#heartpascal’s <💙> anon

[heartpascal]

thank you for speaking about palestine and what’s been going on with the creators 🇵🇸 we will keep speaking up!! #PIRATETLOU

genuinely i can just feel such good vibes and soul from you just through how you write and your presence online, and please know so many people think the same!!!

on another note put out fics at YOUR pace and what YOU WANT to post!! it is your page!!!!

people can always come back and reread ur amazing works (like i do tehehe)

best part of your writing is no matter how many times i do reread them, they always hit right in the heart EVERY. SINGLE. TIME.

i hope the world is treating you well, and every time i see ur active i will always know the day is a tad better (don’t feel pressured to be here always we won’t go anywhere 💞) 🎉🎉

best anon eva (still just me saying this)

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hello my lovely <💙> anon <3 i am sorry this took me so long to reply to!!! i truly have been terrible w being active. but i am so so glad to see u in my inbox!!! i always am 🫶

and of course - i am VERY late on this, but i just wanted it to be clear where i stand even if i am not active. a quick little blog note (sorry to put this on your ask) but as for what’s been going on w the creators - i didn’t know what they based the seraphite - wlf conflict on, and if i had known i never would’ve written a fic engaging in it. some of you may notice that ‘be your armour’ , my tommy miller fic, is gone. and this is for good reason. i do not want to be associated with that part of the game whatsoever, so i have decided to take that fic down. maybe one day i will be able to write something better!

moving on!! thank you for your kindness as always <💙> anon, i am sending you all of my love. i am hoping to put out a fic soon, it’ll probably only be short, but i have been writing a lil bit!! but as you said, my pace, so it shall be done when it is done. YOU ARE SO LOVELY.

the best anon eva, you are everything that is good on this website. i hope the world is treating you kindly. sending you sm love rn.

[heartpascal]

i love your writing and whenever i see it on my dash my heart just does a jump coz i’m EXCITED TO READ IT!! my favorite pastime is literally rereading your works. i’m so so happy to see you kinda active again and also reply to asks at ur own time!! we will be right here waiting for you!!

have a beautiful day and night izzy!! always manifesting the best for you in life!!

ur fav anon (i’m the only one calling me that)

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…. ur not the only one calling u that …… shhhhh don’t tell anyone. i love all my anons equally. REAL. ANYWAYS

<💙> anon you CANNOT!!!!!!!! say the sentence “my favourite pastime is literally rereading your works” and expect me to be normal about it as if that isn’t the kindest, slayest, tear-provoking-est thing anyone has ever said to me. SCREAMING. CRYING. THROWING UP. REREADING???? WDYM. i shall go curl up in the corner and sob. goodnight.

i hope i can write something more for yall at some point soon!!! ur kind messages mean the world to me.

(also cannot apologise enough for being kinda active and then LEAVING for like. a month 😭 IM SORRY)

<💙> anon i hope you are doing well 🫶 sending you every ounce of love i have rn.

[heartpascal]

fight the tide was absolutely AMAZING!! per usual my heart was taken OUT OF MY CHEST

seeing the notif come up and seeing the post on my dash absolutely made my WEEK 🫶 so so read any works of yours at all, and so happy to hear you are kind of back!! we have MISSED YOU

sometimes life absolutely kicks our BUTTS but we learn and grow everyday!!

again just so so happy to see you back ok my dash!! eek!! and so happy to send a ask again!!

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<💙> anon i miss you so. i have missed you very much!!!! i know i do not answer my asks as quickly anymore but it never fails to make my day when i see your emoji in my ask box :’)

life is all about learning and growing fr!!! i hope you are well <3

AND THANK YOU!!!! ugh you are always too kind to me 🫶

i am so happy to see your ask!!! i missed you!!!

[heartpascal]

HELLO LOVELY IZZY!! you’re writing is forever in my brain, you write so amazingly it brings tears to my eyes (in such a good way) you can really portray emotions so so perfectly with your words.

i hope life treats you well coz you deserve so so much good ❤️❤️ i know for awhile life wasn’t at all very awesome but i am manifesting an amazing end to the year for you!!

i ADORE everything you write and will read it most likely no matter what it is let me tell you!!

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<💙> ANON!!!! HELLO MY LOVE!!!! <3

as always you are truly too kind to me :’) your compliments of my writing always keep me going fr!!! it is so so appreciated <3

but thank you :( ilysm <💙> anon. i would love a good end to the year!!! i hope you are doing okay, and i will be manifesting the best year for you!!! it has been a while fr so i hope everything is well <3

sending you all my love rn <💙> anon. you are so lovely. i will be sobbing in a corner now!!! <3333

[heartpascal]

AHHHHH HAPPY BIRTHDAY IZZY!!!!!! I HOPE IT WAS AMAZING OR AT LEAST GOOD ‼️‼️ you’re an amazing person, soul AND writer who deserves to be celebrated!!!!! ENJOY YOURSELF, DRINK WATER 🩵🩵🩵

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<💙> ANON!!!! :’) THANK YOU!!!! you are so lovely what if i cried. i have plenty of cheesecake to eat so i am happy!!!! (yes i requested cheesecake for my bday cake shhh) <3

I AM SENDING YOU SO MUCH LOVE!!! i hope you are doing good my beloved!!! stay safe and stay well !!!! and drink water urself <💙> anon >:D LOVE YOU SO MUCH. smooching. mwah mwah mwah.

[heartpascal]

oh lovely i read your post, i just wanna say i’m so so sorry <3 losing a pet is the absolute worst especially when they have been there for so so long. take anytime you need literally ever coz you so deserve it. my whole whole heart goes out to you always 💕

as for the fic you posted !! it was so so awesome like as someone who took literally forver to learn how to read it WARMED MY HEART. no matter what your writing brings a smile to my face frfr !!

pls remember to drinks water izzy!! stay hydrated and stay safe ‼️

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hi <💙> anon i’m sorry i’m only just seeing this!!! but thank you :( love you sm. it’s a pretty sad time rn, but for my second tattoo (can’t book it in before my first one 🙁) i’m gonna get my doggo’s paw prints <3

ahhh im so glad you enjoyed!!! i am struggling w writing sm rn and while that fic is pretty old i’m glad i could get something posted for you guys <3

i hope you’re doing okay my lovely <💙> anon <3 YOU stay hydrated and safe pls :’)

[heartpascal]

i have been doing actually pretty good in my time away!! i ALSO got a haircut and i’m so happy with its very much giving summer vibes n it’s awesome.

ALSO writers block sucks butt i won’t lie and getting down n writing characters can be a stretch but just know we all all appreciate YOU AND YOUR WRITING. YOURE A AWESOME BEING 🫶.

ALSO CONGRATS ON FINISHING EXAMS AND ALL !! that’s freaken awesome and i bet that took a lot out of you but WE AARE ALL SO SO PROUD OF YOU !!

(tbh might put in some requests or just some brainrot ideas i’ve had to maybe give ya some inspo!!)

ANYWAY i must finish my work shift i had to pause to send this and also also NEW JOB NEW ERA YAAAAAA SO HAPPY FOR YOUUUU)

have a wonder day/night

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omg look at us slaying w our new haircuts :’) we are gonna have a wonderful summer fr this is a sign!!! sometimes there rlly isn’t anything better than a good haircut to put u in a good mood tbh

it DOES suck!!! but thank u sm <💙> anon :’) ilysm. you are so so kind. i hope u and everyone else knows just how much i love and appreciate you <333

and tysm omg. what if i sobbed. gotta wait till august to get my results so …. only slightly terrifying. slightly. incredibly. BUT ALSO. if you feel like putting in reqs or brain rot please please do 🙏 it would be so so incredibly welcome rn.

omg i hope you had a good shift at work <3 i’m responding to this so late im sorry ADJFKBEWIB sending you sm love rn

[heartpascal]

HELLO IZZY !! i have been taking a very long break from social and i just opened tumblr and saw the spider verse fics- FEEDING INTO ALL MY OBSESSIONS FRFR ugh i will forever say this but i truly love your writing and how you portray not only the ready but the characters themselves; you really just so awesome and we ALL appreciate you 🩷 HOW HAVE YOU BEEN!! i feel like i truly have been on here in forverrr, how has life been treating you!

please remember to take good care of yourself and drink tons and tons of water !!

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<💙> ANON!!! oh how i have missed you <3 i hope your break was good my beloved!!! how are you doing??? how have you been???

and <💙> anon you cannot just come in here like this and make me all :’) THANK YOU!!! i think we are all deep in our spiderverse eras rn as we should be!!! i am struggling to get the characters down but ALL IS WELL. taking my friend to see it tomorrow!!

and i have been decent!!! finished all my exams and therefore college :0 and then my job ended so i’ve gotten a new one!!! just finished my second shift today!!! other than that i am just getting through the day to day!!! OH i also had a haircut and i love it sm so i am feeling good rn :’)

BUT TELL ME EVERYTHING FR!!!! and YOU take care of yourself pls make sure you are staying safe and healthy ily <3

[heartpascal]

just read the new fic and oh my god my heart. had me in tears before i was even really AWAKE BUT IT WAS AMAZING ugh i have missed you and your writing!! (i know your not back yet but i do do miss ya!!!) best of luck with the rest of your exams, we are all rooting for you ❤️❤️

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<💙> ANON I MISS YOU MORE THAN YOU KNOW!!! got two weeks left and then exams are DONE!!! then i will be properly back!! heheh thank you for reading as always ilysm :’) ALSO I SAW EVERYONE’S GOOD LUCK MESSAGES AND THANK YOU GUYS SM :’) makes exams season sm nicer with all of ur kind words!!!

i hope all is well on your end <💙> anon, i hope we can catch up properly soon!!! looking forward to hearing about how life has been!!

[heartpascal]

oh my goodness. this new fic. ml it was EVERYTHING. you served us on a silver platter.

(ps tumblr is being SO SILLY and deleted my ask before i could send it *throws phone across room* i hate technology ANYWAY)

why i have missed you TERRIBLY TERRIBLY i have just been busy busy busy but i see so have you !! i hope that life has been treating you well🩵🩵

how this fic MY GOODNESS- it was so heartbreaking and warming at the same time- the “he was my dad.. and she was my daughter” line just hit me in the heart; per usual your writing SLAYED and just was able to capture all the emotions perfectly, and you described  disassociation very well (from someone who suffers from it) so <33 it was just so so good and i love the sass defensive mechanism literalllyyyy same but ugh this was so good!!

pls pls be staying hydrated as weather gets warmer, keep up on everything, and have a lovely day/night/ morning!! I LOVE YOU ‼️‼️

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omg <💙> anon i’m sorry idk why this ask didn’t show up in my inbox on the web version??? I APOLOGISE!!

i have missed you too my beloved anon <3 i hope all is well ??!! and make sure you’re taking care even with all the busyness!!! i LOVE you!!! 🫶

heheh i’m glad you enjoyed!! they’re just two ppl suffering and going through tough times fr :’) they need each other !!! sometiems you just gotta acknowledge you’re not replacing who you lost yk? I LVOE THEM!!! and also that’s like. my favourite line from it too it’s just …. IT JUST IS. you’re too kind to me as usual ilysm <3 and i was nervous about the disassociation part but i’m glad it came across ok <3

I LOVE YOU <💙> ANON, stay well & stay safe!!! you’re amazing and i wish you the BEST day/night

[heartpascal]

OH MY GOODNESS. I JUST READ THAT LETS NOT IMAGINE YOU WROTE ON HOWLS ASK.

tag this with a spoiler pls coz i wanna talk

bout it rq!!

OH MY GOSH i can’t even imagine how tommy and joel would even react to that oh my GOSH. the guilt joel would feel thinking it should have been him- even as a not imagine i was about to SOB OH MY GOSH. id you ever wrote a full fic of that i wouldn’t handle myself.

#MYFAVEVER LOVE YOU TO THE ENDS OF THE UNIVERSE !!!!!!

i am doing good other than i’m emotional after reading that lil blurb but it’s so good. my work is going super great and all the residents at my work seem to like me and my cooking so it’s GREAT !!!

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THE LAST OF US PART 2 SPOILERS

you all encourage me far too much so i just MIGHt write that fic. or maybe write drabbles. i kinda wanna write both ways and interchange joel and reader bc i think that’d be interesting tbh

can you imagine of tommy and joel had been AWAKE to see it happening too??? i cant even. refuse to actually.

omg as all the residents should!!! when are you anons gonna cook for ME smh i do plenty of feeding of you father figure joel fans i would like to think 😧 no but really i’m happy for you <💙> anon <3 there is just something about enjoying work that’s just so <333 and i am very glad you have that!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!

[heartpascal]

HELLOOO!! I JUST WANYED TO CHECK IN? HOW IS MY FAVORITE WRITER DOING? HOW IS EVERYTHING?

i hope your staying hydrated and taking care of yourself!!! LOVE YOU TO THE MOON ‼️‼️🫶

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HEY!!! i am doing good omg :’) all is well with me!!! i had a driving lesson that for some reason has left me absolutely shattered (i say, while up at 12:32AM as i’m writing this PLEASE) but have also had ice cream today so i am happy

HOW ARE YOU DOING MY LOVELY <💙> ANON??? TELL ME ABOUT YOUR DAY WHEN YOU GET THE CHANCE <333 I LOVE YOU!!! TO THE MOON AND BACK 🫶🫶🫶

[heartpascal]

making me feel like a proud parent watching all these others returning anons and others reading and interacting with your stories!!!watching you grow has been FREAKING AWESOME!! AND BB ITS SO SO SO DESERVEDDDD 🫶🫶🫶

iTS AO AWESOME SO MANY PEOPLE ARE SEEING AND READING AND ENJOYING YOUR STORIES. I AM SO PROUD OF YOU AND I SIMPLY MUST JUST NEVER SHUT UP ABOUT YOUR SKILLZ ‼️‼️❤️❤️

and yes i am staying away from the mugs! (i can’t break mugs at work coz that will be BAD)

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<💙> anon i love you :’) there are so many anons joining its so crazy!!! it makes me so happy seeing returning anons in my inbox :’) YOURE TOO KIND TO ME!!! you’ve made me extra emotional with this one 😡😡

heheh but thank you sm <3 i hope you know by now just how much i love and appreciate you but just in case you don’t, I ADORE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! especially as you are one of my very first anons i- this is too emotional I CANT COPE. i’m going to go and cry because your proud parent feelings are making me so :’)))))

[heartpascal]

part 5 was SO SO GOOD AND I JUST WANT TO REPEAT THAT !! if you ever did drabbles for this universe that could be like so so cute like just small bits of the healing journey the reader had with joel and ellie, and sweet moments that could be AWESOME but totally only if you want too!!

like as soon as i saw that you posted i ran to tumblr coz i always gotta see what your posting !! (i enjoy hanging out in your blog 🥰) instantly made me feel better reading your works 🫶 especially when i read them for the first time it’s the best

many way i just adore the way you write and the emotion you put into the story, as a reader i can feel the emotions and picture everything just bc how you describe it, and it’s THE BEST

I LOVE YOU 🫶🫶 STAY HYDRATED ! (promise i’m not gonna be breaking more mugs)

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AHHH i think i will probably do some drabbles!!! i’m considering doing like. maybe one more full part and then if y’all wanna see anything else specific for them i think that’d be the way to go!!! i think doing a tlou2 drabble would be interesting…

heheheh <💙> anon i LOVE when you’re hanging out on my blog!!! and i appreciate your love and support more than you know :’)

AAHH!!! the flattery stop it rn ILL CRY!!! i’m glad it makes you as emotional as it makes me though :’)

I LOVE YOU!!!! have a great day <💙> anon <3 (and step AWAY from the mugs ok they have a life ahead of them smh)

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ugH WORDS CANT DESCRIBE HOW MUCH I LOVE YOUR WRITING !!!!!!!!! #on a rereading spree of your works AGAIN dad!joel just makes me so happy and dad!tommy has my HEART UGHHHH anyway like i said before the new part IS SO SO GOOD UGHHHHHHHHHH

also today i dropped a like old coffee mug i made YEARS ago and i immediately thought of the story and you and your long lost cup ANYWAY i had to share that 🫶🫡 (it’s okay i dropped it- it was starting to crack at the top)

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oh no :( your coffee mug :( I KNOW ITS OKAY BUT ITS JUST SAD. rip to our drinking implements </3 i once made a mug but i never got it back after it was finished >:(

HEHEHSHE IM GLAD YOU ENJOYED <💙> ANON!!! dad!joel and dad!tommy are my beloveds and i’m going to hold them so close to my heart FOREVER. i love them.

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THE DRABBLE !!! OMG!!! TEHE GIGGLINV I LOVE IT !! i also loved the crooked kind sm so what a win!! you should totally start writing more drabbles if the idea comes to you or you just have time!! no rush for anything EVER coz we want you healthy before we want your stories!! I HOPE YOUR DOING OKAY!! anything interesting happen recently ??

i’ve been tads busy with work/school (my exams just started and i would MUCH rather be in your blog per normal reading) but i brought like my huge water so i stay l hydrated through the exams 😎

ANYWAY !! JUST POPPING IN !!

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AHHH TYTY IM GLAD YOU ENJOYED :’) i think drabbles are quite fun to write so i’d absolutely be up to writing more of them!!! might do some for my other fics as well!!! got a couple ideas in mind for the niece universe so :’)

ALSO ERM. i’ve been to a party tonight!!! (i’m not a big party person and i don’t drink alcohol though so not exactly my favourite thing to be at) but it was pretty good!!! was nice to see some of my friends for a bit!!!

<💙> anon i am keeping you in my thoughts FR!! wishing you all the luck on your exams, but i’m sure you’ll smash them regardless!!! i hope they all go okay <3 STAY HYDRATED AND EAT PLENTY!!! you’ve got this!!

ilysm <3 have an awesome day/night!!! on that note i am going to bed for the night 🫶