#heesung is the bad guy sorry

[lattenha]

wrong but it feels so right — Y. KEEHO

a relationship gone stale causes you to indulge in some company and attention from someone other than your boyfriend, who’s been falling short of it. ft. non-idol!keeho (p1harmony) x gn!reader genre! pining (one sided but eventually becomes mutual), kind-of first meeting w/c! 2633

warnings! drinking, relationship going astray, implied cheating (reader is kissed despite already having a bf), mentions of side characters non-idol!eric, hyunjin, baejin, heesung, hyunjun (former tbz member)

you stared at the blank ceiling above, wondering what it would be like if everything just collapsed on you and came falling down. would you make the effort to run and escape possible life threatening injuries, or would you rather continue to lay in bed and accept what the universe has planned for you.

you’re not sure how to put it in a coherent sentence but lately everything just feels off to you, like there’s some entity looming over your shoulder or that there’s a new chemical reaction that changed the molecules floating in the air wherever you go. perhaps it’s one of those mercury in retrograde periods that the astrology enthusiasts talk about on the spiritual side of tiktok. whatever it may be, you’re hoping that this is a temporary rut and nothing permanent

the silent vibration of your phone signaling an incoming call interrupts your philosophical thoughts. you reach over the nightstand and pluck the device out of its charger just in time to answer on the third ring.

“hello?”

“babe! the guys and i are going to hyunjun’s to drink. probably hang out as well of course. you wanna come?”

your eyes dart to the digital clock sitting prettily on your desk as it collects dust. the time reads thirty two minutes after six p.m. you tug your bottom lip between your teeth, contemplating the option of staying home for the rest of the evening of tagging along with your boyfriend to go to his friend’s place who you barely know.

spoiler alert, you opted for the latter.

“gimme like 10 minutes to get ready?”

“alright, i’ll be over soon. love ya,”

you swallowed and let out a shaky laugh. “you too, babe.”

the line went dead meaning the call had ended. your phone dropped to your side and you craned your neck to look up at the sight of your boring ceiling. what’s the probability that you come crashing down on me in this very moment?

not as likely as you hoped it would.

your boyfriend arrived promptly after you shot him a text to inform him that you were dressed and ready to go. not without missing the smiley face that you habitually added to the end of your sentence. the silly little emoticon that felt like it was taunting you with colons for eyes and parentheses for a mouth. wonder which genius was the first to come up with that when texting became a thing.

tonight was nothing special, to you at least, which meant having the opportunity to dress casual and comfortable. if this were dinner at a fancy restaurant or a planned date (something that your boyfriend hasn’t taken you out on for more than a couple of months), then your outfit would be the complete opposite of what you were currently wearing. cargos with an oversized zip-up hoodie and an l.a dodger’s baseball cap.

but because tonight was neither dinner at a fancy restaurant nor a thought-out date with a well prepared itinerary, there was no reason for you to dress-to-impress. not even for your boyfriend. eight and a half months of dating changes you when you reach that stage of absolute comfortability with each other. at least you guess so.

the two of you arrived at hyunjun’s with less than 15 minutes to spare. your boyfriend led you to the backyard where the rest of his social circle was, fingers lazily entwined together. the sounds of your footsteps shuffling against the grass sparked his friends attention and they all perked up delighted to see your boyfriend’s impending arrival (not yours). he dropped his grasp from yours to which you frowned ever so slightly at. you stood off to the side as you watched them dap each other up and do that bro hug with the pat on the back thing that guys usually do when they greet one another.

“sup y/n,” one of them nodded at you, being the first to acknowledge your presence, and you did your best to smile in a non-awkward way.

you gave him a small wave and muttered a shy “hi” under your breath, barely loud enough for him to hear you over the chatter of seven guys talking in unison.

“want a shot? it’s strawberry soju, your favorite~” he sing-songed, shaking the bottle in a tempting manner and a shot glass ready in his other hand like he wasn't excepting "no" for an answer.

not even your own boyfriend knew you liked strawberry flavored soju.

“why the fuck not,” you shrugged. giggling when he praised you as you downed the shot in one go, scrunching your face at the slight sting of the alcohol sliding down your throat. the sweet warmth of the liquid settling in your stomach. no matter how many given occasions that you’ve drank soju each time feels like it’s the first for you.

hyunjin refilled your glass and invited you to sit next to him. your boyfriend already made himself comfortable in the seat between eric and baejin who were directly across of you.

it only took him two whole minutes into the night to forget about you.

new world record.

“is anyone else drinking? can i just have this entire bottle to myself?” you shamelessly asked, pointing to the strawberry soju that was perspiring on top of the cooler that hyunjin offered you not long ago.

“knock yourself out, shortcake.”

if you were going to make it through tonight and sit idly while your boyfriend subconsciously pretends he doesn’t have a significant other to tend to, then you were going to need more than two puny baby shots of soju.

“i needa use the bathroom…” you announced to no one in particular as if your whereabouts really mattered to anyone here.

you stood up from the lawn chair and slipped into the house through the sliding door, struggling to close it behind you before venturing off to the bathroom. if your memory serves you right you’ll find your destination down the hallway second door on the left. sadly, to your dismay, it was currently occupied by someone else who beat you to it.

your arms folded, leaning against the wall to support your weight, while [im]patiently waiting for the person on the other side.

five minutes or so passed and you began to wonder if whoever was on the toilet was taking a shit or possibly puking up their insides into the bowl with their pitiful head hanging low.

whatever it was that they were doing, if you have to stand in the hallway for another 60 seconds you were not going to hesitate to pound your fists on the damn door demanding them to hurry up with their fucking business because there’s other people in this world who need to use the bath—

something clicked and your posture straightened itself at the mere noise. you looked away when you heard someone fumble with the door knob and pretended to fixate your attention on the imaginary speckles of dust in the air.

“oh fu— my bad, sorry, i made you wait that long.” a masculine voice lulled your eyesight onto him.

he’s hot. wait— um, hello? you literally have a boyfriend. there’s no way you were willing to let yourself feed into that thought.

“it’s alright. please tell me you at least sprayed something in there. i don’t think i can hold my breath any longer than 15 seconds at best.”

laughter erupted from the male, unsure if your playful remark was that funny to elicit a chuckle out of someone in the first place.

“don’t worry i didn’t do a number two if that’s what you’re thinking.” he wipes his hands on his pants and you stifle the urge to cringe at his mannerisms. at least he washed them unlike most guys you know. “you going in?”

“o-oh. y-yes, thank you.”

you duck your head and give the stranger a small smile as you close the door gently, locking it soon after. a heavy sigh you weren’t even aware of that you were holding back finally slips past your lips, and you observe your reflection in the mirror. completely flustered, like you just ran into a hallway crush and that was your first real interaction with them.

the waft of scented soap was strong that the smell of coconut-vanilla lingered on your skin. you dried your hands on the stray towel hanging from the rack and stopped in your tracks to fix your hair for the nth time that evening out of anxious habit. a startled squeak bubbled from your throat when you opened the door revealing the (hot) stranger who was standing in your previous spot in the hallway.

he craned his neck to look up from his phone. his gaze slowly trailed your figure from bottom to top as he respectfully studied your image. you stared back at him with doe eyes shrinking into your hoodie when his eyes remained idle on you far too long for comfort. sure, he was hot, and part of you felt guilty for wanting to think that he was checking you out, but his blank expression made it challenging to read his thoughts.

the corner of his lip upturned ever so slightly into a smirk.

"finally done?"

you scoffed, fighting the urge to roll your eyes at his attempt to jokingly jab at you. "at least i wasn't in there for 30 minutes unlike some people."

the ravenette chuckled and it almost summoned you to your knees.

stand up, y/n! stand up! you have a boyfriend outside.

"i'm keeho, by the way. i don't think we've really formally met or talked outside of this friend circle."

keeho, huh? come to think of it, you've never really seen him at these types of gatherings nor did you recognize him in the small crowd of your boyfriend's friends who were clustered in the backyard. you could easily put a name to a face that you knew of but tonight was definitely a first for bumping into keeho.

"i'm y/n,"

you snorted at keeho's lame joke and immediately slapped your hand over your mouth with eyes as wide as saucers. keeho laughed amusingly at your reaction, slapping his hand against the marble counter and almost knocking down the bottle of soju that the two of you were sharing. you furrowed your brows. cheeks reddening due to the alcohol in your system and not the fact that his cackled laughter added to his established personality.

"stop laughing!" you shoved his shoulder but keeho showed no sign of stopping any time soon. grumbling to yourself under your breath, you took another swig of shoju and wiped the few drops of liquid on your lips with the back of your hand.

"i'm sorry, i'm sorry—" keeho's manic episode of laughter subsided and he poured himself another shot. "it was just cute how shocked you look, i wish you could've seen your face."

he just called you 'cute.'

your heart palpitated at the nonchalant comment and almost jumped right of your chest.

alarms were blaring inside your head but you subconsciously decided to ignore it and shove it into the shadows of the depths of your mind.

this was increasingly becoming dangerous and you were damn well aware of it. just two steps away from crossing forbidden territory and two steps away from sabotaging eight months of a relationship that, admittedly, you were no longer happy with.

did that make things morally right? no.

but whatever this tension you deluded yourself into thinking was there between you and keeho, it needed to be put out before a flame could possibly ignite.

keeho's face softened as he noticed the distant glint behind your eyes. he bit his lip, a little harsher than he intended to, and contemplated if the high dive would be worth sacrificing the short amount of time that he got to learn more about you over the course of the night.

he briefly turned his attention to the guy sitting outside. with sharp, piercing eyes, he narrowed on the sight of the individual drinking and laughing in utmost mockery. keeho may be out of the loop despite his association with your boyfriend's circle of friends but he was never close to them to begin with. he’s not sure why he continues to stay when he clearly doesn’t like half of the people here at hyunjun’s place; your boyfriend included.

however, the person sitting next to him is a reminder why.

keeho has always known of you.

he knows that about a week ago you just recently hit your eight month milestone with heesung. why and how he knows this information? well, let’s just say keeho was coincidentally there to witness the day that heesung asked you out with your favorite boba and a shiba inu plushie.

he knows your contact name stored in heesung’s phone because you called him five times, back-to-back, to which heesung ignored. it was game night at eric’s and while your boyfriend was too busy trying to win first place in every race of the mushroom cup in mario kart, ‘y/n ❤️’ was there on the other end of the phone anxiously biting on their fingernails hoping to get a single word out of their boyfriend.

he knows that you went to hyunjun for advice on what to get a guy for their birthday because you wanted it to be special and had the boys help you plan a surprise party for heesung.

he knows that in the past two and a half months heesung has been distant with you, stopped putting in the effort to take you out on dates, and only keeps you around to save face. your boyfriend’s ego is bigger than what’s in his pants, and him making the first move to break up with you will paint him out to be the bad guy when he was the one who fell first.

it pained keeho knowing that you were completely oblivious to all of this, or, at least most of this that is.

he saw it when you first arrived to hyunjun’s. the frown on your lips when heesung dropped your hand.

he saw it in your eyes. the way you’d look off into space as if you didn’t belong here and were solemnly forgotten of.

he’s been in the background for a while now. the time he spent as a side character in the plot of the drama had to end at some point.

fuck it.

keeho leaned in close, fingers gingerly brushing back the strands of hair that fell in front of your face, tucking your locks behind your ear and choosing to avoid the way that your pupils were practically shaking.

the unthinkable happened and you silently thanked the universe that you didn’t have to make the first move in order to confirm if what you were feeling was a facade of a pile of disappointment from these past two, almost three, months.

keeho pressed a chaste kiss to the corner of your lips. his tiers loitered there long enough for someone to easily walk in on you two. your fingers grasped onto the material of his sweater and you nearly whined when he pulled away.

there’s no use in denying it any longer and it wasn’t the soju talking.

you were slightly buzzed yet sober enough to comprehend what was happening, and as much as the old you would let the guilt tear you apart inside, you could not care less.

it was wrong. all of this was. but why did it feel so right.

[lani-heart]

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parings -> ( eventually ) enhypen x reader genre -> soulmate au, fantasy au, angst warnings -> angst word count -> 1.9k

abstract -> “Rejecting her… is protected her from being hurt by me”

y/n's perspective

I waited for all of them to leave… Haechan said they haven’t though. They were waiting for me to come out but I didn’t want to.

It wasn’t until I heard yelling that I peeked out the door.

It was Jungwon and Sunoo berating Jake, Jay, and Sooha.

“Found you!” I heard and I turned around to see Niki. He scared me causing me to jump a little and he smiled a bit waiting for me to come to him. 

“What’s wrong, little witch?” He asked and I sighed. “Jay is gonna reject me… and I got scared of Jake touching me…” I confessed and he rubbed my back comforting me.

“Close your eyes,” he said and I closed my eyes until I felt him pull away. He told me to open my eyes when I noticed we were now in my room.

“Those idiots are currently probably looking for you,” he said and I chuckled. “Was this not your plan?” I asked and he smiled.

“Mine but I didn’t include them in it” he shrugged and I laughed

“Thank you guys for coming for me,” I said and he nodded. “You should get something to eat,” he said and I nodded.

He left to get some food from the cafeteria when I was waiting in my common area. 

I soon heard a knock and opened it thinking it was Niki when it wasn’t… 

“Hello,” he said and I sighed. I hated him… I trusted him for a little to let myself be vulnerable but he was only keeping my soulmates away from me…

“Why are you here?” I asked and he sighed. “To apologize on Jake's behalf,” he said and I nodded trying to close the door when he didn’t allow it. 

“And also for Sooha… She's being a little out of line but I’ll make sure to talk to them. I’m sorry y/n”

I felt for once that he was being sincere.

jay’s perspective

What did I want?

I liked my time with her… she was sweet and kind. Maybe my suspicion was right... I didn’t like Sooha like that anymore. Not more than a friend.

“Why was she so scared of me?” He muttered as Sooha comforted him. He looked like he finally realized just how much he hurt her.

“You hurt her… a soulmate's pain is amplified when their soulmate inflicted it,” I said and he almost looked broken.

“She looked at me like I was a monster,” he said and I knew he was upset about that. He was called a monster before… but for his soulmate to think that was another story.

“She’ll get over it,” Sooha said but I doubted it. “What are you gonna do ?” I heard as I saw Sunghoon… was he here to yell at us like Jungwon and Sunoo did?

“I don’t know,” I said and he sighed. “She doesn’t hate you… not like she does Heeseung nor is she scared of you like she is that bastard. She enjoyed your time together but she’s now waiting for what you’ll do” he said and I sighed.

“I don’t know what I wanna do. I respected her wish for not wanting me to touch her but I was worried when she crouched down scared of Jake” I confessed and he sighed.

“Why was she so scared of me?” Jake asked Sunghoon and he scoffed.

“You hurt her once. Burned her and don’t you notice how she’ll wear scarfs or turtlenecks to cover her neck? She’s still healing Jake and honestly, I’d rather you stay far away from her” he said and Jake couldn’t say a word.

“Sunghoon—“ “Sooha you need to apologize also… you called her a hypocrite when you’ve been one the whole time,” he said and she was confused.

“No I haven’t… It’s unfair that K rejected me for her—“ 

“Jake rejected her for you, Heesung rejected her for you… how is that fair on her?” He asked and I realized just how much everyone stopped giving her what she wanted. 

She wasn’t a bad person but a little oblivious.

“Is she okay?” I asked and he nodded.

“Sunoo right now is pampering her,” he said and I had the urge to follow him and make sure she was okay.

Maybe cook for her like I have… but I couldn’t cause I knew I still cared for Sooha.

y/n's perspective

I had to move on from yesterday. 

I told the boys about my deal with Jay and they agreed to eat lunch I didn’t need to go to the home ec class anymore…

Going to the library again felt weird when I was used to going to the home ec class and eating something sweet.

I was studying in the library when I felt a familiar presence close by.

It was Jake and Jay… I stood up quickly and ran away. I wanted to hide so I was pretending to look for a book.

Wait, why were they at the witch library? They weren’t allowed here?

I decided to peek and maybe do a general spell to hear what they were saying.

“Even if you’re looking for the witch council president you can’t come in because of the other students. I have to ask you two to leave” the librarian said.

I really need to change that rule.

“We really need to talk to her, it’s a council emergency,” Jay said. Why were they trying so hard?

“I’m sorry but there are no exceptions and besides, I don’t see her at any of the tables,” she said and they seemed to give up.

“I can feel your spell, Miss President” I heard Jake whisper. I turned around and finished the spell. 

I don’t know why they were looking for me? 

I couldn’t even study the rest of the time. Instead, I just packed my things and decided to walk out when I saw Jay and Jake right across the door waiting…

“We need to talk,” Jay said and I looked at the time and shook my head.

“I have council work—“ “Have Wonyoung do—“ 

“No,” I said and walked away only for them to follow me. 

I made it to the council room and got there when they weren’t allowed in.

“Really? You have a vampire veil?!” Jake yelled and I was startled at the sound of his voice but was also just as confused.

“No vampires allowed in the council unless there’s a meeting” I heard Wonyoung say.

“What if we were here for stuco work?” Jake asked and she scoffed.

“She knows you aren’t” I heard and I saw Heeseung…

He came by last night to make sure I was okay… I hate how on opposite ends he acts.

He acted like he cared but still rejected me? Even dared to keep me away from Sunoo and Jungwon.

“Why are the two of you here bothering her?” He asked and the two scoffed.

“I needed to talk to you about the announcement but Wonyoung will fill you in,” Heeseung told me and I nodded.

“Come on you two if you have nothing to do might as well do work”

jay perspective

“What the hell Heeseung! I need to talk—“ “Stay away from her. Reject her move on, don’t lead her on,” he said sternly.

I didn’t know what to do though.

“If you don’t have any 100% certainty that you want her then just stay away from her. And you stop adding stress to her, she’s scared of you already, what else do you want?” He now said sternly to Jake.

“I just wanted to know why she was so scared—“ “You physically hurt her that’s why! You burned her skin raw” he scolded and for once I saw Jake ashamed of this incident.

“You rejected her. Why do you suddenly—""Just cause I rejected her doesn’t mean I don’t care about her,” he said and I didn’t get him.

“Sooha has a soulmate though…” Jake said and it caused him to scoff. “So she’s your second choice now? You already rejected her because you’re so in love with Sooha. She’s happy with those four so leave them be” he said and it was confusing.

It almost seemed like he wanted to accept her as his soulmate…

Jake was quiet the entire time so by the time it was the end of the day.

He seemed to now think about what he did. He keeps staring at his hands now guilty.

I couldn’t sleep knowing I had to make an option now… it wasn’t until I felt a sudden snap. Almost like my heart has broken in two?

“Jay?!” I heard Jake’s voice try to get to me but the pain hurt. All I could think about was y/n…

“Heeseung, I don’t know what happened but suddenly Jay—“ “I had y/n reject the soulmate bond between you two,” he said and I didn’t notice when he came in but I felt betrayed.

“You weren’t gonna accept her and you know it. Your thoughts wondered what could happen with her and your true feelings with Sooha” he said and I knew he was right but I couldn’t bear this pain…. Did she handle this twice? And Sunghoon, Jungwon, and Sunoo did too…

Jungwon twice?

“Stop it” I heard his scold but he was looking at Jake. “Stop thinking about her. Everything that has happened is done!” He yelled clearly frustrated. 

“Heeseung… Do you love her?” Jake asked and Heeseung didn’t have an answer. “I love Sooha,” he said but I didn’t have to be a mind reader to know that was a lie.

“Jungwon is good for her… he’s the most responsible one out of all of us. It's why he was elected president despite us being older than him. Sunoo is a romantic. He can give her love and show it. Niki is innocent and loves the thought of soulmates. He’s a confidant she can rely on. Even Sunghoon, who I didn’t expect, is good when all she wants is silent comfort!” He yelled. I felt how pained he was…. He was in love with our soulmate yet he rejected her first?

“You just wanted to use her because you knew Sooha would never love you!” He yelled at me… “You just didn’t want to be alone and that’s why you’re constantly conflicted!” He told me and I knew he was right.

I wanted Sooha… and by that, I saw my soulmate as a second option to not be lonely.

“And you physically and emotionally hurt her! Burned her when you were learning how to control it and felt no empathy!” He scolded Jake. He couldn’t even look at Heeseung.

“You haven’t even seen her neck. You of us all are the blindest one for a woman who will never love you. You could’ve just rejected her but you rejected and hurt her” he said and I saw how glassy his eyes looked not looking up at the older scolding us.

“And you?” I asked and he scoffed.

“My loyalty to Sooha would never be fair for her,” he simply said. I don’t think he was ever in love with Sooha. He definitely cared for her… took care of her.

I could now see the love he had for her.

“Rejecting her… is protected her from being hurt by me”

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[tarosunshine]

엔하이픈 𐙚 VAMP﹗

genre fluff vampire au 𖹭 warning blood jealousy pairing — OT7 x fem reader

— they use their powers and abilities.

NOTE : this is based on the webtoon ! (kinda)

𐙚 HEESUNG : read mind

“hee, where are you?” you called him in your mind since you couldn't see him anywhere. you hoped he could hear you wherever he was. thanks to the hustle and bustle of the place and the people, you couldn't find him, and he hadn't brought his phone with him either. “i'm near the caramel apple stand” you spoke again in your mind. about 10 minutes ago, heesung had gone for ice cream, while you had stayed in line for the ferris wheel, but they closed the game, so you had to move.

luckily, seconds later, you heard your boyfriend's voice behind you. “here you are. your favorite, babe” he handed you the ice cream with a smile. “i thought you wouldn't listen to me” you also smiled when you saw him and grabbed the cone. he grabbed your free hand, and you started walking. “if you call me, i will always listen to you, love” he said as he tilts his head to you. then you trapped your fingers with his and walked towards the car. on the way, you explained to him what had happened to the game, so you decided to return home.

𐙚 JAY : superhuman strength

“jay...” you sighed as you left your bag on one of the empty chairs. you heard a sigh from him too. “honey, you had to see how he looked at you. and when he touched your waist? and he make you uncomfortable!” jay speaks exasperated as he frowned and sighed over and over again. he was so angry at the guy, not at you. he could never get angry with you. “here, have some water, and don't worry about that idiot” you handed him a glass on the table and turned to pour one for yourself. but suddenly you heard the sound of glass breaking and you immediately turned in alarm in the direction of your boyfriend.

the first thing you saw was the broken glass on his hand suspended in the air and how the blood began to drip down his arm and hand. “oh my god, jay!” you immediately walked over and started removing the large pieces of glass from his hand. then you ran to get the first aid kit and sat down in front of him. his eyes were still in shock. “i... i don't know what happened to me, i'm sorry” he lowered his head in shame and let you clean him up. “was that your super strength?” you mocked, smiling so he wouldn't feel so bad. “yeah. i don't know why i couldn't control it. i'm really sorry” with his good hand, he caressed your face. you smiled at him and rested your hand on his. “and i'm sorry if i scared you.”

𐙚 JAKE : pyrokinesis

it was almost midnight, and after a long day, you and your boyfriend were lying in bed while watching a movie.

“are you hungry?” jake asked as he stroked your hair. you shook against his chest, but something suddenly came to your mind. “although...” you spoke, raising your face, looking at him with smiling eyes. he suspected what you would say and moved his hand away from you.

you immediately got out of bed and headed towards the kitchen as jake followed you with a smile and rested his arms on the table, looking at you. when you turned to see him, you had a bag of marshmallows. you waved in the air, and he shook his head smiling. “you know i can't use my powers all the time. it's dangerous, love” he approached your face and kissed your cheek. “just one... please?” he couldn't refuse if you looked at him with those eyes. “fine” he agreed, now kissing the tip of your nose. you smiled and stabbed two marshmallows with two forks, then you handed him one, and a small flame came out of his finger, starting to melt the candy. you looked at his hand fascinated, as if it were the first time he had done it. jake chuckled when he saw your face and then held out the marshmallow to you. you kissed his cheek in gratitude. “thank you.” “always, love.”

𐙚 SUNGHOON : half werwolf and half vampire

just a few seconds ago, you had stopped paying attention to what sunghoon was talking in front of you. “did you hear me, babe?” he asked, looking at you with puppy eyes. you smiled when you saw him and denied it. “sorry, sorry... are your fangs bigger than before, hoon?” you asked, changing the subject since that was what had distracted you. “my fangs?” he spoke, touching the tip of one of them with a finger and furrowing his eyebrows. you nodded, looking at his mouth.

“it must be because tonight is full moon” he commented, carefully looking at his teeth on the screen of his phone. you nodded, remembering. “well you look cute” you rested your hand on his cheek. he approached your face with a silly smile, causing his fangs to stick out, and he give you a small kiss, who turned out in a needy and long one. “ouch” you put your finger over your lips, feeling the pain. he looked at you worried and grabbed your cheeks. “oh, i'm so sorry. it wasn't my intention. i think i got a little too excited” he ran his finger over the small trail of blood. “i didn't though they were so sharp” sunghoon covered his mouth with his hand while he continued caressing the injured place with the other. “it's okay, don't worry” you smiled, to reassure him.

𐙚 SUNOO : mind controler

you had been at a party for a couple of hours, but you weren't having such a good time. it was already starting to get boring, so in a few minutes you would leave, or well, that was what you had planned until you saw a group of boys talking animatedly in an area that you had not paid attention to. and one boy in particular caught your attention, one with red hair. you looked at him several times, and his fox-like eyes hypnotized you for a few seconds. you didn't realize when your body moved on it's own and you advanced towards them, but you stopped and blinked, confused. this time, you made your way towards the exit but then heard a male voice behind you, and when you turned, you found the redhead, who smiled.

“hi” you meet his kind eyes as he tilts his head slightly to the side. you returned the greeting, somewhat embarrassed.

⋆ 一

“i can't believe that you used your powers the first time we met, kim sunoo” you says somewhat offended as you looked at your boyfriend with furrowed eyebrows. the boy smiled, embarrassed as he looked away. “and they didn't work” you scoffed as you poked his cheek several times. he tightened his arms around you, looking with those eyes that tried to manipulate you that time.

“yes, and i'm sorry about that” he apologized, pouting as he approached your face, but right after that, his lips curved in a sweet smile. you wanted to pinch his cheeks. “are you trying to manipulate my mind right now?” you asked, raising an eyebrow. so he raised both eyebrows and looked at you offended. “i promised i would never do it again, honey. seriously” he spoke before giving you a small kiss on the lips. you giggled and hugged his waist. “hm, then i just like you a lot.”

his smile remained for a few seconds, then he slowly kissed your lips again, placing his hands on your cheeks as he gently caressed your skin. “i definitely like you more” he says and nods, and in one movement, he makes you fall over his chest, hugging and wrapping your body with legs and arms.

𐙚 JUNGWOON : teleportation

“i miss you, woon” you spoke with the phone in your hand and pouted as if your boyfriend could see. you heard his cute laugh. “i miss you too. a lot. and you have no idea how much i want to see your face, but remember that i'll be back tonight” he reminds, and you could hear a couple of things falling where he was. “yeah, you're right” a sigh left your lips, trying to ignore the noise on the other side. you heard a guttural noise from him, then a curse. “sungwoon? something wrong?” you asked a little worried. he didn't answer you. on the contrary, he cut off the call. you frowned at your phone as you moved it away from your ear. “what's wrong with him?” you murmured, puting the device aside and laying on your back on the couch of the lonely house.

“did you miss me, my love?” a pair of dark glasses and a charming smile appeared in your vision. you almost fainted from shock. “yang jungwoon!” you gasped as you rested one hand on your heart and sat down. he jumped over the sofa, sitting at your side. “it was a lie that you missed me?” he asked with a sad voice. then you grabbed his face with a smile and gently removed his glasses. “i reeeally missed you.” in one movement, you pulled him towards your body, and he wrapped his arms around your waist, holding you close to him as he hid his face on your neck. “did you just use your powers at daytime?” you asked, smiling. as he got apart a little from you, his lips twisted into a smirk and nodded. “because i want to see you. i couldn’t wait” he complained and burry his face in your neck again, inhaling your essence happily.

𐙚 NI-KI : teleportation, shadow manipulator

“it's always the same with you, nishimura” you complained and rolled your eyes as you began to walk with your arms crossed, ignoring him. the sound of his giggle reaches you. “of course! i know you love me” his mocking tone was evident, but you just ignored his words, leaving him behind.

“love you? yeah, right. i don’t even like you” you muttered as you mocked his expressions. but suddenly, his figure appeared in front of you, and you collided with his chest. “nishimura!” you went up, looking at him pissed off. you met his gaze that was darkened. “you do not like me at all? i'm sure you do” he spoke, looking into your eyes with a playful smile. “nishimura, you can't use your powers here” you whispered as you looked everywhere. luckily, everyone was in class, so you took him by the shoulders, making sure no one saw, and moved somewhere where no teacher or student would see you.

“you know this would look bad if someone saw us, right?” he also whispered, looking at you with the same smile. you frowned and immediately moved away from his body. “oh, no... look, a teacher!” he pointed out surprised, you turned your head and saw the shadow of a teacher. you gasped and moved closer to him again to hide, but you immediately heard his amused laugh against your forehead, and you slowly looked up at him and sighed, realizing what he did. “stop using your powers and stop making fun of me.” you pushed his body and walked away from him, heading towards your classroom. he follows you, and you hear his mocking laugh again.

[ddeonudazed]

📷 Polaroid

cw: a couple curse words, sunghoon and Niki slander

Sunghoon was currently doing a favor for his friends, he believed that he was helping Jungwon, Niki and Sunoo get a good word into m/n. However, the trio had failed to tell him of a very obvious issue: the photography club seems to have some resentment towards him.

Poor Sunghoon was left dejected, standing outside of the club room with his hand raised in a greeting after Dongpyo and Yoon slammed the door in his face. A similarly pouting Sunoo watched from down the hall, whining into the phone about what just happened.

Sunghoon sighed and walked back to his friend, hands raised in defense "I tried alright? They seem to hate sexy men." Sunoo rolled his eyes, muttering something about how that couldn't be true since m/n was a member before pulling the back of the older males shirt to return to the student council room where Jungwon waited anxiously.

Jungwon lit up, grinning as he saw the duo walk up but his smile slowly dropped as Sunoo silently communicated their loss with him. He whined and slumped against the door with a sigh, "This is why I just wanted to go there myself, why couldn't we have done that?" Sunoo nodded and sat next to him, dramatically slumping over his shoulder, "Because a certain someone refuses to look at Wonyoung ever since she saw how bad his semester exams were. Plus I don't think she would even let us do the shoot because we're friends with this clown."

Sunghoon rolled his eyes and crossed his arms, "Ignoring that, anyway why don't you guys do your original plan and I can set up a pity party with Jay and heesung hyung," Jungwon pouted, "Why not Jake hyung?"

"He'd be too sympathetic, honestly for three semi smart guys you all are really dumb when it comes to flirting. " Sunoo glared at him, "Oh yeah! Flirting with your hallway crush is so easy, especially when you're both guys and he seems to tune everyone out either way!" Jungwon solemnly nodded and hung his head his hands before him and Sunoo tumbled backwards and not-so-graciously laid on the floor.

"GUYS HOLY SHIT GUESS WHAT I JUST THOUGHT OF......why are you on the floor?" Niki asked as he yanked the club door open, only to be met with a sigh as the group poured in, "I don't care anymore because I thought of THE BEST plan to win over m/n for the shoot!!" Sunoo rested his elbow on the table, his black hair falling softly across his forehead at the thought of Niki having a good idea for once "Okay if you're so excited, what is it?"

Niki proudly stood up, slamming his hands on the table before assuming a superhero pose with his hands clenched on his hips, "We bribe Dongpyo and Jongseob into helping us with promise of desserts which would buy us time to convince Wonyoung and Yoon Noona to let us shoot AND would set up a date for us with m/n!"

Jungwon and Sunoo stared at Niki while Sunghoon held in his laughter, snickering and holding his side, "Wow Niki I didn't know you could act anymore more childish." "Okay jokes aside that is a good idea, but it should be me and Sunoo hyung doing the persuasion, you clamp up and stare all creep like at m/n anyway."

Sunoo and Jungwon nodded with a newfound fire in their eyes before marching out and down the hall. Niki turned to a now calm Sunghoon and furrowed his brows, "Is it really that creepy?"

Once again at the photography club room, Jungwon knocked and took a deep breathe before being greeted by a smiling Yoon. "Jungwon, hi! Your friend was here earlier, I thought I would have to smack him with the tripod if he didn't leave." Jungwon chuckled softly, nodding before pushing back his hair, "Yeah sorry about that, I don't know how to explain him but he means well I promise. Actually we came to talk to Jongseob and Dongpyo, are they here?"

Yoon tapped her chin, her long manicured nails gently rubbing her lip in fake thought "Well, if depends. Why do you want to see them? We're very busy and just because you're student council members doesn't mean you can disrupt our work." Sunoo cleared his throat, flashing a sweet smile that Yoon mirrored and bowed politely, "Hi um, it's about the winter wonderland photo-shoot, we saw on your Twitter, that you're looking for models and with the celebration itself already being planned, we wanted to see if we can enter the contest." "And by we, we mean me, Sunoo hyung and Niki", Jungwon added.

Now in actual thought, Yoon puffed put her cheeks before opening the door to let them in. The two looked around the room, having never actually been in it besides standing in the doorway or looking through the window. The room itself was a large unused classroom but half of the desk were missing, the rest were pushed up against the wall as a makeshift seating area which was marked by the littered half eaten snack packs the club ate during activities. The walls itself were covered with various newspaper cutouts from the school paper as well as older pictures from past clients and some wholesome polaroids of the group.

The rest of the room was a mini studio with donated backdrops from the drama club and personal cameras, which they knew were m/ns due to the (favorite color/fandom) themed neckstrap hanging from the tripod. The large lights used to illuminate the models was turned off and soft indie music was playing in the background to fill empty space. "You guys can stand over by the waiting area, I need to speak with Wonyoung." Yoon instructed before going into a closet that had dark red light shining through the opening underneath.

Sunoo grinned and excitedly pointed to a cluster of Polaroids hanging by stringed lights, "Look! This is of m/n, he looks so cute in this." The pair gazed at the picture that as pretty simple selfie Polaroid but the smile that m/n had on his face was so large they were kinda worried if his cheeks hurt after taking it, however it left their mind as Sunoo and Jungwon imagined how it would feel of they were the ones to make those (e/c) eyes gleam with such happiness.

Their lovestruck daydreams were ruined when the door to the red room opened and oustepped a tired m/n, Wonyoung and Jongseob.

☁synopsis: in school there are only two things that sunwonki care about, passing classes and loving their hallway crush m/n who happens to be the schools photographer. what will happen when they all start to fight over the photography club's secretary while trying to maintain the popular boy stereotype?

☁enha! maknae line x male! reader featuring: wonyoung of ive, hyeongjun of cravity, dongypo of mirae, jeongseob of p1harmony, yoon of stayc and the rest of enhypen!

☁cw: smau! fluff + angst! slow burn! lowkey crack! flirting between heeseung and jake, hella gay, polyamory

FEM(SHE/HER/THEY/SHE....) DNI!!

.・✫・゜・。.

tag list (open): @priochebun @geonusboy @strwberrydinosaur @rinswrlds-blog

[dlrvuio]

our little secret

genre - FLUFF, heesueng x fab!reader

warnings - crying?

Running up to your boyfriend who was in the bedroom after seeing you rush into the washroom. Mirae slowed down her steps as she saw Heeseung on the edge of the bed with his head down in a silent room, hesitant to approach him.

“Oppa?” she called in her high pitched voice, looking up to try to get a glimpse of his face. “What happened?” her face in shock after seeing his eyes all red with a few wet streaks.

Heeseung sniffled and wiped his tears before carrying the little girl to lay beside him, his head on the pillow while Mirae was set back on the head board. “Mirae-ya~” he cooed soon after seeing her already pout with the sight of her sister separated from Heeseung.

“Everything is gonna be alright ok? I might not visit anymore but I won’t forget you, hm?” Stroking her back as she began waterfalls, struggling to keep her breathing stable was not a pleasant sight for Heeseung. Hating to see Mirae hurt, he lightly pressed a kiss on her temple, trying to calm her by putting her head on his shoulder knowing she would scootch her head in the crook of his neck.

“Oppa!” she yelled letting out more cries, “Don’t break up” she stretched her words, cuddling closer to his presence. Letting out light chuckles, his bright smile gleaming at you who’s peeking behind the door to observe your little sisters reaction to this prank, “It’s okay~, princess, it’s all alright” Heeseung reassured, holding his laugh in as you can continuous to smile behind your little sister.

“Why are you crying?” He questioned, “Are you going to miss cool oppa?”

Dying after hearing Mirae’s loud screams directly to Heeseung ears when he said this will be the last time going to your guys’ house, shaking your head knowing that was not a part of the script.

“Mirae~ Why’re you sad? It’s ok” He pulled away letting them two be face to face, continuing to stroke her back.

“Becauseee, I heard you and mom-” she coughed, not controlling her stutters, “that..” wiping her tears as the older male smiles happily, feeling bad but feeling relieved that he is loved, “I heard what mom asked you” she finished.

Dropping his smile, Heeseung looked back at the door, not seeing your figure. “What did she say, princess?” putting on a serious face as he whispered not wanting you to hear this part.

“Mom said- when are you going to-” Pausing each second to maintain her breathing, luckily Hee can be very patient with her, “Buy my sister a ring and marry her.” her sniffled continued as your boyfriend was dumbfounded.

Heeseung looked back once again towards the door frame to see that you’re using the washroom, he explained to the girl.

“Do…do you want me to do that?” Heeseung asked softly, thoughts now scrabbling in his head before seeing Mirae nod proudly at his question. Wiping her tears from her face, Heeseungs smile grew from the approval of your little sister, hugging her body as her red eyes were covered from her own smile, completely forgetting about the whole prank.

Jumping in joy, mouth wide open with laughs and giggles, Heeseung could never get sick of her reaction to him saying he’ll propose to her big sister soon. Grabbing her hand trying to make her stable from jumping, Heesung asked, “But Mirae, you have to keep it a secret ok?” and she nodded with a bright, big smile, falling into his embrace, “I promise, cool oppa” She looked up, hair all messy and tangled.

Hearing the washroom door open, revealing your figure. Heeseung quickly put a poker face on and whispered to Mirae, “She’s coming, don’t tell her.”

Sitting up straight from laying on your boyfriend's body, she quickly tears up again remembering that you guys ‘broke up’ already. Mirae ran up to you who was sitting on the other side of the bed, hugging you yet still looking at heeseung who’s smile cannot be removed.

“Mirae~” You cooed, “I’m sorry~ it was just a prank” You stretched every letter as you looked down at her figure which you were stroking to comfort. Bursting into tears after hearing the truth, you and your boyfriend laughed lightly, feeling bad as you both cuddled up to her.

“yahh~ We were just joking, why are you crying so much, hm?” Mirae stares blankly at the bed, as she blinks at the puddles of tears in her eyes with a pout.

“It’s proof that she really loves me” Heeseung responded, making you both laugh, seeing a tiny smile growing which she tried to hide.

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[rikijbol]

bad idea right? - Lee Heesung

“No cause like i swear i saw them eating their face out last week and then at school the day after they ddin’t even acknowledge each other? I need to know the tea”

giggling you put on your mascara, shaking your head at the foul conversations your friends were having, not even trying to understand them, mostly because you weren’t actually listening, a name and a face occupied your thoughts and you couldn’t get them out.

Lee Heesung. He was the one persone you couldn’t stop thinking about for the past week.

The boy, known around your college because of his good looks, was your ex whom you had broken up just some months ago, and when you thought you were finally over him he comes into your life once again:

Deciding to go to Yeonjun’s party last week was the stupidest thing you could have done because obviously you had to encounter him, looking more gorgeous than usual with his long wavy hair messily cascading on his eyes and white button up with half the buttons open.

He had a drink in his hands and he was grinning while talking to someone, a girl a grade higher than you, slightly chuckling every now and then while passing his hand through his hair.

Seeing him that night opened a scar that you thought you had closed long ago, making your heart ache and tears ready to spill out of your eyes; but you couldn’t stop looking over at him, trying to decipher his emotions, trying to understand if he too was hurting.

The eye contact was your last straw.

Heesung had sensed someone looking over at him but he couldn’t find anyone until he turend his head and his eyes fell on your small figure at the end of the other side of the room.

His heart broke into pieces and his smile faded, not sure what to do he turned his gaze around, , excusing hinself to the girl, and getting behin Jay’s back who followed his eyes only to find you staring back at him, before turning on your heels and leaving.

Remembering the scene hurt, but you didn’t know why. You were over him, you were seeing another guy that was more respectful and seemingly cared about you more, yet you kept on finding yourself thinking about him.

your friends noticed that you had dozed off while curling your hair, looking at each other with a confused look they snapped their fingers to bring you back.

“Y/N were you listening to us?”

“Uh? What? Sorry i completely dozed off, what were you saying”

“I was talking about how i’m gonna shoot my shot with Soobin tonight, i heard from Jungwon that he’ll come with Beomgyu and Taehyun”

At the mention of Beomgyu you smiled softly, he was a sweet guy, and even if you guys had been going out for a while he still hadn’t asked you out on a date, maybe tonight was going to be your lucky day as well as the night you will actually forever forget about your ex.

But oh were you wrong.

While you and your friends were finishing you makeup a buzzing sound echoed, looking over at your phone you froze.

Danielle, one of your friends, immediately snatched it from you hands, widening her eyes at the text:

Loser who’s not worth mentioning❌💀💔🙄

can we talk?

come to mine

xxxx-xxxxx-xxxx

please

Hanni let out a sigh when she read the text from her friends shoulder, putting her hands on her face and shaking her head.

“Can i answer him?” Asked Danielle with anger coming out of her body and her words; it’s not that she hated him, but she saw everything you went through before and after the break up and she didn’t want him to ever come near you again. Yes, you may call her overprotective, but wouldn’t you be too if you saw you childhood best friend cry in your lap in the middle of the bathroom because of the person who was supposed to love them?

However before your friend could text himback, Jinni, your other friend, grabbed your phone back and put it in her pocket with a tensed expression on her face.

“No one’s gonna text him back, tonight we have fun and forget about stupid boys, we move on and find someone better okay?”

With a sigh you and the other girl nod and go back to finishing to style yourself, ready to go out and have the time of your life, or at least you hope you will.

—————————————————————

The party was boring the hell out of you, a bottle of vodka in one hand and your phone in the other, a fake smile on your lips while you listened to some random guy telling you something about the godfather movie, which you just nodded to.

Beomgyu was nowhere to be found, Danielle was making out with someone who you recognized as Soobin, a big smile plastered on her lips, and Hanni was talking to Jungwon, a guy a year younger than you and also one of heesung’s close friend.

Rolling your eyes you excused herself and made your way to the bathroom, leaving the bottle to the guy who you got to know was called Mark and was 3 years older than you.

Looking at your reflection you huffed, you had red cheeks, ruffled hair that smelled like smoke and god knows what else, and your makeup was a bit smudged from your sweating.

You were tired, drunk and with a headache yet you couldn’t stop thinking about the message that Heesung sent you before.

What were you supposed to do?

He was your “friend” after all, you decided to break up with him but he asked to keep in touch, which you both never did, but maybe now it was the time to get that friendship back?

The storm of thoughts kept on making your head hurt while you were walking toward where Jinni was sitting sipping her drink.

Groaning you took a seat next to her, closing your eyes and letting your legs rest.

“I think i’m gonna head home, i’m not feeling good” you said with your eyes still closed and a cracked voice.

Jinni turned her head and looked at you with a concerned yet drunk face asking if you needed help to get back.

“No don’t worry, i’m taking the bus, i’ll see you tomorrow okay?”

Opening your eyes you saw a not sure face nodding

“Okay, text me when you get back hm? Be careful!”

With a small smile and a hug you left the party and went to the closet bus stop you found, the music slowly disappering while your head still trobbed.

You wanted to go home, you really did, but something took you somewhere else, it was like your memories had complete control over your body, and after a 15 minutes ride that were supposed to take you to your room to plop down your bed and sleep until 12pm, you found yourself in front of a door you knew way too well.

There he was, smiling with ruffled fluffy hair, a white tshirt and grey sweatpants, leading you back into his apartment that used to be your second home.

When you got in he immediately went and got you a towel; what you didn’t notice while coming here was that you got completely drenched and all your makeup was smudged and your hair frizzy, you also noticed that your top that was once white had now a big red stain that smelled like chemicals.

What the fuck happened? Were you that drunk that you were completely knocked out on your way there?

Regret and embarassment flooded in your head and you couldn’t help but hide your face in your hands.

“Hey, are you okay?”

That voice. The voice that told you sweet nothings a milion times. The voice that sang love poetry in your ear before sleeping.

The voice that whispered a cracked i love you before you left his apartment for the last time.

Snapping back you turned your head to face him, ready to leave and apologise for coming.

“Heesung i’m sorry i shouldn’t have come i don’t know what got into me-“

“No please stay. I want to talk”

Heesung’s hand made you sit down on his bed again, him sitting right next to you, hand on his neck and a troubled expression on his face.

He was at a loss of words, he wanted so bad to see you and was so happy to greet you at his door but now he was completely lost and way too nervous to work what to say.

“Listen…..i am sorry for the way we eneded things but i really don’t think i can do this again” You said turning your head to face you hands that were on your lap, before another one got into you view and took them in his.

Startled you looked at him, pain in your eyes that you can see reflecting in his too.

He was in pain, he was hurting like you were.

But you weren’t happy like you thought you would be, you felt even worse, because you never would have wanted him to feel like this.

His gaze suddenly moved to your lips, then your eyes, your lips again and lastly eyes again, like asking for permission for something that deep down you had wanted back since the day you broke up.

But you couldn’t do it, you had to move on with beomgyu and you came there just to end it once and forever.

Getting your hands off his you got up quickly, feeling dizzy and your head spinning, stabilising your self thanks to the wall; Heesung quickly got up to catch you but stopped when your hand blocked him from doing so.

“I want to move on Heesung, i suffered enough”

“Don’t you think i want to move on too? I tried and tried with every girl i could but my mind keeps on going back to you and i don’t know what to do!” he finally spoke after being silent for over a minute.

All the rage that had been builing itself inside of you was starting to erupt after Heesung’s burts.

“Bullshit! do we have to talk about how you were making out with Jia right after we broke up, uh? Or how you posted that photo in the fucking bed we slept together with a girl you didn’t even know the name of!”

“We were broken up i had every right to fuck who i wanted in MY bed!”

Tears threatened to spill out of your eyes, anger getting the best of you, the both of the ex lovers yelling everything they had been holding back for months, or even years.

“That’s it! That’s why we fucking broke up Heesung! Because you never even cared about my feelings! We are on a pause? Great!! let’s go and fuck every chick i can find at the bar!”

What you said really strucked the boy, making his lips part in shock: did you really think that low of him? that he never cared?

how was it possible? he always did his best ton make sure that you knew how much you mattered to him, yet here you were crying and yelling at him things he couldn’t comprehend.

“What the fuck are you talking about! I cared and i still care about you more than anyone! You’re just talking shits”

tears were streaming down your red cheecks from your bloodshot eyes, mascara running and lipstick smudged from biting your lips, voice trembling.

“Then why’d you never send me a message! i was waiting for you because i loved you, fuck i still love you and-“

lips on lips. Your lips on his lips. His hands on your face, your hands on his chest. Your tears on his thumbs, his tears on your cheecks.

He kissed you. He kissed you like all the pain would just go away with it, like it was a cure you both needed, and maybe it was true, because you felt better, tears still streamed down your face, but they were happy ones. hands going around his neck and his in your hair and on your waist, lips parting for a split second just to get air.

You weren’t sure how you finished in this position but you didn’t care. All you wanted was to have this last night with the person you loved. Maybe you didn’t really move on, but maybe you never will.

to: Jinni

sorry fell asleep

got home a while ago

going back to sleep

see you tomorrw

And maybe you lied but maybe you didn’t

cause heesung was actually your home, at least for that night.

here we go finally, i had so much fun writing this fic cause hee’s so bad idea right coded no one can tell me otherwise!! i think i’ll make this a whole serie using the song in my previous post abt enha as guts songs, lmk what you think🫶

[cutecherrygirl]

First date 😌

Warnings: none

Heesung

Your outfit:

(im sorry if you don't like it, I think its cute and something Heesung would like 😭)

-Heesung took you on a coffee date 😍☕

- it was very nice and warm day

- he was a bit shy to hold your hand at first but after you guys started talking shit about others he took your hand very casually and smoothly 😘

- you were talking about what your favorite type is and what you dont like about guys. Heesung grew confident from that because you Literally described him. And all the bad things you said about guys are far far away from him lol.

-he bought you coffee and secretly bought you a donut/cookie/cakepop/cupcake (whatever you told him you liked).

-when the date was over, you guys stood on your front porch and Smiled at each other like two idiots.

-there were some shy hair flips and shy giggles bit it wasn't awkward, it was cute.

-after awhile, Heesung leaned in and kissed your cheek. You blushed but smiled

- "ill see you tomorrow" Heesung said softly and you nodded "sure" you said not thinking that it might sound stupid but its over now, you already said it.

-he then gave you the treat he bought you earlier and quickly walked away while blushing

-you blushed too and get into your house.

Jay

Your outfit:

-you two decided to have inside date

- since it was really cold outside and it was raining, you figured it would be cozier to just stay inside and chill.

- He brought you some flowers and sweets, you couldn't contain your blush lol.

- you two baked pizza and drank wine. It was the best date ever. He even dropped an egg.

- After eating the pizza, you watched the notebook at Jay's request ☝🏻

- he was crying his eyes out and you tried your hardest not to cry but failed.

-jay doesn't really like cuddles but he wanted to cuddle you like so bad so he did just that

-you got butterflies in your stomach but didn't mind because you felt happy.

-at the end of the date he asked you is you have any jacket cuz he didn't bring his own and its cold outside.

-when you said you don't, you decide to let him stay the night so u guys just talked all night and did skin care 😘

Jake

Your outfit:

-you guys had picnic date!

- it was very sunny and beautiful spring day, Daises just started to pop out and butterflies were everywhere just like bees.

-You made some food, bought mini ice cream cake and packed some soda.

- you guys found perfect picnic spot next to the cherry blossom tree.

-you sat on the blanked enjoying the beautiful weather and sound of bees flying around in order to collect nectar for the honey

- this seemed like the most perfect date anyone could ask for and it was true.

- You and jake talked, ate and layed on the blanket until the night falls.

- you even picked some cherries! 🍒

-Jake was smiling the whole time and was looking at you with heart shaped eyes, he knew he was in love, he felt it all iver his body and so did you, this was perfect.

-You sat on the blanked in silence for a bit and just looked at each other. The wind messed up your hair a bit so Jake reached out his hand to tuck your hair behind your ear.

-you blushed and looked down but he caressed your cheek with the back of his fingers and smiled at you.

-he did that fir awhile before he then pressed his palm on your cheek and slowly leaned in.

-You looked at him for a second before closing your eyes and bit your lip a bit nervously since the butterflies in your stomach are making you nervous.

- after some time, you finally felt his lips on yours. The kiss was soft and sweet. You didn't move your lips since it was more of a long peck but you liked it since it was local.

- after few moments, you break the kiss and smiled shyly, you rest your head on his shoulder and gave him a little kiss on it while he laughs shyly.

- you stayed like that for awhile before it was time to go home.

(I GOT A BIT DISTRACTED OKAY)

Sunghoon

Your outfit:

-you guys went on dinner date!

- he took you to authentic Iranian restaurant, also known as Olive Garden.

-he couldn't take his eyes off of you cuz you looked gorgeous and the dress complicated every curve and spt of your body.

-not just that, but with that dress, you carried confidence that only Ni-ki's attitude can slap away.

- as you enjoyed your wine and delicious meal you talked about your last loves and what each one of you can do to make the other person feel better.

-Sunghoon was impressed with you view on life and the way you think. He definitely fell in love with you already but is too shy to admit it so he just stays silent.

-that silence went away quickly when he noticed water flirting with you 😡

-you didn't pay attention to that but he did. So he held your hand on the table so everyone can see you are his while making the eye contact with the waiter the whole time, the Waiter was watching from thr corner of the restaurant.

-the waiter was embarrassed and he just walked away. You looked confused but was secretly blown off by his sudden action, it was hot, sexy even! Anf Sunghoon knows it, he just hides it pretty well

-"more wine?" Sunghoon asked, smirk decorating hos face while lifting the wine bottle with his free hand and pouring you more red wine.

-you just stayed silent and let him do his tang.

Sunoo

Your outfit:

-beach date!!!!

-even tho Sunoo is not the biggest fan of water, he decided to take you on beach day cuz you like it.

-it was sunny day with a bit of wind disturbing your peace.

-sunoo brought snacks and mini tent so you guys can be cozy while looking at the sea

-he didn't really think of the weather when picking the date so he didn't take in consideration that water might be too cold for swimming but thats fine, to him, the most important thing is that you are next to him (so cheesy 😭)

-you guys sat in the tent while eating snacks and talking.

-you had so much fun until the little crab decided to pay you a visit 🦀

-Sunoo hates crabs so he kicked it into the ocean, you liked crabs but not anymore since Sunoo hates them.

-he was thinking of kissing you but thought it was bad idea because of the furst date kiss curse

-you ended your date with you falling asleep in the tent.

-you layed your head on his chest and he just wrapped his arms around your shoulder and fell asleep as well.

-it was really fun and he enjoyed every second of it 🦀

Jungwon

Your outfit:

-he invited you over to his place to play video games.

-you knew it was casual date but you still wanted to dress up for him cuz you really like him 🩵

- he was schocked when you come to his door dressing like this but he couldn't help but smile at the sight, he loved it!

-you walked in and saw that he prepared snacks on the table and took out all his video games do you can choose which one you want to play.

-you sat on the couch shyly and start picking the game. You ended up picking Minecraft cuz thats the only one you knew something about 😭

- while you were killing ciws to survive and ships to make a bed, Jungwon was watching you amused with big smile on his face.

-he is happy you finally got comfortable.

-after awhile of you just walking around the map exploring it rather than mining to survive, and after being killed 3 times by creeper, Jungwon decided it was time to put the joystick down.

-you leaned on the couch and looked at tv just like Jungwon did.

- "you were really good at it" Jungwon said, obviously lying. You smiled and blushed "thank you" you said softly and looked at him while smiling.

-he looked back and smiled too.

-your date ended with you going home.

Ni-ki

Your outfit:

-ice cream date 🥰

-you were both nervous balls lol

-you met by the ice cream shop since Ni-ki was too awkward to pick you up at your house.

-you guts went inside and You ordered ice cream, Ni-ki payed for both and it melted your heart. Even tho it was a small gesture, you still felt like it was so big and so sweet of him.

-as you ate your ice cream, Ni-ki started talking, which suprised you on a certain level but you didn't mind.

-you guys talked and laughed together, everyone in the ice cream shop was looking at you and smiling at your cuteness. There were couple of "awww's" and "omg look! They're so cute" but Ni-ki and you didn't mind at all cuz you felt like you were the only ones in the world. You only saw each other and no one else.

-after finishing your ice cream, you walked out of the shop and Ni-ki softly held your hand, interlocking your fingers. You smiled and blushed a bit as he caressed your knuckles with his thumb.

-you walked while holding hands for Hours, you didn't know where you were going, and you didn't care, you just walked and wanted to hold hands as long as possible. Letting go wasn't an option, you even forgot that word existed 😭

-when it was night time, he took you to your house and kissed your cheek veru softly and carefully as if he was scared he will hurt you.

-you have no idea what came over you or what kind of creature pushed you forward but it did, and you pecked his lips.

-he was schocked, you both were like two red papers.

-"can you do that again?" He asked silently and you stepped closer again and pecked his lips, longer this time. He placed his hands on your waist and you wrapped your arms around his neck.

-you stayed like that for awhile 🍄

🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵

[lunarsun12]

Sunoo Vlogging Addiction - Part 1

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Sunoo, has been pulling pranks on his family members for the last 2 weeks. As he claims it is all for the views, and all of them will thank him for the exposure once he is famous!

Sunoo Pranks in chronological order:

1) Sunghoon - Obviously, it is his mission to make him suffer. He basically woke him up, as apparently this is not his most handsome when he wakes up.

2) Jay & Heesung - He basically said that Heesung taught him bad stuff (he knew it will make Jay mad). Which then lead to the brother fighting. The video didn’t last 24hours as Jay threatened Sunoo.

3) Niki - Poor Niki was having a bad day, he was sulking to his Eomma. Which sunoo sneakily caught it on camera, as he said to Jungwon he liked his cookies and wanted more.

This leave Jungwon and Jake. Sunoo, didn’t dare to play a prank in Jungwon. As his Appa and Uncle threatened, if he touches Jungwon. He will spend the day helping the poor.

Let’s see if Sunoo will actually play the prank on Jake?

Enhypen Family Chat

Today 15:00

Jake🐶: I’m sorry for texting, whilist everyone is busy!

Jake🐶: But this is an emergency! Sunoo is in danger!!

Sunghoon❄️: What type of danger? Him having meltdown or something? Or danger danger

Jake🐶: Danger Danger, Sunoo is about to poke that big scary guy, which JuJu told me not to go near

Sunghoon❄️: Why should I care? He harrassed me for a week! He filmed me waking up, my bed hair…

Niki🕺: Yeah, he even filmed me where I was having my Eomma time!!

Jake🐶: You Guys! What if Sunoo gets hurt? Or ended up like Johnny again?

Sunghoon❄️: It is probably another lie, to get you to do his stupid vlog!! If I see another camera I will smash it!

Niki🕺: He filmed me when I looked so uncool!!

Jay💰: What has Sunoo done now? Did he ended up at the police station?

Jake🐶: What no! Your son is in danger!!

Jake🐶: Why would ask such question!

Jay💰: He made Sunghoon and Niki mad. Either Niki ended up in the police station or Sunoo from Sunghoon calling on him

Niki🕺: I don’t hurt people anymore!

Sunghoon❄️: Oh really? What were you and Sunoo doing last week. Sunoo was in tears again because of you!

Niki🕺: Shut Up! My Eomma is here! Before I add you to the mix!

Jay💰: Well if sunoo not in the police station. I don’t care 🤷‍♂️

Jungwon🐈‍⬛: What is going on? Why is Jake saying Sunoo in danger?

Jake🐶: Finally a grown up! Uncle Jungwon, Sunoo is about to harass ah I mean interview that Chanhee person. Who is knowing to make people lives a living hell once cross

Jay💰: I am a grown up as well!

Jake🐶: You just said, you don’t care! That not very adult like!!

Jungwon🐈‍⬛: Sorry Jakey! But somone that Sunoo is afraid is rare. I’m sure he knows what he is doing

Jake🐶: You Guys! Believe me! I’m not making it up!!

Niki🕺: I think it is a prank! You the only one, that Sunoo who hasn’t been harrassed yet

Sunghoon❄️: That is true! Jake you are getting pranked!

Jake🐶: What if it’s not a prank? Remember when Niki texted us saying he was stuck on a tree and no one believed him!

Jake🐶: He was stuck there for days! Until Uncle Jungwon came back home!

Niki🕺: That was mean, I’m looking at you Sunghoon

Sunghoon❄️: You said, you can beat me who can climb up the fastest. Except I, didn’t do the climbing

Jay💰: That doesn’t prove anything! Sunoo breathe for people misery!

Heesung🦌: This chat is lively, this afternoon!

Heesung🦌: I wonder, who he learnt that from…

Jay💰: Hey! Sometimes you need to step on people misery to get up higher

Heesung🦌: Maybe we should check up on Sunoo, Jake is practically panicking

Jay💰: Well, you the parent you do it! 

Jake🐶: I will go find him myself!

Heesung🦌: Jake, don’t run off!

Many hour’s later…

Just as everyone predicted, Sunoo pulled the biggest prank. He was hiding in the bush, behind the boyz house. When the frantic Jake ran to the house, very unexpectedly on cue Chanhee was there. He literally glared at Jake, how he dare even think about he will done even this sort of stuff.

Which then lead to Chanhee, grabbed Jake by the hair. Which Juyeon have to save Jake from Chanhee grip, before he makes Jake bold. This is all have been recorded by Sunoo.

Enhypen Family Chat

Sunoo☀️: HAHAH THIS IS THE BEST ONE YET! The viewers gonna love it!!

Sunghoon❄️: We did warn Jake though…

Jay💰: Keep going my son!

Jake🐶: SUNOO! That was so mean! Why did you record that! It’s so embarrassing

Sunoo☀️: Duh, it meant to embarrassing. The viewers are gonna go crazy!

Niki🕺: Welcome to our World Jake!

Jake🐶: I thought, I was your favourite hyung!

Sunoo☀️: Even though, you are my favourite hyung! When there is good content, sorry that your lose for being a p a b o!

Heesung🦌: Sunoo needs to be taught a lesson!

Next Part

[onlyjaeyun]

Zadieee, OMFG I can't believe Poison has finally come to an end like it's been a hell of a ride and I enjoyed every, every bit of it. The angst, the fluff and I'm sorry but HeeHoon 😭 like girl you wrote the dynamics so well and I'm genuinely glad your focus wasn't just Heesung and Y/N but also the platonic relationships between the other characters in gen, like I absolutely love Jake and Jungwon's bonding with Y/N and of course, Ning despite entering the story so late absolutely stole the show for me, the absolute faith all the friends have in each other, their openness and trust is something to genuinely celebrate and it doesn't for a moment come off as forced either, like the characters are genuinely their own persons which I believe is seriously hard to establish especially in SMAUs where if you try too hard the characters seem caricature-ish and one dimensional but too little and the plot feels rushed, and heck you made it seem so effortless. Ily 😭

-💛 anon

(aahh I can't believe I'm finally an anon on here, like god I wanted to DM you so bad and rave about this but I'm too shy)

this has to be one of the best compliments a writer can receive 🥺 thank you SO much my love. it's super important for me to give all the characters an actual personality and to see you guys notice my efforts and appreciate and praise them makes me feel sommuch more grateful than i already am so thank you for this. am so glad you decided to join our family and can't wait for you to be around more 🥺🩷

[ginkgo-shaw]

omg i just saw your reply, my bad!! i absolutely love that idea, to be an observer in a story ;o;/

do you have any favorite romcoms or romantic shows?? if so, i'd love to hear what you love about them!!

no problem darling!! i’m happy you enjoyed my answer.

unfortunately i haven’t watched a lot of romcoms or romantic movies/shows but out of those i watched, my favourite are :

tsuiraku jk to haijin kyoushi : it’s my favourite manga (sorry it’s not a movie or show but they just made a live-action about it and it’s super good!). it’s about a teacher and a student falling in love (i know it’s controversial and not everyone likes it) but the story is really cute, well written and dark humoured <3 also, i find it so interesting because, except for the romance, there are some really good life lessons and morals. now, for the romance, it’s crazy because they love each other so so so much and they’re always doing things to help/make each other happy. they went through a lot in their lives and having each other just bring them peace. also, they’re trying so hard to communicate and understand each other. i love them so so much!!!!! 🫶🏻

10 things i hate about you : a absolute classic. kat is so relatable and the idea that we don’t need men and our worth isn’t instituted by them is so important. but i’m also a romantic at heart and finding the perfect guy still is dream! really everything is perfect about this movie and they portrayed their love story so beautifully.

fruits basket : again a manga (there’s also an anime). a real CLASSIC in shojos and in my opinion the best one out there. we get to see love in all its forms, broken relationships, new ones creating, some friendships turning into romance etc. it has everything you could ask for. furthermore, it’s not only talking about love as this beautiful and easy feeling but as a complex feeling with a lot of mistakes made and the different forms and approaches it can have. also, tohru my beloved she’s so perfect i wish i was her <3

flower of evil : this one is a kdrama and oh my God. i won’t really talk about the plot but the love between jiwoon and heesung!!!!!!!!! it’s sooo incredible like heesung doesn’t understand feelings and all but he fell in love with jiwoon… and they just did crazy things for each other out of love… my beloved!!

thank you so much for this ask i really love it :D please feel free to give me your opinion

[sensitively-taken]

ok so pls don’t take this the wrong way i rly don’t mean to send accusations or anything, but do u anti/not support heeseung?

i’m just asking cuz u made him sorta evil and mega douchey in death valley and i can’t tell if that’s cuz u actually view him negatively or some other reason. ik u said u wanted a “bad guy” in the story and i understand that im just confused why u chose heeseung instead of an oc and seeking clarification.

thank u :)

hi i'll be v honest when i first read this ask i was rlly confused ab how u got that impression from the fic but i'll still clarify! 😁

i don't anti heeseung u don't have to worry ab that lmao 😁😁 actually i prefer not to write ab idols i'm not interested in 😪 so i wouldn't have written ab heeseung at all if i was a heeseung anti

this is actually kinda funny bc death valley was originally a fic for another group and heeseung's character was written for one of my ult biases LMAO 💀 so no it had absolutely nothing to do w whether i like heesung or not

and the way i write i kinda picture it like the idols are playing the role of the character almost like they're acting. i don't usually characterise too heavily based on their personality, instead i just come up w characters and think ab which idol matches the best (and sometimes that's based on how they look in concepts so dw it's not at all me projecting what i think they're like 💀)

and in this case, there weren't many options for who would play certain characters because half of enhypen is underage or recently adults so, even though heeseung's character isn't a sleaze or anything, i didn't think it was appropriate for any of those members to be in charge of gambling 💀💀 so it was rlly between jake and heeseung and i think we can all agree that the character doesn't rlly suit jake at all LMAO so i went w heeseung

also imo i didn't think heeseung's character was that big of a douche. since the fic was v comedic and unserious his actions weren't taken all that seriously and was more meant to be funny than malicious but i do get how they may have come across as otherwise

i hope this clarifies everything 😪😪 sorry if u thought i was a heeseung anti for the longest time ever (i've been a bit inactive lately so i didn't have time to reply)! i just wanted him to fill the role of the character :') nothing more or nothing less

[enhalite]

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LEE HEESEUNG

the last words you say to each other are written in your wrist. i believe this would be a lovers to strangers connection, maybe long distance? you had to move away for uni, and heesung is busy being an idol… texting becomes rare, nevermind calling. you tell him, once, “i hope you know i truly, genuinely loved you,” and that’s when he knows — he knows he should’ve fought harder to keep you, he should’ve done everything in his power. but the words on his wrist are enough proof to tell him you’re gone from his life, just as he is from yours.

PARK JAY

you get each other’s injuries and feel each other’s pain. it’s not rare that you’re limping because god, your legs are cramping again. he probably wakes up with burning hands because — oh, papercut! oh, knife cut from cooking! oh, why is my soulmate so accident prone! you often feel bad that he has to deal with you, especially because he seems to take care of himself and his physical health, but at the end of the day it’s the pain that brings you two together: if you hadn’t bumped into each other and scraped your hand on the pavement so badly it burned when trying to catch yourself, you wouldn’t have know you’re each other’s soulmates.

JAKE SIM

it’s impossible to lie to your soulmate, and you managed to land yourself jake sim as your soulmate! it makes for a funny story. you’re not one to lie in the first place, but when you meet this guy who’s so kind and loving and just… a dreamboat, you start doing everything in your power to keep the growing crush from him. for some reason, the universe is against you, because the more you try to hide it, the more obvious it becomes. until he asks one day, confidence faux yet convincing: you like me, right? and your mind screams at you to say no, no, no — you find yourself telling the truth as if it were being pulled out of you like a game of tug the rope. he sighs in relief and says: “good, because i think we’re soulmates.”

PARK SUNGHOON

whatever you write on your skin, it shows up on your soulmate’s skin too. you remember you used to wake up to little doodles on your hand and good morning messages, and go to sleep with the same. your soulmate — PSH, as he wrote once — had liked leaving little hints as to who he is on your skin: ice skates, a microphone, etc. you never really understood, but you tried your best to reciprocate. the messages started disappearing day by day, becoming rare until they simply… stopped. you never stop, though, always a good morning, good night, have a good day! until one day, you wake up to the message: sorry i was gone, have a lot to tell you :) and a phone number scribbled in messy black ink.

KIM SUNOO

i think it would be funny if you and sunoo could taste what the other is eating. it leads to silly situations, like the fact that you used to hate mint choco but tasting it so often made you start craving it yourself. you don’t understand why your soulmate likes mint choco so much, but you do like mint, so you’re not complaining. sometimes you’re afraid of eating things and having your soulmate dislike them, because it’s happened to you before that you get a horrible taste in your mouth and you just have your dumb, nameless soulmate to blame. when you meet him, you’ll tell him to quit it with the sweet things.

YANG JUNGWON

this one’s kinda fun: your heart beat is morse code for your soulmate’s name. you remember learning about soulmates and finding yourself surrounded by your best friends, one hand on your chest and the other writting down morse code from a guide on website you found that had looked a little sketchy. yang jungwon, your heartbeat spells over and over. you wonder if your soulmate — your jungwon — knows your name too, and if he’s looking for you like you’re looking for him. i think the most shocking news would be a phone call from a friend, screaming in your ear: “your soulmate is an idol?” and, well… that surely changes things.

NISHIMURA RIKI

with niki, you get the same emotions he’s feeling. if he’s sad, you’re randomly sad and vise versa. it kinda sucks, cause you often feel discouraged and annoyed for no reason, but you also love it because you’re a sap for moments when you can practically feel the giggles bubbling from your soulmate’s throat out of pure happiness, and the urge to just… scream out of joy. niki feels intensely, and you drown in his feelings. sometimes you wonder what it’s like for him; when you get a bad grade, when you cry over a movie, etc. does he feel the need to run to you whenever he feels the tug of sadness from your end? does he feel the joy you feel and smiles like it’s the best thing in the world?

stray kids ver. | if you want to do this with another group, feel free to do so! credit is very much appreciated ^^

[penny-quinn]

Enhypen imagines(*￣(ｴ)￣*) ENHYPEN AS SONGS AND A SHORT SCENARIO

Paring: enhypen members × reader (highschool troop overall)

Genre: school, fluff, crack, lots of troop!

Warnings : bulling mentioned

Word count :2.1k

Authors note: man! I wrote it in such a short time!! So I probably have alot of grammar errors... Sorry about it in advance.

✓heesung

I like you so much now you know ( friends to lovers troop)

• Heesung definitely seems to be the type of person who writes in his journal " today I met y/n and she's soo cute... Her new hairstyle, and blablabla" his ranting in his personal space would go on and on.... It's like everyday his love for you heighten more • would have a thousand songs written for you • but the problem is he just straight away kinda ignores you physically!! It's like he just doesn't know how to express his love to you • but in his artistic expression, he'd define your lovely smile, your smol but soft hands, your habits and it's like he's probably observed you in the backbenches for soooo long that he could totally write a whole book about you....... • and in all honesty, heesung seems to have a hard time exploring socially... It's like he could have good conversation with new people but it's tough getting in his heart so strangers are kinda no-go •just think about it like this, your heesung's bestie.... He's your comfort zone and your safe haven. Hee chases away all those pest like guys eyeing at you and so the whole highschool you were never confessed by anyone; oh, and a lot of times heesung ignores your calls yet he's always there when you need him •" yaaa, heesugie!" You call heesung but he just acts like he didn't hear... " YAAA! HEESUNG" hearing you shout he just goes to the cafeteria leaving you alone with your girlfriends..... " uhh, why is this equation sooo hard" you burst out in the library and out of nowhere heesung just appears . " Shhhhh! It's library pabo! " He wispers while you who your idiotic smile " heesungie, do this for me!! PLEASE?"

✓jay

Not for sale ( strangers to lovers)

• he's the literal definition of a villainous playboy... Nah, just kidding it's just he's too straight forward hence gives off villainous vibes • as we know that villainous vibes are given by bad boys and bad boys; ahem, bring the heaven down to earth for their beloved • So here's the thing, he's rich, he's cool and he's humble..... But what annoys him is that people aren't their for him, for who he really was but for what he could afford • so he was mostly lone wolf; but with you it was very different; you'd scold him, you'd tease him and most of all show your genuine concern for him • but what did bothered him was of how easily you'd give up when it comes to fighting for your own rights • " Hey, y/n; why'd you complain about us in the administration huh? You think we'd get caught? Ha,go BRING OUR REGULAR DRUNKS... PSSS" those clique girls groups would bully you because you weren't of the same riches as them • " WHY DON'T YOU YOUNG WOMAN GO BY YOURSELF.... IT'S NOT LIKE OLD AGE HIT YOU TOO SOON RIGHT?" jay savagely attacks them, saving you from them • ok, so that kinda like a scenario but like what I wanna say is he wants his lover to see their worth from his eyes.... Because unfortunately a lot of girls and boys( me included) tend to have lower self-esteem about themselves, it's like we only see our faults and what we're not good at; but he'd like to show that you're NOT FOR SALE; YOUR EXCLUSIVE!!! That those bullies and obstacles don't define your worth • You know, someone who's world doesn't revolve around him but rather with him • he socially very skilled so meeting with strangers, getting to know them and all; he finds it as a good way of learning and it's definitely his cup of tea • in this world of fakism, he wants real and true, raw love.....so be it strangers or someone was was always beside him but he hadn't seen;

✓jake

All of me ( unfortunate love? 😅)

•So what I mean by unfortunate love is like, do you know the troop where the guy is extroverted and everyone knows him; he's famous but his eyes are only on that one girl who likes to stay out of the crowd, seems nerdy but is rather very fun to know? •So why is it unfortunate love? Because you see him only as a friend while he never said you were a friend? Like how could he, but also how could you not? Afterall he approached you and became closer to you.... But he of course wanted something much more than friends • Jake is definitely the one who's all in or nothing..... And being with your as like a fresh breathe in the air; away from all those gossips and fangirls • he'd come off as best friends and sweeps you off like a smooth butter no doubt unless you're too oblivious but it's ok, because when he's not with you or when gossips goes around that he dated xx student your heart will prick and you'll know that you love him • it's like " oh, have you heard that Jake and XX were seen together at that café... Oh! My friend told me that they were in the middle of their date" and soon the gossip spread all over the school.... Why do you ask? Because Jake was like a white prince of the school! Perfect score in everything like from attendance to grades to physical activities..., • but hearing that you just felt very painful? It's like you tried to find faults about the times that both of you had spent together yet there were none.... He had always treated you with kindness but maybe that's what it all was and you're like oh? Didn't I knew that it was kindness what was I expecting from a guy who's so far away • and later when Jake comes to find you you just ignore him.... Whenever, wherever you ignored him! He was walking towards you, you took another way;, totally leave me i'm baffled.... • afterall you needed to sort out your feelings but even though your actions his love for you never decreased because he loved all of you.

✓sunghoon

I do adore by ( besties fake date)

• So here comes another idiot who would not confront his feelings to you unless the world is gonna end tomorrow and the reason for such a long wait? His over thinking habit of course • well, we all know that hoonie's forte doesn't lie in studies but he would do anything to be with you, even if it meant to practice maths or fake date •so it's rather the typical introverted male bestie with a playful bubbly extroverted female bestie.... It's like you're so different but you'd match each other just right •"hoonie, my ex is sooo getting on my nerves... He says to patch up! After freaking Cheating on me and when I say NO he's like, you can't even get another boyfriend why's with that big pride!! Ahhh, hoon you gotta help me. Be my boyfriend please? Just for some time?" • seeing your miserable state the puppy boy could help but say yes.... After all, how'd he know of your evil plans? • " hoonie" you clutched his palms while gazing upwards at sunghoon.... Perfect you evilly smiled inside of yourself after all your ex saw you WITH YOUR NEW BOYFRIEND BEING LOVEY-DOVEY! • But no one knew that he adored you! Alot, it's like every little thing you did he just couldn't help but recall it all day long • your actions your candid smile; phew the boy was over the moon • but something that you never noticed was of how often he'd tease you and pick up on you…. It's like " ummmm! this apple pie is so tasty" you savor the tasty pie while sunghoon is like " I know that too" like brooo; Everyone knows but let the girl live • and also " oh what a sleepyhead you are" he complaints while returning back from school in the evening • but his love is pure, unconditional, overflowing and doesn't need anything in return.

✓jungwon

Not another song about love by Hollywood ending ( enemies to lovers) • Y'ALL HAVE GOT TO AGREE THAT JUNGWON IS TOTALLY UP FOR THE COMPETITION! • it's like he doesn't eye for what's easy to pass by but rather sets his eyes on what's unachievable by many • It's like the situation inside his head is kinda like " you hit me like an earthquake, jaw dropping show stopping" something like that! It's like opposite attract kinda philosophy • " Jungwon took the first position this time," the gossip gossiper said. " Oh then what about y/n?" Within whispers they share " well they say that she was down by one grade in biology... It must've sucked right" • those gossips got on your nerves and yet here you were paired with jungwon for the upcoming physical education examination • " y/n, that's not how you score in basketball... Here let me help" he says while he comes behind you and grabs your hands. You were immensely focused on scoring and as he helps you throw he immediately stepped back with a red tint • " YAAAYYY!" Your big gummy smile greeted jungwon.... Feeling shy from your reaction he now again threw a ball towards which hits your head unfortunately…. Since he couldn't believe he was feeling soyra this soft feeling for you when he SHOULDN'T • " oops! Sorry... Haha" he laughs while you too couldn't help but laugh a little • but aside from all these his love is serious yet playful. He loves you yet he would like to keep you on your toes. But wonie would want to show his love to the whole world... Do teasingly kissing your hands in public or stuff like is no biggie.

✓niki

Girl like you by Daniel J ( friends to lovers) •So yes, again friends to lovers... But the twist is your a new student while Niki is the class's cool boy • let's say you're a lot better at studies especially maths rather than Niki. So one unfortunate day you were paired with Niki for the biology project. • " that's not how you do it idiot, it's like this" you scold Niki while you flick his forehead • for him he'd never met a girl like you. Good at studies yet a chill person; not a people's pleaser but is very disciplined? Loves to take pictures but trips on stuff while your head is in the air...... • Some days his way of showing you his love would be by giving you sweets but on rascal days his easy of showing love would be by picking your name in maths class when you've fallen asleep? • he loves to bug you but can't stand anyone else bugging you; he loves to tease fully bully you buy others aren't allowed to even look at your direction •the type to just not show his love for his s/o but in times would give his love too much that it may cause other person diabetes •would tease too much to realize he likes you •in the outskirts, while he's with his hyungs the little boy can't help but blush Every time your name pops up.

✓sunoo

you by Hollywood ending(friends in love) • you're literally on his mind 24/7... And when it is 24/7 I mean it. To him, it would be like; among a crowd of people his eyes are only on you. • In the lecture time if your eyes show sadness then the whole day he only questions " why was he sad? Did someone hurt her? Uh, I wanna ask! Bu- uh!!! I'm going crazy" • you never know if you're his crush or his best friend cuz literally he's so cute and fluffy.... It's like to you he acts like a best friend but for the others they see that his intentions aren't of besties • well, to alot of people he's fun and quirky but since your his crush he seems more affectionate to you than anyone else • " yaaaa! Y/n-ahh, you promised to go to the park together but you left with hyuba that's not fair" SUNOO pouts and oh holy cow, it was so freaking cute that you just couldn't help but tease him " well, she is a better company... Haha" • " yaa, SUNOO your pictures are so much better than mine;(.... Let's take pictures with silly faces' ' you recommend and agreeing to your demands he took pictures with you with very silly poses. • " yaaa! Why do your pictures some soon good even after such funny faces? Andwaeeeee " you literally made a hilarious high pitched meme face while SUNOO was high on laugher • Well, aside from all these jokes he was super protective and caring about you. Although his crush does frequently change ( I feel like that btw, you don't have to agree)

[theaspen]

FINALE PART 1

Synopsis: 4 bodies, 4 different places and only one person connecting them all.

Genre : thriller, horror, angst, mystery

Warnings : suicide, talks of depression, panic attacks,violence,b descriptions of blood, death , knives etc. Please read with caution. I do not portray enhypen this way in real life.

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A/N. : Wtf we're at the finale already. K hope you enjoy this chapter I'm sorry if their too short. This is the best i can do. I'm ver excited hope you guys are as well. Please please I'm begging you leave a feedback if you liked it or constructive criticism you all have no idea how much difference that one small comment can make.

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Heesung and Sunoo had made a groupchat with Jungwon that day, determined to solve this "mystery" by themselves. And frankly Jungwon wasn't too sure what to feel about this. For one, he didn't really consider this some sort of mystery, for him this was a very real problem and a problem that he's scared he's one of the causes for it. And second he felt selfish.

Yes they had apologised to him, but was it selfish of Jungwon to not forgive them immediately? To not leave it all in the past? He just didn't get it. Years of torture and he's just supposed to leave it behind because they apologised now? Right when they needed his help? He briefly wondered if acting petty right now would cause more damage or not.

All these thoughts raced in his head tripping over one another as he walked to his school. Every day it seemed to him that the school was just a huge assortment of traps laid all around and he was the only animal stupid enough to step into all of them , creating a safe place and a lesson for the rest of the animals.

Jungwon was very late, but he really could care less. As he passed by the classes he noticed that the classes and-really everything else was just as same as before. No one would look twice into this school. He briefly wondered if he should just skip his classes, wouldn't be the first time and if he got caught he could always create a sob story for the counselor to get away with it. He knows it's bad but he had bigger shit to deal with than detention. Infact detention seemed like heaven at the moment, just a small moment of being….normal.

He was going to step into the empty bathroom cubicles when he noticed Heesung out of the corner of his eye. He stopped for a second- wondering if he should call him out. However the look on Heesung's face made him stop. Why did he look so shifty and weird?

Heesung looked around for a few moments, fortunately not noticing Jungwon from the bathroom, and then he bolted upstairs. Jungwon contemplated for a second. Should he follow him? Deciding to just fuck it he threw his bag carelessly on the dirty floor and took careful but Swift steps right back Heesung.

Heesung just kept going upstairs without a break and when they finally reached the rooftop he stopped. Heesung unbolted the door making a pound noise echoe through the emtpy place. Just then, a disturbing thought came towards Jungwon. Heesung wasn't going to the rooftop for what he thought he was going to do…right?

Before his subconscious could stop him Jungwon called out to Heesung with fear.

""Heesung!! Stop!" He yelled carrying his voice out.

Heesung flinched a bit, turning with surprise etched in his face, "Jungwon?"

"What-what were you doing here?" Jungwon asked panting for breath. The three flights of steps really took his energy away. 

"I just came here for some fresh air." Heesung said, still preplexed by Jungwon's sudden arrival.

"But- were you following me?"

"What-? What no! I wasn't! I just- just came to ask you for some notes!" Jungwon said hurriedly. 

Heesung looked unconvinced, but nodded nevertheless, later going down and handing Jungwon his notes. Jungwon took it gratefully. 

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Later that night, Jungwon stared at the notebook Heesung gave him. He tried to get his mind to the notes because even with the whole fiasco they still had exams going on. So much for giving a shit about students' mental health. 

Jungwon stared at the notebook and the sloppy way Heesung wrote his "A's" his mind once again wondering back to him.

The lump in his throat tightened and his stomach caved in when he thought what would have happened if he didn't follow Heesung. He didn't want another person to die because he didn't care enough, or if he for once thought about himself. The book lay forgotten in his lap and his mind thrifted away to dreams haunted by a certain someone.

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Jungwon really really should have stayed home. Anything would have been better than what he would witness for the next 7 hours. Immediately when he arrived he knew something was wrong. He could tell from the atmosphere which was the same one as the day of Jake's death which now seemed ages ago.

Crowds had gathered around and now no one was seen to be gasping, no one looked scared or shocked. Just pure undeterred faces of sorrow and dejection. No one whispered to their friends anymore or stood on their tip toes to take a better look. Everyone just knew by now, collectively that there was something very very wrong and the realisation seemed to just settle in. 

And this type of reaction was far worse. 

Jungwon ran through pushing everyone aside, his hands shaking madly hoping that whoever the crowd was gathered around wasn't who he was thinking off.

And when he saw the bloodied face of Park Sunghoon the initial relief vanished with a new type of fear. He bent down sinking his knees into the dark blood staining his uniform. A sob choked out of his mouth, his hands going forward to remove the piece of paper that was on Sunghoon's back pocket. 

His tears just raced down as he read the note. There was something just so off about this whole situation, the dead body, the weirdly familiar note, and the fact that no one had seen it coming. 

Someone snatched the paper out of him and Jungwon looked up to see his principal, who for once looked just as dejected and sorrowful as everyone else.

"Go wash up, boy." He said, placing a hand on Jungwon's shoulder.

And somehow Jungwon did exactly that. He doesn't really recall how in the world he even managed to get his limbs to function, much less how he was able to walk. Perhaps it was his determination that he was definitely not going to throw up or pass out  in the hallway.

When he entered the washroom four  things registered into Jungwon's brain in a sequence.

One was that the harsh voices he heard were not just a figment of his imagination.

Two were that the voices were of Heesung and Sunoo.

Three that Heesung was screaming with a knife stuck into his arms .

And four that Sunoo was holding said knife.

And then Jungwon's vision turned black.

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lhs - runnin’

lee heeseung [a. + f. 4700 words] runnin’

to you

you came up on some new

i know i shouldn’t feel blue

‘cause i was runnin’ out of time for you

synopsis: you met heeseung in your freshman year of college and immediately hit it off. you’ve made it to your third year and when everyone including yourselves thought that you were each other’s endgame, the devastation when you two split was immeasurable. you both know there’s still love between you. this break allows you both to realize new things. can you two find your ways back to each other? will this be the final goodbye?

genre + tropes: angst. fluff. comedy. college!au. establishedrelationship!au. exes!au.

warnings: fem reader. swearing. arguing. nosy friends. cold heeseung and cold reader. drifting relationship. interventions. slight suggestive themes but it’s only mentioned like once. they both pine over each other. mentions of alcohol and binge drinking. maybe not a happy ending. if you choose to see it that way. whoops. appearances of the rest of enha plus txt yeonjun and soobin.

i.  the break

“so this is how it’s gonna end? i thought we were doing fine.”

heeseung erupts into an even angrier fit, “are you kidding me? we are not fucking fine. in what world is this fine? tell me!”

you scoff from where you stand cross-armed on the other side of the bedroom. “well, can you really blame me? it’s hard to see if there’s something wrong if we never see each other.”

“exactly my point! we don’t see each other.”

the two of you have been at each other’s throats since heeseung showed up at your apartment. you have no idea how long ago that was or when the argument started. all you remember is coming up to him when he arrived, wanting to actually spend some time with him. instead he shrugged you off and ignored you, blaming the fatigue. the rest has been a blur. one of you made an offhand comment and now here you are: frustrated and in another fight.

a quick recap: you two met at a mutual friend’s party. you thought that each other was attractive and he ended up asking you out. from there you kept going out, fell in love, dated, and everyone thought you were perfect together. three years later and it’s getting tiring. life has been draining trying to balance it all.

“and who’s fault is that?”

annoyed, he snaps back, “oh please, you can not put the blame solely on me.”

“bullshit. i sure can when i’m the only one making an effort here. i’ve actually been trying to save us. you, on the other hand…” you pause again, rolling your eyes, “well, we both know just how much you care.”

his jaw drops, defensively he spits back, “are you genuinely implying that i don’t care about you? about us? that’s rich.”

you move to sit on the edge of the bed, staring at a single spot on the floor. you can see the shadow of heeseing pacing back and forth. you sit there, not looking at each other. the only sounds to be heard are his footsteps and the heavy sighs from you. you think back to the last several weeks. you recall each of the times you have been able to see each other. there’s no substance, nothing memorable. the only thing that comes to mind is that you always end up not talking at all or arguing.

just like right now.

“be real, heesung. when was the last time we went on a date? when was the last time you stayed the night without it ending up with you just knocking out? when was the last time we actually sat down and had a conversation? be honest because i will. i can’t remember.”

“and yet you thought we were fine?”

“well it’s better to believe a good lie than face the hurtful truth. i’m trying to save this relationship. i’m trying all the fucking time and you don’t do shit.”

he spits back frustrated, “well maybe that’s because there’s nothing to be saved.”

“are you kidding me right now? am i supposed to be scared? you tell me that there’s nothing to be saved and expect me to just give up?”

“sorry but i’m not running from this anymore.”

“you’re not sorry and we both know it.” you push yourself back up to stand, resting your hands on your hips, “you can’t say you’re sorry and expect me to forgive you. that’s not how this works.”

“this isn’t what i wanted to happen. this isn’t how it was supposed to go.”

“then make it work.”

“i- i can’t,” he holds his hands over his face, running one through his hair, “it’s too much.”

“so what? what do you mean?”

he finally stops. he takes a deep breath and lets it all out, “i just can’t see this working anymore, at least not like this.”

ii. week one

you thought this would be more difficult. that this would be the hardest pill to swallow. the first week apart may actually be the easiest. nothing has really changed. that’s probably because you haven’t told anyone that you two are no longer together. perhaps the time that you didn’t spend with each other before the break up had trained you for this.

life goes on, with or without heeseung. that’s what you keep telling yourself. you choose to get caught up with your life. you have other priorities. it’s not a crime to focus on yourself for the first time in three years.

heeseung feels the same. he doesn’t see any point on dwelling on the breakup. sure, he was the one who made the decision. he’s the one who put it out there. he’s the one who ended it and the one who is taking responsibility.

lucky for both of you, you don’t have any courses together and your schedules don’t really coincide. there’s no chance at any awkward run-ins. there is this weird, tiny feeling though. there’s this small inkling of something missing. you both suppress it. i mean, hell, the breakup just happened.

iii. scheming

meanwhile, your friends have all seemed to notice that the two of you are off. they aren’t sure what it is. they get that you two have had some time apart, but you’re both adults with lives. you have your own classes, jobs, other friends, and such. no one mentions it because they don’t think it’s their business.

but come on… there’s no way they won’t get to the bottom of it. our resident gossips, sunoo and sunghoon, team up and make it their mission to snoop around. of course, they take precautions to not get caught. the scheming duo find out nothing, to no avail.

now the gang of the scheming duo plus jay, jake, and niki have convened in the common room of jungwon’s dorm building. the 02z are all playing billiards in one corner. sunoo battles jungwon in a game of ping pong. the youngest of the group sits by himself on one of the couches, contemplating if he should speak up. they’ve been in a heated discussion as they try to figure out what exactly has been irking them.

riki, against his own conscience, speaks up to the five. he has this gut feeling and innocently wants to voice his opinion. “what if,” the young boy start out while gauging the faces of the others, “now don’t get mad and just hear me out.” he stops again, taking his time to make eye contact with each of the older boys, waiting until they all nod, “what if… they broke up?”

the group of friends all exchange glances with each other before breaking out into laughter. jay composes himself a bit, still chuckling when he says, “seriously? you think they broke up? heeseung and y/n? yeah, no way.”

sunoo leans onto the ping pong table and eggs him on, “they are literally soulmates.”

jungwon sets his racket down and goes to plop himself next to riki on the couch, “there is no way in hell the two of them split.”

iv. breaking news

“yeah, we split.” plain and simple. three words that crushed the poor hearts of jake and jungwon. he broke the news over brunch. he sensed their curiosity when they deliberately never brought you up. 

“good joke there, dude. almost had me for a second.” jake says, awkwardly with a forced laugh.

the youngest of the three chiming in and agreeing, “yeah, that’s really funny.” a silence hits the booth. “you are joking… right?”

the oldest then looks back and forth between the two, tilting his head to one side like a confused pup. he doesn’t see why they think he would joke and simply replies, “nope. you guys haven’t asked so i’m guessing you tried to snoop around and pick up on my cues. i’m also guessing sunoo’s behind this whole operation.”

“ok wait,” jake interjects, “what do you mean you broke up? you can’t just break up.”

jungwon agrees, “he’s right. you two are just playing a prank on us.”

“guys, i’m serious. y/n and i are no longer together.” the two just freeze, jaws dropped, eyes wide. “besides, it’s better this way.”

v. bad timing

meanwhile the remaining four members of their friend group have met up in the campus library in an attempted study session. so far, they’ve just gone back to gossiping and slacking off. the boys all find themselves teetering on the verge of sleep. that is until sunghoon catches you walking in. immediately going to softly pat the others back awake, they all look up confused. trying to stay subtle, hoon jerks his head to the side in your direction.

you make your way to one of the shelves, searching high and low for a book you need for your literature class. sneaking up behind you comes choi yeonjun, the library aid and a friend of yours. 

“need any help?”

“no thanks, i’m good jun.” you give him a polite smile.

unbeknownst to both of you, the failure of a study group has creeped to a closer table. they knew that you two were friends but they still can’t help but eavesdrop. “will you two please shut up so we can hear them?” the annoyed face evident on sunghoon’s face at the bickering of sunoo and niki. he turns to see jay, snacking and not paying attention. he rolls his eyes at the group, his gaze then catching yeonjun leading you out of the shelves. quickly shushing the three and nodding his head in your direction again, they finally get the hint.

yeonjun steps in front of you, “so you know my friend soobin, right?”

“soobin… as in choi soobin?”

yeonjun flashes his bright smile, “that’s the one.”

“yeah i know him. we had a stats class together a while back. he definitely taught me a few tricks around a calculator.” you laugh with him, “he’s super sweet, and needless to say cute too.”

“well, am i glad to hear that! long story short, he’s kinda been crushing on you lately and wants to know if you’re free. he mentioned your shared class before but he said he never got your number.”

“since you have mine already, go ahead and give it to him. tell him i’m free whenever he is.”

yeonjun raises his eyebrows at your boldness, “will do. i just wanted to ask you first before i gave it to him because… y’know…”

“no worries, i completely understand.”

he gives a quick goodbye before going back to his desk. storming quickly, four faces appear in front of you, all a combination of confusion, shock, and anger. 

sunoo starts, “um… y/n. why are you telling yeonjun to give your number to another guy?”

“yeah, are you cheating on heeseung?” his partner in crime, sunghoon, joins in.

you pause and scan their faces. your face dawns an equally as confused expression. “how can i cheat on someone who isn’t my boyfriend?”

four jaws simultaneously drop. riki’s being the first to close and answer a bit hushed, “i knew it.”

jay turns to him in disbelief, “not the time, niki!”

“did heeseung not tell you guys?” you ask them slowly. “i assumed he would be the one to let you all know.”

“that you two broke up?!” sunoo asks angrily, being shushed by yeonjun from the counter. giving an apologetic smile then tuning back into your conversation, “what do you mean you two broke up?”

“we just… broke up. that’s it. end of story. now if you’ll excuse me, i have to actually study.”

they watch you check out the book you came in for originally and walk out the doors, unsure of what to do next.

vi. the intervention

arranging your monthly movie night was not exactly the easiest task given the tensions surrounding two people in your group. so the only logical solution that they all could think of was to simply not to tell one of you that the other was coming over. a fool-proof plan.

in the dorm of the 02z, you did not expect to see heeseung when you walked in.

he gets up from his spot on the couch, “what the hell is going on here?”

“yeah, an explanation would be nice.” you cross your arms as you glare at the younger boys.

niki, trying to act as mediator gestures for both of you two sit on the loveseat—the same loveseat that was always reserved for the two of you before. “this is an intervention.”

after the confession of their intentions, everyone goes quiet. not a single word is spoken for several minutes, no one knowing how to start. after much internal contemplation, jungwon finally attempts to start. “we brought you two here today because- you know what, i can’t do this.” he stops and cuts himself off, burying his face in his hands.

sunoo sits next to him with his arms crossed. “how dare you two? our parents gets divorced and we don’t even get a notice.” it was common for them to refer to you and heeseung as the parents of the group, being the oldest. although something about sunoo still calling you by that nickname stings, him shaking his head to display his disappointment making you feel guilty. 

you see heeseung out of the corner of your eye avoiding looking up to your friends. “look, i don’t see the big deal. we broke up. that happens when relationships don’t work out.”

sunghoon quickly intervenes, “how can you say it isn’t a big deal? you’re letting three years go to waste and that’s all you can say? that’s what happens.” he scoffs at how shameless you come off.

“well, would you rather us stay together even when we were unhappy?” their reactions were a mix of shouts, the words yes, of course not, and duh all blending into each other.

that’s what brought your ex boyfriend out of his daze. “y/n has a point. we broke up and it’s over. we were no longer happy and i don’t see the point in bringing it up again either. it’s in the past. let it go.” he says rather coldly and sternly. him actually saying it and acknowledging it caused that weird feeling to come back. his body language is off, too. your years together has taught you enough about heeseung to know when he’s upset, especially with himself.

jake takes his turn, looking down at his fidgeting hands and muttering sadly, “but you promised each other forever.”

that prompts you and heeseung to glance at each other quickly, making eye contact and it lingering for a couple of seconds. you look away first, not noticing that his stare doesn’t leave you.”some promises just can’t be kept.” your response then making him turn away.

“bullshit.” it’s the first word uttered by jay this entire time. “neither of you are the type to break promises.”

“some things can’t be helped,” heeseung defends.

jay, getting angrier, asks his friend, “did you know that she’s already going on a date? yeah, that guy, soobin. i’m pretty sure you know who he is. your ex,” he makes sure to stress the last word with a certain degree of annoyance, “thinks he’s cute.”

emotionless, heeseung answers back, “good for her, then.”

you were sure that you were over him, that’s why you said yes to the date. but something about him not caring leaves you feeling odd.

jungwon stops your train of thought, “no, you’re supposed to be upset. you’re supposed to get jealous and confess you still want to be with her. you’re supposed to fight for her and be together.”

another quick glance between the two of you, lasting longer than the previous one. no words are said on his end, but you know exactly what he’s trying to say. “he doesn’t have to fight when i’m the one who ended it.” you knew him. you knew he couldn’t admit to the others his decision. after all, he wants to be a good role model even in his darkest times. he couldn’t crush their idea of love and you did what you had to do. you lied for his sake—and maybe even yours.

vii. him

two months have passed since the breakup. there’s tension amongst the friend group, the six not wanting to pick sides between you and heeseung. they’re constantly going back and forth, like they’re walking on eggshells as to not bring up something that only happened with the other.

to get your mind off everything, you’ve found comfort in soobin. well, more accurately you’ve found comfort in between his sheets, or wherever you two decide for it to go down. that’s not to say the dates aren’t great. you’re not official and you both know that. your latest date, however, couldn’t help but feel weird.

the date was going pretty well. don’t get me wrong—soobin is a great guy. he’s sweet, caring, funny, and handsome. you have a lot in common like your taste in drinks and movies. maybe if you had met him first, you would’ve dated him… but you didn’t meet him first. you met heeseung first, and soobin isn’t heeseung.

you found yourself drifting from the conversation now and then, thinking about how heeseung would’ve been at that moment. you think back to his habits, particularly the way he raises his eyebrows whenever he’s excited or talking about something he’s passionate about. you always found it endearing. over the course of dinner, you are able to notice that soobin has some cute habits too, like him covering his face when he gets shy or puffing out his cheeks. but it still isn’t the same.

“you two deserve each other.”

soobin catches your attention again with that comment. “what?”

“you and heeseung. i know that look. don’t try to lie to me.”

“look, heeseung is my past, and i want it to stay that way.”

“do you really want it to stay that way, or are you just afraid of what could happen if you let him back into your present?”

you give him a teasing glare, “don’t get all philosophical with me. i just don’t think he and i can go back to how we were before.”

“what’s so bad about you two changing? obviously if it didn’t work out, you shouldn’t try to be what you were before.”

“can’t i just try with you?”

“as much as i would love for you to give me that chance, i can’t do that to you or to myself. it’s not fair.”

you hesitantly ask him, “but is it worth it?”

“that’s not my decision to make.”

viii. her

now that you’re virtually not in his life, he seems to be looking for you everywhere. actually… rather than going out of his way to look for you, everything just reminds him of you. the jingles of the commercials you always sang along to, your favorite songs on the radio, the reruns of 90’s shows you always binged. hell, even when he was making ramen, he was reminded of how you would make his favorite for him every time he was stressed over an exam. he was sitting in the back of the lecture hall, trying so hard to stay awake for his 3 hour long class with the most boring professor on campus. he fought the urge to text you since it felt like second nature to rely on you to help cheer him up.

there was a particular night when it really hit him. reality smacked him in the face late one evening. heeseung was bored out of his mind, laying alone in bed, aimlessly browsing netflix to find something to watch. he thinks to himself y/n would’ve slammed this laptop closed and talked all night about random and obscure topics. he laughs to himself, reliving the memories. right then, it’s obvious. he misses her.

ix. promises

the rain hitting your bedroom window had no help on your already gloomy mood. what did help was the bottle of soju- well more realistically, four bottles of soju. it was all the liquid courage you needed to call heeseung at three in the morning. 

you sat drowsily on the rug of your living room, your phone on speaker and placed in front of you as you stared out the dewy glass. you heard the phone ring seven times, ready to hang up until you heard his groggy voice come out from the other end. “hello? y/n, why are you up?”

you laugh softly and ask him, sounding loopy, “why are you up?”

“because you’re calling me. would you like to give me a reason why, and are you drunk?”

“maybe. anyways, you know… i was thinking. we broke a lot of promises and it hurts. i have to know that we’re not bad people. i have to keep at least one, right?”

heeseung groans but lets you ramble, knowing that you won’t stop until you’ve said it all, “go on…”

“we made a promise that if something was going on, if we were in a dark place, that we would talk to someone. well, if you couldn’t tell by now, i’m not in the best place. the first person i thought to talk to was you.”

“why me?”

“shhh… don’t ask questions. i know you’re tired so just stay on the phone and let me talk. ok?”

he goes quiet for a bit, sighing, “ok.”

“i miss you. i do. i don’t expect you to miss me but i just want to say it,” pausing to hiccup, “soobin helped me realize some things, saying some crap like we deserve each other.” you chuckle as you recall his words, “maybe he said it because bad people deserve bad people. maybe he said it because in our own fucked up lives, we’re the only ones who can understand each other. i did a lot of thinking and i’ve come to the conclusion that we don’t. because if we stay together, we can’t move on. we can’t grow. we can’t become good people, no matter how much we want it. that’s life. sometimes, no matter how much we want something, no matter how much we wish on stars or pray, some things just aren’t meant to be.”

“y/n, get some rest…”

“wait, i’m not done. you already can tell i’ve been drinking and to be honest i have been, for a while. i do it,” starting to choke up and sniffle, “because it helps me forget. even if it’s just for a minute that i can forget what happened, i’ll drink as much as it takes. i’ll grow out of it, eventually. i know i will, but for now… i have to do what i have to do. i’m sure you can relate.” you laugh again, getting more drowsy. you bring your legs up, hugging your knees. faintly, the sounds of heeseung’s snores play from your phone. you smile to yourself, “i wish you were here, singing me a lullaby. i don’t know when you fell asleep but goodnight. take care of yourself.”

cuddled up in his bed, heeseung hears you hang up. he lets you believe he didn’t hear what you said. he knows the reality of it all and the weight that you both are carrying. knowing that you won’t check your phone for the rest of the night, he sends you a quick text: bookstore, saturday, noon. goodnight.

as he turns off his phone to try to fall back asleep, he sees his reflection in the black screen. he sees his puffy, red eyes and his tear-stained cheeks. the end of it all is coming and finally, you two are ready for it.

x. love song

seeing him in person is a good idea. clearing the air, letting it all out, getting closure. all good ideas, you hope. walking into the bookstore was a weird feeling. when you spot him sitting by the window, you quietly make your way over. he looks up at your new presence, his feet shuffling out of nervousness. you notice the glass of pear juice on the small coffee table in front of him, already half empty.

“hi,” he says like a whisper.

“hi,” you awkwardly respond. it’s unlike the two of you to not know how to start a conversation. you make your way onto the cushioned seat, letting yourself get comfortable to help ease the tension. you each avoid the other’s gaze, not knowing how to begin. you sigh and finally ask, “how have you been?”

“busy,” he says as he nods, “finally took up actual music lessons. thought it would be better to have someone who’s played piano and guitar professionally instead of trying to teach myself.”

you softly giggle, “that’s good. you’ve always loved music.”

“yeah… how about you?”

“same, busy. i got the t.a position i applied for like forever ago.”

“congrats! you still looking to become a teacher?”

“well, generally yeah. i was having my doubts before but i just fell back into it. finally being able to be there, present, and guiding others… that’s what i want.” you sit there across from him, watching him and taking it all in. the man in front of you is heeseung, but not the heeseung you knew. no, this is the better version of him. the version of him where he can focus on himself. the version of heeseung that’s glowing and happy and ready to take on the world. “so, look. there’s no easy or delicate way to put it but i think there are things we both need to get off our chests.”

“agreed. since it all happened—the fights, the breakups, the ambush interventions—we haven’t actually talked.”

“those interventions… they were silly but the guys did help me realize some things. we’re growing up. sure, i thought we had this plan of us graduating, getting married, having a family, settling down, growing old. we both wanted that type of life. sadly, it’s not what happened and we have to live with it.”

he lets out a chuckle, “heeseung and y/n: meant for each other and meant to be.”

“but not meant to last. what a bittersweet and poetic ending."

“it’s like people always say: right person, wrong time.”

“you know… you used to tell me that our love song was the soundtrack to the best life you could live.” you reach out and take his hand in yours, “i just,” pausing to take a deep breath and compose yourself, “i just want you to know… that if anything happens-”

he cuts you off with a quiet gasp, whispering your name with a shaky voice, “don’t.”

you shake your head and gently squeeze his hand, “if anything happens… if in the end, we don’t find our way back and it isn’t us, don’t think we ended on a bad note.” you drop your head as you chuckle lightly before continuing, “cause you were always on key.” you give him a small grin, trying your hardest to not make things worse by crying. “we were just playing different tunes.”

he pulls you in closer to him, placing his hands softly on your cheeks. “i always hated seeing you cry,” he says as he wipes away the tears on your face, not bothering about his own. he wraps his arms around you, holding you close for the last time. 

you stay there in his warmth, hearing him sniffle as he tries to hold back the falling tears. when you pull away, you tell him “i will always love you. maybe not in the way i thought i would but it’s still there.”

“maybe in our next life, it’ll be the right time.” with that, he leaves a kiss on your forehead, leaves the bookstore, and leaves your life. your duet that worked in perfect harmony now playing a beautiful cadence—two wandering artists, free to fill your own wretched worlds with new melodies, the bliss and tranquility of it all. the hope that maybe one day, you’ll be in each other’s lives again is enough.

[woniepop]

I-Land Scenes Making You Cry

Request: Hello!!!! ICan I request and OT7 reaction while Y/N and their s/o are was watching I-LAND and then they start crying when something comes up? (ex. like that time when K saved Jungwon but Taki got eliminated I cried so hard cuz first THE YANG JUNGWON was getting eliminated but then I cried more when K was crying)

Pairings: Enhypen x Gender Neutral!Reader

Genre: fluff

warnings: cursing

Word count: 0.6k

a/n: sorry this took so long, anon! i had to actually finish i-land first LOL anyway, not saying i cried while writing this,, but rewatching Heesung’s part made me cry so much,, it just hits so close to home methinks I had to add some of my top tier comedy to distract from the fact that I’m *hypothetically* in literal tears

༑ ࿐ྂ。lee heeseung

- You guys were on the couch rewatching i-land cause you forced him to

- And the part came up where he dropped from 2nd to 4th place and he cried because he messed up and felt like he put on a bad performance

- You sit there gaping at the tv and suddenly tears start falling down your face out of nowhere

- Heesung definitely panicked

- Frantically looks around for tissues

- “But you already know who debuts”

- Still holds you in his arms tho

- “BUT YOU WORKED SO HARD”

- Gets literally so kiddush when he realizes you're crying because you love him

- Giggles until you ask him what he's laughing at

༑ ࿐ྂ。jay park

- “why are you rewatching i-land”

- “Turn that off this is the third time”

- “Why are you still crying”

- You cry everytime it comes to the part where jay thought he’d be eliminated and wrote letters for all the members

- “You’re just so nice to everyone”

- LITERALLY DROPPED TO THE FLOOR SOBBING

- “GET UP, I DEBUTED”

༑ ࿐ྂ。jake sim

- Lol maybe im kinda dumb but i forgot if jake ever cried in iland

- So let's just say like you’re watching the first episode together and you’re seeing it for the first time 

- And they gave the last spot in i-land away to taki

- You literally pause that shit so fast

- Like at record breaking speeds 

- And you jump into Jake’s arms and cry

- “Babe, I literally debuted. What are you sad about”

- “Oh yeah huh”

- Still hugs you to death

- Coos at you until you calm down

༑ ࿐ྂ。park sunghoon

- When sunghoon cried at the dining table because he missed his mom

- You were like “woah… now i miss my mom”

- Looks at you with the weirdest face

- “What the hell did you just say”

- You start crying

- “It must've been so hard to be away from your mom, and you trained for two years, and you didn't know if you were going to debut-”

- Literally rambling the whole time

- pulls you into his lap and pets your head

- intertwines your fingers and rubs your back until you calm down

༑ ࿐ྂ。kim sunoo

- You also are watching it for the first time

- You were so proud of his first stage

- And then when he got dropped to the ground you were so mad

- Angry enough you cried

- “HOW DARE YOU HE WAS LITERALLY AMAZING”

- You start punching the air sobbing

- And he's literally laughing at you

- But eventually he stops laughing and he decides to give you a forehead kiss and reassures you that, yes, he did actually debut

༑ ࿐ྂ。yang jungwon

- When jungwon ranked 9th and was the last survivor to advance to the final part

- And he cried cause he worked really good to get a high score and he didn’t

- Being so young, and so close to him you understand how hard he works everyday

- Especially being the leader

- You already knew he was going to debut but you felt so emotional

- So you facetime him crying 

- Saying like “i'm so proud of you for working so hard and taking care of everyone”

- He’s so worried about you and he rushes over to where you are at to cuddle you

- Brings snacks and hand feeds them to you

- Laughs a little telling you that he works so hard because he has you by his side

༑ ࿐ྂ。nishimura riki

- It’s literally so clear mnet edited the show to try and make niki look really bad

- And you’ve never finished i-land because you couldn’t bear to see niki in that kind of light

- But niki one day asks if you can watch it with him

- You refuse at first but you eventually agree, but niki has to watch it with you

- When niki got back into i-land from working so hard in the ground you started crying

- Like they really edited it to make him look like a brat

- He felt butterflies methinks

- His whole face flushed but he wraps his arms around you and leans his head on yours

- Tells you he loves you 1000 times

- Lots of forehead kisses

- Plays with your fingers to calm you down while you cry