#he could be sooo major vocal line. AND YET.....

[vriendenboekjes]

not to be a kpoppie but every day some yuta live performance haunts me. Wings for the promotion of high and low + that honey cover. now these videos where he has taeil's part in faded in my last song. AND HE KILLS IT. hands in hair listening to any regular nct song and he has half a line

[yuridovewing]

hiiiii razorverse questions for u (sorry if these have been answered! tumblr isnt letting me search this update): 1) what is kestrelflight my specialist little guy doing? HOW is he doing? 2) whats mousewhisker up to. my second specialist little guy. po3 apprentice generation is literally my favorite

YAYYYYYYY THANK YOU!!!! i haven't said anything about either of those characters yet, so here we go!

Kestrelflight

-Unlike in canon, Barkface was unfortunately never around to train him- he died back during the forest destruction, succumbing to a combination of old age and sickness. The lack of a medic was a big contributor towards the WindClan Civil War. Mudclaw insisted on assigning a new medic, while Onewhisker insisted on waiting for a line to StarClan to be discovered so they could choose- and he also didn't want to force anyone into the position, even temporarily, so instead, Leafpaw spent a lot of time in WindClan as a temporary medic.

-MASSIVE point of contention. The cats were uncomfortable that he was once again letting a ThunderClan cat into a major position of power, while others insisted that they should appreciate Leafpaw's help when they had none. (This is also where LeafCrow starts here btw)

-It was only worse when they DIDN'T get an immediate sign, and yet no one was up to the task, so for a while WindClan just didn't have a medic. Leafpool eventually had to return after the scandal she committed with Crowfeather along with Cinderpelt's "death", and the clan was now vocally against letting another clan's medic help. But Onestar's fatal flaw is his stubbornness, and he was determined to keep his foot down and not turn back on his decision to wait for a sign. He was trying to keep his morals sooo bad.

-Finally though, they got Kestrelpaw, a young tom who had both the will and the signs to back him up. Poor guy had to deal with becoming an apprentice early at 4 moons though, they put him to work the instant he got the sign. They had StarClan be his mentor. Thankfully there were no serious epidemics or anything during his apprenticeship, but it was still a stressful time and he second-guessed his decision constantly.

-If this sounds familiar, it's because he's a parallel to Puddleshine. Kestrelflight is NOT pleased about being banned from helping the poor guy in AVoS- he knows EXACTLY what it's like in his position, except Puddle didn't even have a sign to back him up! He wanted to be a secondary mentor for the little guy, especially when the yellowcough epidemic nearly wiped out ShadowClan. He was PISSED about this.

-He actually starts off the series being a bit of a doormat, he's overly permissive and lets people walk all over him. Onestar doesn't like this and wants his medic to stand up for himself more because "we can't afford to show weakness" (Sire is projecting!). But after the debacle with Hollyleaf and Willowshine along with the dark forest, he becomes more cynical and less willing to deal with people's shit. Hence him breaking the embargo Onestar set as a "fuck you" to him specifically. (side note: since the Darktail plot is changed to not involve Onestar as much, the embargo plot may or may not stay. I do still plan to have him die in this arc though)

-He was close friends with Hollyleaf and Willowshine, though he definitely felt like a third wheel. He was aware of their relationship but never wanted to say anything out of fear of getting any of them in trouble. In fact, I'm thinking he helped hide Hollyleaf's pregnancy for the most part, though I'm not quite sure how. When Hollyleaf ran away, he was crushed and he tried to support Willowshine however he could, but she was very closed off after the incident and never stopped mourning the chance to know her kits, so he ended up losing her in a way too. It got somewhat better when Ivypaw was briefly a medic, but of course that didn't last.

-He actually had a crush on Jayfeather and was happy when he was briefly a medic, but it never really went anywhere sadly.

-Might hit him with the nby beam. Not sure yet though.

Mousewhisker

-In TNP, he's mostly handled the same as he is in canon! He's a kit that's accepted into ThunderClan with his family after he's in danger of being taken away and euthanized by the barn humans. I don't really have any additions to make there.

-I could be totally misremembering him, absolutely, but I always perceived him as a studious kid who seems like a goody two shoes, always giving an apple to the teacher and getting all As, and is sorta seen as stuffy for it, but in reality he loves to go behind people's backs and break the rules. He's got a sneaky streak! He spies on people a lot and he's no snitch- he'll help you sneak out of camp if he thinks he can get some fun out of it.

-Loves to "erm, actually-" people though. He's a teacher in the clan and he drives some of the apprentices crazy.

-He sneaks out consistently to meet with Minnowpaw/tail. The both of them decide to start training in the Dark Forest because they believe the DF cats' goal is to reform the code, and they want to remove the part that keeps them apart. This does not end well for them. Oops.

-Btw! I keep going back and forth on who the RiverClan three are, but I think I'm gonna shake up the family tree quite a bit here and make them Minnowtail, Beetlewhisker, and Rippletail. If canon doesn't care about their actual canon relationships and timelines then neither will I, these guys have the most material for me to work with so here we go. They're all Icewing's kits and after Rippletail's death, Minnow and Beetle and their mom all align with the Dark Forest, until Beetle also dies. Minnow is the sole survivor of her three.

-I'm not sure what Mousewhisker really does in the narrative himself, he's definitely just a supporting character to the RiverClan three's plots. I think the entire family is aware of him, and are actually cool with it and agree to try and get rid of the law so they can be together (Minnow and her sibs are also halfclan, Icewing has a leg in this too). Proto RiverClan family coup?

-He miiiight take Hazeltail's place death-wise, except he dies in the great battle instead of offscreen greencough. He fights for the clans, but ultimately gets killed trying to protect Minnowtail. Minnow may also be pregnant but idk who her kits will be. Poor girl goes THROUGH IT in The Last Hope.

[opensky09]

Jonerys Week/DoS Day 4: Proposal

Sooo, I have written a short thing too, though I’m a day late.

This is the third chapter (just a drabble) of a fic I’ve written two years ago. You can read the first chapter and the second chapter on Ao3 (those two are fully from Jon and Daenerys’ pov).

Sorry for the potential mistakes, this was written in a rush :)

It’s not like wandering around with a flask upon sunrise was a much better way to start the day, but he still decided to attempt a half-hearted laugh as a greeting when he noticed the used-to-be smuggler. “What a fine morning to sit on one of Dragonstone’s many comfortable stairs, isn’t it, Ser Davos?” Right, that sounded pretty lame even to his own ears. I’m really starting to lose my edge, Tyrion thought with a wince.

Still, the old knight chuckled. “Have a seat, Lannister.”

“My pleasure.” He sat down, actually relieved, since his legs had already started to tinge with aching discomfort. Long walks never favoured him. Damn this restlessness. “So do tell! What chases the infamous Onion Knight out of his chambers this early? The sun has barely risen.”

 Davos leaned back, his eyebrows pulled together in a thoughtful manner, “couldn’t sleep.”

 Now that, he could understand for sure. These days he was happy if he slept through half the night, save for when he drank himself into oblivion the evening before. But then he would wake with a headache, for which the only real cure was to drink again. And Queen Daenerys hardly tolerated his presence when he was drunk, so sleepless nights and moderated drinking habits were his constant company.

 He had just enough trouble to deal with, just enough questions and concerns plaguing his mind, yet Jon Snow just had to jump in and make everything more difficult. Tales for children and a defiant rebel king were the last thing he needed. The siege of King’s Landing, food supplements, conflicts between Dothraki tribes. And now Jon Snow, who refuses to bend the knee. Just great. Her Grace’s temper was on the shorter side, to say the least, and he feared that Jon’s refusal to bow would prove to be a major issue. They couldn’t afford a feud with the North, especially while fighting Cersei on another front.

 Tyrion knew he had to step in and do something, but Jon Snow and Daenerys Targaryen were probably the most stubborn people in the realm, so as of now he felt quite helpless. The kind of silent staredown the two had during their first meeting yesterday assured him that making them see through their differences would be an almost impossible feat. Sometimes he felt like worry was eating him alive.

 “I believe I understand that, my friend,” he sighed. As the king’s Hand, the man beside him probably shared that same worry. “My thoughts tend to keep me up as well.”

 “Thoughts?” Davos snorted, then let out a short laugh. “What thoughts? Couldn’ even hear my thoughts. Damn whoever built this keep, the wall’s too thin.” He shook his head, yet smiled with something akin to fondness.

 Tyrion was puzzled. Davos’ room was only connected to Jon’s, but he didn't know the lad to be particularly loud. Was he snoring, mayhap? No, however thin, a faint sound like that wouldn’t go through a stone wall. It would have to be something much louder. He imagined it, surely. Wouldn’t be strange in a castle like this. But even if there was some noise, Ser Seaworth didn't seem as annoyed as his words were probably meant to show; he wouldn’t have that absent-minded smirk on his face if he was frustrated.

 “You look awfully cheerful for someone who claims to have been robbed of a good night’s sleep.”

 Davos chuckled leniently, “Nah, sounded like they were enjoying themselves. What’s an old man’s discomfort compared to the love of youth? Gotta let them be, I don’ need that much of sleep anyway.”

 “Let them be?” Tyrion frowned. Is that what the man heard? Impossible. On the first night? Surely Jon Snow wasn't... “Ser Davos, just who–”

 The sound of approaching footsteps interrupted his question. Soon, the Queen turned the corner, with none other than the King in the North in her heels. A radiant smile graced Daenerys’ lips as she was looking back at Jon, one Tyrion had never seen in the years they had known each other. But the moment the young queen spotted them, she schooled her features immediately into the usual regal sternness. If he didn't know her well enough, he would have missed the momentary flustered expression on her face when she saw them.

 “Oh. Ser Davos. Tyrion.” Rarely anything surprised Tyrion Lannister anymore, but the almost nervous glance that passed between the two royals certainly did. They stood way too close to each other, and somehow they seemed entirely unbothered by each other’s presence, even though they just met yesterday, and that was quite the tense meeting. Daenerys cleared her throat, “Good, good. I just thought about sending for you. Gather the Small Council, we have an announcement to make. With the King in the North.”

 What? What announcement? “Your Grace?” From the corner of his eye, he could see Davos grinning. No, that is madness, he cannot think that it was them–

 “Jon and I, we... We came to an agreement. We are going to marry.”

 Oh. OH.

 Tyrion knew his eyes were probably ridiculously wide, but he could not help it.

 Just what the actual fuck?

 ˜ * ˜ * ˜ * ˜ * ˜

 As their Hands departed, a long sigh escaped her. “I didn't expect to see them before the council meeting.”

 “Aye, you did become a bit flustered there,” Jon grinned, and circled her waist, pulling her to him. “Tyrion’s face was a sight to behold, though. Even I was surprised.”  

 Gods, it was so hard to think when his mouth hovered above hers. “Well, you did propose to me, didn't you?”

 Soft lips traced the line of her jaw, and she had a half mind to drag him back to his chambers. He chuckled, “I did, I just didn't think you would tell them right on sight.” His teeth grazed her earlobe, oh, damn this man and his wicked mouth. She already felt heat blooming between her legs, even though it wasn't even an hour ago that he spent himself inside her.

 Truth be told, she wanted to deliver the news carefully, making it seem like it was a purely political decision, but the surprise of suddenly running into their advisors a few corridors away from where she wrapped herself up in Jon made her slip up.

 “I didn't want to. It just slipped out.” Dany winced, “It probably did sound suspicious.” At his amused expression, she pouted and hit his chest. “Oh, stop that! It shouldn’t even matter, we are a good political match. We are not marrying only for what we have between us. I don’t care if Tyrion knows that I love you, he should be happy for me.”

 “But as far as he knows, we only met yesterday for the first time. The... idea of us together after mere hours of knowing each other would probably be a bit strange to him.”

 Dany giggled, “I bet. I’m probably just overthinking, though. He might not even suspect anything. Not even Missandei knows I went to you last night.”

 Actually, she felt the slightest bit guilty. A marriage alliance out of the blue, without as much as asking her council about it, wasn't something she would have ever done, but with Jon... She just couldn’t help it.

 It was still hard to believe that it was him. The man from her dreams, the person who comforted her so many times even without knowing her name.

 Oh, how she loved him. She never thought she would get the chance to hold him in her arms, yet here he was, embracing her like she was the most precious thing in the world.

 She looked him in the eye, so full of warmth and adoration. But before giving in to the urge to kiss his full lips, something occurred to her, “I wonder why Ser Davos was looking at us like that. Did you notice?”

 “Aye, I did.”

 “He couldn’t have heard us, right?”

 Jon laughed, “You were quite vocal.” He pressed a kiss to her forehead to make her exasperated frown disappear, “But I don’t think so. These are some thick stone walls, I believe we are safe.”

[rkkyg]

MNET GLOBAL AUDITIONS ; episode 2 interview 

              contestant #5027

he expected this as it had happened with the first episode. though knowing of the interview did not mean he would prepare of anything. it’s not like he could know what they want to ask though he has a vague idea. figuring it would follow along the lines of what they asked the first time. 

he’s not worried or anything--as in the first episode none of the interviews seemed to be shown in their entirety. they were all edited, of course, so he supposes he should watch to make sure he can’t be edited badly but. 

well yugyeom doesn’t care much.

What did you think of the results last week?

”last week?” he parrots part of the question, a small smirk forming as he answers. “expected.” and for a brief moment he debates on not following through with anything else. leaving them with a vague response. but... thats not really his style--plus he can’t miss the chance to talk himself up. 

“it was the first episode so there was bound to be a lot of people who don’t have what it takes just yet. i’ve been dancing for years so i didn’t really think i would get cut first round.” he says calmly, shrugging a little. it really looks as if he fully expected the outcome from last week. comfortable in his own abilities to perform and keep the judges attention. 

“i’d been more surprised if i hadn’t made it.”  

Who do you think is the best under each skill?

“i’m not really the best to critique singing or rapping. in the last few months i’ve gotten into rapping but i don’t have a lot of the technical talk down.” he admits, brows furrowing as he tries to think about how he would want to answer this one. thinking about the performances he had actively paid attention to and that stuck in his mind long enough to be able to talk about right now. 

“in singing i’d have to say PARK JINYOUNG.” and that was out of complete bias. “he really knows how to capture attention when he sings. it’s hard to not watch and always leaves me wanting to hear more. i was really impressed with his performances both this time and from last week.” he smiles a bit thinking about his hyung. loving the fact they both made it to this episode. he hopes they go far on here together--that maybe they get to work together on the show at some point. 

“for rapping...” he pauses, one particular performance flashing in his mind. it had surprised him a lot to see her last week. so much so he hadn’t know how to react--what to say. he still hasn’t approached her and he’s kind of hoping he never has. their relationship had been... okay... he loved her, he really had. but at the time.. at the time he was so messed up. all he feels now is apologetic to her. “CHOI YOONA... or bella. she rapped everyone else under the table. her performances have always felt so powerful. i think she’s someone to keep an eye on for sure.” 

his smirk formed again though. “as for dancing.” he chuckles. “i want to say myself, of course. its only natural to think yourself the best. but KANG HYUNGGU is giving me a run for my money. did you see how smoothly he transitioned from swalla to TT. i had major whiplash! but he did it so well, and it really worked with is performance!” yes he is taking this chance to gush about his best friend but who’s really surprised? his smile wide as he recounts the younger dancers performance. “i love seeing him dance and i really think he’s the best dancer here--tied with me, of course.” 

How do you think you did?

“i think i did great.” confident and cocky, that’s how yugyeom likes to roll. whats the point of changing this about himself now? he could have tried for that humble route--that i’ll keep working hard to be better---but why would he want to do that? he already spent the whole first episode talking himself up. might as well keep goin.

and its not like he doesn’t think this about himself anyway. he is confident. 

“i was a bit tired today--late night from practicing and work. but even not being at full power today i still made that stage mine.” he admits to being tired, wondering if that could get him more brownie points. kim yugyeom performed that well despite being exhausted. “i felt like the stage itself didnt want me to walk off when i was done. i know i didn’t want to. especially not when i felt so good about the performance. that kind of feeling... that feeling stays with you.” 

Were there any performances you liked?

he nods without a moment of hesitation but surprisingly it’s not hyunggu who he names first. “i really enjoyed TAKADA KENTA. his dancing was really impressive and i like the energy he has when he performs. i enjoyed watching him a lot--someone i think i’d like to see more of. he has a nice presence.” 

“also LEE SUWOONG. that guy...that guy....” he breaks off with a laugh. “that guy really knows how to make his performances amusing. i was surprised to see him go up with that song choice but... it worked for him. and i enjoyed watching it.” he chuckles more. “yah, suwoong hyung are you going to use funny songs the whole season?” 

Were there any performances you didn’t like?

he takes a moment to think before answering this one even though he already has a performance in mind that hadn’t sat well with him. “yeah... KANG DANIEL’s performance was... lacking this time.” he says slowly, partly wondering if he should hold back from saying all that he thinks. but well--they did ask. and yugyeom isn’t one to sugar coat himself.

“he was a singer last week right? i thought he sang really well--he lacks appeal in my opinion. not really someone i would care much to see perform, but his voice was really nice and i think he could develop into a solid performer. but...” he makes a confused face. keeping his tone light so that it doesn’t sound like he’s just outright attacking daniel. “why... i’m not sure why he decided to switch to rap. personally for me... his performance really dropped. i think he should have stayed with singing...” 

What did you think of  KIM MYUNGSOO’s performance?

“thats the guy who did the tvxq song right? why did i fall in love with you?” he questioned and continued when he got a nod. “ah he was so good... that was such a good song choice first of all--but then he covered it so well. his vocals were really nice. plus he didn’t seem too uncomfortable on stage--not that i could tell.” he smiled, seeming to have genuinely enjoyed myungsoo stage. “like i said i don’t know much about the technicals with singing but i wouldn’t mind hearing him sing again.” 

“and he was sooo handsome.” his expression becomes wistful as if he were wishing to be that good looking. “a face made really well, like he really captured my eye before he sang and then i was really impressed hearing his voice.” 

Is there anyone you are certain will move onto the next phase of the MGAs?

“myself.” he starts and the interviewer really shouldn’t have been surprised with this answer considering his track record when it comes to self confidence. “i’m comfortable with my performance today and confident i showed that i’m able to dance in more than one style. i want them to know i’m versatile. the next step is to show i can improve--which i believe i also showed a bit of on this stage today.” he chuckles to himself. 

“also hyunggu, of course.” he grins, picturing his best friend who he actually didn’t talk about all that much today. “i think it’d be weird if we didn’t make it to the next round. at least this early on. we’re both solid dancers and i know hyunggu made an impression today. im still blown away.” 

Is there anyone you are certain will be eliminated today?

“i wouldn’t say there’s anyone i’m certain will be eliminated...” he trails off slowly, picturing some of the performances in his mind. and he knows who he wants to say but he feels a bit bad. he already spoke down about daniel earlier in this interview. but he does think that daniel could bite the bullet this time. especially because of his change in performance skill--but then again that could also work in his favor. ceos see it as proof daniel is able to adapt---then theres the whole fact that this isn’t daniel’s first show. 

his expression had shifted to one of distaste. and he realizes he’s being so hard on daniel because he doesn’t like him which is not justified but he doesn’t care. “i think anything could happen.” 

[winneryoucomingback]

Since no one asked you yet, how would you describe each song on EVERYD4Y ? 💕

AH THERE YOU ARE THANK YOU

1. Everyday - A bizarre departure. I was so so so afraid it was going to suck. But in real life it’s like the big, beefy brother of Island. The instrumental is basic but really interesting, especially in Hoon’s part with those drum triplets. A freaking bop. It’s slow to get used to but once it’s in your head it ain’t leaving. Rude.

2. Air - The only song off this album that made me sob. On first listen it hit me right about 2:40 and I curled up in the fetal position and started whimpering. Sooo soft. It’s everything I wanted from them - sweet heartfelt lyrics, lovely harmonies, catchy melody, impeccable production, and choral-type vocals (this is literally my favorite thing in music and I’m so happy they started doing it.)

3. Hello - Air tore me apart and then Hello grabbed me, dragged me to my feet, shook me by the collar, and told me to pull it together. I started hysterically laughing through my tears at Mino’s stupid little “brrrt! brrrt!” This is the Don’t Flirt of this album; a mood lifter to make sure you don’t get too serious about it. Do not get me started on the little phone-button sounds. AND JINU GET THEM LINES

4. Turn off the Light - I had mixed feelings about this one. The first line of the chorus sounds like the first line of the chorus of iKON’s Today. (Go listen to it and tell me I’m wrong.) But eventually the way Mino sings this won me over; it’s so incredibly longing and just irresistible once you really listen to it. Also, the instrumental for this is so good? Nobody really talks about it, but the smooth guitar and the little whining noises and the echoey, empty sound? It feels like a rainy empty city street at night with neon lights flickering and it’s my favorite ever.

5. La La - I wasn’t thrilled about this one either, but I get so turnt every time it comes on. The amount of screaming in this song is fantastic. I have a feeling Hoon was just waiting for this song to come back so he could vent his existential dread into the void. All hypothesizing aside, I don’t play this one on purpose, but I bop when it comes on.

6. For - Boring as heck. Look, I get it, we needed a ballad, but couldn’t we have stuck with We Were and then had another something unique like Air or Love Me Love Me here instead? The Spanish guitar and the silly strings…this feels like the first draft of a song. It’s second on my list of Winner’s worst songs, right behind Immature. I won’t lie though, I’ve played this on repeat because I’m a sucker for the vocals.

7. We Were - So smooth. This is one of those songs that’s too short just because it all flows so well that you don’t ever expect it to be over. The little touch of vocal sample every now and then adds the perfect texture. It’s not Baby Baby, but it’s in the same category. Slightly more wholesome. Slightly less depressing. I saw someone say this was in 6/8 time and now I get immense pleasure out of counting six beats to it. Don’t look at me like that; I know I’m a nerd.

8. Luxury - I didn’t know I was waiting for Winner to do a song like this, but apparently I was. It’s so swaggy and so quirky. The lyrics are some of my favorites from this whole album. And the harmony in the bridge is immensely satisfying. It’s something I like to point to when people slam the use of autotune. Please please please let them do something like this again.

9. Movie Star - My mom hates this song but it’s the only other song on the album that makes me cry. Did I say Luxury had my favorite lyrics on the album? I lied. Hoon’s verse just hits me right in the solar plexus. The stacatto piano feels so different, and the bridge gives me campfire vibes. It’s not my favorite but I love love love it.

10. Special Night - Hoon is a genius. Can we petition for Winner to have at least one disco song in every release from now on? It’s always so fresh. Somehow it feels both classic and new at the same time. And I know I rave about their instrumentals a lot, but let me just say, this instrumental is one of the most interesting besides Everyday’s. It has a lot of little noises that add so much to it.

11. Raining - I had to switch to the Japanese version because I can’t stand the Korean one. This sounds like a song Seungyoon would have released in 2013. It’s pretty standard. It gets messy at some points (especially right after the bridge) but it’s still a Winner song and I still listen to it.

12. Have a Good Day - I cry to this one occasionally even though it feels like an anime song. I enjoy the key change from major to minor in the chorus. And I still swear Jinu does the “la la” part in the middle.

[hwallsgrl-archive]

kconla ‘17

this is more or less a post for my own reference bc i tend to forget things rlly easily... and i really don’t want to forget this weekend!! sorry if this is unreadable.. like i said, it’s mainly for my own reference ghfjdksn

friday convention: pretty uneventful seeing as it’s only the first day... me n my friend lined up to try for the w1 hitouch but we were told to come back at 2pm. we had heize’s audience engagement to go to at that time, so we just ended up buying w1 banners and nametags anyways bc tbh.. we didn’t have a chance at winning LOL.. (i heard fansites bought all the merch tho? so at least we got our stuff before that madness). a lot of people were selling their heize passes, so the rest of our party bought them to go in and honestly.. it’s a loss for the people who sold them !! heize is one of the sweetest n down to earth people i’ve ever met/seen... someone in the hi-touch area got her an olaf backpack and she was so excited!! she also said she really liked the vibe of la and that more people showed up than she expected (which broke my heart HJKDS). she also describes herself as a “srapper/ringer” bc she says she likes both singing and rapping... im gna fast forward to the cosmic girls audience engagement which was.. life changing tbh.. they’re all so pretty and cute irl, but bona couldn’t make it for some reason :( yeonjung sang miracle + secret, dawon did eunseo’s “hing~”, and meiqi did luda’s “mollah-ah”. they were also asked who they wanted to switch bodies with and from what i can remember, dayoung wanted to switch bodies with dawon (bc in her words, dawon is “hot, tall, and sexy” HJFSHLJ), and luda wanted to switch bodies with seola (bc she’s really pretty.. and i agree!! all of them are!!!) cheng xiao is my bias but unfortunately she didn’t say much..... also every idol whose never been to la wants in n out but i don’t blame them, it’s good!! i didn’t have that great of a view either bc the people in front of me were already tall + they were against the barrier which adds another inch or so to their height.. but overall it was a cute n fun audience engagement!! we went home afterwards bc there was nothing else left to do..

saturday convention: we went early bc my friend had sf9′s audience engagement so while we waited for her to finish that, me n the rest of the party just went around the convention hall and got free stuff :’)) when she came back, we went to juncurryahn’s meet and greet. he’s rly nice and talented, but i don’t watch his videos so i didn’t know what was going on majority of the time... afterwards we were going to get food and i was going to line up for seventeen’s audience engagement, but on the way out i saw people already lining up outside? when i asked what was going on, a guard told me to wait in the indoor waiting area but when i went there, vixx’s audience engagement hadn’t gone in yet. i asked the woman scanning bracelets but she told me to go outside. when i told her the situation, she then said i could stay inside. thirty minutes later, more people came in and started complaining so she told us all to.. go back outside lmfao... when i headed back outside the guard said the waiting area was full, so i’d just have to sit around until they started letting people line up again... i did meet a few more carats in line tho so i guess? it’s fine.. i also got a mingyu fan from one of his fansites, like u! it was super hectic inside bc a lot of people were crowding me and i was getting anxious, but the carats i met in line were nice enough to check up on me every few minutes to make sure i was okay... and seeing seventeen..... made my heart stop.... i couldn’t get a good view bc 1) im short and 2) people brought posters and constantly held them up whenever their biases talked.. it was a good experience but the only thing that bothered me was people screaming whenever a member tried to talk... i’d hate to be biased but seeing dino in the same room as me was the most memorable.. like he actually glows irl and he’s so handsome and pictures don’t do him justice!!!!!!! also junhui? ethereal. he can’t exist like.. he’s too handsome. they then played a dice game where each number means they have to do a certain thing.. dino got freestyle dance (how fitting...), seungkwan and wonwoo got fav pop song (when we were young + see you again, respectively), jeonghan and joshua both got aegyo, dk got random dance (and he threw the dice inflatable into the crowd and.. mightve hit someone ? idk i only heard him apologizing!!), and mingyu got sexy dance (hgfjdkl it was funny bc he started off fine but got rlly awkward n shy). everyone and their mothers are hip hop team stans btw... after that i left to go find my friends at the mwave stage, where they were doing signed album giveaways. oh my girl was having a fansign at star square in thirty minutes and i happened to be near the barrier where they walked by... in the midst of waiting for oh my girl to come out, my friend’s number was called for an album and he got the night version of astro’s dream pt 01 signed by all members!! literally 3 minutes later oh my girl came out and??????? they’re so pretty i was FLOORED.. i could only get a good look at jiho’s face before a guard stepped in front of me tho.. but i did see all the other member’s side profiles and? i love girls. wow. once that was over, we went to go get food and line up for the concert when the friend who won the album said he didn’t listen to astro.. and he gave it to me....... i started crying

saturday concert: HJFKDSLHJFK IT WAS WILD TBH!! the pre show was really good w/ juncurryahn playing crush’s beautiful on the violin and dancing to not today.. then it was krnfx and he beatboxed a few songs.. also lydia paek joined him for bs&t which was cool!! the first mc’s for the night were scoups, joshua, and vernon and i kind of.. lost my shit HJKDSLHJFK.... i don’t rmr the exact order but i do know that sf9 was the first act and they performed fanfare, jungle game, and easy love. also when they did the whole robot acrobatics thing in jungle game? my face was like :O the whole time!!!! chani looked like a cute lil pumpkin and zuho... is spicy... after that was cosmic girls and I LOVE!!!! THOSE SPACE ANGELS!!!! SOO MUCH!!!!! they performed happy, i wish, and secret (though i really wanted them to perform miracle...) i’m not a big fan of girl’s day but they’re sooo beautiful and they performed i’ll be yours, something. and ring my bell.. i knew nothing about suju d&e but they did 3 songs! the only song i can recall the name of is oppa oppa, which is really catchy... vixx’s act was really good!! they performed shangri-la, black out, and fantasy, but i was thinking about haknyeon and ravi’s lil head twirl part the whole time ghjdfkl.... vixx had a thing called ‘pinata time’ and got photo session, and they made cute poses around the stage so fans could take pictures of them. seventeen was the last act and ................ it was life changing, truly... they performed don’t wanna cry and I STARTED CRYING BC I LOVE THOSE BOYS SO MUCH AND WORDS CAN’T DESCRIBE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO ME AND HOW MUCH THEY’VE DONE FOR ME.... they had a pinata time and got everyone in the venue to dance to mansae which made me tear up again... they shot signed tshirts into the crowd in reserved seating!! mingyu + jun + woozi had to share a gun and after they shot one shirt, mingyu was trying to put the other shirt in and almost broke the gun HJFKLHJSDK... jun was interacting w/ the crowd all while woozi n mingyu were trying to figure it out.. like he was just shrugging and being his cute bubbly self.. eventually a staffer had to come up and help them lmao.. they also performed boom boom and aju nice which put me in the happiest mood!! i wanted them to perform pretty u which is like.. my fav song.. but i would have started UGLY CRYING so i’m glad they didn’t... somewhere in between cosmic girls invented the song i need u and sf9 covered sorry sorry... both groups danced together for the last chorus or so for sorry sorry..... also all of svt’s units performed a song! performance team did swimming fool, vocal did habit, and hip hop did check in. but saturday’s concert was amazing and seventeen.. really did change my life..... i also hope hoshi is feeling better !!!

sunday convention: got lost on the freeway and we all started freaking out bc we thought we’d miss wanna one at the innisfree booth. fortunately we made it in time, but the booth was already packed and there were people pushing and shoving. the security was really rude and told people near the back “if you cant see anything you’re wasting your time, what are you doing with your lives??” though i get he was doing his jobs.. there’s better ways to just tell us to back up lmao... i also i stood next to a baejin fansite (cheese bae) and they gave me a banner! my friend and i got claustrophobic and left, but i’m glad i did bc the people in front of me were a good 7 inches taller than me and when wanna one showed, the pushing got so bad that kcon threatened to end the session. the rest of the party stayed and said that they were only there for 5 minutes and that they looked visibly upset (understandable bc of the whole airport incident. i don’t blame them if they hate la lmao). they did get a blurry video of baejin and daniel tho so.. they airdropped that to me. we did pretty much everything the convention hall had to offer and no workshops/panels really interested us so we just hung around the toyota booth for astro... there i got a sanha fan from a fansite, but their name isn’t on the fan so i can’t find them :(... kard was said to make an appearance at the state farm booth right next to the toyota one, so it got crowded and my friend and i left. we just sat in the entrance hall near an outlet until astro came out, and we stood near the elevator so we could see them walk out... sanha is unbelievably tall. like.... what’s he so tall for. why. also while waiting i got a taeyong banner from leetaeyongbar! we then decided to go back inside to hopefully see wanna one at star square, so we went to the area where we stood for oh my girl. luckily not a lot of people cared to stand in the back so we got right up by the barrier. i also talked to a wannable and she was rlly sweet!! i mentioned getting anxious abt crowds of people against me and she also made sure i was okay, which is nice.. also a fansite stood behind me and i told her that if i was in the way, she could just let me know.. i dont know which fansite she is but she was nice n was thankful!!! wanna one came out and i only got a good look at guanlin (who is tall, but not sanha tall) before staff stood in front of me.. after they walked by a bunch of people left so i got closer and waited for them to come out... i’m glad i stayed bc i actually saw them walk out... and jisung!!!!!!!! waved!!!!!! in our direction!!!!!!!!!!!! my heart almost burst out of my chest bc he’s so handsome irl and he’s so cute and he looked really happy... after that we left to line up for the concert

sunday concert: sunday’s crowd was a lot bigger than saturday’s, and i’m pretty sure everyone there was a got7 stan... while in line i saw papa tuan (mainly bc he was dressed as their lightstick, which was cute)!!! inside the venue, the girl sitting next to me as also an aroha so we talked abt astro while we waited for the concert to start!! the preshow was a band called iamnot (correct me if i’m wrong, i couldn’t read their logo ghjfdk) and they were really good.. i liked their act a lot!!! the night’s hosts were mark and jackson, and they did a good job hyping up the crowd (tho everyone in there was a got7 stan so.. who wouldn’t be hyped lol). when they were calling up all the artists, heize brought the olaf backpack on with her and my heart!!!!! exploded w love for my mother!!!!!! once again i don’t remember the exact order, but i do know that the first act was kard, who performed don’t recall, hola hola, and oh nana. we also sang happy birthday to somin who teared up :’)). also j.seph is super cute n shy........ heize performed don’t know you. after a small ment, a sign asked us to turn on our phone flashlights... the music for star started and heize started to cry bc of all of the lights hjgfdklhg :( she only performed two songs... oh my girl performed coloring book and closer, and yooa is sosososo pretty!!! arin is super cute too!!! also binnie doesn’t have bangs anymore and my heart almost stopped!!! my robong DIED during coloring book bc me, being the fool i am, reused batteries from my carat bong... the aroha next to me gave me her spare batteries which was so nice of her... but then her robong died during closer so i gave back the batteries bc i knew astro as her ult, n she needed those batteries more than me LOL.. when wanna one performed, the girl saw me with my banner and she asked to record for me and i’m so grateful!!! they performed energetic and burn it up, and i think me and my friend got on the screen for like 2 seconds HJKDLSHJGKL... astro did a collab with kim taewoo and they did so well!! the dance was super energetic but their voices still sounded so good!!! kim taewoo then performed and his voice was really nice.. i can’t recall the song names but i believe his last song was love rain? astro performed should’ve held on, breathless (with a transition into polaris), and baby!! sanha was soo cute during the ment :(( they also had a pinata time and made tshirts to throw to those in the pit. they also had tshirt guns and shot those to the reserved seats... also i recorded the performance for the aroha next to me in exchange for the w1 videos... nct’s stage was.. so hype.... they performed firetruck, limitless, and cherry bomb!! some of the mics weren’t working during the ment so mark leaned over to let taeil use his in-ear mic and everyone in the venue went wild... also sicheng’s self intro was “my name is winwin!!! today.. we winwin!!!!!!!!” HJFKSLHJSF HE’S SO CUTE I LOVE HIM SO MUCH I’LL FOREVER BE SICHENGSGIRL NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES I CHANGE MY URL.... once again, the aroha next to me recorded nct for me and i later recorded got7 for her.. jj project performed, and they did never ever, hard carry, and?? correct me if i’m wrong but confession song?? idk.. they had a pinata time as well and a lucky fan got proposed to by three members, who i think were bambam, jaebum, and jackson. somewhere in between, wanna one came out again in navy colored school uniforms and perfomed never and nayana.. and i teared up during the latter... after the concert was over, me n the aroha airdropped each other the videos... i never got her name but she was super sweet and im glad i got to sit next to someone who didn’t consider my screaming obnoxious (she apologized for screaming during astro and got7 but.. we get each other LOL)

overall i’m so happy that i saw 6/6 of the groups i stan at my very first kcon!!! it’s rlly a memory i want to keep forever.. but i probably won’t go again in a long time (unless ofc.... wanna one or seventeen decide to come again :’))) )