#he's an angel without a god
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I feel like ppl don’t give Lucien nearly enough grace or the space to be anything but perfect and he’s just expected to be this super sweet, understanding and calm person all the time and that’s just not really fair or who he really is?? Lucien being a good person ≠ being perfect. Idk why he’s characterized as this passive, people pleaser when he’s been shown time and time again to be someone who’s very forthcoming with his opinions and feelings. If he doesn’t like something you WILL know. If he’s frustrated or angry he WONT stay quiet. He’s a gentleman with great manners and is very understanding sure but he’s not a doormat?? Being super understanding and accommodating to other people’s needs/feelings all the time is exhausting and can feel frustrating when no one seems to reciprocate the sentiment. And from what we’ve seen, no one reciprocates Lucien’s goodness back to him and he’s allowed to be bitter about that, doesn’t mean he’s a bad person!!
He’s allowed to be frustrated/bitter about his situation with Elain and still understand she needs space. He’s allowed to be angry at Feyre whilst acknowledging how he failed her. He’s allowed to be angry at Tamlin for all the shit he did to him and still hate himself for leaving him. He can be a good, understanding person whilst rightfully being angry. His life fucking sucks let him be angry 😭!!
#“oh i’m sure lucien understands and he’s not upset—” BUT WHAT IF HE IS???#he’s allowed to be bitter and angry god knows it#you can be a good person without being an angel from heaven#is this anything bc it makes sense in my head#i feel like even i’m faulty if just mischaracterizing him#acotar#a court of thorns and roses#lucien vanserra#pro lucien vanserra
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first xander brought her back with human breath and determination... then willow with supernatural power and love.... smth smth two halves to keep their third in balance from drifting too far into either side and losing herself.....
#PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE I'M FUCKING BEGGING FOR A GOOD FIC ABOUT THESE THREE THAT ISN'T JUST SMUT PLEASE!!!!!!!1!!!!#I can'ttt stop thinking about them I don't even have anything coherent to say#even with other partners it's still THEM THREE they're so !!! it's just them. three. always#s7 just ruined me guys I missed them so much#still thinking about xander's stupid quip about how he always brings her back from the dead#if u tell me willow only resurrected her cause they were all insecure without buffy to throw her weight around sunnydale...#they LOVE her. so much. so so so much. they're so selfish but they LOVE her it's why they can't ever let her go they're missing without her#I despise seeing people treat the scoobies with bad-faith bc ik they're not the greatest but oh my god#they are IMPORTANT!!!!! there is no buffy the vampire slayer without willow and xander being WITH buffy#look me in the eyes and tell me tweed boy giles and lurker freak angel were going to be able to keep buffy alive all by themselves.#without xander buffy and willow are left without something firmly human to grip onto when they lose themselves in the supernatural#without willow xander and buffy are left with a gap to properly bridge them. someone to make it easier to understand both sides#without buffy xander and willow have no reason to ever grow and try and learn. to want to be more. to live up to who they can be#plus those two give buffy something tangible to fight for. it's not just the vague “world" she can't feel the affects for it's wil and xand#I need someone smarter than me to articulate this dumb post bc I can't I've tried so many times and I can't but I FEEL it I feel it#bandillow#buffy x willow x xander#buffy summers#willow rosenberg#xander harris#btvs#buffy the vampire slayer#I tried to find their ship name and I'm actually going to KILL everyone. why don't they have one. what is going on.
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its miami race week how can I NOT make this about doomed sargebon and alex mourning his dead husband
#f1#sargebon#esp since alex is doing the fan stuff too like#BRING HIS MAN BACK OH MY GOD HE CANT TAKE THIS#I CANT TAKE THIS#miami without logan and without SARGEBON is like an angel without wings#logan sargeant#ls2#alex albon#aa23
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i love that you're keeping what gaz is in fog vague. i love horror/scifi/fantasy romances that aren't about known or specific monsters/beings. maybe at the most a combination of many monsters, but what the love interest or monster is *isn't* the focus. it's their vibes and how they terrorize :)
Yes I completely agree!!!! Unfortunately when the monster is shown or described in a book/show/movie, it often just ends up looking goofy. OR it’s unrealistic like how did the protagonists figure out so fast what the creature is versus just experiencing it? And that’s kind of what’s happening in this fic - you know Gaz is some kind of alien creature, but what exactly he is won’t be explicitly stated because the crew is actively experiencing him for the first time and also Gaz isn’t gonna just tell them.
#in my head tho without getting too specific because it doesn’t matter#and I’m not ever gonna describe what he actually looks like since obviously his human body is kind of a glamour#but he’s kind of a succubus but also kind of like a deep space angler fish but also kind of a Demi god/Angel type being
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STOP! MAKING! BAD! PSEUDO-THEOLOGICAL! TAKES! ON! ANGELS!
#'angels were made to serve and worship their Creator and i hope you want more for them too' SIR.#SIR. OR MADAM. THAT'S ABOUT AS GOOD AS YOU CAN POSSIBLY G E T#but of course i suppose if one doesn't believe in a God Who is Himself all that is Good True and Beautiful#one would understandably resent the god one thinks He is without understanding the reality#catholicism#margin rambles
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Roadtrip tiiime! :D The neophytes get in trouble, but what can't be turned into a learning opportunity, if you're dedicated enough? ;) Chapter 3 of the Deathwatch Daycare is out! :D
In which the boys get together, very calmly, to prepare an expedition in nature! :D
#warhammer 40k oc#deathwatch daycare#Naël flexing his people skills in this one#Specifically his people-reading skills :)#And a sprinkle of manipulation! :D#Also thank you for the many names! :D I did mesh some of them#and adapt others to sound better#but I couldn't have done it without you! ^^#On that note my god Irvin is terrible at his job. XD#He is used to much simpler preys!#And to any Dark Angels fan... I'd be curious to know what you think of this one#Am I doing a good job of punching bellow the belt? :D
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the thing about midam is that it only strengthens my conviction that we should have gotten to see dean as cas’ vessel at LEAST once
#feeling some type of way thinking about destiel bodysharing#dean would have said yes without convincing because he trusts cas implicitly#thinking about how angels leave a tiny piece of their grace inside every vessel#idk they just strike me as the kind of people who would love to crawl inside each other’s skin if they could#and i think they would cohabitate so comfortably#and dean would feel kind of sad and empty after cas left his body#PLUS god i need to see jensen’s version of how cas acts it would be insane#anyway#spn 15x08#destiel#i’ve looked for fics about destiel bodysharing and haven’t found anything up my alley#so if anyone has recs i’ll happily take them
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aziraphale remembers what crowley was like before he fell. he was so happy, so excited, so amazed by the beautiful universe he started and helped create. his current crowley is so much more cynical now, so often negative about things, so jaded. and sure, aziraphale’s angel shines through just as often. saving kids, saving his books, helping a poor young girl. wouldn’t it be great if that crowley was back? if the baggage of being a demon were gone? if he could do as much good as he pleases, by aziraphale’s side, on the right side? crowley would be far happier, surely. surely.
#i’m going insanneeeeee#aziraphale you idiot but also yeah i get it#YOU IDIOT WE COULD’VE BEEN…. US#they were insane for this oh my god#and SHOWING angel crowley too ohmyggooodddd#BUT HE WOULDN’T BE CROWLEY WITHOUT THE DEMONIC PARTS TOO!!#AZIRAPHALE YOU BLIND BASTARD!!!!!#YOU RELIGIOUSLY TRAUMATISED BASTARD#good omens#good omens s2#ineffable husbands#aziraphale#crowley
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*lovingly tackles Aine*
Read my Yandere! Pierro longfics first ♪( ´▽`)
Last week, my beloved mutual @ainescribe surprised me with Savior! Darling fan art and AHAI9232@2-!/! CRYING SCREAMING I WANT TO LOOK AT THIS ART AND WORSHIP YOUR VERSION OF SAVIOR THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BLESSING ME WITH YOUR ART—
*clears throat* Anyway, now that I finally have the time to properly sit down and comment on the fan art, I’ll do just that. Feedback will be in the tags and it will be unhinged. Once again, thank you so much to Aine for drawing this <3
#feedback#fan art#pranabefall#AIIINE ;-; once again. thank you so much!! it rlly means a lot to me that you enjoyed my writing and felt inspired to draw this :'>#and as someone who loves fashion and character design. it's so so interesting to analyze your version of savior#there's so much symbolism and visual storytelling in each sketch/ outfit and i shall now proceed to pick apart each detail as best as i can#her snezhnayan fit.....god i love it. it's regal. distinctively snezhnayan. and draws attention to her--and you just know that was pierro's#intention when he dressed her in those garments. IT'S JUST SO...!! savior's wardrobe scrubbed clean of her original culture and preferences#replaced with the foreign garments of her captor's nations.....in line with this. i love how her kokoshnik and khaenri'ahn earrings are big#and attention-grabbing. you can't look at her without taking note of those accessories. it begs the question:: how many times has savior#looked at the mirror after being dressed up in snezhnaya and was unable to recognize her own reflection?? :'>#also shoutout to some details aine shared with me: 1) the face marks are inspired by weeping angels 2) the kokoshnik was traditionally worn#by married noblewomen BUT the veil was normally for unmarried women so savior's outfit can be seen as a form of compliance + rebellion#(though later on in history it became accepted for married women to also wear that veil. also my apologies if what i said is inaccurate)#lastly shoutout to savior's expression!! very poised and mysterious....due to her emotional state or pierro's rules on how to act as his#spouse in public?? we'll never know~ the first drawing hits even harder when you compare it to the next one!! such an interesting contrast~#savior in her plain attire. casual and domestic with a smile on her face....i'm guessing this is her pre-fatui version?? she looks so warm#and friendly. and i can definitely understand why pierro fell for her smile <3#also i fucking love the caption. sorry pierro but you are cursed to be a loser/ simp/ pathetic man in all of my fics and AUs xD#NOW ONTO GODDESS! SAVIOR AAAHHHH!! i love the greek goddess motifs. she looks so regal and awe-inspiring but in a different way from her#snezhnayan attire--archaic. divine. and more suited to her personal style.....yet both versions of her look so painfully isolated :'>#her blank eyes. emotionless face. and veil give me the vibes of a spooky victorian ghost...or would a statue/ portrait be more fitting??#the lack of a necklace is also an interesting design choice given what happens in the fic. and now i realized i forgot to comment on your#version of her snezhnayan necklace oops. similar to the kokoshnik and earrings. the size + grandeur makes it impossible to ignore#that and big jewels = expensive af. ohhh and i love the sparkles on her veil!! pierro rlly spared no expense in dressing up his wifey <3#it's also funny how all of these outfits are similar to my own version in terms of 'savior wore grand clothing during her glory days as a#goddess -> wore simple attire after her decline for practicality and to blend in with humans/ disassociate from her old identity -> is now#dressed in even grander clothing as the harbinger's spouse. but it's used to reinforce her new identity and pierro's control over her'#tldr:: your design is so creative and i can see the effort you put in analyzing her character and depicting her based on your interpretatio#thank you for being my mutual + reader and i hope we can share even more harbinger/darling brainrot in the future :>
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i love closeted freak characters. not even closeted freaks specifically because this guy is very open about being freaky and that’s actually. why the mc trusts him but lik.e. god. demure appearance & evil origins dichotomy will always get me. i’m going to die.
#sooo much talk about “his beautiful features” “angelic smile” “he looked up through his lashes”#(<- they remind u of this every time he speaks by the way. you cannot go a page without hearing how beautiful/ethereal he is.)#& then “no matter what hunts us. do not set him free. because he is worse”#(and if they’re not talking about him being beautiful they’re talking about him being unsettling and uncanny.)#do you want me DEAD???#I’M SICKKKK i’m sick.#long white hair too btw.#<- and Claws#“ he gazed down at her — beautiful again — an angel considering a mortal’s petition from afar ”#while talking about KILLING PEOPLE#GOD.#someone save me.#i’m gonna go to this book club tomorrow and im going to be gushing about ONE CHARACTER why must this happen to me#i’m shaking so bad. i’m running purely on caffeine. and my love for this Thing. i hate my life i need to be up in 6 hours and i still have#125 pages to read
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sorry sorry last time I'm talking about huskerdust tonight but does it fuck anyone else up knowing that Husk and Angel basically lived at the same time but were on opposite sides of the country. But also Husk went traveling. Like these two could have met while they were alive and wouldn't even know it. They didn't even know the other existed until they met at the hotel
Like I have. so many thoughts about this.
#hazbin hotel#Husk#Angel Dust#gods imagine how different things would have turned out for both of them if they'd met while alive#well I say that but they were deeper in their vices then than they are now so...... maybe they'd have made each other worse#or maybe they could have saved each other who knows#also just thinking about the idea of Husk and Angel meeting at a bar in New York back when they were alive#like not even knowing it was each other but having met and spent a night drinking in a bar together talking#maybe Angel was going around flirting for free drinks and Husk was waiting to board a ship to who knows where#and they're both neck deep in their own vices but Husk tries to give Angel some advice anyway (we dk if Husk's morals developed in Hell#when he lost his status or are remnants of his human life but I like to imagine he was a decent man who made a string of bad choices#we also don't know what kind of Overlord he was. for all we know the worst thing he did was bet souls so we dunno if he was cruel/immoral)#but Angel not heeding his advice bc who's gonna listen to an alcoholic amirite but he was fun to talk to and bought him drinks so#and them parting ways without even so much as learning the other's name. and all this happening just days before Angel dies#Husk doesn't even think about him again cuz he was just some dude at a bar and barely remembering bc it was ~20 years before he died#but Angel vividly remembering it bc it was one of the last memorable days leading up to his death#anyway thanks for listening to me ramble orz
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Hey does anyone still think about the thematic differences between Supernatural and the Wayward Sisters and how self-isolating male hunters are compared to community-building female hunters and how this was shown from the Harvelles to even arguably Missouri Mosely and even Samuel Campbell who is his daughter's father almost more than a man himself (especially in Season 6) is not immune to this?
And how the Wayward Sisters could have been built not on sacrificing yourself to this singular all-consuming relationship with your brother and sacrificing yourself for the world second or in name only, but instead on what it takes to cut yourself into useful and digestible pieces for the sake of keeping your place in that community because you're almost certain that it's This Community or Solitude Forever (Alex you can never escape the life no matter how much you don't want it you've gotta pitch in do you want your family to die on this hunt Claire you know you'll never find anyone to love you unless you make yourself softer and then are they really loving you are you even worthy of love anymore Jody your husband and son would still be alive if you listened and learned you can't lose another child in every sense you can't quite let your children be defenseless children either and you know so well how sick this fear makes you and how you're dealing with it the wrong way your son got to be a child but your daughters can't be that vulnerable Even Donna you have Your Role to play here you're not good enough as a hunter but you're funny and happy and you don't take up that much space so that's exactly how much space you're given to exist in).
And yes, a lot of these things are echoes of Kripke Supernatural but instead of too-intimate and dark and quiet confessions that the Winchesters share and know that no one else could ever have the context to fully understand it's Community it's All Our Problems the humiliation and shame is all-encompassing because there is no privacy Everyone Sees You Everyone Knows You Everyone Wants To Fix Help You.
#Not to disappoint anyone but This Is Still About Lucifer#QuietWings' Amnesiac!Lucifer turning up at the Wayward Sisters' house has been growing like mold inside my skull#I could rewrite several episodes and two full seasons at this point#But apart from how Gender Lucifer is and how there is a lot of female-coding in S5 the Community is a little more apt than Brother focus#Because yes Lucifer losing Michael and Gabriel and Raphael and God is tragic but Lucifer Went To Prison and lost Community and the World.#Lucifer has no place that wants him aside from Hell and the demons are a constant reminder of his fall they were the sin that triggered it#(There's no depth to his relationship to the demons - Lilith could've been different - but Lucifer asks for worship and wants Love)#But Lucifer would not be immune to the Community Needs. It only works because they think he's just a moody angel with the amnesia at first#But after the revelation he has to atone for his sins by Community Work it's only if he tries real hard that they can Forgive a little#But never Forget. (They've come to rely on an archangel and they've pissed off archangel-sized monsters. They're fucked if he's free)#But Where Else Would You Go Lucifer? You want to make this work because this is your spider's thread your Only Chance#Sam Winchester is the boy you waited for millions of years to be understood by and he can't look at you without wanting to throw up#Sam saw the ugliest parts of you and that's all he understands but fate tricked three unremarkable humans into seeing you as an angel#As a devoted servant as a guardian as a cherub ruled by love singing to yourself in the morning as you take care of your humans#They saw some ugliness of course you are prideful and you are Too Much your anger turns to hail when it's supposed to be silent or words#But you have a place. It's washing the dishes. It's braiding Claire's hair. It's peeling your vessel's skin off to show Alex the veins.#You're happy you're so happy it betrays a little bit of righteous rage bc you have a place and it's Good and you just have to be careful#(Why haven't you learned to shut up after Everything it cost you the first time? Why can't you understand love means bending a bit?)#You're happy but living in a vessel means folding yourself small and you can Never be comfortable. But where else can you go?
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having yuuta thoughts .. what hobbies do you think he'd have? gege said he was into making erasers and that's sooooo OOO I NEED HIM
making erasers??? that’s so……. i didn’t even know that was a hobby people could do but why does it fit him so well LOL. in general, yuuta seems like he does a lot of tactical hobbies? like making stuff/using his hands, very crafty… there’s this girl on tiktok with a mini kiln and she makes the cutest tiny clay charms, that seems like something he would do, and give them out to his friends :(( maybe painting? or even knitting, he seems like he has calming hobbies something to tame his anxiety 😭😭 he also seems like he can build things really well, he’s very detail orientated—not just furniture, but computers, keyboards, fixing game consoles he is so the person with a 3DS checking in on tomodachi life curled up in a blanket on his couch
#anonymous#he is everything to me oh my GOD#i didn’t talk about this but his fingers… ok let’s relax#idk in my head he has real pretty hands like his fingers are long and kind of bony but he’s learned to use it to his advantage#he’s very precise and careful with everything he handles yk#from an empty cardboard box to a brand new phone without a case idk there’s this purposeful gentleness to yuuta#idk if it comes from not having had that grace extended to him as a kid or just bc he can find something precious/to care for even#in the smallest of things :( he’s so angel boy
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No one can take away the love I feel for you 🤍
#elvis presley#elvis#i love you elvis#elvis fandom#love of my life#my guardian angel#i dont know what id do without him#i thank god for elvis every day#hes home for me
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The thing about Crowley is that he already tried fighting* the system and the end result was his fellow rebels making a new system suspiciously similar to the old system with torture pits and demotivational posters in place of the aggressive hypocrisy and kardashiancore interior decorating. And then after that he decided to fight the apocalypse and the apocalypse thwarted itself with minimal involvement required from him. His biggest contribution was fucking up a simple handoff completely accidentally. His apparent belief that it'll all sort itself out without him or it won't and either way his involvement will be largely irrelevant to everyone but himself is pretty well founded. I'm sure by the end of season three he'll have learned a valuable lesson about how admitting that you want to make positive contributions to the world is something you can do on your own terms and not simply an exercise in opening yourself up to god's preordained judgement and hell's torture pits and but he's old and tired and has probably never been kissed let him have a very specific vision for his retirement.
*ok his version of fighting was probably just asking a lot of very annoying questions and then semi-accidentally joining a rebellion.
#good omens#also while I am being a bit rude Aziraphale wasn't exactly like gosh how wonderful I can go back#and fix everything his response as a tea drinker was#there's no coffee in heaven I'm not going until the metatron told him there could be Crowley in heaven and then he got very exited#I don't think he was thinking about the apocalypse in anything but the most general terms until#the metatron mentioned the second coming to him#do not get it twisted he wants to make a difference he's very excited for systemic reform he believes that things can be better!#but like. he got giddy for standing in the light of god's love with his not-boyfriend he was picturing an eternity of Crowley and thinking#that he could live without sushi#and Sondheim if he could have that#he's down horrendous he's just also delusional about his favourite person's feelings and perspective#tbh I think this is interesting specifically because Aziraphale had very much not made his save the world with me pitch yet#Crowley did it in season one#Crowley also knows the angels are gunning hard for the apocalypse again during their big fight but doesn't bring it up#Aziraphale knows in general terms they'll probably try again but it's not really on his mind#come to heaven with me isn't save the world with me and I think that's what he'll be going for in Season three
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Having a relapse moment
#I was in the car on Tuesday being a nice and good person minding my own business listening to Icarus falls#then the album ended and it was playing lucky again so I continued my enjoyment but then! it started playing some Tate McRae song and idk wh#who that is so I skipped#and then I kept skipping and obv it’s on shuffle so it’s playing like random artists and suddenly it goes to stockholm syndrome…..#and oh did I listen and enjoy that song. so much that I started listening to made in the am and I was like oh I’ll just listen to A.M. the s#song and that’s it nothing more 🙅🏽♀️#obviously that’s not what happened and I’ve spent the last two days with that album on repeat and I do have some thoughts to share#I started with end of the day which I know I love and it brought me back to the days of working at speedway and it was just a nostalgia mome#moment but anyway right after that I started listening to iicf and good god what a snooze fest I made it ten seconds in and skipped and it m#made me so thankful to not be a larrie anymore bc I was pretending to like that song anyway#then I skipped long way down and then we get to the best part of the album which is never enough Olivia and queen herself what a feeling#and that is what the relapse is all about#what a feeling#I don’t think anyone received this song the way I received it I just cannot explain the things this song has done and continues to do to me#describe like I feel true happiness even now when I listen to that song#anyways now I’m going through the album and I think hey Angel the leaked version was so much better than what we have on the album and I do#remember being annoyed about that but then I heard what a feeling and it’s literally like Xanax to me so i didn’t gaf anymore#anyways also Olivia the song I’m annoyed that it got associated with Harry when Liam and Louis carrrrieeeeed that song all Harry does is the#chorus where there’s a bunch of music covering up his voice anyway so like??#idk why everyone was like this is Harry’s song it’s not lol#also drag me down sad excuse for a high note Harry does lmao I have to laugh it’s so embarrassing he really thot he could match zayn and we#all just let him and look at what we have now#ok I think that’s all my thoughts I just really needed to dump these somewhere#chhapa#also OH Louis in history literally made that song what it it’s so boring otherwise#it took me so long to memorize his solo but it’s sick mini bars and hotel rooms and good champagne and private planes but we don’t need#anything coz the truth is out I realize that without you here life is just a lie this is not the end we can make it you know it you know#I believed it because I think he did too 😔
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