#hawaiianmen

[lilacskiesapothecary]

But First Pictures!!!

Hawaii is a Beautiful Place and I’m so glad I get to spend it with Him🥰

[chelshirecat]

Went to a Hawaiian Luau tonight. It was amazing. & I even ate fish. Y'all would be so proud. #BrownstakeHawaii #familyvacation #mahimahi #luau #hawaiianmen #hulagirls (at Halekoa Hotel Waikiki)

[hawaiianmerman]

Feeling the lights at Aloha Tower. AYCE tank @jjmalibu Photo by @zeus_hawaii #ayce #aycetank #showyourpineapple #hawaiianmen #jjmalibu #mrhawaii #hawaiianmerman #kathymulleragency #williamroehl #ayce #aycesushi (at Aloha Tower) https://www.instagram.com/p/B1E-bdOnOuN/?igshid=8eyq31iu3sk7

[lilacskiesapothecary]

Girl... I’m so excited

K and I haven’t seen each other for a minute, only connecting with FaceTime or Snapchat. Which is great, but I👏🏾 miss👏🏾 my 👏🏾 man👏🏾. So my job worked out in me putting in my request to take off for next week so I can see him because he has some days off next week. When I tell you I’m in preparation mode...... I’m so ready🙌🏾 it’s kinda seeming like things are looking good for us to finally start planning for our life together ❤️ I’m so ready!❤️

[lilacskiesapothecary]

I’ve been a bit busy these past few weeks with getting ready for Ks PCS. We had planned 5 days together and then I take him to the airport. I drove down from work and took him to do his final clearing. Then we spent the night at his friends apartment and woke up the next morning and.... well.... we got Married!! ❤️ The whole experience was more than I ever thought and it was perfect!! It was just us and God at the courthouse, just us proclaiming our love for each other. It was so great he was crying I was crying, the judge was a little tearful too😂. But the thing is no one knows we are married....😬 our parents don’t his friends don’t my family doesn’t know nor do my friends. The reason why we chose this route was because we don’t wanna be with anyone else than each other, and I know we would’ve regretted not doing it after he left. But we are keeping it like we are still dating for our families so they can experience their children’s wedding day and go through the engagement process with us. But honestly my little courthouse wedding weekend was something special ❤️. After we left the courthouse we went back to the car and cried and we were so overjoyed about what just happened. Then we drove into Austin to get our room for the weekend and just spent the evening as man and wife which still blows our mind😂. The next day K 🤦🏾‍♀️ rented a Porsche so we could take a day trip honeymoon into Wimberley. It was so peaceful and quite and the people were so nice! And we had Ice cream and did some shopping in the local stores! We headed back that evening so we could have one last dinner with his friends from post, and it went from dinner to a bar to dancing it was so much fun!! K and I hadn’t had our “Dance night” so it was nice to finally get to do it. And we were surrounded by the people who love him! When we said our goodbyes it was heartbreaking, I was tearing up and K was shedding some tears on our way to the car, and when we got back to the room he broke down, All I wanted to do was fix everything for him but all I could do was hold him and just let it out. We both cried that night and the next day too because we knew our time was coming to an end. The morning we got up to take him to the airport was a quiet one, we held hands the entire drive there, and exchanged letters we had written to each other. We said our goodbyes thanking each other for the time we shared, and he kissed the necklace he gave me then kissed me. Then he headed inside. I’ve come to realize that K and I both grew together as adults and as a couple and I can’t see doing life without him. So that’s why I’m August I’ll be moving in with him in Hawaii ❤️I’m so excited to see our future blossom together.

[lilacskiesapothecary]

I Fucked Up

K and I want to start doing some hobby stuff and he has a lot of ideas so I told him without THINKING that he should make a Pinterest account and make some boards so he can physically see them. I didn’t think he would but low and behold he did and now follows me on Pinterest. I low key forgot that I had our (kinda mine💁🏾‍♀️) plans for our wedding day board on there. Whew when I tell you this man was quick to find it🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃. Anyways he knows too much now so he can’t leave me😂😂😂

This is what I looked like running back to Pinterest to clean up the shit I made in 2012🙃🙃🙃😂

[lilacskiesapothecary]

A Few More Hours until I see My Love!!!!🙌🏾😭❤️

[lilacskiesapothecary]

I’d love to hold his hand right now😓

[lilacskiesapothecary]

All Smiles cuz it’s Friday Tomorrow, I’m Still Breathing

[lilacskiesapothecary]

4 Days

We have spent 4 days together and I’m so thankful for each one. Of course it’s nothing compared to having you every day and every night but I’m so thankful for those 4days. We are planning our life so we have an endless 4 days together one right after the other. And I can’t wait, but I have to be patient.❤️

[lilacskiesapothecary]

Sooooooo last weekend my man stayed over at my place since my family was out of town and I had to work, and he didn’t want me to be by myself so he stayed. We had an amazing time we was cooking together dancing around the house to R&B, getting it on till the early morn!!! Honeymoon but without the wedding basically. And so on the last day I knew my family wasn’t gonna get back until later that day so we was chilling in my bed naked after we got done doing the dirty. We had a blanket to cover our naughty bits though. And all caught up in bliss and shit we had Genuwine singing “Differences” I’m looking at my man and thinking it won’t hurt nobody to get a little pregnant. Just looking at him fully ready to take his last name like

And we’re just kissing and talking and next thing i know there is a Knock At My Door, and That Bitch Opened.......

My dad decides it’s the perfect opportunity to let me know that he is in the house, by opening the damn door 🙃 and there we were under a blanket clothes everywhere, sex music in the air....

And idk what to say at that point my dad just staring at us we staring back

And then he just left, I haven’t seen this man in 5 days and this morning he comes and talks to me like “Don’t let him get to far in the house”..... sir he’s been in my guts for months what do you want me to do💁🏾‍♀️😂😂😂😂

[lilacskiesapothecary]

It’s Friday so that means I head out to see K. We will see what this weekend brings☺️

[lilacskiesapothecary]

It’s been quite busy these past few weeks with learning my new job and getting settled in the new town my mom and I are in.

Although I haven’t felt the need to get settled in quite yet because..... K and I are becoming more serious about me moving to Hawaii with him once he gets stationed there. I’ve been thinking on this all day to see if I have any doubts or feel like We are rushing things. And no I don’t feel like that at all. I feel we have already gone through a lot these past few months and it really locked in what kinda relationship we have. And I can’t see my life without K. And he’s told me he felt the same way too. So i haven’t said anything to anyone yet about all of this because I’m taking it day by day and things could change. So day, by day

[lilacskiesapothecary]

Take me Back to Mecheladas and Not Giving a Shit!!!

[hawaiianmerman]

Closer look :) what do you think? I personally love the scale detailing at the waist. 📸 @mermaidsforchange #hawaiianmerman #merman #prettyman #mermaid #williamroehl #dreamstate #sereiando #cuentosdehada #hadas #hawaiimodel #hawaiianmen #realhawaii #couplesgoals #merbro #mermaidjewelry #beautifullight #mermaidsarereal #gaymerman #protecttheocean #sfxprosthetics #mermaidmakeup https://www.instagram.com/p/BnmTVOvg7yC/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=z6yv6zcu0nxh

[lilacskiesapothecary]

On nights like this when I’m worrying about not finding a job he knows just what to say and make me feel better ☺️