#fuck the idea that i was going to teach my y11s in y12 next year was really the thing getting me through huh
Text
oh boy i think i've given myself an existential crisis
#thing is i know that i could be doing better#my routines fell apart last term when i got stressed and had my period#and i haven't been able to put myself back together#and i know what i should be doing to feel better#but i just...can't#i was hoping that these holidays i would be able to get my shit back together#but i've been sick like all holidays#and i've played genshin#at least i finished babel#i love the holidays because i can do whatever#but sometimes i fucking hate the holidays because it reminds me that i don't have much going on#like i don't have a house and i don't have a partner and i don't have kids#so i just revert to my grimy self#idk sometimes i feel like i don't know who i am anymore#ik i'll have uni next year but i just lfkwjendew#i still feel directionless rn#fuck the idea that i was going to teach my y11s in y12 next year was really the thing getting me through huh#dnt rblg#personal#whatever we got a new tv bc the old one broke#and i might go and watch something#or actually i'll eat and then start nona#edit: i know that part of these feelings is bc of my perioddd fwkejne
4 notes
·
View notes
Last Seen Blogs
bunsproutss
bunsprouts🍞
o-2l-maha
"Only Go Where There's Good Vibes"
bamram88
Untitled
nanodelta
Honking your Star Rail
