#fracturing guard [affinity event 1]
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
efervon4u · 5 months ago
Text
HEART2HEART.CMD//EXPORT:TRUE
ARCHIVE.DATE[OVERFLOW.ERROR]
//USER1:HOL_INF_JAEGER_9877/USER2:HOL_INF_FLAYER_1045//
KIM.LOG.TXT
PROCEED?
1045: Chris?
9877: Hey Ali :)
1045: There you are! I was starting to get worried.
1045: T said you ended up on STORMFALL???
9877: Only temporarily lol
9877: They've shunted me over to recon now. IDK why
9877: Maybe Viktor has it in for me
1045: I still think you put too much stock in that
1045: Odds are he doesn't care we exist
1045: How's recon?
9877: Cold as hell.
9877: I miss hot food.
9877: But I'm here.
1045: Hey it could be worse, no lieutenant screaming in your ear.
9877: True. True.
9877: How're the girls?
1045: Doing good :)
1045: They send their thanks for your little present.
9877: Aww I'm glad they're enjoying it.
9877: Didn't feel right, no presents on Solstice.
9877: It was the least I could do.
1045: It was more than they were hoping for.
1045: You're a good man Chris. They already wanna know when "uncle" is coming back around.
9877: Uncle?
1045: Mhm. Victoria insists that you are, and I quote;
1045: "A cool guy, and not dad, therefore, he's Uncle"
9877: Damn gonna make me tear up
1045: Don't freeze on your own tears lol
9877: ha ha
1045: In all seriousness, I... I wanted to check in.
9877: I figured.
1045: It's been years, but I know the day isn't easy
9877: I don't wanna talk about it.
1045: You never do.
9877: I... I know. I'm sorry.
9877: I don't mean to be a shit friend, I just... I can't think about it.
9877: It doesn't help. I... I have other problems right now, anyway.
1045: Right. The "new weird" one?
9877: Yeah. It's... I can't explain it. I'm sorry.
1045: It's okay. I won't push.
1045: Just make sure to let Amy help take your mind off things if you won't talk to me ;)
1045: I just figure maybe you'll talk to the guys you've been staying up to text if you won't talk to me
9877: HEY
9877: NOT YOU FUCKING TOO
9877: BLOCKING YOU
1045: Don't blame me for speaking the truth!!!
9877: HE'S MARRIED (I think)
1045: Boo
1045: Doesn't change my point though. You've got friends, Chris.
1045: Please don't forget they can help you, even if you don't wanna let them.
1045: Look at us, it can do a lot of good, to talk to somebody.
1045: Promise me you'll talk to them, if you won't talk to me.
9877: I hate it when you make sense.
1045: Christov.
9877: Yeah, yeah.
9877: I promise, Alicia.
1045: Thank you.
9877: You're an angel, Ali
1045: Don't flatter me. :P
9877: I mean it.
1045: Just... Let people help take care of yourself, okay?
1045: And you better come back in one piece.
9877: I'll do my damndest. All I can promise.
1045: Good.
1045: I have to put the girls to bed, but don't you stay up too late brooding now.
9877: lol
9877: Yes ma'am. My best to your little ones.
1045: Night, Chris.
9877: Night.
[ HOL_INF_FLAYER_1045 went offline. ]
8 notes · View notes
efervon4u · 5 months ago
Note
This is what I-
Actually.
No, you know what?
FUCK YOU.
I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF THIS SHIT.
I'll take shit, I've been there, but cut Amir some FUCKING SLACK!
He's probably one of the only people here who didn't ask for this. He's been in this shit storm and done his damdest, he's not even TRAINED FOR THIS.
So yeah, maybe he's a little fucking torn up, I'm not gonna pretend to understand whatever witchcraft is at work with the Hex but I know he doesn't deserve to be some kind of punching bag for your shitty attitude.
Arthur, 3k, Fuck, even me, we're soldiers. We walked into this knowing what we were getting ourselves into.
Amir didn't enlist. He didn't sign the little form saying "use me for evil please!" He got caught out and FUCKED OVER!
He needs some work maybe, but he's out there, he's trying to make it work, and he's HELPING PEOPLE.
Nobody I know would've done that in his place. To take everything going fucking wrong and to make that a reason to do GOOD?
That's a treasure.
So if nothing else, for the sake of everybody he's helped, everybody's he's SAVED?
Keep your fucking griping to yourself, and let him do that in peace.
You expect anyone to trust you, after the shit that just got leaked on YOUR account? You don't even trust YOURSELF! How is anyone supposed to take you seriously when we can all see you quibbling about not even knowing who you are anymore? Kick the guilt tripping already, you aren't fucking twelve. This pathetic fucking display isn't helping your case. Grow up, Amir.
...
2 notes · View notes
wistfulcynic · 6 years ago
Text
The Very Witching Time (1 / 4)
Tumblr media
Here it is! 
I am so excited to post the first chapter of my @cssns fic! Last year at this time I was reading all the brilliant stories to come out of this event and wishing I could be a part of it and now tadaaaa! Thanks to @kmomof4 for inviting me to join and also to her and the other mods for managing it all! 
Another HUGE thank you to @gingerchangeling for the brilliant art and @katie-dub for her lovely feedback, and of course to @thisonesatellite for being the other half of my brain. 
This is genuinely one of my favourite things I’ve written so I really hope you all enjoy it! Updates will be every Wednesday (I hope!) 
SUMMARY: Emma Swan is a hereditary witch, last in a long line of wise women who for centuries have guarded the coast of Maine and the small village of Storybrooke with their homemade cures and their ancient magic. She holds the delicate balance between magic and mundane, but now that balance is threatened by a new foe, one capable of bringing an end to everything Emma is and everything she loves. To defeat it she will need all her power, help from her friends and neighbours, and the loyalty of a very unusual dog who answers to the name of Killian.  
RATING: M, mostly for future violence
AO3
TAGGING: @thisonesatellite, @stahlop, @mariakov81, @kmomof4, @snowbellewells, @jennjenn615, @resident-of-storybrooke, @teamhook, @thejollyroger-writer, @winterbaby89, @darkcolinodonorgasm, @captainsjedi, @ultraluckycatnd
(if you’d like a tag, please let me know!) 
CHAPTER ONE: 
Emma Swan lived atop a jagged cliff in a house that seemed an extension of it, rising up from the wind-hewn face into pointed towers that stood stark against the sky. The house was of the same stone as the cliff itself, great slabs of it, slabs too large to be used for construction, slabs that, observing them, one felt could have been formed only by the hand of nature and never that of man. It was a part of the landscape, that house, as old as the earth and only slightly younger than the sky, perched at the edge of those perilous cliffs in a way that made it impossible to imagine them without it. 
The back of the house, or rather the front, as that was where the door was set, however, presented an altogether different aspect; one of a delightful cottage of typical grey Maine clapboard, squat and cheerful with a steeply sloping roof trimmed in white and a low stone wall surrounding a tumbledown greenhouse and a garden where bushes, trees, and flowers jumbled together and neither rhyme nor reason appeared to play any role. On the casual observer the effect was charming in an artless way, yet a keener eye would note method behind the garden’s seeming madness, an ancient wisdom in the randomness of the tumbling riots of colour that shifted and transmuted with the seasons. Where in spring it boasted bright red poppies and purple larkspur, delicate white anemones and pink blossoms on the apple trees twisting around each corner of the wall, summer brought fragrant freesia and heather for the bees, its warm breezes rustling through the tall irises and lilies. Autumn ushered in the muted oranges and yellows of chrysanthemums and the fluffy white of Queen Anne’s Lace, salvia and yarrow and berries from the rowan tree. Even in winter the garden provided: the glossy green leaves and red berries of the holly bushes brightened the snowy vista as pansies and orchids flourished in the greenhouse. 
Beyond the garden wall a forest sprawled, dark and wild and perilous, from the very edge of the cliff where trees clung by their gnarled roots to the borders of the village where it dwindled into fenced yards and tidy houses. Here your casual observer would feel a shivering prickle on the back of his neck, that uncomfortable sensation of being watched by things not quite of this world that is more commonly reserved for graveyards at dusk and abandoned Victorian houses. He would move quickly through the dense woodland —yet not so quickly that he appeared to be hurrying— and upon emerging he would feel the sunshine as a balm on skin grown far colder than he’d realised. 
The keen observer would, of course, not go into the forest at all. 
Emma was as keen an observer as anyone could be but the forest, for all its determined menace, posed no threat to her. She relied on it, in fact, for ingredients she could not or did not wish to cultivate in her garden or greenhouse, just as it relied on her to keep a rein on its magic. Emma and the forest had an understanding. 
That understanding failed to extend to the village which separated the forest from the lush farmlands which this stretch of Maine coastline boasted; the richest soil in New England it was said, guarded closely by the residents of Storybrooke who despite their distrust of it were prepared to put up with creepy forest at their backs in exchange for prosperity at their fronts. And though they rarely ventured into the woods themselves they were broad minded and mercenary enough to appreciate the labours of those who did, of Emma and the generations of witches who had come before her; wise women who kept the forest in check and the villagers placated with potions and tinctures, candles to encourage love or drive away evil spirits and balms to soothe every ailment from a bumped head to a broken heart. 
And so, just as witches had done in Storybrooke from the time of the earliest settlement of her ancestors in this land, Emma kept an apothecary shop in the village, stocked with the wares she blended and brewed herself, travelling to and from it each day along the very same forest path that had been daily trodden by so many powerful women over the course of the centuries.  
The path was so familiar to her she could follow it in her sleep, which she almost did on the August afternoon when our tale begins, lulled by the muggy weight of the late summer air. The sunlight that shone so brightly on the village barely penetrated here; just a few slender shafts of it reached the forest floor, encouraging the growth of the rare plants on which Emma’s livelihood relied but doing little to alleviate the atmosphere made dense by damp heat and malign magic. Emma was blinking heavy eyelids, her mind on the cushioned bench in her garden that was so well suited to afternoon naps when the sound of an animal in distress wove its way into her drowsy consciousness. 
It sounded like a dog, which caught her attention. Wilder, less domesticated creatures like cats and witches may feel comfortable enough with the forest’s demeanour to venture within, but dogs, being the keenest observers of all, tended to avoid it with the same diligence and for the same reasons as their humans did. 
The noise came again, one that hovered somewhere between a whine and a growl, pained and frustrated. It tugged at Emma’s mind, clearing away her sleepy haze as from the corner of her eye she caught a quivering in the leaves of a hawthorn bush that twisted up from the undergrowth to the left of the path and the flash of a black tail just beyond it. 
Without hesitating Emma plunged into the bracken, drawing on her own magic and that of the hawthorn as she went, wrapping threads of both around the bush’s thorny branches and pulling them aside to reveal a large black dog crouched at an awkward angle behind it. The dog looked up and when it saw her it stilled for a moment, staring at her with blue eyes that were almost shocking in its black face, a deep, clear blue she’d never seen on a dog before, bright and intelligent. It blinked and shook its head then looked at her again this time with a plea in those remarkable eyes, giving three quick, deep barks. 
{Please help me.}
An affinity with animals was one of Emma’s gifts, and she was not surprised to hear the dog’s voice in her head. She smiled reassuringly and offered her hand.
“Hey, puppy,” she said in a low, soothing voice. “What’s the matter?”
The dog sniffed her hand then gave it a lick, its tail wagging furiously. She petted its head and scratched its ears as she slowly inched closer. It seemed remarkably calm given the circumstances but Emma had seen enough injured animals to be wary, knowing how abruptly their pain and fear could overcome them. She knelt on the ground next to it, murmuring gentle words and stroking its back, and took stock of the situation. 
The dog’s front right leg was deep in what was likely a gopher hole, buried up to the middle of its shin, and though the sounds she’d heard and the state of the ground around the hole bore witness to the dog’s attempts to free itself, it was clear to Emma as indeed it would be even to the casual observer that the dog was thoroughly stuck and also that the leg was broken. 
“Oh, poor baby,” she murmured. “That must hurt. I can help, if you’ll let me. Will you trust me?”
The dog looked right at her and she could see her answer in its extraordinary eyes, filled with pain but also hope and what she would swear was comprehension. It whined and gave her chin a single, gentle lick, then nodded its head. 
“Well, that’s clearly a yes,” said Emma. “Okay, let’s see what we’ve got here.” She hunched closer and examined the dog’s leg, well and truly wedged into the gopher hole, and winced. “I’m really sorry pup but this is going to hurt,” she said, looking up to catch the dog’s gaze again, marvelling at how calm it was despite its distress. She grasped its leg as gently as she could below the break and gathered her magic. “Ready? One… two…” 
On three she pulled the leg from the hole, using her magic to ease its way. The dog whimpered at the pain but did not bark or growl and when its leg was free it licked her chin again. 
“Okay, that’s step one,” said Emma. “Now let’s see how bad this is.” She probed the leg as delicately as she could with her fingertips, feeling the fractured bone beneath the fortunately unbroken skin. The break felt clean, with no jagged edges. “It’s not as bad as it could have been, I should be able to heal it,” she said, wondering briefly why she was explaining herself to a dog, though the animal in question was watching her intently with those intelligent eyes looking for all the world as though it knew exactly what she was saying. “I’m gonna have to set the break so there’ll be pain again and then I’ll heal it right after. Okay?” 
The dog gave a short bark followed by another nod. 
{Ready.}
“Okay, then,” said Emma. She gathered her magic, pulling it from the forest flowers and the leaves of the trees for backup, then as quickly as she could she snapped the broken bone back into place and wove her magic into it, knitting it together and soothing the pain in the damaged tissues. 
When she finished she sat back on her heels with a sigh and closed her eyes. That was more magic than she’d used in some time and she felt a bit woozy. When she opened them again they fell immediately on the dog, who was staring at its leg in wonder. 
Could dogs stare in wonder? She frowned, realising she didn’t actually know very much about the canine species. As a witch she’d always considered herself more of a cat person.   
“Give it a try,” she told the dog. “It’s all better now.” 
The dog stood up and began to walk, tentatively at first and then with greater confidence. After a few loping steps it spun around and barked excitedly before trotting back to her with a delighted expression, tongue lolling from the corner of its mouth. 
Emma, however, was still frowning. Despite the dog’s obvious pleasure its gait had a distinct limp and when it moved quickly it used only three legs, forgoing the left one entirely. 
Its left leg… when she had healed the right. 
“Hey,” she said. “Come here. Let me see that other leg.” 
It limped closer and placed its left leg in her lap, a leg which she was now able to observe did not end in a paw.
“Oh, no!” she cried, bending to get a closer look at what was evidently an old injury and a badly healed one, with rough scar tissue and signs of wear where the dog had walked on it. “Oh poor you. This isn’t the first time you’ve been hurt, is it? How do you walk?” 
The dog tilted its head in what was plainly a shrug. 
“I guess you manage the best you can, huh? Well, I can’t give you your paw back but if you come home with me I should be able to fix you up with something to protect the end of your leg and help you walk a bit better. How does that sound?”
The dog licked her face enthusiastically and barked, and now that the press of emergency had passed she noticed the peculiar cadence of its cry.
“Aye!” barked the dog.  
Emma blinked. She may not be the world’s foremost authority on dogs, but even she knew that they were supposed to say things like “woof” or “arf.” She’d never heard of a dog saying “aye” before. 
“Aye?” she repeated with a laugh. “Well, I guess that’s pretty obviously agreement.” She stood and brushed the dirt and twigs from her legs as the dog stood patiently in its slightly off-kilter way. “What should I call you?” she asked it. “I don’t suppose you have a name.” 
Killian. 
The name sprang into her mind, though the dog hadn’t barked. “Killian?” she repeated, startled. 
“Aye!” barked the dog. 
“Really?”  
“Aye!”  
“You sure? It’s not Spot or Buster or Joe or something?”
The dog looked affronted, and she laughed again. “All right, Killian it is then. I guess that means you’re a boy.” 
“Aye!” 
“Well okay, Killian, let’s go. We can have some dinner and then I’ll see what I can do about that paw.” 
Killian bounded in an excited circle around her, his tail a blur. He moved remarkably well, considering, she thought, even as she laughed at his antics, and soon he’d settled into a limping trot alongside her as she headed home.
When they reached her garden gate she opened it and went straight in but Killian halted with a short bark of distress. She turned in surprise at the sound to see him pacing to and fro in front of the gate, whining softly. 
“What’s wrong?” she asked him. 
He whined louder and gave two short barks. 
{Not welcome.} 
“But why wouldn’t you be—” Emma frowned. The wards around her garden were designed to keep humans away, permitting none to enter without permission. But they shouldn’t have any effect on a dog.
Should they?
She really needed to learn more about dogs, she thought with mild irritation. This was clearly a gaping hole in her education.
In the meantime she called to the magic in the ancient warding spells, and spoke the age-old words to quieten them. “I see thee, Killian, and I name thee friend,” she said, in a voice that echoed through the open air. “Be welcome in this place.” 
The magic of her garden surged and she held out her arms as it rippled and danced around her, ruffling her hair and gilding her skin with tiny sparks of light. Killian stared at her with wonder in his eyes again, and when the sparks faded away and she lowered her arms he cautiously stepped through the gate. The moment he crossed its threshold the garden’s magic… sighed, a soft exhale that sang of enduring hopes fulfilled at too long last, and curled itself around him, ruffling his fur as it had her hair. 
Now it was Emma’s turn to stare. Her magic had never done that before. She gaped as Killian seemed to smirk —could dogs smirk?— at the unseen attention he was getting before rolling onto his back and letting the garden’s magic rub his tummy. 
“Seriously?” cried Emma. “That’s enough of that, from both of you, Killian, come inside.” 
She marched over to the cottage door and pulled it open. Killian leapt to his feet and ran after her, pausing just at the doorstep to wink at the garden before trotting into her kitchen. 
Could dogs wink? 
 Emma made a mental note to dig up a book on canine behaviours later that night. There must be one in her library. Somewhere. 
“I don’t have much that’s suitable for dogs,” she warned him as she opened the icebox. “But I think I’ve got some hamburgers in here if that’s okay—” 
“Aye! Aye!” 
“Okay, let me just heat them up.” 
She defrosted the hamburgers with some gentle warming magic and put them on a plate for him. The minute she set it on the floor he dove in, gobbling up the meat with enthusiasm bordering on frenzy. 
“Wow, you were hungry! How long has it been since you ate?”
He looked up at her and licked his chops, tail wagging vigorously, and barked twice before digging in again.
{Long time.} 
“Well, don’t eat too fast, it’ll make you sick.” 
Emma made herself a sandwich and munched it as she watched him diligently try to eat more slowly. When the last morsel was gone he lapped the plate clean then came over to her and licked her hand in thanks, wagging his tail as she scritched his ears before relaxing back onto his haunches and giving her the opportunity to observe him. 
He was, as she had noticed in the woods, a large dog, though not a bulky one, with long slender legs and lean muscles. Standing, his head reached her waist with his shoulders around the middle of her thigh. His fur was thick and shaggy and a deep, light-absorbing black, though a v-shaped tuft right in the centre of his chest was bright white and fluffy and so soft-looking that her fingers itched to pet it. 
He watched her examine him with a twinkle in his blue eyes that she was certain couldn’t be normal for a dog, as though he knew what she was thinking. She popped the last bite of sandwich into her mouth and when he pouted —did dogs pout?— she gave him a small smirk. “You had your dinner,” she said firmly. “You can’t have mine too. Now what do you say we go and see what can be done about that paw.” 
She stood and left the kitchen, Killian at her heels, and headed past the living room and the closed library door, through a dark and narrow passageway towards the rear of the house. As she approached, the solid-seeming wall at the end of the corridor began to shimmer with the same sparking light that had surrounded her in the garden and a doorway appeared, wrought from the same stone as the slabs of the house itself, curving elegantly to form a pointed Gothic arch and frame a door of solid wood, thick and heavy and older than anything that surrounded it. 
The door swung open as Emma drew near and she breezed through it without a thought. Killian, sensing the darker energy emanating from the other side, hesitated as he had at the garden gate. Emma turned, her smile understanding. 
“Don’t be afraid,” she said. “It’s not dangerous, just old. Old things are sometimes… indifferent to younger ones. But it won’t hurt you. Nothing will hurt you here.” 
Hesitantly he came through the doorway, moving slowly to allow the magic there to get a sense of him. It was less welcoming than the garden had been, but not hostile. As Emma said, it was simply indifferent. This magic had seen too many mortal creatures come and go in its time to care overly much about yet another one. 
Emma led him into a large stone room with no windows, the tall, thick candles lining the walls its only source of light. These she set burning with a wave of her hand and the illumination they produced flooded the room with a golden glow despite their modest number. Stone stairs curved up the walls on either side of the room, leading to the towers that flanked the house, their twin helixes twisting up and disappearing into a darkness too dense even for the candles to penetrate. A heavy and cluttered wooden table spanned the length of the far wall, and this Emma approached, producing a thick, soft blanket of deep midnight blue scattered with stars from a woven wicker basket beneath it. 
She spread the blanket carefully over the centre of the otherwise bare stone floor, placing at each of its corners a small silver bowl filled with sea salt and thyme and a few dried violet leaves, murmuring a short incantation over them as she did. “Sit here,” she instructed Killian, indicating the centre of the blanket. “I’ll need a few minutes to get my things together.” 
Obediently, he sat and watched her in fascination as she rifled through the jumbled collection of bottles, jars, and bags on the table, frowning and muttering to herself as she did.
“…comfrey and rosemary and a bit of peppermint, sage to infuse and to burn…” she intoned as she gathered the named ingredients together. When all were assembled she snapped her fingers to light a fire beneath her copper kettle, then carefully weighed out the herbs on her silver scales while the water inside it came to a boil. She blended the herbs in a large mortar, crushing and grinding them with the pestle to blend them well and draw out their essence before tipping them carefully into a painted ceramic pot and pouring the boiling water over them. Stirring them gently with her magic, with her fingertips she traced arcane symbols through the steam as it rose from the pot into the cool, still air.
When she judged the herbs sufficiently infused she strained their liquid through a clean cheesecloth into a wide copper bowl. As it cooled to a comfortable temperature, she removed a lump of pure silver from a leather bag, holding it up to observe its gleam in the candlelight. The lump was large but to complete the healing properly would require all of it, and it was also precious. Glancing behind her she saw Killian sitting patiently, watching her, his eyes wide and curious but not afraid. Trusting. 
He was worth it. She felt sure of that, and though she had no idea why she did not vacillate. Emma had long since learned to trust her instincts.  
She took a bundle of dried sage and held it up to a candle flame until it caught —some fires needed to be started in the mundane way— then blew the flame out with a quick puff of breath and waved the smouldering herbs around the blanket and over the copper bowl before dropping them into the potion. Carefully she lifted the bowl and carried it to the blanket, kneeling down upon it and placing the bowl in front of Killian. Closing her eyes she muttered a brief incantation before taking his damaged leg and bathing it in the warm liquid, her fingers gentle but thorough, making sure to clean away all the dirt and debris from the gnarled scar tissue. He growled softly, deep in his throat, and she shot him a smile, knowing it was a growl of pleasure. 
“Feels good, huh?” she said. “Soothing.” 
“Aye.” His bark was as low as his growl. 
{Good.} 
When his leg was clean she dried it with a linen cloth and set it in her lap, then took out the lump of silver, placing it at the end of his leg and cupping both loosely in the palms of her hands. Closing her eyes once more she focused her powers and drew forth the metal’s own magic, its primal properties of health and healing, her hands beginning to spark and glow with light as she kneaded the silver, stretching and weaving it back into itself, moulding the lump into the shape of a dog’s paw and then knitting it into the damaged flesh of the leg. Killian watched with wide eyes, whimpering slightly as the metal sank into his skin and fused to his bones. The light from Emma’s hands burst into a sudden blinding brightness, flickered out, and the silver paw was part of him. 
Emma slumped back on her heels, exhausted. “Whew,” she said. “Done.” She patted the metal paw. “Give it a try.” 
Killian sniffed the paw, licked at the seam where it joined his leg, then tentatively placed it on the floor and leaned his weight on it. He took a few careful steps followed by bolder ones, then turned to Emma with an incredulous expression. She laughed, happy he was happy. “Go on, stretch yourself,” she encouraged.
“Aye!” he barked, frolicking joyfully around the room, spinning in circles and leaping through the air. He ran to Emma and jumped on her, putting his paws on her shoulders and licking her face until she pushed him away, grinning through a jaw-cracking yawn. “I’m glad you like it,” she told him as she rose unsteadily from the floor. “I gotta get to bed. Um…” she swayed on her feet and Killian was there immediately at her side, pressing firmly against her leg and letting her brace herself with her hand on his neck as she stumbled from the stone room and out the doorway. 
It disappeared behind her, the magic within whispering far more warmly than before, no longer so indifferent to Killian as it had been. 
Emma sank her fingers into his thick fur, clinging to him as she made her way up the stairs to her bedroom. Her head felt heavy and woozy, her fingers and toes numb. Moving clumsily she kicked off her shorts and unhooked her bra, pulling it from beneath her tank top with jerky movements and dropping it to the floor before collapsing into bed, sinking deep into the pillows. Dimly she was aware of Killian moving around the room, his fur soft against her skin as he pulled the blankets up over her, the warm weight of him curling up at her back, his chin resting on her hip. With the last of her energy she reached up to stroke his head then fell into a deep, dreamless sleep. 
                                                      ~~🌺~~
Some hours later Killian was awoken from his doze when the magic from Emma’s garden called to him. He lifted his head from where it still lay on her hip and gave a low growl, staring through the bedroom window into the pitch blackness of the night. 
Something was out beyond the garden wall, moving around its perimeter, methodically testing the magical boundary in search of weaknesses. Killian could sense it there, could feel its cold determination and intent even without the garden’s warning.
Threat, whispered the garden magic in his mind. Danger. Stay with her. 
Killian flexed his new silver paw, feeling the power that still thrummed within it, feeling the absence of pain in his left limb for the first time in many a year. He looked at the golden haired woman still sound asleep, drained to exhaustion by the act of healing him, of selflessly giving him this invaluable gift. He recalled her warm green eyes and kind smile, the strength and gentleness in her touch. 
He lay back down, pressing tighter against her, curling his neck around her hip and placing his silver paw gently over her waist. He closed his eyes again and answered the garden’s plea. 
{Always.} 
 Tis now the very witching time of night,
When churchyards yawn and hell itself breathes out 
Contagion to this world.
                                     —Hamlet, Act III Scene 2
82 notes · View notes
efervon4u · 5 months ago
Text
Hey.
So I'm shit at this but...
Something's got to give so it might as well be me.
Whatever... Whatever this is. This weird ceasefire thing between y'all and me.
All of you have done good by me. Really good. I didn't wanna believe it but I don't know what else to say.
I really appreciate it. You folks are good people.
I don't give a shit what 3k was screaming his head off about it, or whatever trash fire Viktors putting onto the radio waves these days. They can talk all they want, you ACT.
You're good people. Better than a lot of people I know.
And... Well, this whole KIM net thing... I like this. I don't want to go back to how I was. I can't... I'm not about to defect or start turning around and shooting my friends in the back or some shit, but I don't wanna turn my back on you guys either so...
Can we call it a truce? At the very least?
You don't have to like me, I won't go that far, but you guys could've killed me a dozen times over, and you haven't. I... I want to trust you guys, and I'm just...
Hoping it's mutual.
4 notes · View notes
efervon4u · 5 months ago
Note
45 has a point you know.
She always has a point, but that doesn't mean she's right.
This whole thing might've been a mistake, for all I know.
5 notes · View notes
efervon4u · 5 months ago
Text
Hi if anybody needs me I'm going to go find the nearest Babau to direct impact with a thermian explosive so I feel better about this.
2 notes · View notes
efervon4u · 5 months ago
Text
HEART2HEART.CMD//EXPORT:ERROR
INCOMPATIBLE_DEVICE//ATTEMPTING_HOTFIX
ESTIMATED _TIME_OF_COMPLETION:10.5HRS
2 notes · View notes
efervon4u · 5 months ago
Note
Let me take a crack at this, if you don't mind.
I think what has you so scared, at least in part, is that it's a leap of faith.
You've been hurt before. Bad. It's hard to trust, especially after something like that. I won't lie and say I totally get you, but other people have been there before and I get it.
The easier option is to stay shut away. Keep the shields up and let all this... Whatever it is, blow over and get on with your life. Arthur actually had a similar mentality, in earlier loops. He was one of the slowest to trust, both the Hex and the Drifters themselves. He doesn't think that kind of willingness, for kindness or for change, exists here. Maybe he's right.
But if you back away, torch this bridge and go back to Scaldra, you'll just be proving Arthur right. Both about that, and what he thinks about you, that you're still the enemy.
If we really want anything to change, sometimes we have to change first.
Maybe it's time you took the first step?
I...
Maybe. Maybe.
I want to think but thinking is what put me into this mess to begin with.
Sometimes I just wish there was a straight answer, you know?
0 notes
efervon4u · 5 months ago
Note
Not to pry but is there any way we could change your mind?
I don't know.
I feel like it's something I just have to chew on.
Half measures and indecision aren't gonna do me any good, but I don't know what to do.
Make a call, I guess.
0 notes
efervon4u · 5 months ago
Note
You haven't leaked that much???
Leaked plenty.
Compromised my squad movements when I was still interlinked, I only remember the first half but I was practically live blogging the defensive arrangements at the reactor.
No way that wasn't of some help.
0 notes
efervon4u · 5 months ago
Note
. . .
You think the Hex are lying to you?
It's the most likely answer.
Far more likely than... The alternatives.
0 notes
efervon4u · 5 months ago
Text
I'm back.
One less Babau.
I'm still pissed.
0 notes
efervon4u · 5 months ago
Text
HEY
What the
FUCK
1 note · View note
efervon4u · 5 months ago
Text
I SAID HELP ME BLOCK PEOPLE NOT LEAK MY GODSDAMNED DMS
HOW THE FUCK IS THAT HAPPENING TO OTHER USERS NOW?!!??!!!??!!?
4 notes · View notes
efervon4u · 5 months ago
Note
It's a nice sentiment, I'll definitely give you that.
It's just... Hard.
I've tried before. It... It didn't work out. I don't know if I'm ready to try again but I don't know if I have a choice, and that scares me.
45 has a point you know.
She always has a point, but that doesn't mean she's right.
This whole thing might've been a mistake, for all I know.
5 notes · View notes