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#for some reason i rlly connected this song to a childhood friend of mine that im pretty sure ive at least vaguely mentioned on here before
hella1975 · 1 year
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hella I keep getting edits with some sort of original version of waiting room?? on my fyp and I'm gonna be honest waiting room wasn't a song that did me in quite as badly as the rest of you but this version I keep hearing literally rips my heart straight open😭😭 like I've been planning on fixing the no waiting room on spotify issue by taking it into my own hands🏴‍☠️ but now I know it's gonna have to be this version I'm not even bothering with lost ark waiting room. it's just gonna be waiting room og bc what the fuck?? "I never grew up with you, and you're not my waiting room" what the fuck??? with the haunting background noises literally WHAT THE FUCK????????
OMG IVE SEEN THAT ONE everyone keeps going on about the vocals of 'and you're not my waiting room' but i really cant get over 'i never grew up with you' like what??? WHAT??????
#for some reason i rlly connected this song to a childhood friend of mine that im pretty sure ive at least vaguely mentioned on here before#but basically we were INSEPERABLE for years of my childhood and he was about 2 years older than me#so i think i was 5 and he was 7 when we met and we stayed friends until i went up to secondary school so SIX YEARS#and we literally spent all day together we'd play in the gardens and run about the place and we were both really outdoorsy#and obvs it was before proper tech really started coming in so it was when kids literally just got shoved outside for the day#and left to their own devices and it was GREAT like i remember him and that time so fondly#but he was also really messed up like he'd come from a lot of foster homes and he'd had every kind of abuse#and he'd finally been adopted by the couple on my street who just couldn't handle him bc their answer to his issues#was to spoil him and give him what he wanted so he just got worse bc he had a real violent streak in him#and obvs if you let that grow in a boy they're not gonna wake up one day and it'll be gone like. it's going to get malicious#and low and behold he started getting like actually dangerous like he choked his sister once and he got kicked out of school#bc he threated to BEHEAD A GIRL WITH AN AXE like really fucked up shit#but i was in a pick me moment bc he was always really nice and respectful to me until he wasnt#and even then ive never ever blamed him for it bc we were both young and he was so traumatised#and sooner or later we stopped hanging out and my mum was relieved bc that's how bad he was getting#and ive literally never spoken to him again. but he's just one of those people i think about all the time????#like idk if it's bc of what went down or bc of the age i was but he was a HUGE deal to me and my development#and for some evil fucking reason i think of him when i listen to waiting room especially the 'i know it's for the better'#bc i KNOW it's for the better i got away from him before he got really bad but still i so desperately wish i couldve helped him yk?#especially now i understand what abuse actually means and what he'd suffered which i had no idea about at the time#SO TO ADD 'I NEVER GREW UP WITH YOU' WHEN I FEEL LIKE I ABANDONED HIM AS CHILDREN?? STOPPPP#PHOEBE PLEASEEEE#anyway unnecessary rant over rori pls pirate this song for the masses pls pls the world needs you#ask
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charmixpower · 1 year
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What songs would you associate with the winx girls and the specialists and the trix ? And the couples and friendships too!!
Dear god. Ok, this is going to be a long one
I'm sorry if this is terrible, also my music taste is low key dark, if the Maria Mena song didn't point that out earlier, so uh be prepared for that
All of the colors are because I couldn't read this at first DX so I decided to make it more readable for all of our sakes
Winx Girls;
Bloom:
1. Earth Boy - Tony22 (for some reason this is the quintessential bloomy song in my head)
2. (L)only Child - salem ilese (✌️😔)
Stella:
1. Pink (Freak) - Elliot Lee (The realization in s3 that Stella gen believed her friends stuck around her and Brandon liked her because she was pretty killed me)
2. Dream Catcher - Set It Off (This song just reminds me of how uplifting Stella is to her friends she's so amazing)
Flora:
1. Hope World - J-Hope (optimism but with realism)
2. Forever - Sa-Roc (similar vibes)
Tecna:
1. Oh No! - MARINA (yeah, yeah)
2. Fuck u - Royal & the Serpent (S1 Tecna. It's like she thinks she has everything but she's still unhappy)
Musa:
1. All This Time (Pick-Me-Up Song) - Maria Mena (Shut up this song is so her and it makes me cry, it's so uplifting)
2. Spit it Out - Solar (This is exactly what Musa's first single and music video would be like)
Aisha:
1. Catch me if you can - Set It Off (Aisha's power is immense)
2. Are Satisfied? - MARINA (It reminds me of her drive)
Trix;
Icy:
1. Cold Blooded - Jessi (Oh come on, it fits)
2. Candy Store - Heathers (Alpha Bitch SUPREME)
Darcy:
1. Underneath the Mask - Royal and the Serpent (local manipulator)
2. Villain - K/DA (It fits Darcy the most...she IS playing with people's hearts with no care)
Stormy:
1. When I Rule the World - LIZ (unhinged like her)
2. Daughters of Darkness - Halestorm (Stormy is definitely the most connected to them, and the most loving of her sisters)
Specialists;
Sky:
1. Dollhouse - Melanie Martinez (Sky's family is fucked)
2. NDA - Billie Eilish (in s1 Brandon and Sky mentions people tend to only like Sky because he's the prince of Eraklyon)
Brandon:
1. Stunnin' feat. Harm Franklin - Curtis Waters (be stares at his own reflection, I'm right)
2. Fake Bitch - UPSAHL (Brandon will put anyone before himself)
Helia:
1. Regular 10 - Lenii (Reminds me of Helia's unhinged vibes and his ability to let no one know anything about him)
2. Therefore I am - Billie Eilish (This reminds me of his introduction)
Timmy:
1. Thank you anxiety - Avenue Beat (yeah)
2. Stressed Out - Twenty One Pilots (he rlly got caught up in all this murder and destruction)
Riven:
1. Chase It - Set It Off (Riven getting into RF despite everyone doubting him theme song)
2. Horrible Kids - Set It Off (Riven being bitey origin story)
Nabu:
1. Tomorrow feat. Jason Lancaster - Set It Off (But they'll never cage your DREAMS!!!! SO FLY AWAY!!! Reminds me of him running away)
2. Selfish feat. Seulgi - Moonbyul (I wanna be selfish! I still have so many wishes! I'm having "Nabu not being able to see the world before s3" feelings)
Relationships;
Skloom:
1. Me W/O Us - Set It Off (oh this one hits Sky pov so well)
2. I'm in Love - Colde (yeah this song is so sweet)
Brella:
1. Don't Judge Me - Janelle Monáe (even though you say that you love me, I'm afraid you just love my disguise!!!! Ugh)
2. Love Like Mine - Stela Cole (YEAH STELLA AS A STELA SONG)
Floelia:
1. La Primavera feat. REMAH (this music video is so cute and matches them so much)
2. Your Soul - Forrest. (Soft soft)
Tecmy:
1. What If (I Told You I Like You) - Johnny Orlando, Kenzie (idk it's just sweet and awkward like them)
2. Electric Love - BØRNS (you get it–)
Rivusa:
1. Chasing Amy - TeaMarr (Ugh, this song captures the mood swing vibe perfectly. My soul)
2. Rock To My Roll - Anarbor (Every time I try to imagine Riven singing Musa a song it's this one, until I finish s5 that is XD)
Naisha:
1. Knew You - Kailee Morgue (I wish we were childhood friends to lovers the theme song)
2. Home - YEZI (Sobbing, still mad s4 killed Nabu)
Friendships;
Bloom&Stella:
1. Sarah Come Home - Allie X (Stella is usually the one that gets Bloom back from her run away trips)
Flora&Tecna:
1. Battle Scars - Paradise Fears (these two motivate and plan and keep the winx alive and it makes me feel FEELINGS)
Musa&Aisha:
1. Fuck, I luv my friends - renforshort (YEAHH)
Bloom&Tecna:
1. Never Know - Set It Off ("are you tired of being logical? Don't you just wanna go ape shit?")
Stella&Musa:
1. Self Aware - Durand Bernarr, Qveen Herby (vibes vibes vibes)
Flora&Aisha:
1. Drop pop candy - Reol (the trust between these two)
Bloom&Flora:
1. If We Have Each Other - Alec Benjamin (sobbing)
Stella&Aisha:
1. Hot One - Leyla Blue, Baby Tate, & REI AMI (Musa can also be included)
Tecna&Musa:
1. Devil Town - Cavetown (Idk these two trust in each other is soft
Bloom&Musa:
1. What if it doesn't end well - Chloe Moriondo (pessimistic friends)
Stella&Flora:
1. Gogobebe - MAMAMOO (party mom friend song)
Tecna&Aisha:
1. Daydream - J-Hope (Their both public figures who resent the way they act towards the public)
Bloom&Aisha:
1. 7/11 - Beyoncé (ultimate sleepover party song)
Stella&Tecna:
1. Taller than you - MAMAMOO (picking who would be taller was a long process)
Flora&Musa:
1. Wisdom - Mother Mother (for no other reason than Flora was the one telling Musa she also had problems from the start XD)
Other;
Characters;
Daphne:
1. Angle On Fire - Halsey (YOU KNOW I USED TO BE ON FIREEEE)
2. Hourglass - Set It Off (imagine being stuck under a lake for years and years and years, like your sense of time would end up fucked)
Mirta:
1. Dirty - grandson (Mirta drew the aggro of her schools most violent and cruel bullies for a random girl she didn't know, I love her)
2. Life Afraid - Set it Off (Mirta has big "things will be better or else" vibes)
Lucy:
1. Demons - Hayley Kiyoko (her)
2. Poser - Weathers (in my eternal defence Lucy is quite literally a poser, the she is probably Mirta)
Diaspro:
1. Angry Too - Lola Blanc (No I will not get over the fact she was raised to be a wife)
2. Cinderella's dead - EMELINE (NO I WILL NOT GRT OVER THE FACT SHE–)
Chimera:
1. WANNA BE MYSELF - MAMAMOO (Chimera being her weird Lolita fashion self despite her mom, love herrr)
2. Brutal - Olivia Rodrigo (Chimera being a normal teenager with an evil mother and a sister arc with Stella is so important to me)
Roxy:
1. Crush culture - Conan Gray (She's Aro, I've said so)
2. Transparent soul feat. Travis Barker - WILLOW (reminds me of Roxy's particular brand of leave me alone, Roxy goes to Alfea and hates all the people there the song)
Nebula:
1. Again - Crusher-p (being stuck in one place with no time for years has to have some effect on the brain)
2. You should see me in a crown - Billie Eilish (I'm obsessed with her coop, my crown now)
Relationships;
Driven:
1. Palm reader - Dreamers, Big Boi, & UPSAHL (Driven but not sad)
2. Who's in Control - Set It Off (Driven fallout but sad and angry)
Flirta:
1. Two queens in a king sized bed - girl in red (it's just so soft and loving)
2. More than a friend - girli (I can barely explain, I've just always associated this song with them)
Soundwave:
1. Boyfriend - Dove Cameron (The boyfriend is not Riven, but Aisha would steal Musa from her man given the chance)
2. Honey - Kehlani (This is them)
Lucy/Mirta:
1. What I need (feat. Kehlani) - Hayley Kiyoko (Lucy tries to hide her real self to fit in, and Mirta doesn't vibe)
2. Now or Never - Halsey (love me now or never, me or the Trix Lucy pick oneee)
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