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stillhaventgotmydriverslicense · 8 months

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I'm so scared, he said he likes me, he said he likes me since the day we met years ago but u said u loved me and u said forever and u said u were mine and they were all lies so what if he's lying too?

i haven't even been me since last Diwali so how can he like me now? i dont recognise the person I'm pretending to be, i hate her, she's the worst parts of u I adopted to protect myself for future yous

i regret you all the time

#also i dont think i can ever date a best friend again #getting over our relationship atleast feels possible but it almost feels like u murdered our friendship #i cant lose him as a friend #i cut off so many people to give u all my time #(which was def 100 percent my fault)#but it means i lost all my long term friends #him and peaches are kinda all i have left #if i date him and he hates me like u did then i wont have a friend #i should sleep #its 227am #i wish we handled things better #but how much can i really expect from 2 hurt kids

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