#guess you just get my unfiltered adoration of you or whatever. loser

[even-if-in-another-time]

just wanted to tell you that earlier when i was playing uno with my sister i decided to put on chloe moriondo and thought and thought and thought about you and summertime. vapor came on and i thought, god, what i wouldn't give to float away with saph on a night with a sunset past 9pm. thought about you fondly when slacker came on too <3

i am going to start sobbing i am keeling over screaming crying throwing up ramming my head into a wall right now izzy i lvoe you???????? so much????????? man there are some things that are always gonna belong to you you know. like. a little bit of summer is always gonna hold you in it and my favorite music artist makes me think of you now and you are everything pink in my mind and you are in so much, you are always going to be this weird sort of reminder that you can give away parts of yourself and not lose anything, and you are always going to be a little bit of the force i desperately want to be capable of being in the world. it’s so fucking absurd that we ever somehow came into contact but now you’ve stolen a part of the world and tinted it and gave it back and i’m so glad you did. anyways im rambling but im just trying to say you exist in so many places and it’s incomprehensible to me that i exist in those too and i love you for telling me that i do :)