#god am i a geto apologist now bc i dont regret it

[love-marimo]

head empty. just thinking about suguru teaching you how to skateboard.

"hold my hand! hold my hand!" you frantically scream as the board starts to roll on concrete road. he laughs at you and flashes you that sweet smile of his.

"relax, i'm here." and he holds your hand as he walks with you, slowly guiding the movement of the skateboard.

"don't let me go, i'm scared." you calmed down a little as you did your best to balance yourself.

"okay, i'm not going away." he chuckled again, and you think about how you're never going to get used to that laugh of his. it's sweet. it's teasing. but it's oh so loving.

"put your other foot down so that you can push the board- yes, that's it." he guides.

"you smilin? you're liking it now aren't you?" he quips.

"i- i think i'm getting used to it now…!" you lie, because actually, you just enjoy listening to him speak. and so he gets an idea.

he suddenly lets go of your hand and pushes behind you just fast enough so you can learn to skate on your own.

"wait! no- stop, i don't know how to-! suguru!!!!" he laughs again at your whines, until you both realize you're about to hit a post.

he grabs you by your waist and lifts you off the skateboard, turning your body so you can face him. you close your eyes and braced for impact, only to be met with his strong hold.

"suguru!" you flicked his forehead and scolded him.

"i'm sorry, i didn't see the post ahead of us."

"i told you to not let me go."

"but i am not letting you go, i'm holding you real tight right now." he smiles. and you scoff, feigning annoyance. but you can't do that for long, because who can resist his boyish charm?

"this isn't what i meant. next time, give me a proper lesson, will you?" you sigh in defeat.

"oh, you sweet little thing." he puts you down and kisses you lovingly, smirking into it when it caught you by surprise.

poor skateboard, you're now forgotten by the two lovers in front of you.

ー Lolita