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A lil guy !
#honkai star rail#dan heng#genuinely have a million things i wanna draw and then zero energy#so dan heng in a hoodie#now i gotta go get dinner sooooo maybe that will give energy and then i can draw more of what i actually wanna draw#but i kinda spent like ... hours ? talking to my mom earlier today#since shes been in the hospital for many many days#so i was catching her up on whats been goin on and showed her silly lil videos#and telling her how hyped i was for summer hrid and she (very patient with my fe talk)#was like you always tell me about banners being bad so it must have made you REALLY happy to say the whole banner is good#and im like yeah and i had multiple people on multiple sites like hey salmon/moeblob did ya see the banner#and she was like thats so cool that people acknowledge who you like and im like yeah it is p cool#and then i told her how mad i was at the absolutely criminal act of limiting how you can watch clue (1985 hit movie)#like i told her yeah sure i own it twice on dvd and once on itunes and that the only way to watch those#are either desktop or ps2 and how i dont have access to my itunes email#and i dont have it on my laptop so i sadly would have to rebuy the movie on itunes under a new acct#then i said how i loved that it was free to watch with ads on yt and id watched it twice that way#but then recently wanted to watch it on there but laptop and hoo boy you have to buy or rent it now#so i v angrily was like fine whatever ill do the thing and leave my room and go watch it on my moms tv#while she isnt around and use her amazon prime where it should be included except ! IT WASNT!#YOU HAVE TO HAVE PRIME TO BUY OR RENT IT NOW TOO!#HOW ARE THEY DOING THIS AND WHY ! who in the world is watching this movie so much that isnt me that they have to charge for it now#on all platforms unless you straight up pirate it#and hey why would i of all people be needing to pirate a movie i own physically two times and digitally once#this is literally a personalized attack to me#and my mom was like i understand how you feel cause yeah thats really weird to do to a 1985 movie#and im like yes exactly i have morals and principles that make me opposed to this and its v maddening#and she said she understood and its ok next time we are having power issues and i have to shut down#that if i really wanna watch it i can rent it on her amazon account and i looked at her and shes like oh you feel v strongly about this#and i do! I HAVE HAD IT GIFTED TO ME TWICE ! I BOUGHT IT ONCE! WHY DO I HAVE TO RENT IT FOR MORE MONEY!
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hi! birthday. which means it's finally time t
yo what the itch store is fixed up now
damn what? I don't know where this came from. look all the comics I put on g*mr**d a year ago are back here again with all the formatting and typesetting by @fireflysummers as well as the exclusive bonus art wtf who did this. my werewolf comic on here too what the hells!! that one also got re-toned for printing if u want to AND an exclusive cover spread !!! what the fuck!!!!! come see for urself I can't make this shit up
#bakuspecial#comic#itch.io#bakugoods#<- made up a tag for when I sell things that aren't commissions just now#for folks who still remember me talking abt a physical run of these comics: I'm so sorry this year and the last have been brutal#and I live in a well and suffer a curse of international mails never going well. so the logistics became Very complicated#I still think abt it tho! I've prepped up all the assets just bc I thought abt it so much... we picked out a gift print for the orders#And a bonus print for the pack#but I couldn't gather my brain enough to make it happen. yet#it takes a bit of overhead so I gotta build that up. which is. right now talk for after the shit that just happened to me got smoothed out#but I do want it to happen. I've been sitting on this exclusive custom print for like two years now#I really love that drawing its so cute. I still hold that project close to my heart#anyways uhh itch store! happy birthday to me!#last year this time was so rough I didn't even Want to think about my birthday lol#strangely enough with this small little fragmentation grenade we just got I became more motivated to fuck around on my bday lmao#probably out of spite. hammer philosophy#my parents love making a whole thing out of me and the brother's bdays lol so dinner's gonna be something#but for now I can still chill. and prep up stuff. and do my thang#if u look thru the itch store and get something from there thank u so much! I hope the comics treat u well#and now. I make hot drink. have a good day lads! do a little jig for us let's go
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Having a very difficult evening, would any of you happen to have spare silly muppet images……
#barks#well. nothing much actually happened#someone just ate the food I was saving for dinner and I was already very stressed about multiple incidents in my real life#so I kind of just burst into tears#I did a lot of important things today so I’m going to try and watch follow that bird if my brain cooperates and calms down enough here#I gotta be up early tomorrow so it better happen quickly
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skyglow:
(alternative title: photo dump of a midnight desert run)
#photography#Ford's Art#color says shit#it was either go on a twelve mile run or re-download grindr and get absolutely blasted so I went with the more responsible option.#b because damn I'm feeling it tonight. or at least I was before the run. I need to shower and then I'll cook dinner and go to bed satiated.#I did also jerk off under the bridge and then piss on someone's flowers on the way home. gotta get those animal instincts out somehow right?#anyway I've successfully vented most of my manic energy and a cold shower will finish it off and then we're good.#the mood meds have been helping a lot. last time I got hit with this kind of a mood I came out of it with huge bite marks and chlamydia.#and I haven't been feeling it nearly as bad this time so that's nice. more like a restless dog and less like a caged wolf thirsty for blood.#yes I'm making references to Call of the Wild again deal with it.#anyway sorry to anyone who sees this from the tags and not because you follow me. you didn't sign up for this lmao.#also. this is why I can't be a binary trans woman. this night photography shit is the most gay-man thing ever and I enjoy it.#I was doing it before my last boyfriend but he got me even more into it.#anyway bye I'm gonna go shower and then eat food. I've been hungrier more recently.#between the meds and the hrt my appetite is bigger and I'm gaining weight with the hrt fat redistribution which is cool and good.#I want to be a healthy weight and maybe even a lil chonky? we'll see we'll see.
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doodles and some lore. I'm tired.
#Jay does this thing on second dates where he tests the other person#he wants to make sure they'd like all of him. every part of him that may throw others off or realize he's insane#Matt and Jay were friends during high school. dated in college and broke up just before finding out Jay was pregnant#they decided to co-parent Mona and just view one another as friends#Mona really likes Don and Tk. loves Peter. though dislikes Lucy quite a bit because of how much she hears Jay complain about her with Matt#Mona is very close with Jay despite living with Matt and only coming over to Jay during the holidays/some weekends#Jay moved into the complex about a year prior to meeting Peter. he's had 5 roommates since moving in#Lucy has been the worst compared to the rest but is the only one Jay tolerates (since she's young and reminds him of himself. pretransition#Jay and Don hated each other in the beginning. only really bonded over talking shit about a neighbor#and Jay saying “anyway I gotta finish watching the game.” Don saying how he wanted to too but his tv is fucked so they watch together#Tk does have feelings for Jay but Jay just can't take the hint. he simply just thinks he's making jokes and is very kind#Jay really cares about Lucy. he often checks up on her when she's out and buys her dinner if he didn't make anything for them#and she ofc tries to make his life easier by cleaning the apartment making him coffee in the mornings etc etc#also Jay and Don sometimes just talk about marriage. how both of theirs didn't work out (I headcanon that for Don)#how it'd go - Don: I just wish I showed her how much I cared... Jay: I chased mine down with a knife. didn't kill her though. I promise.#Jay also calls Don's kid (the cop) Don Jr. he doesn't mind it that much. it's mainly cause Jay never remembers his name#my art#yb peter#Yb don#Void#Jay#Yb tk#Yb lucy#none of them die btw. Peter kills some guy who treated Jay poorly#the entirety of Jay and Peter's relationship before the abduction takes place over June#I say so cause it was a bit alarming to Tk. Don and Matt how fast Jay was rushing into the relationship and such#anyway uhh idk what else to say
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accidentally took a 3hr nap . inconsolable
#i wanted 2 do things. now i gotta go ro bed in like an hour. havent even ate dinner yet#killing maiming etc
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IS IT MY IMAGINATION OR IS THIS A REALLY HOMOEROTIC CONVERSATION IM WATCHING. I THINK THERES QUEERCODING GOING ON HERE AND NOT IN A FUN WAY. IM SCARED
#i think. uhm. i think richard thinks he's been invited over for dinner in a gay way. he said 'we do live well' in refernece to luke living#alone & being divorced like 'WE'???? and he shows up & lukes still in his bathrobe and he's like 'oh i'll go change' and richard says no it#s a lovely robe keep it on??? and he?? does??????? huh???????????? and he like reached for his chest & they keep saying things#that could be homoerotic if you look at it from a certain angle im scared#for context i dont think this a show that would end with they two guys falling in love yknow#ANYWAYS#i really gotta know whats gonna happen but oh god
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i would die for you, fake digital pet and your randomly generated responses
#loyal talks about stuff and things#sorry i'm trying to write but i barely have time to do anything#i've gotta go to a stupid family dinner in an hour and a half#where i get to spend the whole time being misgendered and called the wrong name :)
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144 interactions with my sdv sim post within two days!!??
What did I do right!?( ˶°ㅁ°) !!
No, seriously tell me, lol!
Hello new followers💖 I'm shy & easily scared away but welcome💕 |˶˙ᵕ˙ )ﾉﾞ
I've recently been distracted with sdv as some of you can tell, but I'm currently playing my sim Jazzi, it's a chill time, if your interested you can check it out with the (#stay jazzy or #lazy gaming) tags♡ Hope your day/evening is full of wonderful energy✨️
#babbling#im so grateful really💖#that posts gif was giving me trouble and I worked on it for a whole day & a half😭#you guys are the only people i can share my sims with/fangirl on🥺#ill just keep making things that make me happy#i think thats the secret#gotta go finish making dinner 🍽👋
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Happy New Year!!
Here's to me drawing more of these 2 in the next year as well :)
#yosukan#persona 4#yosuke hanamura#kanji tatsumi#new years#new year#my tradition of drawing a thing for new years on the day itself lives on. the first time i did this it was with yosuke and teddie :)#tedpost#tedart#i think this turned out rlly cute im happy w it. i rlly gotta leave now though im going to a party.#its around dinner time when im making this but ill post this from my concepts once the hour strikes lmao#wtf i did a halfbody w yosuke and i didnt draw the little froggy keychain? kms#pretend its on the other side and you cant see it.
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i dont got a gaurdian angel or devil on my shoulder but i do imagine grandad (robert freeman) from the boondocks reacting to everything around me
#been like this for like two months now or something#everytime im too exhausted to get up but am like 'i need to get up to eat dinner' i hear grandads voice like#'have sleep for dinner youre getting fat anyway'#that sounds bad it sounds like i have an eating disorder or some shit that is not true. i love to eat im monkey d luffy irl and its not a#joke. me and wiener are fucking beasts we will go 20 minutes without eating and go gawd... im so hungry rn...#but sometime my demon of a bed traps me like quicksand again and im like i need to eat food.. but god sleep feels so good....#i love the have sleep for dinner youre getting fat anyway line okay it makes me laugh so fucking hard riley be starving af#pretty boy flizzy episode 😍😍😍#i think about the allowance line too all the fuckin time#you want an allowance? i ALLOW you to eat my food. i ALLOW you to burn my electricity. i ALLOW you to sleep in my bed!#robert freeman is so deadass i love him especially when he thought riley was gay and heard tom say all the good things about gay people and#and went 'damn thats a lot of good shit... nah still gotta disown him'#LOL#grandad was not rockin wit that gangstalicious manbag
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I’m barely holding it together recently for no particular reason. If I had to specify what I am feeling I guess I would say that I’m bored but what am I supposed to do about that, I’ve got shit I need to do.
#it’s fine i’m going to go to either this goth party or karaoke on friday and that will fix me#but in the mean time i’ve still gotta go grocery shopping and do laundry and things but like. what is even the point#i’m buying things for salmon. save me delicious fish dinner save me
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#it's September which means my depression months are starting to gear up#this year I've tried my best to set up a lot of fun things to look forward to for the winter months so hopefully i dont go inactive#my boston bff is coming down for my bday#im visiting my LA bestie again for the sabrina carpenter concert#im seeing hamilton w my siblings#im going to a gender reveal party this month and also getting dinner w my high school bestie#my friend and his gf want to take me out next month for their halloweem shenanigans#christmas is coming up which means present buying which is my fav thing#im going to a rally w my college friend#gotta do a picnic at my city park w my siblings#thanksgiving is my fav holiday (the turkey eating part not the colonizer worship)#there's so much to look forward to - i hope i don't choke up and isolate again#sandy rambling
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One of the worst parts of the cancellation is that Amy et al will never understand the harm they’ve caused. I’m barely hanging on. Season 4 would have given me something to look forward to. Now I have absolutely nothing 😡
#fuck amy#fuck cbs#reactive dogs are hard fucking work#all I want is a solid nights sleep#and it’s gonna be years before that happens#cause I gotta get up in the middle of the night to give my pup anxiety meds#I haven’t left the state since I moved here#I spent my birthday crying#cause it was first without my pup#and I had nobody to support me#my parents left first thing that morning for vacation thinking I wouldn’t mind since we’d done dinner the night before#they sent pictures of food & scenery#meanwhile I’m sitting in a filthy apartment with a fussy dog missing my other one and remembering how I used to spend my birthdays#either on vacation or doing fun local things with friends#and its going to be years before I can return to where I move from cause I’m broke af and have a pup I can’t travel with#and I can’t solve the broke problem cause I’m still broken and also cause training my pup is full time job#so each day for the foreseeable future is going to be the same#train train exercise train train train cry restless sleep#moving here was the second biggest mistake of my life#ignore all this#I just needed to barf some feelings
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T MINUS THREE HOURS. i’m excited i’m stressed chronic anxiety disorder etc but i’m excited. etc
#going to a concert :) & i’ve been riding a little bit of an ego boost because i got asked out#i had to be like Sorry i’m like this because i’m trans & just going by a cissona at work not because i’m a lesbian . but it was fine#she’s nice we’re friends now :) anyway ego boost. that she said she thinks i’m hot#all of this unrelated to the concert thing it’s just informing my mood#ANYWAY. tmg with my other friend :) we’re gonna get early dinner#i gotta go to my mom’s & check on my sister though she was like dying yesterday#<- stomach bug i mean not like genuinely
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reaching the "pit of despair" portion of the emotional rollercoaster that is today
#speak friend and enter#like i just have to cry it out rq bc i know realistically itll all be fine#and even if its not i can go home.#but i walked to get pizza and cut the walk sign too close and almost got hit by a car and then immediately got shat on by a seagull#and my blood sugar is low and im afraid im spending my money all wrong and i miss my family and my pets and my friends :(#but on the flip side ive been here for a grand total of seven hours and everyone ive talked to has been super nice.#and its not like i was seeing my friends in person at home either. none of them live near my parents#so realistically is this different from being in like my junior year of college when i didnt have any irl friends? no not really#and did i have fun then? yeah i did#so im definitely excited to see what all this will bring and i know ill meet people and get to see way more of the country#and the positives outweigh the negatives but admitting that doesnt get me off the emotional roller coaster.#so i gotta thug it out while i use these tags as a journal and then eat my dinner ans watch some tv and take a shower and go to sleep.#see the bad thing about being medicated is that now im self aware. being unaware was worse dgmw#but now its like cmonnnnn i should be able to test out of this i know the answersssss
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