#ft: jongdae

[happykjd]

chennyxiu

[cstlji]

friday nights || byun baekhyun

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word count: longer than i expected

pairing: byun baekhyun x reader (ft. im changkyun)

description: baekhyun ignores you for an entire week, and you don't know why.

genre: bestfriends to lovers!au, jealous!baekhyun, mutual pining, angst-ish, fluff after lmao

a/n: kinda rushed ending (?) lmk if you guys want a part 2 or a longer version!

You and Baekhyun have been best friends ever since you both got stood up by your dates on prom night. You vividly remember Baekhyun's reaction as your dates began making out in the middle of the dancefloor, leaving you both partnerless — and almost miserable. So, you invited him that exact moment to ditch the night and have some fun of your own, basically and invitation to sit on the gutter as you eat your melting ice cream.

But, that was a story for another time - now you’re in your third year of college. Your friendship’s been that long, and you swore, the last time you checked, the platonic energy between the both of you was almost tangible. Although you had a moments when romantic thoughts about him invaded your mind.

You swore it were mere milliseconds, though – and that you didn't think about how his hands could perfectly fit in yours and, how sweet his lips would've tasted like. Nothing of that sort, really. You knew that the both of you were awfully platonic, and nothing more. You didn't want to entertain thoughts of you and him together romantically, because it would never happen. Plus, you went out on a date last week.

You and Changkyun were totally hitting it off. And you would've told Baekhyun about him, but he's been ignoring you for the past 5 days. No calls, texts, nothing. Everytime you'd visit him on his breaks, he's always be out, or busy, or just not in the mood — which rarely happened.

So, you planned to corner him into telling you what's wrong. You really had no clue, but you've got a feeling that it had something to do with you. It was your break, and you checked your phone for Baekhyun's schedule. You both exchanged schedules the beginning of the semester, which is also probably why he'd been successful in avoiding you.

There was an overlap between your schedules. His class would end at around the same time as yours would start. But you were really determined to know what the hell's wrong you could just be late to class for a couple of minutes. And after a long, painful wait — catch him, you did.

He walked out with two of his friends, who you knew as Minseok and Jongdae. It was Minseok who spotted you first. He called Baekhyun and pointed at your direction.

"Hey, Y/N." Minseok waved at you, and so did Jongdae. You smiled and waved back as Baekhyun's eyes widened.

"Go on first, I'll catch up later." He told his friends, his eyes avoiding your gaze. The two walked off after saying goodbye.

"What are you doing here?" Baekhyun held your arm, gently pulling you to the side.

"You were avoiding me for a week, what's up?" You asked, eyeing him carefully. He reached to the nape of his neck. He removed his cap, fixed his hair, and put it back again.

"I... wasn't avoiding you," he said, still avoiding your eyes. You weren't convinced, so you pulled his face to meet yours.

"There, see!" you exclaimed, "you avoided my eyes again. What's wrong, Baek?"

"Nothing," he muttered. He glanced down his wristwatch, and urged you to move. "You're literally five minutes late to your class, get moving dumbass."

"No, I'm not leaving 'til you tell me what's wrong. Is it something I said? or did? Or, like, did something happen to your family? Come on, talk to me, don't shut me out like this."

You were honestly nervous, you feared that the friendship you had would be gone in a blink if you didn't do this.

Baekhyun sighed, and met your eyes. You heart dropped to your stomach. It felt different from his usual teasing glints, there were hints of longing. His eyes glossed a little, eyes bloodshot red. You immediately reached to his face, and his eyes closed and he leaned to your touch.

"Baek," you sighed softly, "have you not been sleeping?"

"Mmhm," Baekhyun hummed, hand on top of your hand on his cheek. "Let's...talk later." His eyes met yours this time.

You nodded with a soft, gentle smile. "Of course. Come over later? Let's watch a movie tonight." Your thumb ghosted over his cheek.

"But that's for Friday?"

You swore you saw Baekhyun frown a little from the loss of touch as you retreat your hand from his cheek, but you decided you were just crazy and that it wasn't like that.

You shrug, hands on your pocket. "We could do it like, two days earlier, it's fine."

"Why? So you could ditch on me and go on a date again?" He blurted out.

You audibly gasp, earning stares from passerbys. Your hand flew to your open mouth. "What do you mean? I didn't ditch you, I asked you if it was okay and you said yes!"

"I didn't!"

"You did! I even have the text messages here if you need refreshments, dude."

"Don't dude me, Y/N," Baekhyun groaned, rubbing his face roughly. It was an a look of frustration, and you felt it was directed to you.

"Is this why you're mad at me? Because you thought I ditched you?" Your voice slightly trembled. Now you were frustrated and confused.

"No!" he abruptly said, "No, I'm - I'm not mad at you, I just, Friday nights are for us," You internally winced, because you took that in way that isn't how friends should take it as.

"And you — "

"Baekhyun-ah!" You both looked at the direction of the voice. It was Junmyeon who called out with a smile as he approached you. "Oh hey, Y/N, what's up?"

You smiled and tried to push the argument you just had at the back of your mind. "Hi, oppa."

Baekhyun sighed, "What's wrong, hyung?"

"I couldn't find Chanyeol, he told me he'd be with you." Junmyeon's lips parted a lottle, "Did I interrupt you guys?"

"Yeah, we're kinda bu—" You interrupted Baekhyun.

"We just finished talking, oppa," you glance at your watch to avoid Baekhyun's intense gaze. "I have to get to class, I'm suuuper late. See you later!" You waved Junmyeon goodbye, and turned away quickly.

You hear Baekhyun call to you as the distance grew farther. You didn't want to lose Baekhyun over a fight like this, especially when you thought of him in a different light yet again.

~ • ~

Baekhyun's heart broke a little as he looked at you walk away. He let out a heavy sigh as he massaged his eyebrows.

Junmyeon noticed. "Are you good?"

Baekhyun looked up at him and nodded yes. Junmyeon was not convinced though, but he decided not to push it. "Come on, let's meet them."

Baekhyun stayed silent. He moved on autopilot, basically just following Junmyeon's footsteps — but not before looking back to the place you once stood at.

The guys laughed loudly in the middle of the restaurant. Baekhyun and Junmyeon settled down, "Did you get food already?" asked Junmyeon.

"We ordered pasta and pizza, you could order more if you want to, though," Minseok said. "It's Jongdae's treat for missing the last get together."

"Nice."

The guys continued to talk, and joke around. Food kept arriving at their table, and everyone dug in except Baekhyun. He was staring at nothing, just picking on his food with a fork.

"Hyung, are you okay?" Jongin nudged Baekhyun. He looked up, and forced a smile.

"Yeah, of course." There was a moment of silence before Chanyeol broke the ice.

"You guys remember Changkyun?” He asked. Baekhyun’s ears perked up, the name was familiar. Too familiar, in fact. His eyebrows knitted tightly, he couldn’t help it.

“What about him?” Sehun popped a fry in his mouth. Lay tilted his head slightly.

“He’s throwing a party tonight, he invited us.”

“What’s his business inviting us? We don’t even know him,” Baekhyun bitterly spat and did not go unnoticed by his friends.

Chanyeol and Junmyeon exchanged glances with Kyungsoo, who sighed and said, “We can just not go, it’s not a big deal.”

Baekhyun just drew a big sigh and ruffled his hair. To say he was pissed was an understatement. He’d been so bothered about you dating other guys, and he hated the fact that he couldn’t even tell it to you directly.

After all, you both agreed on staying strictly platonic after having witnessed your sister and her then bestfriend get married and divorced on the same year.

“What’s with you, Hyung? You rarely act this way,” Jongin asked, eyes full of concern.

Sehun snickered, “He always acts this way whenever a certain someone’s involved.”

Minseok hummed in agreement. Baekhyun groaned as Kyungsoo spoke, “You mean Y/N?”

“Precisely,” Sehun confirmed with a smirk.

“Aren’t you strictly platonic?” Jongdae asked.

“Yes.” Sadly.

“Huh, so why are you jealous?” Kyungsoo asked.

“I am not jealous.” Lie.

“You definitely are.”

“I’m not.” Yes, he was.

“You like her, don’t you?”

“What?” Yes.

“You do!”

“What are you even —“

“Someone’s got a crush —!”

“I—“

“Just admit it, Hyung!”

“N —“

“Baekhyun —“

“I love her, damn it!”

Silence filled the table. Everyone suddenly laughed out loud after his outburst — they knew you got Baekhyun fucked up in the head and they love to see it.

Now, Baekhyun’s admitted it and there was no going back. He had avoided saying it for the longest time for the fear of it “coming true” when he knew that he had no say in his feelings from the get-go.

“Just tell her, confess, do something,” Kyungsoo said.

“That’s easier said than done.”

“Would you rather lose her to Changkyun?” Lay suddenly spoke up. Baekhyun looked at him, and he knew his hyung made a point. He had to do something.

~ • ~

Time went by fast, and it's been two days since you last saw Baekhyun. Still, no calls nor texts from Baekhyun. You were beginning to doubt your decision of avoiding the conversation — you start to think that you should've let him finish talking before walking out like that.

Is he gonna drop by tonight? It's literally friday, its — its your movie night. Or is he never gonna talk to you, and you end up losing the love of your life?

Wait, no. He's your bestfriend, so you love him, right? Its that kind of love that's purely platonic, isn't it? Plus, you had a date! And you totally hit it off, you swore to god.

Okay, maybe you lied. You and Changkyun were bonding over relationship traumas instead of building up a new relationship. You both had a cup of sweet tea, but the conversations you had left a bitter taste in both your mouths.

Changkyun also mentioned someone he liked, and was in fact, asking for advice. That's why you both set another date for tomorrow, solely for the sake of advices. Besides, you also enjoyed complaining to him about Baekhyun's annoying habits that you secretly liked.

You then pace back and forth, probably hyperventilating and on the verge of another panic attack. You bite on your nails as you watched a late night game show, or atleast tried to watch.

You couldn't focus on it. You sat down, your knees bounced up and down. So you stood, but you kept pacing back and forth. And you'd look at the television, but would later find yourself starting at the clock. You were so immersed that you failed to notice the numerous missed phone calls.

Until the door bell rang. You sprinted towards the door, opened it in one motion.

And there he was, holding a bouquet of roses. He offered a sheepish smile, and offered up the bouquet.

You didn't even realize you've been holding your breath 'til you saw him on your doorstep. You immediately engulfed him with a hug, your tears threatening to spill.

He hugged you back as he buried his face at the crook of your neck. You missed his scent, so much.

You pulled away, "I - I thought you wouldn't — "

He cut you off, "Don't go."

You look at him, confused. You wipe your tear-stained cheeks, settling your hands on his biceps. "What? What do you mean?"

"On that date," he said, eyes intensely on yours. "Don't go on that date, please."

"Well, that's for tomorrow still, I —"

"No, you don't understand. I," Baekhyun took a deep breath. "I don't just mean tonight. I mean, don't ever go on a date with another man. Please."

You were speechless as you watched Baekhyun frown in thought, trying to compose what he wanted to say.

“I,” he paused. He looked his shoes, and licked his lips in anticipation. “I get livid when I think of another man touching you, or holding your hands, and the mere thought of you kissing someone else makes me go insane, you have no idea.

“My heart races when our fingers touch, and I can’t help but want to kiss you when you do something childish. Or when you cry because of a stupid movie — I want to grow old with you, sit under a tree and watch as our children run across the fields. I — I love you. For the longest time, I’ve loved you. I love you, Y/N.”

You were speechless and shaking. Here was the man you longed for, confessing his love to you — and you couldn’t believe it. Your jaw drops, and he looked at you with great intent.

“I love you, too,” you said, tears rolling down your cheeks. “You dumb idiot, what took you so long? I kept it all in, I waited for you for so long! I —“

He captured your lips with his in the softest way possible. A moment lingers as he pulled away,

“I’m sorry for making you wait, Y/N. I —“

You pull him back in, deepening the kiss as you hook your arms around his neck — bodies flushed against each other. He dropped the bouquet, and put his hands on your hips, pulling you closer to him.

“Shut up and kiss me, baby.” You said in between breaths and kisses.

[proudahgase-exol]

Call it whatever

Baekhyun × reader Ft.( bestie Jongdae )

Summary: you have a wired relationship with Baek you don't know what to call your relationship with him. Are you dating? Are you friends? Friends with benefits?What are you

Warning: smut(not really), cussing, friends with benefits to lover? Is the even a warning?

I meet Baekhyun when I audition for a drama four years ago we become friends but we barely talk. That was until last year we run into each at the most famous club in Seoul we were drunk out of our minds and we ended up naked in his bedroom. The next day was awkward I got changed and said my goodbyes to Baekhyun. A few hours later he texted me telling me he wanted to do it again and I dumbly agree.

I started to develop a crush on him after three months into our complicated relationship. On the sixth month, he told me he had a girlfriend but he wanted to continue what we had with out anyone knowing.

And that's when I started to question this relationship.

What were we? We never hung out like friends do. We didn't act like a couple. And it wasn't friends with benefits.

I started to distance myself before I got hurt but it was never a success because every the time I try I ended up naked next to him.

I asked my best friend for advice and I only got called dumb and he said I was only being used as a sexual pleasure for Baekhyun.

"Jongdae I don't know what to do anymore what am I doing wrong? I tell myself I won't fuck him again and the next thing I know I Wake up naked in his bed. I tell my best friend as I walk back and forth in front of him

"You did this to yourself, you had so many opportunities to get out of that situation but you didn't. Now your balls deep in love with him." Dae said as he rolled his eyes

" why can't I get a man like you. Your wife is so lucky to have you. And what do I get?? I get to be some fuck buddy to some guy who's in a relationship" | said seating Down next to Chen

"You will find a man that loves you and respect's you like I love and respect my wife," he said as he ended me a water from the coffee table

" Chen sweetheart don't get my hopes up because I don't know if I am able to handle a heartbreak," I said as

I pull my phone out to find a message from Baek.

"It's him right? Well, go on. Go get fuck once again just to end up disappointed like always." He said getting up from the couch and walking up the door

I will end it tonight or try to convince him that I'm better than her." I said to Jongdae

"Sure call me when either of those happened I'll make sure my wife is there to see you making a fool of yourself," he said with a smirk

"Don't bring her into this she's a good woman I don't want her to pity me" I said looking at him annoyed

"Just come over to our place she said she did comfort you better than me." He said walking out the door.

After I got done getting ready I makes my way to Baekhyun's place. I was about to knock on the door when it opened and Baekhyun pulled me inside and slammed me on the wall and kissed me harshly.

Fuck baby I been thinking about your tight pussy I been dying to be buried in this pussy of yours." He said between kisses

"Beek no wait I-" he cut me off

"Shh baby let me pleasure you the way you like it." He said taking us to his bed

He kept kissing me until I pushed off him. I got up from the bed and fix the dress I was wearing. And sat down on their edge bed of and looked at baekhyun

“Look I think we should stop all of this I don't even know why we should call this relationship but it just needs to stop,” I said looking at him dead in the eye.

“ what why all of a sudden? Why do you want to end this? You can call it whatever but tell me why you want to end it” Baek asked walking back and forth.

“I can call it whatever? Really Baekhyun what do I want I can’t have it and you dating some I can’t do this anymore I can’t keep being your side bitch I’m so sick of this” I said getting defensive.

“What is it that you want from this then and your not my side bitch don’t ever say that” he said back angrily.

“Are you fucking serious that's what the fuck am I? Your friend I’m not. so explain shit. And what I want is to be your only one. Can’t you see I like you can’t you tell me that I’m so in love with you? Don’t you remember two months ago when I called you drunk and said I loved you?? Are you only using me for your own personal pleasure?? I asked angrily with tears running down my cheeks.

“Y/n I thought it was the alcohol and I’m sorry for not seeing your love sooner I’m so sorry,” he said seating next to me.

“ It's whatever now I think I should leave before your girlfriend get home” I send getting up from the bed

“She’s gone, I broke up with her after she found out about you she new I didn’t like her. Y/n I’m sorry for taking so long I just thought you didn’t like me that but now that I know you feel the same way can we start all over with a date and see where this takes us? I really want to try to be in a relationship with you.” Baekhyun said getting up and getting in front of me.

“ I’ll give you another chance but please this time don’t make me doubt our relationship” I am taking his hand in mine.

“ baby this time you don’t have to call it water this time you can call it a beautiful relationship between two idiots.” He replied as he leaned for a kiss.

After a few months later Baekhyun and I started a serious relationship he was a much different Baekhyun than the one I previously knew he was sweeter and more romantic. When Jongdae found out we were dating he was extremely happy but we’re d Baekhyun of hurting me.

I hope you guys liked it and I’m sorry for how bad it was I didn’t really know we’re I was going with it.

[duckydae]

[exo 2023 comeback unrealistic expectations!]

(english version) of the title track. if i'm honest i'd love a formula of love approach were just random songs on the album just happen to be in english, but i doubt it.

concepts: pirate, 1920s, royalty, pop punk (big ask)

jongdae + kyungsoo rapping

bringing back grand high-notes (let me in is a perfect example)

a proper album and not this new fourth gen eight-track bullshit where you've heard half the songs before release (sm, i am watching)

sechan singing

zb1 + exo promoting in the same time (i need a matt-xiu collab dance)

an actual world tour down the line

baekhyun's already confirmed this, but bringing back pathcode

chanbaekxiu returns in exo ladder, or give us the chingu line vs. the hyung + maknae line!

songs like "in this world"

it's live! / studio choom

it'd be a bit of a laugh but it'd love an explicit, just cause

at least one, ft. (i'd love for them to bring back key, or bibi?)

i've not being loving sm's releases as of late, the aespa album wasn't for me and 'forever one' was a bit of a let down

this is probably unlikely, but yixing, please! for godsake bring our boy back officially! i swear exo's line-up has never not been a pick'n'mix.

[randomobsessionsofa30something]

My top 20 kpop songs of 2022

Long time no see!!! It's been a while since I wrote in this blog but I thought I would come back to give you my favorite things of kpop and korean dramas of 2022. First off my favorite songs of the year!

H.M. IVE- Love Dive. Fun song. Honestly I didn't like it the first time I listened to it but it's just so catchy.

20. Mamamoo-ILLELLA. Mamamoo always brings the vocals and this is a feel good song for me.

19. Got the beat-step back. This was released in January and the lyrics left a lot to be desired but the vocals are just insane. I mean BOA, Winter, Seulgi and Wendy, is there more to say? Of course Hyo and Karina killed it too!!

18. Red Velvet-Feel my rythm. This song grew on me. At first I thought it was fun yet weird but as most Red Velvet songs I ended up loving it.

17. Crush ft. J-hope- Rush hour. Crush came back with a bang this year and you know you can count on him delivering vocals but I wasn't expecting to see him do this style of song and has a bit of a Pharrell Williams vibe. J-HOPE rap style went very well with it.

16. ENHYPEN-Polaroid love. Catchy and sweet pop song. This song brightens up my day when I listen to it.

15. AESPA-GIRLS. The fourth episode in their saga against the villain Black Mamba comes to an end with this song. And it brings everything we've come to love from Aespa: great vocals, crazy beat changes and a fun storyline.

14. JAY PARK-Bite. I've always loved Jay Park's vocals more than his rap but in this song both of them shine.

13. TREASURE-JIKJIN. I didn't know how I felt about the beat on the chorus the first few times I listened to this but once again I got hooked and became addicted to it.

12. NCT DREAM-GLITCH MODE. In some ways NCT DREAM has become my favorite NCT sub unit. They just have a great energy and this song has the right amount of witty lyrics, harmonies and a catchy chorus.

11. KEY-GASOLINE. I was about to post this entry when I realized I had left this song out of my list! I don't know why it slipped my mind when this was just EPIC and I'm not talking just about the MV. KEY has really made it this past couple of years when it comes to variety shows so without much to prove he really went all out for this year's comeback. It was almost like he saw the gap TAEMIN left and was like I'm gonna give you everything that is missing in the industry right now: bold styling choices, with a beat full of charisma and a crazy choreo. Why? Because he can.

10. SEULGI- 28 Reasons. Seulgi made her solo debut and it was amazing. For me she is a female Taemin. Not only can she execute complex choreos but she proved she is full of charisma. The lyrics of this song are dark about a toxic relationship but the beat and Seulgi's vocals make it a song you won't get tired of.

9. CHEN-LAST SCENE. If you have a beating heart this song will hit you right in the feels. The first time I listened to it I cried and I'm not a crier. He can convey so much with his voice. Our talented Kim Jongdae is back from the military so all we can do is enjoy his music.

8. WINNER-I LOVE U. I can't get enough of this silly love song. Kang Seungyoon's high notes, Jinwoo's sweet vocals and the rappers witty lyrics make this such a pleasant listen. Definitely one of my most played songs of the year.

7. TAEYEON-INVU. This dance song with off the charts vocals made Taeyeon look different to me. We all know she can sing it all but this song was such a trend and it was no surprise she made it to the top of the korean charts.

6. Zico-Freak. Zico does it all. Singing, producing, rapping and dancing. Such a fun song about being a freak in a apocalyptic world.

5. TXT-Good boy gone bad. Not gonna lie. When TXT debuted I wasn't a fan but this year they really stood out for me. And my favorite song of them is this one. I love the chorus, the attitude an the vocals.

4. KANG SEUNG YOON-Born to love you. According to Spotify this was my most listened kpop song of the year. Honestly I was surprised because the first time I listened to it I was like cute song but I wish Seungyoon had chosen more of a belter because I love his head voice high notes. But it's so addictive. Bang Yedam is a great producer and I hope he does more of it now that he left TREASURE.

3. BIG BANG-Still life. This song is bittersweet. We all expected a grand comeback from BIG BANG after their military service. Scandals and the pandemic pushed it until this year. Sadly we only got one song and as of today only GDRAGON and TAEYANG remain with YG so we don't know how long it will take to get another comeback. However the song itself is another BIGBANG master piece. The lyrics that talk about the past. My favorite part: Taeyang's vocals.

2. BLACKPINK- Pink Venom. It seems I just keep repeating myself but when I listened to this song I was put off by the chorus. Then again fast forward a month and I found myself obsessed with this song. The old school rap beats with the trendy dance beat is just crazy good and also so YG.

1. Be'O-Love me. I said this last year but I fell just like half of Korea for BE'O in Show Me The Money. And sometimes in reality shows they do great and then when they release their stuff afterwards I don't necessary love it but BE'O can do no wrong in my eyes these days. His songs tend to be straight forward and have uncomplicated beats and this feel good song just made my 2022 happier.

[happykjm]

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[happy-pcy]

[sofinur1485]

Miss them soo muchh😭😭😭❤❤❤😭😭😭

We are one

Lets Love

EXO ❤ EXO-L

[baeksoo-times]

#33: cold

On Monday, Kyungsoo comes down with a cold.

On Tuesday, Baekhyun stays over at Kyungsoo’s to nurse him back to health.

On Wednesday, Baekhyun returns to the apartment he shares with Jongdae, complete with a wet, disgusting runny nose that he wipes with the back of his hand.

Jongdae’s eyes narrow.

“Nothing happened,” insists Baekhyun nasally. “We didn’t kiss!”

Jongdae shrugs. If Baekhyun was Pinocchio, his nose would be growing.

baeksoo-times

[lq-pcy]

💌

[happykjd]

240504 e_xiu_o instagram story update

[ddadduya]

If yall can support Minhwan who got married with his wife who got pregnant before marriage then yall sure as hell can support Chen instead of demanding him to leave the group

[nainwoo]

May 6: #HappyBaekhyunDay

when you and your bff share (1) brain cell

[baekchen-express]

#64: favourite

"So, Jongdae," says Baekhyun as he presses close to Jongdae's side at the snack aisle. "Who's your favourite hyung?"

Jongdae frowns, a bag of Calbee in his left hand and Cheetos in his right. "Minseok hyung," he decides, resolutely, tossing the bag of Calbee into his trolley and putting the Cheetos back on the shelf.

It flusters Baekhyun. "What about -- your favourite friend?"

"Hm," ponders Jongdae out loud as he pushes his trolley to his next destination. "Yixing hyung."

Baekhyun squeaks, even as he trails after Jongdae. "But why?"

Jongdae shrugs. "He treats me to expensive food all the time."

Baekhyun huffs. "Okay, then, what about me?"

Jongdae pulls up before a selection of chocolate display, grabbing a Reese's, a Hershey's, and then three whole bags of Snickers. He turns to Baekhyun, and grins. "You're my favourite favourite."

baekchen-express for more

[s0ondongie]

🎤

[happykjm]

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