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charlesemersonwinchesteriii · 1 year

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Rosaria Champagne, “Law of the (Nameless) Father: Mary Shelley’s Mathilda and the Incest Taboo” // Star Trek: Deep Space 9, 2x22 “The Wire”

#incest tw #RENT LOWERING GUNSHOT POST #''I never met anyone who relished a good interrogation as much as you did.''#and then we proceed to hear a story about how Garak preferred to stare at someone for four hours straight rather than interrogate them #and THEN we proceed to watch him try to interrogate someone and not be able to do it even when he literally doesn't even have to doanything #because the anti-changeling machine basically does it for him and he still can't even watch it happen #hm. hmmmmmmmmmm #''We're both getting sentimental in our old age.''#Fathers love to tell you you enjoyed it actually. and also you're basically a fellow adult really.#it's their favorite thing in the whole world #Starky's Original Posts #Star Trek: Deep Space 9 #watch these tags look stupid after I watch Broken Link or something. whatever I'm basking in them for now.#not sorry for posting this due to the fact that I wanted to do so. however I am sorry you had to see it.#god I looked up TDIC script for this and I cannot do it anymore #NO NEED TO PRETEND. YOU'RE FOND OF MILA. AREN'T YOU? YOU DON'T WANT HER HURT DO YOU?#SICKO TELEVISION SHOW I CAN'T WAIT FOR ALL OF CARDASSIA TO GET EXPLODED BY ONE TRILLION BOMBS #GOODBYE

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eric-the-disposable-demon · 6 months

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hey uh im not coming back just yet I just wanted to say I love yall

#Also I'm kinda scared I won't be coming back #Like #I love all my moots but I just dont have the urge to post things or look at other people's posts anymore #And it's making me sad #Like I took a break for 2 days and suddenly I don't need this place anymore #Maybe it's for the best for now because I can't anymore with all the “fuck israel” posts #Like yeah I know #I know everyone hates my country #But whats going on isn't my fault #And what's going on hurt me and I lot of people I care about #And yet all I see day after day is fuck Israel boycott Israel fuck Israel boycott Israel ban Israel from the eurovision fuck this fuck that #Nothing about the people who were murdered and are still dying on my side #Nothing about the hostages who are being raped and tortured in there for half a year now #Only “bUt ThEy WeRe tReAtEd WeLL”#And loads of bullshit fake news #I'm sorry #But it's too much #And it's not my fault #So for now I'll be a bit quieter #I'll still reblog a but every now and then #But until things are a bit better I'm fucking off #Goodbye

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scionshtola · 3 months

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i miss cori already…

#goodbye curly hair…goodbye side braid…also goodbye chubby shtola 😭#i’m just being dramatic however i turned off all my mods before logging out and going from their mod hair to their vanilla hair was truly #so sad ahdjdks the rest is whatever but i’m on my hands and knees begging square for vanilla curly hair 🥺#ALSO #i didn’t realize that the version of the top i planned to use for btn that i already have is not dyeable #and it’s 3000 skybuilders scrips to get the dyable 😭#wish i knew this BEFORE i spent the ones i got from crafting ahdjdk #i need a text post tag #the next time i see cori they won’t have their cute lil face anymore but it’s fine. i’m fine.#little kid crying into the mic dot gif

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scarlettcryptid · 12 days

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i feel so silly being anxious about my ENT appointment at 930 🥴

#it's a new place new doctor so obvs im stressed #but the dr being a man 🥴🥴 it was a referral so i can't choose 🥴🥴#i think i feel especially stressed bc i have 3 issues i need to talk about and im worried he's gonna get annoyed / brush them off #i've seen an ENT about 1 of these issues back in 2012 and welp my dumb ass didn't bully my parents into letting me get the surgery so #i've been struggling w this shit all this time also i meant 2013 🧍🏽‍♀️#the other issues are my jaw popping painfully ever since july +#what the hell was the other one #fuck this is why i spent 2 hours writing shit down my memory is so SHIT #throat pain #really bad throat pain that hasn't fucked off since july 2023 #it hurts to talk n i haven't been able to sing since last summer. what if i just [rembers no say the thing because Bad] Shit myself #that one appointment in june when i couldn't see my usual doctor and i had to see this other lady this mfer said wELL i dUnNo It'S nOt LiKe #i CAn diAgnOsE yOu wITh a cHronIc SorE ThRoaT hEh #annoying ass doctor no wonder my usual doctor is always booked #pls universe pls let this doctor b a decent person who actually tries 2 help mee #🥴🥴🥴🥴#221am goodbye #scarlett.txt #negative /#WHINYYYYYYY #god i always worry i sound like a paranoid hypochondriac at the doctor's but my body really is like this Please #ugh i still have at least 3 more appointments at 3 new places this year #eye and dermatologist in dec and the other thing once i get off my ass and send in that packet #at least i don't have my monthly follow up w my pcp anymore..#unrelated but i need to buy some new masks in black #and a cardigan #okay that really had nothijgnto do with anything stfu scarlett

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moniiiii112 · 13 days

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doing maths hw at 1 am cuz ive been procrastinating and i solved everything wrong then opened the calculator for 3 times 4 oml how am i gonna pass im so serious rn

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musical-chick-13 · 18 days

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GAAAAAHHHHHHH

#I really cannot talk about this particular Discourse™ on this blog but like. my fucking GOD I am so tired.#I cannot see this 'take' anymore I CAN'T #I need to go eat something and peace out for D&D GOODBYE

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anachronistic-falsehood · 1 year

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CAN YOU GUYS FUCKING HEAR ME.

#YOUUUUU GET IT RIGHT. YOU FUCKING. YOU GET IT RIGHT.#YOU CAN SEE WHAT I’M SAYING HERE.#guy with very little self worth puts a weapon in the hand of the person he loves and demands they kill him #because he’s so convinced that he deserves it but st the same time he knows they won’t kill him. he knows they won’t bc he knows them #they’re not the kind of person to kill a man. they’re the type of person to lay down their own life for others instead #the difference is that for awesamponk this is a goodbye. this is a fuck you i don’t need you you’re terrible and i can’t help you anymore #for vashwood this is a mutual understanding. this is trust. this is we showing vash that he would die for him #grabs them both and shakes them #trigun #dsmp #whiskeys word soup

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turtleduckmocha · 3 months

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just finished vol. 9 of trimax. hiding it from my sight again i canNOT read vol 10 under these conditions 😭😭😭

#I DONT WANT TO LOSE HIMMMMM I DONT WANT TO SEE HIM DIE AGAIN #I JUST GOT HIM BACKKKK #i know i'm gonna need to finish the manga eventually but!!!!!!!! I CANT SAY GOODBYE TO WOLFWOOD #anyway yeah. a second trimax hiatus has hit the towers.#i say things (sometimes)#trigun maximum spoilers #<- the manga is nearly 30 yrs old is it even spoilers anymore

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candewlsy · 10 months

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Having q mouth and tounge ulcer on both side of your mouth is painful than a break up or any pain in the world????!!?

#FIGHT ME ULCER IS THE WORST PAIN IN THE WORLD #I JUST WANNA EAT IN PEACE 😭#CAN THESE ULCER BE GONE FR I'M IN PAIN #IM GONNA PASS OUT FROM THE PAIN #I FEEL LIKE MY WHOLE WORLD IS DYING #MY TIME IN THIS WOLRD IS ENDING SOON #IM DYING YALL #ITS A GOODBYE #I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE 💔#I NEED JUNGWON BEFORE THIS ULCER KILL ME #TO MY FRIENDS I LOVE Y'ALL 😔#MINHYUN MY HUBBY YOU'LL BE MISSED #💔💔💔💔💔#I HATE ULCER #*CRIES*#SEE Y'ALL IN HEAVEN #🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂

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piplupod · 8 months

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hello mutuals and others i have connected with here over the years, i hope u are all doing as well as u can be

#i just. want to say hi idk #i dont think i will be v active on this account for a long while still fdsjkjl #i havent even logged in on here on mobile in like. a month? idk #so i dont see notifs or anything anymore and i havent been able to keep up w anyone #so here is me hoping u are all doing as well as u can be in each individual circumstance/situation/etc #and hoping things get better if they are not okay currently #i appreciate u all and think of u all often though and hope for the best when i think abt yall #but yeah um. anyways hi. hello. and goodbye again for now fsdjkl #if u rly wanna talk or anything... well u can dm me and ask for my discord i guess fdsjkfl #i would say to just dm my selfship blog for chatting bc thats where im logged in lately but fsjdkl i dont want everyone seeing all that rly #okay farewell safe journeys etc [scuttles back into the void]#pippen needs 2nd breakfast

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zuzu-draws · 1 year

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sending lots of hugs your way :''3

Thanks, i really needed those. The shock is starting to wear off and i'm getting more and more... emotional :"D How...do they expect us to enjoy this week's Gojo episode when Gege pulled this in the manga. I didn't like to admit it but i did have a soft spot for him, damnit.

#I'm sorry but yeah i'm lowkey tearing up over him now too #re-reading his flashback sequence and getting to the point where he waves Goodbye..#I just can't #i can't hold back the tears when i get to that part..#It's stupid to cry over fictional characters i know but something about stories and becoming so well-immersed in them is beautiful #These characters act as a sort of friend and emotional support for many people around the world #and although Gojo may have not been mine i still adored him to a very big extent #I was willing to see Sukuna get smacked around for 10-11 chapters for the ending of the fight to be satisfying and to NOT have it end on #Gojo's death ; especially the brutal way he had to go; Gege really did not pull back any punches ; This was the most unexpected thing.#i'm still lowkey hoping gojo makes a binding vow ;sacrificing his limitless+6 eyes in return for getting his body healed up and to- SURVIV #That would be a great way to keep him around please Gege just..don't let him die like this..His kids need him.#Nerf him Sure ; Make him second to Sukuna in terms of being the strongest but don't actually kill him off like that ah :')#I guess this means that Gojo is my no.2 Favourite character in JJK i can't really deny it anymore #ooc #answered ask #thanks for asking!#<3 hugs for you too incase you're suffering too

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red-dyed-sarumane · 1 year

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god im so fucking happy. magu song in proseka. my fave seiyuu is the main vocal. its fun to play. this is everything to me. its not like a series song got in but theres just not a single part of this that disappoints me.

#i dont remember if goodbye sengen got in before flyer or after #but i know iyowas big song got in after they got a comm song #so im entirely willing to bet maximizer is about to be anounced for the game #which i will also lose my shit for #but for now im just like oh my god this is real #if i see any if u hating on realize we're not mutuals anymore thanks #i have to update my. profile. on proseka bc. guess what!!! they added magu!! no need to wish anymore #im emotional about this dont touch me

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saltyyetbland · 1 year

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as much as my memories and connection with the dream smp has been tainted overtime due to reasons, i still cant get myself to hate that time period and the server as it truly was what kept me creatively stimulated during covid. it is what got me back into minecraft and allowed me to be introduced to so many other creators beyond what i thought i would watch and for that im grateful. this may be bittersweet in more ways than one but i just want to say thanks for all the memories, the good and the bad, and goodbye.

#its funny cause beyond the goodbye stream i have blocked all dream smp adjacent content due to the controversies and discourse #but i just had to watch the stream cause even though i dont care that much about the creators anymore it felt like i needed to get closure #seeing technos base really did get me though and the fact that dsmp was the last server he was on... yeah that hurts #im very conflicted on the dsmp cause of all the bad that came out of that era from fans and creators associated with that #but i cant ignore that it truly created so much happiness to so many others #its nuanced and difficult to comprehend but isn't that what life is all about #so yeah goodbye dream smp and onto newer and better things in the future #dream smp #dsmp

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featherymainffins · 6 months

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Binge-reading Dungeon Meshi because it's the only thing standing between me and suicide ngl.

#it at least gave me the single molecule of mental energy required to force myself to eat at least one slice of bread #because it's like the physical energy is there sure but mentally I'm like 'noooooo I don't want to eat anything i hate food #all food tastes bad and i hate life and i want to eat nothing at all and furthermore i need to lose weight so i should starve myself'#I'm thinking that it might actually make me last until I either convince the crisis center that I'm for fucking real for real #or until my appointment with the school counselor. which idk when would be because i was supposed to go on the #2nd of April but i guess there might be holidays because he called me when i was atva lecture but i couldn't take it #because i had a lecture and he hasn't called since but I'm assuming #that hell call again and that he wants to let me know that the date is impossible #but I want to like wait and see what he says. and if he goes like 'oh actually im on a long vacay now goodbye forever'#or whatever I'll just go '...slay' and ride my ass to the hospital tomorrow.#show up at the crisis centre looking exactly like the patients with chronic pain who report pain 7 while looking unphased #like 'hello i am an active danger to myself I can't get out of bed most days; i need 16 hours of sleep to function for 4 hours #my meds have stopped working I haven't eaten anything but exactly 2 pancakes and a slice of bread in the past 4 days #and i exhibit a strong refusal to change this marked by thoughts present in people affected by eating disorders. no activity #feels fun anymore and they were marked by a strong sense of anxiety a few days ago but now i just feel nothing at all.#at this point I'm not even refusing to do any of my hobbies because im increasingly afraid of failure and its #consequences while being hunted for sport by anxiety from the opposite end telling me that i need to finish 50 masterpieces #immediately or nobody will ever like me again and they'll all see me for the talentless fraud i am. at this point i just don't care.#i don't do anything because i feel sluggish and my body is heavy and I'm so so tired and I'm tired of being awake and I can't think straight #also i think i might be going into a psychotic episode again.'#they're gonna tell me to get the fuck out of their faces anyway but it's worth a try.#like idk i feel like they might kinda listen because yesterday I guess they wouldn't have but today i have stopped caring about cars #and looking both ways. which is like. not a good sign probably. also yesterday i was still somewhat able to talk to people #even though i was in a very irritated and drained out state but today I'm feeling like if anyone even fucking attempts to talk to me #or if i hear any loud fucking sound at all I'm just gonna punch myself in the head until the pain drowns out all the sound

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shscorch1313 · 6 months

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#unfollowed a long time mutual I respected #i'm tired of how increasingly jaded and condescending they've been over the past few years #i understand their reasons for being angry at leftists #and they make a lot of valid points #but I am sick of seeing the constant down talk #it's been an increasingly frustrating factor in my deteriorating mental health #and I need a fucking break #I honestly wish them happiness and safety #because they really need it a lot right now #but I just can't view any of their blog content anymore #goodbye and good luck if you're reading this #personal rant

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sludgeguzzler · 9 months

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baby steps, baby steps... <- going back into drawing

#ive been using references a lpt and ive been experimenting with what i like to draw and the such #so far its people ! i love love drawing people #specially portraits but i think thats just bc im more comfortable with that #im gonna get better and draw full body people one day though #im getting there #oh also coloring ive been playong with coloring #i have a very specific idea of how i want to color but i need a better grip on 3d shapes and the such #its all a shading game really #but i dont know how to use colored pencils that well SO #oh i need to get a better grip on what kind of colors i like and what kind of aesthetics i want to dabble in #i have a general idea but i want ro know MORE about it so i can draw RVEN MORE of it #ik what i like though (strong shapes thick lines few colors a whole lotta silhouettes and spikes and curves)#these are aspects i see on my art a lot!#also yeah o havent been posting any of the stuff i draw i just dont feel like it anymore avdkav #i*#ik spikes look like thwy dont mix woth curves but trust me they do and its GREAT #anyways im going to sleep now goodbye #talk

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