#hed take sprinkles hating him back then as justified and would take it as a sign that current sprinkles hates him too
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Thinking soooo hard abt past timeline stalien stuff rn.... Just Sprinkles and Looser just completely centering their worlds around eachother, both so desperate to break away from eachother but unable to conceive a world in which they're not the only ones in it. It's not until one of them is gone, when Sprinkles should have finally won, that the tears in her worldview become too evident to ignore, that it becomes unavoidable that the world is much bigger than she let herself grapple with, that people outside of her lead real lives, that things were never as simple as Looser being the sole thing dragging her down. Also then all the others start dropping dead like flies and she's having like 50 breakdowns at once and she tells Brute abt None of this because of course she didn't
#rat rambles#oc posting#eternal gales#Im so tired rn sorry if this is kibda clumsily worded gndndkdh#honestly itd be interesting to see a world where looser was the one to be alive for the last loop instead#current sprinkles had a pretty big identity crisis over all that jazz which wasnt helped by the identity crisis she was already having#looser on the other hand is both more and less self aware at the same time as in he is aware of more of his issues but goes out of his way#to ignore them and not think too hard abt it as that might cause a domino effect hes not ready for#hed almost certainly try to push this down too and ignore it but itd. get to him rly bad I think#his biggest fear is seeing those dear to him (especially sprinkles) be hurt by his mistakes so remembering even bits of past loop stuff#would seriously fuck him up and itd rly intensify a lot of his self loathing and anxiety#hed take sprinkles hating him back then as justified and would take it as a sign that current sprinkles hates him too#and would he say shit abt this to anyone ever? nope. hed bottle that shit up for as long as he could manage and itd end horribly#sprinkles could have handled her own situation better but at least she like. tried to communicate after a certain point#anyways! sleepy tired moments. good night ✌
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