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7ndipity · 1 year

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"As the Moon"

Vampire Namjoon x Reader

Warnings: supernatural themes, angst, implied death, blood drinking, suggestive moments, Joon's a lil obsessive

A/N: this is kinda all over the place but idk, I literally can't get my brain to focus anymore rn. Inspired by "Not by the Moon" by GOT7.

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"Swear to me not by the moon, for to love something as the moon is a terrible fate. Ever changing, ebbing and flowing with the tides. Never able to fully hold it, grasp it in your hands. It's kiss is not kind, soft and fleeting as falling snow. You will only ever be lonely."

Namjoon closed his book, staring out the window as the last rays of sunlight faded out behind the silhouette of the city.

'Finally.' He'd been waiting anxiously for it to grow dark enough to be safe to go out. Pulling his shoes on, he quickly made his out onto the street.

He pulled his ballcap lower as he passed through a particularly crowded area, keeping his head down to avoid giving faces to the passing figures, the neon glow of the city lights splashing them with artificial vibrancy. It was easier to ignore the need in the pit of his stomach if he didn't make eye contact.

That was how it always started; accidentally meeting someone's eye, the brief glimpse into their soul triggering the hunters reflex in him, flicker over his vision, canines sharpening.

He didn't mean to be that way, it truly was involuntary. Vampires were incredibly instinctual, driven by an ever present thirst.

Feeding was about far more than just satiating hunger. It was like a complete and total fusion of souls. When he fed from someone, he could feel everything they felt, be everything that they were. In those moments, he was filled with pure euphoria.

In all the years since he had become this way, he had become certain that there was nothing, no drug or liquor, that could ever compare.

But it was a drug he couldn't handle. it was too strong for him, too easy to overindulge in, and that had come at too high a price for those he took from, often costing them their life.

If he didn't care it would be easier, but he did. So now he had learned to control the hunger, surviving on tasteless blood bags. He didn't let himself get close to anyone anymore, moving about in a silent, colorless blur, living only for his work, denying himself any indulgence.

Until you.

It had seemed random at the time, but now, he believed it to be fate, when one evening he had wandered into a small, unassuming bookshop and there you were. Soft, bright, so full of color, a goddess reincarnate in his eyes.

He had tried not to be obvious at first, trying focus his attention on one book after another, only for his gaze to be continually drawn back to you. The yellow glow of the steetlight through the window caught in your hair, creating a golden halo around you as you carefully rearranged one of the shelves, somehow so ethereal in something so benign.

You had a relaxing air about you that was intoxicating, your eyes a youthful honesty that he envied. Being around you brought back a warmth he hadn't known in a long time. He felt it seep through him, like ink through paper, staining him with you.

He started coming by more and more often. The two of you would spend hours talking about favorite books and interests. You were independent and unafraid to speak your mind, making it clear that you were equally into him.

When he finally got up the courage to offer and walk you home one night, you'd immediately said yes.

It was like he'd been brought back to life again, a withered rose bush revived by the summer rain.

But just as roses had their thorns, his darkness loomed just below the surface, threatening to crack through the controlled exterior he had carefully constructed.

His attraction for you was a double edged sword. As you grew closer his hunger grew. Everything about you drew him in, your voice, your scent, your touch.

The first time you kissed, his fangs had slipped out. When you'd let out a gasp at the feeling of them scraping against your lips, he had tried to turn away, ashamed, but you wouldn't let him.

You had seen him for his true self and loved him anyway. Rather than making him more cautious, his addiction to you had only intensified.

Some nights he would just sit outside your building, staring up at your window. He understood now how Ambrosio must have felt for Selene in the Greek tale. He knew it was dangerous to get so close to you, but he couldn't let you go. You were his sunlight. To live without you was an agony he couldn't bear to face.

So, he stifled his impulses down even further. He made sure not to go too long in between feedings. It wouldn't be like the others with you, he swore to himself, he could control it, he had to.

But his resolve was tested when you invited him in one evening, removing the last barrier between him and you.

He tried to keep his composure, but could he barely focus, his hands refusing to submit to him, following your instruction rather than his.

"It's okay." You whispered, ghosting you lips over his.

"Don't say that." He groaned. You didn't know what you were saying, what you were promising, if he started-

"It's okay." You whispered again, tiling your head to the side, the bare expanse of your throat open to him. "I trust you."

He crumbled.

He pulled you in, close enough that your heartbeat replaced his, shivers of heat creeping up his spine, your scent clouding his mind.

"Just a taste." He breathed out against your neck, not sure if it was a promise or a plea, his fangs aching with need. Finally, sinking his teeth into soft flesh of your neck.

Everything that was you flooded his senses. He could feel your breath spread through his whole body as you sighed. Blinding light seemed to seep into every inch of his heart and mind, filling himself with you til he almost ceased to exist.

Your heart fluttered desperately, like a bird in a cage. He knew he needed to stop, he had to, but he couldn't. It was too much, he was drowning in you. He felt your hand slip from his as you fell limp in his arms.

He wrenched himself away, breathing heavily, freezing at the sight of you.

You were still and pale, your eyes closed.

No.

No, no, not again. His hands shook as he held you, panic rising in his chest. He couldn't lose you. He pressed his ear to your chest, listening closely.

For several long seconds, he could hear nothing, but then there it was. A faint flutter, barely audible, but there nonetheless. The little bird lived still.

Working quickly, he dragged his teeth across his wrist, pressing it to your lips. Just a few drops, that's all he needed. Not enough to change you, just enough to give your strength back.

For several minutes, it was unnervingly quiet, then a weak gasp as your breath returned to you.

Weak with relief, he collapsed next to you on the floor.

He would find a way to apologize to you once you woke. For now, he was content with listening to your breaths even out, thankful to the Fates for being kind enough to him to let him keep you.

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oraclekleo · 2 years

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Wang Jia Er / Wang Ka Yee (GOT7 / Solo) Ideal Partner Characteristics based on Tarot Reading

Hello and welcome!

I’m Kleo and I’m here to present some k-pop related tarot readings to you.

Disclaimer:

I would like to state that all these readings have a purely entertainment nature and their purpose is to bring some fun into my and hopefully yours lives. I have never ever met any of the idols / actors / celebrities in my readings, I don’t know them personally. Tarot reading isn’t an exact science and I can never guarantee any of it. Most of it is my intuition mixed with fantasy. Don’t take these readings seriously and don’t base any important decisions on tarot readings only, use your common sense.

If you wish to request a tarot reading, please read the pinned post on my profile first to see the instructions on how to request. I only do readings for idols / actors / celebrities of 18 years of age or older. Requests for readings including younger people will be automatically dismissed. If you feel uncomfortable with these tarot readings, do not engage in reading my posts. Thank you for understanding.

Reading Info:

Rating: 18+

Reading Type: Single - Couple

Requested: Yes - No

Deck: The Dark Mansion Tarot + Heavenly Bodies

Spread: Ideal Partner

Questions:

Body

Heart

Spirit

Soul

Time

Place

Zodiac

Full Name: Wang Jia Er / Wang Ka Yee

Stage Name: Jackson

Group: GOT7

Masterlist: Got7

Wang Jia Er / Wang Ka Yee

Jackson (GOT7 / Solo)

Deck: The Dark Mansion Tarot + Heavenly Bodies

Spread: Ideal Partner

Body - 7 of Cups

Jackson’s perfect match is likely someone who is able to change themselves in order to adapt to their surroundings. Their own style can be completely different from the impression they give at work. They are likely to wear one personality in front of their family, a different one for their friends, another one for coworkers. Their wardrobe is a mixture of fashion styles and they are very good at hiding their true self which they only reveal to the ones they trust the most.

Heart - 8 of Pentacles

Jackson’s ideal partner is a hard working person at heart. They know there’s no gain without the pain and long hours. They are diligent, methodical, meticulous perfectionists and if possible, they prefer to learn their craft or needed skills on their own without someone lecturing them because they have their specific ways of memorising information.

Spirit - 7 of Pentacles

Jackson’s special person is likely someone who can appreciate multiple beliefs and spiritual systems. They have studied whatever interested them and took what they found helpful and incorporated those fragments into their life in order to gain peace of mind.

Soul - King of Pentacles

Jackson’s significant other is likely a deeply loyal and steady person when it comes to relationships. They maintain loyalty even to those who hurt them, although they will never let those people know. This person is likely calm and reliable, with their feet on the ground and with a practical mindset. They don’t wait for a knight in shining armour, they don’t believe in magic, they don’t blame faith for their failures. They are responsible and caring.

Time - 2 of Swords

Jackson is likely to fall in love with this person after finally taking a blindfold off of his eyes. They are likely in his life already, he only can’t see they are meant for him. He needs to be put in front of a serious choice to realise. He might face the fact that this person will leave his life for good if he can’t make that choice.

Place - 4 of Wands

If Jackson and his significant other actually get together and decide to share a home, it will be a happy and harmonious place for both of them. They are likely to make it their shelter, keep it very private, only invite the people closest to them from time to time. Family is suggested to children might come soon after starting living together.

Zodiac Sign - Cardinal (Aries, Cancer, Libra, Capricorn)

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flurrys-creativity · 1 year

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11.56pm

Pairing: Jinyoung (GOT7) x GN!Reader; Genre: Bad boy AU, Romance; Rating: sfw, PG-15; Warnings: sneaking out at night, climbing out the window, one suggestive sentence, mention of seeing panties; Wordcount: 501

Summary: Sneaking out of your home wasn’t the easiest task. And it didn’t get easier with Jinyoung’s sassy comments.

You tiptoed down the stairs, flinching when they made a sound underneath your feet. With your breath held in, you stopped and listened to your surroundings. An inaudible groan escaped your throat once you heard your roommate giggle downstairs in front of the tv.

Silently, you walked back upstairs and into your room, pacing around the small space until your phone vibrated in your hand. You stopped and faced the display, seeing a new message from Jinyoung.

“Hurry up! Won’t wait all night for you.”

You hurried over to your window and searched for his dark figure down on the street. Only his face was illuminated from the display of his phone as he stared down at it.

“My roommate’s still awake. I can’t leave through the front door.”

Jinyoung looked up and quickly found your nervous form in front of a window, definitely appearing distressed from the whole situation. “Guess, I’ll leave without you then.”

You vigorously shook your head, motioning for him to wait, before you rushed back into your room. You gnawed at your lower lip in thought as you tried to come up with a solution.

It would be a lot easier going out with Jinyoung, if none of your friends would be so judgy about his bad boy vibes, telling you to choose someone better.

You walked back over to the window and opened it, climbing on the windowsill.

Jinyoung had leaned against a tree with his arms crossed in front of his chest, waiting for another message from you, until he saw you climbing out of the window. His eyes widened momentarily, worry flaring up inside of his stomach.

While you carefully closed the window behind you and balanced yourself on a narrow ledge, Jinyoung walked over to you.

“In what universe did you think climbing out a window in a short skirt is a good idea?”

“This one”, you whispered and held onto the gutter. “I wanted to look cute for you!”

Jinyoung scoffed in amusement and shook his head, crossing his arms in front of his chest again. “You’d always look cute. Even in some sweatpants. Hell, even with nothing on, you’d look cute.”

You whined quietly, feeling the heat burning in your cheeks from his comment.

“Maybe I shouldn’t complain though”, Jinyoung mused with a teasing tone, “after all I’m able to see your panties this way.”

“Not helping!”

Jinyoung chuckled under his breath and stepped closer to you, opening his arms for you. “Jump, I’ll catch you.”

You looked down over your shoulder, uncertainty painted all over your face. “Are you sure?”

“As sure as the sun will rise again in a few hours, love.” He waved at you reassuringly with a small smile on his lips.

Your heart leaped inside your chest and you couldn’t tell whether it was from his term of endearment or the thought of jumping from the first story. Still, a hesitant smile spread over your lips as you nodded and let go of the gutter.

Taglist: @xavi-in-kpopland

#got7writerscollective #kwritersworldnet #kdiarynet #wkcnet #kvanity #park jinyoung #got7 #got7 jinyoung #time stamp #11.56pm #kpop #idol

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bruh-changbin · 2 years

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fic rec tag game 😸

tagged by @aura-mp3 @seo--changbin @petrichor-han like a week ago and I just kept forgetting to do it so here I am now 😵‍💫

rules: recommended 5 or more of your own works that you would rec to someone asking what they should read first & explain a little bit about the work. these can be the most popular, the ones you think are underrated, or your own favorites! then tag five other writers 💗

1. read u, wrote u

smth about buff student librarian changbin wearing sweaters that can barely fit around his muscles is so yummy to me 😻 I really had a lot of fun writing this fic! it was for my spring fling collab which I had a lot of fun hosting and I’m v happy with how this fic turned out! there are some fics that you really have to grind out and squeeze your brain to finish and then there are some fics that just flow really easily which was this one 😸 also icky frat boy jisung was very fun to write

2. S.O.S - skin on skin

I have a vivid memory of writing this fic at uni while a literal snowstorm was happening outside and I was sat behind my laptop writing shit like “it’s so fucking hot let’s go to the beach” 😻 LMAO besides that this fic was also a breeze to write and im happy with it! I’m a huge fan of descriptive imagery in fics so I really tried to channel that w this one. also THANK YOUUU for all of the love on this fic it’s my most popular one and all your reblogs make me smile yas so glad you all liked sexy jakey lifeguard 😼

3. ghostface

by far my fav fic I’ve written for channie (I really need to write for him more lol). unlike the other two I kind of struggled with writing this ahhh idk I just found it difficult for some reason 😵‍💫 BUT I really love the insane got7+skz+reader friend group I had sooo much fun writing the dialogue and the dynamics of that insane friend group lol. also I remember seeing a reblog of this fic where someone said that this awoken their mask kink and let me tell you I have never been more proud

4. invasion of privacy

SO MUCH FUN TO WRITE!!!!! I wanna say this fic literally only took me like an hour or two to write (it usually takes me days to finish up a fic and be proud of it even if it’s short 😵‍💫) and it was so fun lol. I loved writing it in heeseung’s pov and describing like the inner turmoil he was facing for being a pervy roommate lol. I can’t wait to share part 2 with all of you (I’m hoping to be finished by the end of September?) and you’ll see if heeseung finally gets with hawt roomie (aka reader lmao) 😻

5. 01:19 am

short little time stamp 😸 this little fic is like my absolute dream very intimate but also very hawt and I’m a crystal whore so this really came from my heart. also the sound and smell of rain HELLOOOO my favourite thing ever. also hyunjin dyed his hair black again (I think? or is it dark brown…) so hair colour in this fic is accurate once again. overall this fic just has my favourite vibe love it

tysm yue, sage and rain for tagging me! I’m going to tag @drunkjaked @woniewhite @nyanggk @angelwonie @lix-ables @heetro @polalvsjy @lixesque more than 5 but whatever (only if you want tooooo 💗)

#not mentioned but would still like to recommend: sin city lol #hoping to get a short skz fic out before continuing my work in invasion of privacy part 2 😵‍💫#but pls partake in this tag game #hype yourself up #give yourself some love #you deserve it #sky.sms #tag games #moots 😸

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lixiebokie · 1 year

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through his lens

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idol: hwang hyunjin x reader

photographer!hyunjin x artist!reader

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chapter 1 : keep hyunjin sane

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“hey i’ve been looking for you!” y/n shouted to the boy sitting in the sand, camera in his hand capturing the waves crashing around.

“couldn’t miss the view.” hyunjin answered when y/n sat next to him raising her knees to her chest.

it was the last night at the beach house hyunjins mother owned in jeju. 4 days until they were split up off to university.

hyunjin and y/n had never been apart ever since they were little. being the same schools throughout their life, living in the same street spending every hour of every day together.

so it was no surprise when they were both accept to the same uni.

they’d be back into town with jiha and seungmin for a few days before driving down to busan.

but jisung and chan would be departing in a few hours to australia for a record deal.

it was heartbreaking for her, not knowing when she’d see her friends again.

“im gonna miss home.” hyunjin sighed making her lose her thought.

“same, imagine how ji and chan are feeling right now.”

the sun was setting, no wonder hyunjin couldn’t resist being here it was beautiful.

it reminded her of when they would be playing in the sand until late when they were brought to jeju for holidays when they were younger.

“this reminds me of when we were little.” hyunjin looked over to her. his face was lit by the golden hour.

usually dark brown eyes turned a sort of hazel colour and long blonde locks lightly blowing away from his face.

“yeah, like when i tried to teach you how to swim.”

“more like tried to drown me.” y/n scoffed pushing him away from her.

both of them sat in silence, admiring the sky in front of them.

the peace was amazing. living with jisung and hyunjin for the past 11 days meant the rest of the house didn’t get much of it.

it was nice to be quiet for the first time in a while.

“hey bitchy and whiny!” the two turned when the silence got interrupted.

it was seungmin walking up to them. how could they have guess by the lovely choice of names.

“ji and chan are leaving now.” y/n stood followed by hyunjin.

“jisung and jiha called it off.” seungmin announced walking back. hyunjin and y/n we’re shocked. they had been together since early high school so to hear this was heart dropping. “so don’t meantion it, jiha is crying in her room.”

jisung and chan were standing by the door their suitcases packed and ready to leave.

she were pulled in by chan first while hyunjin and jisung had their moment together.

him and jisung had been stuck together since they were 12. he was the first boy friend hyunjin actually made. well first friend he made other than y/n.

so seeing him leave to go become a big producer scared hyunjin.

jisung was a cocky bastard, what if he came back as a new person? hyunjin needed to stop worrying his friend would never do that.

“don’t forget to facetime me about your uni.”

“you own me a studio tour then.” y/n joked to chan as he let go.

jisung walked up to her. her and jisung were never that close even though ji and hyunjin were so close.

he looked down at his feet before pulling her in tight.

“thank you so much.” he cried out.

y/n was confused. “for?”

“everything. introducing me to jiha, helping me find my love for music if you didn’t show me got7 i don’t know if i’d be leaving today. seriously i know we weren’t close but i love you so much.” he pulled back wiping his eyes. “keep hyunjin sane for me please.” they both laughed.

chan and jisung got into the car picking them up and seungmin, hyunjin and y/n watched them drive away.

they all looked at each other. seungmin sighed walking away. “y/n i think you’re the only one who knows how to cheer jiha up.” y/n nodded. she didn’t want to go talk to jiha. she’d do it tomorrow.

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note: first chapter is always most boring sorry

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bt5bby · 2 years

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Hello 👋🏻

This will be my first post on here. These are all BTS pregnancy related stories and will all feature mpreg. (maybe on the rare occasion fpreg)

I hope this will be good. It is a little old so my writing might be worse.🥴

This first one is gonna be about Jungkookie and it will feature a cameo from the got7 boys, only at the end. It’s called Never regret. The title is shit hit let’s hope the writing is better.

Ships - Jungkook x Yugyeom (Got7), rap line

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Pregnant Jungkook, Mpreg, Gross food combination, Abandoned while pregnant, mentions of labour, Fluff, Sweet Hyungs 💖

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Jungkook had been on the floor of the bathroom for the past 20 minutes. He could hear Hoseok banging on the door, demanding he opened it, but he just couldn't move. He couldn't even take his eyes off the small stick in front of him. He sobbed harder when he heard the others calling for him.

Jungkook managed to outlast them all, the six other boys finally giving up and going to their dance practice without him. This made him feel better that he didn't have to worry them anymore, but now he felt incredibly lonely.

Slowly he lifted himself off the floor, moving to the fridge to collect a bottle of water and some snacks, then moved to his room, where he stayed until they all came back. He was in there for a good 2 hours before they returned and found him.

"Jungkook?" A voice called, he didn't pay attention as to who it was, it didn't matter in the moment. He heard whisperers outside, trying to come up with a solution. "Maybe he fell asleep." Someone said, this time he assumed Namjoon or Yoongi.

Jungkook was, at that moment, so thankful that he remembered to lock the door. He soon did doze off, nothing better to do and he was grateful that his mind didn't dream that day. He didn't want the to be reminded of anything. He welcomed the darkness.

The boys were all concerned about Jungkook for the remaining week. He seemed more quiet and anxious. They all tried to see what was wrong, but he just told them that he was going through an emotional phase and that it would go away soon.

They didn't want to believe him, but after a few more weeks, he seemed to go right back to normal. He was playing along, joining the others in whatever they were doing. The only thing that changed now was his physical contact.

The boy used to be so cuddly that it was usually hard to get him off, but now he distanced himself from most affectionate contact. He hurt Jimin's feelings once when he rejected a hug, claiming 'he just didn't feel like it'.

Everyone seemed to forget the scene of him crying in the bathroom and Jungkook was thankful for that. It had been a super stressful time for him, but he finally saw reason.

He might not be able to be with his band forever, but now while he had them, he was going to make the most of it. He didn't want to act fake around them, so he allowed himself to go back to how he was, with just a few reserves.

It made him feel better, back to normal. His friends fell right back into their same old rhythm, playing about, joking about silly things. They would all gather together after a practice session to go get food and Jungkook loved it.

No one questioned when he started to eat more. They thought it was weird that there was now some food he avoided like the Black Plague, but "tastebuds change", Seokjin told everyone and they all accepted that too.

Everything was going well for Jungkook, until he started showing. He convinced himself that it was fine, he could hide it with baggy shirts and he would just have to stay away from physical contact even more. Easier said then done.

The shirts were simple, he already owned many baggy clothes, he liked wearing them so that was nothing unusual, but he wasn't sure how he could minimise the physical contact even more without it looking suspicious.

Not to mention they had several things going on lately. He was thankful that he had gotten most of the album promotions over, and now he was just preparing for concerts. However the one day when he had a big photo shoot on for the concert, seemed to really push the boundaries.

"Kook-ah! It's time for your wardrobe." A stylist called. He gulped seeing the tight pants and the fitted shirt. "Ah, do you think you have anything not so fitted?" He asked nervously.

The girl looked at him confused. "No, this was your set outfit from our fitting three months ago." Before he even knew. "I know, but I just... I had a big lunch yesterday and now I'm a bit bloated." He lied.

The girl looked at him with a suspicious face. "You know you're not supposed to have lots of food before a shoot. What were you thinking?" She scolded. Jungkook bowed his head, anxiety flushing his face pale.

"I think I have a bigger pair of pants, the shirt will just have to be enough though." She said. He was thankful, but still worried about the shirt.

"Maybe..." he said after getting dressed into the bigger pants, which thankfully covered his growing middle, "I can wear the shirt out, and then wear this jacket." He smiled, throwing on a jacket he found lying about.

"That's for Taehyung." She shook her head, but Jungkook was going to convince her. "I know, but it looks good right? Like come on, Tae can have the vest or something. He loves vests." Jungkook smiled, hoping it would make her give in.

"Hey Kook?" Taehyung said as he joined the two in the change room. "Isn't that my jacket?" He frowned looking at the younger. "Ah yeah, but it looks good right?" Jungkook gave him the look, hoping he would agree.

Yeah, it looks good, but..." he started but Jungkook smiled and wrapped his arm around his shoulder. "You want to wear the vest right? You said you liked it."

Taehyung frowned turning to the vest. "Well I do like it bu-" Jungkook nodded, giving his a firm smack on the chest. "So I'll wear the jacket and you wear the vest. Problem solved." He smiled at the stylist. Taehyung opened his mouth, but Jungkook just smiled brightly at him.

The singer frowned at the younger, but sighed. "Fine." He picked up the vest and left to put it on. "Fine Jungkook, you can wear the jacket." The girl also gave in.

Jungkook felt a wave of relief wash over him and then left to the makeup room. The shoot went along fine, but Taehyung didn't really speak to him much for the rest of the shoot.

He felt bad, but he had to do it. They couldn't know yet.

Another few weeks he managed. It was while they were at the dance studio. He couldn't avoid that. He had to dance and honestly, he enjoyed it too much to let it go. That didn't mean it was the right thing to do though.

His doctor had told him that he should stop most intense physical activities, but he just couldn't. Everyone would know something was up if he stopped dancing, or even slowed down a little.

Hoseok was pushing them to get this new choreo down before they were supposed to start their next tour. They had already been practicing for 3 hours and he was getting really tired.

Jungkook watched as the others moved to their bags, grabbing bottles of water to rehydrate. He sighed, catching his breath and then began to move to get a drink as well. He took a step but his legs felt like jelly.

Jungkook's legs buckled under him and he gasped as he fell forward. Thankfully Jin was in front of him, turning quickly and catching the youngest. Jungkook clung onto Jin shirt tightly, thankful that he didn't hurt himself.

"Are you ok Kook?" Jin asked nervously. Jungkook nodded. "S-sorry, I just tripped on my feet." He said. Jin chuckled at his clumsiness and nodded. He helped him back into his feet properly and then moved to the side.

Jungkook grabbed a drink quenching his thirst. He calmed himself down, feeling slightly on edge after nearly falling and gave himself a good 10 minute break. The others all moved about talking or practicing again before Hoseok called them all up.

"Kook, you ready?" Namjoon asked, looking at the boy still sitting on the bench. Jungkook sighed. His feet were killing him and his back was starting to ache. He knew this wasn't a good idea, but he couldn't be suspicious. He wanted to be around for as long as possible.

"Yep." He called. He stood up and moved to the starting spot. They began once again making their way through the dance. It came to Jungkook's chorus part and he slid to the middle.

The others moved around him but Namjoon's foot got caught, tripping the youngest. Jungkook stumbled, falling back into Jin, this time both boys fell to the floor hard.

"Shit!" Hoseok exclaimed looking at the two. Jungkook yelped, mostly in shock. He hadn't hurt himself and Jin took most of the fall, but the action shocked him.

Everyone quickly moved to his aid, watching the youngest burst into tears. "Are you hurt?" Jin asked sitting up, lifting the younger with him. He checked over him.

"It's ok." Jimin cooed looking at the boy while Taehyung brushed his hair. Jin ran a hand over Jungkooks body, trying to find the sore spot when he felt his tummy. Jungkook's breath hitched feeling a hand on his bump.

Jin's eyes widened looking straight at the boy in shock. Jungkook stopped his crying and quickly tried to move away from his Hyung, but Jin held him tighter, lifting his shirt up.

"Don't!" Jungkook shouted, but Jin had already lifted the fabric. The eldest stared down at the rounded tummy in front of him, mouth falling open.

"J-Jungkook?" He asked looking at the boy. Jungkook ripped away from the eldest and quickly got to his feet, moving away from everyone.

"What is it?" Jimin asked, looking between the two, but they weren't listening. "You... you're-" Jin started but Jungkook cut him off. "Don't say it!" He yelled.

The others watched the two boys carry on and felt confused about what was happening. "What is going on? Jin?" Namjoon asked looking to the eldest.

Jin ignored him as well, not taking his eyes off Jungkook for a moment. "Hyung, please forget it. It's not what you think." Jungkook begged, pleading with the eldest.

"Tell us what is going on now." Hoseok said, starting to feel left out. Taehyung frowned watching the two. He knew it had something to do with Jungkook and his shirt. He figured the boy had gotten a tattoo without anyone noticing.

He was curious and didn't like the secret that was clearly being kept by Jungkook. He moved to the boy, not giving Jungkook enough time to react. He grabbed the shirt and lifted it, revealing not what he thought.

A series of gasps were heard through the room, everyone looking at the youngest. "Get away!" Jungkook screamed, pulling his shirt from Taehyung's hand. The others all stood frozen, not believing their eyes.

"Jungkook?" Namjoon asked, looking at him shocked but his voice was calm and that made Jungkook more scared. "I'm sorry! I'm so sorry!" He cried, bursting into tears, hands moving to cover his face.

Jungkook felt overwhelmed with emotions. He felt so scared that his Hyungs were going to yell at him, judge him, kick him out. He didn't know how they were gonna react. He really wished he had more time to sort things out before he told them, but he couldn't predict this.

"What is happening?" Jimin asked. He understood but it hadn't really sunk in yet. "Who did this to you?" Yoongi growled. He didn't care why it happened, he needed to know if it was consensual or not. "Did someone force you?"

The young boy looked at his friends, tears streaming down his face. "No, I wasn't forced." He cried slightly harder. The six boys stayed quiet for a moment, taking in the information. "He told me he loved me. He was nice and he treated me good." Jungkook sobbed.

Jin felt horrible for his dongsaeng. He moved to Jungkook and wrapped him in a hug, holding the weeping boy to his chest. "Tell us what happened Jungkook." Namjoon looked to the youngest with soft eyes.

The small boy sniffled, trying to calm his sobs. "I met him when I was out with Eunwoo, Yugyeom and Bambam. He showed interest in me so we had a few drinks." Jungkook hiccuped through his words. "We went on a few dates on my days off, but he told me he didn't want people to know he was dating an idol." Jungkook looked up slightly, watching his friends. "He said it would complicate things."

The boys frowned. They could already see where this was going. "He invited me back to his place one night and we had sex. It was sweet and soft. I thought he was perfect." Jungkook's lip wobbled as he continued to explain. "He never told me that he wasn't going to use a condom though."

Jungkook heard Yoongi audibly growl, watching him scrunch his fists up. "I asked him why he didn't wear one but he said he forgot." He heard Jin sigh above him and felt like an idiot. They all knew that he had been taken advantage of. The man used his nativity to play games.

"Have you told him?" Jimin asked softly. Jungkook hiccuped again, holding back his sobs. "I went to his house and he told me I was a liar. He said it wasn't his and that I was a whore who probably slept around with others." He felt Jin's hold on him tighten.

Jungkook looked up at all his friends. The boys hated seeing his big brown eyes full of tears, his face bright red from crying, his expression covered in hurt. "I just wanted to spend the last couple of months being normal together with you all before I had to leave. I didn't want my feelings to impact the way we spent our time." He lowered his head in shame, waiting for the yelling to start.

"Oh Kookie." Jin whined, turning the younger to look at him. "I'm sorry Hyung. I know I'm a fuck up." He sobbed, but Jin shushed him. "You're not a fuck up Kook." Jin said. The others all moved closer to him. "You just made a mistake. Things happen." Namjoon smiled.

Jungkook looked up at the leader. "But I have ruined everything." Jungkook whimpered. "You haven't ruined anything Kookie." Hoseok moved a hand to wipe his cheeks. Jungkook looked at the others. He was most nervous about Namjoon and Yoongi's reaction and it showed on his face as he looked at the two.

Namjoon took a deep breath and grabbed the younger pulling him into his arms for a tight hug. "We are not angry with you Jungkook. We wish you told us sooner." Yoongi said looking at the younger clutching at Namjoon's shirt like a baby.

Jungkook frowned. "I was scared. I didn't want to be kicked out and left alone. That man turned scary once I told him and I didn't want him to hurt my..." he paused for a moment "my baby." Jungkook chuckled softly for a moment.

"What?" Taehyung asked looking at the boy with furrowed brows. Jungkook sighed. "It's just the first time I've said anything about it." He said glancing down to his bump. "It's the first time I've acknowledged that I'm..." he took a shaky breath. "I'm pregnant." His voice quiet.

"It's ok Kookie, it's gonna be ok." Jimin smiled at him, moving to rub his back. "How though?" Jungkook asked, looking at the elder. "I-I don't have anything now. I don't have anyone, I won't have a job. I don't think I can work a normal job." He shook, beginning his panicked crying again.

"You won't need a job Kook." Namjoon said. "How am I supposed to look after this baby then? I have no one." Jungkook pulled away from everyone. He felt too smothered by the six boys around him. "You have us." Jin said.

Jungkook scoffed. "You're straight Hyung. You, Jimin, Tae. Namjoon, Yoongi and Hoseok are already in a relationship. No one will have time for me." Jungkook felt his heart ache at the truth in the words. He knew he couldn't rely on them. They wouldn't want him.

"No way Kook. Of course we have time for you." Taehyung reassured. "We would never leave you alone, especially now." Jimin smiled kindly. "You can even join Namjoon, Yoongi and I." Hoseok spoke gently, the two others nodding. "We would love for you to be with us Kook." Yoongi finished.

Jungkook glanced to all of his Hyungs, feeling so emotional. He figured it had to be the hormones right. "You would be willing to raise a baby that wasn't yours?" Jungkook asked nervously.

"Absolutely. That baby is apart of you isn't it. You're apart of our family so, so is the baby." Jin grinned, brightening the mood slightly. "I would happily sacrifice my life to raising a baby with you." Taehyung added. "It's what best friends are for." Jimin finished, wrapping an arm around Taehyungs shoulder, both boys looking to the youngest with affection.

Jungkook couldn't believe his friends would do that for him. "R-really?" He stuttered. The others all nodded without hesitation. "We are with you all the way Kook. This is our baby now too." Jungkook felt warmth from Hoseok's smile as if the sun was finally shining on him again.

"What do I do about work though? Big Hit is going to kick me out soon." Jungkook pouted. Namjoon took a step forward, easily falling into his leader roll again. "They won't. They'd have to deal with all of us and we are far too big for them to lose now." The others murmured in agreement.

"Hyungs will look after everything Kookie. You just focus on raising that baby healthily." Jungkook blushed, moving his hands down to his bump. Jin took a step towards him, reaching an arm out. "Can I feel again?" He asked. Jungkook nodded, moving his own hands to allow the elder to touch him.

Jin lifted up the shirt and Jungkook chuckled at his Hyungs expression. "It's so weird to see you without abs." He smiled and Jungkook pouted. "I know. That's the worst part." He said jokingly. The others all laughed too.

"Oh Kook, are you ok after the fall? We should get you to a hospital or something." Hoseok quickly worried. The youngest shook his head though, calming the dancer. "No it's fine. It didn't hurt, I was just surprised. That's why I cried." He admitted. "That and hormones."

Soon Jimin joined Jin, feeling the bump on Jungkook's front and after a few more minutes, everyone was having a feel. "I can't believe your really pregnant." Taehyung said looking up at Jungkook, from down by his belly. "I know right. Who'd of thought?" The younger smiled.

They talked to company the very next day, Namjoon convinced them that it would be easier if they did it sooner. Bang Si-hyuk was surprised to say the least, but after a lot of convincing by Namjoon, and some well placed crying by Jungkook, he allowed him to stay and even made it so the boys would now go on holidays instead of another tour.

He promised them that they would only have to work for another month before they could have time off. Jungkook was so relieved. His heart was going to burst out of his chest waiting upon what the outcome would be.

"Thank you so much sir." He sobbed into his bosses arms. The big man gave a chuckle and wrapped his arms around Jungkook. "Mistakes happen. This one is just a good lesson learned isn't it?" He looked down and Jungkook nodded furiously.

They left the office, Jungkook was ready to start his next practice for their performance but Hoseok stopped him. "No Kook, no more practice for you. Everyone will have the day off today."

Jungkook frowned. "But the songs. We have to practice." He urged. "No we don't, especially you. We will just change the choreography. We will do the songs standing still. It will show off our vocal skills more anyway." Hoseok announced.

Jungkook felt so bad for ruining his friends performance. "But you worked so hard on it." His eyes starting to fill with tears again. "It will be ok. We can do it again a different time." The youngest's lip wobbled, feeling guilty.

"I'm sorry Hyung. I didn't mean to ruin it." The others quickly stepped in to calm him down. "You didn't ruin it. We all decided it would be easier for you." Yoongi blabbered.

"Come on let's go home." Jin said ushering all the boys out of the building, hoping no one would see the Maknae crying.

The boys had spoilt Jungkook ever since. He could ask for anything and they would give it to him. He was waited on hand and foot and he loved his Hyungs so much more because of it.

"Kookie did you take your pills today?" Jin called from the kitchen. Jungkook shook his head, toothbrush in his mouth. He spat the white minty foam out and quickly padded to the kitchen as best as he could. "Not yet Hyung." He called to the elder.

"Well here, take your pills and I'll make you some porridge." Jungkook whined. "I don't want porridge anymore. I want something good." Jin turned around to stare at the boy with a scowl. "I want some coffee with some sushi and a whole lot of chocolate to top it off." Jungkook stomped his foot.

At the sound of whining, Namjoon and Yoongi entered the room. "What's going on?" Joon asked. Jin frowned, moving his hard gaze to the others. "Jungkook doesn't want my cooking." Jungkook pouted. "It's not your cooking Hyung. I just want to eat like I used too."

"Well you can't. You lost that privilege when you got pregnant." Jin frowned. Jungkook's face dropped hearing the words leave Jin's mouth. Jungkook felt his lip wobble so he turned around to try and hide it from the others, but Yoongi was right there, pulling him into a hug.

"Hyung, that wasn't nice." Namjoon scolded Jin. The eldest sighed and ran a hand through his hair. "I know. I'm sorry Kook, I didn't mean it to sound like that." Jin apologised. They all heard the younger boy sniffle against Yoongi's shoulder.

"I know Hyung." Jungkook mumbled out. "I'm just upset because it's true. That's how I feel and it just hurt to have it be said by someone else." Namjoon watched as the eldest deflated. Jin felt guilty and upset that he'd been mean to their Maknae.

"I'm sorry Kookie. I didn't mean to be so mean. I just want you to be healthy and safe, for yourself and the baby." Jungkook pulled away from the rapper and looked up. "I know Hyung. I forgive you." He smiled and the others were amazed that the only sign that he had been so upset was the little tears on his cheeks.

"Come here baby." Jin said, pulling the youngest into a hug. "You can eat whatever you want, so long as it's not a no no from the doctor." Jin felt Jungkook smile against his chest.

"I want..." the boy frowned, it was harder to decided on what to get when you have finally have access to everything. His eyes went wide when he finally made a choice. "Oh I want an omelette." He smiled. Jin nodded instantly, "I can do that."

15 minutes later a plate was set down in front of the small boy. "There you go, one omelette, ham, cheese and mushrooms in the middle as requested." Jungkook bounced happily on his seat. "Want some sauce Kook?" Yoongi offered bringing over the bottle of tomato sauce.

The boy shook his head. "I'll get it." He jumped up, rushing to the pantry. The others furrowed their brows watching him dig around for something. When he turned around their jaws dropped. "Jungkook, I don't think that's a good idea." Jin shook his head.

The younger ignored him, sitting back down and starting to undo the lids. First was a big scoop of peanut butter, chunky, then some soy sauce, a glob of sour cream and to finish it off, sprinkles. "That's gonna make you feel sick Kook." Namjoon added.

The small boy wasn't even listening to his Hyungs. He took the first mouthful on his fork and moved it to his mouth, opening wide to fit it all in. The moan that came from his mouth almost sounded dirty to the others. "So good." He said around the food in his mouth.

Jin sighed and looked at the other two, who were just as disgusted as he was. "Only 4 more months of this." He sighed.

"Hyung!" Jungkook called. He was lying on the couch, feet resting after a long day. Six men appeared quickly, ready to answer anything he needed. "Yes Kook?" Yoongi asked. The younger boy looked up at his Hyungs. "I'm lonely. I want a hug."

The others all cooed at the younger, moving close to him. "I only want Hobi Hyung." He said, grabbing the smiling boy. The others faces dropped, watching as the youngest clung to the dancer who he yanked to the couch with him.

"Hobi doesn't even give good hugs." Jimin pouted, stomping his foot. Hoseok shot him a foul look, mentally remembering to kick Jimin once he's free from this hug. "Yeah he's so boney." Tae finished. Another name on the list.

"He's perfect. Just the right amount of warmth." Jungkook smiled. Namjoon and Yoongi chuckled. "We'd have to agree, Hobi gives great hugs." Namjoon said, Yoongi nodding beside him.

A moment later they heard a groan. Hoseok quickly pulled away from the boy under him. "What is it Kook?" He asked, seeing the boys face scrunch up. "He's kicking me again." Jungkook whined. "It's really hard now, and right in the ribs."

Hoseok immediately moved his hands to Jungkook's seven month belly and began to rub circles around it. "Take deep breaths baby." Jin said from the doorway. Jungkook let out a shaky breath, feeling overwhelmed.

"I honestly think he's trying to kick his way out of me." He whimpered, eyes filling with tears. "Oh Kookie, he's not meaning to hurt you. He's just excited." Taehyung cooed. "He just loves cuddles from his uncle Hobi." Yoongi added.

Jungkook chuckled softly until another big kick came. He chocked slightly on the air and coughed. "It hurts." He cried. The others felt helpless. They couldn't stop the baby kicking, they could only watch while the younger boy suffered.

"Oh." He gasped quickly. He tried to sit up, holding onto Hoseok, but his belly got in the way. Jin rushed over to help him sit up. "I need to pee, quick." He said. They knew the baby must have been kicking his bladder.

"I got it." Taehyung said once Jungkook was on his feet. He quickly wrapped an arm around his waist and helped him waddle to the bathroom.

The others watched as the two youngest left. "We should move him back to his room and let him sleep. It will help." Namjoon suggested. Jin agreed, telling Jimin to set up the bed in his room as it was the biggest. "Make sure you get the pregnancy pillow from his room and grab his stuffed bunny. He's been sleeping with it much more often."

Jimin scurried off to fix the bed up and soon the two came back. "Ok Kookie, we are gonna move you to my room. You can have a nap ok?" The younger pouted but nodded. Taehyung began to help him move to the room, Namjoon joining on the other side to help.

They got him to Jin's room where Jimin was placing the bunny on the pillows. Namjoon and Tae carefully set him down, helping him get into a comfortable position. Jimin tucked the pillow under his big tummy, taking the weight off his front and he sighed, relieved his back was no longer aching.

"Where's bun?" He said, looking around. Jimin handed him the stuffed bunny and he cuddled it close, burying his nose into it. He told the others the smell was comforting, so they left him.

"Wait I still want Hobi Hyung to cuddle me." He said. Namjoon nodded and called out to the other. "Hobi, Kook still wants you to cuddle him." He yelled down the hall. The dancer appeared seconds later, not wasting anytime and cuddling the younger in bed from behind, laying a hand over his tummy.

Jungkook smiled and snuggled closer. "Ah it feels better to be off my feet, they hurt." He sighed. Taehyung moved to the end of the bed grabbing his foot. "I'll rub them for you. They look pretty swollen." Jungkook just hummed, giving Tae the okay.

"Good night Kookie, sleep well ok?" Namjoon smiled, giving him a kiss on the cheek. Jungkook smiled happily at the affection and slowly started to drift off, the kicking dying down to just a soft movement. He could get used to this pampering.

Jungkook couldn't bring himself to regret keeping his baby. He never heard from the man again, not that he wanted too. His Hyungs were all he needed.

When Jin had finally started seeing a girl, he made sure she was 100% ok with the fact that he had a little brother he needed to take care of. Jimin ended up with Namjoon's sister, the two always accepting of the younger. Taehyung was still just playing around. He liked the idea of love, but he could only keep it going for a few weeks until he was bored.

This worked out perfectly well for Jungkook thought. Every night he would come back and shower the younger in the affection he couldn't release anywhere else, and finally Namjoon, Hoseok and Yoongi. The three boys had Jungkook move out with them once the band disbanded, everyone moving out of the dorm.

He loved living with his Hyungs. They help him with his baby boy, treating him just like their own and when the three came to him explaining that they couldn't carry their own babies, he happily agreed to be a surrogate.

Jungkook looked upon the next three years of his life with joy. He would be helping his best friends, brothers even, become parents. He could never regret it.

Even if he had forgotten how painful birth was, he couldn't hate it. Not when he bumped into one Kim Yugyeom, coming in for his last trimester check up with his Got7 Hyungs.

"Yugyeom, I didn't know you were pregnant." Jungkook smiled, Namjoon helping him lower himself into the chair in the waiting room. The boy frowned, looking down at his hands. "Yeah, I didn't want everyone to know. It's kind of embarrassing." He admitted.

Jungkook frowned looking at him. "Why?" He asked. Jinyoung laid a hand on the youngest's back, rubbing it softly. "He had a boyfriend, but when he got pregnant the guy ran off. Didn't even give it a chance." Yugyeom cringed as Jaebum spoke.

Jungkook's jaw dropped. "No way!" He said a little too loudly. Yugyeom looked to him and saw him smiling. "The same thing happened to me. It was 7 years ago now though." Yugyeom's face lit up slightly. Yoongi stepped out from behind Hoseok with the little boy. "This is my baby, Kanghyun." Jungkook smiled, taking the small boy and placing him on his lap.

"Really? He's so cute. He looks just like you." Yugyeom smiled. "He's my world now." Jungkook chuckled giving the little boy a kiss on the cheek. "It can be hard when you feel like you have no one, but once the baby arrives, they change everything." He smiled.

Yugyeom looked up with teary eyes. It was the first time he felt happy about being pregnant. "Whose is the one in there? Where is your husband? Or are you with the boys?" He asked.

Jungkook chuckled, looking down to his baby bump. "Well actually, this is for the boys. I'm just carrying for them now." He said proudly. "Jungkook's being induced today because even a Yoongi baby doesn't want to wake up from a sleep it would seem." Namjoon chuckled.

The others chuckled as the eldest frowned, glaring at the youngest rapper. "D-do you think we could meet up at some point Kook?" Yugyeom asked, anxiously.

"Absolutely. I would love that. Call me anytime." He smiled. A nurse came out calling for Yugyeom, ending their conversation, but once both boys had promised to contact each other, they all left feeling much better.

Jungkook helped Yugyeom through all of his labour, giving tips and tricks as he had now gone thought it twice.

Jungkook couldn't regret getting pregnant the first time. It gave him the light of his life, his baby. And if it wasn't for his first baby, he would never have agreed to be a surrogate for the others. And if he never agreed to be a surrogate, he would never have met his future husband.

The two boys, pregnant by deadbeats, found comfort within each other and eventually ended up together, happy after all the odds.

Nothing to regret.

#pregnant Jungkook #sweet bt5 boys #Jungkook x yugyeom ending

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burrito mei changsu for @ineedarendezvous

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Little Mushroom Audio Drama Trailer [ENG SUB]

Synposis from 猫耳FM:

Do not go gentle into that good night, do not peacefully surrender to extermination.

Earth's magnetic field disappeared, mutated organisms invaded, the end of the world is near. A little mushroom from the Abyss makes its way into a human base on the search for the spore it has lost, and runs into The Arbiter Lu Feng. One human, one not, they meet at the end of the world and get to know each other, and together they walk into a future in which the only thing certain is uncertainty…

Ask anyone who has listened to Little Mushroom's audio drama and it is almost certain that they will tell you that it was one of the best produced audio dramas they have ever had the pleasure to experience.

You can find the whole thing - with English subs even - on 猫耳FM/missevan, so if this piece of media has ever been on your radar (and even if it hasn't!), let this be the sign that you should join this pit.

I haven't seen any translation of the trailer, so I took a stab at it. Excuse the violation of the maximum recommended CPS count, but there wasn’t much I could do about it... you might need to pause the video at times :P

Some notes on this translation under the cut.

Because I am both lazy and hate articulating my thoughts, this will not so much be me providing much actual insight on translation choices than just some disjointed notes on the back-translation process of Dylan Thomas' poem "Do not go gentle into that good night".

An overly literal back-translation of the Chinese poem:

不要温和地走入那个良夜。// Do not go gentle into that good night,

我们应在日暮之时燃烧。// We should burn in the hour the sun sets,

怒斥、怒斥光阴的消逝。// Rage, rage at the vanishing of time and light.

尽管智者深知黑暗终将到来。// Even if the wise are fully aware that darkness will inevitably come.

尽管他们的话语无法再迸发出闪电。// Even if their words are unable to make lightning burst forth again.

不要温和地走入那个良夜。// Do not go gentle into that good night.

在这悲哀的山巅。// Here, on the sorrowful mountaintop.

请用你的眼泪诅咒我、祝福我。// Please curse me, bless me with your tears.

不要温和地走入那个良夜。// Do not go gentle into that good night.

Notes on the Chinese translation of the poem:

The refrains (“Do not go gentle into that good night” and “Rage, rage against the dying of the light”) basically map one to one to the English original, which makes it easily recognizable as Dylan Thomas’ poem

This makes the other changes feel very much like deliberate choices on the author's part, even if they do leave me puzzled

No references to the gendered figures (wise men, my father)

In the second verse, 尽管 is repeated for emphasis where it wasn’t in English

Why is the line 在这悲哀的山巅 so much shorter than all others? The original English poem has 10 syllables per line, but the Chinese one is…just whatever. No discernible structure here, only vibes

山巅 (mountaintop) where in the English it’s an unspecified “height” and can be read metaphorically, while here it is very much a physical location. (I mean, of course it could be read metaphorically as well in Chinese but there are many other words you could have chosen that do not have "mountain" in them.) Might or might not have been a deliberate choice referencing [spoiler] Base

I thought it prudent to back-translate the poem since there are some changes and they aren’t that minor.

Back-Translation process:

Pretended the original didn’t exist and translated it off the Chinese alone

Compared it to the original and modified it so that it still stayed 95% faithful to the Chinese while calling back to the original

Tried to keep the ABA rhyme scheme and felt powerful af when I managed to make the 2nd line in all the tercets rhyme

Squished or stretched the lines into 10 syllables, while still keeping as close to both Chinese and English as possible

Despair. Because at this point I should maybe just have used the original poem or gone for a freer translation, what am I even trying so hard for when this comes nowhere close at all to the original

What I ended up using in the subs of the AD Trailer, ABA ryhme scheme, 10 syllables per line if you squint*

不要温和地走入那个良夜。 // Do not go gentle into that good night.

我们应在日暮之时燃烧。 // We ought to burn the hour nightfall nears.

怒斥、怒斥光阴的消逝。// Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

尽管智者深知黑暗终将到来。 // Though the wise know darkness will bring its blight.

尽管他们的话语无法再迸发出闪电。 // Though their words no longer fork lightning fierce.

不要温和地走入那个良夜。 // Do not go gentle into that good night.

在这悲哀的山巅。// Here, on top of sorrowful mountain's height.

请用你的眼泪诅咒我、祝福我。 // Please, I ask, curse me, bless me with your tears.

不要温和地走入那个良夜。// Do not go gentle into that good night.

*and pronounce hour with 2 syllables

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#year in review #well a lot of this is unexpected #last year was nif posting #and this year rly was halposting #though honestly 68 is less than i thought it'd be #i really want to know what the other tags were i used >_> didn't tag less than last year but a wider variety of things #or maybe I just rambled in the tags more #also HOW is the longest tag the one it is

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daintydoie · 1 year

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right where you left me

pairing: im jaebeom × park jinyoung (got7/jjp)

wc: 10.3k || 4/4 chapters

tags: post-break up, exes, friends to lovers, past relationship(s), flashbacks, fluff and angst

language: english

excerpt from chapter 1

The sun reaches its highest point on this chilly Saturday afternoon. Although there aren’t an overwhelming number of cars today, Jinyoung makes an effort to leave his house earlier than usual. He hasn’t seen his family in around 4 months due to his incredibly busy job, and him and his sisters made a bet on who could get to their parents’ house first. With an overnight bag in the passenger seat and his hands on the steering wheel, Jinyoung drives through the high rise buildings and billboards.

He reaches the main bridge that connects the city to the small towns in the countryside. It’s been a while since he passed this bridge, fewer cars here than he expected. After a couple more minutes, he sees his old hometown.

Although Jinyoung came to visit many times before, his hometown still gives off a timeless feel. The grass green and well kept, the simple rustic style of the houses, the neighbourhood children biking with their friends outside. It seemed like most of it stayed the same, minus the residents perhaps. Jinyoung drives past the other houses, as if he was in his school bus coming back home. He finds a house with a dark brown exterior and parks in front of it. Even though his parents are planning to have it repainted, he’ll miss the old brown wood color of their house. He takes his bag from the passenger seat and exits the car. The path leading to the door has small weeds, and his mother’s outdoor plants still look very much alive. He lifts his hand to ring the doorbell, but he hears someone opening the front door.

“The dishwasher has finally arrived!” His oldest sister, Minyoung, answers the door. Jinyoung looks at her, confused. While leaving his shoes near the doorway, he sees his other sister, Hwayoung, in the middle of eating lunch. “Huh? Since when did both of you get here?” “Half an hour ago.” Hwayoung answers while moving to the side and patting the seat next to her. “You guys left earlier, didn’t you?” He puts his bag down. “We left at noon, you’re just salty that you lost the bet!” Minyoung sticks her tongue at him while walking back to the dining table.

“Jinyoung, my son!” His mother gives him a warm hug and kisses his cheek. “I hope the dishes aren’t too much for you.” “Don’t worry mom, I’ll wash them all.” He side eyes his sisters, snickering while shoving kimchi rice in their mouths. “Jinyoung!” His dad calls him over. “Sit down and eat before Minyoung and Hwayoung finish it all.” Jinyoung hangs his coat and sits next to Hwayoung at the table. His mother hands him a bowl of kimchi stew and puts bulgogi on his plate. He takes a spoonful of the stew, still tastes the same even after so long, like the times he requested his mother to make it while he does his homework.

While he catches up with the rest of his family, they hear the doorbell ring. His mom stands up and goes to answer the door. “Oh, Mrs. Im!” The siblings look to the door. “Oh! I’m sorry, am I interrupting something?” “No, don’t worry!” The rest of the family politely greet Mrs. Im. “Nice to know the kids came to visit. Um, could I ask for some extra ingredients? I’ll pay you back after today.” “Yes, of course! What do you need?” “Just some tofu. My son decided to surprise me with a visit today!”

Jinyoung suddenly stops eating. Jaebeom’s back? Why would he be back?

Minyoung and Hwayoung notice, and they look at their little brother worryingly. Hwayoung gently places her hand on Jinyoung’s shoulder to try and comfort him.

“Jaebeom? Isn’t he supposed to be in America?” “That’s what I thought too! When I saw him at the doorstep, I told him: What are you doing here?!” Mrs. Im laughs at her own story. “Turns out they gave him a week off, and he flew all the way here! He’s staying at some hotel but he dropped by earlier. He’ll come back here again since I’m preparing dinner for him.”

Jinyoung stands up from the table and goes to the fridge to look for tofu. He finds it and gives it to Mrs. Im. “Oh, thank you Jinyoung!” She takes it from him. “Wow! You look so mature! And so do Minyoung and Hwayoung!” She turns to his mother. “You raised such diligent adults.” His mother proudly smiles at her children. “Oh, Jinyoung! Jaebeom is just walking around in this area, do you want me to call him and tell him you’re here too?”

“Oh no, you don’t have to.” Jinyoung hesitates a bit with his answer. “I’ll just find him and surprise him myself.”

They wave Mrs. Im goodbye and return to the table. Minyoung and Hwayoung give each other a look, surprised with Jinyoung’s answer. They say nothing and continue eating, occasionally glancing at their brother.

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sweetestofchaos · 1 year

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Jackson Wang Masterlist

Story Key

Fluff 🎀 Angst 💔 Slice of Life 😊

NonHuman 🦄 Smut 🔞Dark 🚬 Hiatus 🛑

Writing ✍🏽 Complete 👍🏽 Mini Series 🤏🏽

Got7 Masterlist

Hard Hours: Different 🔞 requests

Vanish in the Rain - Sometimes the rain is your only comfort 😊 💔

Hold On: What starts out as a rough night morphs into the night of your life. 😊

New Man Ft. Namjoon - Social Media AU

Gif Fic 1 💔

Not In Love: Jackson loves you, but he’s not in love with you 💔

All Hands: Jackson is seen as a single father until his wife wakes up 💔

Say My Name: 𝖩𝖺𝖼𝗄𝗌𝗈𝗇 𝖶𝖺𝗇𝗀 𝗂𝗌 𝖺 𝖽𝗈𝗀, 𝗇𝗈 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗅𝗅𝗒 𝗁𝖾'𝗌 𝖺 𝗐𝖾𝗋𝖾𝗐𝗈𝗅𝖿 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗂𝗌 𝗉𝗈𝗌𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖺𝗌 𝖺 𝖽𝗈𝗀 𝗍𝗈 𝗀𝖺𝗂𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗅𝗈𝗏𝖾 𝗈𝖿 𝖸/𝖭. 𝖲𝗁𝖾'𝗌 𝖼𝗅𝗎𝖾𝗅𝖾𝗌𝗌 𝖺𝗌 𝗍𝗈 𝗐𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗁𝖾 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗅𝗅𝗒 𝗂𝗌, 𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗁𝗈𝗐 𝗅𝗈𝗇𝗀 𝗐𝗂𝗅𝗅 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗅𝖺𝗌𝗍? 🔞🎀🦄

Twisted: Yandere!Jackson 🚬 💔

↳ Anything: 𝖳𝗁𝖾𝗒 𝗌𝖺𝗒 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗂𝖿 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗅𝗈𝗏𝖾 𝗌𝗈𝗆𝖾𝗈𝗇𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗌𝗁𝗈𝗎𝗅𝖽 𝗅𝖾𝗍 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗆 𝗀𝗈. 𝖩𝖺𝖼𝗄𝗌𝗈𝗇 𝖼𝖺𝗇 𝗎𝗇𝖽𝖾𝗋𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍…𝖨𝖿 𝗁𝖾 𝖼𝖺𝗇'𝗍 𝗁𝖺𝗏𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎, 𝗇𝗈 𝗈𝗇𝖾 𝖼𝖺𝗇. (Yandere!Jackson) 🚬 💔

Act Natural: Y/N is leaving her hometown and taking her three year old son with her. What happens when the rain gets her stuck at the airport? 🎀😊👍🏽

#soc jackson #jackson wang #got7 jackson #jackson wang fics

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springkitten · 2 years

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herwonderland7 · 2 years

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CHAPTER 39 ― IN YOUR HANDS

SUMMARY ― Before Aera leaves Wonderland, she showed Jaehyun her memories on earth knowing that there is a possibility she might not return to Wonderland, bidding farewell to her family.

CHARACTERS ― Princess Riana Aera, Princess Aretha Anthia, Princess Ariana Aurelia, Neo Princes, Queen Aerina (The White Queen), Grandma Kim

GENRE ― fantasy, got7!as!princes, got7!royalty, nct!prince, nct!royalty, nct!as!vampires, nct!as!wolves

WARNINGS/AUTHOR’S NOTE ― Rollercoaster of Emotions. Slight Angst (maybe more). Long Post for The Ending Before Epilogue!

WORDS ― 4631

Jaehyun was counting down the hours, as much as Aera told him not to for the sake of the kids, but he could not help it.

‘Aera will return to Earth…’ It was as if he is still in denial, but even if he kept denying it, it will still come back to him one day,

The truth will come running back to him making him realise Aera has to return to Earth.

“Papa!”

The little one’s loud voice made Jaehyun jump slightly, turning towards the 9-years old girl who was frowning deeply. He looked towards what he was doing, remembering that there were huge wet patches on the concrete.

Bringing back to reality that he was helping Aeria with the plants that was given by her Auntie Aurelia from Aerina. Ever since then, it was Aeria’s routine together with Aera on keeping track of the blooming flower since the little girl was somehow obsessed with the blooming roses.

“You just made the floor wet, Papa!” Aeria pointed on the dark concrete, with the little pout causing Jaehyun to sigh in disappointment. “I’m sorry, baby.”

“It’s okay…” Aeria said softly, taking the watering can from her father’s grip. She was about to do the job when the flowers started to wither slowly, making Aeria to gasp loudly. Jaehyun’s eyes widen slightly, seeing the sight in front of him

“No, no!” The little girl, Aeria’s hand started to glow in pink as she cupped the withering flowers. In just a second, the withering flowers slowly started to blossom again which gave Aeria a little relief. Hearing her little sigh.

“Papa,” Aeria slightly turned towards Jaehyun who looked lost. “…Auntie Aurelia told me, flowers can feel your emotions.” She paused, glancing towards the blooming flowers before turning towards Jaehyun who was staring towards the glowing rose.

“….When someone is sad, they slowly die…. When someone is evil, they burn immediately….” Aeria carefully said, eyes turned wide while blinking towards her father.

Jaehyun knew his children are all one of a kind, actually all of the Neo children are special in one way or another. But his kids were extra special due to the fact that their mother is one of the most powerful beings in Wonderland.

“..I’m sorry, Aeria.. I’ll make it up to you, hmm?” Jaehyun pouted slightly and Aeria sighed softly.

“Papa, you don’t have to hide it from me… You are sad. Are you okay?” Aeria sat, knowing that the floor was already wet.

But she was more worried for her father, and she was more worried when a thought came to her.

“Did you… did you fight… with Mama?” Aeria’s voice turned soft at the same stuttering in fear which made Jaehyun shake his head while sitting close beside her.

“No! Of course not, baby! Mama and I never fight till one of us are sad.” Jaehyun had his arm wrapped around her small shoulders, bringing her closer to his side.

“…I can sense you are sad about Mama…” Aeria looked up towards Jaehyun with a small frown, and Jaehyun smiled sadly. He knew he can’t hide from her, she is an exact replica of her mother.

“…Not just sad.” Jaehyun smiled, “I’m happy too.”

Aeria tilted her head in confusion.

“Sad and… happy?”

Jaehyun nodded, sighing with a smile. “Yes, sad and happy.”

Aeria was about to question more when clicking sounds were made from far, making her turn towards the direction of the sound.

Jaehyun followed where she turned to, to see the head of Neo royal household maid, Gine rushing towards where the two of them were. “Your majesty, the royal family of Aerina has arrived and demand a meeting.”

Jaehyun turned towards Aeria who was also looking at Jaehyun with a slight frown. Aerina royal household never had a last-minute meeting with Jaehyun, and they had never demanded a meeting with him.

This was the first.

“…A meeting? Why—

“Prince Taeyong and Prince Doyoung are being called too, your majesty.”

He was not paying attention at all, Jaehyun could not even keep up with the conversation, but he knows bits of pieces.

Queen Aerina was talking about the progress of the kingdoms under Aerina’s household supervision.

It was until the conversation shifted onto a different topic that has to do with ruling.

“After months of looking out for Metanoia kingdom, peace has finally come to them.” Queen Aerina voiced out, eyes looking towards the people in the room.

Her eyes landed on her daughter who would be leaving the palace after night arrives.

The White Queen did not know how to phrase her next words, but the private conversation with Aera suddenly came to her mind.

“You can’t, Aera. I would not allow it.”

“Why not, mother? In fact, the throne was supposed to be the first born, which is Anthia herself.”

Queen Aerina shook her head, walking past the High-Queen – hearing her sighing loudly.

“…You’re not accepting the fact that I might not return.”

Queen Aerina stopped at her tracks, completely frozen because she was right.

Aera was always right, Queen Aerina was in denial.

She did not want to believe Aera might not return.

All of them thought that Aera would return, until Grandma Kim told them about what she sees in the near future of Aera when the old lady met the High-Queen’s eyes that day.

There is a 50-50 chance she might come back, but there was a possibility then she will not return at all.

Queen Aerina could see Aera’s figure levitating towards her side.

“Yes, you are right.” Queen Aerina whispered, gulping the lump on her throat as she tried to make eye contact with the Scarlet Witch who was standing right in front of her – with her dressing as red, and seeing the crown on head.

“I don’t want to lose you, Aera.”

Aera smiled, caressing her mother’s cheeks. “….I might return,”

“You don’t know it,” Queen Aerina shifted her eyes towards hers.

“Then if the worst case happens, you must allow me to pass the throne to Anthia. Someone must keep a lookout on the kingdoms, especially Aerina, mother.” Aera whispered, taking a step forward.

“I cannot foresee the future. I am not powerful enough.”

Queen Aerina frowns, “How about the Darkhold? I thought you had been studying that?”

Aera scoff slightly, shaking her head. “…..It would only corrupt your goodness the more you study it, I kept it safe.” Aera paused, before taking the hands of her mothers.

“So please, allow me to pass the throne to Anthia.”

Aera saw the flashback in her mothers’ eyes.

She had no other choice.

“I’m giving up my throne of Aerina.” Aera voiced out, and there were shocking gasps coming from the head departments of the Aerina’s royal household.

Deep frowns were seen from Anthia and Aurelia’s faces while the three Neo brothers looked shocked.

“..Why?” Aurelia was the first to question and Aera tilted her head to the side, with both of her arms raised as she showed her palms.

Aera summoned the mirror dimension which caused everyone to be in awe despite the serious conversation.

“..Not necessarily giving up,” Aera turned towards Anthia, who was on her side with Doyoung. “I’m passing my throne to Anthia.”

“What?” Doyoung turned towards Aera with wide eyes.

“Woah— wait what!? That only happens if—

Aurelia was cut off by Taeyong pulling onto her arm roughly, causing her to become quiet at the same time turning towards Aera.

Anthia shakes her head with a scoff, “...I don’t want it.”

“Anthia, please.” Aera begged, “..Please, I.. I don’t know who to turn to when it comes to dealing with this.” Aera turned towards Doyoung, somehow pleading with him too since he was Anthia’s husband.

Anthia had no choice but to accept her request, she understands Aera and was aware of her plans.

“..Actually it’s not just Anthia.” Aera confessed. “I need everyone’s help in this room,”

Everyone could only look towards each other, except for Grandma Kim and Queen Aerina.

They have been looking towards Aera as she spoke.

“Jaehyun has been through a lot, I can’t ask him a huge favour,” Aera turned towards Jaehyun with a small smile, at the same time holding onto his hand.

“He has his own kingdom to rule and not to forget our 6 kids.”

Aera smiled to herself, before looking towards Anthia, one last time.

“In case I might not return, Wonderland’s future is in your hands. It’s not easy, but I believe in you, and I know your loved ones will be there for you.”

“The night sky is beautiful, isn’t it? It looks like stars from here!” She pointed to a far building, seeing dots of light appearing as it is getting dark.

Jaehyun could only look at her, hand-in-hand as they were walking on a path that leads them to the city.

He could not get her words through his head despite how she is telling Jaehyun everything she loved about Neo City, how he had built the city on his own – not forgetting with help of the Neo Brothers.

He did not even realise he was holding onto her hands tightly until Aera stopped in her tracks. She turned towards him, seeing his eyes downcast.

“Jaehyun?” She called, noticing the way he was avoiding her eyes. As soon as she gets a glimpse, Aera could see the tears welling in his eyes.

“Jae.. hey,” Aera took a step towards him, cupping his cheeks as her eyes were searching onto him. That is when she realised.

‘He was holding it this whole time,’

“Yoonoh, look at me.” She softly said but Jaehyun did not follow her words – he closed his eyes.

“No. I don’t want you to see me like this. Just.. please,” He whispered at the end and Aera smiled slightly, knowing what he meant.

Which was to give him some time, some moment for him to breathe.

Aera could tell he was on the verge of breaking down, from all of this and she understands him. Knowing Jaehyun and living with him for almost years now, Aera knows he is the type to comfort himself.

But how could she leave him alone, knowing she would be gone for maybe forever?

“I can’t leave you alone, Jaehyun.”

“And I can’t let you go, Aera.” Jaehyun said as he opened his eyes, meeting hers that was looking away as she looked defenseless.

Jaehyun knew he was being selfish, but that is what he truly feels.

He had enough of being considerate to the people around him, but how about his feelings then? Had they considered him in the first place?

“..Jaehyun, please.” Aera begged, at the same time holding onto both of his hands and with a blink of an eye, Aera had transformed herself into the Scarlet Witch.

Jaehyun’s eyes widened slightly, as his surroundings changed into a different scenery which caused him to look around.

They were previously on the flowery path to the city, and it was at night compared to now.

Jaehyun had no idea how to describe which era was this, other than it was obvious it was in the daytime and there was this beautiful house from far.

“Where are we?” Jaehyun turned towards her, seeing her extending her hands towards him. He didn’t hesitate to take her hands.

They were transported somewhere else as soon as Jaehyun took her hands.

They were in front of the window of the house. Jaehyun quickly dug down, pulling Aera down. “Don’t you think we are being too obvious here?!”

Aera chuckled, rolling her eyes as she showed her hands that had red streams. “We are invisible to them,” Aera said before turning her head towards the front which made Jaehyun follow her gaze.

His eyes widened in astonishment, in front of his eyes was another Aera. She was not alone though; she was with a bunch of kids. Jaehyun puts bits and pieces together.

“A-are we on earth?” He turned towards her.

“Nope. This is just the memory I had before I came to that mansion.” Aera turned towards him with a smile and Jaehyun turned towards the sight he was seeing.

It was all sweet until a middle-aged woman came with a paper. Jaehyun could not hear what they were saying but seeing the disturbing faces coming from Aera, he knew she was in trouble.

“What’s in the paper?” Jaehyun asked curiously and Aera sighed, fully turning towards him while showing her palms. An old-looking paper showed up in her hands as it moved towards Jaehyun’s sight.

‘…Orphanage house… Bills… Owe…. $3,000,000… In two days… Will be taken away...’

“Were you in debt?” Jaehyun’s eyes turned towards her, and Aera slowly nodded.

“Working as a village doctor isn’t enough, compared to Wonderland.” She paused, “...I come from a low-class family on earth.”

Jaehyun’s eyes turned towards the window, realising why Aera had to go.

‘She has people who need her, kids specifically,’

“I see why now,” Jaehyun could only smile sadly, his fingers finding his way towards her cheeks. He had a proud and adoring look as he caressed his cheeks while Aera leaned on him.

Before they realised, they were being brought to reality.

There was a deep frown on Jaehyun’s face, thinking back to what he had seen.

“What are you going to do, my love? How are you going to pay the debts? Is there any way we can do, maybe the others and I could—

“Shh,” Aera shushed him by pecking his lips, shaking her head slightly while looking at him with love.

“You do not have to do anything, my love. You have done so much, for me, for the family and for the children.”

The corner of Jaehyun’s lips curved up slightly. “..I will follow you to the ends of the universe if you ask me to.” He whispered, before taking her into his arms tightly.

Aera tightens his hug, closing her eyes as she inhales his scent one last time.

“..You can’t, you have people waiting for you, my love.” She let go of him, giving him a slight pouty-frown – causing Jaehyun to chuckle adoringly.

Jaehyun gets it now and he just realised why Aera is being called the goddess by Wonderland. Although he knew the history of Wonderland, Jaehyun had seen it with his own eyes.

Even on earth, there are people waiting for her assistance, for her in general.

She played a big role in both universes, and Jaehyun knows what she meant by her ‘achieving her dreams’ back when they were still dating and when they were knowing each other.

“Do you have goals, Aera? Like what do you want to achieve?”

“Hmm.. A very deep question, Prince Jaehyun. Like dreams?”

“It could be. Mine would be to have a family.”

“Mine would be achieving my dreams.”

“And what would that be?”

“..I’ll show you one day,”

Aera had helped him make his dreams come true. Now he would want to do the same, even if he had to let her go.

“If that’s the case, I can wait a thousand lifetimes for you.”

“Yay! Bedtime with Mama and Papa!” Jia cheered happily, causing Aera to giggle – looking down at the young one who was holding onto her hand.

The other children specifically Aeria and Junyoung were with Jaehyun at the back, while Aera was being accompanied by Junwon, Yoel, Jia and Jinyoung.

Hearing them talking about random stuff made Aera smile in adorableness, with Junwon chasing after his three siblings while hearing Aeria talking with Junyoung at the back.

She knew she would miss all of them, hence he had asked Jaehyun if the kids could sleep together tonight which he agreed.

As the kids rushed into the new bedroom – the bedroom where the siblings can sleep together, Aera began to relocate the room which caused the Jung children to freeze as their little heads turned upwards watching everything moving magically with red orbs and streams flying around.

They know their mother is the Scarlet Witch, but somehow, they don’t see their mother using her magic every day – so it somehow amazes them.

Soon the room had changed drastically with the walls being bright, picture frames and pictures of itself being stuck to the wall – specifically pictures of the family.

The kids didn’t notice it as they were just excited to be together, but Jaehyun noticed them.

He knew about Aera’s intentions, she wanted to create a memory for them, one last of them being together.

Jaehyun knew he couldn’t be emotional for the sake of Aera so he somehow caught the kids’ attention by reading the storybook. Throughout the time, Aera wasn’t paying attention to the story at all – instead, she was memorizing her children’s faces.

Until the sound of the book closed caused Aera to turn her attention elsewhere.

“Aww, why are the royals always strict in these stories?” Yoel complained, his small hands crossed in annoyance.

“Scary.” Junyoung turned towards Aera with a whisper – Aera tried her best to hide her giggles.

“..and boring,” Jinyoung whispered to himself, but the others heard him clearly.

Junwon turned toward his siblings with a deep frown.

“Firstly, it is what the royals are and lastly, we are from the royal family,” Junwon deadpanned and Yoel could only huff as he looked away.

The younger ones could only turn toward their parents.

Jaehyun turned toward Aera for help.

“Well,” Aera said, “..Junwon isn’t wrong..”

There was an obvious pout from Yoel as soon as Aera said.

“But Yoel and the twins aren't wrong either,” Jaehyun added, smiling towards Aera who was nodding slightly.

“R-really?” Yoel’s eyes light up, turning to both of his parents who were looking at the small one.

“Yes. I can’t lie, dear one. It can be strict but sometimes we must break some rules.” Jaehyun truthfully spoke and there was a small frown coming from Aeria.

“But we would be scolded by the others if we disobeyed them.” Aeria turned towards Aera, seeing the small one scooting towards her. Aera wrapped her arms around her, leaning her chin on top of Aeria’s small head.

“…If what you have done is right,” Aera whispered.

“..Our teachers are scary...” Jia added this time.

Jinyoung pulled Aera’s arm which caught her attention. She watched the twin pointing towards the other one.

Junyoung shyly turned towards Aera. “Mama, you would be there when we need you, right?”

Aera didn’t know what to say.

She can’t tell them the truth, yet she can’t lie either.

Her mouth kept opening and closing for an answer.

“Of course, we will.” Jaehyun answered for her, his eyes turning towards the kids who didn’t notice Aera’s worries, and towards Aera who could only look at him with slightly wide eyes.

Aera wanted to keep their innocents in her memories.

Tiny bodies curled with each other, and the way the boys were hugging their two sisters melted her heart.

“They look adorable, don’t they?” He whispered and Aera turned towards where the voice was coming from – seeing Jaehyun’s face inches away from hers. Aera smiled as she looked from the kids and then towards him.

“Of course, they are your kids”

Jaehyun pecks her cheeks, before tucking the kids to bed. “..They are your kids too, baby.” Jaehyun whispered, turning towards her with a slight smirk.

Aera rolls her eyes, chuckling quietly as she watches him kissing the kids on their forehead and hearing him saying ‘sweet dreams’ to each one of them.

Once he had finished, Jaehyun went to her side, nudging onto her arm and glancing towards the sleeping kids – Aera knew what he meant, which was to greet them goodbye.

Going towards the twins, Aera softly sighs as she stares at their peaceful faces. They looked like Jaehyun when he was sleeping, she caressed their slightly pinkish cheeks then ruffled their hair.

Next, her two girls.

Aera closed her eyes as soon as she saw their smiling faces, as they slept. She could feel her lips trembling and she quickly covered them, not wanting them to hear the slight whimpers.

“Look out for each other, girls.” Aera whispered softly, kissing their heads.

Her eyes fell towards her other two boys.

Unlike the twins who had their bodies tangled with one another, the other two boys only had their hands holding onto each other, yet their bodies were in space away.

Aera knew there was some kind of competitiveness among them, at the end of the day Aera had to always remind the two boys that the two of them had the same roles – which was to look out for the younger ones, especially the girls and the twins.

Aera had never chosen one of their sides in their little arguments because she wants to treat them equally – and the kids know that she had shown them that their mother loved all of them equally.

There was not much or less.

Though she showed equal affection, Aera had soft spots for Yoel and Jia.

They are the only ones who had no powers – yes, Aera had kept an eye on the kids’ abilities, and she had learnt that Junwon and Aeria had superhuman strength, except Aeria had cosmic abilities.

The twins had similar power to their sister, Aeria.

For now, Aera hadn’t seen Yoel and Jia’s abilities which made the White Queen and Grandma Kim worried, but Aera had told them to give them some time.

“After all, their powers don’t define them.”

Aera caressed Yoel’s cheeks, giving him soft and quiet kisses around his face. Next, is the oldest of all of them.

Aera could only pinch Junwon’s cheeks, seeing his hand flailing around – making Aera laugh softly.

“Look out for your siblings, Jun.”

‘Until I return, I hope.’

Aera pressed a long kiss on his forehead, as she closed her eyes.

‘Forgive me, my loves. I will tell you the truth when the time is right, when all of you are old enough to know. Till then, grow up happily.’

“Goodnight, my babies. Sweet dreams, forever.”

Aera looks at all of them one last time, analysing their features before walking out of the room, holding onto Jaehyun’s hand.

As soon as they closed the door, Aera had a thought on her mind.

She turned towards Jaehyun.

“I have to do this before leaving Wonderland.”

Jaehyun gets to see the Scarlet Witch unleashing her powers.

“I have to do this before leaving Wonderland,”

“What is it?”

“To put a protection spell on the main kingdoms.”

Bringing Jaehyun along, Aera went to different parts of Wonderland which were first putting a protection spell on Neo Kingdom and Neo City, followed by Morian Kingdom, then to Fantasia and lastly, Aerina Kingdom.

Securing the kingdoms in case there are any threats in the future, although some of the kingdoms had their own security protections – for the Scarlet Witch’s protection, it is a spell, specifically a protective rune, that only works when dark magics attack the kingdom.

“How do we know if it works?” Jaehyun questioned Aera who is literally in the air.

Aera showed a scenario, again Jaehyun was amazed at her powers.

Black orbs went toward the kingdom, and a red rune shows up as it absorbs the black orb.

“This is a protection rune; it absorbs whatever attacks it. But it does not last long, as it gets attacked more. So, when the kingdom has been attacked by dark magic, each kingdom’s household will be alerted.”

“How do we know?”

“You will know when it comes.”

“You won’t leave without protecting us, huh?” Jaehyun teased, looking at her chuckling as her feet landed on the ground.

“Well, I won’t be peaceful.” Aera shrugged slightly, her eyes landed on his.

‘This is it.’

Standing right in front of the fountain in the dark where her adventures started, Aera could only smile at Jaehyun.

She did not want to say goodbye, because she knew one day, they would see each other again right deep inside of her – and Jaehyun heard her mind clearly. It caused him to smile, as he held both of her hands.

Giving light kisses on the back of her hands. “You don’t have to say anything, my love.” Jaehyun muttered softly, eyes never leaving hers.

With a blink of his eyes, Aera’s crown that she usually wore during her day walkabouts turned into a headpiece – Jaehyun had seen the headpiece, in the history books of Wonderland, that was actually the Scarlet Witch’s crown.

“Lovely,” Jaehyun commented and Aera scoffed automatically after hearing how he could even tease her in the middle of a parting.

“Well, I’m not the queen of Aerina anymore.” Aera tilts her head with a small smile.

“Not to me,” Jaehyun paused, “You will always be the queen of Wonderland, my queen.”

Aera chuckled as she shook her head – her eyes started to look at his features. Jaehyun is like a dream of hers, a man of her dreams.

From a prince to a king, to a family man, to a man who loves children, an individual who has a soft heart.

From the start, they were somehow similar in a way that the couple did not have to spend time together for a few days due to work.

They were understanding towards one another, there were bad days for one of them but at the end of the day, they would go to each other.

‘He is like a dream.’

Couldn’t say her next words, Aera took a step towards him – she tip-toed to match his height. With open eyes, her lips softly landed on his.

Jaehyun leans forward as he kisses her back, at the same time trying to pull her closer to him. He closed his eyes, he tried to memorise her soft lips knowing he would miss it.

The kiss wasn’t intended to be long, but how could they let go of each other knowing they won’t see one another not so soon?

Aera slowly shut her eyes, she could feel her own eyes tearing.

“What is taking her so long?”

“I don’t know, Ms Saera. Should I go look for her?”

Voices that she recognized could be heard in her head that Aera had to let go of Jaehyun.

“I have to go, they are calling me for me.” Aera muttered and Jaehyun’s features softened, nodding to her words.

Holding onto her hand, Jaehyun guided her – she took a step onto the concrete before stepping onto the fountain.

Aera smiled bravely, looking down towards Jaehyun as she took her hands away – but Jaehyun tightly held onto hers before she could let go.

“Jae—

“Don’t say goodbye, we will see each other again.”

There was this determined look on his face, which gave Aera hope.

“Take care of them, Yoonoh.” Aera reminded him one last time and Jaehyun quickly nodded, as she started to create more red orbs that formed into a portal.

Jaehyun could feel the huge energy from her powers that he had to take a step back.

“Thank you for everything, Jaehyun. Even in another universe, I will remember you always.”

Before Jaehyun could say anything and just as Aera closed the portal, a few figures were seen in the open area of Aerina’s palace – revealing Queen Aerina and Grandma Kim.

Jaehyun could only turn towards where the two figures are, he could hear them from far.

“Did she…?”

Jaehyun nodded with an obvious sad smile.

“She’s gone.”

And the heartbreaking part is, that Jaehyun didn’t even have the chance to thank her for bringing his brothers back and to tell her that he will always love her no matter which universe she is in.

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"So you want me to look hot but I can't have time to get ready?" Maddy spat at her paramour, Nate from the front seat. They had been arguing since you left the hotel thirty minutes ago. Thirty minutes of listening to them argue while you were in the backseat made you think you were in some seventh circle of hell.

"No its obviously not that Maddy!" Nate countered. "I gave you four hours to get ready and yet we're still late."

"Its a party!" She said exasperated and you thanked god when you finally parked and saw the house. Nate was the first to get out, opening the door for Maddy then you and putting his hand possessively on hers.

"Are you going to give me an attitude the whole rest of the night?" She looked up at him, her tone dripping with attitude.

"Are you going to give me a reason?" He asked and you huffed making your way up to the party yourself. You had enough of them.

As soon as you made your way into the house you smiled, the party was in full swing by this point. Plus, the music was good, people were talking and dancing and the drinks were flowing, it didn't take you long to find a drink and even less to drink one. A group of girls pulling you over and demand you shotgun a beer with them - you won. Impressed, they challenged you two more times and you were happily buzzed by the time you walked away from them and deeper into your element.

“Cheers to season two!!” Damien shouted a group was gathered around him with various shot glasses in their hands. You recognized a few people, Draven and Makayla, Evan, Jackson and Jennie but there was a large group of men you didn't recognize. It was obvious they were a Kpop group given the fact they were all Korean and looked a bit nervous around everyone like they were searching for people filming them and you noticed how they moved together. Like BTS or GOT7 used to before they got comfortable around everyone. "Don't worry." Damien said making a face as the liquor burned his throat then he laughed throwing his arm around the biggest one. "Whats your name?"

"Um.. Wonho." he laughed, the still filled shot in his large hands. "You're- you're Damien right?" He was nervous and you found it adorable. You moved closer only to get a better look at him and once you did you breath left your body. He was gorgeous - no beyond gorgeous. His mile was so infectious it made you giggle like you were in school.

"Damien! Yes my name is Damien!" Damien laughed and you could tell he was on something or maybe drunk. "but Don't worry, Wonho. Today is a day to celebrate us coming into this house together! To wish good luck to everyone! To-" he hiccuped "welcome the new people like you and you and you" he said that to all the newer faces around him before "And of course you Wonho! Without cameras and them" he motioned around him but you couldn't tell where he was pointing. "they assure that."

"so" He relaxed his hold on Wonho and winked. "drink up!" The crowd around him cheered and quickly someone came to fill up the drinks and you were handed one. "Cheers again!" he shouted and tossed another shot back. You followed him, the expensive liquor going down smooth with a pleasant aftertaste. "A few more of these and i’ll be skinny dipping in the pool” he chuckled. You were about to go up to him when someone pushed into you causing the glass to shoot out your hands and bang on the floor though the sound was lost in the crowd. Your eyes followed the rude person that didn't even apologize and you saw a girl with long dark hair clinging onto Damien. You watched his joyous mood quickly turn and his eyebrow furrowed, his blue eyes darkening. "Who the fuck is touching my Lenore?"

You looked around for Lenore. Getting to know Damien in season 1 made you two fast friends and one thing you learned about him was he wasn't particular over a lot of stuff but no one could touch his prized guitar. You didn't know much about guitars but from what people told you, it was a very good one - gifted to him by some famous guitarist who he named Lenore.

You finally got a look at the girls face, not recognizing her when he turned and pointed her manicured finger toward a deeper part of the house. "I told her to give it to me but she kept yelling at me not to touch it!" the girl pouted, her green eyes looking up at him and you could feel yourself making a face. He sighed handing her the empty cup and teary bumped into you as he moved towards where she pointed too.

"Shit" he steadied you, the seeing who you were gave you a quick hug. "See me later, I wanna drink with you." With that he moved to find the person who had Lenore.

"🎶Oh, Maria, Maria,She reminds me of a west side story. Growing up in Spanish Harlem. She's living the life just like a movie star." I sung to myself as I swung around the guitar and danced through the hallway. "Oh, Maria, Maria. She fell in love in East L.A To the sounds of the guitar, yeah, yeah Played by Carlos Santana." I strummed the guitar and it did not sound how it did in my head. I made a face. "You don't like me, do you Lenore?" I spoke to the guitar before laughing and putting the strap around my body so I would drop it "Well I saved your ass girl so a thank you would be nice!" - though dancing with it wasn't that safe either... doesn't matter she had a good time, a better time then those weirdos I took her from.

After leaving the bedroom, I was trying to avoid Robin. I had no idea if I looked high or not so I was trying to find a bathroom to splash water on my face when I saw a guy attempting to seduce a group of girls while playing one of Damien's songs on his prized guitar. I demanded the guitar and when that didn't work. I kicked him, took her and ran away and found myself in the less densely populated upstairs, talking to Lenore trying to figure out where to put her so no one touched her.

But as I walked toward the more crowded area, I was yanked back by the strap. I quickly grabbed the guitar and turned back ready to swing it on whoever was grabbing me like that when I saw the angry face of Damien. "We're you trying to get my attention or something?" I cocked an eyebrow confused and he pulled it off of me. "Why'd you take it."

"I didn't!" I pout "I saved it!"

"Saved it? What are you, high?" He spat and my eyes grew wide. Could he tell? How? I was so discreet? "Holy shit, you are."

"Am not! I'm just drunk." I shrugged "and your welcome! some guy was using Lenore to fuck some girls!" He gave me a look and I got angry.

"Sure." he growled. He didn't believe me and instead started inspecting his instrument. "I didn't think you'd come, you ignored every other invitation I gave you." I didn't say anything (because I couldn't - he was right) and instead just turned away but before I could get to far he said. "You're not going to tell me what you're on?"

"I'm not on anything!" I shouted back at him. "This is just me."

"Bullshit!" He spit back at me. "Find someone to watch you, in your state of mind you're probably a danger to yourself, huh?"

"What are you saying?" I hissed at him. He just smirked at me, like he was so clever. I grabbed at a beer bottle within arms reach, which was Nate's, drank the remaining contents and threw the bottle at Damien aiming for his head. It shattered on the wall behind him. Some people gasped, some people laughed, people whispered and others went back to party. Damien wasn't surprised - anger in his blue eyes were present though.

"Oh my god!" A skinny girl ran up to Damien, she fussed over him inpecting his arm near the wall that the bottle shattered at. "Are you okay?"

"I didn't hit him." I sneered at her rolling my eyes and walking through the crowd making my way over to the bar.

"No but he hit that!" I heard from the crowd followed by laughter. I grabbed the neck of a beer bottle ready to aim it at whoever said that when I heard a collective gasp and saw Nate walking over towards me.

He took the bottle from my hands, popped off the cap and drank it. His knuckles red and split open. I had to stand on my tip toes and moved around him a bit to see the guy that must’ve said that face down on the floor. Nate hit him. I laughed and looked up at him surprised. In season 1, I had barely interacted with him much outside of what I heard about him from Maddy I didn’t know him that well and I didn’t really want to. But he earned that beer.

“Cheers to that!” I smiled up at him and he laughed.

“Let me get you a drink.” He said simply and I shrugged following him.

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