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oooh genderfluidity?

yeah i went to prom and i did makeup which i'd loved the day before when practicing for the real thing, but when i did it i looked in the mirror and felt super dysphoric and washed it off as soon as my partner i wanted to impress saw it.

and then i was like 'hey babe what are the signs of being genderfluid' and they were like 'well i judge it by liking my boobs one day and wanting to rip them off the other' and i was like 'ohhhhh shit you were right back in january when i cut my hair and told you about it and you said what i was describing was just like your genderfluid awakening weren't you-'.

to which they were basically like 'dude you're only just figuring out you're genderfluid??' and uh. yeah. i'm not sure about being genderfluid yet but it would definitely explain some things

#ask #the thing is i can't tell what the hell is going on because i always like being perceived as a boy #but apparently that's just more intense on some days??#pretty sure the word for that is genderflux but idk #there's also how i've basically decided the most female i feel ever is butch #because you were right about butch being a gender in itself #but yeah i'm just. confused as fuck #w/ my gender #people were like 'hey what're your pronouns' at gsa and i stuttered for a solid minute because I Don't Know #he/him is great. fae/faer is swag. i'm warming up to they/them #she/her is mid at best #other days it's just like Please Don't Call Me That Ever I'm Begging You #so i can't tell if it's my gender that's fluid or my dysphoria or both #gendiana jones

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