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[flowerandblood]

Is it Rheanys or Rhaenys in your fic? I’m sorry, I’m confused because you don’t always spell it the same 😔

It's Rhaenys!!!! Like the wife-sister of Aegon the Conqueror. If it has an 'e' at the beginning, it means it's just a typo! If I wrote this in some chapter, let me know which one and I will correct it! When writing long texts, I sometimes don't notice such things anymore.

[flowerandblood]

One thing I want to say I love about your writing in ‘The fall from the heavens’ is how you write Jace and Baelas relationship because not every relationship betrothed is a happy one made of love or even friendships. You’ve managed to capture that idea perfectly as they are both pretty much tolerating each other and learning how to manage a relationship since they didn’t exactly have the best examples growing up.

Jace had Rhaenyra and Laenor who was killed as a child and the fact Harwin was his real father. Jace knew his parents were never really in love and with Rhaenyra and Daemon Jace knows Daemon doesn’t treat him as a real son even when he may think so as he is a bastard and not a true Targaryen like his mother.

While Baela had to witness her parents go through the traumatic process of childbirth. We don’t know any miscarriages of Laena but Laena knew deep down she was always the second woman compared to Rhaenyra as Laena didn’t give any sons whole Rhaenyra gave birth to 5. And also Baela watched her mother on the verge of death.

Both these children had terrible parental role models in love and like I said earlier are merely trying to navigate love and relationships they will need to styay with there whole life. (Sorry for this ramble I honestly just believe you have such a poetic sense of writing that’s so extraordinary to read!)

😭😭😭😭

You don't even know how much those words mean to me! I wanted the universe of The Fall from the Heavens to be as expansive as possible, so that we actually have a look at several different sides:

1) Rheanys and Aemond, who are two children who, without even knowing it, fell in love with each other very early on. When you are a child, love and friendship seem to be the same thing, with the addition of hugs or innocent kisses. Children don't think about intimacy the way adults do, because they are not aware of it: they want to be close to each other because their gut tells them so, because they feel safe together. After Aemond loses his eye they are separated and their sense of security and their foundations are destroyed. When they see each other eight years later they are both just as tired and lonely, only for different reasons.

2) Daemon and his regret about participating in the lives of Viserys' sons despite knowing that they needed it and that perhaps it would have changed everything. He has chosen his own pride and prejudice and in his own spiteful way he tries to make amends (he upholds that Aemond and Rheanys' betrothal is in force, he does not undermine their marriage when they meet to speak, he listens to their terms even though he could just call them traitors).

3) Jace and Baela, who are two people close to each other who become betrothed and find that something is missing. This sense of discomfort causes feelings of frustration, and this tends to make us unintentionally hurt the other person, be mean and unkind to them because they are not what we deep down want. The fact that they broke off their betrothal, although painful, was a sign of their maturity and their understanding that if they got married, they would hate each other, which is something neither of them wants.

4) Alys, a bastard who has nothing and who has earned everything she has acquired on her own. She could have simply done what Larys told her to do: she could have not even tried to seduce Aemond, but simply tricked Rhaenys into thinking she did and manipulated her. Rhaenys's kindness, her honesty and innocence makes her conscience speak out, and although she doesn't have to, she makes the decision to defy him: it shows what kind of character she really is.

5) Aegon and Helaena: they live in a bit of a vacuum until their children are born and a threat to their continued existence emerges. It turns out that Aegon is able and willing to be a father who is responsible: he and his sister, guided by their well-being, grow closer, and the sense of togetherness makes Aegon a better king, a better husband, a better brother and a better man.

The truth is that all of these characters influence each other and their decisions change destiny, and I wanted the reader to feel that way when reading this story. I didn't want them to be puppets who say a sentence, appearing when the action stands to move some romantic plot forward, disappearing after a while. So, once again, thank you for this message!

[flowerandblood]

4, 16, 37, and 64 for the ask game!

4. do you like your name? why?

I don't like it, lol. Most of my friends and acquaintances called me Hagi because that was my nickname. Everyone but my husband. He gives me his own weird nicknames or uses my full name.

16. favorite makeup brand(s)

I don't think I have one, I'm a complete loser when it comes to things like this!!!

37 – I already answered it here

64. favorite dipping sauce? 

SALSA

Ask me unusual questions

[flowerandblood]

girl your writing is litterally perfect but can you please take a break from angst? I HAVE NO MORE TEAR TO BE POURED AFTER OPHELIA. im on my knees the next times u write can it just be a smut? 👁️👄👁️🙏🏻

😭😭😭 you're so kind

Hahaha okay, I checked chapter 35 of The Fall from the Heavens for you and there is angst BUT not between Aemond and Rheanys. They are just happy to fuck each other at this point, so I hope it will lift your spirits!!!!!!

[flowerandblood]

please im on my knees asking for lady strong to live a happy life with aemond surrounded by their children :(

[flowerandblood]

Hello, once more! I am here to leave my last and final Review for your amazing story Rage |Revange | Relief <3 this has been so much fun to reread and be able to analyze and appreciate these characters for what they are and I'm so happy I've had the chance to write these up. Having said that, let's get started!

Final Chapter (4) : " He pressed his lips together, trying not to cry, thinking that since he had lost his eye he had never been more vulnerable. "

This is such a gratifying moment to watch unfold, emotions wise. Because in the beginning of the story we see aemond struggling with feeling exactly as he did. He feared it so much that he couldn't allow himself to feel anything at all. And now, nearing the end of the story, so many emotions are running through him that his walls completely crumbled and he is now in a point of his life where he is the very person he was scared of allowing himself to be.

I'm telling you, the way his growth and development is written and portrayed is truly beautiful to watch unfold. It's subtle to the point of it being so believable, I might as well be reading someone's actual diary and reading their own emotions and actions on paper.

" He was horrified by how helpless and pathetic his voice sounded, her hand clasped tightly in his, he felt her looking at him, felt her crying too.

[ . . . ]

He covered his face with his hand, trying to calm himself, breathing deeply, thinking only of the warmth of her skin, her thumb stroking the back of his hand. "

And just having the Mc by his side, to not just comfort him but be vulnerable with him- WITH HIM- it further enforces that everything he was feeling is valid and is okay to feel. That he doesn't need to hold everything in and be angry, that he can also be weak and in a vulnerable state of mind and still be loved.

This starting scene is honestly such a great representation of their relationship as a whole. It shows how strong their bond is, how meaningful this connection is to them for them and how they are more than their shitty situations in life. In a sense, he ended up getting exactly what he wanted but not in the way he expected. He wanted to be like the Mc so badly but thanks to the Mc loving him for himself and expecting nothing in return, it allowed him to grow into his own version, his own person filled with warmth he can now give without feeling like it makes him look pitiful.

And that is just beautiful.

I'm also loving how Viserys is portrayed in this story. It's very small interaction and mentions of him but in a sense I can see this being almost Canon? It's hard not to find stories in which viserys isn't straight up a biased unfavorable father figure and so seeing this change was very pleasent. It shows that even if he doesn't hold any favorable feelings towards aemond, or perhaps even going through his own things that disallows him from giving his full fatherly support, he still is a parent and very much acts the part irregardless of whatever sentiments might be between him and his other children ( I know the other targ siblings aren't mentioned in this story but if we were to base this off Canon show/book viserys, this is a very believable portrayal of him).

" "I love you too." She mumbled out as if relieved, as if she understood in that moment that it wasn't all for nothing.

That they had done it not to get revenge on them.

That they just wanted to be together. "

" "Well, Alicent, they're of age and, from what I understand, you haven't managed to marry your still recent bodyguard in those few months, according to that, in the eyes of the law - and to my knowledge - they are complete strangers to each other, young people in love. My son wants to live with me and she wants to live with him, so it is not a kidnapping. I don't know what to tell you. As if to say - it's not our problem." He said and hung up, putting the phone down. He looked at him thoughtfully, but his words were not directed to him, but to his girlfriend. "

Viserys dropping tea and lore in one phone call - cause he ate that! Love that for them.

" "I don't know. I'm just…" He sighed heavily, running his hand over his face. "…I'm just happy with her, Dad. She's the only one who understands me. She's the only one who can comfort me or reassure me. Why should I give that up? Because they will be uncomfortable?" He asked angrily, feeling a burning wetness under his eyelids. "

Aemond finally voices what he wants, which is a want that is not destructive but a genuine want for his own good. His own happiness and being able to voice this to the parent he doesn't even have that close of a relationship with just further demonstrates how far he has gone to growing into the person he now is. He can now voice his weakness without feeling like he will be looked down upon or that he should feel bad about it. Because he now has something, someone, to let it all down for.

And then- the Mc confronts her dad. Which is also a great show of growth from her character compared to when the first chapter showed her just trying to keep the peace between her parents, dealing with the chaos that had led to an uncomfortable tension with both her parents and basically being the child in the middle of something that was never her fault to begin with. We finally see her speaking up and now allowing her dad to push this image he has of his little girl onto her. She is standing her ground, showing that she isn't a child but a person who has emotions and wants as well. Who doesn't wish to be defined by what her parents paint her as. Her dad as his little girl and her mom as a betrayer and an outlet to vent her frustrations over her broken relationship. She finally put her own happiness first just as aemond is doing and seeing them doing it together is so heart touching.

The rest of the story is just so sugar rottening sweet, I love it. I love the way they start to redeveloped their own little routines but in a space where they don't have to pretend or hide where they stand with one another. How their sexual life has went from being thrilling and forbidden to tender, passionate and loving. And omg, the scene with Daeron was so cute 🥹

Also the final smut scene after everything that has happened makes me giggle because then using their "code names" during it is basically symbolism to them pointing the middle finger at their past and now being able to laugh and play cheeky over it. It's just their own inner joke in their own world.

" "Marry me." "

OMGOMGOMG

I genuinely loved this so much. This has become my comfort fic and the raw emotions that this brought out is just so beautifully created.

Overall, the story building, the character development and in depth depictions of what makes these characters who they are is honestly astounding. You did an amazing job, I'm honestly honored to have read this. Please never stop writing, you truly have a gift worth sharing and appreciating.

That ending was so heart warming and was the cherry on top of an amazing story 💖 I can not wait to read more of your stories in the future and hopeful get the chance to drop back in with another review as well, have an a great day/night and take care, sweetie <3

First of all - thank you for such a deep analysis of this mini-series (I love it and I keep coming back to it) - I don't think anyone has ever done such a thorough analysis of any of my fics and I am very, very happy that you decided to do it! All your comments are very, very accurate.

Aemond treats Vierys as his last resort and he doesn't know until the very end whether his father will help him, which is why he is so terrified. It turns out that at the moment of his second greatest drama in life, his father finally rises to the occasion, and what's more, it turns out that he is on his side and is not passive.

In the last chapter, he and mc are not random people, but someone between whom there is a bond, related not only to their experiences, but also to the fact that they have supported each other over the past weeks and discovered that being together they are happy and finally feel at peace .

So they come to the right conclusion that they have to cut themselves off from what was poisoning them and together do what they did not have the strength to do separately, afraid of loneliness - to stand up and leave.

Knowing that they have each other, they don't feel abandoned or lost, they don't think about whether they will regret it, because they know they won't. Aemond wants to marry her for two reasons - because he feels she is his soul mate, and secondly because, at least in my country - if Alicent and Criston got married, Aemond and mc would no longer be able to do so due to legal affinity.

So, Aemond and she have to be faster, then Criston and Alicent won't be able to legally marry. Just a little pinch in the nose for them.

Thank you so, so much and if you ever feel like sharing such thoughts with me again, please feel free to do so, it was wonderful to read and I want more! It's moments like these that make me want to write, thank you! 💖💖💖

[flowerandblood]

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