#grrrhoulxy post

[grrrhoulxy]

Ok, I tried,,,, (maybe I'll do EPs later)

Feel free to download them but plz credit me!!! tysm✌

04/16 edit: I uploaded again the pics 'cuz I noticed there were few typing mistakes lol.

[grrrhoulxy]

Since the previous post is going so well, here's the one with the EPs!

Again, feel free to download them, but please credit me! 💙

[grrrhoulxy]

sorry babe, I have priorities.

[grrrhoulxy]

Literally us during this Chapter:

this is my choping mechanism.

[grrrhoulxy]

Halloween Costumes!! A silly contribution to the silly community for the silly Halloween costume 🎃

(the lady is my oc don't mind her)

[grrrhoulxy]

Today I've seen a post about Copia's "role" in bed and... I SIMPLY CANNOT SHUT UP ABOUT THIS. So here's what my guesses are:

|| slightly NSFW!! Dom/Sumb Undertones i guess?? ||

The first few times, especially the very first, he is very awkward. He tries to be Dom but he just can't because he's caught up in the various emotions (not that he's a virgin, he's just caught up in the moment with you).

Day by day, when you both start to get carried away and be more confident, we can say that you both decide what to do in those moments. Sometimes he's the Dom, sometimes he's the Sub, simply based on what you feel on doing at that time. It must be said, however, the type of Dom Copia's capable of being is a Dom "in positions", more like a Top, and not so much in his language or ways of doing 'cuz he's still the tender, awkward and sentimental man we know.

But there are times that something just snaps in him, awakening something in the almost animal instinct. Maybe it's the frustration of not feeling enough, or the stress that the role of Papa brings him, or even the fumes of alcohol during the post-ritual parties (as an italian, this man is a pure wine enjoyer) but whatever triggers that man, his insecurity is dulled, bringing out a little self-confident side of him that commitments and worries usually hold him back; even though you still recognize that clumsy man you love so much. He's just more spontaneous. He certainly doesn't reach the "seductive" levels of his brothers, but when you sense him like this you can't help but be good and satisfy him (you just can't resist~).

[grrrhoulxy]

Lingerie (Copia/PapaIV × F!Reader)

O Boi, my first Ghost's ff ever! I'M REEEEEALLY EXITED ABOUT THIS, I've been writing for dayss. At first, I wasn't planning on publish it but I got carried away so much I had to share with ya'll!~

TAGS: MDNI/NSFW. Cardinal Copia/Papa Emeritus IV x AFAB!Reader; Light Dom/Sub; Dom Reader; Sub Copia; Teasing; Dirty Talk; Explicit Sexual Content; Handjob; Rough Sex. WORDS: 3K

You can also read my work on Ao3!

As she walked into Copia's apartment, every step seemed to reverberate through her body. She knew what was going to happen there and the anticipation was almost too much for her to bear. Her heart raced as she approached the door, and when she finally opened it, Copia's reaction confirmed that everything was going according to plan. She could feel his eyes on her half-naked body, covered only by a white lingerie set and coordinating nightie. The fabric clung to her curves in all the right places, leaving little to the imagination. She shuddered with excitement at the thought of what they were about to do. Copia stood frozen in place as soon as he saw her. He dropped the packet of paperwork he had been holding without even realizing it. It was clear that he was speechless - words simply failed him at this moment. But for her part, she felt empowered by his reaction. This is exactly what she had wanted - not just sex or physical pleasure but also a sense of control over someone else's desires and emotions. His cheeks began to take on the colour of the curtains and sheets that adorned the room, a vermillion red colour on his almost pale-white face. He couldn't handle the view of her gorgeous and exposed body so he immediately looked away, blushing even more and hoping that move wasn't a wrong one. A smile, that under its apparent sweetness and innocence hid a lustful malice, marked the features of her face.

"Good evening, Papa" she said to get the attention of his eyes while her pupils glued to the man.

"Oh, w-Well... this is, uhhh, unexpected..." he said while keeping his gaze down for being taken aback like that. She started to approach him as she innocently giggles.

"I thought I'd surprise you. I'd say I've succeeded?"

"I-I mean..."

Copia said with a bashful smile. As he tried to take control of the unforeseen situation, she suddenly was standing right in front of his face, looking directly into his colour-unmatched eyes. Now she has again his full attention.

"Uhh, Si?" He asked unsurely, almost naively.

"So it's a yes..." she affirmed as she started to softly fondle his chest. The touch made him gasp a little.

"I know you were a man who likes lingerie, am I right?"

He bit his lip in a pleasant frustration, bot eyes locked on her as he realise that he cannot look elsewhere anymore.

"You..are right, m-mia cara..."

His heart started pounding uncontrollably at the feeling of her warm body so close to his own. It seems unreal, impossible, but he felt his face flushing even more now. He quickly brought his hands behind his back in embarrassment, like he didn't know where to put them, as if he has been caught doing something wrong. She noticed his reaction and let out a small laugh, even more excited. She then whispered to him seductively:

"What are we gonna do about this...huh?"

"About what...?"

But before he could continue, her head comes forward, lips pressed against his as he took little initiative by reaching out to touch her hair, then her neck. The soft movement and scent of her skin gave him goosebumps; at that exact moment, he pulled his lips back from hers, panting as if his whole body were boiling. Copia's mind quickly began to feel overwhelmed by so many thoughts and emotions; taking back control over himself now was impossible, especially considering how turned on he was at the mere sight of her. But no matter what, she had no intention of stopping.

"About my lingerie, dummy...", she murmurs. "You like me wearing it, don't you?"

"...S-Sì...", he responded quickly, not sure of how much more clear and coherent he should try.

Her delicate finger moved slowly down, fondling now his upper abdomen. With all the excitement, his gloved hands began to feel uncomfortable even behind his own back. Once released from the grip he had imposed on them, they hesitantly began to find their way to rest on her, grabbing her soft hips and squeezing them gently as she softly jumped in surprise. He now was trembling a bit but she didn't let that distract her.

"How long have you wanted to see me like this?" Her fingertips are feeling his hardened member now, slowly teasing it in circles.

"You can't even imagine how long I-I..."

But then the conversation coming to a standstill. Again, his hands began to move almost on their own, nervously caressing both her thighs and then switching to her lower back. Touching her like this felt so different, yet so wonderful, but exploring her body only through those touches, touching her skin like that wasn't enough for him anymore. He wanted to feel more of her, well beyond sensations arising from hugs and caresses, he wanted to feel her. Entirely. Despite his indecisive thoughts and inhibitions, Copia's body was irrepressible. His hands started to rummage with more ardour, trying to touch as much as possible in that position while his member continued to harden between her fingers.

"Papa..." she said interrupting his flow of thoughts and bringing him back to the moment.

Copia stopped touching her, almost instantly for fear of have gone too far. Not wanting him to think he pushed her too much, she smiled at him as she brought both of her hands behind her back, trying to reach the underwire of her bra, and with a little jerk open it.

"Maybe you'll like it more to see me without this..."

Before he could reply, or prepare himself better, her hand made its way inside his pants, first brushing her palm before going further down to where it needed to be, finally making contact with his already burning member, provoking a moan. Suddenly feeling the wetness of his arousal, Copia instinctively wrapped her arms around him, stopping her from going on even more. She realized that something was off. This wasn't how it usually went between them - normally he would be little more active and chatty during their intimate moments together. So what had changed? Was he feeling unwell? Or perhaps something else was bothering him?

"Don't worry, I've been fantasizing about doing it for a long time...I'm completely fine"

"Are you...sure, cara? I-if you're doing it just for my pleasure then-"

"I'm doing this for both of us! You know I love you and I...I want to fulfill your little fantasies, Copia. I really do"

Now looking up into each other eyes as she was almost entrap around his torso, hands still holding her tightly. There were few seconds of silence, broken then by Copia.

"...I love you too. Scusami, scusami, I broke the mood you created but I...wanted to make sure you weren't doing anything against your will just because I told you I like these...things..."

Without letting go, she brought her lips once again close to his ear, as gentle and tender as ever.

"No, no, you don't have to be sorry, actually it's very sweet that you were worrying...but you know me if I'm here I'm sure of what I'm doing"

He didn't answer right away; just biting his lip gently in hesitation. He then took up some courage.

"W-well, if it does not make you uncomfortable...I, uh, would like to unwrap the rest of my gift, va bene?"

Copia replied quickly, blushing and letting out a small awkward giggle. Finally getting the chance to look at her face, he founded her laughing amused at his haste to get rid of her nightie.

"Very brave, Papa!"

She placed a kiss on his cheek, placing her hand on his chest for a moment before smiling again. Releasing herself from his grasp, she grabbed the straps of her bra and pulled it off her shoulder, as she backed away a few steps so that she could show all of herself to him. The view of her naked breast was making him crazy. When the white bra hitted the floor, she went and sat down on the edge of his bed, legs slightly apart and a small smile playing across her lips. At that moment, Copia burst with red on his face, awkwardly reaching out for the collar of his red sweatshirt and pulling it over his arms. Then it was the turn of his t-shirt to go on the floor like the other clothes as he stepped closer to her. They were now sitting on his bed, both half-naked and kissing with ardour. Between a small moan and another, her hand was once again positioned on his groin, starting to massage his member above his pants. Sliding down to fondle him through his boxers and finally meeting the bottom of his dick, it was fully hard and ready for her to take care of. His own hand reached her bare thigh, groping it softly, reaching underneath her.

"I-I'm not so sure on...w-what to do from now on", he said, trying to look at her in her eyes, rather than looking straight at her breasts.

To his relief, she didn't even seem bothered by his concern, only tightening her grip upon him when he looked up at her. He moaned, loudly.

"Then let me start, maybe this will loosen you up a bit", she said jokingly while her free hand was pressing him down to lay flat on the mattress.

"A-A-Amore mio...you mean-"

At this point, he wasn't allowed to finish the question, as she leaned forward and giving him a long slow lick from his stomach all the way up to his neck. This is was happening too fast for him to process the entire situation. His only thought was about her warm tongue against him that was making in squirming uncontrollably. She laid next to him with her head nestled between his shoulders and then, without warning, she lifted herself on top of him, crawling upward so that her body was hovering over his. It didn't even take long for her to climb higher and settle on his pelvis. As he watched her leaning down over him, he felt his member being rubbed into her hand. Her movements were slow but firm; with each rub a rush of pleasure ran through his body, increasing the heat on his cheeks. Copia's heart raced as he attempted to catch her gaze. He knew that once their eyes met, there would be no turning back. As he looked up, his breath caught in his throat as he saw her staring directly at him with an intensity that left him feeling exposed and vulnerable. He could feel the heat rising to his cheeks and quickly brought a hand up to cover his face, hoping she wouldn't notice how flustered he had become. But it was too late; she had already seen everything written on his face.

"Are you enjoing it Papa? If this is too much, I can stop" she asked quietly while continuing to rub him.

"Oh...it is a-awesome, cara..y-you...sei fantastica-" his words trailed off.

"...I love being praised like this, Papa~ "

The sentence made him more hard then it was, involuntary giving her the sign to increase the speeds of the rubes. But even that didn't deter him from remaining quiet, holding back as she began slightly thrusting herself up and down on his pelvis. In that moment he knew he was going to lose it and he knew she was aware of it too. He could feel her smile grow on her lips as he was holding her by her hips firmly, trying to stop her movements.

"Mia cara, I-If you keep doing this, u-uh, thrusting I'll..."

"So soon? But we have so much more to do...~" she whispered while continuing to massage his erection, although less firmer. By now he was beginning to feel some serious friction inside, thinking he would cum almost instantly.

"A-ahh...T-Ti prego, cara, fermati!", he bursted all in italian. That made her chuckle.

She stopped moving and remained on his lap, with her hand caressing his chest, one on his shoulder and one stroking his length slowly and lazily.

"I can feel you getting close...wanna switch on something more interesting? "she added with a huge grin, while Copia was trying to calm himself a bit, painting almost breathlessly.

"W-what are you saing, amore??", he asked, not sure of what she meant.

However, before any answers arrived, he felt her warm and wet entrance pressed down onto his dick. The sensation of being inside her made him lose control completely as he groaned loudly from the pleasure coursing through his body. The strong heat enveloped around his cock as she slid down onto it in a comfortable manner; it felt as if she was trying to shove herself all the way down onto him, but in reality, it was a very slow motion, as she was still pulling back a little at the end. Already he could felt his shaft expanding inside her, so tight that the slightest movement would make him ache. Taking him all the way in took her a little more effort than anticipated, he could feel her walls now squeezing on his shaft, causing a constant throbbing sensation.

"Ooh, Papa you feel so, so good!..." she whispered to herself, closing her eyes: "Are you l-liking the surprise?~ "

He heard her in a soft but excited voice, and despite his weakness, he managed to smile a little, face relaxed now by pure pleasure.

"You're...squeezing me so tight- Mhhh..~"

He grunted at her movements, breathing heavily as she started moving faster. The thrill of her body, while he was inside her, was getting him even more aroused, now an almost painful ache as she continued her thrusting movements while rocking up and down. They held that position for a minutes more, now both moaning and painting, until the grip on her waist tightened again even more. She opened her eyes, looking at his facial expression, and the surprise of finding him watching her the whole time made her blush slightly for the first time since they started this passionate encounter. As she continued to gaze into his semi-closed eyes, Copia suddenly broke the symphony of moaning with a straightforward yet innocent statement.

"A-Amore, I'm too close now...I can't-" He trailed off before asking hesitantly, "Are-Are you close to??"

"Y-yes Papa, I-" 

"Ooh, Ti prego, ti prego, lascia che... p-please I need to..."

His vulnerability was endearing and it only made their connection stronger as her pleased face showed him a kind smug smile.

"You're asking me the permission to cum? H-how freaky of you~"

As she teased him once again, he remained silent and didn't respond. This time around, something was different. He let out a loud grunt before starting to move his hips with a newfound energy that left her pleasantly surprised. With each thrust, he pounded her with an unexpected heat that left her breathless. She couldn't help but be amazed by his sudden enthusiasm and eagerness to please her. She didn't complain or ask him to slow down, instead, she surrendered herself completely to the moment and allowed him to take little dominance. One of Copia's gloved hands moved to her upper back, pushing her down on him to imprison her in a warm embrace, while the other one kept her ass firmly placed against his hips as he increased his speed. Now he was the one moving, keeping her down as the tip of his cock hit her deeper. Completely overwhelmed by the sensations, she could only moan and scream as he kept fucking her. His movements were becoming more and more intense, pushing her closer to the edge with each thrust. Now she was close as well, his cock throbbing inside of her. Her walls were tighter around him and he knew that she was about to cum. Whispering he nervously asked:

"Ohh, Amore..A-Are you close now?"

She nodded her head. "Y-Yes, Papa! F-fill me up as well~ "

She screamed his name as she felt the pleasure radiating from her core. As their movements became more frantic, Copia's grip on her tensed even more as he spilt himself all inside her. She followed suit shortly after, feeling waves of pleasure wash over her body. They collapsed onto the bed together, panting heavily. There was a moment of silence, only the sound of their breathing filling the room. Eventually, Copia broke one again the silence.

"Cazzo...T-that was...wow"

Despite her breathlessness, a pleased laugh escaped her. He smiled, starting to gently stroke her back and whispering:

"Have I ever told you that you are so so sooo beautiful?...Your skin, your body...everything makes me weak for you...Ti amo, così tanto che non lo puoi nemmeno immaginare"

She smiled contentedly, even blushing at those sweet words, feeling safe and loved in his embrace.

"You always have the right thing to say, mh? I love..no, t-ti amo... uhm, me too!" she said in a clumsy way that made both chuckled a little.

As they lay there together, Copia couldn't help but think about how lucky he was to have found someone who made him feel this way. At that moment, nothing else mattered except for the two of them and the love they shared. They stayed like that for a while before slipping under the covers to spend the rest of the almost-ending night sleeping in each other's arms.

[grrrhoulxy]

I told myself to star sharing my drawings here, but I'm still too shy busy...

Can someone suggest me a cool idea for a drawing to make? Feel free to suggest me anything,,, socially acceptable :^)

[grrrhoulxy]

Okay, I think I've come up with a guess as to what might be going on.

If we suppose that Copia is the Antichrist, it means that MAYBE they'll retrace the "Passion of Christ"??? Well, Jesus died on the cross and then rose again, proving that he is indeed powerful and important. Perhaps the Clergy are planning a ritual where they intend to kill Copia just to resurrect him after and, perhaps, make him more powerful??

It's just that I find it strange how even Sister Imperator is so chill about it, despite all the CLEARLY pressing clues about the death of our dear Papa IV(?).

So I suppose if there's going to be a death at all, will it be a death that leads to good news??? PLEASE???

>>>(Who knows, maybe it's just my brain refusing to accept other avenues 💀😭))

[grrrhoulxy]

Ok I think I'm going to post some of my Ghost's art here (stuff with Oc too) ! I'll use the "#grrrhoulxy art" to mark'em! :D