple lang sa iba, pero grabe ung impact for me. for someone so clumsy, sanay na akong pinapagalitan. kaya pag ang messy ko or what, hinahanda ko na ung galit niya. lol. pero more on concern naman sa part niya. baka madumihan ako, or mapaso, or masaktan. hayst. kilig ako. luh? :))

Manifesting (new one. lol)

new job that is very near to our new home! financial abundance for all of us! manifesting a great august, and a great year ahead!

dami ko na talagang ebas hahaha tigil-tigilan ko na 'to :))

[marineliene]

Proof of Life 2024/Wedding Prep rants

Hi, my dearest dashboard. I'm back to emotional dump you without your consent lol.

2024 is my year. Well actually the 2nd half of 2023 has been good to me, too, since inacknowledge nila ang kagandahan ko haha eme. I never dreamed to participate in a pageant and win 'em...or yes, I did dream pero more like a thought na dumaan lang hahaha (buti walang Q&A lol).

In Feb. 2024, I was able to transfer to a new company and tinanggap ako ng manager as a career shifter aka may nabudol akong boss wahaha joke. Pero he understood my dilemma and he wants me to pursue my career growth under his team. I'm so very grateful. Although, within this year din, muntikan ko silang iwan dahil I couldn't cope with a team member's attitude, my manager asked me to stay and hindi daw siya maghahire ng kapalit ko. Me as someone who kinda understands na masasayang yung resources na nainvest sakin dahil di mapapakinabangan, I decided to stay.

And lastly, I'll be married later this year to @t1m0t5, the man of my dreams haha uwu🥹👉👈. We spent a year slowly laying the details of the event, and as of this writing, ilang araw nalang bago ang big day yaaay (pero andami pa naming kulang! TT_TT)

In those past few months, masaya ako nung nilalatag ko yung mga details. In within those months, natuto rin ako magdrive because I figured we would need wheelzzz para makapunta sa events place. I was really happy with the planning, meeting up with our entourages, dress and suit fitting, DIY-ing souvenirs, scrolling sa Lazada lol, counting the budget, etc. Nag-enjoy at the same time, nagiguilty kasi kahit during work, di ko maiwasan trabahuin yung kasal.

Pero after ng 2nd family meet, nawalan ako ng gana. I hate my thoughts kasi it shows na I'm not family-oriented. I hated it na feeling ko slightly nawalan ako ng control in some aspects for the sake of pleasing the family. I had unpleasant thoughts na rin pero alam ko namang maldita ako so ilalagay ko nalang din dito lol. Like, kami naman nagbayad ng almost everything (venue, food, dress, suit, entourage dress and accessories, rooms!), hindi kami humingi ng pandagdag, request nalang namin is punta sila and sila nalang bahala sa transpo and susuotin nila...so bakit sila nangpupuna? Like, initially gusto talaga namin civil nalang para tipid pero nagrequest sila na may ceremony dahil kami ang 1st sa both families na ikakasal.

I started questioning myself kung ano ba talaga ang kasal. Is it a family event? Social event? I see it as a celebration of our union and ang mindset ko is to invite immediate family, friends who were there when my fiance and I started as a couple, friends who we met and bonded as a couple, and people who supported me and my fiance as individuals. Parang birthday party lang, but make birthday into wedding. So I don't see the point of inviting (my) distant relatives na wala namang kamalay-malay sa relasyon namin. Limited lang yung seats ng inavail naming package so we really have to carefully select our guests. Ang gusto is iinvite ang mga aunties and cousins out of respect????

Di naman pupunta yan. Magsend ka lang ng invite.

Eh what if pumunta nga? Sino magshoshoulder ng additional pax? Diba kami? I'm sorry, di ko talaga magets yung point kung bakit sesendan ng invite pero di mo naman siya gusto dun sa event huhuuuu I really feel bad kasi feeling ko ang sama kong tao, at the same time, I'm just looking after our finances. And like sinabi ko na ilang beses na ayoko, but my parents won't yiiieeeeld!! try ko lang daaaaww huhu. Super nafrustrate ako kasi nagtatalo yung thought na "kami ang ikakasal, kami ang masusunod" at "family mo pa rin sila, baka naman natulungan ka nila dati in ways that you haven't seen, chance mo na para maggive back"

Then they also made fun(?) of/criticized my dress, kesyo revealing daw, lalamigin daw ako (since Tagaytay yung venue), mama shook her head in disapproval, di daw ako makakasagot ng 'I do' sa lamig. Nung nag-1st fitting ako, ang saya ko kasi nasunod yung peg ko, although slightly di siya bumagay sakin dahil wala na akong curves, but I love the dress. After that meeting, I would occassionally look at my pic of 1st fitting in the hopes na matuwa ako kasi ang ganda ng dress, kaso nalulungkot lang ako kapag naaalala ko yung comments nila. Wala ako maalalang may sinabi silang "uy, ang ganda!", deretso criticize agad. Like, gets ko concern nila na baka lamigin ako and all, pero hindi ba nila pwede sabihing "wow ang ganda, siguro iwork out mo lang yung sleeves para di ka lamigin, ganitong design oh". Like it's supposed to be my fiance and my best day! pero maiisip ko lang na hindi ako up to their standard on that day. Pinakita ko na sa mga entourage ko ung dress in the hopes na mavalidate yung nafifeel ko, kaso wala, nakakalungkot pa din. Alam ko namang kasal namin yon and no other opinion should matter, pero I can't help it, kung kaya ko lang kalimutan mga sinabi nila to bring back my confidence. Hahahaha kinangina babaw ng problema ko diba.

Tapos makakakita pa ako ng mga comments ng taong on their high horse, na feeling nila angat sila dahil civil wedding sila vs. sa mga nag-opt for wedding events. Lowkey nabash rin sa office dahil sa choice namin magkaroon ng wedding event, sabi niya "dapat di nyo na ginastusan ang kasal niyo, pinanghoneymoon niyo nalang sa Japan, tangena neto eh", "tangina mo rin atleast ako ikakasal na, ikaw 5 years nang single" will be my TOTGA clapback. At least nga may sasahurin ang mga tao dahil sa mga events management and suppliers pwe

Tapos yung cash gift na ibibigay ng relative from abroad, kakaltasan ng aking magaling na pamilya. Well, I don't have it yet pero they were joking na kakaltasan nila dahil sa father ko itatransfer yung $$$. Di ko alam kung joke or totohanin, pero minsan hirap din talaga ako sa kanila pag usaping pera kasi umuutang sila pero nakakalimutan na/nagiging thank you for the money nalang. Kaya siguro hindi magsit well sa akin yung ganyan nilang biro kasi feeling ko totohanin nila. Like nung bata pa kami ang higpit nila sa pera tapos ngayon...ganyan?

Tapos yung mother ko, nagbibiro na ipagdrive kami sa honeymoon namin like...!?!?!??! naka-3x ata siyang magbiro ng ganun and I said no everytime. Idk sobrang patola ko na napipikon ako sa lahat ng biro nila. It's on me, I know.

Sorry for airing my dirty laundry here. Ilang araw na rin siya bumabagabag sakin, gusto ko balikan ung planning kasi onting araw nalang yung event pero marami pa rin kaming kulang. Wrong timing yung pagkawala ng gana ko and ayoko rin naman maging disaster yung event namin kasi feeling ko magrereflect samin yun as a couple, pero idk meron ba dapat kaming iplease lol. Hopefully, by letting my heart out here, makamove forward ako and continue with the planning and all.

[cerminkenangan]

Ema Uwuk Meninggal (Anah Maryanah) (2)

Tanggal 28 Agustus 2023

Hari ini aku bangun pagi dengan terburu-buru karena hari ini hari H pelaksanaan ANBK di sekolah di mana aku ditunjuk sebagai sekretaris, sudah beberapa minggu aku dan guru-guru di sekolah mempersiapkan kegiatan ini. Ketika sedang sibuk di ruang AVIS mengecek kelengkapan administasi, tiba-tiba teteh mengirim pesan yang isinya "Ca td si papah di telpon ku tante euis, Nangis2 duka aya naon, Panik pisan papahna" pukul 07.37. Kemudian meninggalkan missed voice call. Melihat chat tersebut, aku langsung menelepon teteh dan menanyakan ada apa jawaban teteh hanyalah tidak tau karena saat itu kejadian berlangsung sangat cepat dan bapak langsung melesat pergi ke Kaduangung.

Badanku bergetar, firasat buruk datang. Langsung ku sampaikan kondisi ema ke bu Rita, wakasek kurikulum "ema saya kayaknya lagi sakaratul maut". Berharap firasatku tidak benar-benar terjadi. Aku masih melanjutkan kegiatan, berkeliling dari satu lab ke lab lainnya meminta tanda tangan pengawas, proktor dan teknisi. Begitu sampai di labkom terakhir tiba-tiba saja teteh suamiku menelepon, teteh mengirim wa "Ica ema tos teu aya", de Iyan pun mengirim wa "Teh si emak maot". Di lantai 3 sekolah, badanku bergetar hebat, tangis pecah tak bisa ditahan. Rasanya dunia berhenti menjadi kelabu. AKu bilang kepada suamiku aku mau pulang ke Kuningan. Langsung izin ke wakil kurikulum dan merapihkan barang di ruang guru. Di ruang guru, guru-guru bertanya apa yang terjadi, tak tahan menjelaskan kondisi aku hanya menjawabnya dengan isak tangis tanpa henti "ema saya meninggal" hanya kalimat itu yang sanggup terucap dari mulut.

Beberapa menit kemudian muncul kebingungan. Mau pulang naik apa yang bisa secepatnya? Sewa? Bus? Atau numpang?

Langsung aku hubungi a Fei di Bekasi, berharap a Fei mau memberi tumpangan kepadaku, anakku dan suami. Alhamdulillah jawabannya "banyak tempat untukku di mobilnya". Langsung aku pulang ke rumah, mengepak barang untuk mudik. Sempat bapak mertua ingin ikut dan menyewakan mobil tapi ternyata tidak ada unit yang available saat itu jadi hanyak aku, suamiku dan anakku saja yang ikut mudik, menumpang di mobil a Fei.

Di tengah kesibukan mengepak barang, mamah menelepon dan memberi informasi terkait ema yang katanya mungkin tidak bisa menunggu aku pulang "moal kaburu tapi ca, jigana tos bade dikuburkeun" kembali pecah tangisku tak tertahankan "yaudah nanti mamah telpon bapak biar nunggu kamu dulu". Entah kedewasaan apa yang hadir di hati saat itu, dengan lirih aku menjawab "Ulah mah, tos bae teu nanaon mun bade dikuburkeun oge, ica ikhlas mah". Momen itu rasanya perih sekali tapi aku cukup dewasa untuk menyadari bahwa aku tidak bisa menahan seseorang untuk dikuburkan, bahkan pernah dengar justru orang meninggal harus segera dikuburkan.

Kami memesan grabcar dan langsung melesat ke rumah a Fei biayanya menghabiskan 170rb. Sesampainya di sana sudah ada a Fei, Teh Nia dan 2 anaknya serta de Ivan. Terlihat mata-mata sembab karena menangis. Kami meluncur ke Kuningan menggunakan mobil Carry dengan kecepatan di atas 100km/jam. Jujur membuat jantung berdebar kencang, beristirahat di res area dan mengobrol sedikit "Aa mah tos pasrah sebagai perantau nya resikona kieu, aa ge tos ikhlas da ema tos sepuh, kamai cilaka oge". Aku mengangguk lemah apalagi beberapa menit sebelum kita sampai di rest area, aku mendapat wa dari mamah berisi foto penguburan ema uwu, terliat jelas ada bapak dan mang Dodo yang turun mengadzani ema di liang lahat.

Kami sampai di Kuningan kurang lebih pukul 14.00. Kami mampir dulu ke kuburan, dipimpin oleh a Fei. Aku sedih tapi lebih banyak ikhlasnya, yang justru menangis besar adalah de Ivan. Terdengar isak tangis dari sebelah, de Ivan tumbuh besar bersama ema, tinggal di seberang rumah ema, pasti merasakan kesedihan lebih daripadaku.

Kuburan ema masih merah, berbaris disamping kuburan pak Uwu yang meninggal lebih dahulu 2010. Di bawah sana terbaring ema dan bapakku. Semoga mereka bertemu lagi di akhirat aamiin

Aku melanjutkan perjalanan ke rumah ema, disambut mamah bapak dan teh Pevi, memang sudah tidak ada isak tangis di sana tapi mata merah masing-masing anggota keluarga masih terlihat jelas, khususnya di mata bapak. Tersimpan kesedihan mendalam yang jelas sekali terlihat. Suamiku ditelpon bapak begitu ema meninggal "Ga pernah saya ngedenger bapak nangis kayak gitu, mbu".

Malamnya kami shalat hadiah bersama dipimpin bapak, membacakan yasin dan terlelap tidur.

Tanggal 29 Agustus 2023

Esoknya aku terbangun dengan perasaan tidak enak badan, mungkin lelah. Menghabiskan seharian di rumah, hanya pergi ke pasar di pagi hari untuk membeli sendal dan celana Hanna kemudian di rumah saja, malamnya kembali ke rumah ema, Yasinan ema hari ke-2.

Tanggal 30 Agustus 2023

Pagi hari aku terburu-buru ikut bapak ke makam, di sana sudah ada wa Mimin, wa Nono, wa Neni, a Fadhil, mang Ucu dan satu bapak-bapak yang aku tidak tahu namanya. Kami berdoa dan aku mengajak anakku dan suami keliling pemakaman.

Siang hari aku jalan ke Kuningan, memakai helm pinjaman dari bi Lili. Kemudian pergi ke Surya membeli Jeruk dan Salak untuk pengajian malam ke-3. Kami membeli beberapa cemilan untuk pulang ke Jakarta. Kami berencana naik kereta untuk pulang.

Aku mengantarkan buah-buah tersebut ke rumah ema sekaligus pamitan. Mungkin ini salah satu momen menyedihkan juga, selalu pamit ke ema dan biasanya dibekali banyak hal tapi sekarang kosong, ema sudah tidak ada lagi di rumah itu. Hanya bi Lili, tante Euis, mang Dodo dan wa Maman.

Jam 2 aku di antar pulang ke Cirebon, jajan otak-otak Smanda dulu dan naik kereta.

Terakhir, aku ikhlas ma, terima kasih sudah menjadi ema yang mengajarkan hal-hal baik, terima kasih karena rajin berbagi dan sedekah, terima kasih sudah cantik dan baik. terima kasih selalu ingat aku ketika ada baju atau kerudung yang dirasa cocok untukku. Terima kasih sudah sering mampir ke rumah, terim kasih sudah bersusah payah menemani kami saat orangtua tidak di rumah walaupun jadinya sakit dan minta pulang tengah malam. Terima kasih ma, semoga kita bertemu lagi ya suatu saat nanti. Aku mau jadi wanita sholehah yang berbakti kepada suami seperti ema, aku mau ketemu ema dan pak uwu lagi, semoga Allah kabulkan.

Jakarta, 06 September 2023

Cucumu, Helly.

[thesleepingnini]

Please yung mga game streams ni wonwoo feeling ko pinapanuod ko jowa ko magstream ng laro niya sa discord uwu plsssss

also parang ang saya ng stray !!! pagmay pera na ko... bilhin ko yarn chsmhsus hmph

[docblanchiie-blog]

Akala ko talaga aalis na ako sa small animal practice this year. Apparently nandito pa din ako at enjoy naman since loved ang ate gurl ninyo dito sa clinic at alagang alaga ako UwU.

I feel loved, I feel so speciaaaaal~~~~~

Anyway mga rants, gratitude and learnings ko tong blog na to this year. Baka magshare din ako ng mga bagay na nakannoy sakin o kaya mga bagay nakafascinate sa akin.

GRATITUDE

Sobrang thankful ako sa mga tao dito sa clinic <3 may time na inatake ako ng Endometriosis ko, yung mga assistant may nakahandang hot compress na for my pain tapos Celecoxib UwU love na love ko kayo.

Nag apply ako sa apat na clinic this year, ang Petish lang talaga ang sumagot sa akin. Funny na talagang isasara ni Lord lahat ng pinto para malead ka sa tamang landas no?

Di ako committal na tao when it comes to clinic talaga. If may nakita ako di maganda, aalis ako agad or magpaplano na ng exit ko kasi alam ko sa sarili kong I deserve better. Mga bakla first day palang, may coat na ako, may sarili akong room, may cute pink calcu ako tapos lahat prepared na at mukhang nilinis din yung room ko.

July 11 ako pumasok sa clinic tapos July 15 birthday ko. For the first time in forever, binigyan ako ng cake. Yung iyak ko nung pang 10 years kasi nagpapanic attack ako. Di ako sanay sa ganoong treatment huhu pero ang saya pala sa feeling. Doon nagstart yung paniniwala ko na, ay deserve ko din pala na may magmahal sa akin.

Weird thing, during my darkest time noong 2021, nagjournal ako. I was really hurting din that time due to work kasi pagod na ako, ayaw ko na magsmall animal talaga. Abusive talaga clients to the point na qinuquestion ko na yung abilities ko as a vet. Nilagay ko doon yung salary na gusto ko, 5 days a week (off ko is Saturdays), 8-9 hours duty, walang OT or if di maiwasan, may OT pay. May senior vet ako at importante na kasundo ko lahat ng staff at mababait. Who would've thought na magmamanifest siya in less than a year?

Magtataka kayo, eh bakit napunta ka pa sa ibang clinic before sa Petish? Well, I had to meet certain people para mabalik yung passion ko sa small animal practice. Happy din naman ako doon pero alam ko di yun yung para sa akin na clinic.

Happy din ako na I can dress up like as Virgo Rising charot hahahaha. Di ko na need magscrubs huhu. I can dress up elegantly <3

Sobrang babait ng mga staff. I always cry sa work, literal. Bigla na lang ako umiiyak kasi may naalala ako. Napapansin nila at talagang bibisitahin talaga nila ako at kakamustahin para di na ako maging alone.

Si Ate Marian din, kahit check up time di ako pinakuha one time ng mga patients kasi umiiyak na lang ako. Sabi niya, ako daw talaga ang answered prayer nila sa Petish tapos kinausap niya ako sa lahat ng worries ko. I felt better sobraaaa. May libre pancake pa ako non HAHAHA.

Alam niyo ba binigyan ako ng bagong office nila ate tapos sa akin lahat ng bago like di naman ako yung bagong vet nila pero sa akin binigay lahat huhu thank you po ate mahal na mahal niyo ako.

Noong nasa second work ako, sobrang thankful ko kay Doc Bea kasi binalik niya passion ko for small animal practice.

Kapag pala nasa tamang lugar ka na, eh kampante ka na talaga. Walang anxiety, breadcrumbs. Before napakain na ako ng sunog na isda sa second work kasi di man lang sila naglaan ng food na pwede sa akin. Dito jusq tinatanong ka pa. At alam nilang di ako nagkakape.

RANTS

Hindi ang vet ninyo ang responsable para magbigay ng oras sa pagpapainom ng gamot sa mga alaga ninyo. Sana secretary na lang kinuha ninyo kung di kayo marunong ng scheduling.

May isang client na nakapag trigger sa akin kasi sabi niya di daw nag iimprove yung aso niya. Ghorl nabulag ka na ba? From 2 na RBC naging 5? The audacity.

Bakit ba kayo sa akin nanghihingi ng discount? Mukha ba akong may ari ng clinic? Tapos sa akin kayo magagalit?

Wag niyo na iinsist na iuwi sa inyo yung mga pasyenteng galing sa surgery kung di ninyo maalagaan. Tapos sasabihan niyo pa yung vet na binack-job yung procedure. Ayaw ko na nga kayo makita ulit sa totoo lang.

Wag kayong gumamit ng Catgut for surgeries. Kahit gaano pa kaganda tahi mo magdedehisce din. Baka sabihan ka pang binack-job mo.

Wala din ako pakialam kung napalayo ka or whatnot. Alaga mo, responsibilidad mo. Di ako magiisip kung nahassle kita or what. Di ikaw ang responsibilidad ko. Yung alaga mo at kung anong makakabuti sa kanya ang focus ko.

Wag mo na ipagpilitang iuwi yung pasyente kung di mo din naman maintindihan paano magmanage ng swero sa bahay. Di yung aabusuhin mo staff sa gabi kasi narereklamo ka sa mga nadiscuss naman nung umaga.

Weird shit nung papafollow up daw sila sa clinic pero sa ibang clinic galing. Oks lang ba u?

Bakit ba kayo naooffend kapag galis yung diagnosis nung aso ninyo? Tapos bigla kayong magiging defensive na "malinis samin, nakafilter pa water namin at regularly namin pinapalitan rug namin." Ghorl di ko naman sinabi na madumi kang tao bakit ka offended? Ano magagawa ko kung Atopic Dermatitis sakit ng aso mo?

Wag naman kayo magsinungaling sa amin kung may problema na aso niyo pala at pinagpipilitan niyo pa din na ipabakuna. Kawawa lang yung aso, exposed pala sa CPV tapos nabakunahan ko na. Tapos tatanong ka kung ano pwede gawin. Ay di ko pwede iaspirate yung bakuna pabalik.

Sino ba kasi nagsabi na gagaling yung aso niyo kung di niyo binibigay gamot na nireseta sa kanya? Ano to divine intervention?

Wala na tayo magagawa kung yung client ay mahirap talaga umintindi. At least tayo sandali lang natin sila makakainteract pero sila they are living the life.

Bakit ba tawag kayo ng tawag samin paano magpainom ng gamot, di ba kumpleto reseta ko at magbabasa ka na lang?

LEARNINGS

WAG KAYONG GAGAMIT NG DEXA SA CPV PATIENTS, I SWEAR TO GOD LALABAS LAHAT NG MGA SIGNS

Kapag nag skin scrape kayo tapos makati na yung mukha mo, alam mo nang Sarcoptic mange yan

Magligate na muna bago mag clamp ng uterus kung ayaw mo maghabol ng ligation hanggang sa suspensory ligament malapit sa kidney

Kapag pala tumatanda ang aso mas nagiging friable ang uterus

Apparently am good at persuading people (Pluto 3rd house placement kasi ako char) tapos madalas ako nga nakakapag push ng 4 way test sa clinic HAHAHA.

You persuade people by catering to their needs. Like bibigay mo kung yung dahilan at importance ng isang bagay or test to increase the chances of winning.

You DO NOT SAY BACK TO SQUARE 1 if naglapse ang bakuna. Mas nagagalit yung client, feeling nila pineperahan mo sila. Sabihin mo lang, continue lang po tayo, add ng isa. Less hostile sila kapag ganon.

If hostile pa din, sagutin mo na, "sana pumunta po kayo in time, kaya nga po may schedule diba?"

Mas bet din ng clients if they are given choices (they feel like they are in control). For example. Kapag CPV patient, ang choices ay confinement (you say na ito pinakarecommended), home medication + IV take home or solely home medications lang talaga. They love it when they have a choice lol.

Offer lang kayo ng offer ng tests na feeling niyo kailangan sa patient. I mean yung patient naman yung concern mo at di budget ni owner. Sila naman yung dedecline doon.

Everything that comes out from your mouth has a price. Kahit vaccine lang tapos pinag isip ka ng reseta, singilin mo. Di ka caravan.

Same with the limit sa diagnosis if limited tests. I make sure that they get the message na di ko alam diagnosis if non-significant yung findings kunwari sa CBC at need ng further test.

You do not demand a diagnosis from me lalo na kung kuripot ka magpatest. Naniniwala ako sa law of equivalent exchange.

If ayaw mag patest makipag usap na lang sila sa bolang kristal ko.

Di lahat ng bagay sa pasyente eh issue mo na.

Kapag may client na di nasunod sa treatment plan, di na ako nagagalit. Nirereframe ko na lang mindset ko. I mean aso naman nila yan. Pag namatay sino ba iiyak? Ako ba?

May mga client talaga wala sa hulog to the point na paulit ulit yung tx plan tapos gusto na ilevel up ng nung vet, wala parang nagsasayang lang sila ng pera sa band aid solution.

will add more pag may naalala ako lols

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still thinking about how she-

is the same person as her:

[house-of-wack]

((Me: :)

My mum: I'm going to make your life miserable for no apparent reason other than "my mum did worse to me as a kid"

Me: :(

[shenashygans]

It's Sunday already on the other side of the world. So here's a Sunday Currently! Ahhh the sky looks lovely from here.

Writing

The Sunday Currently @ 9pm on a Saturday hahaha. I know. It's too advanced. But hey! It's Sunday already on tje other side of the world hihi

Wishing

For a peaceful 2023. Hindi pa nangangalahati ang buwan, pero pagod na pagod na ako agad. Pwede ba yun?

Needing

A looooong holiday. Like, and indefinite holiday. Pwede bang magkaron ng pera kahit walang work? Joke lang.

Reading

My previous posts. Ewwe. Got so hung up with someone.. I wrote about them. Oh balon~ made it easier to forget about them :)

Thinking

Of what to do tomorrow? Should I read or watch something? I've been on a reading slump and reading Freida is not helping me right now. Sigh

Listening/Watching

White Chicks on Netflix! Kabisado ko padin lines nitong movie na 'to. A useless skill but I'll take it.

Hoping

That a friend of mine will feel better na. I hate seeing them sad and feeling helpless.

Feeling

Hot! Kakatapos lang namin mag-grocery at mag-walking. As in umikot kami sa park. Hahaha ang saya lang eh. Sana gabi gabi nalang kami mag-lakad habang malamig pa.

Wanting

To sleep early. Ugh. It's hard for me to sleep again. May nag-iisip ba sa akin? Wag naman na. Tama na. Chzz

Wearing

My jammies uwu

Loving

The fact that I'm making new friends. At this age and time. Yes, making friends is still a thing!

Sobrang random nitong TSC. Basta may ma-post lang ako eh. Next week nalang ulit! ;)

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I UwU your Sweets

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