#happy new year bb! i hope we can have even more meme-filled fun this 2018 8)

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SO @alignedinstars / RINA, it’s 2018 and about 5 months since you and I got back in touch, and I wanted to make a shoutout to you and give a long, sentimental and very cheesy post :’) I’ve seen some old friends do this waay back in the years and have always wanted to make my own and you just so happen to be the first I try this on !!

This is getting cut under a read more so lmao.

I’ll just be blunt with this - I was pretty sad the day your first jia blog suddenly poofed. The first thing I remember doing after that is trying to hit you up on skype as casually as possible before attempting to ask if everything was alright. But some time passed and since I didn’t wanna pester you I just kinda did my usual thing on Zen until my muse for him withered away and I moved to the yoi fandom. After things started to die down there I was sort of at a loss with whether or not I wanted to find another fandom or just take another long break. BUT the biggest surprise I got when you messaged me again months later !! The most pleasant surprise honestly :’)

But anywho, my entire point in this post is to say how grateful I am to be your partner and friend !! Despite only just recently getting back in contact, and all the bumps in the road we’ve managed to hit in our personal lives between then and now, the memes are strong, and our friendship is as sturdier than ever !! I missed you a heck load, Zen missed Jia a ton - but aside that I’ve had so much fun roleplaying with you because it was just never a dull moment ic or ooc !! You’ve been nothing but an incredibly supportive friend, you always knew what to say to make me laugh ( orkillmesoftly ) we share a ton of interests even I have to admit I was shocked by because, you were just the perfect mix of everything good in a partner I’ve always wanted - but so much more !!  I'm always so reluctant ( bc of past rp experiences / friend drama ) about admitting my thoughts and some of the things i’ve been the most insecure with, and whenever I voice all of that to you you respond with so much understanding and care, always helping me find a solution to things - and even if that isn’t the case just help me overall put my mind somewhere more positive. Lately i’ve been finding it so much harder to reach out to people - both online and irl, but I’m just happy by the end of the day, I can just lay down and pour out whatever the heck my brain happens to come up with to you and be the happy derp i wanna be lmao. It’s honestly super hard these days ( at least for me ) to find those people to really click with, and I’m just ever so thankful to have at least one person like that after the last last mess of a long term rp partnership i had prior to mm and yoi. 

So to wrap this up, I wanna say thank you. For being amazing. For being that shoulder to lean on or that listening ear. For taking interest in things I’d otherwise quietly just enjoy on my own and literally indulging me in them. Thank you for being around when things got difficult. Thank you for trusting me when times got tough for you. Thank you for making my rp experience as fun as it is when we write together. Thank you for chatting with me up to the late hours. Thank you for throwing hcs back and forth with me and building our ic relationships to what they are now. Thank you for being so sweet, and kind, and such a positive influence in my life, and my writing. Thank you for roleplaying with me on your amazing muses - canon or oc because I adore them all. And overall just, thank you so so much for existing in my life and being the friendly, outgoing, and sympathetic person you are, and granting me this caring, loving friendship that we share <3 ... I’d take a sec to like, chill bc I’m getting a little too worked up with emotion right now lmao but I wanna post this asap but still give you a ton of lameness to read <3 I wanna say so much more, but rip I can’t seem to find the right words / can’t tell if I’ve said everything already. hhh but either way, I want you to know that you’re an incredible person and anyone would be privileged to have you as a friend ( you’re so incredibly approachable and lovable tho so there’s just no way anyone can should be shy to befriend you !! ) you need to be appreciated more because i know for a fact it often flies over your head. :’) i’ll make it a job to do that when i can, especially when it really counts !!

Just know if ever, whether it really happens or not, if ever we were to lose contact ( for literally whatever reason !! ) just know you’d always be welcomed back with open arms, and we’d always, always ALWAYS pick everything back up to where we left off. Just like we did last year. I love you to bits and pieces, so don’t you ever forget that !!