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nadira ( for muse name ask meme ) !
N: Are they clumsy and/or prone to accidents?Ā
nadira looks like she should be graceful , but is actually very clumsy . she usually always has at least one bruise on her leg or hip just from bumping into a door or the end of the couch too many times . a bitch can walk in heels though , so she has that going for her .
A: Who are their exes? Do they still keep in touch?
an ex for each A ! she dated judas for six-ish ( i think dkfjldsfj ) months when she first moved to irving . theyāre not in touch because she wants to be , but they cross paths in town . unluckily , she is also good friends with his roommate beau , so seeing him around is inevitable . @jackfr0sted @melichryscs
D: What time does their day usually start?
out of a lifelong habit , sheās still an early riser , but she doesnāt actually need to get out of bed these days . sometimes , she sets a routine for herself and starts her day at 7 am . other days , she canāt be bothered . ( if i said otherwise in a previous hc ask , no i didnāt )
I: In general, are they organized or messy?Ā
organized af . in nadiraās mind , everything has a home and must be returned to its place . her life was often so chaotic that she couldnāt live with it physically around her , too .
R: Whenās the last time they had a birthday party?Ā
her 24th birthday . nadira used to throw an extravagant party every year , both as an actual birthday celebration and an excuse to network and treat anybody who was somebody in the fashion industry . she hasnāt thrown one since -- she actually almost forgot her 25th birthday because taking care of her dad consumed her , and she was in no mood to celebrate her 26th birthday , just a month after losing him .Ā ( i did not double check the timeline with my intro ... i think this is right but .. who knows )
A: Who are their exes? Do they still keep in touch?
spencer is her first love , back when their lives overlapped from their respective careers . fashion and spencer . that was all she needed . unplanned , they both ended up in irving post-breakup . she managed to avoid him for quite some time , but they recently ran into each other and are working on making amends . @solitvdcs
#fortyfivcs#š§ššš¢š«š š¤š”šš§ Ā ā© āā Ā answered Ā .#š§ššš¢š«š š¤š”šš§ Ā ā© āā Ā headcanons Ā .#death mention tw#š§ššš¢š«š š¤š”šš§ Ā ā© āā Ā with judas Ā .#š§ššš¢š«š š¤š”šš§ Ā ā© āā Ā with beau Ā .#š§ššš¢š«š š¤š”šš§ Ā ā© āā Ā with spencer Ā .
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šlandon n magda unless tht would never be the case then ignore this ask
š a time my muse felt safe with yours.
After Shelly told Magda that Hunter dropped by, there were changes in her. Little ones. You wouldnāt know them, if you werenāt familiar with being on the lookout -- Magda spent mouthfuls of sandwiches chewing quietly, growing up, across the table from her father, monitoring the stutter of his blinks or the slurs of his vowels -- but they were there, humming like a generator under everything, signs that a thread had been pulled and was slowly coming undone. Practice washed by like a wave, input monosyllabic save for the parts she was required to sing, and in a blink it was just them, taste of a cigarette in her throat that she didnāt remember smoking. Landon was showing her lyrics.Ā āThat oneās fruity,ā she dismissed from her lay on the sofa -- a ratty, stuffing spilled thing bought for cheap at a junk sale and lugged into the garage -- before shifting onto her side, cheek pressed against the arm. For the past few nights, Magda had slept on a dirty hardwood floor. Her bones ached like they needed taking out of her, storing in a tissue lined shoebox for safe keeping. Like she couldnāt look after them properly, on her own. Needed someone else to do it for her.Ā āSounds like, uh... Like... holding hands at weddings, or... getting fucking... kissed goodnight.ā The latter was more like a kid acting out because theyād been deprived of a new bike for Christmas, kicking their legs with crossed arms, insisting they didnāt care because actually, it was a load of shit, anyway -- actually, sheād never wanted a kiss goodnight in the first place.Ā āChange it.ā She wasnāt particularly conscious of whatever he replied, face hazy in her peripheral but unnecessary to be anything else, as familiar as Abernathy Creekās peeling wallpaper. Magdaās lids drooped lower in time with the white noise of Landonās scratching pen. In fact, she only realised sheād fallen asleep when she had to squint through a sudden lack of light, submerged in the dark, digging an elbow to barely push upright -- Landon was still sat where he had been, earlier, focusing on his lyrics, except this time he was doing so by the dim light of an old lamp. Peeking over the arm, Magda realised he mustāve gotten up to flip the switch and decided to stay longer. Hadnāt woken her. Rather than acknowledge anything, she slunk down silently as possible and closed her eyes, listening to the low hum of electricity and the occasional clears of his throat -- her own breath, too, soft and rhythmic, relaxed as in a dream. She didnātĀ āwake upā for another twenty-seven minutes.
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ā&ā
send āāā for a MORNING text.
mila: š„°š„°š„°š„°š„°š„°š„°š„°šš„°š¤š¤š¤š¤š¤š¤š¤šš
mila: its so early OMG! i hope i didnt wake u
mila: plz can u help me w something?
mila: do u know if any public showers are made of gold?
mila: a man on the street asked me 2 give him a golden shower but i dont no if we have any local? i feel bad i couldnt help :(
send ā&ā for a LOVING text.
mila: WOWI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Ā šššššš¤š¤š¤š¤š¤š„°š„°š„°š„°š„°š„°
mila: u look so pretty in ur new instagram pic :)
mila: oh wait i mean
mila:Ā š not :) !
mila: my computa wouldnt let me comment :(
mila: i printed it off to show my grandpa and he agreed but he said it was a waste of ink which was not true
mila: but i think it made my grandma jealous
mila: but its ok they dont believe in divorce :)
mila: if the spies r reading this PLZ DONT TELL MY GRANDPA BTWĀ šššš
send āāā for a HEARTBREAKING text.
mila: i think rustys phone is broken
mila: i hope hes ok he hasnt messaged in a while
mila: do u think hes ok?Ā
mila: maybe i should call the police ...
#answered#ft. piper#the heartbreaking one is honestly mostly funny to me if we're being real#calling the police like he might be dead#not even entering her head he's jst a free agent living his truth#fortyfivcs
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fmk sutter, leo, luca for elias :D
"OH MY GOD, literally, how dare you? thatās so homophobic, like, have you seen these men? i genuinely think iād go into cardiac arrest if any of them spoke to me, and.. thatās the whole tea. but no! okay! if i had to pick, and.. oh my god-ā crosses his fingers.Ā āplease donāt let this ruin my chances in the future..ā closes his eyes for the dramatics, a theatrically desperate, yet hopeful expression painted across features before he moves on.Ā āi believe i would absolutely fuck leo. heās so cute i could literally scream into my pillow about it. and heās got this charming little smile, iām just like- sir, how can you do this to me right now? and then sutter! sutter, oh my god, heās so beautiful itās offensive. and heās got that whole aloof, would possibly leave you behind in a life or death situation kinda vibe, which is just... so alluring. i would totally marry him. and then iād kiss luca because, like,Ā thereās no chance iām killing him, girl. first of all, realistically, he could probably overpower me in like a millisecond ā which.. i wouldnāt necessarily mind, but.. you know. i also just.. respect godās work.ā
@cvastals, @fortyfivcs, @mocnliightsā
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4, 19, 21, 33 for frankie
4. What would they do if they needed to make dinner but the kitchen was busy?
frankie eats when he suddenly remembers he needs sustenance to survive and if the kitchenās busy then heāll immediately forget until about 5 hours later when itās suddenly 1 am and just eats pieces of bread dry cuz he cba making anything and heās too hungry to. LKSDHGLKSDGKLSDLGK
19. What do they think about before falling asleep at night?
100% heās someone who makes up fake scenarios in order to fall asleep. heās just like us<3 on a genuine note i think he imagines himself in his fav places to calm himself before sleep, his fav one to circle back to is floating in one of the giant tanks at the aquarium like thts probably the closest to tranquility heāll ever get KLHSDGKLHSDLGHLKDG
33. Concept of home and family?
familyās always been a bit of a weird concept cuz even tho his aunts were good to him growing up and theyāre 100% family they werenāt his moms and it was kinda obvious even from a young age they just didnāt know how to raise a child and it was apparent they werenāt prepared for it, always more older sister figures or best friend vibe than an actual parental figure so frankie ended up having a very large found family in really close friends..... heās also aware that his dadās his Dad but he also has no idea who that person is. the small talk he makes w that man every time he visits is. so funny and painful. home definitely is that tiny upstairs apartment above fannieās tho itās incredibly small for 3 grown adults and the barbaric amount of pets they have but he wouldnāt have it any other way i dont think
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āļø for airi n cherry!!
send Ā me Ā āļø and Ā iāll Ā describe Ā what Ā scents Ā fit Ā your Ā muse Ā //Ā @fortyfivcs
Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā airiĀ alwaysĀ smellsĀ sooooo good,Ā āĀ cherryĀ laments,Ā Ā āĀ iĀ thinkĀ itāsĀ herĀ shampoo.Ā itāsĀ freshĀ withĀ justĀ aĀ hintĀ ofĀ sweet.Ā iĀ shouldĀ askĀ herĀ whatĀ sheĀ uses,Ā butĀ iĀ probablyĀ canātĀ affordĀ it.Ā ā
#* Ā Ā š Ā Ā ššššš šØš”ššš„ ā ļ¹ ā ��� ā cherry ā ā« ā * ā answered.#she said airi smells rich & she's right#fortyfivcs
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17 jules n luca :D
17 . Ā a Ā kiss Ā last Ā thing Ā at Ā night .
thereās a familiarity to julesā bed that doesnāt scare him . normally , the point when the scent of someone elseās bedsheets got familiar would be a sign that he needed to get out desperately . stat . but , itās different with jules , not because thereās some deep , undying love , but because itās so clear to both of them that theyāre on exactly the same page . thereās an understanding .Ā good friends , who can joke , laugh , hang out , and get drunk , and just happen to have sex sometimes . thereās no pressure , and certainly no expectations . just the way he likes it . itās why he lets himself get comfortable without thinking as he plops onto the mattress beside her like numerous times before , tugging the covers up partly as he lands on the soft pillow . and itās also why he leans back over to the brunette , pushing stray locks of raven hair out of her eyes , before kissing her good night . itās not romantic , though itād be aĀ falsehood to say there were no feelings in the gesture . he still cares for her , and if he ever thought his actions were hurting her , he would stop . but for now , he plants a soft , familiar kiss , between friends who toe the line , lips that already know how to fit against the otherās .Ā ā night , ā he mumbles as he pulls away to lie on his back again , asĀ routine for them as it is to wake up and brush oneās teeth .
#fortyfivcs#š„š®šš šš¬š©š¢š§šØš³š Ā ā¼ āā Ā answered Ā .#š„š®šš šš¬š©š¢š§šØš³š Ā ā¼ āā Ā with jules Ā .
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lily for magda (thinking about figs feeling evil), tulip for cricket, marigold for ziggy, chrysanthemum for bradley, belladonna for nyla
lily : Ā how does your muse view their mother ?Ā Ā
magda doesnāt know a lot abt her mum. she knows vague snippets n details bt theyāre all very elusive. itās kind of a tricky subject where her mumās concerned bc when she was younger sheād come up w all these assumptions abt how her mum was n who sheād be if she were with her but the rational part of magda was like..... u donāt know any of this. ur literally making things up. itās kind of hard for a kid to have that vital person missing from their life n to resist the urge to fill in the blanks with their own projections so the space feels less empty. itās like having a tooth missing n ur tongue always going back to poke at the spot in ur gum. thereās a constant reminder of loss in that. magda knows her mum liked to sing bc her dad said once sheād always sing to her belly when she was pregnant. this is a lot of the reason why magda has always cared so much abt music bc she took this fact in her fist n grasped it tight n never let go n in a way grew parts of herself around it. itās like............. i feel like her mum dying in childbirth gave her lots of issues when it comes to her identity n like. who she is n who she wants to be.......... bc of magdaās issues w her dad i feel like she got into this habit growing up of rly putting who her mum could have been on a pedestal n basing everything around that.... sheād be like Iām More Like Her (a belief which was only accelerated bc her dad would drunkenly say she looked so much like her) n cling onto that so she liked herself more bc the other option was her dad who she loves but heās also an incredibly flawed person n they hv a complicated relationship...... i think as sheās gotten older sheās realised her mum cld very well have been that way too n putting people on pedestals isnāt the way to go about things but. idk. as a kid she was kind of obsessed w this idea of her n this idea that her mum being gone was the beginning n end of everything wrong in her life. for the most part now magda accepts she never knew her n sometimes even feels stupid for grieving her at all bc she never knew her to grieve in the first place but. thereās a tiny part of magda tht still hangs on to the comfort of what she could have had n itās obvious by the fact she still keeps a photograph of her folded up in her pillow. she loves the mum she made up in her head n she wishes she got to meet her. thereās this sense tht maybe then she wouldnāt feel like this culmination of missing parts more than a person if sheād had that in her life. sighs n lks away holding my dyed black emo bang.....
tulip : Ā how does your muse view people in general ?Ā Ā
cricket is like. the strangest little anomaly of a person FGHKSFGHSFKGH bc like. u would rly think that after everything heās been thru he would just have this absolutely jaded view of people and life in general and i wouldnāt even......... blame him for it if he did like. iād understand completely bc heās experienced A Lot of bad stuff. n yet somehow he just.... idk. i think i wrote in a reply once this comparison of cricket n a cockroach in the sense that they have this incredibly reinforced exoskeleton n even if theyāre stomped flat they can keep living n bounce back from it n thatās very him but itās more specifically the hope inside him. he has this little candle lit that good things can still happen midst all of the terrible things n i genuinely canāt see it snuffing out at any point even tho sometimes he might want it to. sometimes i think he even gets into these frames of mind where it jst infuriates the fk out of him bc in his head heās like why do u even think good shit can happen when u have sm overwhelming evidence to the contrary but then heās also like. look u can dwell on the bad or u can notice the way the light falls thru the leaves in the trees and u can think to urself inside ur head as u listen to someone u love talking abt something that makes them happy āhey this feeling is nice n thereās a dozen others like itā. idk. against all odds heās an optimist. he has tinnitus in his left ear n sometimes he pretends the ringing is angels trying to talk to him. he likes to search for the silver linings in things to make them bearable n thatās how he gets by. obviously he knows thereās evil in the world n that a lot of people can be shit bc he has firsthand experience w that but he also believes there are people to serve as the antithesis to that n he wants to focus on them bc like. why give bad stuff the time of day. not necessarily always a positive coping mechanism (if u bottle up bad feelings n thoughts they leak thru one way or another aka his overwhelming anxiety) but like.... i think thereās a lot of bravery in that n i respect him for it i wonāt lie. he cld have become very bitter bt instead heās like that quote thatās likeĀ 'the gentleness that comes, not from the absence of violence, but despite the abundance of it'. suddenly slaps his little anxious rump (supportive) (affectionate)
marigold : Ā is your muse prone to jealousy ? Ā how might they handle envious feelings ?Ā Ā
itās hard to say w ziggy............... i feel like he doesnāt want to think heās prone to jealousy bc heās like iām literally a god wdym i simply wld never give a fk bc i know iām above all else................. but like. do u actually believe that ziggy. do u. FKGJHKSJGHFGSHFGKSHGKFHG. heās good at convincing himself at least........... has me fooled too most of the time. bt. thinks abt this.............. i feel like he doesnāt tend to get jealous over ppl he hooks up w a lot of the time bt thereās definitely a few select ppl he might.......... n then he doesnāt rly know what that feeling is bc heās so unused to feeling it so heās like wtf why am i so fking pissed off over the thought of this person fking that person? like literally doesnāt even. connect the dots n make the logical conclusion bc it jst seems so bizarre n nonsensical to him. rly is awful at working out his own feelings like. he cld just suddenly explode one day n have to smash a bunch of shit in a junkyard n after his chest is heaving n he has all this broken stuff around him n heās just like yo wtf was that man forreal lmfaoooooooooo..... like he just doesnāt even get how his own emotions work itās tragic n itās men for u. w anxious feelings he represses them a lot he doesnāt rly understand what they r or know how to recognise them........... i honestly feel like he has a lot of anxiety surrounding his mum esp w her dating n like some of the guys theyāve both had to deal w that sheās dated in the past.......... i doubt he processes that healthily or expresses it healthily either..... probably contributes to the tensions between him n his mum they hv a lot of underlying issues that come out in the form of bickering n petty disagreements...... probably a huge contributor to him acting out so terribly in high skl was just all this pent up worried energy with no means of making sense of itself or like. place to go. like shaking a coke bottle over n over n finally having to crack the lid n let it fizz on something. i also think he probably swallowed a lot of jealousy growing up whenever other kids had gd relationships w their fathers or parents in general probably ws kind of like lmfaooooo yo why donāt mine love me like that. in his head...... so ya. i think he copes w anxious feelings by acting out n also fucking if weāre being honest......... it helps him let off steam <3 king of clapping cheeks ig....
chrysanthemum : Ā how does your muse express romantic love ? Ā how do they feel about love as a concept ?Ā Ā
bradley is kind of hard to read romantically like from an outside perspective but slides on my thin rimmed spectacles n picks up my scalpel to delve right in to the nitty gritty of her brain... omg... that sounded... kind of scary actually but. itās ok. basically settles in. bradley struggles to verbalise her feelings in this regard but also in a general sense honestly.... like sheās spent a lifetime having any vulnerable or negative feeling shut down....... her dadās the type of personality where itās like... u canāt win. even tho heās narcissistic n thinks heās a god if u compliment him or express affection heāll act pleased but thereāll also be this register in his eyes where he thinks less of u for it. so this rly had a domino effect in bradleyās emotional expression in all grounds of life...... romance is probably the most frivolous concept to tony so bradley definitely internalised some of these views n wld feel stupid for ever taking anything seriously in that regard or rly investing herself..... she also just. idk. love has only ever left bite marks in bradleyās world so sheād kind of likeĀ āwhy wld i ever expose my tender spots n open myself up to someone just so they can sink their teeth inā.Ā i will say tho that like. despite that she can in rare instances develop those feelings n itās always like..... quite a struggle for her when she does. she doesnāt rly understand it or how to deal w it. she finds talking about it hard n she feels childish or weak in the eyes of whoever knows how sheās feeling. it takes a long time n a lot of work to earn it bt bradley in love is like. ur the only person on the planet who knows how gentle she can b. sheād literally like. touch the face of this one guy i wrote her being in love w when he was sad so gently it was shocking it ws like a love tht deep unlocked a whole other part of her she didnāt know existed. sex is a big part of her love expression jst like. a lot of it. so much. JHGSFKHGSFGKHFKGSHG letās get it.......... sheās a ride or die n doesnāt do anything in halves. she has a nasty habit of pushing good things away n also wld probably do this to protect the other person bc her world is a never ending shit show with her fatherās presence in every room even when he isnāt physically there. she wldnāt wna subject someone she loved to the danger of that bc she hates it enough herself so. idk. smiles w hand on hip. love isnāt something bradley thinks is on the menu fr her bc sheās only ever known it to be hard or mean n why bother trying when thatās the case. it feels like thereās always small print attached tht will hurt her in the end n nothing is free or genuine. very doomed outlook on love in general tbh.
belladonna : Ā how does your muse respond to silence ? Ā do they take comfort in soundlessness , Ā or seek to fill the void with noise ?Ā Ā
nyla honestly doesnāt mind silence at all........ they always wake up rly early in the morning no matter what time they went to bed. itās like someone programmed an oven timer into their brain n often when they wake up at 6am or something theyāll go on walks around irving tottering in their own little world which is quite a quiet experience in itself when the rest of the worldās asleep........... always off on impromptu adventures they came up w on the spot.......... sometimes they get lost in their own train of thought too so they just randomly fall silent bc theyāre having a whole conversation w themselves inside their head or like. writing a whole childrenās story abt an iguana in a trench coat floating in a hot air balloon smoking a little vintage pipe all the way to peru. honestly for every 1 thing nyla says thereās about 4987295749572592745 things they donāt say tht are x100 times stranger n more nonsensical they sort of let it all drift thru their head like an open sieve for the most part. having said tht i think in order to sleep at night they probably need some sort of white noise or smthn................. itās handy living in a beach house bc they just leave the window open to let the ocean gush bt sometimes if theyāve snuck into like. midoās bed fr the night or someoneās bed idk the sound of them breathing works too................. they used to always sleep w bob ross playing on loop n that was rly comforting to them esp bc he reminds them a lot of their dad w his calming voice n energy.............. sometimes theyād have taken smthn n theyād literally hallucinate it as their dad instead of bob ross n this happened so many times in a row fr a period of time tht when they finally watched it sober they were like wtf since when did they recast my dad in this show...... KJHFGSHFGKSHFKGH but also. frowns... bit sad considering.Ā
#magda | memes#cricket | memes#ziggy | memes#bradley | memes#nyla | memes#death tw#grief tw#anxiety tw#fortyfivcs#drugs tw#abuse tw#i think thts all tws theyre like not covered in detail obviously bt still#i put under read more bc i wrote literal essays fr everything idk what happened to me....#also thank u fr the ask sexy :yum:
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5, 13, 21, 26 for aspen
5 already answered !
13. Did they have any phases? (e.g. emo, punk, scene...)
wellĀ sheāsĀ stillĀ inĀ herĀ stonerĀ phaseĀ ifĀ thatĀ counts .Ā Ā thatāsĀ aboutĀ theĀ onlyĀ oneĀ sheĀ wentĀ throughĀ .
21. What's the weirdest thing you're likely to find in their room?
aĀ mugĀ collection ,Ā thoughĀ thatāsĀ inĀ herĀ kitchenĀ notĀ inĀ herĀ room .Ā butĀ sheĀ lovesĀ anĀ assortmentĀ ofĀ coffeeĀ mugsĀ ?
26. How would your muse do at taking care of a goldfish?
sheĀ wouldĀ beĀ aĀ greatĀ fishĀ mom !Ā (Ā likeĀ actuallyĀ aĀ greatĀ fishĀ mom ,Ā notĀ likeĀ crisĀ .Ā )Ā Ā sheĀ hasĀ aĀ bunnyĀ namedĀ janetĀ currentlyĀ
#fun fact : the og muse aspen came from#was so stoned one time she stole a goat#and kept it as a pet#and named it janet :)))#fortyfivcs
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amaryllis for parker, belladonna for carson, chrysanthemum for rocky, heliotrope for ryan, peony for dawson, willow for spencer
amaryllis : Ā what is something or someone that your muse takes pride in ? Ā how do they express that pride ?Ā
parker, believe it or not, takes more pride in her favorite professional baseball team than the one she actually plays on. sheās a diehard yankees fan, and it all started out of spite for her dad (a diehard red sox fan). obviously that love grew into something entirely genuine but she will fully throw down with someone who talks shit about the yankees (which is.........often bc the yankees are the most disliked team in north carolina).
belladonna : Ā how does your muse respond to silence ? Ā do they take comfort in soundlessness , Ā or seek to fill the void with noise ?Ā Ā
silence is deafening for carson, and it reminds him of when the music stopped in his house after his mother died. if heās alone, he always has headphones in, playing music at a low volume.
chrysanthemum : Ā how does your muse express romantic love ? Ā how do they feel about love as a concept ?Ā Ā
rocky is a big fan of roasting those she feels romantic love towards. if sheās roasting you, it means sheās fully comfortable with you. she does believe in the concept of romantic love because she sees it in her parentsā relationship, very much in love still after so long together. but she visualizes love like music, different genres for different types of love. theyāre all good in their own way, all branches of the same tree, but some suiting certain situations better than others, and some meant to be listened to once and put back on the shelf to display.
heliotrope : Ā does your muse believe in soulmates ?
not necessarily. ryan looks at it more like a choice that two people make to have, keep, maintain that connection. but he does believe that some people have that underlying connection to begin with.
peony : Ā what would a Ā ā Ā happy life Ā ā Ā look like in your museās eyes ?
dawsonās basically ready to be the best dad, if he could be a stay at home dad that would be his peak happiness.
willow : Ā how does your muse handle sadness Ā & Ā depression ?
contrary to popular belief, spencer does experience sadness. heās not immune to it even though heās usually joy personified. heāll play one of his instruments or call his sister or hang out with people who make him happy. he lets himself feel the thing but doesnāt let it bring him down.
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rosemary, star anise, ginger
Rosemary: Does my muse have a good memory?
yes! if only so she can keep track of what lies she told to whom
Star Anise: What are my muses passions?
thereās not a lot sheās passionate about. most things capture her interest for three weeks and then she forgets all about them. sheās passionate about knowing people. what they like and what makes them tick. whatās important to them. she also really likes traveling because it introduces new things to her all the time.
Ginger: What does my muse consider attractive?
answered here <3Ā
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bianca, cordelia, cressida, oberon for barnes
BIANCA: What do you want most in life?
tbh i think what barnes rly wants most in life is for someone to jst show him his future . like he makes a lot of mistakes or passes up on a lot of opportunities to avoid something he could never predict happening or to avoid vulnerability n opening himself up but if someone jst gave him a glimpse into what his future was itād make life a lot easier heād immediately just go down wtvr path he thought he needed to b on so he didnāt have to second guess everything he does
CORDELIA: Do you consider yourself a good person?
frankly heās aware he isnāt a good person and he thinks itās funny.
CRESSIDA: What makes you feel trapped?
the idea of a cookie cutter life makes him feel trapped a lot....... everyone thinks his parents r That Couple but behind the scenes theyāre very obviously not and he jst does Not want that for himself
OBERON: Does reputation matter to you?
not particularly.......... maybe on the basis of that he wants it to be Known that he doesnāt rly like ppl. so jst leave him alone. but other than that i think he could care less
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Not a day went by Briony didnāt go to Kalhoās. It was her safe spot- well, if you donāt include her auntās store or the beach or her apartment, but being fourth on the list was high praise in a town she knew like the back of her hand. It was the perfect meeting spot for someone that didnāt drink and Bri utilized it as such. her laptop was perched next to a half eaten muffin and a lipstick stained coffee mug on a small table near an outlet she had procured when a study date escalated to the point of dipping out of the store. the sidelong glances of egregiously hormonal youth were not lost on Bri as she waited for the couple to leave. she eyed their table almost as enthusiastically as they eyed each other before swooping in. Thirty minutes later and she sat, legs crossed, right foot taptaptaping on the floor as she waited for her friend to join her. They were not late by any means, she was just characteristically early. It gave her a chance to catch up on all the freelance work she didnāt have. She was pondering the repercussions of getting a second coffee when someone slid into the seat across from her. āPerfect timing, I was about to get another coffee. Dāya want anything?ā
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Āæ ⨠ā ā for mr steve
¿ term for the tv device, whether it be āclickerā, āremoteā, or something else
he says remote almost always.Ā but his grandparents said clicker,Ā and one summer he and his sister really got a kick out of going back and forth impersonating their grandpa,Ā asking each other toĀ āpass that there clicker,āĀ so he will pepper that in every now and again as a fun little joke.
⨠their cooking ability (or lack thereof)
stephen is still working on cooking.Ā heās taken an interest in it the past year or so,Ā but heās still learning and heās not like phenomenal.Ā heād still prefer to get fast food than ever make anything at home,Ā so itās a slow progress,Ā but heās got some pasta dishes under his belt and heās really proud that he learned to make quiche for no reason.
ā how well they do yardworkĀ
as the Man Of The House growing up,Ā yardwork was his shit.Ā he doesnāt do much anymore,Ā since he doesnāt have a lawn,Ā but sometimes he still gives his mom a hand.Ā he kinda likes the experience of just checking out,Ā listening to his shitty indie music,Ā and pushing the lawnmower around for a little bit.Ā he hates gardening though thereās just literally no way to do it comfortably especially when youāre 6ā²5 and carry tension in your shoulders.
ā what theyād hide under the bed
stephen doesnāt have an under the bed at this point heās living floor mattress life.Ā but if he did,Ā itād probably be where he shoved all his feelings ----Ā or at least the physical manifestations of them:Ā the trinkets heās kept of his dadās,Ā memories of past relationships,Ā things of that nature.Ā he wants to hold them close,Ā he doesnāt want to forget them,Ā but sometimes itās too hard to have them out in the open.Ā so right under the bed will do.
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